Showing posts with label self commitment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self commitment. Show all posts

Friday, August 2, 2013

Day 402 Walking into the Known: Self Correction into Common Sense


I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding how I have divided space here on earth, this physical world into imposing values of more than and less than a GPS that measures in values of more than and less than, of good and bad in pursuit of survival in a system of unequal division that started within as an idea was made greater than equality with life.

I commit myself to seeing realizing that as a creator I have divided life into more than and less than, starting within, holding an idea, a picture, a value to be more than another and thus have held onto this for so long in fear of becoming myself as life manifested a system without of inequality, disrespecting life as I believed that one thing was more than another in abdication of my common sense as life as this common sense is myself breathing here realizing equality, being what I am as life which is the principle of what is best for all.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that when I encounter emotions, thoughts and feelings I am encountering divisions based on ideas of one thing being more than another based on an idea that is now systemically being played out where money is the mechanism of division into more than and less than, thus money is what creates the most reactions of fear, of resistance , of spite, of blame, of jealousy where reactions are often “ did you think this up” or “ are you going to profit from this” which sidetracks the issue of the product into the fear of loss, the fear of having to become responsible and realize what has been accepted and allowed has manifested without and is not going to magically go away, and thus a process must be walked, within and without to realign within and without into a order of equality, balanced out, followed through from inequality into equality, and the answers to this are right in front of us as us as life as we are life, thus we are common sense thus what we are as sound mind is equality and oneness which is living the principle of what is best for all.

I commit myself to, when and as I sense uncertainty and loopyness, to see realize and understand that this is myself in division from life, in unequal division which means I am not here, I am not walking, breathing, in equality and oneness in and as myself as life here.

I commit myself to, when and as I become uncertain, loopy, confused to stop and to breath and to look at where I am accepting and allowing, a division into a more than and a less than, where I am disrespecting my own common sense as life as what i am, and here, I slow myself down to see realize and understand what ideas of more than and less than, what accepted and allowed values, I have viewed life as being bad or being good, realizing the good is the validation of the bad that i have used to define myself within survival, a superciliousness, allowing a haughty air where I hold my self created more than value that is an accepted and allowed separation, isolating me from life here, and thus disallowing myself to follow through in and as life, to understand life, to be life, thus where I have moved as a value of good and or bad, warping reality, becoming unequal to life,  becoming stagnant and rejecting life, rejecting equality and oneness in common sense of life here as what i am.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that my mind has become the beacon of my separation from life as I compare in relation to limited ideas of more than and less than, of good and bad, values I have placed on words and things of this world ignoring the common sense of how the physical functions, and as such I walk in separation from life, in a bubble of my own acceptance and allowance, my own consent,  thus I can blame no one and no thing for what i have accepted and allowed as I am here on earth, the gift of life.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding the muddy confusion of uncertainty that I have accepted and allowed as fear, as separation from life, as chasing ideas of good and bad, as not looking here in common sense with and as the physical world, where my actions have effects on the life as this physical world that are visible right before my eyes, as this earth is the gift of life, and thus to learn to become equal and one to and as life is the gift freely given, and thus it is to enjoy this equality and oneness to and as life, this birth of self into and as life here, to be and become an expression of life here, thus all accepted and allowed lack, as suppression in any form systemically must be ordered into absolute support of life, as life cannot begin until all life on earth, all form on earth is in full expression, like earth is a life machine and in order for it to be life, all parts must be in full function as life, thus our bubble existences of self aggrandizement  hiding fear of common sense must stop to see, realize and understand that nothing is grand until the whole entity of this earth, all parts are granted life absolutely, if it is not working for all then it is not working

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that what is best for all is the only choice, the absolute as what works for all is the only choice, anything else in unacceptable.



I commit myself to no longer fearing to bring all judgement, as what a more than and a less than is, resplendent in the adjectives attached to nouns, in a whine, in a complaint,  as storms are created in teacups to avoid facing what is common sense right here in front is myself and to see, realize and understand that common sense is right here, as looking at the present system of inequality, of enslavement and lack - which is suppression of life able to be seen in judgements of more than and less than, of good and bad, as division, as smoke screen into misinformation in common sense as what is best for all, one and the same. 

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that when I doubt I am the mistake of common sense, I am allowing and accepting negativity in allowing myself to become unworthy of life, where instead of facing my separation, my rejection of life, my disassociation with life I become misinformation as spite and blame to push away my own rejection of myself as life, I stagnate into judgement and suppress myself as life, a crime against life, thus, I commit myself to investigating the divisions from common sense within and without and walking that which follows through into standing in common sense as what is best for all here until I remain stable, consistent and steady to and with, in and as common sense as what is best for all.

