Thursday, August 16, 2018

Day 816 Writing out where I am at.

There must be a point of closing a gap between meeting one’s zone of proximal development or path of least resistance, within what is essentially a narrow band of memorized and practiced information. Such point of real presence can be lived in every moment, in every breath.  Mistakes compound as well as what is a more correct action, as our movements accumulate and automate. The practice of real presence, of and as a greater knowing from having developed a real presence and respect of creation, here, must also be present as a cross reference that is of real balance, and this having a quality of awe and joy. Therefore there really is no such thing as criticism and we are all sensitive as the very means of this!  When, if I look at nature and what I have discovered in relation to the native plants surrounding me, I realize the gamut of taste, of qualities within eating what is considered by today’s mass monocultural food industry,  that the qualities of “ weeds” have a greater depth, much like a the layers of paint in mastery of movement in creating a painting: one has a larger gamut of measure and therefor sees greater living qualities, and can produce a more specific work.

An example of this overall is from when I allowed my children and a friend to open a gallery in my living room one summer. The three artists that hung work attracted different people. What was most revealing to me, as my own reaction, was the one student who was more on the beginner level. They painted simple imagery, of, for example, a vase with simple flowers. A very rudimentary picture. One man came in went straight towards that picture, not seeing the other images. He bought that simple vase, done by the beginner, because that was where he was at, that was his idea of a pleasing image. It fit his gamut of ideas, beliefs and opinions. This is not a bad, it simply is what it is. Even within this, there is room for insight, as some of us are geniuses once a year, and others perhaps more than once a year, yet we are all genius! That part of ourselves is more of our potential self, it is who we really are. NO ONE can give this to ourselves but ourselves. Which is awesome. If we look, in reality, we don’t really want someone else to give it to us! Self discovery is what life and living is about! Creating with respect of what is best, is in itself, real freedom.

Yet, the point in all of this in correspondence to the “ weeds” and our eating habits is, for me at the moment, a reflection of the narrow band of information we exist as from the present system that is here through the acceptance of this narrow band, or accepted frequency that is of limited information that is superimposed on reality, through the device of salt and water as our physical bodies ( I mean why are television ads so repetitive ! And, what is being souled/sold/practiced? )  - so to speak. This acceptance  creating this projection of imagery come to be a norm is yet in reality a habituation that causes mis-takes in movement and expression of that means of being creative and present in all things. It is this place of all things, being in respect of it, which is the physical reality around us, that the degree of qualities in the living world around us, is of so much more, or, of great abundance, that a moment of breathing and living with what is here, can open this that is more natural up. One must begin to realize the depth of the state of separation, as the resonant projection of and as energy from thinking, and instead to choose to become more stable and present in all things that is of a greater abundance. The focus demanded of that equality and oneness with this living reality, would naturally be of a state of greater peace, because one must be focused, which is where we are most able to be and utilize a greater haptic ability in each small movement and act. That state of focus, which has an absence of the emotional pressures, built of energy created from thoughts of value judgements causing a distraction that becomes an imagined narrow band of focus, resonant within. Focus here, the self here, being present has less pressure, from a certain perspective. Even the chemistry of the body would act differently! Being focused in this way, lends greater joy, and opens more discovery.  To slow down and practice that state of focus, allows one to realize greater patterns around one, as a greater focus ability opens discovery.  It is in the end all a math! Everything is therefore a system!


Our so called “ weeds” have a greater depth of flavor, of color, of touch, of qualities. Thus, our “ weeds” reflect the abundance that no longer exists in our monopolized agricultural food industry. This same aspect must exist in many of our acceptances come to be considered a norm and habituated.  Since we are programmed to remain within that gamut/ band of color/flavor/quality,  and it is a foundational program that has been systemized over generations by those who came before us, that one could say, creeps up on us, without us realizing the limitations of that, and how it automates as habit at the expense of the greater whole, reflects the degree of an absence of real focus in reality within so many of our actions. It is really astounding!  Everything is a system, even a system of systemized limitation, or narrow focus on selective qualities held as imagination and thus distraction from reality can be of a resonance within. And yet, we will not find happiness until we  are equal and one with all things, being focused here, which has a quality of peace, which lends a balance of a more gentle soundness manifest as our behavior. And, here, this would have a more haptic quality, as we would be of a focus here that allowed a more correct simple action in every moment! This is where we create, which is more natural. Would that not be the moment revealed in such statements as a moment of being a genius that is actually within each and every one of us as the life that is us ! Within this, and in great simplicity, would this not be what being the living word would mean? 


Monday, July 16, 2018

Day 815 Seeing through the cracks of con-sciousness.

I notice that our systems, that function under the guise of good, without specificity on how the “ good” is implemented, function backwards I some ways, from this perspective I offer here in this moment. 

With taxes, having done them and knowing someone that is engaged in them professionally, that the people working in the system do not know what they are doing. The ones that begin to realize the structure with greater detail, end up leaving the government system and working for themselves, because they earn a higher wage. Even I have been sent a tax letter that is a construct that reveals such busy work, and of which one has difficulty in engaging with a human being within the system, and if one does all they do is read from the book, one begins to notice that the little ones that compose the system, do not know the system themselves. And yet, the system is and was created by men. I suppose when something is not working as it should, it hides. And the ones that created it, create some invisible hand other than the self,  to blame. And so, gods are created, the entities to hold all the blame. 

In my town, health and conservation rules are side stepped for the individual supposed “ greater good” of revenue generation for salary rather than for the environment.  A agent will send an associate for a write up about a property that moves beyond a general statement of bedroom numbers even when the building is no longer inhabitable, and already a non-conforming structure, because that agent does not want to lose the bedroom numbers as her salary depends on bedroom numbers. Ignore that the property is very small and close to the water table, because such considerations cause one to not get the prize of revenue generation. A health and conservation agent ignoring all aspects, like the conservation of the natural world we cannot live without. 

It takes some time, in this system of already separating children from the natural world and from a consistent interaction with a variety of age groups, to notice the systemic structures as what they say they are and what they behave as in their small movements. Separating children into same age groups,  at a very young age, is a means of already limiting exposure to the greater whole. On the other end of the spectrum, the elderly are sequestered into mostly being with that same age group, not to mention one gets used to being in a narrow focus of interaction, making it difficult to change. Yet, there is greater and greater disease.  Perhaps, that disease has something to do with being placed in what could be called isolation chambers via social constructs. Then one becomes an agent in a municipal office and only reads one aspect of something, always through the lens of accumulating money instead of respecting reality.  If we are a sequestered society, we become an ignorant-of-the-whole of life, which would look something like being zombies if one stood looking in from the outside. This is why we make movies about zombies, because sometimes we see through the cracks. It is that we are funneled networks yet at face value say we are a community, but in effect we are not. 

