Day 536 - The valley of the shadow of good and evil.

I went to this meeting and I noticed the diversion tactics embedded within the system to protect the money within the system and the emotional values touted again and again to fill the very space and time of the meeting. In all, this occupies that space and time as the very fabric of the expression of the humans, limiting them from realizing that it is the being of this, that does not move into problem solving.  

To confront this takes time, and also a willingness to not move with the emotional values but to take them forward into understanding such for what it is. Some may react because this means deconstructing what one is allowing as the very accepted expression, and once such is defined as character, that it is an automated response. All of which means that humans are very much like computers, if the state of understanding within, is of a value rather than a common sense of form and function, then the details of reality are not being looked at in ways that understand what we are here, as human beings, composed of sound that forms what we are as what we place our expression as the words we speak that are of what we believe within ourselves, that can not be equal to practical reality, as the very physical world that is the means of our existence.

After being at this meeting and seeing all of this, moving in very slow ways, I have to ask myself how much I am this in every moment, here. I have been working on this, but it is another thing to see this being played out, and the strength of which this is done, myself beginning to wonder where to begin to walk through this, without becoming unbalanced as in fearing to stand clear as the emotional values come my way in the form of words, as the expression of the limited program within and as the human, that is a mind consciousness of limitation.

It is like this manifests as a slowness, a thick substance that moves like molasses. It feels like a loopiness within and as me, and the thoughts in accord with this composition, as a piece rise up within me as the value judgements that I have accepted and allowed, that have no balance to practical reality. There is also the fear of leaving this behind. But in seeing this being played out in a group, where the children were being discussed, I realize the thick soup of this around me, like a mirage as an existential presence surrounding the humans, I feel like I am in an orchestra, where all the sounds are coming at me from all angles, and I am having to juggle this, but to see how this warps the very fabric of existence, to the extent that this does not flow, with ease, as that lightness that is in nature all around us.

I need not fear falling, because the only place to fall, ironically, is here, and it has always been so.

I remember, just before the death of my husband, I was so concerned, that in a moment, I asked everything to stop, I demanded it. It was such a quick moment, where it was as though a weight lifted, and in the small space in between, I realized that everything I thought was real, was not, everything that I thought mattered was not real.

In the years after the death of my husband, I had a very hard time talking with people, and I started to feel like there was something wrong with me because I felt indifferent to so much of what was coming at me.

One example, was when I talked with a mental health specialist, and they kept saying to me that the death was not my fault. I found I was upset and also, that I did not want to hear this from this person. Somehow, what this person was saying to me, was meaningless. At the same time I was afraid that if I did not agree with them that I would be considered crazy. So I became really quiet and let them talk. And anyway I could not explain what was going through my head. It was as though I could not forget that moment where I realized that what I thought mattered did not matter.

I have thoughts come up, and I realize that they are not myself being here, moving here, equal to here, and that this is how the joy of myself as life, is suppressed, because this is not myself moving here in common sense. So, when I feel loopy, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, when I feel that knowledge and information is too much, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down,  I realize that the emotions and feelings that I move into as a definition are meaningless, they serve no purpose with being here in self directive ways. That being here, means being at ease, cross referencing an understanding of practical physical reality, and that the mind consciousness system is the limitation, as the conscious is the values projected, the words revealing the character of that focus on limited values, that are not good or bad, but limited, separate from movement, from the joy of life.

I realize that the subconscious mind is the accumulation of traditions, as values based on the cultural past of the borders of definition of past practices as the order of a society that no longer, and as a starting point, is an action of being here within and as changing self to work with what is here as the physical, where in a sense there is no time, because the very substance as what is the building block of here is eternal, silent and constant.

And then, there is the overall system as the unconscious mind, the system map of what humans have accepted and allowed in separation from consideration of the physical as being as much life as the ideological form within and as the human, the two must become equal and one, which is simply to value all life, as this would be the way and the means to creating a heaven on earth, it is to accept life, no matter the form.

Thus our system is maintained by what humans accept and allow as the very from created from the substance of life, within. And if this inner form is not equal to all life, of which the physical is as much of and as, as what we are within, then  life will be in a state of separation from life. Thus, it is to equalize oneself within to the without, to realize that the physical is the way and means of equality and oneness to and as life here.

I suppose it really is like walking through the valley of the shadow of good and bad, because it is the value judgement, manifested as emotions and feelings, based on thoughts that are the intital judgement, that creates the shadows, that are composed of energy, which is like a molasses within each of us, and this molasses, has friction and conflict because it is not moving in accord with the substance or “ sound” of life, and as such this burns the flesh, eats away at it, consuming it. It is like a rod that exists in the torso, right down the middle of the back, and ironically, I remember when I was in high school, in New York City, walking on the busy streets of New York, thinking that there was something in the backs of all people.

But if we are not taught to realize that what we create within, if it is not equal to accepting all life, of which the physical world is, then we exist in separation, and that separation is inequality to accepting all life and it exists as imaginations that manifest as characters, that are voiced as the words we know, impulsed with values,  maintaining the illusion, that is self in the valley of good and evil, walking on the very ground of the means of life, which is the physical world.

It was interesting, because I got into my car after this meeting, and driving home, emotional values came popping up in and as what i have accepted and allowed, and I could not accept them, I could not continue what was going on in this meeting. As such the burning in my legs, stopped, I would not allow myself to go there, it is unacceptable. Within this I have to be very careful and vigilant, because my habits as my character are automated. 

But then again, it is as desteni has said, once the veil has been seen, even in small measure, there is no going back, there is only one place to go, and that is to walk the process of self forgiveness, writing and corrective application, to realize self as life, equal and one to here. It is the only choice. 

     

Day 513 The Paranormal Veil as Mind Mis-take and the Solution as Income.

The habit of wanting to go into blame instead of addressing inequality, which is facing opposition, which is projecting  a “ wrong” assuming one is right - an act of spite - is myself moving into the impatience of forcing an issue, myself no longer addressing limitations and bringing them into what imparts a solid understanding.

