Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Day 495 Minimum Wage and our Children: An Addiction to short sounds bites of knowledge and information.


Many understand that the minimum wage is not a Living Wage, does not take too much to understand this. A person who is going to work every day in any of the steps required to get a hamburger, for example, onto a plate, must have enough income to pay their bills and exist within a degree of stability to have the peace of mind to observe their surroundings, as worry and stress are a major cause of dis-ease, and dis-ease comes in many forms, behavioral, and physical illness. Dis-ease is a separation from practical common sense, response-ability to care for here, the physical. If one does not have money, one cannot be responsible. If a human physical body has not been trained to be responsible, then the object blame does not solve the problem, what solves the problem is structure, which leads to responsibility. Thus a system of profit for a few, and consequence of  abuse in order to have that profit, takes responsibility, as structural access within and without, away, and disease manifests, meaning a dis-ease with here, communication with here. So, systemically, as we stand now on earth, does not, cannot, will not work. So, we are collectively to blame for any disease manifest anywhere on earth.
In a profit based system, where profit is the law, the cost of distribution and processing can be taken from the profits,  and does not regard this value of the human worker being in a state of ease, when it pays a wage the is not supportive of the human being and remaining stable within a state of ease, as in lacking dis-ease physically and behaviorally. The cost of process has not been paid in full. Period.
Such dis-ease, is then passed onto the children, and in turn causing the same discord to reverberate within all the systems. In the case of the child this reverberates within the schools, and this in turn effects the development of all the children, because it is a sound as a behavior or disease existent within the environment of the school, so in effect we all suffer what exists within our environment. Even the act within of ignorance, is a movement within self as what self is, and this takes the focus of the person, the self, and does effect concentration and development. Therefor, even those who do well are being influenced by everything that exists. Thus the dis-ease of every individual is the concern of all of us if we care about the development of our children. Do we even consider the “ no significant difference” each of what appears as “ little tiny discords” all along the way, in every day, of every year of our lives? if we allow one we allow the cumulative effect of the many “ no-significant differences.”  Is this perhaps why more children are beginning to die of cancer than accident in the last twenty years? I mean,we know that tumors are filled with pesticides, and that many cancers have to do with our “ state of being.” 
And, we cannot blame the object of the dis-ease, because every human is dependent of the system,  a web held in place by the collective, so what is allowed within the system that is not supportive of the human, of which a minimum wage is not, then what is a consequence of that lack, is the responsibility of every single human being participating in the web, which is all of us, because we are on an earth where no matter what is put into the water, on any part, comes to effect all of us. As such, any dis-ease can probably be traced to a conglomerate of causes, so if there is even the minutest indication that something does harm, it cannot be allowed. Also the consequence of an accumulation of ill-effects hidden in the words “ no significant difference” must be realized  as, yes, there is a difference, thus this small difference can accumulate with all effects and create problems over time. 
We can see the problems growing. I mean, even within my local environment, in the last two years as far as I can see, and it is a small group, there has been at lease one suicide a year, last year there were two, and a death of a child from cancer. In a town of about 3000 people, this is of concern, especially when the numbers of residents within towns grow, are the numbers somewhat the same? And do we not notice because we are removed as we are busy in our lives? Do we not look unless it effects us directly? And/or do we live in end game short bites of information, where we end our involvement as our attention, when we say things like, “ she is concerned about this because it directly effected her”? And then the subject changes in the conversation, as though we honor statement making instead of follow through to solution.
 So, there is avoiding follow through to hide practices accepted, and there is social conversational non-follow through because we accept short bits of information and do not even realize that we rush to closure, which is itself a dis-ease with the environment because perceptually we move into the next story, to rush into the tension, the high and the resolution, which means we within and as ourselves have no real stability, here. We remain in a constant state of highs and lows. Reminds me of the weather in America at the moment, where the temperatures are moving from a few degrees above freezing, and then plunging into very frigid temperatures, as though the environment mimics our accepted and allowed short attention span, small information bits to move through a dopamine high of tension release, as an inner energy fix. This addiction to this is causing a dis-ease, because it is not paying attention to the consequences of our actions in total.
And we wonder why our children cannot read and write by the time they leave the education system. And we wonder why  children are labeled and not dealt with in the schools. How can teachers that are products of this system be able to deal with the consequential frustrations that are composition of lack in perception when they themselves are the product of this as well? And as such limited in space/time as the format of the school where the children then go home to parents who do not have enough to have a peace of mind , a mind also used to short bits of information, to monitor and direct that child? And even here, our educated, have not solved this problem. Which means they are not realizing the whole. Had they, then they would see the structure of the form of our society as a collective and stood for a change, instead such is marginalized by the few, and these few probably looked outside the box, went beyond the short sound bites of information that had no extended shelf life ( or one could say that extended shelf life has not value, meaning it is dead and what is missing is what cycles the life within)  as what extends in a physical planet is a cyclical process as the physical that must be maintained and cared for without any harm in order for the lack of disease to exist, which means that the physical is what is real. The physical is the real story and not that short information, as an equation in our minds based on a limited awareness of physical reality, choosing idea over common sense - this meaning to include what we cannot exist without.


