Sunday, June 30, 2013

Day 386 Paranoia of the Unknown: Associations within words creating the Unknown.


I was looking at my words today and noticed that I missed the word “ cocoa.” I noticed a voice in my head, as the word crazy. I did self forgiveness on this. Then this old television commercial I saw as a child came up - some might remember this: “ Kookoo for Cocoa Pops.” These are the words from the cereal commercial, here with me, a ghost of paranoise from my past, influencing the words I speak, creating a word with a past, and adding a relationship that is an association with the word, and thus idea, of “ crazy.” This is what we as humans have accepted and allowed. And we wonder why, as we get older the idiosyncrasies within our characters become more prominent, and we have a more difficult time interacting with others, and as this, remain limited within small circles of people, fearing to change.

This added association is a ghost in the machine, a projection, that is in effect insanity as it is separation from physical reality, an idea out of sync with here/reality where a cup is a cup, period. Thus one could say that what is placed as ads on television ( is, lol, as the words imply, ad ons) within a profit based system, is creating a cognitive dissonance, polluting the words within clear meanings as how the natural learning ability of the physical body picks up what is presented during childhood and that this is what remains: a pollution of associations carrying destructive meanings as the connotations - the notes in the chord as the conscious, subconscious, and unconscious- that become what we are, as what goes in is what comes out. Thus, we cannot blame the objects as life as the human for the behaviors of the human, as we have all accepted and allowed what is sounded here as words creating chords that are associations that create ghosts in the machine as the physical body that occupy our thoughts consuming ourselves as life and thus separating us from life here, from being equal and clear as life here.
So, when I see the word cocoa, the back chat as the memories brings up the word crazy, and I will have a reaction and no longer see here, as I will fear being considered crazy, as this is a potential threat that I will be cast out and excluded from the system and then I will not survive, as I will not be able to earn money and thus be able to be self responsible. I allow myself to be so caught up in this emotional storm that I can no longer see what is here in clarity. Obviously, this leads to a mess.
What delusions, as paranoise, as ghosts in the machine as mind as words with destructive meanings, do our so called “ leaders “ have that perpetuate an idea of them being a “ more than” another, when they are the same as you and me, physical bodies that require certain physical support to live in dignity?  Do they have certain ideas that living outside of the nap of luxury, of excessive luxury, means that they will become some idea of a “ less than”? All of this absurd as this earth in totality can be a heaven on earth, where every part is cared for, living in full potential, where no matter where we go, we are surrounded by life in expression as life? 
The pollution we have all accepted and allowed begins with the smallest units of ourselves, that point of nothing, of no-thing, to life. The associations that we learn as children, if not clear in meaning, if not understood, and within this, the way the physical body functions in mirroring its environment,  and that this leads to a ghost of paranoise of emotional values attached to the tools of communication as words, blinding us from seeing what is here, just as I could no longer see the word cocoa through the ghosts of the past within my mind as pictures and attendant emotions and feelings, based on a commercial and the experiences i have had in life that sometimes can be ideas presented in early family life, as stories told about relatives, that then become threatening within a survival based system, what happens to the behaviors of men? And can this actually be used for control?
And, if we look at our world, what is happening as the outflow of this? There are up to 200 species  becoming extinct every day. There are children being born with gross deformities. There are forests dying at unprecedented rates, these trees that produce the air we breath. Oxygen is depleting in our atmosphere of at most fear that is the behavior we have accepted and allowed on earth, a system of inequality to life, as life is not what is here on earth. What is here is destruction, the outflow of associations to values of more than and less than within our words, as we are the creators of what is here, thus we are to blame, each of us for what is here on earth. We are responsible to clean up this earth, to get this earth in an order that supports and respects all life. Life is the value.
And all of this started with an idea that was a separation from life, that one thing is more than another. Judgement. Were we not told to not judge? Have we not been told to become a living word? Is not being here, the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow mean being here, equal and one to and as life, forgiving of oneself as life, here?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate from here, into and as becoming unknowning of here into and as idea in and as my mind, as a belief, as an association to an idea of being kookoo, which is a fear of survival which is a belief that one thing is more than another, the “ more than” actually creating a less than, as the polar opposite where a distortion of reality is what I allow myself to exist as not looking here at what is real as how the physical world functions in practical support as life, as life will life in all common sense.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define cocoa within crazy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to connect cocoa to  the word crazy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word cocoa and from crazy through defining the word cocoa within crazy in separation from myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the words as a memory from my past “ kookoo for cocoa puffs” in and as my mind, and to allow this to be associated with the word cocoa.