Showing posts with label history. Show all posts
Showing posts with label history. Show all posts

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Day 434 Transnational Action disregards practical physical reality.


I was reading about two brothers who amassed exorbitant wealth organizing a product we all use to live, their names unimportant to me because it is the action and outcome of what they did that is important. Having a name to place on this is unnecessary and part of the problem. I mean in school the organization and development of resources are always given a figure head, this figure head given the status of a “ creator” which is in itself a delusional presentation. And I remember thinking that some people on earth, as I read away in the stories presented at school in text books, that there were supposedly “ amazing” people who did this and did that, and many of their names are placed on brass plaques  for all to see. There are subjects about how resources are developed and moved around, but this is not aligned with the supposed “ movers and shakers” in our society whose names we drop to show our accumulation of knowledge and information, leaving out practical common sense, the whole story,  the actual physical facts. Our consequences of history told always incite an associative drama  of “he said she said”- be it country of event-  about the  figure head lacking all common sense. It civic classes he structural mechanism of world order is taught, in history, the “ he/they did this or that” story. Perhaps this is changing into other combinations, but still is the alignment with physical movements tied to a figure head given super powers that this figure head does not, in all common sense, really possess because they are a point in a interconnected fabric where a media touts one aspect as a “ more than” as a god -  a “ figured head” that has all this media “light” exaggerating its significance in contradiction to physical reality?
So, these two brothers organized the production and storage and distribution of a product. For them it was this process that drove them, and they held onto the money, living lives that were not ostentatious. The accumulation of money, how much collected was the end game and nothing else. They played with transnational practices, squeezing money from the production end and the consumer end to have gains through tax havens in the middle because it was about collecting the money. Physical life was secondary, profit was primary,  a backwards equation, the cart before the horse, a trough of self interest.
How is that we have allowed ourselves to make one part of a process more than another? The workers if not given what is needed to be decent human beings are naturally going to cut corners and lack health and thus not going to take care of the very ground on which they exist and the consumer using the product, are they getting what is best for them, what will sustain a human form composed of parts and mechanistic functions that are able to be understood, are they going to function in their full capacity? What does this undeveloped entity on earth leave behind for those to come? And if humans are more than another species, then why would we need that other species. if we cannot exist without it than we are not more. Dependency really reveals an interconnectedness, not a more than.
Figure heads are an organizer, and usually they have the money to organize larger groups of things, but they are only this through capital gains. These gains are dependent on the physical world and the actions on the ground, thus, a figure head is dependent on what is here, and is only a part of a connection dependent on what is being connected! Without the connections, that figure head cannot exist.  Thus, the idol making of a point of organization is an illusion and the allowance of money to collect to a few is a complete delusional separation from reality.
In reality, if the entities on the ground had more natural ability to be responsible they would, it is only an idea that order must come from afar, not to say that at this point in time because of the amount of non allowance of common sense, within each point, more organization of what is here will be needed, but as each part becomes what it is as life capable of understanding, less organization from one point will be needed. In other words it is the accumulation of money that uses the division of understanding as a means for self interested gain. Can’t blame the effects of this on the effected, that is simply ignorance. In all of this is those that compose the castle walls, as the administrators, the teachers, the municipal workers, those that have pay checks that really keep that wall up. So, ironically, it is those in the middle, that are the wall of separation, that must realize that a Living Income Guarantee will remove the divide that is the wall, that is a formation as men that is removed from common sense of earth, meaning practices that do no harm absolutely.  We all know the choices we make, that are not self honest, that allow a “ lesser evil” over an absolute, really looking at what causes no harm. This is why, the collective has no choice but to stand for a Living Income Guarantee. I am sure that there are many soldiers who are cast out and/or realize they serve a lesser god of profit before life.
Think of someone who starts working within some process, on the bottom level and begins to understand the whole production process and moves up through the different levels of organization. They simply focus on this part of existence, it does not make them more than. Another person working may be developing themselves in another way, for instance, learning to play a musical instrument, or studying how one point in the process could be improved, etc. etc. one is not more than another, we have simply allowed money to flow into one point above another. We have maintained a system that directs money into pooling through one point without any regard  for life what so ever. This is a picture of stagnation, it is not a picture/story of development that does no harm, that does not disregard consequence of practice and consideration of earth, that on which we depend. This is a sickness, a separation from reality. What some call reality is really delusion, because in the end our lives are dependent on physical existence.
The mis-take was choosing the belief in a good and a bad, despite the tree of life emitting oxygen to breath, a tree whose form and organization as parts we can all understand, even in detail if we look.  The mis-take was believing that one thing is more than another, an in this forgetting that the physical is a form that enables the expression of life and therefor all aspects of physical existence are interconnected, it is only illusion that one is more than another. Allowing  excessive amounts of money to accumulate into the hands of a few is a crime against life, it is a separation from reality, and its consequences are in the state of ignorance that this allowance is, destructive. So the physical is diminishing as so much is destroyed and turned into a bill. This bill cannot feed us, this bill cannot suddenly become a tree again. The physical world, is life and this is the value. That figure head touted as a god is the illusion. And we were told to not create false idols.


