Day 402 Walking into the Known: Self Correction into Common Sense

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding how I have divided space here on earth, this physical world into imposing values of more than and less than a GPS that measures in values of more than and less than, of good and bad in pursuit of survival in a system of unequal division that started within as an idea was made greater than equality with life.

I commit myself to seeing realizing that as a creator I have divided life into more than and less than, starting within, holding an idea, a picture, a value to be more than another and thus have held onto this for so long in fear of becoming myself as life manifested a system without of inequality, disrespecting life as I believed that one thing was more than another in abdication of my common sense as life as this common sense is myself breathing here realizing equality, being what I am as life which is the principle of what is best for all.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that when I encounter emotions, thoughts and feelings I am encountering divisions based on ideas of one thing being more than another based on an idea that is now systemically being played out where money is the mechanism of division into more than and less than, thus money is what creates the most reactions of fear, of resistance , of spite, of blame, of jealousy where reactions are often “ did you think this up” or “ are you going to profit from this” which sidetracks the issue of the product into the fear of loss, the fear of having to become responsible and realize what has been accepted and allowed has manifested without and is not going to magically go away, and thus a process must be walked, within and without to realign within and without into a order of equality, balanced out, followed through from inequality into equality, and the answers to this are right in front of us as us as life as we are life, thus we are common sense thus what we are as sound mind is equality and oneness which is living the principle of what is best for all.

I commit myself to, when and as I sense uncertainty and loopyness, to see realize and understand that this is myself in division from life, in unequal division which means I am not here, I am not walking, breathing, in equality and oneness in and as myself as life here.

I commit myself to, when and as I become uncertain, loopy, confused to stop and to breath and to look at where I am accepting and allowing, a division into a more than and a less than, where I am disrespecting my own common sense as life as what i am, and here, I slow myself down to see realize and understand what ideas of more than and less than, what accepted and allowed values, I have viewed life as being bad or being good, realizing the good is the validation of the bad that i have used to define myself within survival, a superciliousness, allowing a haughty air where I hold my self created more than value that is an accepted and allowed separation, isolating me from life here, and thus disallowing myself to follow through in and as life, to understand life, to be life, thus where I have moved as a value of good and or bad, warping reality, becoming unequal to life,  becoming stagnant and rejecting life, rejecting equality and oneness in common sense of life here as what i am.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that my mind has become the beacon of my separation from life as I compare in relation to limited ideas of more than and less than, of good and bad, values I have placed on words and things of this world ignoring the common sense of how the physical functions, and as such I walk in separation from life, in a bubble of my own acceptance and allowance, my own consent,  thus I can blame no one and no thing for what i have accepted and allowed as I am here on earth, the gift of life.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding the muddy confusion of uncertainty that I have accepted and allowed as fear, as separation from life, as chasing ideas of good and bad, as not looking here in common sense with and as the physical world, where my actions have effects on the life as this physical world that are visible right before my eyes, as this earth is the gift of life, and thus to learn to become equal and one to and as life is the gift freely given, and thus it is to enjoy this equality and oneness to and as life, this birth of self into and as life here, to be and become an expression of life here, thus all accepted and allowed lack, as suppression in any form systemically must be ordered into absolute support of life, as life cannot begin until all life on earth, all form on earth is in full expression, like earth is a life machine and in order for it to be life, all parts must be in full function as life, thus our bubble existences of self aggrandizement  hiding fear of common sense must stop to see, realize and understand that nothing is grand until the whole entity of this earth, all parts are granted life absolutely, if it is not working for all then it is not working

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that what is best for all is the only choice, the absolute as what works for all is the only choice, anything else in unacceptable.

I commit myself to no longer fearing to bring all judgement, as what a more than and a less than is, resplendent in the adjectives attached to nouns, in a whine, in a complaint,  as storms are created in teacups to avoid facing what is common sense right here in front is myself and to see, realize and understand that common sense is right here, as looking at the present system of inequality, of enslavement and lack - which is suppression of life able to be seen in judgements of more than and less than, of good and bad, as division, as smoke screen into misinformation in common sense as what is best for all, one and the same. 

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that when I doubt I am the mistake of common sense, I am allowing and accepting negativity in allowing myself to become unworthy of life, where instead of facing my separation, my rejection of life, my disassociation with life I become misinformation as spite and blame to push away my own rejection of myself as life, I stagnate into judgement and suppress myself as life, a crime against life, thus, I commit myself to investigating the divisions from common sense within and without and walking that which follows through into standing in common sense as what is best for all here until I remain stable, consistent and steady to and with, in and as common sense as what is best for all.

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Day 101 The character of the dreamer.

Day 101 The character of the dreamer.

I went  and looked at real estate in another place, and have wanted to continue to do this. And then I find myself thinking about what it would be like to live there.

I find myself wanting a partner to life “there” - where ever “there” is! lol

I find myself being afraid of being alone in a “new place.” 

I find myself doing this more as I pull my present situation into order to leave.

And I also notice I feel like I have less time.

Dreaming takes up time. eats it. The projector/mind is consuming through imagery, collecting all my pasts and creating a new story, fears included.