For instance, I had a conversation with someone about history, and I held my tongue. I did not speak what came to mind, to keep the peace - so to speak. This person was complaining about how “ history” was not being taught - just as a general statement. I did not move this into detail. I wanted to say that history is not taught, meaning, in common sense, that the history of life on earth as a system of economy of ecology is not understood, that if we looked at the expression of life on earth, in these terms, there would be no iconic name of one person attached to a movement, but that the “ clay” of the earth as the physical would be described as the form created from freely given natural resources and how these resources moved into a from that determined the state of being of life on the ground, overall, on earth. In the moment, the jump to such a way of looking at history, I allowed to seem overwhelming. It is like facing a dialogue of terms that are a starting point of completely different terms. One of icons in relation to that which the icons are a composition of. 

I find myself shaking within all of this. So, I look at this shaking. This “ shaking” becomes smaller within me, but it is still something I have not “ pulled” together, like learning to control one’s vibrato on a string. I find myself becoming loopy and barely being able to sense the space and time of here.  And I have to look at what I am not addressing, and instead allowing myself to react to as a threat. I have to slow down and breath, because structurally, I am not moving with an absolute purpose that is one and the same as what expresses creation in ways that do no harm. I mean, this is there because this is how life is, it is what life is.

In reading about Chile, and the practices of supposed economic balance, through tax, interest, subsidy, currency adjustments, I begin to see an act of adjustments moving always in unequal measure, always wanting to move capital in unequal ways, a smoke and mirrors show that is really a wall of protection and defense for the interests of those same icons of self aggrandizement that are dependent on the ecology. Allowing these icons is like a giant vacuum, a golden calf, that sucks up everything leaving a desert behind, and everyone is so busy bowing down on their hands and knees in accolade or, lol, protest , that an ignorance of the substance building the idol becomes the movement of the ecology into economy around the idol worship, war - ship.

I find myself becoming very heavy within, very “ thick” like, as the best way to explain this. It is a form of righteousness.  And then I rush and want to explain, but the dialogues around me only seek one me-lode-y. The contrast of self pity and giving up is not what balances out this “ vibration” of forces of ignorance/separation wanting an object to define for us. The only thing that can measure structure is that which expressed/built the structure. Obviously, this cannot be the movement of those praying, nor can it be the movement of those protesting; these are in separation of a balance that is an awareness of the whole, this being the very ground on which we stand, this being the very ecology building the economy. In other words, humans are not echoing the ecology, the manifestation of life that is the expression of life, that unfortunately also echos the accumulation of accepted and allowed separation from realizing itself as life. 

I keep moving into the habit of explanation via a picture, an idol, a belief, opinion of idea in my mind instead of slowing down and learning to see the structural movement on the ground, which, is probably why, when I read about the various meanderings of economic re-FORM in Chile, I had to move really really slowly, and reread again and again. It all seemed overwhelming. I could not see the forest through the trees. And can I speak of the details? No. It seems, like a hodge-podge of fixes that just move around the dis-ease within this country, never addressing the real sickness, which is a lack of structure that allows ease to exist. In all, looking at Chile, shows that the wealth created from the resources HAS to flow back into the place from which the wealth came to maintain that place/ground/environment. Allende, who was a doctor and happened to experience “ on the ground” life, realized this. Of course, those distant entities in America, as the company of ego, in ivory towers - today shiny metallic structures ( from which men are jumping to their deaths) , are so addicted to their energy flow maintaining their iconic self definitions, that they are in sensed when someone stand and says, hey, look at what is happening on the ground, what has been taken has not been given/returned in ways that support the physical substance of life, thus, the profits made must be measured and deducted from what is needed to balance out the devastation left behind.

This is the point of tantrum. just as any addict reacts, the very idea of losing that which supports the accepted and allowed self definition, as the state of being within. This is where the self accepted obsession, which uses the - ironic- ability to focus - must change and transform, slow down and come back to earth, but when first encountered, a shock of insight flashes by, as one has to admit what has been accepted yet not grasped enough to direct because the belief is in full swing. It really is a simple as “ righting’ a perceptual mis-take. That is all. it is also, bringing self back to life, to realizing what we are all looking for, before we “ got lost” in ideology, is  enjoying  ourselves as playing with - so to speak- the substance of creation, of which we are all composed of, and as such the same.

Thus, it is as easy as stopping, looking around and realizing we are the organizers of here, and that we, each of us, can organize this world in ways that all needs are met, that the plants and the animals, and the trees and the wind and the sun, and the soils can be formed in ways that do no harm, that support each of us and the things that are here that support here, and that this would be incredible fun. The veil of separation from this is so very thin, and this veil is composed of pictures in and as the mind, an energetic projection of what I in simplistic terms would call a film both of icon and  electric like substance that is exposed and feeds the manifestation of personality. Thus, all is visible, to each, and to self. And we all know this, it is there in the undercurrent of self, it is there under the ringing electrical voltage of energy that is the voice of separation within self, that which is called the mind, that which many eastern religions say must be quieted to find peace. So, what we are allowing individually is obvious. In this ease of silence, can we then stand and begin to rebuild that damage of this self inner-rest/interest as a state of being that is a mis-take in becoming equal and one to and as the substance of life of which the physical world is a composition of and as, a gift of life, that can only exist, here and that can only happen when we realize we are all equal as life. And, also, to realize the suppression of life in so many, that will take time to rebalance, to refurbish, as so much has been dis-allowed and/or sucked out/diminished. 

Practically speaking, a Living Income Guarantee is to spread the wealth to all, so the many can slow down and stabilize, stand up from kneeling, become silent from protesting, and look at the ground, the animals, the plants, the soils, the water and begin to understand how it all works, and how it is all interconnected and able to function in ways that support instead of harm. A Living Income Guarantee outs an end to inequality and enables the ability to realize self respect as life through actions of respect for the ecology that is the source of the economy.

Day 502 What is paranormal?

What is the Paranormal?

