Day 549 The journey to life is to rule equal to the measure of the physical.

I had a conversation with someone where they talked about a friend who had put together some entertainment to raise money for breast cancer.

So what is good here and what can be changed into understanding what we as humans are doing and the sense of it practically?

Organizing a show, this is cool.

Performing is cool too.

Singing songs about the tragedy of breast cancer? Why are we not in joy, singing songs about life lived to the fullest? Why are we not playing with sounds in ways that teach about sound, meaning using sound to do more than wallow in tragedy or become excited by an idea of a “ perfect relationship,” or righteous about wrongs  becoming blame instead of solution ?

Why do we allow a congress of men and state governors, who are allowing ordinances that prohibit feeding homelessness, suddenly, in an economy that uses half its revenues for war. ( and here I wonder if the 'drug war' and the 'war against cancer' is included in the 

“ war budget.” as the liability placed into taxes as subsidies?) 

We all know, if we investigate, that the revenue from charity and from taxes is supporting a war, a war using emotions and feelings, the good and the bad, judgement, a limited story recited as just division of how earth’s freely given resources are formed and moved, utilized and distributed in form and function. As it is the physical that is what is real and nothing else, so the real story cannot be hidden.

 

We also know how to produce food that is sustaining, both within and without. 

We understand that children that have a very large vocabulary tend to to well in school. And we know that a lack of opportunity creates a person who lacks skills, and the fear that is insecurity structurally within, builds a person who has no self directive capacity, so even here, if we allow a lack of access to our children having a solid foundation built of simple common sense of how the physical works, and how the physical works is understood because of the amount of innovation going on, then why do we not see, realize and understand that territorial resource controls, and wars on health, and wars to move drugs around, have nothing to do with supporting life?  That these wars are control mechanisms for few to maintain an idea of needing to control the systemic form of flow of resources as an order on earth that is the reverse of life? 

War and disease are big business, created from economic strife, which means creating a survival game on earth. At this point in time, there is so much understanding and innovation being done, even by 14 year olds, that we understand how to use energy that does no, or very little, harm to the environment.

The word, to govern stems from Latin word, gubenare, which means to steer, to rule. To “ rule” means to measure. So, someone who steers really is measuring the world around them. We have inverted this, and forced a measure based on self interest, and abdicate our natural ability to measure to a limited measure as in internal abstract of reality, called mind, that is what is steering the use of resources, freely given, as the physical means of life information/expression. And we believe that measure,  based on the mental picture that is flat, lacking dimension is a real life, a real measure. If we steer from this limited measure we become in conflict of the physical, because we are not considering all dimension of the physical - this that is composed of a building blocks of atoms that function in knowable practical ways - did we not then how have we allowed drugs to be touted by a written law to be the means of a cure? So, on the one hand we pass a law saying “ we know” and on the other hand within consequence of such supposed knowing, we continue to have cancer- for example? We cannot say we know how atoms work with how electrons transfer, and use this is create drugs that we force onto people, and then say we don’t know at the same time! This is essentially saying I know when it is my monetary/control interest, but then personally saying “ I don’t know.”  So, we have created and allowed a bring forward knowing for the corp, but when questioned we become personal entities that don’t know! That is snake like, forked tongue behavior, that is demonic, that is what it means to be demonic, to be a measure that shift's responsibility in ways to not have to answer in common sense!  And then if someone points this allowed self measure of limitation out, a response is “ I don’t like people “ like”/ ( that have a measure of and as) you!  Hissssssssssssss. And then the inner quantum mind begins to shake as its FALL - I -SEE does not want to admit its limited measure!

We can have no real power of creation, is we allow ourselves to own a memory that has no real measure of that which holds the memory, which is a para-sight as mind only, without cross reference of the principle means of life, which is the physical. If we allow a governing system that rules/measures by self interest as a system of usury that moves through the debt of interest that only exists by taking principle, then we allow a ruler/measuring device as a man, or a small measure of men, to steer- and this done from a point of overview that is just another measure as perspective. 

But if the “ view” is a picture as mind only, without cross reference, then the whole is forgotten, and the idea of para-mount (ed) inFORM as a projected para-sight becomes the rule/measure. 

