Day 697 The separation from existence in the resistances to the real story.

The separation from existence in the resistances to the real story.

I can see when I resist. I can see this because I fear telling the real story, and instead I hold onto the lie. I know when I lie because I resist the real story. I see this when I react, whenI suppress expression as a movement when I fear losing a friend, or losing a job, or losing being accepted by a group of friends. My motivations as what I allow to direct me, in every move I make, reveal what I resist, and where I fear being clear. This absence of ease, and the tension of fear are me knowing where I am not telling the real story.

Yesterday I was with a friend and we sat for a moment looking at the roaring ocean, A man came and stood on the hill in front of my car, becoming a part of what was in the previous moment only a view of the ocean. My friend became annoyed and started to complain about that man having to stand right there in that moment.

This man moved away, and another man came and stood in the same spot. My friend suddenly said. ‘ Huh, I was so annoyed by that other man, and yet this man is not bothering me at all”

This friend of mine has had a stroke and is now trying to reclaim movement in the half of his body that has become paralyzed from the stroke. I have to ask myself why we begin to self monitor when something has gotten to the point of devastation in our lives. Why do we begin to look at our reactions to things, our lie-by-omission stories within, that are filled with resistances about and towards things in the world around us that are the same ‘ dust’ as us. 

This moment  revealed that we are aware of our resistances. It shows how our resistances to things - and ideas can be things -  we can realize in the very movement within ourselves.  We reject things, we push them in the form of blame and spite, our voices laced with irritation and anger, onto objects around us.  This act, of sound, really has only the power we give to it. It cannot touch us, unless we accept it. At times, we can use this, accept such dramas to detract attention away from ourselves, or into another subject. We use this to wind a way towards our own justifications for doing the same. It happens in many measures, with many colors of emotion. The shades of grey of spite and blame; an act of labeling without realizing the real potential within everyone. This means being a mis-use of a capacity to absorb measure and create with it. 

We spend our lives in such bubbles of ignorance until what we resisted accumulates and effects our bodies and the world around us, as a lack of our real potential is a kind of extinction of life. This is hidden in plain sight in our behaviors, as what we blame and spite, because projections of ideas about things onto others, objects and things is us resisting what is real as the physical world around us. We can realize this in those moments we spite and blame. This is not taking responsibility for one’s self, and being here, accepting the life around us that is what it is in plain sight.

Given that the math of what we accumulate within, effects what comes after, as the biblical math explains, what we allow as a sound within ourselves, lacking in real substance, as it is a house divided against itself,  what we believe and what we sound as a measure, as a belief, opinion or idea, if it is of resistance, it accumulated within us, and is passed down. From generation to generation we sound forward our self interest, effecting those to come. Because generation is what is generated/voiced/accepted, we give this to our children in the genes. If there is an order lacking in self responsibility, our children inherit our resistances. Or, our children inherit our lack of self monitoring, the degree of which is equal to the degree of spite and blame, as projecting name calling and label making about things and others. 

This can accumulate into dyslexia, and compound into ADD and ADHD, and autism. The drugs to control this, cannot remove this, and can even compound it some more, yet in the end this is what has been accepted and allowed. We can all see this, we all know this. It does and can get to the point of running on empty.  It can reverse itself, revoice itself, as each of us as well.  And it is done in the same manner as my friend. We ask ourselves through questioning our reactions to things, realizing where we resist. We realize the metaphysical resistances to and towards the things in our world within ourselves.  We forgive them, we use the gift of sound, the gift of life, and we sound anew what we are within ourselves. We do this before that stroke, we do this before our children bear the consequence of what we sounded. And why, because blaming a child for not seeing directly, is not an act of seeing directly, it is more of the same that has a consequence of paralyzing the within, the body, that then has a long road to recovery.

It is time to discover ourselves as life. To discover through questioning our allowances. This is gifting ourselves self responsibility, to be able to stand in every moment, never carrying a lie, and standing equal and one to the potential of life within ourselves. Remember, we see what we do, we know- so great is our capacity to sense the world around us.

Day 591 The veil is thin. The practice of value touting vs. practical application.