I remember walking around in New York City and looking at people’s backs. I remember this sense that there was something there, inside. I have two specific memories. One is of myself walking towards home from having done street performing. I am on a corner of eighth street and I stop and think, what is in that person’s back.

Around this time as well, I encountered a demon. But the event did not match, and yet did match, everything i had been told, as knowledge and information only about demons. I am not going to tell the whole story because I have told it before. What I saw before the behavior of a demon, was a man. It was like a split second before the demon anger came. By this time, it was too late, I had seen the man behind the curtain of emotion, lol, like seeing the paranormal world before it projected excessive emotional reactions as what we have been lead to believe a demon is. What was very clear to me, was that this man could not touch me, no way, unless I allowed it.

But, the problem with all of this, is that this is a separation from here. None of this is equality with life, with here. It is all the behaviors of separation, it is all paranormal, it is a separation from what is constant, what is eternal, what is normal. What is normal is here, equality and oneness with and as the physical. This is to say, that were there a “ god” he has to be here, right here, moving equal and one with the physical world, in balance with here, this is normality, because it is in being normal, here, that one moves and directs as a physical being, the physical being the formation of life into creation. Thus, life can only exist here. The physical is life. That other existence, as demons, had to equalize to here, to the physical. And this has been done. So, the process of equalization to physical reality is the only solution, and yet the rewards are great, if we humans decide to realize inequality does not work.

On the economic front, I notice in looking at the history of countries , is that there is a point where that country was taking care of itself nationally. Then our so-called economics came in and things started to fall apart. This was with the advent of a GDP, which was also when some sort of - usually American backed- committee - economic or under the guise of democratic or economic development  ( both susceptible to ambiguity ) was formed measuring only international resource movement via money. Here, all measure was about turning the wealth of the country into exports. Domestically, workers lost a living wage, and austerity set in. Inflation came about and then more committees came, using more of what caused the problem in the first place. What is being ignored, is life as the physical means of creating value, which is the labor and the environment. And thus, this begins to exist in a state of neglect, and a state of neglect is purposely created to force more of what causes the problem in the first place. And then some say this is the way it is. Which makes no sense, because at some point these countries I have looked at did live a very high degree of self sustainability, And Syria is one of them. Thus, what is happening in Syria is an constructed imbalance for personal gain. It is a crime against life.

One thing Allende in Chile did was subtract all detriment in lack of care when nationalization transpired. Which, ended up negating any compensation to a supposed  owner. In so many ways, this must be done on earth, because the present system of inequality has caused so much harm to earth, we will be lucky is we can balance out what we are doing in ways that do no harm, that take that which is good and order the disorder we have allowed in believing that someone who moves digits and letters around on a piece of paper is more than someone who moves seeds and water around on the ground. One is not more than another, they are the same, they are a human  ordering and realizing how the physical world works, and building new structures and ways of physical existence that bring efficiency and new standards of physical being. A Living Income guarantee will allow the innate ability of men to be fluid. This is the real nature of the human, to organize and self discover to understand physical creation, as the physical is the manifestation of creation. The paranormal, is the mind consciousness system, or a cognitive map, that is believed to be more than reality, when it is just a map, to reference, and as such must, with every breath, cross reference physical reality. Which, to add, is why a system of representation that is so separated from the ground and yet allowed to make decisions with very little communication exists, because open communication brings in all factors, and as such does not allow a division into inequality.

So, what is in our backs? It is the accumulation of our inequality to life, it is the weight of our separation from life, it is our accumulated values of limitation where a self interested gain pushes away the bad which is what was ignored, to grasp that gain in a belief that it creates a more than, when it is in fact life in reverse. We see this every day, we see this in the constant self validation as the stories people tell of what they have done, as their experiences, which is really a cry of guilt and a maintenance of holding onto a separation from self as life, consuming and weighing down the physical body. In the back, it looks like this heavy stiffening thick thing. This is the real monster in existence, this is the real demon and it is the cause of the geopolitical and economic structures that move all that is freely given for self discovery into what allows accumulation of value/wealth in self interest.

The problem is that we all see it. We choose to ignore it. Which is an abdication of life, and abuses the animals and the plants and the soils. Our system reacts to the problem outflows, instead of addressing the problem, taking the problem into solution, to then become the reward of life. We can no longer move as problem reaction solution, because a solution to a reaction is a quick fix and not a solution addressing the problem. Because of this, no solution has been found, only quick little media bites telling a partial story, which is just more of the same.

We have technological programs that allow imput from all dimensions of existence, to ensure that what we do respects and cares for physical creation, as the physical is creation,  we need only forgive out separation and realize within this that all that will happen is that we will fall to the physical ground. For this we must implement a structure that is one vote per person on all decisions, to educate the human back into equality and oneness in direct seeing and understanding with self as life as physical existential awareness and  become the sound as the voice as the manifestation of a democracy. For this, our natural resources must be nationalized, as they are freely given as the physical to support the physical.

Stand up and support a Living Income Guarantee. Time to balance ourselves within. Walk self forgiveness, writing and corrective application, to equalize one self, to life. Become a normal actual living being. It is the gateway to life.

Day 489 The babble of limited association.A tool of suppression self accepted.

What is suppression and how does it work?

I look at myself and what I allow in total to occupy myself here, what values do I chase, what parts of here do I choose to look at, to see. What do I avoid? What am I direct about and what do I place out of the picture as though it is not something to consider because it does not directly influence me in the moment, or is considered inappropriate to discuss socially? 

We are taught in school to make associations and to use this to build understanding. There is nothing bad about this. But what if this is controlled within only allowing certain associations to be expressed?