I have to breath and tell myself that I am here. Other than this, all there is is practical considerations.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to dream about the future.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to wonder what it would be like to live in “this or that” area, where what is only necessary of to look at practical considerations, such as real estate taxes,  access,  structural integrity of what exits, what needs repair and what it would mean to repair, etc.. The actual physical considerations of being in another place.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to turn a new place into a fairy tale, where I imagine all the characters as the picture of how I as a woman should appear in and as what is considered to be success, as a job, a “manly man,” children with their “significant” ( meaning support as mind) other, perhaps some grand children somewhere along the way etc.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that, though there is no “wrong” within any of these scenarios, the need to imagine them, to wish for them, to want them, to hope for them, as what I am being indicates that there is something missing within this world, as these images are of what life is here on this earth, where people interact with one another, in many fashions, with animals, with the soils, with the plants should be what exists without fear and apprehension of these things not existing, and thus as myself here, I would be the being of this as myself as life as a physical being in the form of a human here on this earth, and thus I would not need the drug of a dream, I would be here being this, thus is the act of myself dreaming, my own fear of loss of life that is the illusion and the separation and what is used to control myself a source of life on earth by a few.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this very ability of myself to dream, is myself in fear of loss, and within this is indicative that the very structure  this world develops as this dreaming, allows a few to possess in reality this image and then has others running after this image, where the image is of a life in interaction, yet the reality is a system that eats up the resources of this earth and directs them within profits for the few, where if what is here is used in common sense and within best practices, as best practices being what is best for all, then scenarios where all of earth interacts with all of earth would be what exists and thus would we all , here, life, a REAL physical reality and not images in and as our minds.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this present system of inequality has used the ability of the human to dream, to grab and own this earth in contradiction to what the earth is as life - unconditionally/freely giving- to serve their own excessive dream scenarios, where the images in and as the mind are of a partial reality and thus can never be as fulfilling as the actual, in fact physical living reality, yet if one does not know the difference, and the dreams have taken all attention, then the very idea of a real physical reality living with this physical world would be so separated from self’s experience, it would be very difficult to understand what this means.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to stop  all thoughts of wonder of what it would be like to live in another place, unless I am practically sitting down and making a list of actual practical existential considerations, as this is not dreaming but simply organizing what needs to be done to complete a task.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to realize within this, how many people on this earth are having their homes and families ripped apart so that monoculture agribusiness can take the land to grow vegetable oils to burn to replace the dwindling oil reserves, without any consideration for the plants, the animals and the soils ( where there are many more life forms) in an effort to own what is this earth that has no signature of ownership as it is life, where even within my local area, although there are funds for alternative energy options, the local electrical system is not putting any effort into developing this as there is not time for the electrical workers to implement such changes, as these changes cost money not only the money from government subsidies, but also the man hours spent implementing alternatives, thus nothing gets done on a large scale within alternative energy development, as most of what exists within money is spent on war, to grab a resource that is own-able ( meaning self interest for the few lost in a dream) and not something that is more difficult to own, which is the sunshine and the wind- thus within a profit based system, if it cannot be owned than it is of no interest, as the intangible cannot be labeled and stamped with a name.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that this same kind of thing would happen with music students, where they would begin to play with ease, as though they found the understanding with the instrument, and then suddenly stop, as the girls would begin to carry “purses” and the boys would go into sports, and the dressing of themselves within this would - as the dream- take over- and the violin would no longer be “cool” as that which is intangible within and as themselves was not real, what became real was the image, was how they looked and not what was them in expression as life, and thus a one dimensional, singular idea of how they should look - which can be manipulated and owned as the image sale of this and the accessories that create the image of this- can be owned, where the self, picking up a violin and directing self within the means of playing as self, cannot be owned and develops the ability of self to self direct, and thus this is not the suppression of life to become a follower of a picture.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself, as a human, to see, realize and understand , that there is plenty on this earth to support life, all life in dignity, and that the fact that a human dreams of a place to live, and how that place should look, is in itself an indication of something not being right about this world, as this is not actual physical living and development but only a dream.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that no matter where I might or might not want to live, what is here as this earth should be used with respect for the earth and all life, where no matter where I live there is not a question existent as to there being something to fear but only the existence of an interaction here as life in which to expand myself as life, to becoming one and equal to what this physical world consists of, as this world is of a technology beyond the human’s present understanding, and thus we are wishing and wanting some supposed “greater” outer space race to come with some sort of “amazing technological advancement, when this flies in the face of all reason, as we have this earth, this physical “space ship” that is right here, that is life, supporting us unconditionally and we do not even develop each and every human to understand this “SHIP” of life, where all we have done is turned this SHIP of life into a fucking doll house. I mean WTF.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the TITANIC- the story of the TItanic is the story of this earth as what will become of this earth if we do not wake up and take care of the ship that carried the ship of the greed of profits wanting to become more and more and more, hitting the iceburg of this physical world in ignorance of this physical world, and thus will this ship of fools as greed and profit before life go down, drowning in their own greed and substance abuse, where even when the dream is lived the substances of escape, such as alcohol are still needed to maintain the illusion and the intangible as the substance of life, is suppressed and in dis-use causing disease and sinking ships.

I commit myself to dismantling the dream and walking one and equal on this ship of life, the earth using the feet of my human physical body as myself as life, to live as a part of this earth in tandem with earth, one and equal, being here within and as my physical real feet and toes.

Disembark from this ship of fools and stand up as life, support an Equal Money System.

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