I wonder why we study chemistry at the end of grade school instead of at the beginning. I wonder why facing the building committee comes after health and conservation. I wonder why we pay income taxes instead of a VAT tax. I mean a VAT tax would be a way and means to realize what people choose. With the creation of income taxes,  some representative official, that then becomes a career politician, makes decisions in their interest. Naturally, it must become a career because the self interests must be managed. That scenario is no different than a municipal worker ignoring the nature, in the interests of getting as many bedrooms from a piece of property despite lack of balance in regards to the nature around that land. It is all a mis-use of resources. It is abuse towards animals and plants.  It is done with manipulations; man I pull .. in self interest. One must collect a body of other men, to build that emotional fire wall that distracts, the one that should one question or point this out, that body of emotional justifications will fire back. It is a Goliath that really has no power as it is all smoke and mirrors. It is the same in our bodies, as what we allow ourselves in support of that. This does not fit into life and as such, has a consequence, a continuum of inner discordant measure, called disease. A lack of ease. A lack of real presence. I lack of community with life. Look around, it is all around us. It is within as the human. We are either hued men, of emotional and feeling bodies of story disconnected from ourselves as life, or  instead we can choose to be HU-men, as “ hu” means power by some accounts. Our words somehow/ sum-the-how of what we experience as allow, because life-will can only express itself, as does a constant resistance to life, as the image of life is warped, thereby revealing itself in every sound, in every word we speak. We are in deed great at the subtle, because that is the means to separate and also to realize the respect for all things, from the smallest to the largest, the ineffable to the most obvious. And yet, it is all obvious. One need only slow down and look.

I remember in high school noticing that something was in men, something was in the body, the physical body of men, the people around me. Perhaps I had the opportunity to notice this, as I lived in NYC. I was playing a lot of classical music, and I was a reader, and I walked the streets of New York. I was exposed to a momentum that was moving so much around me, and I was building “ reading “ skills, like doing a math, within myself, as languages of words and sound, and my physical body being aligned into what I was doing. Perhaps the momentum of all of this, caused that moment of seeing through a crack and noticing some slight movement in the mankind around me. Something was in “ there” that was thick and dark. I mean, I must not be alone in this, many must have asked this question. I most probably was already composed of belief, that though I noticed this, I had no means, no practice in calling it out, my resonant constructions of a differentiating consciousness, as a layered mind consciousness of associative thinking of and as relationships to limited means, that that moment of seeing through a crack, was a consequence of some means being developed. Around the same time, I met an entity in an apartment. I realized they could not touch me, and that everything I had been told was a lie. Yet, to speak this to the world, meant that the wall would attack, the limited resonant belief systems would start to scream their experience. I was scared to face that, as I was already a part of the system. And I had to survive within this system. That occupied my time. And yet, in time, that point comes back again and again and again. Until one realizes something has to be done, because municipal workers ignoring nature for salary, is not and cannot be a respect of life. What must be done is the realization that in order for life to exist, it must be respected. It is the respect of life that will end disease, and it will end up reversing that wall and deconstructing it to fit back into the landscape of and as life here.

What I have found is that in general people do want to do this. When they understand a means to recompose, the cost is no longer even considered. They are glad to pay. It is a deep way of giving thanks in this system. Once they make this decision, they more relax and are super nice! Yet, it appears to be the opposite from the perspective of ignorance. This, for me, is one of those things that appears the opposite to what it is in reality. 

The other point here, is that one must practice LOOKING and READING what is here. This means moving within one’s self, and rebuilding to get one’s stagnant beliefs moving, to synch back into seeing what is here, catching the patterns of non-looking that are a pressure of resistance. I say pressure of resistance because it is actually hard work to suppress and repress. it is more natural to be at ease, to see directly here. A differentiated consciousness of layers of consciousness, is associative thinking, within a set body of information, which is limited thinking, even if the parts are not “ bad.” It slows down processing or is an ignorance of processing what is happening in plain sight as this physical reality. A resonant layered consciousness is of hyped and tense energy entities as information, as ideas, beliefs and opinions, that distract one from being  a natural presence, and as such upset one’s presence to the degree one “ has something in one’s back.” The joints ache, and the limbs have greater and greater difficulty in bending, not to mention the consequence of a misuse of resources that though touted as having no significant difference, accumulate into a HUGE difference. Mistakes compound just as a correct practice leads to a mastery. Remember it works both ways. We know this.

One could say one must turn the tide. A seemingly impossible thing to do, yet water is forgiving, it can take on what it is directed towards. In this, we are Human. The castle wall is simply a smoke and mirrors show of hued men who have through acceptance and allowance, abdicated their power for a lesser and seemingly invisible god that is only a resonant shadow that will scream its experience, yet that need not define who you are here. 


Perhaps, it would be better to turn everything around and, for example, instead of studying chemistry at the end of grade school, begin with that subject. After all, what are all the romantic fairy tales of social engineering really doing for us? Why do we begin with that narrative/form/sequestering-of-attention?  Those stories that by some accounts are repurposing social norms through role playing as a present supposed “ social warrior” heading, that in itself can never align us with our real natures, and our real purpose which would demand a correct use of a great ability to sense the smallest of things, which fits into the idea of the “ eye-of-the-needle “ that we have been told time and again is the way and the means of getting into heaven. Remember, we were told too bring heaven down to earth. that means focusing HERE. 



Sunday, May 13, 2018

Day 814 Polished Hype

Polished Hype

I begin to realize how things are like a piece of music, a form. Something has volume, composed of relationships of interaction. Some can be of an elevated story of information that causes conflict, discord and destruction to parts of the reality on which that form with its multiple volumes rests. The means is a hyperinflation of some qualities that like a wall, or a wave, of and as a form, ignores the consequences as the effects on all that surrounds that metaphysical hype to the extent what is real is rendered invisible. One can hear this in the very words a person uses, as the very song they sing, as what is brought forward to describe in the storied relationships composed into a picture from the glyphs that are words. 

