Who am I? What do I process as information? Day 732

I had one of those situations where I realized I was not doing the math. I was not looking at the numbers, I was not looking at the equation. I simply followed something that had been said again and again, and accepted this as a truth.  I was not really LOOKING. I was not cross referencing HERE, this reality and what mendacious formula was placed to and towards me. I was not seeing the gossip. I was not processing the words, and relating them to reality in common sense. 

How much d I do this? probably more than I realize at the moment. For example, I never realized that a virus has never been found! Viruses are described by what other things are present, so what describes a virus is what the virus is not. Or, a virus supposedly must be present because other things are present.  By law, one cannot say that something happened unless the thing is measured, and yet, within viruses, we accept decisions about a virus by what it is not.  This is another one of those things that is a subtle manipulation, in that the laws say the thing justifying the means, must be measured, and yet, the dogma propagated is what something is not, thus what is used has never been proven as fact, and yet we are lead to believe, through statements as a word, as ‘ virus’ as really being something that exists, when it has not been proven to exist and yet, accept its existence and accept recommendations about it based on its  non-defined existence. I can see where I could spin around in this, and probably already am. I am a product of this system, as this was the information around me, and I followed, meaning I did not investigate beyond the string of words presented. This is how an uninformed consent happens. This in tandem with a school system that imparts a general scaffold of information without real living opportunity to investigate and direct one’s presence into a real physical understanding through living experience.  Here, I have to realize, in space, that somehow, I learned to crawl, I directed myself within that, thus I must have the capacity to move through the eye of the needle, meaning I must have the capacity to sense space, no matter how small. After all, I practice the smallest of movement of my hand to learn to vibrate on the violin, and I can see where my presence can sense that tiny change from the top of the back and forward movement of my hand with a relatively fast reading sense of the space! When it is said that one should be able to hear/here the grass growing- which I expect must be an awesome experience - it must be something we are able to do! 

This would mean that one’s focus must be HERE. 

I could also see where this would be so incredibly fulfilling, I can only imagine! The way out is not to imagine, but to focus here, in this creation in manifestation. It would be to get to now /here ( no-where, no wear, know-here) , as all of me. Yet, the separation into a bubble of imagination must be resolved, the math done, the presence here, accepting life, embracing myself and what is here,  as I would not want to be left behind, and therefor, I would not want anyone to be left behind! 

I must master what has been mastered into a mind consciousness, as imagination, that is using a limited math to live, instead of seeing directly the very math of creation here. I cannot do that alone, and yet I must do that alone, as all as one, as equal, too.

The very labor of me, must stand as this, unerringly, which is going to take practice and standing up from mistakes as I learn to realize what I accepted and allowed, as ideas, beliefs and opinions. Here, that labor of me, standing firm, staying the practical course, learning all details, processing the math of separation and the practical reality here,  as I as this, can create a movement that is sustainable, directing the labor of me into digits as the system exists, in a solid and supportive movement as no one can take that away. I am not beholden to secondary forms of support, what I am and who I am, and what I move as, stands stable, in every action, to support all as one as equal, here. It is a beautiful design! It is a design that builds real community. It is the opportunity for all to walk, on the ground, self empowerment, to be the change needed to bring heaven on earth, here. It is where the doers become the so called ‘ angel investors”, fulfilling themselves as life and spreading the living word here. 

My parents used to give me, for Christmas every year,  the figure of the hermit, the Santa Claus figure. They compared me to a person always caring a lantern, trying to bring light to things, trying to save the world. I remember being both proud of this and uncertain that it was not being used as some kind of insult. It both bothered me and excited me. Yet, this excitement that tends to cause me to rush, within this caring and throwing myself into something, is my own awe gone awry! It is myself, jumping into doing without processing what I am being within, and what is without, and the ubiquitous dogma as those ideas come to be accepted as a truth that I can blame no one for but myself, for accepting and allowing, as I did not really buckle down and investigate the details, and, as it was not modeled to learn to ‘ watch the grass grow’ meaning to really place my presence in discovering the smallest of movements that lead to a well directed self directive movement in this reality. I was too busy carrying that ‘ light’- so to speak. 