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as a family story that was told to me as a child, where my great grandmother was considered crazy, and I associated myself with this because I was told that I looked just like her.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself within being the same as associations made about others, as relatives from the past, as what i am here, based on an idea, where I was not there, physically there and actually do not know the whole story.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand this layered definition behind a word that I have accepted and allowed to define me, and thus become an idiosyncrasy within and as myself as what i am here, all based on ideas, as ghosts in and as myself, as paranoise where the words as the back chat in and as my mind define what i am, or so I believe, as I was not taught how the mind works as information network of no intrinsic value that takes in what is here, without judgement, as it is simply like a computer that is able to be programmed, and not understanding this, I become the program with all the associations and relationships that i use to define myself and thus which creates my character here, as a human, that is actually myself in separation from here moving, motivating myself as limited values, which is what has been created into a world system that is separate from actual real practical reality as a system of survival as profit based for a few which is destructive to life as it is the outward manifestation of what each of us is allowing and accepting within and as us as knowledge and information only without practical application.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within a system of inequality, a profit based system, where it is insane to believe that ownership of resource has any foundation as a support of life, as any resource on earth is a part of life, as is the human, thus to deny this for any person, to deny full potential development of anything here is a crime against life, absolutely.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that creating television commercials that suggest a state of being as ‘Kookoo” within a system of inequality - where a fear of survival exists- as idea as mind as picture as paranoia lacking any practical common sense of physical reality is to feed the insecurity that is the nature of existing within mind as pictures as ideas only as more of a reality than the physical world, this that has been accepted and allowed by each and everyone of us, including myself because I have existed as this as well, where layers of divisions as ideas are created in all aspects of our society, relationships and ideas related to more ideas, all as a mind, as consciousness, a disease from what is real, what supports us as the actual real physical world, and this existing for so long there was a separate “heaven” created, so vast was the separation from reality, where in existence there were all manner of ghosts which are all manifestations of our separation sometimes called by its “ rightful” name as being insane, which in effect it was, but the degree of separation from physical reality was so vast that what is not insane is the realization that the ghosts in the mechanisms of the physical were a misplaced creation of ourselves as life, a play-out of delusions of grandeur turned sour as what is the outcome of believing that one thing is more than another, as mind as idea only , as consciousness. 
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that there are two problems not understood that must be realized on earth, that humans are instruments of life, if that instrument is not understood as mind, and not supported physically, behaviors of lack exist creating discord from life, which is what poverty, sexual abuse, animal abuse, environmental abuse is the consequence of as ignorance of physical functionality by design, as those in positions of comfort as lacking in equality with and as self as life are lost in paranoia/fear of loss of themselves as mind only as idea of more than, becoming only this, and busy fearing the competition through using governing bodies to ensure their continued comfort which is a separation from practical common sense of the actual physical world, a delusion so intent on itself as mind a separation from reality becomes a paranormal reality on earth for which we are all responsible and must stand and stop by becoming clear in standing and organizing a system that realizes the support of physical reality is valuing and respecting all life, this earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the present monetary system, as how money is being used, facilitates separation, buys commercial space to perpetuate a cognitive dis-sonance as mind, as consciousness in homage to an idea of one thing being more than another, this ideologue made huge as consciousness, in itself the separation from life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to want to look at what i am as mind, to understand the depression, the anxiety, the overwhelmingness I exist as, as being myself as mind only, as consciousness, where as I am in separation from the actual real physical world, the limited scenarios voiced as ideas in and as my mind cannot sustain me, and thus these separations as ideas become the paranoia, the paranoia of myself , my own accepted and allowed unknowingness, that personification that wants only happy postings on facebook, this character that fears itself as a self created unknown, believing ideas to be more than physical reality, and thus to stop the voices in and as mind as associations and relationships of measure of judgement to ensure survival it is to realize this as the separation, and to bring myself back to earth in practical common sense of the physical here, and within this to realize that the present system is an outward manifestation of what I exist as within, as myself as consciousness in separation from life.