I have spent some time with a person who has had little education. A very capable person. This person has learned to work more with their hands, and has mastered some basic understanding of  simple mechanics. When they come and tell me a story, it takes a lone time for them to frame the picture of their story, as they describe the story through the many actions as the interplay of others involved in the outcomes that caused the conflict that became the story told. 

It is somewhat like hearing a piece of music that has a lot of drawn out embellishment. Like starting at the variations instead of hearing the theme. It is of coming from the attenuation of a theme. The emotional hype, that emotional reaction, is so inflamed to get the whole story means to listen past all the emotional response, the reactions inside the bubble, that in itself is blinging that hype from catching its own theme. It is probably difficult to hold opposing values within one’s self in such drawn out emotions, that this behavior in itself would be difficult to catch. The junctions of reflection are processing huge blown-out-of-proportion reactive values, that the storm of this is rendered invisible. One is existing within a time-lapse. One is out-of-synch with reality because one’s focus has made a drama larger than reality. It is to say one no longer sees the horizon. 

What is really interesting, is that this person appears, and as though I am looking at a piece of music composed of varying pressures, and of moving colors, like a ring around the person, which I likened to the rings of Saturn. Perhaps, because I have learned to read my own shadows of belief, in slowing down to realize the moving eddies of volume and color, that can be extremely subtle within me, that from that living experience within myself, this same is more recognizable in others. Perhaps it is because I was around paint and the use of color, and the use of words, in my early years, because my mother was a painter and my father was a journalist, thus I am a product of my environment. And I studied music. It somehow all comes together that I would end up noticing the whirling eddies of color in a person coming to me with their problems, telling me long drawn out stories through the mode of “ he said, she said.” 

Recently this person appeared with the latest outcome of a situation this person is living out. The moment they walked in the room, what I saw was a swirling ring of a muddy color around them, like a volume in space, a presence of something around them, emanating from them. I realized immediately that they were angry. What is most interesting is that they were acting more happy than usual. I have to say, that being in fear, that being in a state of protection and defense of one’s self would cause one to not be able to see this. If one is so focused on one’s own protections, this would not be visible. And, that seeing this, to a greater degree, is what is normal. Not seeing this is insanity. Herein lies the problem. What is normal, what has become normal, is not normal. We are a society that has come to normalize polished hype. The expense of that is an ever greater weakening of the very trees around us that emit the air we need to maintain that polished hype. That is the irony. 

I had another client that exhibited a pattern, that I needed time to realize myself. They had a younger child who I noticed was extremely engrossed in their imagination. The older daughter had become obsessed with ordering things, I didn't see it at first, but then realized, because of the potential of the human physical body to read the self created muse within, and its relationships of cause and effect without, that the older daughter was the response to the earlier state of an overuse of the imagination. The proverbial pendulum was swinging in the other direction, in response to the child realizing that she needed to come back down to earth and order the things that were here, instead of living the consequences of an overblown imagination. Listening to such measure, to the metrics in the space unfolded a pattern. What inhibited myself from realizing such sooner, was, like a television jumping frames, my own protection mechanisms, probably to ignore all of this, causing resistances to the real song happening in my environment, the volume of which is very very loud when one slows down and begins to look without interjecting one’s own self inner rest. 

I brought up a memory from my childhood, one that I have replayed through the years. It is one of those lived experiences as opposed to knowledge and information only. Yet, those experiences that one has lived, they do not go away. And the mind will scream them, because the mind must scream its experiences, which is why someone will reveal themselves to others, because we can only communicate what we experience. If we practice resistance to looking here, then this will be in the very words we speak. It is always, in all ways visible. Self interest would have an ignorance to this, as I said. 

Thus in this childhood memory, that appears and has this greater detail to it, I am younger than second grade. I am running up to a tree, for some kind of solace. I am aware that there is something following me. While I want to run away, I am also aware that I cannot run away from that which I believe is following me. I sit at the base of the tree and curl up in pure reaction. I have the thought that now this that is following me, will have to move through me, and that I can blame no one but myself. I built it, I played the game, and now the actions that I took are a picture  within me, and must be processed through my body. I just sit there, angry at myself, not wanting to look at this. That is the extent of the memory. Most probably, that which I ran from, that which I had practiced, that which was not yet in total direction of me, came back to rest with me, and I went outside of what was more normal, which was to be on that ground, under that tree, aware of the resonant construction that reflected my accepted actions, and started to become what directed me to the extent I cannot remember the next moment. 

I have come across descriptions of people realizing that they have an inner back chat as voices within, as sounds within, as images which are of sound, within, that appear to haunt them. This sounds just like my reaction to my own shadow I created. I feared that paranormal entity and yet, recognized it as such, and as something that I allowed. I feared facing that. And, just as in nightmares, the imagery of that self created shadow, come up as horror movies because it is a state of separation from reality, to the extent that one knows what one has done. Perhaps, from some scales of something, the combination of exposures and my own inclinations, lead me to see through a crack for a moment, of which every person must have within them in their own unique way. This has to exist. This gap, this jump from real presence and the resonant storm, can be realized. One has to reverse the state of resistance to looking and to being what is natural and normal, as a polished hype is not normal. 

When someone says to me they are intimidated by me, what they are really saying is that they are intimidated by what I am suggesting is happening within themselves, which of course they would be, given the storm of horror, resonant within that one will open up should one make the decision to deconstruct a resonant construct of composed ignorance, as building up defense systems that resist seeing reality, because playing a video game of a limited morality to survive in that that has become prominent, was not something easy to navigate for a small child not yet accustomed to the code, as words, used to express either parts of reality, or the whole story. And, this is why, this state of separation through illusion, must be forgiven. Humans will find happiness in removing their ignorance or releasing the tension of suppressing a natural insight-ability, because that ignorance is a polished hype causing a state of separation from being what is by that same system of separation considered to be abnormal, which ironically the real “normal.”  Go figure and see this for yourself. Breath, slow down and listen to the music around YOU.

Another way to say this is to realize that one cannot clearly see the more complex if one has not mastered the small. The small is the manipulation of sound. For humans that is words. We master our words, the small, and we can unfold what is normal. The more complex cannot be mastered until one understands the small well enough to see its music, or form, or construction with an ease that creates a confidence in practice that allows one to face the unexpected, because the unexpected is always here, as this is the risk of creation, just as learning to walk has risk as one builds awareness into what one is in total, as one’s form and function. 


