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Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Day 442 - A CONGRESS of limited parts, misunderstanding life.


So, we spend our growing years in classrooms and in front of Television sets and in front of parents introduced to the physical world in the same way, parents that are taught to see the parts of the physical made huge. And yes, there are those who specialize and come to know some of the mechanics of here,  and/or this varies by degree. And how here works is often taught through a spread out theory, through theory, without practical application.  It is believed that one must have some “ theory” some scaffolding, some built background as a map - which is exactly what it is- as a picture, as mind before any real practical application. 

All of this admits that each human being creates a picture, a map, an outline, a structure as image, as “ internal form”/map within. Which means humans are capable of inner structure. Which means the inner can be structured, which means that any human that lacks any inner discipline does not have a solid, “ full,” complete, stable etc. etc. inner structure. Which begs the question as to why and/or what would allow such a movement, such a development, especially since there are patterns to the behaviors of lack in our world. Obviously, there are patterns to development, thus the form, the social form is the mechanism for what is accepted and allowed, for what is created.

On the side, it is also to note that the financial structure is what allows flow of needs. And, the substances that support the physical body in the very  deliberate division of them suggests an ability to understand thus what exists is a deliberate misunderstanding, a lacl of any real respect for physical existence. I mean, we all know at this point that our food is composed of , generally, about  five ingredients pressed into different shapes, with vegetable oils that are not meant for the tropical environment of the human physical body, this physical entity on this physical earth that moves as a mechanism that requires lipids, and proteins, and enzymes, and minerals and vitamins, etc. etc. etc. in order to be a proper functioning machine, as the physical is mechanistic, which a creation as a form would be, parts of substance taking on a form in order to become a “ shape” /form to build to become and express what works as a shape that is able to move, to be, which naturally -  would be visible and thus able to be understood. Unless, that image maker as the mind, was made more than the whole, and used to divide awareness from physical reality, because some had pictures in and as their mind, their para-sight, their before “REEL” sight/halo site, which is to say like a “ secondary sight” was not only made bigger than life, but also  a collection of partial truths, which is another way of saying “ lies by omission,” a program/words/structure that - and they would probably have “ more” structure taught in relation to others - that; lead to the belief that they were more, and, that the program was that they were more than another. And to realize that we are all doing this.  All of this in the face of reality, as reality, the physical, would not have a more than, as the physical, the form, the structure of the manifestation of the substance of life, would be to create expression of life, which would be a mechanism of parts working together, where no one part could possibly be more than another, because the point would be to enjoy simply being life, realizing that one part could not exist without the other, and life would create something that allowed understanding of all parts because this awareness would allow the parts of the “ machine” to realize how the whole came together. I mean this would be maintenance - the MAIN idea being that life was the value, expression as life would be the value.

So, that GPS system, that image maker, could that image maker be the “ idol” maker, this being the image maker/map maker, inner structure ( perhaps a separation in totality) lead to idolization that is really the human being idle with self as life here, lost in limited parts seeing only, lost in lies by omission? And this creating a hierarchy in and as this imposed limited through part seeing only inner structure? Our addictions are monopolistic, and this is separation from common sense! And perhaps did this start because each of us chose this “ lesser god” this partial map, this ideological picture self over what was real? And, as this, are we denying what we really are that is forgiving this ideological self, to ironically give up everything as this partial imaginary self to gain EVERYTHING as that of us that is of the very substance of life creating the form to be that which is same in all form which is the substance of life, this substance aware of itself in totality, where each of us is a unique part of this total?

Lets go back to what we are exposed to as we enter this system of partial understanding passed on for generations of men. How is the partial truth built into us? Would sitting in a class room memorizing partial stories create a partial inner structure, and if actual practical, direct movement with the actual real physical world  not be allowed/experienced/explained/lived what would become the directive of us in the absence of ever having any real practical understanding? Can this be considered a “ false god”? One that is confusing because it is not NOT false, but not true either. The answer being that it is really a separation from understanding, a misunderstanding because it is self not being equal to self as life. And, if this had been going on for so long that such a thing, such a state were so in separation that conceptual understanding of this is simply not present in one being able to speak up as this clearly, even though each of us to some degree realize that somehow we are not complete. The confusion, is self not being able “ to put a finger “ on this state of lack. 




