Holding Something Within Myself Day 705

Holding something within myself

I have been doing math equations to improve my movement within solving math equations. At first it was really slow, and then it starts to speed up. I know this can happen because it happened when I was younger. The same thing happens with any new discipline. It is known as critical mass, or momentum, or mastering something, getting comfortable with a form, and being able to manifest a blue print based on the structure within one’s self.

At times it is hard for me to make the attention shift. Yet this is a key. I ask myself why I cannot make the shift. Usually, there is something running in my mind. And, yet, the concentration on the number problem, allows me to see that this is happening because I can’t concentrate. I have had the same thing happen when I had to practice, which I did for years. Depending on how I concentrated, a piece was learned quickly or slowly. And if learned slowly, that was how the piece was played the next time I looked at it.  How we do what we do when we do it, is remembered, or imprinted, unless we begin to realize how this all works. Yet, an imperfect practice causes delays because even if I am aware of this, I still have to sort out and focus. The focus is not clear, in other words.

I find, that if I try too hard to concentrate on the numbers, it gets more difficult. If I move with more ease, it is not.  I also find that I can go backwards and forwards within the numbers being laid out, so it is not so necessary to memorize each step, it is more to move through the whole picture of the steps, and see the steps and the answer as one, and then let it go. This is the same as listening to another person.  The moment I rush in self interest, I miss some of what is being said and I cannot recall the person’s words. To note, it is interesting because a false unclear logic is redundant, meaning filled with repetition, and hence, not that hard to follow. This is because what lingered that is not clear, hangs around, just as in those times I practiced without being focused or without first grounding myself into a direct focus on what I was doing. At the moment, I have this saying, ‘ do the math’ . It is the same as when my practicing was not effective, because I was not doing the math, I was within myself polarized into a cloud, or fog of something I was thinking about that had become an entity that I had not cleared up. Every time I played the piece I practiced that I had carried a spinning issue into in the back of my mind ( or the front!) that ‘ issue’ would jump right back into my presence. It has the characteristic of busy-ness, whereas a real focus has a quality of ease.  lol. water is fluid after all. That quality of our sensibility is fluid after all.

Immediately, I have a sense that explaining this is too difficult, yet this in itself is an illusion. It really is in our face, right there, in front of us. So, how can that be difficult? And it can be transposed into many many scenarios within decoding the behaviors of this same mis-understanding in relation to behaviors. lol, yet this is being able to do the math, being able to begin to see the unresolved and its lag and effect on being able to hold a focus that has the quality of moving with greater ease and standing here physically no longer fearing to understand before taking action, and realizing that a perfect practice lends an ease of movement and the ability to expand one’s awareness, to the point where one becomes a master of one’s self. Will I get to the point where I no longer have the lingering past experiences of fear because I did not take the time to understand how this works, and had to rediscover it through the life time I have had on this earth?  The distraction, dis-traction of television , as what is aired, beginning with religion will and must become realized as a great crime against life. 

Our ability to understand and connect is so fucking great, it is astounding that we choose less than this. Being sad about not using this nature of life, which is the gift, does nothing. This is the point of self forgiveness, to let go of what was accepted as an imperfect practice and to become a master of one’s self as life. There are also tools to quantify this process of taking back self, as life.  A tool that can be the practice of living the difference between being caught in an imperfect practice and the movement of the self outside of that fog one carries around and that interrupts one’s focus towards what is real, as this creation in manifestation as the physical. Life is right here, right in front of us. 

The sad fog of the mind.  The Sequence Attention Dis-order of Fear, Obligation and Guilt. A disorder that has forgotten the real symbols are the physical information.

It is all a math and it has no mumbo jumbo. 