Yet, the impetus of a joy, an awe, simply tipped into ideas, as a mind consciousness,  means this can be balanced out through breathing and being present here, walking myself as my presence, with patience, back into, living here.  How awesome is that!  That is a real joy. I could weep for joy, and realize how much time I spent fighting and waring, and ignoring here, this reality. I have been doing this for so long, it is as though a part of me cannot believe I have potentially found what I had lost  and that it was always here.  It is like I left myself behind, chasing accepted mis-information. This creates a mixture of joy and shame, like how in the fuck could I have done this?  And, it was all ways, right there in front of me. I can only forgive myself, as begin to walk, in real time, discovering myself and real living, touching creation, a gift in-measurable in  the beauty of its design. I can enjoy, being here, it is who and what I am. 

Day 535 What is the total story?

I watched this preview of a movie about climate change, here.

It says that there was extreme drought in Syria before the war, where many Syrians were hungry because of the failing waterless farms. They began to move into the cities to find food. Ones that complained and asked the government for help, were confined to prison, in the example, the woman said she was in prison for two months. I mean, is this a way to treat people who are affected by a drought?

Also, this preview talks about Indonesia. In Indonesia, the head of forestry stands on a stage and touts the need to protect the forests, but behind his curtained desk, he does nothing. Burning forests in Indonesia is supposed to be illegal, and yet, when one lands in an airplane into the arrival city, the whole city is engulfed in smoke from burning forests, one can even see this from space. Which, on the side, here, makes me wonder about that supposed missing airplane.

Going back to Syria I then thought about the American King Phillip war. A war that I read a lot about a few years ago. A war that has only a tiny foot note in American school textbooks. I can imagine that the reason it is not talked about is because if one looked at all the details, and the factors involved, all the reactions of different factions, one would realize a micro situation that would explain so much of what happens in other areas of conflict.

So, the American Native Indians had finally begun to see that the English really did believe that they could own the land. But by then, it was too late for the Natives, there were too many men possessed with a belief that they could own the earth - despite the fact that they die and the earth remains.

So, the American Indian Natives, destroyed all the houses and livestock they could find. They destroyed the means of sustenance and shelter of these new comers possessed by ownership.

I also want to note, that when I watched one episode about John Adams, I noticed that the health of these people, these early Americans was portrayed as very bad; they had spots all over their skin, one woman had black teeth. This depiction that I see suggests that the health care industry of today is so much better than how we lived in the past when such a health system did not exist. And yet, in the journals of the first European Arrivals, it was noted again and again how heathy the American native Indians were in fact, how much stamina they had, how they could withstand colder temperatures that the European Settlers. It is known that the American Natives had offered food to the Settlers when they were not doing too well, and probably so because their diets were not of the sort that gave then the stamina they so noted in the American Natives.

What happened as a consequence of this war, is that different factions wanting supremacy, either new or lost, used the conflict to grab in their own self interest. And, that this pattern of reckless practice by corporations, which is us, to turn any waste, meaning anything that adds costs in terms of taking care of all detriment to the environment, animals or people, instead of being addressed is turned into another way to make a profit. 

So, in the King Phillip War, we see this happening. The church uses it, the landowners that lived, use it, and the growing scientific community in England use it for gain;  intellectually, spiritually, and agriculturally/business.

In this preview, a Texas town loses a meat processing plant, and many lose any means of income. The people who lose their jobs have a belief that it is god that has something to do with this, until they are exposed to more details about the science of what is happening on earth. Here is the catch, more details about how the physical world works. They then begin to look at what is happening with the physical world in more expansive ways.

In Syria we are told so many different things, and the limited details are touted by a media that is payed for by the business faction whose receive incredible amounts as subsidies from our taxes. So, in the end it is each of us, our ignorance of the details, the real details, the measurable details about how the physical world works, and how the financial systems work and about how our taxes are divided and towards what endeavors our money moves into, that we can begin to see what we support in detail, and nor based on the very limited view point of someone on TV, or an Indonesian official that stands in front of the people he proposes to stand for, and tout what should be saved, all the while doing, in deed, in action, the opposite.

Did any early European Settler, realize why the women were being accused of being witches, when the men had been killed - more in relation to the population that any other subsequent war - and as such there were not enough men to go around and at that time, perhaps options for women because of the accepted and allowed cultural beliefs, based on past traditions when such means of measure worked but did not necessarily have to be exactly this way, because others ways would work too? Did the priests, who had lost their congregations, blame the change on the people no longer praying , using their imaginations when it really was about that priest’s mean of income, and or did he miss his chemical high in not being able to stand in front of a congregation and get all excited?  Did the European “ scientists” want to prove that they understood the world, when all they really did was prove that if you bind a woman to a post, and place wood around that post and ignite that wood, that that woman will indeed burn up?