Saturday, June 29, 2013

Day 385 Self forgiveness on the para noise of my mind



I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to listen to my mind.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be a walking listing of items in and as my mind at the exclusion of all else, worrying and fretting about how i look, what i am going to do/believe I need to do next.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare myself to others around me constantly instead of directing myself here in common sense.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want comfort, to believe that I need comfort when I am here on earth which has air to breath - if it has not been polluted by acts of ignorance and separation from reality as the physical that sustains and is the gift to allow us to be here experiencing life, here, being equal and one to and as life here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become an idea of what it means to be here, as this is thought and thus not being here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become the violence of thought, the violation of thought only in and as making thought more than life, more than equality and oneness with and as what is here as the physical world that is what i am as life, this which is visible, here, real, 
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that thoughts of comparison within a limited morality, an idea of what makes me a more than within a system of profit where money determines life, is so limiting in its directive it is astounding that this has been propagated just so a few can live in comfort, this desire to live in comfort a separation from reality, the extreme play out of what we have all accepted and allowed in separation from being here, equal and one to and as the physical.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist doing “ paper work” administrative work, such as taxes, and bills, and organizing all the bureaucratic filings that need to be done where it seems that when one thing is done another thing is sent to fill out, as those who are the paper pushes living a diminished life of pushing papers have to justify their jobs and thus layer endless justifications  that are really meant to eliminate so that money is pooled to a few, which is a crime against life when not made efficient and done with common sense which means looking at the present system and realizing it is not efficient and what is best for all in that it is not supporting the life that is here and obviously supporting more of the same that has been going on for a long time which means it is not structured to be supportive and solve inequalities, as the only answer is equality and oneness which is to realize the value is life and that systemically the only choice is to create a system that supports all life, as life being the value, and in common sense every point of this grid of inequality, which is separation from life, acting in self interested survival without questioning and taking steps to be a directive change that realizes that what exists on this earth as a system created by men, is not in fact supporting life and thus is not supportive of life, because if it is not working for everyone than it is not working and any resistance to this is simply self resisting common sense of the physical actual real world that enables every human to breath.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become blame and spite about objects and systems within this world, as this is anger, as this is fear, as this is paranoia , myself in separation from and as common sense of this physical world, this dialogue, this log of “ die”/death in and as the voices of my mind of a limited morality leading to death as a life never lived, is designed to navigate within a system that in itself is in separation from supporting and realizing equality and oneness with and as life, the physical which in totality is a separation from myself as life here, as life is directive, interactive, giving expression of life, as it would like to receive as being life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my mind, as the voices in my head are a GPS as an order of the system created by men as mind as being in separation from the substance of what is here as life, which is sound, gentle and forgiving, moving within and as an absolute purpose as life would life, thus the voices in and as my mind are my separation from life when made “ god” as being more real than what is actually physically here as how life works as being what is best for all as the only choice is what works for all, here.
I commit myself to realizing that the flow of money can systemically be organized to support all  life that is here as men, within taking the value as men working with their hands in various ways, and giving a basic income to all men as the resources of this earth are given to support life and that support has been developed through generations of men, thus no one man/human has created what is here as life as the system of the human and even here what is here was created by a reptilian as the manifestation of what we have all accepted and allowed as ideas of more than and less than within and as ourselves, all of this the substance of life here, and thus nothing can be owned as all that exists is the gift of life, thus it is to order a system that supports all life, as life being the value, which means creating a basic income grant to support all life, to allow life to no longer exist within and as limited and destructive survival behaviors that are simply life in lack, and to stop blaming the object as the human and the animal and the plant for its limitation when the very substance as earth as life is denied and thus creates a behavior that is destructive as a limited expression in lack for which we are all to blame as what is here is us,  of same substance , thus what is here on earth as the present system is the sound of life manifest as separation  as energy ignoring itself as life, thus all abuse is a separation from life, a crime as it is destructive of life, for which there are solutions, which at the moment is to stop what we are allowing and to stand as a system that realizes all life has value and that that value can be expressed when the physical world as life as what is here is supported absolutely, which means standing and structuring this system of money to flow to all men, to provide the basic means to live a life of dignity within and without, to create a chord of stability as life physical, and expressively, in thought word and deed, which means an education as to how the mind functions, how the physical can be at ease with proper nutrition, and how the human needs interaction with life, with the society of life that is here as the physical, as life on earth is very mush an orchestra of life, each part needed to support the whole where no one part is more or less than another as all life is equal as life in expression here, thus we are one yet individual.

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Thursday, June 27, 2013

Day 384 Free Choice = Paranoia of the Unknown



Free Choice = Paranoia of the unknown
What is here on earth that supports us is known, thus there is no choice as to what is here that supports us, as to what sustains us, as to how we function - I’m sure that thorough-bred horse’s diet and exercise is very carefully directed and structured to produce that horse’s full potential. Human’s are no different - some enjoy moving the forms of dirt around, and some like moving the forms of digits and words around on paper, one is not more than another, they are simply different mediums, different perspectives of the physical where all are a part of the orchestra of the physical creation of life known as earth. The full potential of life in development means that one can HEAR/here this orchestra of life.