I had a conversation with some people and reacted when they continued to tout their point of view. I went into a reaction as a non-reaction within just realizing they were being egotistical. They were presenting one dimension that was not necessarily wrong, but really very limited because it had a goal without investigating causes. The suggestions presented were more of the same we have been doing that really have not lead to a change. 
I find it overwhelming to point things out at times, and I get caught up in this only, and end up limiting myself. I can become what is said, stand with it, and realize that more than that action must be looked at. Thus, I can agree to what is said, and look at solutions that also move into prevention.
As humans we have managed to no longer be able to handle too many dimensions of something. We tend to limit our own conceptual ability in favor of an emotional high, like getting excited about something, patting each other on the back, spending an inordinate amount of time on such actions. But this is the problem, we are inordinate in our actions, because we spend so much time touting values instead of actually living. Like we are walking theories, walking text books, walking ideologies and meanwhile the world is burning down around us. Our soils are depleted, our trees no longer have any real density, and our children have attention span issues. I mean this is what ADHD really is, an attention span issue, to which the response is “ but he is so smart.” See what I mean about value touting? We wallow in the ideas, because being responsible and really addressing the problem seems too difficult.

So, what came first, the chicken or the egg? Did the value touting cause the inability to be responsible? I mean if you are busy getting excited about an idea, then actually being responsible and doing what needs to be done, what needs to be done is not getting done is it? And, as we are creatures of habit, as what we habituate as how we spend our time here as mind, which we do through repetition, what  do we become? When we learn we repeat until something is learned, embedded within us so that we can expand in our awareness and not use all our attention focusing on what we newly discovered and integrated. If we make ideas, as mental constructs only, what we practice without application, then we become walking theories without any physical practice. And then, physical practice becomes some novel idea.

And then we have an education system that teaches ideas without application. So how do we really know after we have learned a text if it is real or not? We don’t, we cannot until we have applied it ourselves. And then, if our wages, our incomes that allow us to survive, are dependent on what we learned from a book ONLY, and we have to have an outcome in accord of the theory, do we look realistically or do we instead work to make the theory fit?

If we have a whole bureaucracy following such an order, then we end up with little successes, and then we breed and accept that only a few will make it. And we begin to create a society were we accept lack, moving the blame onto the individual, without looking at our actions of a starting point of no real practical experience. No wonder it is easier to take one perspective and make this something to praise, because it is easier to hide in value judgements than admit to our own rejection of realizing our theories are just this, theories. Ones that we accepted without question.

It is like, being practical is becoming analytical. Which is to say, “ you are asking me to let go of my theoretical self, which means I have to look here, in common sense, and then I might lose my job.” And meanwhile, the soils decay, and the rivers are no longer clear. This does not sound like big brother watching over us, it sounds like each of us are the cause, and stories about “ big brother” are the fantasy to justify the abdication of responsibility.  And now, stories of a “ big brother” are being taken off the shelf, because we don’t even want to know a suggestive idea about an idea! Ideas about ideas are just too much depth perception for me and /or “ I am not an intellectual” which ironically, is an idea about an idea. lol
 And then, and I am on a roll here, we dream about being sensual. We are obsessed with sex and that ideological cloak about sex known as romance!  And, then, naturally the sexual promise remains unfulfilled and we become Don Quixote thinking it was the object outside of us and not ourselves. But if we cannot be practical here and perceive the depths of physical reality, then how are we going to enjoy our physical bodies in acts of intimacy? We simply cannot because we have never been consistently responsible!

Learning to become aware of something takes focus on that object, unconditionally, meaning without judgement, to accept it, see it, work with it, look at all perspectives and take actions that consider all aspects of physical reality. Ideas are just this, an aspect of something, because language as the humans use it, is linear, so it takes practice and time to incorporate understanding. And this happens a lot faster when it is done directly with the physical world, until enough understanding is reached to begin to build abstractions. And then, even here, every abstraction must always be cross referenced before application. it does not matter what one’s job is, because life is first. Without life, which the physical is, we do not exist. I mean that life is right here in front of us, as us, is really a brilliant design because it is allowing us to see the way and the means of life. It cannot get any better than that. The rest is the smoke and mirrors.

So, how do we ground ourselves here in the physical and begin to realize it as life? We change the system of hierarchy, we remove the flow of what allows access to what we need to live, as money, into a pyramid scheme and we move it, as in give it, to all. Given the digitization of money, this would not be too hard to do. Probably could be done in a few months if we set our minds to it. And then the behaviors of survival and greed would begin to abate and we can all begin to ask ourselves what we have been doing, and why had we not thought of this before, this that was right in front of us!

When we begin to look at the physical world in practical ways, it is surprising how much conceptual ability we have, and how satisfying the use of that ability is in terms of fulfilling our desire for sensuality. But then again, it has always been said that the veil is thin.

Day 486 Is our ability to sense the fabric of here suppressed? How do we read?