Day 432 Self Forgiveness on highlighting systemic particulars as mind.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear power, to fear standing up to the power that is of no real power as ego.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become righteous.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to win, to believe that there is something to win.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I will be knocked out as a threat to the existent structures wanting to survive despite strong evidence that what is practiced is no longer the cutting edge, is not what is best for all

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand in desiring to win I am in separation from here

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the future

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear not being able to exist

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to suppress my common sense, myself as life as sound, being equal and one to here, to idle myself in line with limited formations as what a hierarchy is and does, as by its very form and design separates and sequesters, into limited means despite the ability of the human to work in tandem with earth.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not be equal and one to here, as the physical

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I will lose something if I do not adhere to the form of separation from practical common sense of the physical world as the needs of each physical form that is designed to work with here, direct, absolutely, where ideas as limited parts become fantasy, separate myself from here, where in the shadows lurk what is rejected as BElie-ved to serve no purpose,and yet, remain and haunt where it is simply life neglected causing imbalance continually projected without as blame and spite of life onto objects other than myself, causing the chase for an impossible dream, that is self looking for self, when self is right here, only held within an illusion of division as mind, as judgement of good and bad.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I cannot communicate here

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing the separation, as the negative and positive justifications that are here,

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have an idea of security, an image as a belief of what security is on earth, where i believe that security is a home and a man, when this is a limited picture, that does not even include myself, thus I am within and as my own picture not present,