What is it that we hear at present? Dissonance manifest as starvation, poverty, sexual abuse, soil degradation, desertification, pollution, animal abuse, spirituality, prayer, hope, statements of no meaning, promises never kept, the same lies revealed with every changing politician ( The Pentagon Papers about the fabrication of Vietnam and the fabrication of Iraq - same story- same characters- different skin color and generation). And all so a few can live in a little bubble of luxury. This is insanity and treason. This is the result of living with our heads in the sand choosing to exist as a paranoia of the unknown, choosing not to look, not to self realize, not to follow through with understanding the systemic structures and the cognitive dissonance of emotions and feelings, of wanting to be seen as a “ good person” who will someday go to some cognitively dissonant make believe fantasy land called heaven where some old man sits on a chair and explains the world believing this to be more than actually being and living and experiencing the physical, the world, life, directly, being one and equal to the substance and sound and creation of life. I mean really. Wake up.
We are accepting and allowing systemic lack of development based on ideas that hide our own fears of being self responsible in common sense of a life all around us that reveals how it functions in dignity when physical needs are met, eliminating/preventing the behaviors of conflict and destruction from and of life. Thus our accepted and allowed governments are simply a manifestation of our own accepted  and allowed paranoia of the unknown as what we have created as consciousness, as our separation from self hONEsty as life, here.
This dissonance, this discord, has to be cleaned up. Governments that are not doing what is best for all, and presenting politicians that only give vague statements to pull on emotional strings are a sign of deceit and discord , and if we do not see through this and demand detailed solutions that respect life and order life systemically in detail, educating the life that is here to be and become itself as life, then what is being given is a dishonesty from life. This earth is a gift given to realize how to exist within absolute support of life, to become a fully functioning planet orchestrating life. Thus, the only choice is to do what is best for all, and the answers are all here, the only thing blocking them is a dissonance of separation into idea, opinion and belief that has no common sense of life.
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Monday, June 24, 2013