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Monday, June 24, 2013

Day 383 The Paranoia of the Unknown: The illusion of ONE hand before our Eyes


Paranoia of the unknown

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become and be only the measure, the judgements in and as the voices in and as my mind, of survival.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how limiting such dictates/voices/programs are.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how much this voice, in and as my mind, is of one dimension only, blowing one aspect way out of proportion and thus separating myself from here, from common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the media is the conscious mind in a way, as it is the image and likeness of limited dimension made huge, warping reality, where, for example, the sexuality made huge in movies, in ads, in shows, is so out of proportion that it has become an idea, complete with detailed, dictated imagery of how the object of our sexual desire should look, turning sex into lust as an idea and thus separating us from  the physical, our separation from reality, from the physical equal in distance as the warped ideas in and as our minds as ideas about sex, where sex is in fact about touch, and that image, that idea about what sex should be, as what is taught, is in itself a separation from reality, from the physical world, and thus we chase an image instead of seeing realizing and understanding that sex is about touch about enjoying the actual, real physical, this physical world as a point of contact and communication, thus, the problem is that we are all in our heads, our minds, following a program that is in itself in separation from actual real physical reality, and thus has the sexuality of this earth become distorted and abusive to and towards the actual physical because the expression and respect for life, the physical is not understood/taught/realized and thus we as life are never satisfied, as how can an image in and as the mind, a parasite of paranoise, separating us from being equal and one with what is the real support, which is this actual physical world be reality?
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that memories will sustain me, as just as the sexual images cannot satisfy, which is so obvious in the rampant sexual abuse of animals and humans, especially children, because the expression of self as life cannot as a physical substantive being really express within interacting with a picture in and as the mind as an idea, as this is really like trying to have sex with an image on a screen, and thus the attention is on the image, and thus, self is divided from self, from self as the physical, and all that is happening is a very very small sense of self seeking a very small rush as an orgasm, which is existing within such a limited expression, lacking all awareness of self and all of self physically, that what one is really experiencing is so tiny and so small and so in separation from reality that it gets to be obvious that something is missing and that is the limitation of the idea and the images creating the idea, and that self is not here using all of self and being equal and one to and as the actual physical reality here, getting self away from the ideas and images, back into the physical, equal and one the the real “ picture” as the physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the consumerist imagery plastered all over this world is done by the hands of many men, as the advertisers, making the pictures, composing the imagery, are in offices in cities, separated from the physical world, and their salaries are paid for by those who reap the profit of the labor of so many men who move the resources around on this earth, even down to building the machines that move the resources on this earth, and thus it is not that one with a signature of ownership that is actually creating the value of the resource as what sustains the human at present,  it is all the steps made by each and every one of us, thus to not respect life, to be in separation from actual physical reality and to promote an opposing idea to what physical reality actually is a composition of is a crime, is the voice of separation from reality, is the voice of fear, is the voice of separation, which must be constantly broadcast to maintain the status quo of separation, of discord, from the physical actual real world and thus a division into and as ideas instead of a development and respect for the common sense of ourselves as life here being equal and one to and as the physical.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the voices as statements in and as my mind, if I take the time to look I will see, realize and understand that often I take the words of others and become selective as my survival MO, and blow what was said out of proportion, and thus become obsessed with the limitation and thus become a limitation as spite and blame, which is really myself accepting and allowing myself to get caught up in fear, in idea, as what validates my separation from equality and oneness to and as myself as life, where I can realize that all that is here is me, is life, is of the same substance, and as this requires air to breath, water to move, nourishing food to sustain and shelter to take care of my human physical body,  and thus spite and blame is a para me existing in and as my mind in the program of separation from being equal and one to and as life, as the substance of life as the physical composition of the physical, a gift, where as life would do, the mind is the image and likeness of our separation and thus a gift to see where we have separated, and how we have separated ourselves from life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the consumerist market programs, and thus that the human is programmable, and thus that the human can change, as what goes in to the human, is what comes out, so what existent beliefs that come  up that change is impossible, and another person cannot change, is a part of the program and thus within this, the solution is to forgive such signatures, such compositions of a dictate from a centralized regime that is the image and likeness without of what we each accepted and allowed within as consciousness, as thought, as a program of separation from practical common sense of the actual physical world, as a judgement within that one thing here, that is of the substance of life, is more than another, as this is a charade that one thing is more than another, when all is of the same substance, as the sound of life, and the problem is that we  are not listening in common sense of what is real as the physical and thus in our separation we are allowing and existing in rejection of the physical and thus the cause of our own abuse to earth, to life and the cause of our own separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that  if I  and the system in which I live does not support and maintain what goes into the life of a human child as their beginnings here on this earth, what comes out of that child as they mature is a lack of connection in common sense with and as the physical world, what comes out is chaos, what comes out is behaviors showing a lack of development, what comes out is the program we each and all accepted and allowed as the system existent on this earth, thus the behaviors of men are based on the lack or opportunity provided for, and these are based on beliefs that are in separation from a common sense of the physical, a separation that is the paranoise of the mind as belief, opinion and idea of a more than and a less than, fixed, stagnant, in lack of awareness of what is real of the gift given, which is the substance of the physical as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the principle of give as you would like to receive is a principle of equality and oneness to and as life , here, which is the only way to get this world in order, to realize that this earth is a garden of life, and if the plants, animals and humans are not cared for , the garden begins to rot,  if the garden does not receive water, and instead is polluted with actions that are inconsiderate of this actual physical earth and its functioning, the very substance of this physical world begins to lose its ability to sustain, and thus what happens is more and more chaos.