Sight reading (Photo credit: discopalace)

We need to read much faster, process at our natural ability to process just as I could read musical notes at seventeen, so should I have read words to see and realize the patterns of the words, the form of them just as I noticed forms of music, so I can see that lack of development that is going on, and realize that the inability of people to read must be designed to be such, because it is known and practiced differently in other areas of development. We are distracted from the very fabric of here, through impulse of limited design. Really an avoidance tactic within each that has manifested without.

And I have not wanted to say this because of fear that this will be considered some kind of conspiracy, but the fact is, is that humans can process symbols at greater speeds than the majority are taught to process them at. So, this really is a crime against life. A form of suppression is to slow down conceptual ability and occupy with less dimension, we call this being superficial. A facade of limited parts.

I would not consider myself as more intelligent than another, and not stupid either, because when I have taken the time to learn something eventually I learn it, because that’s what a human can do!

Thus, the ability of men to read is deliberately being diminished. Just look at what we are  capable of seeing when we look, we look out at nature and we can see the shapes of the world and we can process this, and we can learn to read this, the ability of us, just as with animals is to see what is before us, we just need to look.

So, we have a society that feeds numerous images at us. If we look at the content of these images we can see that they are very very very limited, and that there is all this drama around them in the form of music and the rhythm at which the images flash, all of this a stimulation. How is this done, with tempo, with colors, with music, and buried within all this fan fare is a very limited set of signs as pictures. So one could say that the language presented, if we see pictures as language - in some respect a compound one- our language has become of few symbols and though the speed appears to present more, the content is less.

If we had the time to stand back we would see the patterns and how these patterns begin to turn us into automatons of limited knowledge and information.

And yet, by the time I was seventeen I could sight read many many many notes at a time, and within this read tempo and texture as adding percussive elements, and see rise and fall of phrase and as such shape. And even here, I started later than many, those who started at two years of age who could do what I did at seventeen at say seven. Which means that so many are denied this capacity, and as we see in our schools and what media impulses, what exists is actually purposely slowing us down and at the same time rushing in a limited dialogue, and all in self interest. The problem here is that we are all allowing this, we know something is amiss, we are not stupid, we are stupefied by our own accepted volition.

Time to wake up and become life.

Economically, we are all caught in survival, this thus, must change. Support a Living Income Guarantee so we can all stop, forgive our separation and begin an organized process of walking ourselves into our full capacity as humans beings on a physical planet. 

Day 455 Protection and Defense. The loss of humility.

Protection and Defense

I am looking at how I protect and defend myself in my world, which is pushing away that which I do not stand through, avoiding looking at the movement around me, which began in childhood in not having the words to describe what is around me, or not having the authority to speak because of being a child.

I watched a documentary on ADHD and there was this one child who would tape things, his window and his toys as though to direct himself within administering his own punishment, which is telling of the environment in which he lived.

The bottom line was that he had to adhere to the emotional status of the family, which meant he could not move, because the whole tone of his world was confined to existence, probably limited financially, dreams and ideas of what life would/should be lost, and this made bigger as a within idea than the practical physical world without. Practical existence becomes a burden instead of a joy, as an idea of life, a fairy tale - as what is impulsed during childhood- does not teach/focus onto/enjoy the very physical interactions of our world and how all physical connection and interaction is what allows creation to exist. Thus, it is not that the points within fairy tales are bad, but that they become the inner memory as point of view, as story told, when chased in the absence of learning the whole mechanisms of life, including one’s own actual physical body ( meaning really learning to work within one’s physical body) so much is denied. This would confuse a child that comes into this world naturally discovering itself as a physical being. So, the child does not learn about itself in detail, and has to conform to ideas that bypass all explanation and self discovery of a physical being. And we wonder why there is ignorance of practical reality.

Does a child, before accepting the “ party dictate” rebel even within confusion because in taking on the limited explanations so much understanding in detail is lost, and this loss is then a lack of understanding, like bypass surgery of self understanding and thus equality to and as life , here.

Within this, does the knowledge and information without practical application become overwhelming as it really has no substantive practice as experience, thus the memory of inFORMation as mind is a dearth of evidence unequal to understanding physical reality.