Day 383 The Paranoia of the Unknown: The illusion of ONE hand before our Eyes


Paranoia of the unknown

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become and be only the measure, the judgements in and as the voices in and as my mind, of survival.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how limiting such dictates/voices/programs are.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how much this voice, in and as my mind, is of one dimension only, blowing one aspect way out of proportion and thus separating myself from here, from common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the media is the conscious mind in a way, as it is the image and likeness of limited dimension made huge, warping reality, where, for example, the sexuality made huge in movies, in ads, in shows, is so out of proportion that it has become an idea, complete with detailed, dictated imagery of how the object of our sexual desire should look, turning sex into lust as an idea and thus separating us from  the physical, our separation from reality, from the physical equal in distance as the warped ideas in and as our minds as ideas about sex, where sex is in fact about touch, and that image, that idea about what sex should be, as what is taught, is in itself a separation from reality, from the physical world, and thus we chase an image instead of seeing realizing and understanding that sex is about touch about enjoying the actual, real physical, this physical world as a point of contact and communication, thus, the problem is that we are all in our heads, our minds, following a program that is in itself in separation from actual real physical reality, and thus has the sexuality of this earth become distorted and abusive to and towards the actual physical because the expression and respect for life, the physical is not understood/taught/realized and thus we as life are never satisfied, as how can an image in and as the mind, a parasite of paranoise, separating us from being equal and one with what is the real support, which is this actual physical world be reality?
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that memories will sustain me, as just as the sexual images cannot satisfy, which is so obvious in the rampant sexual abuse of animals and humans, especially children, because the expression of self as life cannot as a physical substantive being really express within interacting with a picture in and as the mind as an idea, as this is really like trying to have sex with an image on a screen, and thus the attention is on the image, and thus, self is divided from self, from self as the physical, and all that is happening is a very very small sense of self seeking a very small rush as an orgasm, which is existing within such a limited expression, lacking all awareness of self and all of self physically, that what one is really experiencing is so tiny and so small and so in separation from reality that it gets to be obvious that something is missing and that is the limitation of the idea and the images creating the idea, and that self is not here using all of self and being equal and one to and as the actual physical reality here, getting self away from the ideas and images, back into the physical, equal and one the the real “ picture” as the physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the consumerist imagery plastered all over this world is done by the hands of many men, as the advertisers, making the pictures, composing the imagery, are in offices in cities, separated from the physical world, and their salaries are paid for by those who reap the profit of the labor of so many men who move the resources around on this earth, even down to building the machines that move the resources on this earth, and thus it is not that one with a signature of ownership that is actually creating the value of the resource as what sustains the human at present,  it is all the steps made by each and every one of us, thus to not respect life, to be in separation from actual physical reality and to promote an opposing idea to what physical reality actually is a composition of is a crime, is the voice of separation from reality, is the voice of fear, is the voice of separation, which must be constantly broadcast to maintain the status quo of separation, of discord, from the physical actual real world and thus a division into and as ideas instead of a development and respect for the common sense of ourselves as life here being equal and one to and as the physical.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the voices as statements in and as my mind, if I take the time to look I will see, realize and understand that often I take the words of others and become selective as my survival MO, and blow what was said out of proportion, and thus become obsessed with the limitation and thus become a limitation as spite and blame, which is really myself accepting and allowing myself to get caught up in fear, in idea, as what validates my separation from equality and oneness to and as myself as life, where I can realize that all that is here is me, is life, is of the same substance, and as this requires air to breath, water to move, nourishing food to sustain and shelter to take care of my human physical body,  and thus spite and blame is a para me existing in and as my mind in the program of separation from being equal and one to and as life, as the substance of life as the physical composition of the physical, a gift, where as life would do, the mind is the image and likeness of our separation and thus a gift to see where we have separated, and how we have separated ourselves from life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the consumerist market programs, and thus that the human is programmable, and thus that the human can change, as what goes in to the human, is what comes out, so what existent beliefs that come  up that change is impossible, and another person cannot change, is a part of the program and thus within this, the solution is to forgive such signatures, such compositions of a dictate from a centralized regime that is the image and likeness without of what we each accepted and allowed within as consciousness, as thought, as a program of separation from practical common sense of the actual physical world, as a judgement within that one thing here, that is of the substance of life, is more than another, as this is a charade that one thing is more than another, when all is of the same substance, as the sound of life, and the problem is that we  are not listening in common sense of what is real as the physical and thus in our separation we are allowing and existing in rejection of the physical and thus the cause of our own abuse to earth, to life and the cause of our own separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that  if I  and the system in which I live does not support and maintain what goes into the life of a human child as their beginnings here on this earth, what comes out of that child as they mature is a lack of connection in common sense with and as the physical world, what comes out is chaos, what comes out is behaviors showing a lack of development, what comes out is the program we each and all accepted and allowed as the system existent on this earth, thus the behaviors of men are based on the lack or opportunity provided for, and these are based on beliefs that are in separation from a common sense of the physical, a separation that is the paranoise of the mind as belief, opinion and idea of a more than and a less than, fixed, stagnant, in lack of awareness of what is real of the gift given, which is the substance of the physical as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the principle of give as you would like to receive is a principle of equality and oneness to and as life , here, which is the only way to get this world in order, to realize that this earth is a garden of life, and if the plants, animals and humans are not cared for , the garden begins to rot,  if the garden does not receive water, and instead is polluted with actions that are inconsiderate of this actual physical earth and its functioning, the very substance of this physical world begins to lose its ability to sustain, and thus what happens is more and more chaos.