Showing posts with label performance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label performance. Show all posts

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Day 549 The journey to life is to rule equal to the measure of the physical.



I had a conversation with someone where they talked about a friend who had put together some entertainment to raise money for breast cancer.

So what is good here and what can be changed into understanding what we as humans are doing and the sense of it practically?

Organizing a show, this is cool.

Performing is cool too.

Singing songs about the tragedy of breast cancer? Why are we not in joy, singing songs about life lived to the fullest? Why are we not playing with sounds in ways that teach about sound, meaning using sound to do more than wallow in tragedy or become excited by an idea of a “ perfect relationship,” or righteous about wrongs  becoming blame instead of solution ?

Why do we allow a congress of men and state governors, who are allowing ordinances that prohibit feeding homelessness, suddenly, in an economy that uses half its revenues for war. ( and here I wonder if the 'drug war' and the 'war against cancer' is included in the 
“ war budget.” as the liability placed into taxes as subsidies?) 

We all know, if we investigate, that the revenue from charity and from taxes is supporting a war, a war using emotions and feelings, the good and the bad, judgement, a limited story recited as just division of how earth’s freely given resources are formed and moved, utilized and distributed in form and function. As it is the physical that is what is real and nothing else, so the real story cannot be hidden.
 
We also know how to produce food that is sustaining, both within and without. 

We understand that children that have a very large vocabulary tend to to well in school. And we know that a lack of opportunity creates a person who lacks skills, and the fear that is insecurity structurally within, builds a person who has no self directive capacity, so even here, if we allow a lack of access to our children having a solid foundation built of simple common sense of how the physical works, and how the physical works is understood because of the amount of innovation going on, then why do we not see, realize and understand that territorial resource controls, and wars on health, and wars to move drugs around, have nothing to do with supporting life?  That these wars are control mechanisms for few to maintain an idea of needing to control the systemic form of flow of resources as an order on earth that is the reverse of life? 

War and disease are big business, created from economic strife, which means creating a survival game on earth. At this point in time, there is so much understanding and innovation being done, even by 14 year olds, that we understand how to use energy that does no, or very little, harm to the environment.

The word, to govern stems from Latin word, gubenare, which means to steer, to rule. To “ rule” means to measure. So, someone who steers really is measuring the world around them. We have inverted this, and forced a measure based on self interest, and abdicate our natural ability to measure to a limited measure as in internal abstract of reality, called mind, that is what is steering the use of resources, freely given, as the physical means of life information/expression. And we believe that measure,  based on the mental picture that is flat, lacking dimension is a real life, a real measure. If we steer from this limited measure we become in conflict of the physical, because we are not considering all dimension of the physical - this that is composed of a building blocks of atoms that function in knowable practical ways - did we not then how have we allowed drugs to be touted by a written law to be the means of a cure? So, on the one hand we pass a law saying “ we know” and on the other hand within consequence of such supposed knowing, we continue to have cancer- for example? We cannot say we know how atoms work with how electrons transfer, and use this is create drugs that we force onto people, and then say we don’t know at the same time! This is essentially saying I know when it is my monetary/control interest, but then personally saying “ I don’t know.”  So, we have created and allowed a bring forward knowing for the corp, but when questioned we become personal entities that don’t know! That is snake like, forked tongue behavior, that is demonic, that is what it means to be demonic, to be a measure that shift's responsibility in ways to not have to answer in common sense!  And then if someone points this allowed self measure of limitation out, a response is “ I don’t like people “ like”/ ( that have a measure of and as) you!  Hissssssssssssss. And then the inner quantum mind begins to shake as its FALL - I -SEE does not want to admit its limited measure!

We can have no real power of creation, is we allow ourselves to own a memory that has no real measure of that which holds the memory, which is a para-sight as mind only, without cross reference of the principle means of life, which is the physical. If we allow a governing system that rules/measures by self interest as a system of usury that moves through the debt of interest that only exists by taking principle, then we allow a ruler/measuring device as a man, or a small measure of men, to steer- and this done from a point of overview that is just another measure as perspective. 

But if the “ view” is a picture as mind only, without cross reference, then the whole is forgotten, and the idea of para-mount (ed) inFORM as a projected para-sight becomes the rule/measure. 

Sounds like television. But what came first, the outer structure as our present “ rule of measure system’ or the inner accumulated SELF inner-rest of men as mind? What have we as personification measure of life accepted and allowed? Where are we not responsible and as such respectful of what is physical right in front of us?

A child is born with an ability to begin to measure this world. What is placed as knowledge and information to them, is what they become. If this measure placed within is one that is allowed constant cross reference with respect to practical form and function of physical reality on which the child depends to be life, than the child becomes equal to the rule/measure of the physical on which it depends. If not,  then the child has difficulty steering itself as the expression of life that it is.

Thus, we can become life. We have the gift of the physical to steer us into a rule of measure that is equal and one to and as life, as the physical, here. It is only limitation that believes it’s limitation to be more than life, that limitation is the mind developed lacking the use of common sense in respect, with every breath, of the physical. It is the accepted and allowed measure as a inner map made larger than life, it is what one has owned as a self definition, and just like television, one is allowing this to be one’s vision based on an inner ruling measure that has forgotten a respect and thus responsibility to and as the means of life, which is the physical. The steering, ruling measure within must be equal and one, respectful of, the means of life, which is the physical. 