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Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Day 442 - A CONGRESS of limited parts, misunderstanding life.


So, we spend our growing years in classrooms and in front of Television sets and in front of parents introduced to the physical world in the same way, parents that are taught to see the parts of the physical made huge. And yes, there are those who specialize and come to know some of the mechanics of here,  and/or this varies by degree. And how here works is often taught through a spread out theory, through theory, without practical application.  It is believed that one must have some “ theory” some scaffolding, some built background as a map - which is exactly what it is- as a picture, as mind before any real practical application. 

All of this admits that each human being creates a picture, a map, an outline, a structure as image, as “ internal form”/map within. Which means humans are capable of inner structure. Which means the inner can be structured, which means that any human that lacks any inner discipline does not have a solid, “ full,” complete, stable etc. etc. inner structure. Which begs the question as to why and/or what would allow such a movement, such a development, especially since there are patterns to the behaviors of lack in our world. Obviously, there are patterns to development, thus the form, the social form is the mechanism for what is accepted and allowed, for what is created.

On the side, it is also to note that the financial structure is what allows flow of needs. And, the substances that support the physical body in the very  deliberate division of them suggests an ability to understand thus what exists is a deliberate misunderstanding, a lacl of any real respect for physical existence. I mean, we all know at this point that our food is composed of , generally, about  five ingredients pressed into different shapes, with vegetable oils that are not meant for the tropical environment of the human physical body, this physical entity on this physical earth that moves as a mechanism that requires lipids, and proteins, and enzymes, and minerals and vitamins, etc. etc. etc. in order to be a proper functioning machine, as the physical is mechanistic, which a creation as a form would be, parts of substance taking on a form in order to become a “ shape” /form to build to become and express what works as a shape that is able to move, to be, which naturally -  would be visible and thus able to be understood. Unless, that image maker as the mind, was made more than the whole, and used to divide awareness from physical reality, because some had pictures in and as their mind, their para-sight, their before “REEL” sight/halo site, which is to say like a “ secondary sight” was not only made bigger than life, but also  a collection of partial truths, which is another way of saying “ lies by omission,” a program/words/structure that - and they would probably have “ more” structure taught in relation to others - that; lead to the belief that they were more, and, that the program was that they were more than another. And to realize that we are all doing this.  All of this in the face of reality, as reality, the physical, would not have a more than, as the physical, the form, the structure of the manifestation of the substance of life, would be to create expression of life, which would be a mechanism of parts working together, where no one part could possibly be more than another, because the point would be to enjoy simply being life, realizing that one part could not exist without the other, and life would create something that allowed understanding of all parts because this awareness would allow the parts of the “ machine” to realize how the whole came together. I mean this would be maintenance - the MAIN idea being that life was the value, expression as life would be the value.

So, that GPS system, that image maker, could that image maker be the “ idol” maker, this being the image maker/map maker, inner structure ( perhaps a separation in totality) lead to idolization that is really the human being idle with self as life here, lost in limited parts seeing only, lost in lies by omission? And this creating a hierarchy in and as this imposed limited through part seeing only inner structure? Our addictions are monopolistic, and this is separation from common sense! And perhaps did this start because each of us chose this “ lesser god” this partial map, this ideological picture self over what was real? And, as this, are we denying what we really are that is forgiving this ideological self, to ironically give up everything as this partial imaginary self to gain EVERYTHING as that of us that is of the very substance of life creating the form to be that which is same in all form which is the substance of life, this substance aware of itself in totality, where each of us is a unique part of this total?

Lets go back to what we are exposed to as we enter this system of partial understanding passed on for generations of men. How is the partial truth built into us? Would sitting in a class room memorizing partial stories create a partial inner structure, and if actual practical, direct movement with the actual real physical world  not be allowed/experienced/explained/lived what would become the directive of us in the absence of ever having any real practical understanding? Can this be considered a “ false god”? One that is confusing because it is not NOT false, but not true either. The answer being that it is really a separation from understanding, a misunderstanding because it is self not being equal to self as life. And, if this had been going on for so long that such a thing, such a state were so in separation that conceptual understanding of this is simply not present in one being able to speak up as this clearly, even though each of us to some degree realize that somehow we are not complete. The confusion, is self not being able “ to put a finger “ on this state of lack. 