Overall, the creative ability mis-used to build an inner entity of separation, done through suppression, where one’s greatest strength becomes one’s greatest weakness, shows immense capacity, though mis-placed. That is an irony in itself. Within this, imagine synchronizing back into what is by this present system considered,  touted incessantly, as being abnormal, that is a real “ normal”? It is the castle forcing a false economy that dictates the narrative of the “ good” fairy and the “ wicked” witch. It is the castle of an ignorance of physical and practical reality, as creation, that polarizes through ad hominem and hyperbole.  It is the castle that superimposes expectations through statistics worked out on paper in isolation from reality, and who suppress evidence of causation under the guise of business models too big to fail and an idea that such creates economy- a false premise, or promise, at its inception.  Imagine, for a moment what being in respect of all things would lend within a nature of the self as being of the very substance of creation? At the same time,  look towards removing the defenses to realize the defenses to the extent each helps one another come back down to earth, to bring these entities that are believed to be a “ heaven” back down to earth to exist within harmony here with creation manifest as the physical? I have noticed through this life, that the very nature around me, is, as I said to myself, like a composition of all things coming together, as though all of creation is here, as this earth. This, being a moment of reflection most probably done in a state of calm, of being open as lacking in being caught in a state of fear or ONLY seeing  consequences of fear, as protections and defenses, that are really suppressions and self enforced ignorance, or selective values being made larger than the metric of creation that is the physical. We all know this, because it is so heavily in our face! It is felt in our bodies. It is composed and forcibly heald/held in place as a form of polished hype. 

We become what we practice. It is the persistence in the small that leads to what we create. 

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Structure and Pressure Day 813

One of the things I notice within moving into restoring a natural ability to be present in this reality, is the idea of pressure. Meaning, if I can walk into a room and read the people in the room to engage with those I deem “ interesting,” then what I am reading is varying degrees of pressure as holding beliefs and opinions and ideas; which overall is a construct of perception about reality in relation to survival, as what is a “ more “ in terms of defining myself in this one life. 

I am looking at pressure, with my physical body, as being a form of resistance, and as being what I allow as I stand as something, be it a word or an idea. The idea of myself being made larger than the life around me, as I allow this to define who and what I am and forgetting to realize that everything around me is the same as me. Within this I am living in a creation that is a geometry of form, to which I miss if I allow what I define myself as, as being more than this reality.

I can be so self in-volved in my mind, as beliefs, opinions and ideas that I spend my life weaving that in front of me instead of standing equal and one within it as a pressure of values I am in the presence of that is somewhat “ in front of me” as though I am juggling imagery, or I can be self honest and respect this reality, realize the value of it as life, and realize my own resonant belief system that I built, that I allowed according to the culture, the human social environment into which I was born that was of the same. And yet, because of a focus on a practiced as embraced and self built resonant construct, this lead to that limited construct being the motivation of who and what I am. I mean, I PRACTICED THIS with consistency, as what I hold within myself is what comes to motivate my actions, just as a musician practices moving within a certain form to master that movement, creating easy cross reference of that form to the extent a continual cross reference with all aspects of the discipline has motivated effective performance!

In this, the opposite in and of and as self nullification as self derogation can build a personality that motivates resistances to reality, and become reactive every time the outer world does not meet that inner world which is living a protection and defense instead of real present living! The amazing thing about this is that this shows great creative capacity, and the ability to live a full life as one can reflect this reality, and move with and as it, which I believe to be what it means to not only create heaven on earth, but also form a more harmonious life experience - one that in some ways, would have more of an eternal quality. Ego is the distraction from realizing this. It is the dis-ease of not realizing being present in reality. 

If someone were to be more present, within a society of limited moralities as resonant structures that are of a pressure, a weight, as what one carries and stands within and as, then those with greater presence, would be shunned by those caught in a resonant morality that is a construct in separation from that reality which makes that person’s life possible! As has been referenced by Christ, it has been said that to step outside of that social/cultural collective morality, father would be in conflict with the son, and daughter would be in conflict with the mother, the family would be in conflict with those who step outside of a false inner construct of morality, one that is built from environmental practices turned into rituals. That morality a creation of the human, and not a creation that respects all things, taking the good as what does no harm, because one must give as one would receive . It is to forgive this, and refocus and rebuild a relationship to this living reality. It is a physical reality, it is bringing one’s heaven down to earth, to birth self as life, equal and one.

Self honesty blows up the inner morality and sees its detriment to the life that one is.  Self forgiveness of a false and limited morality, that is of a weight, or pressure on the organ as the human body, releases that and aligns it with reality. It corrects its imbalances. 

The problem is that one’s inner resonant construct comes to motivate because it compounds as what one has practiced, even when the consequences are resistances to what would build greater and deeper relationships with this reality. If one’s social network is caught in the borders of a resonant and limited-because-it-lacks-connection-to all-things-mind consciousness system,  it will cause isolation and an inability to connect with anything other than that resonant ego construct. It creates a marker of NOT even being able to transpose what another says and does that may be intrinsically the same! One loses all ability to transfer the tasks, which is real creative and critical thinking skills development. 

One marker of this is getting lost in assumptions, which is forgetting how one came to compose a resonant structure that is causing conflict with the greater world. I remember within playing the violin, that one cross references one’s movements, and remembers the small things practiced, in which one can move with super speeds, and remembering how all of that ability to be present developed as a series of steps. It was more a dynamic interaction than a linear development. It moved within personal, mind, brain, social and physical relationships working in tandem, sensing the pressures the tensions, where something was not moving with ease, and where something was “ correct” because of a sense of balance or of being in tune. It is the same within respecting all things as this physical reality, where this reality is created and where if one is in respect of this reality, what is eternal is more visible, and one realizes that one cannot accept what causes harm or what suppresses opportunity in what develops the potential of each as life to realize being equal and one to all things, as the physical. 

One references this world around one and not only a resonance of memorized ideas about things as that is not real experience. That is a mis-use of the mind, or that imagination, visible in the resistances to reality, where one can sense this because of pressures in the body. One is not moving with ease. One is not silent and respecting what is here, as this reality. One is projecting.

I can stand in my own resonance and blow it up, to correct it, to forgive and realign, through knowing myself as my acceptances and allowances within beliefs, opinions and ideas that I never lived, that are more based on knowledge and information rather than experience. 