We need only really look at the form that is being fed to us, as children sitting in classrooms memorizing limited knowledge and information without practical application. We need only really look at what foods are being sold to us. We need only really look at our accepted and allowed financial system. We need only really look at the systemic form of what is here, and at the same time look at what are  our beliefs, ideas, opinions are within, seemingly so real, but the effect of making the mental inner GPS bigger than, or unequal to, physical reality is because this aspect of ourselves has been all that is allowed, and as this, each must realize that because we are as entities builders of our inner structure, we cannot really blame another for what we have accepted and allowed, and also - and yet- realize that as children standing up against this is very difficult, so in the end being angry or spiteful is simply not how this is changed, the only thing to do is to forgive this, equalize ourselves back down to earth, and forgive this inner GPS that is touted as a heaven, when it is not, it is our separation.

The solution is to remove the economic stress, which means changing the form of the financial system to give the basic needs of ourselves as physical beings that have developed an inner system of separation, that is not to be rejected outright, simply placed back into the whole, to allow the removal of the game of survival that is based on ideas that one thing is more than another, and to allow change and flexibility within physical existence. I mean we have systems that have become elephants in the room, they are barbaric, and non supportive of the physical world. What is keeping them in place is the few who have been feeding off the dividends, siphing off profits, that are a crime against life based on a system as an idea built from a limited understanding based on a limited construct as an inner belief system- meaning an inner collection of ideas that are parts built of refulgent pictures as memory that burn the very substance of the physical in self maintenance as this “ lesser unequal self” is a limited parasitical awareness that like a “ spoiled child” wants it way, or drives itself forward as this is how it exists. It is like the projection can only exist if it is continually projected - just like a movie. This is not heaven, this is really the “so-called” fires of hell. lol And ironically, we name our addictions, our limited ideas that motivate us and also separate us from participating fully in life:, as power, as lust, as greed, as envy all a fear of an imagined loss or a respite from a fear of loss.

Our separation must be realized, looked at deconstructed and equalized with life here. This means that yes, the elephant in the room must be brought back down to size so the real elephants are no longer shot and destroyed for an idea that ivory tusks are more than simply enjoying being an expression of life as physical forms on a physical earth. If we truly want to live, want to become creators, we must equalize ourselves to physical existence because this is the whole story, the is the real form, this is creation, this is the gift of life, this is the formation of creation.

Come on people, lets get this world in order, the order of life. It can only work - as the opposite of what is touted, that as an idea of a superman- as all parts working collectively together. This is the joy, this is life, each standing together understanding the physical as life, direct, here, equalizing the WHOLE story as the physical. Nothing will be lost and all will be gained. If you feel that no one understands you it is because no one has been understood in equality and oneness in and as life here. You are not alone, we have all become “ alone” instead of all one within and as a separate reality as mind where the parts are simply this, a part of what is real and as being a part only, unstable, inconstant, changeable in understanding here creating an associative game of parts that have no connection to the whole as the physical, that which is real, has been made less than a lesser god as an inner construct that is only a picture show.

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Sunday, September 22, 2013

Day 432 Self Forgiveness on highlighting systemic particulars as mind.