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that what is used to spread the resource of this earth is money, and a way to ensure equality, and sustenance to no longer allow limited development, to allow the organic robot of the human, a perfect “ machine” more so than anything the human has created, in order and functioning to its optimum so that this world can become heaven on earth, as the nature of life is to be life, and thus a functioning human machine, will take care of this world, thus accepted situations of lack are ourselves diminishing ourselves, and the thoughts in and as the mind as what has been taught are the opposition of this, the consciousness is the voice of our separation, the discord of our separation, the program of our separation, the standard line of our separation, the paranoise of the unknown, the limitation that blinds, and the decay of our physical bodies is the echo of the accumulation of our thoughts of separation, consuming our flesh within and as actions of more than and less than as our system consume the resources of this earth without, all infearior to the life that is the gift that is the physical world, of which the only way out, the solution is to become equal and one, of sound mind, with and as the actual physical world as this is the way to become equal and one to the substance of life as this is the substance of life, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the paranoise of and as my mind is the paranormal, is the belief in a heaven above, which ironically is the mind believing itself to be more than the physical, to the extent where a paranoise as heaven was in separation from earth, and thus, as we have been told, that the way to life is to bring heaven to earth, equal and one, to remove the division, through aligning ourselves in equality and oneness to and as the physical, to accept all life, equal and one HERE, which is allowing ourselves to become custodians of life, accepting the full package as the gift, opening the gift as actions of being equal and one with this actual physical world, as the gift of life is right here in front of us, the solution is to accept this gift through equality and oneness within ourselves, as this is opening the gift of life, being here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that at present money determines life, an accepted limiting system of separation from life, mirroring what each has accepted and allowed within as consciousness as mind, as a paranoise of judgement, as an MO of survival, all the state of being in separation from what is real, the actual physical world, and thus each of us are to blame for the abuse, the limitations of life expression on earth, and thus each of us are responsible for standing up and supporting what will get this earth in order, which at present is to support a BIG- basic income grant, to allow all lack to be able to begin to remove the behaviors of chaos as lack as this is systemically a design within the system of inequality, as some take the labor of others and believe that the values of the labor have no value, which is a crime against life, and non support of life and an ignorance of life, as the value has been placed on having objects, thus what holds value as money supersedes the value being life, as a fear of loss drives this economy that ignores ecology, this that allows us to breath, and within this, we have all come to blame the object, instead of looking at the “ song” the composition of the system that withholds opportunity and creates behaviors of lack, of non development, of non allowance of the expression of life inherent in each human, thus our insanity as mind, blames the object instead of following through with investigation as to how something evolves/matures/develops, and that since money has become what determines life, in ignorance that this freely given physical world is what supports life,  it is to look at existent lack and realize how a state of diminishment has been accepted and allowed and to realize that in ensuring that all humans are developed to their utmost capacity, this world would remove so many abusive behaviors, as this is the key to creating an earth where life is lived for all, and thus realizing equality and oneness with and as life here, the only choice, which is to realize that what is best for all is best for self.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the physical is like an instrument, that when denied training falls into disrepair as we are beginning to see happening on this earth, where the elite are so lost in their minds, at dis-ease with life, that they cannot even see, realize and understand the extent of their separation from life, their delusion is so great, evident in their promotion of war, which is really a protection and defense within their fear of loss of their believed status of superiority as they do not see, realize and understand that this status is a paranoise from equality and oneness to and as life, and that this paranoise of superiority is destructive to this earth and themselves and thus expecting this raging storm of separation to change because we ask them to is as delusional as they are, thus it is only more of the same, and within and as their minds of separation an allowance of justification from aggressive war-like actions, and as such they actually create scenarios, propagate such scenarios in their own delusional self aggrandizement, thus it is for a group, a very large group, to stand and to become louder than the present broadcast of separation from life, it is for a group to stand and promote equality and oneness, that the physical is what is real, to remove the paranoise of separation, the belief in a paranormal existence that has been going on for a long time, and must stop if life is to birth itself here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that in a world of inequality, the paper work world becomes bigger than the physical, and thus physical proof is disallowed because it reveals the self interests of a state of being that is delusional and separate from reality as the actual real physical world.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that our educational system promotes separation from real development, to create workers acclimated to boredom, thus this is a development of lack, and when the behaviors of suppression come out, and naturally they will, we then blame the object to continue to justify a more than, when all of this in totality is a separation from life, this is the paranoise of the voice of separation in and as consciousness.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that there is no greater crime than to deny life, to deny the full potential development of each and every child on this earth.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the only choice is to stand and to follow through until equality and oneness with and as life is what exists on this earth.
I commit myself to slowing myself down and realizing the judgements as the voices in and as my mind, as being the composition of my separation from life, to walk process of making this paranoise smaller, through writing out the blue print of separation in and as my mind, to realize the emotions and feelings that come up within and as me, is the accumulative effects, my special effects, of separation and thus the way and the means to realign, to self correct back to and as life as what I am, to use the natural learning ability of my human physical body, a gift to birth/b-earth myself equal and one to and as life, here.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that prevention is the best cure, that the prevention of separation, the prevention of lack, the prevention of paranoise is the end of separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and under standing the value of life, valuing all labor, as the many hands of men, as being equal and one, and thus standing to allow the real voice of the people, as the voice of life, as what is needed to develop the full potential of life on this earth,  to be the only choice systemically, as the only choice is to support this physical world absolutely, to be the best it can be as this is the only choice if anyone here on this earth desires to actually live, as all the parts of this earth, an instrument of life, require sustenance , just as all the organs of the human physical body need sustenance, and all the faculties of the human physical body need development for the full potential of life to be what exists on this earth, thus all must be here, absolutely for the absolute purpose of life as life expression to be reached. There is no other way,
Thus I commit myself to stop my mind of separation and to stand equal and one, to realign myself through writing, self forgiveness, self corrective statements to become self directive as life, as what I am, here.