If we look at all of this, do we not see how easy it is to be programmed to believe in very limited viewpoints that really make no sense of this actual real physical world?

Are those who have used our tax dollars, that which is subsidized, to tout a limited story in their own self interest, and then say that it is not their fault because we are supposed to know, it is not their fault that we allowed it because we did not investigate and basically LOOK at reality?

In the end, we can blame no one for our own ignorance, if a person had not listened to what is right here, right under our feet, then can we blame that extreme wealth for our ignorance? No. At the same time, it is to realize that it is this ignorance, this limited insight, is self abdication of self responsibility. It is ourselves not looking at all factors, especially when we see that our soldiers are committing suicide at the rate of 22 a DAY,  that in Indonesia twenty elephants are killed in one day, to simply eliminate them from the landscape because they do not fit into a profit making enterprise known as palm oil. Thus when we purchase many processed goods, in our supermarkets, we support this devastation, that is emitting tons of CO2 into the air, and being a part of the cause of the changing earth, an earth trying to balance itself out.

Do we realize that when we buy sugar, we are supporting slavery in the Dominican Republic?

Do we realize that the people on this Island had managed to produce a lot of their own crops before the sugar plantations were created, or should I say the land taken by some  official who accepted a bribe? Was this originally touted as “ the advent of democracy”, yet in practice something very different? What limited stories were told that our tax dollars payed for?

In the end , what exists is because we are doing the same within ourselves, each of us, we are not paying attention, and when we do, we join a segmented group, and stand for that one thing, not realizing it is all interconnected. And then we blame that for which we payed for, when we payed for it. Obviously, each must become aware of what exists on this earth and that all that we do effects everything on this planet.

We, men, in total are responsible for what happens on this earth, and we are responsible to realize that if we do not want harm done unto us, than every man is the same, and every living thing does not want harm as well. To destroy a living thing, is to tear it apart, and if you would not like this, then what has to change is our present system. Change is not going to happen unless each of us realize that we are all the same in that we are a living being that has a physical body that reveals its nature through its physical function. By this, I mean that a cow is a cow, it has hoofs and teeth, these things are to tread the earth, munch on grass, etc. etc. it is not for that expression to stand in a stall all day, day after day, never moving, being pumped full of stuff that forms cancerous growths that are then cut out before the remaining muscle tissue is packaged for sale.

It is to realize that if a human being is experiencing a drought, that that area on earth needs support until the rains return, just as we would want for ourselves if we were in that position.

It is to realize that if we were a child, would we want to be sold into the sex industry? No, and would we want our children to be sold into such an industry? If we do not want this for ourselves and we want to ensure that this option never is something that will happen to any child then the way money is being distributed must be looked at in detail, and the form of the system must change.

If we do not want the elephants in Indonesia to be murdered en masse, then we must look at what we eat, and ask ourselves why palm oil has to be in practically everything we eat, and to realize that there are ways to grow food right here in our own country, varied foods, that do not allow monocultures to exist, ways of producing food that works with the variation that exists, as this is how nature had worked for longer than man has existed, and that it was a self sustaining mechanism, much more so than what man has created within a system that does not care for this earth in ways that do no harm, and instead changes into a system that moves in ways that do to another as one would like done unto themselves.

In so many ways, a human is the same as that cow, a human is a mechanism that is capable of so much, but each must use their common sense, and look directly at what is here and stop asking another to make decisions for us. We cannot blame a system trying to control us when we are not standing in common sense ourselves. Each must realize what is best for all, as this is what is best for self, because each of us is the same material, the same substance, everything that is here is made of the same materials, we are all different forms of the same things, thus it is up to us to self realize what we are as life, and what this means to support and exist as this. Obviously, it is what we do with what we are, and how what we are at present is based on taking in very limited details that are not considerate of the whole. We are what we allow. We are what we accept. We are our own ignorance, so how can we stand in front of a government office and blame them and ask them to change when it is us as the collective, each individual that must change and no longer participate in not realizing that the system is us, it is us ignoring ourselves as life, it is acting in it’s own self interest, just as each of us are. It is the mirror of our disregard for life.

The solution is to stand together, in self awareness, and make the only choice, the choice of what is best for all, the choice to give to another as we would want for ourselves.

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Day 414 Monsanto GMO and the cart before the horse. StoryAnnoDomini SAD.

Monsanto GMO and the cart before the horse. A play of hero warship.