Within this, so much time is spent on behavior modification, so much war as a life is forced into limitation. An indoctrination ensues that in itself has no real awareness of the physical world, the child sensing that something is lost, that a suicide of self as life is taking place, and as a small person has no chance and no developed voice to withstand the storm of separation into a image nation as mind that in itself is made bigger than the world without. This would be a hell for a person being born into this world. It is no wonder ADHD exists, it is no wonder children rebel, it is no wonder a child clings to their parents, because it is realized that the child is in a world of adults who ignore what is real, and in order to survive the child has to learn the limitation, and this is difficult because it is obvious as a learned and accepted confinement so entrenched as a program as behavior, a child is defenseless in finding a way out.

They give up and start repeating the parental line until the lie that is a limitation is repeated so many times it becomes a believed to be truth. Is this why the child speaking has an irregular breathing pattern physically. Will this child end up snoring as an adult, never having learned to be equal to self as life physically and as such struggling to breath, in essence never really having learned to breath, as imagination became the goal, a lie by omission, a control mechanism, a separation, and thus a lack of ease with the physical.

Does this sound like advertising? Does this sound like what we allow our politicians to be and do, through the use of ambiguity? This use of words that can have more than one meaning?

Is there a part of me that stubbornly refused to give up to the ghost in the machine as the limitation as the mind? And as this I am stuck in my own action?

And does this cause a lot os pain for myself, as I am a refusal as a reaction instead of clarity? And having said this, the search for the bridge in the separation, this which must be right here, as what is here is the physical world which is the reality,  I miss and or, if I begin to point out or have pointed out, have not understood the entrenched behaviors of another and that what I get is a reaction to the process needed that is a deconstruction of entrenched limitation, and entrenched dearth of understanding, as ideas have been made bigger than, as being unequal to physical reality. And within this, is this what is meant by bringing heaven - as mind, as inner imagery/imitation-of-physical-reality back down to earth. I mean what else would humans as being take in but the world without, what else is there? is not the gift of life this world, is this not where life is actually happening? Is this not what would be reflected to the within as what we are? And if we impose an alternate reality, as our media is in fact, would we not zoom in on this presentation that is limited and become the zoom-being of this presentation, the focus of this? And would this media not be the manifestation of what has been accepted within as we create what we selectively have taken in/imitated ( in me taken)? And this zombie is simply the ghost in the machine as the physical form, that ignores physical reality as the ghost is believed to be greater than, that it is in fact a parasite of, the physical body as a man.

What thoughts are the indicators of separation, what accumulated thoughts have built the emotion of ourselves, the feelings that exist within? Thus, the unconscious is our collective limitations, and the subconscious would be our immediate cultural environment and the conscious would be what we wear as our personification values that maintain our character to a heaven of belief as mind that is in separation from physical reality, from equality and oneness to and as what is real, which is earth, the heart that bearths self to the expression of life enabled as the physical world. It is that all the letters in the word have the answer, earth - only the singular perspectives in the consequence of the letters can limit the understanding.

Ironically, in becoming a constriction as a belief in needing protection and defense, I limit myself. I makes claims and want them understood, acknowledged and in this process forget self direction, which can only exist within becoming equal and one to and as life. Nothing can be lost within this. The real loss is remaining within judgement without finding solutions.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into a protection and defense mode which is myself within judgement that something will be lost.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that something can be lost.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in becoming a belief that something can be lost, I see only that which can be lost, which is an idea, as the physical practical world is here, which means I, as I am here, am able to look at what is practically physically here and move in and as life, as that which does no harm and only, in common sense, directs in thought word and deed that which is a solution that considers all life equally.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to , within all this, to fear facing the bully of the mind, the bully of belief in self interest within myself and without.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the inner world as limited/selective ideologies as mind of the human has manifested without and until this is realized as a separation from life by the collective, the abuse of judgement, as the abuse of one thing being more than another will continue to be the movement of life on earth that is, if one takes the time to look around and understand the present system formation, has caused the need for behaviors of survival where everyone is vying for money, as this has been allowed to determine life, and thus within this playing the martyr is pointless, as the system in totality must change, because one person acting “ good” becomes a target and thus it is to realize that the collective is the power and that which must stand to get this earth in order, realizing that the physical world is what is real and that each of us has a responsibility to stand equal and one with the physical world as this is the value, as this is life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear not having any effect on the existence of limitation as the mind in humans.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that all I can do at this point is investigate the accepted and allowed system and point out its limitations and corrective solutions, as it takes a collective to stand and change what has been the product of many generations of men.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear not being understood.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have driven myself to succeed in other areas of myself in protection and defense, becoming a voice in and as my mind, that if I just keep going and just keep looking I will succeed, which consumed me to such an extent that I constricted within to listen to this motivational drive and within this ignored practical physical reality and an investigation into the systemic practices that created this overwhelming system of survival.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being labeled as unsuccessful.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that even when I happened to appear to be successful, there was a sense that an idea of winning or having won was not the real value, as in realizing that it was simply being that was the value.