Sounds like television. But what came first, the outer structure as our present “ rule of measure system’ or the inner accumulated SELF inner-rest of men as mind? What have we as personification measure of life accepted and allowed? Where are we not responsible and as such respectful of what is physical right in front of us?

A child is born with an ability to begin to measure this world. What is placed as knowledge and information to them, is what they become. If this measure placed within is one that is allowed constant cross reference with respect to practical form and function of physical reality on which the child depends to be life, than the child becomes equal to the rule/measure of the physical on which it depends. If not,  then the child has difficulty steering itself as the expression of life that it is.

Thus, we can become life. We have the gift of the physical to steer us into a rule of measure that is equal and one to and as life, as the physical, here. It is only limitation that believes it’s limitation to be more than life, that limitation is the mind developed lacking the use of common sense in respect, with every breath, of the physical. It is the accepted and allowed measure as a inner map made larger than life, it is what one has owned as a self definition, and just like television, one is allowing this to be one’s vision based on an inner ruling measure that has forgotten a respect and thus responsibility to and as the means of life, which is the physical. The steering, ruling measure within must be equal and one, respectful of, the means of life, which is the physical. 

This separation has accumulated for eons, it is time to stop because this separation is destroying the physical world, and as such life. It is time to use what we have created in ways that allow each the time and space to realign the inner measure that we have allowed to rule us, to remeasure, and re-rule, practical physical reality, to respect and be responsible to the physical gift of life. This is to give each the security within basic needs, which is clean water, shelter, education, and food. It is time to equalize ourselves to the physical which is the structural form of life expression. This  would be fun, and each would begin to stand, because what we all are looking for is the journey to life, and it is here right in front of us.

Day 283 Fear of speaking Reaction dimension

Fear of speaking Reaction dimension

How do I separate myself from here when i speak, what are my words considering, what assumptions am I making, what division of more than and less than do I answer to in fear of creating personal division from the minds of others, themselves existing in separation from the physical, as being a product of a mind generation as being reality as product of fear and separation, as reaction, when not answering to this mind of limited selected beliefs, opinion and ideas following wants, desires and needs, the consumer info of culture that is in totality in separation from life? What is the double speak coming from myself in protection and defense in fear of loss socially? And this in a society in separation from life? Is there really anything to lose? What does exist is common sense.
Here I go again, relating this to something in my life. I have a relative who believes in the health industry. They take all the pills proscribed. I have for years said to read what independent people/doctors/chemists are saying about the present drugs, to step back and take another look, to question and look into alternatives. The answer is no. Total faith in the system. Now the side effects are manifesting, but this was refused to be questioned. Perhaps the outcome would have been the same, but then at least the illusion that a profit based system has our best interests at heart, would not have been supported. but this is all water under the bridge, because what is unacceptable must stop, and this system is not taking care of this earth or life.
In the world of news article, I watched a discussion on how loans are formed by banks simply adding digits on a computer screen and then charging interest. The commentators said that this is the system and what is needed is faith that this works. That people need houses and thus loans to get the house. Again the blind faith. What was not looked at here, is that the interest paid back to money created from thin air, means that not all loans can be repaid, as the money created does not cover the interest paid back. Thus, for this interest to be paid back, war is created, as Peter must steal from Paul because all there exists is “the original amount” in circulation, thus where does the interest money come from? So, not only does the money exist as digits, each loan has to take the “real imagined money” and find this to pay back the interest - the more than, which means there are many who simply cannot, no matter how hard they work, have the money to pay back their loans. So, eventually the debt gets bigger than the real “valued” money. One must remember that it is a game of monopoly, there can be only one winner at the end. Unless we stop, and reform.
If common sense is ignored, then all real freedom as life is lost.
In the end, one cannot blame anyone but oneself for having given up common sense.Even self pity and punishment does nothing, the only choice is to be what self is as life, common sense of which the physical world, as the substance of life, is the gift to realize self as life, through becoming one and equal to and as it.