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that what is used to spread the resource of this earth is money, and a way to ensure equality, and sustenance to no longer allow limited development, to allow the organic robot of the human, a perfect “ machine” more so than anything the human has created, in order and functioning to its optimum so that this world can become heaven on earth, as the nature of life is to be life, and thus a functioning human machine, will take care of this world, thus accepted situations of lack are ourselves diminishing ourselves, and the thoughts in and as the mind as what has been taught are the opposition of this, the consciousness is the voice of our separation, the discord of our separation, the program of our separation, the standard line of our separation, the paranoise of the unknown, the limitation that blinds, and the decay of our physical bodies is the echo of the accumulation of our thoughts of separation, consuming our flesh within and as actions of more than and less than as our system consume the resources of this earth without, all infearior to the life that is the gift that is the physical world, of which the only way out, the solution is to become equal and one, of sound mind, with and as the actual physical world as this is the way to become equal and one to the substance of life as this is the substance of life, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the paranoise of and as my mind is the paranormal, is the belief in a heaven above, which ironically is the mind believing itself to be more than the physical, to the extent where a paranoise as heaven was in separation from earth, and thus, as we have been told, that the way to life is to bring heaven to earth, equal and one, to remove the division, through aligning ourselves in equality and oneness to and as the physical, to accept all life, equal and one HERE, which is allowing ourselves to become custodians of life, accepting the full package as the gift, opening the gift as actions of being equal and one with this actual physical world, as the gift of life is right here in front of us, the solution is to accept this gift through equality and oneness within ourselves, as this is opening the gift of life, being here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that at present money determines life, an accepted limiting system of separation from life, mirroring what each has accepted and allowed within as consciousness as mind, as a paranoise of judgement, as an MO of survival, all the state of being in separation from what is real, the actual physical world, and thus each of us are to blame for the abuse, the limitations of life expression on earth, and thus each of us are responsible for standing up and supporting what will get this earth in order, which at present is to support a BIG- basic income grant, to allow all lack to be able to begin to remove the behaviors of chaos as lack as this is systemically a design within the system of inequality, as some take the labor of others and believe that the values of the labor have no value, which is a crime against life, and non support of life and an ignorance of life, as the value has been placed on having objects, thus what holds value as money supersedes the value being life, as a fear of loss drives this economy that ignores ecology, this that allows us to breath, and within this, we have all come to blame the object, instead of looking at the “ song” the composition of the system that withholds opportunity and creates behaviors of lack, of non development, of non allowance of the expression of life inherent in each human, thus our insanity as mind, blames the object instead of following through with investigation as to how something evolves/matures/develops, and that since money has become what determines life, in ignorance that this freely given physical world is what supports life,  it is to look at existent lack and realize how a state of diminishment has been accepted and allowed and to realize that in ensuring that all humans are developed to their utmost capacity, this world would remove so many abusive behaviors, as this is the key to creating an earth where life is lived for all, and thus realizing equality and oneness with and as life here, the only choice, which is to realize that what is best for all is best for self.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the physical is like an instrument, that when denied training falls into disrepair as we are beginning to see happening on this earth, where the elite are so lost in their minds, at dis-ease with life, that they cannot even see, realize and understand the extent of their separation from life, their delusion is so great, evident in their promotion of war, which is really a protection and defense within their fear of loss of their believed status of superiority as they do not see, realize and understand that this status is a paranoise from equality and oneness to and as life, and that this paranoise of superiority is destructive to this earth and themselves and thus expecting this raging storm of separation to change because we ask them to is as delusional as they are, thus it is only more of the same, and within and as their minds of separation an allowance of justification from aggressive war-like actions, and as such they actually create scenarios, propagate such scenarios in their own delusional self aggrandizement, thus it is for a group, a very large group, to stand and to become louder than the present broadcast of separation from life, it is for a group to stand and promote equality and oneness, that the physical is what is real, to remove the paranoise of separation, the belief in a paranormal existence that has been going on for a long time, and must stop if life is to birth itself here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that in a world of inequality, the paper work world becomes bigger than the physical, and thus physical proof is disallowed because it reveals the self interests of a state of being that is delusional and separate from reality as the actual real physical world.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that our educational system promotes separation from real development, to create workers acclimated to boredom, thus this is a development of lack, and when the behaviors of suppression come out, and naturally they will, we then blame the object to continue to justify a more than, when all of this in totality is a separation from life, this is the paranoise of the voice of separation in and as consciousness.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that there is no greater crime than to deny life, to deny the full potential development of each and every child on this earth.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the only choice is to stand and to follow through until equality and oneness with and as life is what exists on this earth.
I commit myself to slowing myself down and realizing the judgements as the voices in and as my mind, as being the composition of my separation from life, to walk process of making this paranoise smaller, through writing out the blue print of separation in and as my mind, to realize the emotions and feelings that come up within and as me, is the accumulative effects, my special effects, of separation and thus the way and the means to realign, to self correct back to and as life as what I am, to use the natural learning ability of my human physical body, a gift to birth/b-earth myself equal and one to and as life, here.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that prevention is the best cure, that the prevention of separation, the prevention of lack, the prevention of paranoise is the end of separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and under standing the value of life, valuing all labor, as the many hands of men, as being equal and one, and thus standing to allow the real voice of the people, as the voice of life, as what is needed to develop the full potential of life on this earth,  to be the only choice systemically, as the only choice is to support this physical world absolutely, to be the best it can be as this is the only choice if anyone here on this earth desires to actually live, as all the parts of this earth, an instrument of life, require sustenance , just as all the organs of the human physical body need sustenance, and all the faculties of the human physical body need development for the full potential of life to be what exists on this earth, thus all must be here, absolutely for the absolute purpose of life as life expression to be reached. There is no other way,
Thus I commit myself to stop my mind of separation and to stand equal and one, to realign myself through writing, self forgiveness, self corrective statements to become self directive as life, as what I am, here.