When and as I find myself believing that i am not understood, I stop and I breath, and I realize that a cup is a cup, period.

When and as I find myself wanting to escape, to go into flight, I stop and I breath and I look here at physical reality, and I look at what is real, as the physical, I do not allow myself to only be compassion for an emotion, I take that motion and I bring this back down to earth, within and without, to realize what is common sense on a physical planet that is the form and function of life.

When and as I find myself becoming sad, I stop and I breath, and i realize that the solution is what is best for all, which means what supports physical existence absolutely, and that the answer, the solution is right here in front of me/us and that this can be revealed in all humility again and again, no matter the bully of self interested profit which is in essence a fear of loss as an idea that bears no witness to physical form and function as life is a physical mechanism as this would be what enables life, here, thus allowing financial lack is a crime against life, as the physical manifestation of life, as what life would, requires certain basic needs to fulfill its “ rightness” as the expression of life.

When and as I find myself feeling uncertain, I stop and I breath, and I use my common sense ability as my human physical body to find the solution that is what is best for all in thought word and deed, I balance myself here within and as the physical, where there is no need to drive myself into an idea based on my culture and past into an imagined personification of success.

When and as I find myself moving into anger, I stop and I breath, and I see, realize and understand that within and as anger, I am within judgement, and not in humility, here, choosing that which does no harm, choosing that which is best for all, and thus, within the slightest rise of irritation, I stop and I breath, and I remember myself to humility and I look to a solution that brings a fear of loss back into common sense and I direct within what is best for all here.

                                                          DIP Lite Desteni I Process Self discovery

Stand as realizing the physical has basic needs to stand as life in full capacity, and as this, all of earth must be cared for, utilized in ways that cause absolutely no harm, as the physical is the gift of life.

Living Income Guarantee. 

Day 394 Paranoia of the Unknown: Superstitious Society

Paranoia of the Unknown Superstitious Society

We all can agree that the mind carries, or is the broadcaster of memories, we all have them, we wallow in them, we hold them dear as though they are more real than what is here as actual physical reality. This is a superstition onto reality. I am not saying that memories are good or bad, that images in our mind of the past are necessarily good or bad, but when given more value than reality, we become a superstitious society, because we are believing the image in our mind to be of more value than the actual physical reality. 

I listened to this talk about viruses, and at one point he asked a woman that came into his office if  she had changed in behavior after having a blood transfusion. The woman had said yes, she was “ stronger and more angry.”  This naturopathic doctor had said that she had the DNA from the person she had received the blood transfusion from, and thus she had the behaviors of that person as his DNA. I wonder if she also had new pictures as memories running through her head? I am not sure that I agree with all this man discusses, but I found this part of the lecture to be in line with what desteni has been saying about how the physical has a inter-dimensional system that holds images and that the mind is directing us as images, as thoughts, as opinions, ideas and beliefs.

This would mean that as children we get the memories of our parents, and that we take on the memories, or weave stories as new images in our minds as we live our lives, and also have new images fed into us via media and television. Thus, if we are a society that would make the images in our minds greater than what is actually physically here, and we have images from the past as our DNA, and we can also add images as memories as photos within having blood transfusions, what are we doing to ourselves in allowing all of this and living as a superstition as the function of the mind as image rebroadcaster that we make more real than the physical?

Is this why this physical world exists with so much harm going on instead of harmony?

And is this used so that a few can live some superstitious ideology that is an image and likeness of being more than something else, because they have images of themselves as some kind of emperor wearing elaborate clothing? And that this image is more real than reality? How does one maintain this to their advantage? 

Create a society where images are fed to entertain, to misrepresent reality, to create an existence of humans that live in a separate reality unknowing of the physical reality? I mean, within this, if the physical world were laid out in how it functions clearly, then it would be realized that our present system exists as superstition instead of as common sense, this natural ability we all have, a gift of life, to equalize to and as what is real as life, this is being shut down with the present system, which we are all accepting and allowing.  We each create the present society that is what it does, a system of inequality as the basic needs of the physical not being met, and thus the consequence a system that is unequal to life. A system that in its inequality to life is ignoring the physical, using this physical world to feed a superstitious reality that is limited. And I want to say, this does not suggest that this grid that is here is all bad. Having a family is precious, but the inclusion of realizing the physical world stands as ordering this system to include all life, valuing all life, as life being the value as the physical form that is what is real and allows us to exist, and as this wanting for your neighbor what you want for yourself, the chance to live and enjoy having a family, having animals, having children, interacting and being here with this physical world, taking care of it, valuing it as this physical world is what is real.