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I have not even placed myself within my own fantasy idea, that is particular to aspects of reality, in the whole, and even within the ideas as the figures imagined, thus I have not even included my self in my own built up desire for security, a desire built of values taught, that are of a “ one size fits all” scenario, which is not good or bad, it is the limited particulars made huge, highlighted as what is brought forward as the picture, where the totality of the physical environment is some fuzzy grey area in the background, thus no respect has been given to the totality of existence that is how here can exist, in all common sense, so simple and yet the complications of the pictures as the mind of highlighted values, needing constant highlighting to exist as a picture, limit directive ability and also consume the flesh to maintain the idol, an idol of limitation, and thus the physical, actual, real world, is the gift of life, to live and be what functions as life, as a guide to be and become equal and one to what functions as a total support for expression as the physical, thus the physical is the gift of life, is the point of expression.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how so much of what is taught, is thus limited, to separate the inner of men from the outer that is the real existence of being equal and one to life in expression, the guideline so to speak the physical, the without to guide the self expression of self as life, within what works, what allows self discovery as life, all working together in tandem to realize life expression, thus fantasy, as religion, as fairy tale, of particular highlighted aspects of reality, brought forward and turned into a kind of bling to suggest the look to be and become to have the suggested image of security, which is a separation from reality, and an intrinsic fear of self direction, as an idea is chased as a means to an end, where even the idea of an end is a separation from being equal and one to and as the substance of life, that is eternal, as though the moment of expression as every breath, is the moment of creation, and that this is the joy, this is self in expression to and as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see within this, that the bombardment of fantasy and religion as a god of separation in another existence commodifies men to  seek particulars that suit a touted idea of what leads to security, even teaching that being here, in common sense, is a lesser existence, the opposite of what is real, and yet, creating an idea, a fantasy, of a more than, using the highlighting of particulars of physical existence and placing all kinds of decorative support such as music ad other detailed and developed items suggesting such is the promise for the disciple. when all that adds the bling to the fantasy was woven/played/worked/sown by the hands of men as physical beings, and thus is a fantasy created and followed, where the follower, pays in labor and money, giving the self as life, in abdication of self being aware of what self is actually doing as a physical being, and that this being is the value, and the imagery is simply a particular of physical reality highlighted, brought forth and touted as a more than, and so men allow themselves to worship a lesser god, imposed on physical reality allowing that physical body to give the life of itself to serve an illusion and never stand equal and one to and as self as life, never using the very natural ability of self as life, to see here, be equal and one to and as the physical here, to sense, to learn , to communicate with life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that within a profit based system, particular practices become entrenched as those who have dividend from such practices do not want to let go of their welfare payments, as their money is this earth resource and expression as labor placed onto a piece of paper, that has been allowed to take on the value of life, and thus any common sense of reality that improves the form and functioning of physical reality cannot be allowed, as it would disrupt the dividend flow construct existent, thus a Living Income Guarantee must be put in place, as this allowed flexibility and flow within physical reality, and will allow what is efficient and best for all, and to realize here that a change into such a system will unleash suppressed behaviors, but that such is going to be much less than transnational corporations hiring soldiers from other impoverished continents wanting to feed and care for their families and thus will go anywhere and do anything to take care of their bubble existence as this is what is taught, and thus, dealing with the inevitable discord within changing a system will be much easier than continuing to allow survival behaviors that are simply the maintenance of a system in separation from physical reality, as this is a few profiting from a freely giving earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in highlighting particulars, as aspects of physical reality,, a good and a bad are created, and thus a state of comparison and judgement, thoughts that order characteristics as what is pretty and what is ugly, a judgement in separation from looking in common sense as form and function, and within this creating inwardly images to follow that are of limited insight, and thus the within becomes separate from the without.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that these limited particulars highlighted, like a television commercial where the detail of the commercial as it is being made need only have so much detail a trick in the business because it is known that the eye as the mind will only see certain particular aspects as symbols, and thus will only relate to the image of particulars within as this has been built up the first seven years through what the parents highlight as values of more than and the media of developing commodities will highlight as values of more than, and so self as the mind as the halo spinning around and around, of pictures will build a limited idea of reality, where the limited highlighted particulars, with music as drama,  are taken in again and again and again until an emotional feeling body if constructed which is called the “ gut feeling’ and thus the character, the actor as the human, programmed, will become the chaser of the personification of self as a commodity serving a jealous and lesser god who is in essence the receiver of the dividend and thus as the land is grabbed for resource ownership and practice that is not what is best but what is entrenched, those in the way, the children, the animals the plants, the microorganisms will starve, will diminish,  as the outcome for all on earth is the loss of the physical world functioning symbiotically within and as what is the real support as life, where what exists now as monocultures cannot and will not sustain this earth, as life would an expression of endless variation be.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how singular perspective of particulars only building as bringing some values forward and pushing others away is a movement of self in separation from physical reality, is judgement is not looking at self as the substance of life, is self in separation from what is real and eternal as no time, as creation from nothing to something, to form and function, which is being here, in every moment and not as idea, as past present and future measure in building an ideological story of what process will suit the taught picture of particulars being highlighted causing a shadow of undisclosed supposed “ badness” that is really just what is ignored to create the highlight this which cannot “ go away as this is life and the death of this shadow, the gloom and doom presence as what is denied,  does not suit the projection of the character as the personification of limited values, as touting good and suppressing badness, all in totality self sold to the commerce of profit, a system that is in separation from life, that is the manifestation of what each human has been within as each entity as each human has not accepted self as life, and thus has not accepted life, and this worship of limited values has allowed a vacuum of energy that is the polarization of what is highlighted as good and what is suppressed as bad, as the presentation of self, a state of division from life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that to be equal to life, there is not good or bad, there is only common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as children the environment in which we are raised we imprint  and thus we become just as our parents, having the particulars highlighted as what will ensure survival in a system that denies life, and thus we allow ourselves to deny ourselves as life, and others that have no opportunity, and thus we slowly destroy the earth as we burn the resources of earth without regard for life, in self interest, the inner rest of our limited perspective inferior to being equal and one to and as the very substance of life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as a child, so small, in order to survive, I followed the logic of the mind in separation and imbedded within and as me as this is what was the surround sound as the environment in which I was born,  and became the care of this, to keep the fear of loss a bay as the behaviors of separation is a constant state of a fear of loss as this is a state of being that is not equal and one to and as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that myself as a character is a personification of what values I have accepted as particulars highlighted as positives that will ensure my survival as an idea of myself as what i make an idol as me, and thus as I highlight a particular value I push/suppress/bury/hide physically through physical constriction within and as my human physical body, thus as I tout the same limited values again and again, and focus on limited particulars as aspects of physical existence, what I tout accumulates and what i suppress accumulates, as the shadows of what consequence the ignorance of  physical existence in totality builds up causing a sense of burden as life is not faced in totality,  causing stiffness and disease in and as the physical, as self is not equal and one with and as what is real, which is the physical world, as self exists in and as a mind of limited particulars that ignore all dimension of life as the physical that which the natural ability of self as life can become equal and one to and as.