I must synch what is within with what is here, as the physical, to realize a presence of all things and rebuild the words I have accepted to be aligned with the practical reality, to practice a focus of and as a relationship of respect of my words to what is here. This, in itself is practicing being grounded here, self honest with what is here, knowing each step, to place my attention towards the physical. This is more of a pressure that is of no pressure within in a way. It removes assumptions, made visible in that one can remember the sequences of development or building as alignment to this reality. Here, one would remember what happened yesterday, today and tomorrow. I can only fathom it would mean the end of time.

I cannot fear a false morality, or the cry of “ not wanting to die” of such a resonant entity. It is simply a state of non-focus on this reality, and as such, it is a cry for life. That resonant shadow as what has been accepted and allowed as practiced that has come to motivate one’s actions, as one’s spells, will resist change. It is like a dog needing real training. In the beginning, it will take more time to correct a lack of correct action because it is harder to correct a mistake than it is to have learned something correctly from the get go. Yet, this is a gift, to ensure that one realizes the only solution has no short cuts, as the real solution is to always investigate, as cross reference until one senses what is in tune, what has a more eternal quality to it. 

This reminds me of the novel “ Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance,” as I found upon reading that novel that there are no short cuts, as one must realize each part, care for it, and place it in a way that one knows it, has awareness of it, and can therefor piece it back together after taking it apart. Putting all the parts back and finding a remaining piece, will extend the time it takes in the practice of caring for what one constructs, as one does not have the ability to motivate the machine without all the parts working in tandem. Taking things apart and putting them back together would lend a sense of each part and the interlocking whole. That would be amazing! 


The way I see this at the moment, is that each word must be placed and learned with a living relationship to reality, a living experience of the words, to the extent one remembers how one became more present towards life, which manifests as a capacity to realize the path of least resistance in others, which is, a state of realizing there is no such thing as criticism! Which is awesome. It also lends a joy of silence, of being still to listen and to hear separation and what is real, as the physical. The moment we are in assumptions, and cannot remember the joy of becoming more present, is the moment we rushed the construction of who and what we are.  And, to note, that we will make mistakes in this process, because that is how we learn, how we become more present in creation, which is earth, which is physical and works in expansive abundance when we realize that this here, is life. There is no such thing as an after-life. This here, is it.


Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Summing up counter-intuitive Assumptions Day 812

In the order of aligning presence with this reality, the sounds one makes must in all ways consider all things, as the order of mis-alignment is the absence of the whole story, of which one can recognize a mis-alignment through the leverage of inflammatory language and label, when an object is created that has a value placed onto it. This is a form of distortion, that is recognizable in the polarizing values that make a label of something like an entity that separates from looking at all consequence. It is as though it ignores outcomes in the physical reality.

Two examples on the world stage is the fracking industry. Here, there are anecdotal stories seeping through from the participants of this reality, as the people living on the ground, experiencing their water becoming less than pure water, as they ignite that water to show the impurities of gas having seeped into the water. The workers in this industry knowing this is happening, and saying to the people on the ground to sue, when those same people are so economically suppressed they do not have the means, a form of a preemptive strike in the favor of the industry at the detriment of the indigenous wildlife and the future generations, as the fault can then in itself be made into a profit. It is an inversive way of resource use, one that can only lead to less and less resource to be used. It is the very design of destruction.

Also the vaccine industry. Since the onset of vaccines parents have screamed that the children are being harmed. The parents screaming harm are like the wicked witch outside the castle, they are those living on the ground, like the farmers whose land is being poisoned. The voice of those seeing the outcomes of the laws dictated from that centralized self interested broadcast casting a spell, as a math, of limited design, that could be called ignorance, as an absence of recognizing all things that is what that castle is and does. Our so-called representatives that are not living by the made-public-notice-in-every-elementary-school, of and as the principle of choosing only that which is best for all, this demanding a constant balancing out of actions to realize what respects the total fabric of this living, breathing, physical reality called life manifest as this earth, this heart, this heart of beingness. 

That centralized regime, a living construction that hears only what is supportive of it, calling the woman, that "wicked" witch that attempts to stop the princess from entering the castle, as that woman was within the castle and realizes its limitations, its ignorance of all things, that woman caught in playing the savior, caught in caring too much, at the detriment of focusing on all things. It is a form of polarization calling the voice of greater reason with a color of " bad" and the double negative the " good" as the good fairy who supports the castle fearing to lose comforts that in reality cannot withstand the test of time.  The polarized-closer-to-the-ground-anecdotal-experience as the " wicked" witch becomes a rage of calling the castle bad, so a dialogue exists between the two that is in itself a problem, because in that storm the earth is ignored, that capacity of each man-kind, is funneled into participating in defense instead of practical and respectful action of all that we are here on this earth as physical states of being. That “ heaven, heaving-entity” must be brought down to earth, to synch with all things, to end the divide into a heaven and an earth. And or, to recognize each portal into and of focus on the workings of life, which is of a physical component to realize creation as a process never ending, as it should be. 

The conflict, between the whole and the parts, is of a storm of imbalance imposed on top of reality, separate from being grounded in creation. It is a misalignment. When Dr. Zach Bush mentioned that in the Vietnam war the industrial-military-drug-cartel-complex used smaller bullets to cause harm, more than kill, to create sick people, dis-eased humans, to build a occupation of taking care of the sick, as a means of distraction and/or a means of creating occupations for the people, the bodies, to distract people from seeing the ground around them from which resources could be grabbed and made into the image and likeness of and as an idea from those castle walls, he made a salient point. After all, many out-of-synch, or lack-of-proper functioning children can build a system of people being busy taking care of those whose bodies are not functioning with ease, to distract and create occupations that remove the human from seeing what is in plain sight as the physical reality, that place where farmers experience the poisoning of their water, and the harm being done/allowed towards the animals and plants living on the ground. 

This rage towards this an addiction to power that is really of no real power because it is destruction. This is a mis-use of a natural ability to deconstruct. It is the illusion of believing the very soil from which all of this is built as the nutritional logic that composed our physical bodies as that soil, is deemed dirty. lol, that is like calling out what we are, and de-manning it, believing that the soil is dirty, which in itself is creating that same distracting entity through hyperbole and label. That which we are is through legerdemain as sound as words, polarized into a bad. Ironic that what we are, is colored with  a value judgement said/repeated through newsfeed, again and again until the construct is believed to be a truth. It is simply defining one element with an added color, a energetic attachment of color, as defining soil within bad in separation from reality. It is like being angry at what one is, and then resisting it, where what is in plain sight is resisted, yet persists because what is real cannot be denied but from a pedestal in a closed system, an isolated system known as a court, where a DIAlogue of borders that do-not-allow the whole story to be presented, creating a ring of fire, as limited information of and as a emotional-swimming-colors-firewall, as the allowed information colored with polarities, of and as a supposed good, that reacts through creating an entity of labels with hyperbole should any questions or information come forward that eliminates the borders of information that continue what is making that centralized castle more. 