The physical acts are what are real, what we are allowing on earth, is what is real. Facts based on  pictures in our minds are not what is real, especially since the pictures in our minds can be influenced by what is presented in the media controlled by a few who have managed to control information, and pictures on a screen are information, they in-form us, as we as mind take in the pictures presented. it is like the pictures presented are a dress code for ignorance, this code serving the self interest of a few. And meanwhile the rest of us are existing in our own  self innerrest as superstitious images as mind being made greater than the actual physical world.

I would try self forgiveness for them, because the heaviness of these images can be diminished through self forgiveness, and then equality to here can begin, and one can begin to become the “ lightness of being” allowing more ease here with and as real life, the physical.  Ironically, this “ lightness” is turning off the lights as the picture show of the mind, the picture show of superstition creating an unknowing of what is real, what is the value, which is the physical world that allows us to understand life, become equal and one to and as life here.

So, we come into this world, senses relatively intact, and we absorb a world of adults being directed by superstition as memory made greater than physical reality, and we watch images on a screen that serve the self interest of the few who supposedly represent us, who have self interests of their own as they were raised within the same superstitious environment and want to maintain their own superstition, so what is presented will feed the fairy tale superstition of the mind as limited behaviors and thereby creating an attention deficit disorder from the actual physical world.

Now we know why we are making so many zombie movies, because in essence we have all become zombies, as our mental reality, this mind within us that holds pictures, that uses the physical and cannot exist without it, to separate us from actual physical reality.

And in essence we are all to blame, because we accepted this.

Within all this the solution is to look at the physical world in fact, to look directly at how the physical world moves and functions, how here works. This means to realize that if one dumps chemicals into the water, the water is going to become polluted upsetting the natural world.

This means that if we confine a four legged animal into a cage and feed it something other than is was designed to eat, that animal is going to get out of physical alignment and will eventually exhibit characteristics of frustration and disease, and that if we eat this, we as well will become diseased.

This means that if we follow the pretty pictures presented on TV that suggest coke is fun, without actually looking at what is causing our ill health, and at what the total consequence of this corporation, this corps(e) that coke production creates on this earth, in detail, from the plants used and the state of the labor that produced them, and the effects on the actual real physical environment, then we are in effect existing in an idea that bears not witness to physical reality.  And, make no mistake about it, there is no excuse for this ignorance, none. It is unacceptable. Here we must ask ourselves if the images we exist as as our reality in and as our minds, are they worth more than our children and the trees, and the water and the air? No, they are not worth more, and I am not rejecting  some of the values we exist as, I am not denying family, I am saying that if family is valued - then what we have allowed on this earth as the present system of inequality that is a pyramids scheme based on limited ideas in and as our minds - must come to an end. It is the system mimicking the mind that is the  elephant in the room that is taking the space of reality/real life, the potential for heaven on earth.

There are even war veterans saying that there is an elephant in their room as their minds, and it is showing them that what they accepted and allowed as crimes against life serving the interests of a few, are screaming so loud in their heads that they can no longer deal with life, as they realize they are not living life, and that there are too many people ignoring themselves as physical beings choosing superstition before life, and as this, this screaming veteran feels helpless to change this world, to get people to wake up and listen to what is really happening on  this earth, this that is the only choice, to stand and realize that the physical world is what is real and that a system must be put in place that cares and works with what is real, the physical, and that this is the value as this is life, this is what allows life to be and if we do not start to care about the actual real physical, and stop blaming and spiting one another, and stand together to actually stand and create a change, we are missing life. Because a life lived as the mind, as pictures in our heads, is a life that has not been lived, because the images consume our flesh and what is left is death, here on earth and as self because life as the physical was not supported. We become the corps(e) that we have accepted and allowed. And we are the corps(e) because this is composed of people.

And any real parent would not allow this. A real parent would realize that the only choice is life, thus rejecting life is not possible, so the suffering that is self created by all of us, will continue until we get so sick and tired of being in a state of disease, we finally stand up. This state of disease we leave behind for out children those we pro-port to love. if we really loved our children, we would step out of our minds, reconnect with what is real, as this physical world, and get this world in order. It is the only choice.