We need only really look at the form that is being fed to us, as children sitting in classrooms memorizing limited knowledge and information without practical application. We need only really look at what foods are being sold to us. We need only really look at our accepted and allowed financial system. We need only really look at the systemic form of what is here, and at the same time look at what are  our beliefs, ideas, opinions are within, seemingly so real, but the effect of making the mental inner GPS bigger than, or unequal to, physical reality is because this aspect of ourselves has been all that is allowed, and as this, each must realize that because we are as entities builders of our inner structure, we cannot really blame another for what we have accepted and allowed, and also - and yet- realize that as children standing up against this is very difficult, so in the end being angry or spiteful is simply not how this is changed, the only thing to do is to forgive this, equalize ourselves back down to earth, and forgive this inner GPS that is touted as a heaven, when it is not, it is our separation.

The solution is to remove the economic stress, which means changing the form of the financial system to give the basic needs of ourselves as physical beings that have developed an inner system of separation, that is not to be rejected outright, simply placed back into the whole, to allow the removal of the game of survival that is based on ideas that one thing is more than another, and to allow change and flexibility within physical existence. I mean we have systems that have become elephants in the room, they are barbaric, and non supportive of the physical world. What is keeping them in place is the few who have been feeding off the dividends, siphing off profits, that are a crime against life based on a system as an idea built from a limited understanding based on a limited construct as an inner belief system- meaning an inner collection of ideas that are parts built of refulgent pictures as memory that burn the very substance of the physical in self maintenance as this “ lesser unequal self” is a limited parasitical awareness that like a “ spoiled child” wants it way, or drives itself forward as this is how it exists. It is like the projection can only exist if it is continually projected - just like a movie. This is not heaven, this is really the “so-called” fires of hell. lol And ironically, we name our addictions, our limited ideas that motivate us and also separate us from participating fully in life:, as power, as lust, as greed, as envy all a fear of an imagined loss or a respite from a fear of loss.

Our separation must be realized, looked at deconstructed and equalized with life here. This means that yes, the elephant in the room must be brought back down to size so the real elephants are no longer shot and destroyed for an idea that ivory tusks are more than simply enjoying being an expression of life as physical forms on a physical earth. If we truly want to live, want to become creators, we must equalize ourselves to physical existence because this is the whole story, the is the real form, this is creation, this is the gift of life, this is the formation of creation.

Come on people, lets get this world in order, the order of life. It can only work - as the opposite of what is touted, that as an idea of a superman- as all parts working collectively together. This is the joy, this is life, each standing together understanding the physical as life, direct, here, equalizing the WHOLE story as the physical. Nothing will be lost and all will be gained. If you feel that no one understands you it is because no one has been understood in equality and oneness in and as life here. You are not alone, we have all become “ alone” instead of all one within and as a separate reality as mind where the parts are simply this, a part of what is real and as being a part only, unstable, inconstant, changeable in understanding here creating an associative game of parts that have no connection to the whole as the physical, that which is real, has been made less than a lesser god as an inner construct that is only a picture show.

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Thursday, February 7, 2013

Day 278 Fear of speaking Imagination dimension

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that what is a set of limitations made huge can hurt me, unless I accept and allow them to be what is real
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the fantasy of this world, as values distorted are what is believed to be real.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that it is the distortion of values, that then limit and warp reality, and are the cause of my separation from the physical, where i no longer can sense the physical world as I have allowed myself to run after limited values, that will never satisfy as they are in separation from what is real from what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have created an alternate warped reality where i lose common sense of this physical world and thus myself as life as what is the substance of this physical world, to allow myself to be and become the monoculture of the cult of inequality, where values are divided into more than and less than, and what is simply being equal and one to and as this physical world, as this is life, has lead to the existence of abuse on earth, as the physical is believed to be only a resource to burn up, as the real world promoted is a world of imagination, thus is the world in reverse, what is believed to be real, is fantasy and what is real is made secondary, the perfect promotion of illusion allowing control by a few, which is simply a reflection of each of us as we fear standing up equal and one to and as the physical, to really live.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I have been hurt, which is just myself wanting what was taught and fearing to give up an addiction to a distortion which is myself in separation from what is real
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that in fearing to speak, what I am in essence saying is that I fear exposing my own separations.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that I have been speaking the language of inequality, relating my words to beliefs, opinions and ideas of what is more, and thereby lost all common sense of what is real as this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all this means is to align myself in common sense to what works within and as this actual physical world within and as the principle of what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I exist within loss when an object of my desire is removed from my physical existence, as I have allowed this to define me, within my accepted and allowed separation from what is real this physical world and the very substance that is the source of this gift of life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my personifications of character are myself unstable, as in being within a dis-ease of equality and oneness to and as the physical world.