Also, if we look, for example at our schools, using this “ not bad” practice in the setting of the school as our society overall, without addressing the developmental abilities of each child and their socio-economic conditioning, we allow a situation where there is already inherent inequality and thus competition and fear of survival and place this into a lesson that spends time playing an associative game to ostensibly build understanding or “ critical thinking” we end up with an agenda based learning system where those who have had more exposure to language to excel.  This just ends up perpetuating inequality and the distraction of such as we are a society that endlessly compares because we have allowed a profit based system that by design will choose limited qualities to chase because this is a way to manage inequality. If one has more, then another must have less, and then the less, the one’s in lack have needs, so we place religion and spirituality to have one believe there is a reason for suffering, and then have the jobs that pay a somewhat decent wage be those that serve the structure of inequality. And all done through constant association making without ever realizing the interconnectedness of all physical life in total. It is like a rhythm of a slow steady beat the slows down space and then adds all this babble of limited association so that by the time the whole is realized life has passed. 

I find I want to get angry, but this is not going to do anything. It really is to teach to see the whole, to bring in all consequence as everything that exists  on earth, how every move leads to an outcome and to use this ability to see to transform what is here into what would create interaction of life on earth that is supportive and values being an expression as life. It would make sense that this is the ONLY way to life. One must make the physical world equal to all, and as all, life. No rejection, no blame, no spite, no finger pointing. What is here as the physical must be considered as much life as any alternate reality as pictures as mind. If we allow limited association making we allow a construct of separation to build as mind, and then we end up in a tower of babble that bears no witness to reality. As such that tower will fall because it is not equal and one to the test of time as that physical ground on which it is built.

This has me asking questions. Is the testing done in our schools really to monitor development to ensure a controlled limit in moving beyond a certain ability to connect the steps of consequence through stringing associations in such a way that the whole is realized as being interconnected. By this I mean a controlled connection making ability, which is a suppression overall?

If I could read more than 250 notes per minute by the time I was seventeen, then why was I not taught this with words?

Why is our ability to process information not done in such a way that we develop the means to carry through with associations as the outplay of consequence to the extent that we can read the whole of what exists on earth? 

We must learn to understand how our human minds function. There are interviews on Eqafe.com that explain this. Take the time to understand, especially if you want your children to be able to support themselves in this system until it is realized for the dysfunction that it is by design, within and without.

Parents need to realize that only a parent can ensure that the child realizes that knowledge and information without practical application only builds a game of limited association making as mind, and that this will lead to all kinds of mistakes that take money and time to correct. In a society where pensions no longer support us in old age, our pensions become how well we have developed our children and if we look at the falling status of American school children in a world where China and India are moving up the ladder and provide a huge profit stream for American water and gas and coal,  ( time for nationalization?) the interests of the profit model are not going to be an old horse put out to pasture. Just read up on how our veteran’s are really being treated. You are next.

Definitely, time to wake up before consequence ignored is on your door step. The power is in the collective to transform the system in a gentle humble way, which is to take what is here as the values created from resources which includes labor, and to create a Living Income Guarantee before it is too late. We can do this, and we can do this calmly and efficiently. But it will take all of us, and even if there is some chaos, it is going to be much much much less than what presently exists on earth because of our allowance at existing within a bubble of babble of limited association instead of looking out at earth in total, our home.

                         Time for Desteni I Process Lite!

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Day 467 Watching the reactions only.

I find I lose my breath when I speak with others, and within myself I expect reactions, and then I get caught up in complicating my conversation in attempting to “ simplify” it according to my perception of the reactions of others. Then I lose what I am saying that is really very simple.

I am so busy watching the reactions ONLY that I miss the underlying need for the reactions, and since the reactions, as emotional storms are secondary to a starting point of being, then that which is constant as what is best for all, as that which gives structure that allows self direction that brings ease, this ease within itself something that moves quietly and gently, as it has no need, its movement clear, not fearing a loss, or an immediacy of gain, as the value is being here, as life, this point where life exists, because life can only hear/be here, which is why there are so many distractions around us, to take us from the most stable point, which is being physically here - and because of this on another front, why sex is turned into sex instead of physical intimacy, because in turning sex into an idea, one is in separation from enjoying physical presence here.  It is a “ hide what is real right in front of you” game. 

I mean, media is constant suggestion that this or that will solve…. solve what? Why is something needing to be “ solved” in the first place? What if we were the solution of life, meaning the very substance of life, meaning being equal to life, instead of an idea as needing to find solutions, as in problem solving?  I mean the “ assets of earth, as the resources being treated as what is here to support us as we are this, can only be given to each in order for each to exist equal to what supports physical well being. What we have allowed is a hierarchy ordering this world to allow a few to have more than others, and this “ more” is not a “ more” it is a separation from reality. It is a beseeching act hiding fear of loss based on idea. Meaning, be see king, meaning I am not equal to life being the value because there is always something greater outside of me- or so I believe.. Life cannot exist without that which is the substance of the physical. As this, we each have great power, in simply being, which just takes respecting the physical world.

There is no reason why neighbor is not enjoying neighbor. There is no reason for this earth to not be a botanical garden, where there is joy in interacting and communicating with everything that is here.

I heard a story one time about a man who in childhood, moved from a lower financial position to one of more financial success and in so doing, moved from a more densely populated environment to a more suburban environment. In the more affluent environment, the neighbors interacted less, remained closed off. What was lost was the open. sharing communication between fellow men. The point here is the loss of communication between neighbors. The physical environment has nothing to do with this, because in a more suburban environment, space for communication readily exists, so what ended communication was the focus on climbing the ladder, which meant not being responsible for how the present system of inequality functions, knowing one was playing a game that was not supportive of life, of the physical world, and that what one was in effect doing was acting in self interest, thus the need to hide in shame.

And then the game of comparison sets in. Comparison based on an idea of what will win the game. But if we look at nature, if we look at a tree, or we look as the musculature of an animal, we can see the same shapes, the same folds, the same curves, and they vary slightly only, but it is all a form of life enabling expression and all of it is the value, all of it is a part of us, as us, equal, and that it is the communication with this that is the enjoyment. I mean, we can only be in one place at a time. And we all love to hear stories, so what if the story is told by the physical, actually living the experience? What if the god we seek, at whose feet we believe as an idea, we are going to sit at when we die, is really the physical world rights here, telling the story of heaven, of simply being? What if we are missing this and it is right here in front of us? I mean, we are here in the living story of life, we are given the physical to “ live” the story, we are it, as the physical, so it is time to be here, live here, communicate here, respecting all the forms and expressions as the forms of the physical here, which means taking care of it and enjoying it.