This must be done by a huge collective. This means all of us that can read this. we must stand and place a system that supports the physical world, that realizes the basic needs of the physical, as this is what is real, to bring this earth to a point where physical reality is cared for and no harm exists. Here we give up the images in and as our minds, seeming to be giving up everything, when in fact we will gain everything. The mind is illusion, but the values that are a part of the images need not be lost, but realized in physical fact, here, on earth. Heaven - as the good that exists as parts of the images in and as our minds - can exist, we need only stand and order this world to care for all life.

Support BIG, a basic income guarantee, to give what is here as all men, as physical beings on this earth, what is needed to live, and as the system now stands, this means a living wage. BIG supports some to make more than others, as this is a step in a gradual change where the bringing of ourselves back to earth, back into the physical is not too sudden and drastic of a change from the mind superstition made greater than life, towards realizing that the physical world must be supported as a physical form if behaviors of suppression and frustration are to end. Humans are born with common sense, it is time to allow this to flourish and to use this to get this world in order.

If you exist as a superstition as the images in your mind being more than physical reality, this is self building a paranoia of the unknown, a separation from life, where the fears are simply self disconnected to what is real physical reality, a reality that can be known in structure and function. It is only a belief as mind, taught from childhood, that self cannot know how the world functions. The world is the gift of life, of course it can be understood, all it takes is to stop the mind and look. This is common sense.

Day 255 Abdication Character Reaction Dimension

I feel lost without having something to “care” about as I am addicted to this energy as it is a behavior, that makes me feel special and more than, when this,. if stood up within is chasing a carrot as an idea, a “state of being” as a noun that will bring renoun/renown, where I “own” something, I am “one” with something instead of being myself as life, as being one with life, as life is the value, as what to stand up and as here. Interesting how all these words, are within this one word. I have turned a state of being into an idol. My own personal god, to make me have some kind of meaning, where I am the very substance of life, as i am here, thus, I need to “state a being” to renoun myself. I already am. I am here, and here is all I can be.
Makes me think of the schools and the children, where parents, and students, state, i am ocd, or adhd, or I am bi-polar, or, or, or. Even in human discussions it is as though there is the need to have a label. And in our current presentation of more and more pharmaceutical drugs the catch phrases used to describe self are in association with an illness that now has a drug to match. So who is directing who? Are we here as ourselves as life or are we here defined by the dictates of what is making a very few a large dividend? A new science based cult of supposed scientific chemical analysis, devoid of any real understanding of life, even in the face of research suggesting that modern autoimmune dis-ease did not exist before the advent of grains and processed foods. This is knowledge and information, this self labeling as a dis-ease, only, without investigation into this actual physical world.
My preferences are limited to cultural values, to cults, instead of to this physical world. This would mean that all cults are a collection of limited values, where the values themselves are not good or bad, yet become more than’s if they bring renown to a group, as the cult, and then used to direct as this “collection” where this, unless it is aligned with all as this world, as the physical as nature, is a separation from life, from what actually supports that as what is here. And instead of looking at this, a group is criticized for presenting something that has supposedly been said, and that is supposedly the same as any other “cult” but desteni is the cult of life, of the physical, the physical world is what is life, the physical world is what actually cultivates life, the physical world if the culture of life, and not the moral beliefs of men assembled into selective right and wrongs in terms of how and why things should be done a certain way, and how, within gender and taboo, individuals should act and be within limited class and gender roles, as these are created in the self interest of men believing themselves to be more than nature, and we are not more than nature. It is like we are denying the culture of life as nature as this physical world. We are one and equal to it. Some of the behaviors of men are of attack to nature, to the animals here, could this be because we realize that we have in fact become less than nature because we have separated ourselves from it to such a degree and we realize our own accepted ignorance and want to attack that which shows us how much we are in effect lying to ourselves? And because we do not want to give up our addictions to sex, and drugs, and entertainment, to energetic bliss, to self abdication as life? Because we do not want to give up what crutches of renown we are sucking on like infants? These “ nouns” as “ state of beings”, such pacifiers composed of ourselves? Which we suck until we are dry and shriveled prunes? Ignoring ourselves as nature, the same as this physical world? This is toys-r-us instead of life-is-us. Desteni is life-is-us and the culture is the physical world. Earth is a culture of animals and plants, water and air, soil and rocks, and the present system is not respecting this, it is using this to support renoun in self interest based on imaginary “states of being” made idol, crutches in fear of facing self as life. Thus ALL blame and ALL spite, as behavior is self blame and self spite done in self interest and self abdication as life. All justification is not wanting to forgive self as life, having turned fear of self into a habitat comforting a belief that something will be lost, when the loss is that self has lost self as life.