I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear power, to fear standing up to the power that is of no real power as ego.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become righteous.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to win, to believe that there is something to win.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I will be knocked out as a threat to the existent structures wanting to survive despite strong evidence that what is practiced is no longer the cutting edge, is not what is best for all
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand in desiring to win I am in separation from here
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the future
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear not being able to exist
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to suppress my common sense, myself as life as sound, being equal and one to here, to idle myself in line with limited formations as what a hierarchy is and does, as by its very form and design separates and sequesters, into limited means despite the ability of the human to work in tandem with earth.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not be equal and one to here, as the physical
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I will lose something if I do not adhere to the form of separation from practical common sense of the physical world as the needs of each physical form that is designed to work with here, direct, absolutely, where ideas as limited parts become fantasy, separate myself from here, where in the shadows lurk what is rejected as BElie-ved to serve no purpose,and yet, remain and haunt where it is simply life neglected causing imbalance continually projected without as blame and spite of life onto objects other than myself, causing the chase for an impossible dream, that is self looking for self, when self is right here, only held within an illusion of division as mind, as judgement of good and bad.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I cannot communicate here
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing the separation, as the negative and positive justifications that are here,
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have an idea of security, an image as a belief of what security is on earth, where i believe that security is a home and a man, when this is a limited picture, that does not even include myself, thus I am within and as my own picture not present,
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I have not even placed myself within my own fantasy idea, that is particular to aspects of reality, in the whole, and even within the ideas as the figures imagined, thus I have not even included my self in my own built up desire for security, a desire built of values taught, that are of a “ one size fits all” scenario, which is not good or bad, it is the limited particulars made huge, highlighted as what is brought forward as the picture, where the totality of the physical environment is some fuzzy grey area in the background, thus no respect has been given to the totality of existence that is how here can exist, in all common sense, so simple and yet the complications of the pictures as the mind of highlighted values, needing constant highlighting to exist as a picture, limit directive ability and also consume the flesh to maintain the idol, an idol of limitation, and thus the physical, actual, real world, is the gift of life, to live and be what functions as life, as a guide to be and become equal and one to what functions as a total support for expression as the physical, thus the physical is the gift of life, is the point of expression.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how so much of what is taught, is thus limited, to separate the inner of men from the outer that is the real existence of being equal and one to life in expression, the guideline so to speak the physical, the without to guide the self expression of self as life, within what works, what allows self discovery as life, all working together in tandem to realize life expression, thus fantasy, as religion, as fairy tale, of particular highlighted aspects of reality, brought forward and turned into a kind of bling to suggest the look to be and become to have the suggested image of security, which is a separation from reality, and an intrinsic fear of self direction, as an idea is chased as a means to an end, where even the idea of an end is a separation from being equal and one to and as the substance of life, that is eternal, as though the moment of expression as every breath, is the moment of creation, and that this is the joy, this is self in expression to and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see within this, that the bombardment of fantasy and religion as a god of separation in another existence commodifies men to  seek particulars that suit a touted idea of what leads to security, even teaching that being here, in common sense, is a lesser existence, the opposite of what is real, and yet, creating an idea, a fantasy, of a more than, using the highlighting of particulars of physical existence and placing all kinds of decorative support such as music ad other detailed and developed items suggesting such is the promise for the disciple. when all that adds the bling to the fantasy was woven/played/worked/sown by the hands of men as physical beings, and thus is a fantasy created and followed, where the follower, pays in labor and money, giving the self as life, in abdication of self being aware of what self is actually doing as a physical being, and that this being is the value, and the imagery is simply a particular of physical reality highlighted, brought forth and touted as a more than, and so men allow themselves to worship a lesser god, imposed on physical reality allowing that physical body to give the life of itself to serve an illusion and never stand equal and one to and as self as life, never using the very natural ability of self as life, to see here, be equal and one to and as the physical here, to sense, to learn , to communicate with life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that within a profit based system, particular practices become entrenched as those who have dividend from such practices do not want to let go of their welfare payments, as their money is this earth resource and expression as labor placed onto a piece of paper, that has been allowed to take on the value of life, and thus any common sense of reality that improves the form and