I watched an interview yesterday about the advantage of GMOs only. What was interesting is that the person was defending GMOs and specifically Monsanto’s application of GMOs. In all, because this world, this earth is so interconnected, when something is changed it must be insured that it is what is best for all.  Thus, it is necessary to carry out long term studies, very detailed ones, and as we know that studies done in isolation can be influenced by the persons doing the studies, the real effects are on the total world, the total earth, thus the research done in isolation in short term study cannot be used to validate. And yet we allow this. So, when consequences occur that are against this isolated study, what is referenced is the study, and even here, the details of the studies are hidden within “ trade secrets’ etc. one big game of hiding, as the goal is profit before life, a crime.

There is the argument that Americans have been eating GMOs and this is left at that, without looking at the total condition of the American in general, We are not healthy. So, having said this, have  Monsanto’s GMOs done anything for the America people really? And here, the arguments are that the differences are so slight they cannot possibly be the cause, which begs the question that perhaps all the accumulative little “ insignificant differences “ we have accepted and allowed in total create the damage to our health. Why do we not realize that tiny differences can, over time become huge differences. Is this not the technique of water torture, that the slow drip of a little has great effect? Why do we then deny this in other practices? I mean, it is “ bring forward what validates, wonder around in dimensions to present what justifies that gain. Such a mess and such a crime against life.

Within this interview this tactic was used. The guest was talking about GMOs, about Monsanto GMO’s, and suddenly the newscaster moved from this into making blanket statements about science, turning the whole argument into a cognitive dissonance as dimension was changed from the practice of how Monsanto was working with GMOs to this being all of science, all of the practice of science. This is moving into vagary as generalization and accusation as demonizing a general practice as what the person is saying to substantiate a practice being questioned , this is dis-clarity, this is becoming protection and defense instead of looking at this cart being placed before the horse.

In this case, that science is saving people’s lives by giving them three meals of rice, altered rice, to eat a day. How can this be saving their lives? Especially when these - usually indigenous people -have managed to survive on their land for generations? And when Weston Price went to visit these people, they had straight teeth and were healthier than they are now, just as the Europeans noted how healthy the American Indians had  been when they arrived in America, thus these people have diminished since the arrival of land grab for monocultures, and now what is touted by the media is that the monoculture land grabers are saviors! All that is presented is the hero status of this form, that it is going to save lives, - the lives that it destroyed in the first place - I mean just look at the condition of the American Indian now! This is sad, yes, the lying here, the singular story line told, the lack of dimension and spatial awareness of consequence, to the point where the cart is before the horse, the  cart as the built and fabricated story for gain is placed before that which is real, the physical. It really is a game, a presentation of smoke and mirrors, a lie by omission, a choosing of limited parts as limited dimensions, to lessen the potential of the physical as the human, for gain and then to act like a hero, when it is the opposite, and then to place all this under the blanket of being against this is being against science! It is the crime of cognitive dissonance, and this needs to be understood and voiced. Time to look at all dimension, to become spatially aware, to use our natural ability to sense here, as what we are as life. Time to realize the media pretty much shouts out one part, that is only a partial truth, and then touts this again and again and again, until it is beLIEved to be THE truth, when it is not. It is like Snowden broke the law because he did not remain within partial truth telling, because partial truth telling supports a system that is partial life supporting as profit for a few and yet touted as salvation!. As this is the world we have built, we cannot trust what is in our minds, because this is the memory of a system of inequality, and thus not ourselves as being respectful of life here, realizing the effects and consequences of what we have accepted and allowed as a structure to organize earth. Our present system is not a system of order, it is a system of disorder in self interest. Those promoting the self interest are the product on the extreme side of the consequences of our separation from the horse, as we have believed the cart to be more than the horse, the cart being our minds, as thoughts, opinions and ideas, our part selfs. This that is believed to define us, as limited values, this that we believe will lead us to heaven, But remember, that Christ said that heaven had to be brought to earth, as this was the salvation, this was the solution.