I commit myself to slowing myself down, to learning to read this actual physical world, within and as what in common sense is best for all, as the organism of this world cannot function as life until all existent here are equal and one to and as the physical, where the accepted cult of abuse as inequality is realigned to what is absolutely supportive of this actual physical world.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, to within common sense stand within and as equal consideration of what is physically here, as this is me equal and one as life.
I commit myself to speaking up in common sense that there is not life until what is the real value, which is life, which includes this actual physical world is supported absolutely, realizing that a system of inequality is a distortion of limited values into ideas, beliefs and opinions of one thing being greater than another, where just as the human physicalbody is a reflection of this earth, in that unless all cells are functioning optimally the consequence is disease creating behaviors in separation from self as life, and thus creating a world where the cells, as the human, are out of alignment with equality and oneness to and as what is real which is the physical world, thus will the entire organism as earth eventually crumble in disease, which is what is happening on earth, as what is real has been ignored for a fantasy, as ideas in self interest of what is more than in separation from the value being life, self being self responsible as life, here.
I commit myself to, when and as I feel I cannot speak, to slow myself down, to breath, to bring myself here, equal and one, touching this actual physical world and practicing registering what is physically real, here within and as directing myself as the principle of what is best for all, as this is the only choice, as the choices within and as the present system of the culture of inequality follows the illusion of the fantasy of the mind, an imagination of distorted and limited values in separation from common sense.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to when and as I realize I have allowed a habit of label, as comparison, I am existing within competition fearing the loss of the illusion past experiences that I accept a definition of what I am based on a cult of inequality where the relationship to experiences, imaginings, knowledge and information, education, are given meaning, as a past event, thereby creating addictions to such banners of self definition, and needing a sympathetic environment of like separation to fan the fires of the illusion of the separation into and as being what is supposedly real, when what is real is the actual physical world as the expression of the substance of life, and not what I have allowed as energy, as a division from substance/sound into and as fantasy as limited values only that I believe sustain what I am here, that are not sustaining in reality, so obvious within and as the existence of abuse, crime, and war on earth, all movements of men that are not in fact sustaining and only serve limited values.
                                                       Desteni Lite