Support a Living Income Guarantee. Participate in LIFE, it is right here, it is your feet, it is the ground on which you walk, it is your neighbor, it is the animals, it is the ground, it is the sky, it is everything. The hierarchy placed, as the present accepted and allowed system is the separation on a physical world that by design allowed communication it is only ourselves as mind consciousness systems of limited belief that separates us from ourselves as life.

Walk the DIP Lite course, begin the journey to life, bring yourself back to the physical, remove the emotional storm bubble of limited ideas through self forgiveness, writing and corrective application. Ground yourself, here.

Day 441 Substantiating the insubstantial in self interest. Transnationals the other foot of government.

If we are fed knowledge and information, and that knowledge and information has no practical application then the knowledge and information has no real substantiation.  It is limited, a part, creating a fabric full of holes. Thus, if the knowledge and information has no substantiation and is used to direct, when conflicts come up, where the knowledge and information is incomplete, a misunderstanding is the outcome. If the knowledge and information is believed to be real, because it is the map built, the idea built as mind, without practical physical awareness,  an idea becomes more substantial that what is the real substance, the physical. This means the waste created from misunderstanding of the whole, is simply ignored buried in shadow, and then, ironically reprimanded for its inconvenient existence.  Like saying to waste, “ why are you there?” and then blaming the waste for its inconvenience because it did not fit into the limited idea as the mind picture. Real disconnect behavior, and this beingness wanting this to somehow just disappear. It can’t. And we all created it.  We are in-substantiating what is substantive simply because we are not standing equal to life. We have all become what we were told not to be, which is walking judgements of more than and less than, instead of working together to realize the value is being physical , which is being life in totality.

I am reading about the banking system’s offshore transnational system. It has been going on for a long time, and many know about this. Our so called “ leaders” have one foot in government and one foot in the “ heaven” world of transnationals. These banks, these cities within cities take money, where it comes from, how it is made, is not of interest, what matters is the collection of money to be used to build infrastructure. Sounds productive but in fact what is the infrastructure being built? If we look at the amount of military defense developed, and realize that this becomes a system that creates jobs and the chaos that creates needs that can then be used to grab resource as the needy sign away anything and everything in order to get their basic needs met ( a baiting and switching scenario) , this being paid for by the governments, those same governments that are composed of leaders that have one foot in the government and one foot in the “ heaven” superimposed inner city existence of transnationals that don’t care where the money comes from as long as it comes. The governments have the people paying for the damage and the development and the profits are siphoned off to line the heavenly existence of a few. Then there is a shortage because the money has been pulled out of the system through some divisive manipulation of numbers on a piece of paper that is “ secret.” lol So, this is a circulatory system that disregards the physical reality, or should I say, regards the physical reality and how it functions and misunderstands it on purpose to ensure that the value of the physical is placed into money and then transferred back into the inner city of money collection to generate the same disrupting scenario all over again. This is an elephant in the room, a very destructive one. The ideas, the beliefs, motivating it are of the purpose to not allow the practical application of the physical world to exist in common sense, because this would disrupt the flow of money into this separate peace/piece of a few men, a small group of men/humans of a life of luxury. This is so incredibly limited. 

We, as humans, have a natural ability to retrace the steps we walked during our day. Think about losing your keys at one time, have you walked back through the picture within of your day to realize how you might have lost your keys? Well, think of this inner map as a way of taking a picture of reality to help in understanding reality, the physical world. Now, think of the knowledge and information gathered/fed-to-us in schools as building an inner map of this world beyond our immediate view. Given that this separate “ heaven for a few” exists where there are cities and islands within our present system that do not live by the rules touted by our governments that are composed of men who have one foot in the government, and one foot in the inner cities that follow a different set of rules, would not what is taught in the schools be an incomplete representation of reality? Is the inner map taught of how our governments run, and not the inner city of finance? Why give away your secret mine field, your secret gold vein, your secret domain, your blood supply? 

Since what is told to us as how we should behave is different than what is actually practiced on earth, how can our children trust us when we tell them to act one way in school, with a principle of being considerate and polite, giving as one would like to receive while the world around these children, as the system is the opposite of this? How can we expect our children to follow our words when they see that these words are meaningless because the system around us is not functioning as the behavior we are telling our children to be? And, the knowledge and information taught, is not telling the whole story, so there is really nothing substantial in what is being taught?

How can the children trust any teacher or adult? How can the children see the sense of the words, when the words spoken are not showing what the state of the world is in fact?  WIthin this we are basically asking our children to pretend one thing and act another. Sound like our government officials with one foot in government touting supposed good and meanwhile breaking all the rules in a separate existence as the transnational system that has become a  system that employs many people who are afraid to stand up because they need money to live? This is not a substantial system, it is a system of control that uses purposed conflict to create a heaven for a few, a separate reality that is in itself disconnected from that on which it feeds, which means that on which it feeds is what is real, the physical. Thus, this system can end, because the physical is what is primary, and the map built as the picture of reality is not real and cannot exist without the physical world. If we come to our senses and understand the mind in relation to physical reality, we can align ourselves to practical physical existence, to move as the structure of how the physical world functions  and realize that our minds are simple images of the past, useful but not to be believed as what is real. And, we have to stop teaching our children to believe the images in their minds are real, even the ones of limited understanding of physical reality taught in our schools. Each adult has to stand and live the words they proscribe if they really want the behaviors of children in schools to improve. Telling a child how to behave, how to direct in consideration of their world will be meaningless to a human being with an innate ability to understand form and function, because they will see, as their common sense, that what is being said to them is not what is in fact being lived. As long as we continue to allow war, continue to allow separate “ cities” of finance our children are going to be confused.

This also means that those who were born into a situation of relative stability and thus were able to develop a modicum of self directive structure, have the responsibility to reorder this system, to get this elephant out of this room on earth our home. 

