Showing posts with label future. Show all posts
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Saturday, February 9, 2013

Day 281 The Sabotage of Predictive Programming: Not Enough Food to Feed the World.

Genetic Roulette - The Gamble of Our Lives


The Problem

It has been stated again and again, that science has found ways to feed the growing population of the world, via the use of petrochemical pesticides, which were developed during WWII. This was the way to take care of the growing populations in the world.
Here we are more than 60 years later and still, starvation and nutritional deficiencies remain and are even becoming more extreme, affecting the next generation, where it has been predicted that the present generation of children will not live as long as the previous generation.
The initial use of multinational developed agricultural products fell short after a few generations of crops began to show signs of more and more pesticide need in order to produce.
Meanwhile, practices that sustained the soils and the plants in tandem with nature started to outperform the petrochemical agricultural developments.
All the while, what was being programmed was that this new science of agriculture was going to feed the world. This is the program, and this program has led people to believe that there is not enough food in the world to feed the people and animals of this world.
Not only, does such impulsing create a level of fear, that there will not be enough food to feed the world, as an undercurrent idea, it also suggests that there is only one way to produce enough food to feed the world. This is the presentation of one way only, and thus this is what is believed as a solo belief in the minds of men. Unless men, investigate and question this program. There are many who have stood up, and because of this have lost their jobs, so brutal is the greed for profit. If the populace listens to a singular presentation without question, even in the face of evidence against this, and this behavior within being able to program a human, is known, then there is not much hope for mankind. What men must realize is how programmable the human as mind really is, in order to be able to stop and look and question everything we have accepted and allowed.
Within this, we have the physical world. The physical is what is real and it tells us where we have misaligned ourselves within the choices we accept and allow. In all common sense, the very presence of a dictating voice, indicates that something is amiss, as this is a directive to a voice, away from what is physically before us. The simplicity of the solution, is to actually look at what physically exists on this earth. The physical is the real story, the physical is touch with all sense of self, moving here. The physical world if a sensation far more aware than what can be planted into the mind as imagination.
Within the imagination the future is blissful, yet somehow, the reality of the future when the future is reached never is what the imagination promised. And this should be enough to start the questions coming. The promises presented have not manifested.
Of course, on another front, if it is known that the inhabitants of the world need food to sustain themselves in dignity, then this can be withheld, and what is of the land can then be grabbed to serve more greed, which is what is happening on this earth, deliberate abuse to serve some having more than others, and, again, we are all the same, we are life. A life able to be developed when given what is necessary to life in dignity.

The Solution

There is enough information present on the internet to realize that the beliefs imposed by a profit based petro-chemical industry have not in fact lived up to what was touted as an absolute. And yet, there is a lag in belief, a resistance to not accept the products created in accord with these supposed scientific based agricultural practices that will feed the world, as these products are sold at a price that does not reveal their true cost, effectively enslaving the people to a limited choice in what foods are purchased.The web is lowered and making a change seems impossible, yet this must be done, as what practices exist within this limited petrochemical endeavor are creating consequences of extreme abuse to plant, animal and human.
What is amazing is the amount of bullying that goes on behind the scenes, especially towards people, trained people, using their common sense to stand up and say, wait, this is not working, it is detrimental to the earth, the animals and the children. So rampant is greed that in the face of harm, the voice of greed hears nothing else but its desire. Thus, the programmers are stuck in their own program. A product of their own words, and all for the desire to have money, to have more money.
Thus, standing and accusing the programmers for the problems in ignorance of physical consequences is not going to change the program. It is the collective that will change the program, many people standing up, basically outnumbering the bullies that are essentially lost in their own words, their own gluttonous imaginative desires. They have been running after the dollar bill for so long they see nothing else.