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Sunday, June 23, 2013

Day 382 Paranoia of the unknown; Lack of common sense


The mind separates through limited value directive, ignorance of being here equal and one with the physical.  With playing the violin one must be aware of all the mechanics, the tensions of the sting, the space of self as the arm, the legs the body, all balanced no tension, and the nature of the instrument, the volume of sound moving through the wooden “ box” of the instrument and how the physical of self is, meaning relaxing the muscles, as there is no ability to sustain the lifting of one’s arms for three hour rehearsals without getting tired. THe back has to be straight and balanced to the point where it feels suspended, meaning no weight anywhere. Then movement is there and one does not get tired. The connections between the bow and the fingers must be tight, but not forced more sensed. This, when done is a kind of absolute focus. And even here , this cannot become automatic, or things start to get sloppy, and then one wonders what happened, when there was a separation within being directive. Even here, this can expand into the others players, realizing that one is moving with all the other players, and when the other players are there the whole thing becomes an intimacy, where all are moving together, and then the real “ magic” begins. It is just simple, being here - as much as this was accomplished within the context. Now imagine this world being this? If we were all here, moving in awareness of the physical, no judgement, equal and one with this earth, sensing the space as the physical world, communicating and living with and as it, equal and one. To have this, this world must get in order, must be cared for, realized for the value that it is. This means taking care and being here, muscles relaxed and directed, fed and at their optimum, where we each and everyone are directive, balanced, living, in the present. Until we have created this on earth, we are not living, none of us. Having this in little bubbles or pockets here and there is not enough, it must be all of earth, every inch.  This might seem like having the special effects of life, using movie terms,  be real, be here, be communicated, actual real living of the  special effect of life, in every breath, here. If one became life, there would be no death, and transformation would be living. Yet, this cannot be  until the instrument, as earth, is polished/whole/”oiled”/repaired/valued/self directive. Each part must be self directive as all as one as equal. The “ central” “ dictate” must be each part as itself, self directed, here. Thus a structure of centralized dictate will not work, each part of the form of the physical must be directive within equal understanding that the value is life as the very essence of each part, directing within awareness of and as this. This is why a centralized regime, as what has existed within different names touted as something other, cannot work, This action is usurping reality; separate from reality as the physical.  Interesting, usury is usurpation of reality, a separating device allowing a judgement of more than to be fed; separation from reality. And we are all to blame as we have accepted the judgement of more than and less than, instead of being respectful of the life that surrounds us and is us. We are so busy fearing for our survival that we seek ways to release that fear, instead of learning to direct ourselves here. And in the frenzy an order in separation from life has become the system on earth, as the few pull the rug out from under our feet, as they are in fear too.  If we want a directive to begin to see what we have done, this earth must be brought equal to the order of life as the physical, respecting and caring for this earth, every inch, and then can we begin to walk the journey to life, the gift given that we have been denying ourselves. What we have denied has become the unknown, so consumed by the fear of survival which is the reaction of rejecting the life around us, and the only way out of this fear, is to turn and face the storm of our separation, manifest within as emotions, thoughts and feelings of judgement inherent within the  social structures of class and gender, race and nationality, which we learn from media and family placement within the divisions, we learn borders from life, the parts of life made huge and thus separating from equality of all value as the actual physical world being equal, of equal voice, of equal sound.
Thus this life is unknown, and the fear is the undoing of each of us from what is real as the physical.  If you believe that man is more than life, than this earth, just try and stop breathing, you will get no where. Thus, to believe that something can be patented, is to say that something discovered is owned by a few, but it cannot be owned because it has been here supporting us, it is only an idea that when something is discovered it is owned but this is a red flag that has a truth, because we are made aware of something does not mean ownership physically, and the ones that have discovered have done so at the expense of everyone and everything of this physical world that is the support of that thing having the ability to discover, so no one has done something on their own, they were within their place because of the physical world and all the support of men from generations back.. Only ego believes itself to be a more than as mind, in a bubble as thought in separation from physical reality. This is why a lack of support for all the physical world is a crime, a treason of life, as it is ignorance of reality.  It is a limitation of ignorance and thus a state of being that is within a paranoise creating a unknown, a veil of judgement in becoming bigger than life, a distance from reality, an energetic storm. A halo of separation, a monster consuming the flesh, as nature cleans up what is separate and thus destructive of it.  If one is busy throwing a tantrum then one cannot be directive here.