This separation has accumulated for eons, it is time to stop because this separation is destroying the physical world, and as such life. It is time to use what we have created in ways that allow each the time and space to realign the inner measure that we have allowed to rule us, to remeasure, and re-rule, practical physical reality, to respect and be responsible to the physical gift of life. This is to give each the security within basic needs, which is clean water, shelter, education, and food. It is time to equalize ourselves to the physical which is the structural form of life expression. This  would be fun, and each would begin to stand, because what we all are looking for is the journey to life, and it is here right in front of us.





Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Day 171 Facing a belief of myself as being unworthy

I had the same conversation, again, with a member of my community, that I have had with others within my community, teachers, librarians etc. It amazes me that this one statement I make disturbs so much, in an effort to remind these “leaders” within my world of what is actually here, that cannot be denied.
So many times I have people say to me that they cannot support for profit entities.
Here, remind them that this system of a profit based system, so if there is no profit, there is no support. I also state that the state law says this clearly, that governing bodies are to ensure that what is for the common good is present and not profit ONLY.
The reactions vary. Some stand and blink, as though this is difficult conceptually. Some get irritated, and then seek escape as no answer can be found. Some go into some kind of weird happy face thing, that denies through changing the subject. Some become totally afraid and visibly look like they are about to fall over, they are shaking so hard. In all these reactions there is a definite friction; the eyes start darting around, or become really glossy and stare.
For me, this is starting an inability to conceptualize, to move from a singular idea into an awareness of what actually exists. It is as though this concept of common good in conjunction with what exists as profit, is really hard to fathom, and it is the person realizing they cannot voice this accepted statement anymore, as it is actually ignorant. I am disrupting a limited dictate as idea that actually makes no sense.
So this issue came up again. This time the person was visibly unsettled. Eyes darting around. And then within myself I noticed myself, swimming around, like I was not looking in between looking. I was afraid of the upset but i managed to stop myself from becoming so upset and remaining here. Then I realized the person with whom I spoke was the same thing as I was. She was avoiding moving from the singular belief accepted, and fearing stepping from this accepted statement, and I was worried that I was going to be rejected, because of this limited belief and my own desire to succeed. But I stopped, not because of any directive, but more because I did not want to go there, it was not a choice. It was like seeing an emotional storm begin and just saying no.
We really are warping reality here. Things just get so unclear within this. Wow.
How much do I do this, actually “blank out” from here, and this being because I cannot see the actual structures of what is here, and blank into some fear, some limited idea?
So, I went home, and I realize that this whole scenario is looking conceptually at what is here in common sense, being aware of what is here as this system AND moving within it without desire, want and need as fear clouding self direction. Moving from a singular, habituated idea, as a piece of information that does not see the totality of what exists ( and is even stated within a charter) into realizing that it is singular, is too much for some people, and for others disconcerting.
I realize that this is what is being done to our children. They are taught by teachers and parents who are walking pieces as ideas, opinions and beliefs that are habituated and mislead in that they are not aware of, or revealing , of the totality of what is actually here. So many things taught are limited and based on un-clarified accepted assumptions and thus limiting, creating a walking recitation of statements that are a piece of understanding that has no connection to what is real.
I am an adult, but a child facing something like this, they have no chance. And, more than likely, most adults will probably feel intimidated if a child actually pointed something out that made what the adult said look limited!
Something happened after this. In the last day, when I speak with people I am too aware of the moment of “blankness” as not being hereness. And I notice how much others are appearing to do the same “blankness” thing. Okay.
I have gone back to the beginning; I am here. I am here. I am here, I can’t go there, this is really really fucked up what we are doing. And we are doing this, teaching this to children.

There is clarity and molasses.
The moment I fell was wanting to be worthy, wanting this other person to think me worthy, which means I fear being unworthy. This became big for a moment. And I am procrastinating within getting something done because I fear this.
But I remember having so many people come up and praise me for a performance, and realizing that this praise, though pleasing, really is not so valid, in that it was in myself doing the thing that was what was enjoyable and once the moment of doing it was done, that was it.
I have also had happy faces of praise come to me, only to find later that this was like a competitive glee  in the person, later going and trashing me behind my back. I am wary around too much praise, for me it brings out a red light, I do not trust this, as I have learned it is a face of spite and self satisfaction in the presenter, it is competition.
The sneaky snake of cunning maneuver is how I saw this. To face this will require patience and not allowing myself to fall into a character of believing myself to be unworthy.
If I stopped and caught myself leaving breath and what was actually physically happening, watching a piece try to grasp the whole; conceive of parts in common sense, then this can be done, as this is life being here directing, then there is no need to procrastinate. And this procrastination feels like I am moving like molasses, which is what an inner boohooing actually is. lol Like, “ Will someone please come and hold my hand so I don’t have to do this alone.”
Even, though, in common sense, it will take more than one standing in common sense, because the boohooers will be all that is sounded. The non boohooers will have to get as big as or bigger than those boohooing. lol
From here, I will walk this character of “unworthiness.”








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