The Rewards

No more blissful dreams of the future, where the future never seems to be what was imagined. Instead being here, equal and one with a physical world that functions within what is best for all. This is real actual living. THis is directing one’s self here, in totality instead of being an aching body lying on a bed dreaming. This is not life. Life is being here, at ease, equal and one with all of self and not just an imagination that never lives up to its promise.
I am not saying that all science is bad, I am sure there are things within scientific discovery that can be used to build a world that supports all life in becoming an expression of life absolutely, down to the smallest particle within self as one’s physical body, functioning optimally. I am saying that here is enough evidence that what is being practiced within a system that allows more for some and less for others, does not work, as it creates behaviors of greed, and imaginings of superiority in the face of the fact that we humans are all physically the same and require certain things to exist within dignity. This system of inequality has not developed life on earth, it is abusing it, thus it is not working.
So much is spent on indoctrination and grabbing for a few that if this effort and money were spent simply taking care of life, here, then all people, plants and animals would have lives of comfort and ease, interaction and discovery of understanding the physical world. I believe that if all the people of this earth were placed in one spot on earth, they would fit standing side by side on a piece of land the size of California. This tells us that there is more than enough space on this earth for humans to live and breath, and walk and exist in dignity. How about we rewrite the program to actually create a world where all life lives in dignity. In common sense, this can be done, just stop and breath and start questioning what you have been taught to believe.


                                                             Equal Money Capitalism
                                              The Capital is the Value of a Life Lived in Dignity