A transnational will pull the money out of the system, without any regard to life, acting in self interest only. This is what each of us are accepting and allowing within, not looking at the whole picture of earth, realizing that all life is interconnected and that the only solution is to work together, realizing we are all the same, have the same basic needs to become the potential that we are and that this potential can be suppressed in the self interest that is self blind to the whole. Time to let the survival game go, it does not work, it cannot work. What we are all looking for is what our children are looking for, a stability that withstands the test of time, a stability that can only exist in oneness and equality with and as the physical in an application that is what is best for all.

Think of it this way, keep one foot moving in this corrupt casino game and put your other foot in support of a system that will take care of this earth, that will use the resources of this earth to support all life, to balance out the scales to get this earth in order which means a clean earth, where no matter where we walk we are safe, we are fed, we are no longer required to visit botanical gardens, because the whole planet is taken care of and thus a carpet of abundant life. Support a Living Income Guarantee, support the Equal Life Foundation right from where you are. That foot in support of a system that substantiates the physical can be built to step into. but first that foot has to be placed in the direction of what will structure a world, a earth, into living words that have a direct meaning that is clear and absolute. Support a structure that supports you so our children can see that what we say is equal to what we do, is equal to what we allow, absolutely.

Day 437 Trickle down, Trickle up. American Capitalism

A system of tickle down tickle up.

As we all accept and allow the Peter Principle, usury, to be the form, the structure followed/allowed/given-obeisance-to within our present social structure as men, this abdication of self into representation, the principle of what we are, and what we have slowly trickles up to a few, and the blame trickles down to the many who have no principle, as self development, as money, as basic needs to sustain themselves physically.

This is a form of taking from one, with no regard, with no common sense of physical existence, as all the signs/the symbols/the form placed within a self that is mostly water, the water holding resonance, just as the water holds the particles divided as products from oil and uranium - the by products of production in a system that divides, and with every divide, turns the waste into a means for more principle to slowly move up, and the waste effects, and the blame to move down onto the physical. A giant polarity game, it really is like having a giant wrecking ball swinging to and fro on earth, swing by swing wrecking and destroying the actual real principle value which is life, which is creation, which is the form and function of physical structure supporting the expression of life. But this is the reverberation of what each of us as humans have allowed, in abdication of ourselves within our full potential as our very form and function.

I was surrounded by the public this week. The amount of obesity around me was astounding. Yes, I have read that this exists, and in my small town, my relatively sparsely populated area, whenever I enter the crowds,  coming face to face with the consequences of what can largely be attributed to what we are eating ( think of movies from the 40’s yes there were large people, but were there numerous very large people? No. And were there as many processed foods? No). If we allow a system that tried to use as few ingredients as possible because it is easier to control, who also have the “broadcast” means to tout their products, a nice form is created that allows the principle in terms of using food production to funnel principle to a few, because we have allowed money to collect in one faction only, so the effects of this allowance are the fault of the strength, the strength is the community working together, the strength is the many hands of men. Look, what is here has been developed through generations of men, there is no one man that has developed what we all use, this idea touted in our history classes through dis-clarity, through not seeing directly the form of development is simply more of the control, more limitation, more “ lie by omission.” Within this, the formation of what has been accepted as the system, creates such existential lack that there is not time to stop and breath, and look. And, within this, so many false symbols have been and are, constantly, being “ fed” as the “ song” of inFORMation that seeing through the veil of the system is seemingly very difficult.  So, there are forces working against the very mechanism of ourselves as men. Men, a form with legs to move, arms to embrace, chests to more air and from words, to communicate, to interact, we humans are forms capable of so much, and much has been created, our power is in our numbers, but we are so busy following a lesser formation, as our present system, that we have ignored what is real, this earth. All “ form” is itself a force, it is the movement , even at micro levels that create, it is the movement of nothing into something- form cannot exist without movement.  Thus form is composed of “ life”, thus to force this into limited form for the profit of a few, is criminal and, cannot work. The earth is round, it circulates, it, if allowed to function, sustains and moves, transforms and expresses. A system that is a form of sequestering  the principle of the earth as the resources to a few allows unequal circulation. The blame onto the ones on the bottom, and the extreme “ cannot possibly be used in common sense”  excess on the top is not a proper functioning circulatory system, especially from an earth that gives freely, an earth that is us, a physical world that is us, physical, just as we are, with capacity that is as the form right here , right in front of us. What must be done is each to see directly and answer directly, to take back out sovereignty as common sense, practical forms that can interact with this physical world, whose function is able to be understood and seen. I mean, what are the logos of corporation, a form/symbol one that really does nothing to nourish and develop a person. These symbols tantalize, excite the waters of self - so to speak- with colored lights and loud music as drama, promising nothing, really just exciting. If the consequences are able to be seen, if self could READ here and see formation with some depth perception, then that logo, that bling, that false symbol, the lie by omission would have no power, because, as we can all see, what is offered within following that symbol is only diminishment of the physical.

 The very form as our system must change, the values created by what still remains as capacity within a few men, must transform this system into a system that circulates what is here that has been generated by generations of men, to get the life on earth moving in expression as that which  does no harm. This is the solution, right in front of us, it is us, the collective, the real power. No soldier has to accept that gun. No human has to purchase that donut that is composed of limited substances - refined flours and vegetable oils that are not meant for the tropical environment of the human physical body.  No human has to vote for this accepted and allowed mainstream system. If the voice of the people stand as solution instead of finger pointing at those representing us who have actually come to fear us, because they fear losing what they have, just as we who are blaming are in fear of losing what we have. I mean, how can we ask another to change when we are being what they are being, they are simply the extreme end of the present system of inequality, they are the pooled consequence of a system that does not circulate what is of earth.  It is that we are asking another to fix what we are being the same as within, and it cannot work this way, it is an impossibility. The system is this way because the building blocks of this system, as each of us, are what creates this system! I mean DUH!  The collective, as the building blocks have to form themselves into a structure, a form that allows circulation. I mean, there must be a reason why there is so much asthma, so much cancer, the acid within and without, is building because oxygen is not circulating within the system, within and without. All these analogies, so many, the answer is right in front of us, it is in us, it is us, as we are what we have accepted and allowed. And the nature of what works is all around us, we need only look, stop following the promise of gain via money and illusory “ styles: that are really one facet of the physical being brought forward in different patterns, where the whole is not being understood. Understand the whole, respect the whole, and then real creation can step forward with dimension that offers so much more “ aspect” to work with the movement as this would be so much more fulfilling. This world, this earth, as this system of division  is a game of petty gain that cannot withstand the test of time, it is time to stop, to reform. Besides it will be fun, so much more fulfilling that what we are presently doing. Would it not be fun to interact with your neighbor, without fear? Would it not be fun to be able to communicate with the people around you, knowing that creation was the value, being life was the value, expression was the value, and that what is here is to support life, to support this?