SO, we must stop within and look at what we are being in detail. Look at ourselves with every breath to see what we are in fact being, to know what we are within every movement , sense ourselves here with ourselves as life, as the very substance of what we are composed of, this which is able to realize the space of here. To slow ourselves down and become aware of ourselves, discover the being of ourselves in separation as our thoughts, emotions and feelings that have become what is real when these are ourselves in separation from life. And how these thoughts of judgement, have created the system without that we are now bound to unless we stand and remove the structure of division that we have built in the likeness of our separation, to allow us to clean up the the paranoise of fear and stand equal and one to and with the physical world. At the moment we are standing as separation as mind, as judgement as fear of an unknown we have created and accepted and allowed as it is the ignorance of life, the life that supports and surrounds us, our separation from what is real, here the physical, our common sense of this actual physical world. It is through a common sense of the physical that we become equal and one to and as life. A common sense of the physical means understanding the physical and working with it, absolutely. And each point of the life that is here that is equal in form, works together to realize what is best for all, how life functions within and as what is best, what is life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the value judgements I have learned as class, gender and nationality are not good or bad, have become all that i am and in trying to maintain what i am I have ignored awareness in common sense of this actual physical world and thus separated myself from here, from my own common sense of life and thus have separated myself into limitations that I then fear losing as this is the limitation I have accepted and allowed, which is being inferior to life, and blaming the world around me as I believe myself to be superior when I am in separation from my own common sense in and as life, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe in the paranoise of judgement in and as the divisive thoughts of value judgement in and as my mind.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the value judgements that are the voices in and as my mind are myself maintaining a grid of separation, denying myself the qualities of myself as life, believing them to be separate from myself, and thus spiting others that have qualities that I believe I lack and attending to others that support the limited qualities that I believe that I am, when this is myself existing within limitation.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how the mind functions, as the voice of my separation, as the values taught that in totality are a limitation.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that my emotions and feelings are a compression, a obsession with my thoughts that have continued for so long as my survival suit that I am not even aware that my emotions and feelings are simply the accumulation of my thought, my own self accepted and allowed debt of what I allowed as my separation from life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand  how my separations from life, as emotions and feelings are of energy, that need constant validation, and that this self validating action is an energetic storm that needs constant attention and thus within this process of separation I have created a personification that consumes my flesh as this being of myself is not equal and one to and with my own common sense of the physical, and thus as I age I lose a sense of here, as this is the measure of my separation from the physical world, from life, from what is real, from what gives me life, what allows me to breath, without which I cannot exist and be life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand my behaviors of spite and blame, of self abdication of life as what this is, where in the process of being spite and blame I am protecting and defending my own limitations and self directive capacity as what I am able and capable of using common sense with and as life here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear standing up and speaking up about how the mind and our emotions feelings and thoughts function, and that the separations we have accepted and allowed have accumulated resonantly within to the point where the words we speak are burdened with out separations and the words of others and ourselves trigger within that which we have not equalized clearly in common sense with the actual functioning of this physical world, and thus we stew in our own separations, living reactions in fear, instead of common sense here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when i blame and am spiteful, I am existing as mind in separation, and that this is fear, as is the nature of separation from here, and here it is for myself to slow down and to breath, and to see, realize and understand that this fear is a thin veil of illusion that need only be realized and walked with in common sense within directing within and as what is best for all, as what i would give because this is what I would want for myself, thus it is to give what one would want to receive in every breath in every moment.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I would not want my children to work like slaves sewing shirts that I pay nothing for, and then existing within a belief that I got a “ deal” and only seeing this, and feeling good about this, as I ignored that shirt was sewed by children and young adults that had no chance of education and development and who suffered horrific living conditions, that this is no way for life on this earth, that there is absolutely no justification for such an existence of the substance of life on this earth, and that it is my responsibility to realize how this has come to be life here and to stand as the change that would never allow such to exist on this earth again, and within this it is to realize that those who treasonously take the fruits as money of the labor of the many hands and generations of men, to live lives of material excessiveness, are living lives of separation as dissipation from equality and oneness in common sense of life here, what varies by degree is the illusion of time as one appears to have more time and another less time, but this is all a separation from equality and oneness in and as and with life here, where life is not reached as the accepted and allowed separations have become greater as consciousness than equality and oneness to and as life, here.
I forgive myself for not seeing realizing and understanding that i exist within an infinite design of separation from life, where I exist within judgement of more than and less than, moving from a more than to a less than as mind where i must slow myself down and see the infinite design of my own separation by standing outside of the polarities of my mind and using my common sense of here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand my double speak as mind as being an either or, where the only solution is to choose what is best for all in consideration of life, in consideration of this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize this huge presence of fear as a seemingly ominous presence that is an illusion and to stand through this and realize it as the illusion that it is which I have accepted and allowed.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to use my common sense and to see, realize and understand that there is no one hand that feeds us, and there is no one man who discovers how ignorant we as humans have in fact been when something supposedly “ new” is no longer an “ UNknown”  and that within this no one person, no one corporation, no one president is more than another being on this earth, as in all ways we are custodians of this earth, and as this it is only our ignorance as consciousness that has not “known” what was always right here, which is life, and that being lost in some self aggrandizing idea that because some administrator on one level of what is the same on every level, which is simple organization,  that they are somehow more,  leading to a delusion and behavior of total separation from life as “ kiss the hand that feeds you” is in fact the limitation that each of us has accepted and allowed and created as consciousness that is the culmination of ego as wanting to be some kind of super hero god, all in total ignorance of what is the value which is life, where there is no one hand, no central office of administration, as what is here directs in common sense as life, as what nature is, unless our delusional consciousness as our separation becomes so much of a paranoise of limited dimension/context only, that it begins to infiltrate the physical world and create like minded behaviors of destruction and disregard as reactions in fear of losing some idea of being a more than, which is a disrespect of the physical world which is the very substance of life that enables life, thus it is time to remove the delusional representative system of self aggrandizing  behaviors of separation from life as consciousness and create a system that supports all life as the value, realizing there is no life until all the physical world is cared for and clean, that all humans are educated and that the humans are not something to suppress in fear of competition, as this is suppression of life and thus treasonous to life on earth,  where a system of direct democracy will be the very method of prevention that allows each human to become educated within understanding what is best for all as what each is capable because each is life or they would not exist.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in essence what we all want as life is to give as we would like to receive and thus, this means to walk the voices of separation as judgement in and as our minds, back into equality and oneness as life, to follow through with what is best for all as this is best for self, where we all want to be able to take care of our families and this earth, to have a home for shelter and to be able to develop ourselves in awareness as our physical bodies, and to be able to give our children and out pets, the animals, the plants what is needed to thrive as life here, as we all know that the superficial roles and material possessions offered by consumerism, though not all bad, do not in fact life make, do not infact develop us within our full capacity, and thus it is to realize that it is only ourselves that can direct ourselves physically and to do this certain opportunities must exist in order for development, which is why it is denied by those that have, as they fear the competition, not realizing in their inferiority to life, that the only choice is to do what is best for all, where collateral damage does not exist, as collateral damage means that all things have not been considered and respected as a part of life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when and as I am in judgement I have not considered all things, and thus my reaction is of self interest.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how my mind in fact functions to show me where I am in separation from and as life, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that that which I long for is that which I reject in and as a belief that I am inferior, where it is only a part of myself that I have separated from myself here as life, as what is here is the same as me as life.