Come Back to Earth. It is what is REAL.

Day 252 Imagination dimension: Self abdication character

Day 252 Imagination dimension Self Abdication
I had a dream last night about a house. It was a house I had bought that was filled with drawers and drawers of “stuff”, and a garden outside. The people in my town had come and started to work on the house voluntarily. It was all moving in a haphazard way. This house, with the garden was surrounded by sky scrapers - all the windows looked out onto the garden, a small house in the middle of all these structures. The garden at the back of the house was the only green.
A curiosity existed towards all the stuff in the drawers, memorabilia - some might call this clutter. Having taken care of a house, I felt - in the dream- that all this stuff was overwhelming and I wondered around aimlessly, watching the whole scene, and also curious about all this stuff.
Being a widow and having suddenly lost what I was within the society I lived, I came to live in this small town. Myself in a fog - fear - obligation and guilt. Grief.
My dream in many ways is myself, as my world is filled with stuff, as belief, opinion and ideas, as memorabilia, as an imagination of behavior within assigned roles that delineate and distribute a focus of care within the structure of present society. Even when the role assigned as what the focus of one’s care should be, somehow does not allow the full expression of the person assigned the role, things must be suppressed and ignored or the eye of the spy, as the dictate of the drama will become a mess. Ironically, given the accumulation of “stuff/memorabilia/idols-of-the-past “ collected in the drawers, it seems the props became overwhelming and consumed the space.
I suppose, having lost everything, myself as wondering within what is here, brought on an objectivity, and in my ‘spacyness,” my fog of grief, I had a moment to stand back and see the drama around me, and how limited it was in fact. In one way, my guilt had been so great I remained obsessed with it, and others simply expressed their pity and moved on, whereas I remained, and somehow I started noticing that something was amiss within this world, especially since i was told “ I could never know” and I cannot accept this, it does not make any sense to me. And why do others get so irritated when I act against this belief and yet have no answers to give? I just simply cannot accept this. Things must be known, or how do we ever learn. And we have a belief in learning, or we would not have schools, so right there, there is a contradiction that makes no sense. And even here, the problems within health, especially, continue, and all that has been said for a long time is “ progress is being made” yet I don’ see this in my world. This statement is just this, a statement presented on a piece of paper.
The resources of this earth, are here to be life, and support life. It is man who takes this and creates a value from this. In this dream, the resource as support has been made into objects to hold the past and collect it, as though the actions of the past can be owned. And in this process, the action made idol becomes more than the moment lived. Thus the past accumulates, just as the objects holding the past, ( or in some cases objects of art and technology, are collected to admire the industry/creation of men - which is admiring the outcome and not the whole process , as the creation process) and every time the object is handled the memory comes up, which would separate from being here, equal to here, actually choosing to be the value of simply being, as what the object is a memory of, where it is the being of self as life that is the real value - the rest is supporting the being of self, what has happened is the being of self looked at within a glass bubble of what self was in the past - and this is not being, or a knotted/not beingness, a separate beingness, self NOT being only looking at being.
Imagine this accumulating?!
Is this what created the role play? Did the memory holding come before the role play? Is role play participation within the memory? Did one beget the other? Is this hierarchy on earth the imposition of a memorabilia, grown so big there is little earth left to see? Because the object created, even within the organization within understanding creation, come to believing the object was creator than the substance that offered the opportunity to create? And within focusing on the object, as a value given, the action creating the value, is also turned into a value, and mean while what is ignored is the value as simply being, here. Then, within this, being here, would mean realizing this being as the value, and what was equal in all that was here. Creation would remain,but shared equally, this being the value, no more objectifying and possessing, no more need to clutter and hold memories of past actions and values.
And have not these memories now become a means of survival, meaning signifiers of actions lived as having a value to be placed on a higher shelf within the collection that is in itself a collection of values on display, where we walk through and ogle these values, so separate have we become from the real value simply being life? And would not appear as, as it so obviously is, a matrix of our own construction? The care of which enslaves many expression as life, into and as what serves this?
This is surreal. And there are people who have painted this, because this is what people on this earth have become, zombies of the past, zoomers by of life as the being of self in a past as experiences within label as object are a knowledge and information as self definition instead of the value being self as life, here. Like a construct being a value instead of the substance of the construct. Where, the things constructed are not good or bad, but the ignorance of the substance and the interaction and being as this has become secondary to the object. So, this then has created a system that holds all this in place, and in the process, the most aggressive have cloistered their objects and made others the protectors of this collection, and have also taken the value of the resource and placed a network of laws that funnel this resource unequally in self interested survival. Even these limited values can be taught/promoted/blasted through media, to display one and only one program, with seemingly different embellishments, the degrees - slight- of difference made huge. Thus, do we exist within limited expressions, ignorant of what we are as life, equal and one in all existent on earth.
So, when I have an image, a thought, an emotion, feelings, idea, belief, opinion, past experience come up within me, it is myself resonant with what was taught, as what was presented by this present systems cluttered with objects directing myself as life within a world that perpetuates this to the point where there is little green left on earth, and many starving and suffering, and the resource of earth diminishing as it is not being used as the value that it is, which is life, and thus what supports life, where no life is greater or less than another, as the substance is equal in all, and this substance is the real value. Obviously, the expressions as the forms accepted on this earth, are not allowing life to exist, are not developing life on this planet within full potential in expression as life. Had this been what existed there would not be dis-ease, illness, pollution, reckless treatment and thusabuse of animals and soils and flesh, air and water.
The muse of equality must speak, again and again and again, until this is heard and realized on this earth, and the more becoming this the louder the sound and the more it is heard until this earth becomes life, in full expression, here. The creation must align equally with the substance of life, which would be visible as all earth existing in full expression as life, and thus the measure is the end of pollution, dis-ease, starvation, abuse, neglect, ignorance.