                                                  Faith                Hope              Charity

                                               Speak                     See                 Hear
                                                                         No Evil
                                                             
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear speaking up in common sense, to fear the faith of the blind.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing something should I speak up in common sense of what is physically real.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to look through the roto of belief , opinion and idea, knowledge and information, as the selected limited values of the culture in which I live to give a safe answer/response in fear of having to explain myself within possibly getting the stubborn resistance of blind faith, hope and charity.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that perhaps I will receive resistance of the blind, and would this not be any worse than discovering that perhaps I was the one being blind, which is to realize that all there is, is common sense of what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge another according to their faith, hope and charity and to answer in accord to this, not seeing realizing and understanding that in answering to this faith, hope and charity my response is in reverse; a re-verse of separation into and as belief, opinions and ideas lacking common sense, such beliefs, opinions and ideas collections of limited values turned into personalities of dictate of what is better than, or more than, and/or how something other than self is lacking in what is believed to be more than, or better, completely disregarding directive physical development and the needs of the physical world to exist and simply be, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to address the blind of ignorance that is faith, hope and charity.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that dispersing/illuminating faith, hope and charity for the limitation that it creates, is being difficult or non-complying, where in fact what is really being done in addressing blind faith, hope and charity is taking the div/diff-from cult, and non from compliance in and as facing reality, the actual physical world as what is real here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that faith, hope and charity can only exist within the development of self trust in and as being here, equal and one with and as common sense of this actual physical world as the gift of self realization in and as life, here, being equal and one to and as the physical, including all life , as this physical world as being of equal value, is where self trust as life exists, and thus is this physical world the actual doorway, eye of the needle, away from separation and division/fear, into and as becoming equal and one to and as life here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the answer in common sense is right here in front of me, as real life would place itself right here as it would have no need to hide anything, as real life would want equal and one understanding of and as life, thus the gift of life is here, where any and all struggle is an indication that one is not equal and one to and as life, here, where any suggestion/propagation of/ belief in/ presentation of an idea, suggestion, law, allowance of anonymity is in and as itself a contradiction of the very substance and nature/mature of life.
I commit myself to slowing myself down and breathing to answer to blind faith, hope and charity, to bring such separations as self abdications as life, back to what is real, as the physical, as the gift of life, to become equal and one in common sense that what is here as life, which would make sense , as life includes all life, as is the nature of life.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, when and as I notice I miss a breath, I notice that I become tense and “gasp” for air, as though I have missed a breath, which I have seen children do when they are moving into reading, or have a moment where they are uncertain within and as reading, they seem to tense up and have a behavior where they gasp for air, which is a physical indication of separation from here into and as fear and yet at the same time a movement towards finding breath, stabilizing self here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding what my human physical body is speaking, indicating my own separation from being here, where just as the children can stop and breath and slow themselves down, so can I as I am equal and one, in and as a human in a physical body, here, being given the gift of life, and to add to this, what would such gasping and fear manifest over a long period of time? disease?
I commit myself to allways/always slowing myself down, to take the time to look and breath, to bring myself here, to place myself within common sense, in detail, as much as i am able with continual practice, equal and one to the physical, to align myself in common sense with what is here.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing to realize where I separate from here, into and as a rotor file in and as my mind, of beliefs, opinions and ideas, that answer to happy face behaviors masking separations/fears that are an inner energetic gasping of fear/separation into and as polarities as a story of inequality fearing it’s own shadow that is self abdicating common sense.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, where, breathing is the means to slow myself down, here, and to see, realize and understand that silence will not remove the fog ( fear, obligation,guilt) of faith, hope and charity that is the mask of fear/separation in the self interest of ego, the energy in and as the mind of thoughts, feelings andemotions as taught beliefs, opinions and ideas.

                                                                          EMC

Day 51 Staged acts are defense.