functioning of physical reality cannot be allowed, as it would disrupt the dividend flow construct existent, thus a Living Income Guarantee must be put in place, as this allowed flexibility and flow within physical reality, and will allow what is efficient and best for all, and to realize here that a change into such a system will unleash suppressed behaviors, but that such is going to be much less than transnational corporations hiring soldiers from other impoverished continents wanting to feed and care for their families and thus will go anywhere and do anything to take care of their bubble existence as this is what is taught, and thus, dealing with the inevitable discord within changing a system will be much easier than continuing to allow survival behaviors that are simply the maintenance of a system in separation from physical reality, as this is a few profiting from a freely giving earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in highlighting particulars, as aspects of physical reality,, a good and a bad are created, and thus a state of comparison and judgement, thoughts that order characteristics as what is pretty and what is ugly, a judgement in separation from looking in common sense as form and function, and within this creating inwardly images to follow that are of limited insight, and thus the within becomes separate from the without.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that these limited particulars highlighted, like a television commercial where the detail of the commercial as it is being made need only have so much detail a trick in the business because it is known that the eye as the mind will only see certain particular aspects as symbols, and thus will only relate to the image of particulars within as this has been built up the first seven years through what the parents highlight as values of more than and the media of developing commodities will highlight as values of more than, and so self as the mind as the halo spinning around and around, of pictures will build a limited idea of reality, where the limited highlighted particulars, with music as drama,  are taken in again and again and again until an emotional feeling body if constructed which is called the “ gut feeling’ and thus the character, the actor as the human, programmed, will become the chaser of the personification of self as a commodity serving a jealous and lesser god who is in essence the receiver of the dividend and thus as the land is grabbed for resource ownership and practice that is not what is best but what is entrenched, those in the way, the children, the animals the plants, the microorganisms will starve, will diminish,  as the outcome for all on earth is the loss of the physical world functioning symbiotically within and as what is the real support as life, where what exists now as monocultures cannot and will not sustain this earth, as life would an expression of endless variation be.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how singular perspective of particulars only building as bringing some values forward and pushing others away is a movement of self in separation from physical reality, is judgement is not looking at self as the substance of life, is self in separation from what is real and eternal as no time, as creation from nothing to something, to form and function, which is being here, in every moment and not as idea, as past present and future measure in building an ideological story of what process will suit the taught picture of particulars being highlighted causing a shadow of undisclosed supposed “ badness” that is really just what is ignored to create the highlight this which cannot “ go away as this is life and the death of this shadow, the gloom and doom presence as what is denied,  does not suit the projection of the character as the personification of limited values, as touting good and suppressing badness, all in totality self sold to the commerce of profit, a system that is in separation from life, that is the manifestation of what each human has been within as each entity as each human has not accepted self as life, and thus has not accepted life, and this worship of limited values has allowed a vacuum of energy that is the polarization of what is highlighted as good and what is suppressed as bad, as the presentation of self, a state of division from life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that to be equal to life, there is not good or bad, there is only common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as children the environment in which we are raised we imprint  and thus we become just as our parents, having the particulars highlighted as what will ensure survival in a system that denies life, and thus we allow ourselves to deny ourselves as life, and others that have no opportunity, and thus we slowly destroy the earth as we burn the resources of earth without regard for life, in self interest, the inner rest of our limited perspective inferior to being equal and one to and as the very substance of life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as a child, so small, in order to survive, I followed the logic of the mind in separation and imbedded within and as me as this is what was the surround sound as the environment in which I was born,  and became the care of this, to keep the fear of loss a bay as the behaviors of separation is a constant state of a fear of loss as this is a state of being that is not equal and one to and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that myself as a character is a personification of what values I have accepted as particulars highlighted as positives that will ensure my survival as an idea of myself as what i make an idol as me, and thus as I highlight a particular value I push/suppress/bury/hide physically through physical constriction within and as my human physical body, thus as I tout the same limited values again and again, and focus on limited particulars as aspects of physical existence, what I tout accumulates and what i suppress accumulates, as the shadows of what consequence the ignorance of  physical existence in totality builds up causing a sense of burden as life is not faced in totality,  causing stiffness and disease in and as the physical, as self is not equal and one with and as what is real, which is the physical world, as self exists in and as a mind of limited particulars that ignore all dimension of life as the physical that which the natural ability of self as life can become equal and one to and as.
Come Back to Earth. It is what is REAL.