Friday, October 19, 2012

Day 180 What is physically actually HERE

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all there is is HERE.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to always bring myself back to HERE.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to have a relationship to HERE.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I become ansi and restless in the face of a rant, my own or from another, the onlysolution is to stop and to breath and to bring myself here, to look at what I am ranting about and what the rant supports as an idea, belief or opinion, want, desire or need, and to stop and to come back to HERE.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow ideas in and as my mind, which are always judgements, upholding a moreal as what I believe myself to be as reactions in fear of myself as life, separating myself from here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow relationships that are in separation from what is actually practically here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that having “faith” is existing in total abdication of what is actually physically here, which within a system of inequality would be what is taught as this takes what is real, the very resource of this earth and diminishes it in the eyes of the labor force as the human, to make this resource believe in something else being real to allow what is real, this physical world, to then be owned by a few.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the idea of faith is an opiate of the masses, that leads to a fantasy and a separation from what is real which is what is here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that creating a dream, and building an idea of “faith” to and towards that “dream” and saying this over and over again until it is believed is the perfect guise to control what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the development of relationships being made so huge as being more important than another, is also the same thing used to separate from here, as this is making a part of all that is here, bigger than another part of here, and this is a means of separation from here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that if I become separate from HERE, I will no longer be able to see, here, and thus I will lose my sense of space HERE, which is what happens to so many humans as they age, they lose their sense of here and can no longer walk on this earth, this physical real world HERE, or even stand for that matter.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the lack of communication between individuals is also revealing a separation from HERE.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have voices in and as my mind, that are myself thinking, “ I have to get away from here”, which is what I am doing when I do not want to hear the rants of another.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to say to someone telling me about their past, “ What does this have to do with what is right HERE right now?”
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think, “ I want to get away from this.”
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to say to myself “ I don’t want to hear this” which as the words suggest, I do not want to HERE this, as this seems like a burden to me, and I immediately want to protect myself from bringing HERE the “hear” as the words being spoken.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to imagine escape, to think of ways to escape, to not have to HERE the thing being HEARd.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to imagine no longer having to here the HEARd.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the only way out of the HEARd is to HERE the HEARd.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the HERD as the sheep as the human is separated from the HERE through the HEARd.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I become ansi, I am a reaction to the HEARd as wanting to escape instead of bringing myself here in practical common sense of what is here, as it is here that I move myself, it is here that supports me as life, as the mind cannot exist without HERE, which is explained within the Heaven’s Journey to Life blogs and the History of Mankind series at Eqafe, among others.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that within my human physical body I become restless and ansi, and become a behavior of wanting to escape, which is a behavior of separation from here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in wanting to escape I am not facing that which is before me, that is me, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to trust myself as life here, and to stand and to be here and to realize that all there is is here, as this is the answer to the ego as the rant as the story that, as ego, is in separation from here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in not bringing what is said, here, I separate myself from my own self hONEsty and do not allow myself to develop common sense of what is here in practice within and as myself here and only prolong my separation from life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the very act of comparison is myself within limited values, as I am not here, accepting what is actually physically here, understanding the very form of what is here and investigating what is here, simply as what it is and how it functions in and as support as life.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that there is no running away, as all there is is here.
I commit myself to breathing when I feel myself becoming restless and ansi to center myself here, and within this direct all that is being spoken, as myself as mind as the voices in my head and the HEARd words of another to here.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Day 66 The folding of knowledge and information.