The castle is ego manifest. And it is done through war and drugs. The war a mis-use of resources and the drugs that which renders the natural ability too see all things directly, into seeing only a mirage, which is the techno-colored DREAM coat of and as the mind consciousness, a resonant construct. Can we remember when as children, the numbers and letters started to swim in front of us? Try standing in front of a classroom and seeing this very thing happening with the children. Either by the third grade they embrace the resonant order, or they reject it. Or, they have not the opportunity to realize the construct, and yet have little to no experience in speaking up for the practical. It is as though there are degrees of presence in this, of many variations, where in these many variations, should the potential of each come forward, each would benefit, as in mastering this, each could share with one another a developed insight into the whole, thereby creating a real master mind, where each part is synchronized and as this, a real joy in living would manifest. In some ways, it is simple. It means giving everything up to have everything. If one is caught in the storm of separation, or is caught up in the dialogue of strife between the castle and the ground, one is a part of the destruction and not the solution, one must breath and always refer to all things. The seeming positive of monetary profit, is an illusion. The shadow world composed of felt-but-invisible-energetic-shadows. The castle is held in place through illusion. Our public schools have become the secular religions that uphold that very limited construct as they are focusing a child into and onto a construct that is of limitation through the mis-use of the imagination, through an overuse of the imagination. 

How to rebuild from the ground, to refocus each individual into revitalizing a so-sought-after presence that is more natural, that is a respect of all things? How to get a human to realize that one is as a child, in a process of learning to read, to read to learn? How to accelerate the ability to process the information, as how sound as words are used, to synch each one, to open their hearts to being in respect of this living breathing entity of and as the physical where respect and joy and sharing and breathing and real feeling, as those tiny moments of knowing exist? How to connect outside of energetic entity superimposed on this horizon, this horror of “isms”, of extremes believed to be of more import than the fabric of this creation that is life? That heaving imagery of unnecessary conflict and friction that is of an ignorance of information, that is a lack of information causing a storm of separation known as a shadow world, a simple slight of hand that leads to nowhere, as one is in a now-here  illusion instead of simply being here, equal and one with this means of expression of and as life that must of course be physical!

The mirage is of a projection of a mis-use through forcing a division through lack as limitation moved to be made larger than life. We have all done this, visible through having HELD onto beliefs (instead of being-the-leaf) that we discover are a lie-by-omission of all things. One can realize this through an inner movement of resistance, that state of being resistance of such great distraction and occupation that one is lost in supporting that state of an entity in the space around one, that one renders the solution as practical action of what is immediate invisible, as one’s resonant imagery is cluttered with a book of self definitions that are not all bad, yet separate from a natural and normal ability to be present as self as life. The shadows like the layers of a chapter book, which must be deconstructed and reconstructed, the process of which improves processing and lends more effective self expression of self as life, as process of discovery as one embraces what is more natural that is of a quality of being more fluid. It is to say that in becoming more fluid, one opens one’s self up to the beauty of the harmony of a more symbiotic and synergistic living breathing movement.  This would be a community of life expression. It would transpose focus back onto the living ground, far away from the cry of the internet of limitation held in place through algorithms that only delineate borders in accord with a centralized castle of many religions both sacred and secular that are a techno-colored-dream/illusion-coat of polarized pulling-on-strings/values composed of information in-absence of the living movements on the ground.  

A seeming contradiction happens in the music world. It is said that one masters an instrument when one cannot hear the performer thinking. This appears to be a dichotomy. How can it be, that a master is understood when one no longer hears “ thinking”? This would mean that thinking means that one is not yet in synch with the mechanism. It means that what one practices is what one becomes. If one is in a state of being, and thinking is a part of that person, then it indicates something as of yet unprocessed and distracting focus. The stages of alignment visible for the one who mastered the means to an end. It means that the body either automates a resonant structure or masters a structure to the extent a focus is the outcome, without thinking. Amazing how in what exists are the answers. 

It is also amazing ignorance, to have articles that show that there is neurological decay in children with autism and yet have studies moving to determine what is intelligence!? Why can we not see what is in plain sight? Why is it that the anecdotal screams of outcomes, showing imbalances, are considered quackery, when that is what is manifest on the ground! The rage of profit before life, has the voice of the media, hence the media shows us the means of thinking that is an ignorance of the living outcomes on the ground. It is just like our fairy tales, the voice of living experience on the ground is considered quackery, and the voice of the castle of profit, is supposed to be a truth! Astounding! Thinking has become an occupation in itself and thus there is no real mastery. In this, no one human being will enter heaven until each one realizes equality and oneness with all things, to take the good, as that which does no harm, and is of a focus of and as a consideration of all things, where that focus has no thought and by extension the very sound of creation will come through which would be the sound of life and the absence of the static of thinking. 


In thinking, I am so focused on an inner construction of lesser dimension ( showing our great and natural sensitivity!) that to turn the tide and focus out of that habit, onto here, appears counter intuitive. It is counter to my own inner “ tudes” or my own inner constructions, yet, giving that up, would mean giving up a limitation to remember myself to all things, which would mean to give up everything for everything! That in itself appears counter intuitive to our present reliance on systems, which could be called secular religions, that basically are our own acceptance of a mis-use as an over-use of the imagination. A more proper use of the imagination would mean both focusing within and without, above and below, to cross reference all things, taking the good, allowing no harm, to synch with creation and thereby bringing that believed-to-be-heaven back down to earth. 


Monday, April 2, 2018

Fear clashing with assumption A perfect storm Day 811

Fear clashing with assumption, a perfect storm.