Day 51 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to blame, to place blame onto objects outside of myself, where if I look at myself as blame, I realize that my blame is emotional and not considering the totality of existence on earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that when I blame I am not really looking at what has been allowed on earth within a system that actually writes laws that say a corporation must make a profit and that in order for a corporation to make a profit it must divide and control the physical resources of this earth, and to do so, must take control of the resources and create scenarios where this resource is either limited or available in oder to control the behavior of, what in essence is also being used as a resource, the human.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to question that there need be a law that states that profits must be made, as this is in contra-diction to what it is that I as a human, a physical body here on this earth is in fact, as the physical earth gives without a signature of ownership and the ability to work in such a way that many expressions of life are able to exist, thus a system of profit is alien to this physical world, separate from consideration of this physical world, and in this ignorance, abuses and misuses this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the G20 riots in Canada, where police were hired to create a drama of violent social unrest, lighting police cars on fire and then not sending in the fire trucks to put out the fires - to enable a dramatic propaganda story to be broadcast by a media paid for and bought by the very system that used taxed humans to continue a system of law stated profit before life system, to justify attacking humans who were protesting peaceably, where the human does not realize that protest is blame and thus inaction, as the profit driven system of control has developed a structure to impose the division of what supports life, to provide for a few over the many, and thus it is the structure that must be stood up within in oder to change what exists.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting my self to realize that it will take many to stand together where not one can become a Judas and fear a voice of tyranny and must have an absolute understanding of tyranny in order to be able to stand in clarity before a story that is limited by design as it does not consider all that is of this physical world, and is so locked into itself as an idea that it can no longer see what is actually here as life, and were all that profited most from a system of inequality to realize themselves as life, nothing else but equality would become the choice of life on earth, thus is this system of inequality not to fear, only to reform, to reorder into and as what is best for all.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see that hiring actors to enact violent protest within a calm demonstration is an act of defense by a system to maintain control, and thus this same practice exists within charitable acts throughout the world where any charity “enacted” has not in fact stopped the need for charity, making it clear that charitable acts are staged and merely a dramatic affect that is an act of defense with a happy face to support the structure of profit for the few, which is not in fact life, as defensive action is neither life expression on a micro scale or a macro scale, thus are those that profit most within a system of inequality a mirror of the individual mind consciousness system within each and every human being.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that until life is what is supported on this earth as the value, as that which all that is here is one and equal to, and stood up within and as this, the resources of this earth will continue to be abused and misused, enslaved to the law accepted by each and every human being, that profit must be made, not realizing the profit is life, where this system of profit as law was voted in by the people, and thus it is the people who must stand and reorganize this world to be aligned with this freely giving earth to support life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to not see that blame is being unclear.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that in order for me to withstand blame I must realize all blame I have accepted and allowed within myself.

I commit myself to remaining here in breath, to catch the habit of blame within and as myself, where I realize I am in separation from myself as life, as directing myself as what is best for all, and allowing myself to abdicate myself responsibility as life through making myself lame, as being less than, myself as life, as being a directive of what is best for all, as the living word of equal consideration for all life, steadfast in being aware that nothing can be lost as I am life.

I commit myself to stop blame towards family, towards the education I lack or believe is incomplete for what ever reasons, towards the existential system of profit, towards the behaviors of the human, as this blame has no movement towards resolution and is simply name calling and thus, defense from standing and facing what is actually here.

I commit myself to realize that I have been told all my life that I have no power to change what exists, and to stop within this and realize that a system of inequality would naturally teach, through repetition -via media ; television/books/periodicals/education,and thus those that came before myself, such as family and all my friends - that I as a human cannot change as my “human nature” is “ this or that”  and within this is this is what I hear all my life it would become the norm and the change from this would be difficult as it has been believed for many generations.

I commit myself to realize that it will take a process to reorder what the human has allowed as a system of inequality that is manifest as a system of profit, but that the tools are here to support this change, self forgiveness - to resound the very resonance within myself, writing to place before me what I have accepted and allowed as the behaviors propagated by a system of inequality to maintain itself, and corrective application - to place into statement as the sounding of myself as equal and one to all that is of this physical existence, in order to begin to realize heaven on earth.

I commit myself to look at the emotional tenure of myself and to begin with self forgiveness as this and to stick with this for two months consistently where I will realize what i have existed as as this will be released and thus will I begin to see how much I am in fact an organic robot existing in separation as an energetic entity, where what consumes me and limits me will begin to be seen for what it in fact is, a limited expression of myself here creating stagnation within myself.

I commit myself to realizing there is nothing else but to stand and change the system of men on this earth, that there is no time for blame or spite, as these “being” of myself here will not change what has been accepted and allowed, thus all that exists is to use the self as life to stand and be the creation of life that is this physical world and to change this world to a system that supports life, as life is the value in implementing what is here into a system where one gives and one would like to receive, the voice of equality, the expression of life.

Understand the unconscious mind and the system of money/profit that has been accepted and allowed on earth.

Equal Money