Support a system of circulation, a system where all neighbors can interact, communicate, support, breath, give, live. Support the Equal Life Foundation because it is about getting this world circulating as life. Support The Living Income Guarantee, to remove the game of survival and begin the walk into becoming an expression of life, to stand as the creators that we are, this is the gift of life, as no real “ god” would deny understanding of the joy of simply being life, here.

Day 422 In Despair I am Unequal to Creation

I can see where wanting something is myself unequal to here. And basing what I am wanting on the past, as what I have learned will enable me to remain within a leveled existence, held in place according to opportunity which is either given or withheld through economics, through money. The economy being unequal to the ecology of the planet.

So, here I am, in thought, with accumulated emotions and feelings supporting this desire, keeping this in place. I fear to let this go because I believe that without this I will lose something. But it is being this that is the loss. It does not allow me to see what is here, myself in what is eternal, which is creation, here. I am the mirage of a pyramid scheme, ideas that define me as I serve survival, which is fearing death, which is a fear of change, which is a separation from creation, which is life, the physical.

I spend so much time trying to structure here that I end up not listening to here, equalizing myself to here. It is a kind of fear of loss through control based on idea. And then when the idea does not match reality, I react, instead of changing with what is here. If I allowed creation to move as me, then I would not be in conflict with the physical, with life, as allowing myself to move with here, as creation , would mean that instead of resisting I would equalize myself to creation and move with and as it, as this is the same as me, the same substance.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have ideas about how here should be, not seeing realizing and understanding that I create wants that I then use to validate myself within an idea of what survival is, instead of equalizing myself to the physical world that is creation, as all that exists must be creation, thus a real  heaven is being equal to creation, where there would be no division as this would be a punishment, and creation would share and communicate in totality because this would be the fun, the joy, I mean that is just common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the only way to structurally manifest something is to build it, to become it, which means being here in awareness of physical reality, instead of as an idea about what is here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear stepping out of my mind and letting go of ideas of survival that have no direct focus to actual reality.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing control of here, not seeing realizing and understanding that fear of losing control means that I am in separation from here, as I can only move as the physical substance of life here.

Within this I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to worry about the state of being in my children as I see them beginning to become adults themselves worried about their survival having been taught values that are serving a system that is in itself a separation from understanding that the physical world is the substance of life in creation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel responsible for the state of being for my children,  where all I can do is walk in common sense of physical reality and systemic manifested separation from physical reality, to remain constant and absolutely directive within a principle of what is best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see that this worry is an act of desperation as myself wanting to “ fix” what is here, control what is here, instead of standing as a constant directive of what is best for all here, as this is being a model in respect of physical reality as being practical and equal to myself, as this is creation, thus it is to stand equal to my mind as limited values and to bring this back into practical common sense of physical reality.

When and as I have a thought that I have failed, I stop and I breath and I see, realize and understand that this is a past of inequality within,  direction within limited values as what I accepted and allowed to be more than physical reality, and I stop and I breath, and I bring myself here, to direct myself within the principle of what is best for all, of what practically makes sense here.

When and as I have a thought that physical change is moving too slowly, I stop and I breath and i see, realize and understand that I am rushing within reality and thus allowing myself to be an idea as a want,  instead of  sensing being here.

When and as I feel responsible for here, I stop and I breath,  and I see, realize and understand that I am creating a point of belief that interacting here is tedious and difficult  as I focus on being a point of responsibility for another which I cannot be, as all i can be is here directing within and as what is best for all, directly here with physicality as this is creation manifest.

When and as I find myself feeling responsible for my children, for here, i stop and I breath and I  slow myself down to see realize and understand that the only responsibility is  to what is best for all as practical physical reality, here.

When and as I find myself beginning to despair, I stop and I breath, and I see, realize and understand what has been accepted and allowed as a separation from physical reality as  limited values made bigger than life, within and as myself, and thus taught to my children, a system that has been going on for generations causing a lack of equality and thus awareness with physical existence as an inner existence has become bigger than the outer physical world, this gift of life, which I accepted and allowed not seeing realizing and understanding that despite consequences that have manifested because of this inequality, this separation, all that i can do is remain here, in common sense, as despair will not be the act of equality and oneness with and as life, here.

When and as I find myself in despair, believing that admitting to my separation has some meaning within being forgiving, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I direct myself here, equalizing myself to practical physical reality,as this is the only choice to change that inequality leading to despair, that point of inequality to the gift of life that is the physical.

When and as I find myself rushing, I see realize and understand that I am acting in desperation, and am as this, in separation from life, from being equal and one to physical reality, to common sense, as I focus on an idea of a less than instead of directing here within and as what is best for all, as what allows one to give as one would like to receive, here.

Self forgiveness, writing, corrective application.  Equalizing the within with the without/creation/life

Day 413 limited values create the unknown

I have had problems with my back. It is not visible with the naked eye, per say, it just starts to hurt. Much, much better than when it really started about three years ago. At that time, it became like solid rock one day, and I had to spend time in bed because I could not move, it hurt so much. Self forgiveness would clear it at times, and then I realized that I had to direct myself. It is like learning to balance the within, of which will take practice. Like for instance, sitting here writing about this starts to clear this up, it is moving all the time.