Friday, November 9, 2012

Day 199 The ghost in the machine

I notice a character come up yesterday, making huge and being ghost like, an energetic expression of this failure belief, stuck in thoughts that there is no chance to “get through” to another, where I get stuck in this and go into bitterness and self blame, neither of which have anything to do with looking at what is here, realizing what is here, seeing the whole of what is here, as I stop within this emotion, as though emotion is a plug, a stop, a judgement, fixed, non moving, This seems to be a dominant issue with me. Even within the last days I realized that in baby pictures of myself I did not smile, and this was a comment often made about me in contrast to my twin sister, who was all smile in every baby picture.
A friend stopped by and was emotional about a change coming in their life. I realized they had built where they are in “doing the right thing “ in relation to their family situation. In relations with family.
We are all stuck within relations to family. This present system of inequality takes us into situations where we remain locked within family, to care for them, to needmoney for this, and then we remain so stuck in this and making a change where we realize our relationship obligations, built to ensure survival as being a support group. Again, it is not that this is good or bad, it is the forced use of this to define who we are. Think of a eulogy at a funeral; “ he was a good father, who went out and worked hard in his life to support his family, he was kind and gentle, always willing to listen. He loved gardening later in life, and grew many vegetables” or something life this. A funeral speech is about the past and what the person did, all wrapped up in a pretty picture. We hold memories more dear than life, and most of the time when we talk about this world and what is going on in our lives, it is a complaint about the system, as what “so and so did” or what is happening within the movement or non movement as this present system. Yet, when we talk about memories - or old times it is really the same. Only complaining about what exists and escaping into another “good” time. Nostalgia as entertainment. If we are running around complaining and alternately being nostalgic, the negative and the positive, all being of self in distance to what is actually here, really stopping and looking at the form of the structure of the present system and the consequences there of. I mean why are we being, and or needing, nostalgia? And why are we distancing ourselves from not looking at the totality of the present monetary system when we have even one complaint? This is why the parts are not Bad or good as themselves, being a good father is not bad, it is being this without realizing the totality of this system, it is making the fears of survival huge, it is making fear huge and hiding it behind limited personifications. Just look at the limited characters in movies and media expressing sex and power play, but no real expression, as varied as what exists within a handful of soil. One could say it is the lack of variation that is becoming the death of life.
Both things are based on a fear of a loss of self, one monetarily and the other for an idea of a “better time” or an e-motion - as a feeling of some kind of meaning as idea that in contrast to the more negative emotion seems like a relief - and it is really just a memory, like we are placated by a ghost of the past, and that ghost of the past as memory, is based on an idea of something “good”in relation to what is here that is frustrating. Like a movie within a movie within a movie, where each consecutive movie/story is watered down to a more limited picture; this being a propagated inner division of self as insight, and the layers of this consume until one dies looking like a dried up piece of dead skin. Which is in effect what happens to the human. And it is happening to the earth too.
This is why there can only be here, as here is what exists can be seen, the actual structure of this present monetary system, here is where self expresses self, interacts and deals with. Complaining is looking at a part only, the immediate one that is scared being here and able to take care of oneself as life, where the immediate person or “law” determines movement. This physical world is the real movie - so to speak- it is the gift of physical play. The mind is the separation, is the illusion and it has become so big, we believe it to be real.
Is the past going to change this system? The form of the present system is here, and it is not supporting life. Addiction to the past as memories as nostalgia is not going to see HERE. The morality of supporting family only is not going to see here.
So this character that game up, this ghost like presence as an emotion, based on past events of belief that some kind of failure existed, and if I look these failures are based on self interest, as an idea of wanting to win- even within being a savior - as in believing something was lost in translation, meaning communication, where I feel bitter that I was not understood, and if I look within this ghost and the story it cries it is lost in a little tiny “pixilated” judgement, which is why it is so thin and ghost like. It must be brought back to self to look at what is here and to see the total consequences of this system and realize that one can move, in and as a physical being here, direction as in looking at what is here can exist. Thus investigating this system and how it functions can exist. That drama on television will exite frustration and then get nostalgic in terms of a feel good seeming resolution, but it is only a ghost life movement of resolution and not an actual physical structure of resolution in totality. It is like candy for the mind, moving from the negative as emotion to the positive as feeling. All within a morality in separation from this actual physical world. Why would a system of inequality present anything on a television that would actually stop frustrations and abuse on this earth? Or even show what is happening? It would not.
The people carry the debt and the risk, the private sector gets the profits. Insanity. And war, a tool of conflict and friction creation is a supposed economic mover. Yes, in relation to allowing a private sector conquest and control resource, and placing the burden on the non owners as the people.
This ghost of mine is a storm in a teacup, and war on earth is the storm on this earth, this grabbing /raping of resource where self as life is not faced as what is real, and physically here, able to learn and understand this physical world, able to share what is here to support life. It really is such a “thin” thing to walk through and understand, it is only the fears made huge that seem real, but they are not.
So, with my ghost friend I must realize that it is the servant to this system of inequality that limits insight into and as life, as what I have accepted and allowed in fear of loss without any real development within understanding here in totality, where as a child what surrounded me was the same, and thus there was no place to go but into the storm. to take on the ghost of a morality in separation from realizing this physical world is real, that life is the value and that inequality with life as the value is built of ideas, opinions and beliefs in service to ignorance of life, these ideas being that one “cell” as one human can control this physical world, where in fact it is a collection of cells that built the structure of this physical world, and it is these cells that work in tandem that create this actual physical world. Thus there is no more than and less than, there is only here, where not one part rules, as all parts are simply an expression of themselves as life, as a form of life.
So my little “friend” as my ghost, as my demon, carrying self pitying emotions and placating feelings which are from the same starting point of separation must “grow up” into the tree of life as myself as the physical to be here , brought back to here, as self here, to realize life here. Breathing, in and as this physical body, to remain here.
This is my within separation from what is actually physically here, my own survival persona, and the present system of war as economic motivator is this without. There is no need for war, for destruction between the cells of this earth as the human, it is unnecessary and unacceptable, what is here is to support life, to allow life. This war driven economy is not based on what earth is as an eco system of life, sharing, working together, realizing all cells are equal in that they are life, and that in order for this earth to function all must work/be/express as what they are, and in being this, life will be supported. The answer, in all simplicity is right in front of us as what we are.
Forgiveness of this character of futility will follow.