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Thursday, December 27, 2012

Day 244 Christmas Past

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have become overwhelmed with the whole Christmas holiday.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel ashamed that I did not have enough money in my life to buy really expensive presents for all my siblings and my children
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself as being less than within gift giving, and to make another more than myself according to what kinds of gifts were bought.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to make the value of money greater than myself as life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to search out impressive finds in thrift stores and flea markets, to impress and thus turn myself into a more than as being thrifty and sophisticated and able to find things of supposed value instead of walking into the mall and buying some decorative item from a big name shop.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to make comments about my older sister’s lack of gift giving and to have made myself seem more than, within myself giving to others and not only myself, as though I was more generous than my sister, which made my sister less than in her giving, as I judged her giving as being in self interest only, which in a way was more in the true spirit of consumerism, as I pretended to being good through gift giving.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have become anxious pre-Christmas day in preparation of gift purchasing , where I had to face traffic and crowded stores and finding things for others, where the whole process seemed more of an ordeal than actual joy within and as giving, where I did not stop and look at what I was actually doing, as I agreed with what was presented by the present culture without questioning, or if I did question, I feared the repercussions should I not participate, thus I allowed the potentialjudgement of others to determine my actions.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have not seen realized and understood the undercurrent of despair and gloom I have felt these last days, during this season, as for years the same pressures were lived and thus within this I did not realize the resonance of the past present within and as my physical behavior, and the fears I was living, the anxiety as many past memories were coming up and all i could do was breath and try and remain stable without participating within and as this.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to have seen realized and understood that in the last two weeks I have had thoughts about my dead husband and that second Christmas after his death, where I dragged myself through Christmas, I felt so heavy and sad, I could not figure out what Christmas was about, and felt like it was all some kind of a dream that made no sense to me, as it seemed there was some kind of hole, as though something was out of wack - so to speak, where even the lights in the rooms seemed heavy and weird to me, to the point where i remember thinking how am I going to make it through this?
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how difficult it has been to read in these last days, where i have had to slow way down and read things very slowly, as though it is really hard to concentrate on things, on words, like they just seem to swim by and I cannot take them in, which is a lot like how I felt during the second Christmas after my husband’s death, where - now come to think of it- I actually have caught myself thinking of my husband a lot suddenly, of late.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that I started to question everything, even within the university course I was in after my husband’s death, as I had decided when i was trying to help M, when I told him that he had to be himself, that after he died I stopped one day and said to myself that i had to be what i had told him he had to be, that I had to become this and I knew that this was going to be really fucking hard and that I had no idea how I was going to do this, and I suppose what is bothering me now is that I feel like I am failing in this, even though i also know I can’t do this for him, that I can only do this for myself, but when I said this to myself, I knew it was not going to be easy. to actually be myself- but it had to be shown and it seems too daunting at this moment, because i have not done what I said to myself I had to do, and this Christmas time, and this memory, is like how I felt, as what my physical self is and feels like now, like I walk in a world of molasses, like nothing makes any sense as I am allowing myself to become confused within a habit of non-looking, which causes confusion and thus a physical sensation of being stagnant and stuck.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become less than being myself here, in and as a belief that I am less than myself as life, as what i was saying to M was that he was less than life, even though I did say to him that he was gentle and that this was a strength, and that he had to prove nothing, and that his mother’s personality was such that it matched more with his brother but that this did not mean he was less than his brother.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I could see in some limited way what was happening within the relationships within M’s family, yet I did not understand the extent to which such things compounded resonantly, and thus even though in some “intellectual way” this could be somewhat understood the consequences of thought as self judgement were not realized, and that perhaps going to a mental health expert would have benefitted M, yet I did not trust psychiatry, as I grew up within the summer vacation land of the New York Jewish Psychiatrist, and all the children of these so called professionals were so messed up to the point where they had nasty behaviors of stuffing whole roles of toilet paper into a toilet, clogging the toilet, I mean really, which if looked at, perhaps such mental health experts were more productive with patients than family.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand within this experience of myself not having caught onto how I in these last days was existing as within and as past experiences as memory, of judgement within a belief in loss and aloneness, and sudden life change, that the grief I was within and as this, within not understanding what I am as a mind consciousness system, where energetic resonances of past grief in and as a belief of loss, remain within and as me, possessing me, as this is a past without understanding and equalizing to and as life, and thus this remains, where the whole christmas scenario triggers the past, specifically with an image of myself looking at a christmas tree, and the thoughts have come up in the last few days, which is how the mind works in tandem with accepted and allowed beliefs about life that are limited and unaware of the totality of of how the mind/physical relationship functions here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that “down or up” moods are energetic experiences of the past as mis-understanding of self as life, of self being equal and one to and as life, thus is self forgiveness and investigation of belief, opinion and idea necessary to lighten self of accumulated past experiences of limited insight which creates judgements ignorant of self as life, as this limited insight is what is propagated within the present profit based system of inequality, where what we are inwardly as manifested this existence of inequality to and as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to have seen realized and understood, as the weight of this seemed to creep up slowly, that I had an undercurrent of Christmases past, just like the story of Scrooge, where the Christmases past were catching up and creating consequences for the future unless Scrooge changed, made a change, where this is a story of the effects of behavior as belief in time, and yet it is a shame that this is not used within the context of all life, where what exists in earth as what exists within extreme lack and denial as what is needed as life, is not looked at and realized within all life, and not only placed into a story about one man, which is to say the story of Scrooge is the story of all on earth, of how all on earth has been treated, and thus does the human need to look at all consequences of actions of ignorance of what is the value as life, as all life here, and stop and start to support all life, or the consequences are one and the same as the potential of Scrooge/capitalism unless he changes his ways and realizes the value is life, thus are the answers here, and have always been here, it is only the possession and obsession within and as self interest within survival, as fear of death within ignoring the value being life that has caused a denial of the right to life, where denial of life to one thing on this earth is to deny self life, which means separation into an idea as being something greater than life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sad that I had to have a Christmas alone without a husband.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel overwhelmed with emotion and feeling from a past of believing myself to be less than because i judged my Christmas Holiday as lacking meaning because I was alone, where it really seemed as though none of it made any sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize in detail the senselessness of Christmas, where I actually was having the same response i had when I stood in front of Mr, Jordace offering a teenage girl a bowl of coke to snort, where i became angry and emotional and had a scene in my head of wanting to smash that bowl of coke on that fancy glass table in that high-rise apartment, so, come to think of it, this is not too different within how i felt that second Christmas after the death of my husband, where the whole scene seemed a charade to me, and I was sad, yet I did not know how to put all this together, just as I did not quite know how to put it all together when an old rich industrialist was trying to buy a teenager with stimulating and addicting drugs.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have felt sad within and idea that Christmas would never be the same without my husband.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have felt physically heavy and sad around Christmas, with all the gift giving competition and judgement, within self interest and ego, to punish myself as having less value within and as the shocks as belief that another was somehow more than myself within what gifts were given.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand all these egotistical emotions within and as judging myself as less than and more than, within comparison and competition, as separation, creating friction and conflict within competing limited values maintaining ideas with self determination within self interest which fears change and transformation having based self on singular values rejecting self as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that what was happening at Christmas after the death of my husband was similar to what i experienced within the modeling industry, where life was ignored in favor of ideas as personifications as image in separation from life.