Thus, I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to stand back and to see, realize and understand the values I have accepted and allowed to support me as a belief , opinion and idea as knowledge and information of un-investigated significance and understanding to become what i define myself as, as I give something a face value of which I have no understanding within consequence on the physical world, as I have separated myself into a value separate from an awareness of myself as life, equal and one with all existence.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist within my imagination, where I follow ideas as to how I should look, how I should respond, what cares I need attend to, without looking at what is here as life, being aware of what exists on this planet and how what I do and exist as, as what I dress myself as , affects the physical world within realizing what is supportive and what is not necessary within myself directing myself here as life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become personifications to direct myself here, to abdicate the ability of myself to look at what is here on this earth and to apply common sense within what is practiced, to realize that which is good and that which does not support life, and thus wastes the resources of this earth in ways that abuse this earth and the creatures that exist on this earth, of which I have no real understanding as I have only followed what was taught, what was promoted/presented instead ofquestioning within common sense and standing up in support of life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the patterns of behavior on earth as indicating that something was not in fact supporting life on this planet and that the present structure as the present system of inequality, was in fact not functioning in a way that supported all life, where instead of blaming the object only, what was also the cause was the existent system that has not utilized the resources of this earth to support life, had this been done than this world would be a different place.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the being of myself in and as fear, is myself not wanting to change what I have accepted and allowed as an expression of myself here, even when I notice that I have mood swings from happiness, into sadness, from feeling tired, into being over exuberant, and thus has there been little consistency within and as myself being directive here, where many lack consistency as their health is not supported, which is evident within the amount of disease on earth through lack of sustenance as the resources are grabbed in the self interest of a few, or what is produced with these resources has not real value and thus does not sustain, or what is produced is filled with pollution upsetting the functioning of the physical causing behaviors and illnesses that then require care and time spent on a life no longer able to express itself as life, as the physical is cluttered with the consequences of the mis-use, the ignorant use and abuse of the gift of life given as the substance of the physical world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see the patterns in and as my mind, as memories being a alternate reality, where it is not that some of the values as the memories are bad or good, it is that the design in and as this is in separation from what is actually physically here, where, if life were lived on this planet as self in self expression there would be no need for memories, as memories stand now the human has not developed an ability to sense all life, thus the what is sensed in and as memory is limited as it is a picture based on values presented within a system of inequality , meaning an object being made greater than life, which is an act of separation from what is real here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hold onto the values as the actions of care within which I define myself within the role I accepted and allowed , where the cares are not good or bad, but allowing this to be made huge without awareness of the totality of what exists on this earth and the substance of myself as life, limits my perception and is not in itself, as only being this singular care, does not address how and why such a care is needed, or believed to be needed, or existent, as the autonomous expression of what the care is directed to and towards obviously lacks an existential ability to direct itself as life, here, as what is identified with is limited.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this, the present structure on earth is not supporting life, and therefor must change, where the process of changing this structure on earth will create a change on earth to allow those who are presently able to stand an be life, in self support, and for those that need support because of the consequences of what has existed in separation from life, to be supported until this earth is aligned within and as equality and oneness in and as life, here.