I had spoken to Bernard about this, and he said that it took him many years to figure this out. Now that he is dead, I can’t get direction from him, but this does not matter, because it is me that must figure this out, and with the words, “ it took me many years to figure this out” the message is pretty clear, I have to figure this out. What I notice at this point is the heavy syrup thing coming down from my mind, and the suppression, or rushes of energy coming up from my solar plexus. Somehow these things must work in equality here. To go into the detail of how the mind as thoughts accumulate into emotional/feeling energies, to slow down and name, then to stop this action of separation from here, where all spatial sense of the physical is, as capacity of the human as what we are - like a tree  on the landscape doing what the form and function of a tree does, where no one tree is more than another tree as there is no hierarchy of trees unless they are organized into some system through value placement by men. A hierarchy of trees is pretty silly. So why do we have a hierarchy of men? Why are we not taught to work with  physical geometry, in common sense? Why do we have superstitions of lack of awareness, a limited awareness, a separation from common sense of physical reality? Why do we allow a system where all principle, all real value is slowly dripped towards single ownership, this monopoly game placed on a physically common sensical world? Why do we allow a media saying partial truths over and over again where it becomes supposed fact when in all common sense the behaviors promoted, such as porn, are obviously a distortion of reality causing addictions that make no sense within being aware of physical reality? What are we doing that is perpetuating this abuse, do we blame, do we spite? Do we regret, to we self pity? All of this when what is real, and practically able to be understood, is right here in front of us? Why are we using resources to send a false message instead of developing ourselves to be able to move here without negative values, as judgement, placed as what we sound here, as our words? Why is there so much friction and conflict in our relationships?

I have been taught the measure and weigh things according to a limited system of values, that feed a hierarchy of inequality, and the separation creates confusion that is registered as complexity, a compound interest is then created as what i have allowed is not equal to life, it is out of balance with common sense. As this I give the life of me away, reject life, for a lesser value, a singular value, a limited value. My self interest, as idea, as mind, as consciousness, as a picture, that is of limited structure, and thus, if I use this to direct myself in the world, the physical world, I run into all kinds of conflicts because I am forcing a limited concept of life into a physical world that is the real value and this is why it is physical, because it is the real value. We humans are in separation from the real value, as what is creation. In separating ourselves from what is real, we have forsaken ourselves as creators. We have rejected understanding the physical and the limited values we have accepted and allowed have created a mind/consciousness system that is the limited values we accumulate that cause the conflict with reality because it has not total value awareness. We are not absolute in our equality with reality. Have a look, we do not need thoughts to be here. Interesting, in the word thought, is thou ought, which is judegment, which we have been told not to do. If we learn to be spatially here, equal with the physical world, and we learn to read the actual physical, which is composed of sound and thus we can hear/here it, then we do not need ideas as our minds, to direct us, as an idea is a superstition, and we have accepted and allowed ourselves to create a paranoise of the unknown, the unknown being the pictures and ideas in and as our minds, which we use to direct us here, and project a belief system of what we are, this taught to children that come into this world naturally trying to make sense of the physical world, through touching everything, placing things into their mouths, listening, learning language, they come into this world measuring how the physical works, and we as adults place ideas of superstition into them, as our behaviors of blame and spite are based on superstition, because we thing something out there has caused our lack of practical common sense of the actual real physical world, when this cannot make any sense, because we are here, born with a gift to sense here. Thus we teach our children our own behaviors of a paranoia of the unknown, we teach our children the same separation we exist as, beliefs, opinions and ideas that bear no witness to physical reality, this that is geometric and visible and able to be sensed.

We are then, not taught that words are what allow us to create placeholders of understanding how here functions, to build a GPS within us of understanding. Naturrally, a system that is a monopoly game would not want understanding, because then the end game - of more to a few - would be realized for the abuse that it is and does as what it is by design, which admits that each of us, as humans, by design, can understand the geometery of the physical, as what we are as form and function. In a sense we are just like the cows that spend their lives in a confined cage, while we are milked of our principle economically, and then we die never understanding the ecology of this physical world that is what enabled us to be life. This is a crime beyond all measure and it must stop.

I once read that the human is capable of reading one thousand words per minute, and since we have training to develop this skill, it means that it can be done, and if the government knows this, why fear this capacity? Why limit this? And how is this known, and why is this stopped? because of an idea that one has to be more than another? Would this not allow this world to function as that tree, where all over the earth everything is working within an awareness that the physical is interconnected geometrically and that this is the value, because this is physically being life here?

Thus, in order for this physical world to function, all, everything that is here, must be in absolute value as what it is, working in full potential for life on earth to become life, for life on earth to exist without any abuse, any destruction, And this would make sense, because abuse makes no sense, war makes no sense, poverty makes no sense, and it is as it does, it has no sense of life, via no common sense of physical reality. The building blocks of reality are of rings of sound, an infinite design that allows creation. Thus life can be understood, as it is a gift to express life.

Thus, my back problems are myself misaligned to here. For which I must forgive the limitations as ideas, beliefs and opinions of what I have defined myself as within a system of inequality, a pyramid that is not a bad design per say, but as a design used to organize men, into values of more than and less than, into suppression of common sense as life, it is a mis-use of structure, as how we have allowed that which we have created to distribute what supports the physical world as resources,  as money, to be denied and metered out by varying degrees, to suppress the life that each of us is, so that self understanding as life is limited. Why and how this happened, does not matter, as this can be understood once we all come here, to physical reality, as the game of survival is removed, through creating a structure on earth that supports all of the physical world absolutely, respecting it as the life, this being the value, that it is, here. Support the Equal Life Foundation, walk the lessoning of judgement as the thoughts, emotions and feelings that have been taught as a consequence of separation from common sense of physical reality. Fill in the void of understanding through quieting the voice of judgement as the mind, the superstitions that are the smoke and mirrors that create the unknown. This storm that is of lack, that must be faced and equalized to physical reality here so that life can begin.

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