When and as I find myself slowing down and physically becoming heavy where i find I have a hard time reading what is here, within words and behaviors of others, and the existential conditions as consequences seem non sensical, and I want to react in anger, I stop and I breath, and I see realize and understand that I am participating within ignorance of life, and that within this I am allowing myself to become confused.
When and as I find myself no longer being able to move here, to read what is here, as I become more irritable and angry, which is fearful, I stop and I breath, and I realize i have accepted and allowed a behavior of not looking - a habit, of not seeing, as I fear being judged and punished, called names and criticized, thus within this I stop and I breath, and I realize that what is here is more of the same as the fear I am allowing and accepting as being an answer to this fear through the acceptance of ignorance within the behaviors of humanity as the celebratory occasions idolizing a positive alternate reality, creating some weird and warped imaginary submissive world to escape this actual physical world, be it a holiday celebration or an escape into sex.
When and as i find myself becoming lethargic and slow, meaning overwhelmed within and as my world , I stop and I breath and I look to what is physically real, as much as i am able, to realize the happy face existence is a band aid to cover the self hurt within separation from myself as life, here.
When and as I find myself becoming heavy within my movements as processing here, I stop and I breath, and I see realize and understand that resonant memories of survival within family first/ before life and all the competitions existent within for attention/survival, creating friction and conflict , ignorance and supposed bliss in a here -after make believe world, I stop and i breath and I realize, see and understand that what i fear is being myself as life, here.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Day 227 Fear Dimension: Apprehension character

Nail biting
Nail biting (Photo credit: JonasPhoto)

Fear Dimension Apprehension Character
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear competition.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become overwhelmed within surviving within a hierarchy where I have to perform within certain standards to remain within the race of maintaining a status within society.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to look only to what will provide a certain status within the existent system instead of realizing self direction and self honesty within a sustained strength as what is best for all, where no worry, or fear, of sense of loss exists, as within this, there is no need to lie, or pretend, no need to worry, or see only an obstacle of having made existing within the present system seem daunting and insurmountable.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to begin to worry and fret about losing a library book and having to tell my parents, becoming embarrassed because I had not been responsible with a book.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the future, when the future is not even here, and thereby missing what was here within this moment.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the act of biting my nails, is myself going into self diminishment in and as allowing myself to create huge seeming tasks out of simple practical steps laid out before me in common sense.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have preferred to play with my friends in second grade than stay after school for help after we had moved from one state to another, where the curriculum was different.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have feared spelling in the third grade, fearing I would be seen as incapable because I remember having a hard time spelling the word “radish” and to this day I still remember being afraid it would be found out that I did not know how to spell the word radish.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have believed that there was something to be lost and thus began to be apprehensive about the future, and to have kept the loss of a library book from my parents for fear I would be scolded for not having taken care of this book.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have begun to worry about where I was within a social structure, to have allowed myself to become socially conscious in around the second and third grade, where in second grade I had worried more about the wrath of my parents, and in the third grade I had begun to worry about what my peers would think of me within not being able to spell a word.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to proceed from this point within becoming overwhelmed with where I was in society and thus began to worry about what others would think of me within performance in school.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to see the future within my peer group and school with dis-ease and fear, thereby becoming apprehensive about my future and worrying about possible outcomes, such as losing a library book, or not knowing how to spell a word.