SO, everything that is here on earth is life, thus if I have a preference , I am in separation from life. And, yes, within this present system, the life that is here is not allowed to be itself as life, and is being abused, forced to serve personifications in separation of life, as what man has become,where what man has created is the real sub-cult, and this sub-cult has been made huge, thus the idols of this sub-cult are advertised incessantly on the walls of churches, on the screen of TV, on billboards, in stories, in movies. I mean what are the genres of film? Romance/love/religion ( yes - religion is often giving up within personal relationships to love/care-for an invisible object), War/crime, Sport/competition. How much detail within mainstream media is there ( documentaries are often NOT mainstream media ) about how the natural physical world functions?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that preferences define me, as in myself validating myself within and as selective preferences to give myself meaning in separation from what is real, as this actual physical world, the source and sustenance of life , here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a subculture of life, thereby allowing and accepting myself to become and be a parasitical behavior ignoring what is real as this actual physical world, abdicating respect for life, as respect for life can only exist within simply being here, equal and one with and as life as what the physical is.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself within and as being a “state of care” wanting renown for a limited only presentation in and as care, where this “state of being” is determined by a culture of morality that is in separation from what is real as this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a behavior, as an emotion - energy motion- with the dictates of what was learned through a subculture in and as men believing themselves to be greater than nature, this physical world, a more-all -ity storied existence turned into a hierarchy in separation from being one and equal to and as this actual physical supporting-of-life-as-life world called earth, this heart of life, as is what the letters in this word sound, are the equation of, thus is what is real placed right in front of man and yet he refuses to see.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how the mind in fact functions, in tandem with the water within and as the human physical body, this body holding resonances of inequality in and as separations as judgements of more than and less than value divisions made huge as thought disrupting equality as life, as these are what has not been realized/equalized to and as life, these behaviors of men, as the mind images accepted and allowed as what is practiced, and thus is equality with and as what is real as this physical world, and respect for this actual physical world, not lived, our water holding what has not been equalized to and as life within self causing dis-ease with life, thus does the physical teach through application what is in separation from what is real, and is as such the means and the way to becoming equal and one in and as life, this made clear within the words moving through the “eye of a needle”, meaning to stop judgements of beliefs as a more than and less than value system self accepts in separation from working with/as equality and oneness with life, which is what this physical world is in fact the gift for.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that any dis-ease within and as myself is this, myself in separation from life, here, where here is all that exists, and the mind as the past of memories, is the message of accepted and allowed separations in and as judgements as beliefs in preferences, in accord with the morality taught, that is not equal and one, respectful of this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have become a morality composed of learned preferences in separation from life as a behavior of survival generated as fear, to the extent that in my allowed ignorance of life, all I know is running after a “state of being” as belief, opinion and idea, which means a lot of forgiving myself to this actual physical world before I realize myself as life here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting the existence of myself as ego, as beliefs, opinions and ideas of more than and less than, a behavior of not seeing, realizing and accepting myself as life, where any and all reactions to what is here, must be faced, stood up within and as, to remove the fear of separation that is the protective/defense behaviors as ego existing within loss and not utilizing the substance of self as life in common sense, remaining here, equal and one as what is best for all in totality, meaning all that is of earth, the physical.

I commit myself to recognizing my own abdication in and as life, through pretending care within human morality, within the specific human subculture I was born, to stop and to breath, and to bring myself back to myself as life within and as the physical, to see, realize and understand in practical common sense what is here as life and within this to stand for what is best for all, including this actual physical world.
I commit myself to stand up within and as any movement within myself and the voices in and as my mind, that are a more than and/or a less than in and as judgement to and towards what is here as this physical world, a morality learned in separation from inclusion of what is actually physically here.

I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that my fear is exhibited through polarities of a negative and a positive, where the positive is the justification for the negative moral, this the separation from myself as life, a picture presentation within a cultural value being what I believe will enable/hide my own survival/fear, my presentation a protection defense mechanism of selected and limited values consuming the presence of myself as life, and thus creating a presence divided through imagery, lacking/limiting/losing common sense of physical hereness.
I commit myself to respecting myself as life here, through breathing and bringing all thoughts,emotions and feelings back to self and forgiving this division/separation into common sense of what is physically here and place myself as life into an application within a principle of what is best for all.

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