We see this same game going on with the water on earth. Where the industry of abuse, goes in and pollutes the water, and then “ voila” a savior appears upon the scene, the very same that created the dirty water, they have a solution, and for this solution we must pay. This is the “ s” spiral before the ad, before the advent of the savior, the anno dominii ( Story Anno Domini) the before “ god” head as the creation of the “ star” the “ hero” presented in big shiny lights, touted all over, until everyone forgets and this savior, becomes the truth, a lie becomes a truth. And we, as our land is destroyed right under our feet, accept the story, the lie, especially when we are the many, we are the power, to stand together and change this, because we are the ones that built the cart that carried the berries, or whatever, that are squashed to make the Coca cola that polluted the water, that  forced a symbiotic nature into a monoculture that touted solution and created weaker, diminished humans that then ate rice three times a day and then became diseased and then needed health care that never cured and that then needed clean water. One division after another, one abuse after another, and the story presented is one of a hero? This is ludicrous, an eluding cross we all bear unless we realize this and change within and without, forgive the truths touted by the media, see behind the illusion, and come back down to earth, remove the cart before the horse.

So, it is time to clean up the dictates we have accepted and allowed within our minds, and to create a order in this world where all life is supported, and since indigenous peoples have survived with straight teeth and healthy bodies with much less disease - which is why they must be eliminated in corporate logic because it is competition - it reveals what is real -  and that cannot be allowed from the eye of self interest. Thus, turning this earth into a monoculture is not a solution, it only creates more problems, and these problems are accumulating, so this system that forces nature into boxes cannot and will not work, as it is not looking at the form and function of this geometrical world, this system is abusing science in its own self interest as profit, to force a more than onto a few, themselves a product of placing the cart before the horse, this it is the responsibility of all of to understand the disorder to be able to work with the physical world, the horse, that magnificent animal that has no desire to be a superstar, they just want to enjoy the physical world, run in the wind, eat the grass, as what they are as the very form and function of what they are. To abuse this is a crime against life, as it is the crime of trying to take what is here, that is not understood, or it would not be abused, and force it into some idea in self interested gain, this in itself a cognitive dissonance of life.

Stand and get your mind in order, there are tools and there is the Desteni I Process Lite, it is FREE. There are also interviews on Eqafe, many are free and realize that the system is one of inequality and until it is ordered into what supports life, you are going to have to support those who are making an effort to figure out why this world is in such a state of disease, thus what desteni has done is made the solution affordable and enough to support a few standing up and clarifying what has been allowed on earth, within and without. One can only play superhero , if one has money, which in itself is revealing. The only real here is equality and oneness.

Support the Equal Life Foundation, to change the system to one that supports the horse before the cart, where the cart makers can earn more and yet the horse is given what it needs to support itself as life - so to speak. Realize a healthy “ horse” will do what a horse does as its very geometrical design and function, but it needs more than three meals a day of rice. Realize the resources of this earth, cannot be owned by a few, and cannot be cultivated by one hand, it takes many hands, and that the value of this placed into money does not make money bad, it is how this value that is then used to support life, be distributed in such as way that all of the physical world has what it needs to be life. Support a Living Income Guarantee, time to get this world in order.

Day 66 The folding of knowledge and information.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to know, as in be informed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to desire to know, to be informed, to have information, to have knowledge and information to discuss with others and my world, so I appear to be aware of what is happening in the world, where I base what is happening in the world on popular books and information sources, be it a magazine, a news show, a tv show, a journal, an educational degree, where I gather and collect the knowledge and information to decorate myself with, and regurgitate without looking at what the information actually creates, or is based on, in relation to this physical world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use knowledge and information to shield myself form a belief in a loss of social status.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand how much I walk a “theory” alone and not what is physically real.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to take a look at my life, and see where I am applying knowledge and information gathered through outside sources, and education, where I did not in fact live the efficacy of that knowledge and information in fact.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to take the words of others for granted without actually going and considering if what is said is in fact effective in this world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to take knowledge and information and “play with it in and as my mind” and create supposed understandings through feelings considerations of theory, knowledge, information through what feels right instead of being here, with and as this physical world, not realizing that the entertainments of the mind, as story. in pondering the why’s and how’s of this world through the use of knowledge and information, is separation of what is actually physically here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be addicted to an energetic high in and as a sense of “knowing” where I have used knowledge and information and experiences from my past and constructed a sense of understanding and knowing this world, where instead of looking at this world, and realizing a change is possible, I wallow in sadness as to what exists on this planet.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be a story junkie, to collect knowledge and information and to then feel sad that this world is not living up to it’s full potential, where I blame some fuzzy entity not realizing that this world as the present system is created by men, that men are the anecdotal evidence assembling the whole of this system.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see the infinite loop of perpetual motion I allow myself to exist as , where I will cause damage to my human physical body, as I am not here, one and equal to this physical world, but instead of in my head, reading about history, the news, the arts, psychology, science, ( you name it) and then to take this in -form-(n)ation and fold it into my bible of knowledge and compassion and understanding and then feel as though I am compassionate, and special and caring and giving, as I believe this world is sad, and that each individual is not utilizing their full potential, where I feel sad and believe that life is not lived, where I have not considered that the human is so consumed by survival in a system that creates lack, and uses money to control the human through fear of loss, where this fear disallows human development for many on this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that the knowledge and information presented serves a system of limited design and thus what knowledge is readily available within media and journals, supports what follows the law of profit, and thus cannot do what is best for all, as this would equalize and support life, where a system of profit brings profit to a few only, and ignores that which is one and equal to it, and that which supports it, which is what is real this physical world.

i forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that “shades of grey”  are actually turning the same information around and around again and again, refractions of  petty finger pointing where the simplicity of looking at this physical world and how things move and support this physical world is the practical solution.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that there is something to understand in and as my mind, when my mind can only move in singularities and therefor cannot solve problems, as it is not walking the practical steps necessary to get something done, where we have a system where a “leader” dictates to others what steps to take from a far, and thus does not actually live what physically happens and works, what destroys and supports, as the distant centralized government/corporation dictator is not present.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that within a hierarchy, a dictate can be given from above, to a “lesser” point in the hierarchy and that this person will lose their “fresh air” position unless they force those below them who are working with the actual physical thing, to complete assignments no matter what affect this causes to the physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that where the person giving direction bases their decisions on knowledge and information distant from the physical,  have the power to distribute,  release and provide what sustains life, thus, all starvation allowed by governments is in fact a crime, all starvation allowed by banks is thus a crime no different to the crimes of Hitler. 

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting myself to see that  if one only looks at the knowledge and information presented, the wording will only focus on what the profits are for the few, where outcomes are lost in a drama of blame and spite.  

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that collecting knowledge and information that is of blame and spite, and self pity, and finger pointing and hate, and tragedy, is the drama used to hide the money flowing to a few, where the drama presented in the media is meant to wallow the listener in sadness, as emotion, as self pity, to hide the fact that what is real, is the physical world.

When and as I see myself pondering knowledge and information, I stop and I breath, and I remind myself that knowledge and information without practical effective application is useless.

When and as I find myself going into an emotion of sadness I stop and I breath, and I realize that this emotion of sadness and pity is myself caught in a self created addiction to believing that I care about this world, where in fact this action of emotion and belieVing that I care is just this, knowledge and information without any effective practical directive application to stop the abuse allowed and accepted on an earth that has the means to ensure a life of support as life, for everything on this planet.

I commit my self to investigating the amount of money invested in the development of war, and to realize that this money alone iS enough to support all life on this planet and that the effort used to built the “high tech” tools of war can just as well be spent to provide a life of dignity for all that is of this earth.

I commit myself to realizing that the money spent on perfume and alcohol alone can provide this world with clean drinking water.

I commit myself to researching agriculture, where crop rotation and the form and function of the cow is a perfect self sustaining system that circulates waste and maintains healthy soils, where what is presently being done causes MRSR, a form of strep that is resistant to antibiotics, where this is so prevalent, that hospitals are now placing signs outside of hospital doors where visitors must a mask to enter the room, as this is now in our CAFO meats and out vegetables.

I commit myself to realizing that my job and my pension are not going to do me any good if I am a walking disease full of super bug bacteria and viruses because I did not investigate how money is spent on this planet to serve profit for the few, and not what this earth gives unconditionally, the resource to support life in dignity.

I commit myself to realizing that the diseases of out children are caused by the pollution of this planet within and without, as the incessant broadcast of knowledge and information is resonantly talking over our children to the point where they can no longer focus and what we do is label them as ADHD, without realizing that they are refracted into many parts of no real value, separating a  connection to what is actually real, this physical world, as our children are becoming sex maniacs in the third grade, where girls are having their periods in the third grade.

I commit myself to realizing the folding of knowledge and information in and as my mind, into and as a story of righteousness and pity, an emotion of sadness and justification in and as believing that I have value because I care, is not a solution and therefor a mind fuck of no practical solution to be directly supportive of what is real, this physical world.

I commit myself to walking myself through how I become a back chat of blame and spite, self pity and righteousness to become effective in communicating the directive principle of oneness in equality through understanding my own separations into and a mind consciousness system, through writing, self forgiveness and corrective application, and thus being the process of stopping the mind, and walking one and equal to this physical world.

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