I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that when and as I begin to bite my nails, I tense up and become a state of apprehension, as dis-ease and fear, overwhelming myself with thoughts of “what if”through imagining possible future outcomes of loss instead of practically looking at what is here, as I can only move myself within and as what is directly here,
Thus, I commit myself to , when and as I want to go into biting my nails, I stop and I breath, and I bring myself back into the physical, utilizing breath, to stand equal and one in and as breath, to reference the physical, as what is best for all, as this can only be done here.
I commit myself to realizing that self direction and self honesty cannot be found within separation as fear of loss as this is judgement and thus a lack of being equal and one with all life, here.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Day 226 Behavior Dimension : Apprehension Character

English: Onychophagia. REALLY bad nail biting....
English: Onychophagia. REALLY bad nail biting. Over 6 years of biting down MUCH too far. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Behavior Dimension Apprehension Character

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand changes within and as my human physical body as thoughts, emotions and feelings as energypossess and become a persona of judgements in fear of loss or desire for gain, that manipulates me into separation from responsibility of equal and one interaction with what is actually physically here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when and as I change from not biting my nails, it becomes obvious that I do not need to bite my nails, as a moment before I was not biting my nails.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand what thought , emotion and feeling precipitated nail biting, to have realized the motivation to bit my nails and thus investigate what I was accepting and allowing that would distract me from remaining here, equal and one , as breath.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that biting my nails, is like eating myself, thus it is a physical reaction to what I am accepting and allowing when and as I become mind, and how this separation into and as mind, is myself absent of life, and diminishing myself into energy, turning myself into a shattered Humpty Dumpty, that only I can piece back together again.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand there is a tension that comes just as I go to pick at my fingers and/or bite at my finger nails with my teeth, obviously as this movement of myself in itself produces this, which is not good or bad, but when repeated again and again as a habit then it is indicative of tension and compression within and as me here, means I am suppressing myself as not being here, as ease.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow myself to go into a sate of dis-ease physically as I move into and as a personality of myself wondering about the future within a “what if” scenario, based on my past, where I become the personality of apprehension, a state of dis-ease and fear, which in common sense is not being direct here, investigating how here works and directing myself in self honesty, equal and one with and as the physical in common sense of here.

I commit myself to remaining here, to no longer allowing and accepting myself to step into a personality, via tensing up and biting my nails, allowing myself to go into apprehension, to see, realize and understand what I am in fact doing as my human physical body, as it responds to apprehension as thoughts, emotions and feelings within tensing up, where as I tense up and go into my mind, I begin to resonate with and as the apprehension as the fear and dis-ease, as separation from here, being one and equal with and as the physical here, that which supports life here.

I commit myself to slowing myself down and remaining here, in and as breath, to see, realize and understand the movement of myself here, in detail, with specificity, remaining in and as breath, to see, realize and understand what i am in fact allowing myself to exist as in separation from becoming one and equal in and as life, here.

I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding, that just as without, so it is within, where investigation to how things move as myself here, with and as the physical will reveal what has been accepted as self here within suppressing self from being as at ease, forgiving as self as life, and as within so without, as what is here, accepted and allowed as a system can be investigated as how what as this system functions, to see , realize and understand that what is here as the resource of life, composed of the substance of life, is not in fact flowing/moving/being forgiving and supportive of life, allowing life as what is here as earth to move in oneness and equality, as a profit based system, where men subjectively place a name of ownership onto resource and then have what is here as life pay to be life - this that is the value- to exist within struggle and fear is in essence to place the life on this earth into and as struggle and fear, to thus limit expression of life here, which is a crime against life, as life is the gift and not something to be rejected into and as being suppressed within a system of a so(u)ld existence as personality and memories of past events.


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