I commit myself to realize the patterns of behavior as values in support of a limited design of survival, passed down and resonant within and as a mind of pictures and knowledge and information separate from reading the actual real physical world in detail, where no detail is left out, or manipulated to serve in self interest, where the ability of self as life, is developed to be in common sense of this actual physical world, that is obviously of a greater technology than anything man has created in his separation from the physical, to align myself with the construct of the mind consciousness system and to realize that this cannot direct me unless I accept and allow this, which is done through self forgiveness,writing and corrective application, to then make this house of memories and values placed onto objects, smaller within and as what i am in awareness, to then align myself to be directed within what is best for all in thought word and deed, to create a life on earth where what is here is life in expression and not life in destruction as a shout of spite and blame, in fear of one object being of more value than another, where a game of competition through comparison is the voice of the ego, as energy, as this lacks substantive awareness of life in common sense, as it is the behavior of the human in self interest.
I commit myself to standing one and equal with and as the construct of my mind as the pictures and memories from my past of the values taught through family, education, media, to forgive myself of these directives, and to take what was good and align myself to what is best for all in humility as any reaction of anger, emotion, and feeling is myself moving within limitation, as when the emotion or feelings comes up, I must see realize and understand that the thoughts collected and compounded into this soul construct creating a personification of my separation, and within this I correct this into and as what is best for all, within and without, as i walk through my self forgiveness and corrective application, within the practice of self forgiveness being lived in application, here with and as every breath, until I am equal within and as the mind/physical as myself as life, here.
I commit myself to cleaning up the house of the mind, a museum of beliefs, opinions and ideas, placed on display as a record of my past, as collected values taught within and as style, behavior, experiences given meaning as being a more than, knowledge learned that when looked at is filled with holes as limitations as not all details were understood within the teaching and or gathering of such supposed knowledge - which was the consequence of a system of self interest within survival within this whole structure of separation from life, meaning that self feared moving self as life, and chose to make the creation bigger than the substance that enabled the creation, and thus within all this, I breath, and I stop and I see, realize and understand what i have accepted and allowed as mind and I bring myself back to earth within and as each breath, where moments of shame and “falling” are not to be judged but to be used to understand where i have separated myself from life here, thus there is not time for blame, or anger, there is only here, equal and one with and as life, here within the principle of what is best for all.
I commit myself to realizing that my “house” as mind, is , as in my dream, much bigger than the exterior garden, and that within this, and with the tools of self forgiveness, writing and corrective application and the principle of oneness and equality, I can walk with breath and take the constructs of singular values and realize how I am directing myself as this, and deconstruct this “house” until I stand equal and one, with and as life , as earth here, where at this period in what has been accepted and allowed , will take some time, as the physical house is needed, and the garden is needed, yet it is to ensure that all life on this earth is cared for, as this is the value as what has been created must be taken care of until all are equal and one to and as life here, as plant, animal, soils, organisms, water, and air.

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