I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to know, as in be informed.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to desire to know, to be informed, to have information, to have knowledge and information to discuss with others and my world, so I appear to be aware of what is happening in the world, where I base what is happening in the world on popular books and information sources, be it a magazine, a news show, a tv show, a journal, an educational degree, where I gather and collect the knowledge and information to decorate myself with, and regurgitate without looking at what the information actually creates, or is based on, in relation to this physical world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use knowledge and information to shield myself form a belief in a loss of social status.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand how much I walk a “theory” alone and not what is physically real.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to take a look at my life, and see where I am applying knowledge and information gathered through outside sources, and education, where I did not in fact live the efficacy of that knowledge and information in fact.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to take the words of others for granted without actually going and considering if what is said is in fact effective in this world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to take knowledge and information and “play with it in and as my mind” and create supposed understandings through feelings considerations of theory, knowledge, information through what feels right instead of being here, with and as this physical world, not realizing that the entertainments of the mind, as story. in pondering the why’s and how’s of this world through the use of knowledge and information, is separation of what is actually physically here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be addicted to an energetic high in and as a sense of “knowing” where I have used knowledge and information and experiences from my past and constructed a sense of understanding and knowing this world, where instead of looking at this world, and realizing a change is possible, I wallow in sadness as to what exists on this planet.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be a story junkie, to collect knowledge and information and to then feel sad that this world is not living up to it’s full potential, where I blame some fuzzy entity not realizing that this world as the present system is created by men, that men are the anecdotal evidence assembling the whole of this system.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see the infinite loop of perpetual motion I allow myself to exist as , where I will cause damage to my human physical body, as I am not here, one and equal to this physical world, but instead of in my head, reading about history, the news, the arts, psychology, science, ( you name it) and then to take this in -form-(n)ation and fold it into my bible of knowledge and compassion and understanding and then feel as though I am compassionate, and special and caring and giving, as I believe this world is sad, and that each individual is not utilizing their full potential, where I feel sad and believe that life is not lived, where I have not considered that the human is so consumed by survival in a system that creates lack, and uses money to control the human through fear of loss, where this fear disallows human development for many on this earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that the knowledge and information presented serves a system of limited design and thus what knowledge is readily available within media and journals, supports what follows the law of profit, and thus cannot do what is best for all, as this would equalize and support life, where a system of profit brings profit to a few only, and ignores that which is one and equal to it, and that which supports it, which is what is real this physical world.
i forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that “shades of grey”  are actually turning the same information around and around again and again, refractions of  petty finger pointing where the simplicity of looking at this physical world and how things move and support this physical world is the practical solution.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that there is something to understand in and as my mind, when my mind can only move in singularities and therefor cannot solve problems, as it is not walking the practical steps necessary to get something done, where we have a system where a “leader” dictates to others what steps to take from a far, and thus does not actually live what physically happens and works, what destroys and supports, as the distant centralized government/corporation dictator is not present.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that within a hierarchy, a dictate can be given from above, to a “lesser” point in the hierarchy and that this person will lose their “fresh air” position unless they force those below them who are working with the actual physical thing, to complete assignments no matter what affect this causes to the physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that where the person giving direction bases their decisions on knowledge and information distant from the physical,  have the power to distribute,  release and provide what sustains life, thus, all starvation allowed by governments is in fact a crime, all starvation allowed by banks is thus a crime no different to the crimes of Hitler. 
I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting myself to see that  if one only looks at the knowledge and information presented, the wording will only focus on what the profits are for the few, where outcomes are lost in a drama of blame and spite.  

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that collecting knowledge and information that is of blame and spite, and self pity, and finger pointing and hate, and tragedy, is the drama used to hide the money flowing to a few, where the drama presented in the media is meant to wallow the listener in sadness, as emotion, as self pity, to hide the fact that what is real, is the physical world.


When and as I see myself pondering knowledge and information, I stop and I breath, and I remind myself that knowledge and information without practical effective application is useless.
When and as I find myself going into an emotion of sadness I stop and I breath, and I realize that this emotion of sadness and pity is myself caught in a self created addiction to believing that I care about this world, where in fact this action of emotion and belieVing that I care is just this, knowledge and information without any effective practical directive application to stop the abuse allowed and accepted on an earth that has the means to ensure a life of support as life, for everything on this planet.
I commit my self to investigating the amount of money invested in the development of war, and to realize that this money alone iS enough to support all life on this planet and that the effort used to built the “high tech” tools of war can just as well be spent to provide a life of dignity for all that is of this earth.
I commit myself to realizing that the money spent on perfume and alcohol alone can provide this world with clean drinking water.
I commit myself to researching agriculture, where crop rotation and the form and function of the cow is a perfect self sustaining system that circulates waste and maintains healthy soils, where what is presently being done causes MRSR, a form of strep that is resistant to antibiotics, where this is so prevalent, that hospitals are now placing signs outside of hospital doors where visitors must a mask to enter the room, as this is now in our CAFO meats and out vegetables.
I commit myself to realizing that my job and my pension are not going to do me any good if I am a walking disease full of super bug bacteria and viruses because I did not investigate how money is spent on this planet to serve profit for the few, and not what this earth gives unconditionally, the resource to support life in dignity.
I commit myself to realizing that the diseases of out children are caused by the pollution of this planet within and without, as the incessant broadcast of knowledge and information is resonantly talking over our children to the point where they can no longer focus and what we do is label them as ADHD, without realizing that they are refracted into many parts of no real value, separating a  connection to what is actually real, this physical world, as our children are becoming sex maniacs in the third grade, where girls are having their periods in the third grade.
I commit myself to realizing the folding of knowledge and information in and as my mind, into and as a story of righteousness and pity, an emotion of sadness and justification in and as believing that I have value because I care, is not a solution and therefor a mind fuck of no practical solution to be directly supportive of what is real, this physical world.
I commit myself to walking myself through how I become a back chat of blame and spite, self pity and righteousness to become effective in communicating the directive principle of oneness in equality through understanding my own separations into and a mind consciousness system, through writing, self forgiveness and corrective application, and thus being the process of stopping the mind, and walking one and equal to this physical world.