What does the word assumption mean. If I immediately look at the word, I see the words a-ssump-tion. It has the sound “ a sum.” Thus, I liken this word to a sum of parts, or a sum of experiences or skills and/or beliefs. Fear on the other hand, is a lack of purity, or a state of insecurity, an inability to HOLD something and sort it out. It is like waking up in a foreign country where customs and language are very different from one’s own sum of experiences, or measure within, to find one’s self unable to communicate, to interact, to move as one’s habituated self, or unable to process what one is/was and interact with the new SUM of the world one suddenly finds one’s self within.  It is also similar to having to learn something under pressure where a fear of failure is ever present as a belief . Either scenario potentially leading to an unsettling or unnerving sensation that can also be likened to an imbalance much like vertigo. One can become lost in the storm of doing the sums of self and transferring that into the sums of the new environment or processing and integrating new forms. A feeling of vertigo can happen as one moves into deconstruction of a habit into the new. An entrenched self directive means can appear to be losing something as what one has defined one’s self as, into the new.  That space can appear to be a loss. The same can happen in learning a new piece of music. The smallest formations of notes appearing to be difficult to grasp. It is a loss of fluidity, telling of a degree of automation. 

When fear meets assumption, can the two effectively communicate? It would take time and patience for this to move into clarity. If one moves into resistance and reaction, it will take even longer. One can become pro=active in defending one’s self definition, habituated and entrenched.  If one moves from the problem into reaction and then attempts to address the reaction only instead of realizing the overall problem, a sorting out of the two is going to take even longer. One is in protection of a resonant template of experience and belief superseding the reality, the practical physical world surrounding one’s resonant self. A practice of resolving reactions as one’s self definition, without addressing the immediate root disquiet or imbalance, can also limit through and as a stagnant action, that habit automating, then change will demand a greater effort. 

The mirage of information is usually presented from one side, as our form of media, of sharing information comes from a panel on a screen, where we cannot answer, and where so-called authorities are placed in a central point, at a table, where they are asked questions, and as such, the frame of information is controlled to never leave a given narration. A catch 22, because those in a stage of discovery can cause conversations to ver off from the conversation but also ask important questions that can derail what is accepted as truth. Controls can help focus, yet controls can also reject relative and important information. It is another one of those instances where it can go both ways. One can focus on only one side, intensify and magnify one aspect to the point it becomes hypnotic, which is using one extreme to justify a mean. This is also a mis-use of the imagination, which is one’s mind template of experience or memorized templates about things in this reality without living practical application. 

Imagine being in a certain state and suddenly hearing a piece of music that takes one out of that state and places one into another. In some ways, when we have not mastered how all of this happens, we can become like a feather being tossed about by giant waves. We lose sight of the ground and spin around, having no awareness of where we are, and how to ground ourselves back into where we are. A great use of creating a veil to distract and use to be lost in self interest that is a state of denial and also to accumulate profit. And yet, that accumulation is really an illusion in itself, because ultimately it cannot work. The problems it creates ends up occupying the attention of the one creating the form, so both become that same feather being tossed in the waves. It becomes a reality divorced from reality, which is what has happened. Extinction rather than transformation is a testament to that. 

Outside of this, one must really know the code, as words, used by humans, to realize the code so well, one can see the manipulations, as a sum, and at the same time, what is here. In such a scenario, uncertainty would become of shorter duration in this reality, and a sense that one could sort things out would become bigger, as recognition of “ not having enough information” would be realized as a point of growth instead of something to cause embarrassment. Hence, transformation, or regrouping would be embraced as the joy of discovery. It is as though the music that exits as the dialogues of men at this point is so caught in a magnified state of uncertainty, as fear not realizing itself as that, and a set body of information believed to be more real than reality. Here limited made-to-be-real assumption ( because it is a series of and as a measure of what is “ right”) clashes and uses uncertainty and fear to justify itself as it magnifies a set body of information from a one sided platform. In this hypnotic state composed of limited information, one can no longer hear the grass growing, as the expression of this physical reality. Remember, it is, as the golden rule made public notice in every school, to take that which is good and does no harm, which is the same equation of and as to give as one would receive, which is the same equation as becoming a master of self as life. The simplicity of this, is astounding, the chaos is a resonant belief system, which is a mis-use of the imagination, as an over use of the imagination, to the degree one loses one’s ability to be grounded in the physical, respecting all things, reflected in our bodies losing touch with this reality as we age. It has been made public notice to also bring heaven down to earth, no matter what surrounds that statement. 

This is why the golden rule is of great import. It is the rule to do no harm, and to take what is good. It is the rule to give as one would receive. It is the rule to investigate, to take the time to slow down and hear the muse/formation presented, to then assess that creation with regard to this ground called earth, and only move within that that is more of transformation than eliminating what does not fit into an idea within one’s self only. It is to say, if we all slowed down, we might find an unfolding that dis-covers our own centuries long movement in an alternate reality that is destructive of earth to the extent it is so slow moving we have not seen the destruction of this earth because each generation is so caught in this perfect storm it cannot realize what the earth looked like in previous generations. It is like one big orchestral piece, which is a series of measures moving in tandem with one another, and yet having forgotten one another or are in a state of assumption that this is the way it is, when it is not. The means is the same, but one is in separation from the whole. And the means cannot remember itself and how it was constructed, thus when it meets something outside of itself, it assumes immediate recognition because what one focuses on, attends to occupies all one’s presence, and ignores states of “ less information or more information” causing conflict or friction which is fear more than resolution. I mean, if we realized fear as confusion, then we are starting to realize the solution, because it only means that more information is needed to lend greater direction. A state of “ greater direction” need only remember how the sum of parts was formed that generated a state of assumption. The degree of separation of self expression probably has a correlation to how intense is one’s fear and or expression of assumptions- which must be brought out because that is how one has learned to express. The thing most resisted is the means through friction and conflict. And yet, a truth exits, it is as tough we are also at the same time, attempting to effectively voice our truth. Difficult in a resonant storm of beliefs, opinions and ideas. 

If one were caught in all of this, would the idea of discipline be considered difficult? Would learning something new appear to be impossible? The degree to which one cannot slow down and learn something new, is indicative of how much one is caught in a set resonant body of beliefs. In this context, saying something is outside of one’s comfort zone is an acknowledgement of an inability to change.  The fall back ideology of “ being in a comfort zone,” is simply a cry of lack that screams for a means to realize its own veiling mechanisms. 

Someone I knew said that they could not meditate, they could not get themselves to be quiet within. What does this suggest? Does it suggest that a resonant construct of stories of information had taken hold of the person, was accepted and allowed a BUILT by the individual? That a person can HOLD something, over many years, to the degree it blocks taking in new information, such as being a form of quiet within themselves, is telling in itself. And yet, that quality of long standing holding, indicates that we can hold “ things,”  that we are in deed the masters of in inner template of a resonant construct. Why not practice holding a presence within this reality, focusing on how this reality works, as a relationship to always relate to what is here as earth? 

It is known that disciplines can take 10,000 hours to master, which could be in 5 to 7 years. One could say the equation as a system of 4 years of college, is the living math of and as a potent period of intense focus allowing that 10,000 hours. Yet when done through memory, an outcome of tenuous hold os something easily forgotten because it had no real living practice, no real association to a more long-term development as direct interaction with what is real. 

Depending on one’s starting point, if one has a greater discipline in one area, one can more readily move through another discipline. This takes changing one’s focus, which means one must develop an awareness of one’s focus. This is the what, where, when, why and how scenario which is a good template to use to ground one’s self through questions and answers in a given moment. Anything that would build a greater presence of self and self as existing because and as a physical being on a physical earth, would unfold a more expansive awareness that had a greater recognition of uncertainty, and the means of closing the gap of uncertainty, into realizing the means to the end as gathering an awareness of information. This would be information that allows one to hold something that can withstand change, or meet change with joy. In one way, one need not “ hold” anything because one is more in synch with what is the body of one, as the physical. Is this not what it means to move synergistically, or symBIOtically? The living earth is our bio. 

Sometimes, I have noticed what I would call a soft approach to discipline. Again, as all things are of a balance, a soft approach to discipline makes excuses, as the truth in a “ soft approach” does not realize the soft approach is more in the application as small action. Meaning one focuses without back chat in the mind, or one practices with full attention onto the smallest and most simple of movements, as the small we understood allows the construction of more complex parts with greater ease. The soft approach tends to not want to point out that a mastery of the focus on the small has not been done, and the lack thereof does not want to hear that it has not focused on the small. Classic story of what many master’s say, when they ask initiates to repeat a small seemingly monotonous task. The initiate cannot understand the reasoning behind this, and believes they should have recognition for their somewhat developed capacity. The master sees the flaws in the starting point that are inhibiting greater ability to work effectively with more complex sums, the initiate has assumptions that have forgotten of such. In such a situation, the master must stick to their steps which is not considered being soft, as they at the same time, are using the small to soften, or unleash, or unknot, an urgency of assumptions.  The innate self defining template, or construct of information can have a sense of losing something, which can generate fear - or that sense of vertigo as one’s focus point-, as that very deconstruction process, when not formally understood. Then a resistance happens, one that is either overcome or not as resistance comes at a point of change. 

A master of something, has the capacity to realize assumptions and work with them. From another dimension, in terms of power structures, I can understand why in some social revolutions, it was the educated in a society that were killed, because they more than likely were the ones close to this realization over all. Yet, those lead by assumption and desirous of power, understood that this point of change had to end, or their movement onto the next level of control would be eliminated. This becomes the feathers being tossed in the waves, unaware of the waves as the real medium of their existence!  This is why administrators are usually, as the word sounds, the biggest traitors. In all, life will. The real disease is a state of stagnation, and yet seeing through that state of stagnation, or rejection of opportunity, or the avoidance of answers in regards to questions asked,  is the means of perpetuating the building of castles, as power structures on that centralized hill, that is in itself an illusion because real life is symbiotic, meaning of parts working in tandem.

After all, our bodies are working organisms, where most of the bacteria in our bodies are separate entities, of which the absence of we cannot exist. It is as though the physical allows us to see what we have allowed within, as the test of manifesting what we create ourselves as. We have in deed,  become what we were warned against, which is to be living value judgements instead of real living. We humans have allowed a personality to become larger than life. Our personalities are basically assumptions, and we allow an administration of assumptions ignoring the consequences of our assumptions on the reality that enables us to see our assumptions. Astounding! 

We can have moments of a sense of knowing that is not of the language used in the every day. It is more a sense of presence seeing or sensing an order of this reality. Yet, one must define that living reality, of which the sum of parts, are the means to the end. One must become a master of one’s focus ability. Would it not make sense that we must know ourselves in detail before we can really know what is around us? And does not what is around show us to ourselves? 

I remember having moments where my perspective of reality changed, yet only for a fleeting moment. In that moment of perhaps being a gap, it was that sense of knowing on some levels, mixed with judgements about what that was that was coming up, at which point I jumped out of that sense, and even forgot it. With hindsight I asked the question as to whether such could be real, because I had no control over it. How could a “ sense of knowing,” a surprise at such a different perspective suddenly appearing, and at the same time, an awareness of and as suddenly asking a question as to why I did not have control over such a thing? It was a moment that lead to a question of and as “ what is going on!” Such a moment happened where I realized every word had to be rebuilt. 

There is this “ sense of knowing” that also means developing greater awareness of the parts, and that does not move as coded/scripted language as humans use, and the contrast of the change from  one perspective to another, of which I had no control. It would mean that I was running on assumptions, resonant within and projected without. One’s assumptions end up directing in automated ways, because they are a reflection of a lack of presence being used effectively - as to  be in the practice of considering all things, taking the good and ensuring no harm. The formula has been given, it is made public notice, because earth can be heaven on earth. The way and the means are really the acceptance of the gift of this. So many times we ask, but our own morality gets in the way of accepting the answer when it comes. The absence of accepting this life that is who one really is, is the absence of to “ know thyself.” I mean, evidently, on some Greek structures, “ know thyself”  was carved on the entry head stone which is public notice! Therefor, we can blame no one but ourselves.  


Assumptions can become one’s intuition, that when meeting “ incomplete information” as what happens when someone is in fear, as in lacking real presence - which is given and lost and forgotten - can cause the perfect storm. This storm can become all that one sees, which is what is meant to see through the veil. And it is what is meant when a Christ said to forgive them for they know not what they do. They are in a now of resonant assumptions that can easily move into fear, made evident in friction and conflict. This is a manifesto of living problem-reaction-solution instead of problem solution. Answering to reaction is a mis-use of control, answering to the problem is more of a correct use of control.  The other side, is that one can ONLY speak what one has allowed, thus one will speak what one has used to protect one’s inner resonant template of ideas, beliefs and opinions, because this is what one has focused on, what one has practiced. Vocal and focal are similar in sound. It is the gift that shows one’s self to one’s self. We are the words we effectively know. We are that of which we speak. When we lack a recognition of the grass growing, when we cannot HEAR/HERE the grass growing, we are in effect in separation from the golden rule, that which has been made public notice, thus we can blame no one but ourselves.