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Saturday, May 11, 2013

Day 353 The lesser self self commitment statements

I commit myself to seeing realizing and bringing back to myself the voices as ideas, opinions and beliefs of what I have accepted and allowed as energetic projections as a protection and self defense within a system of inequality as the construct of many men all participating within the same action as fearing to stand as self as life and to realize the ignorance as the beliefs, opinions and ideas I have used to justify the lesser self as me, in not acing myself here, to stop and to breath and to self forgive such separations to no longer allow this to give meaning to this idea that I aggrandize myself through and as when I manage to survive and gain acceptance, money, position, and/or burden myself with self judgement as believing myself to have lost something, to potentially end us living on the street or in my car, or without food, or on another level of this leveled scale in separation from life, believe myself to potentially have said or done something to cause the lowering of myself within and down on this social scale of being more than another or less than another, to no longer allow myself to move within such associations and relationships existent within and as me within and as a bubble that in itself - no matter in which degree I am developed- is in itself a total separation from life, thus as such I stop and I breath and I direct myself in thought word and deed within and as what is best for all, letting go of a fear of loss as one can walk in practical understanding of how this world functions and apply oneself to stand within and as what is here in common sense as what is best for all.
I commit myself to breath and to slow down and to align how I have separated myself into and as separation from life here, as this separation is heavy, is uncertain, is fear, is unstable , is illusive in that it needs as its nature in and as being in a belief in and as a state of energy as need, and as such seeks constant renewal and validation because it does not stand equal in and as life, here, thus the allowed presence of such cannot be resisted as what one resists persists as it is self accepted and allowed to be projected outward through division/separation from equality and oneness as what is constant which is life here, where there exists no need, want or desire, as what one is as life is what self is as thought word and deed, and as such in equal movement in and as life here, thus nothing can be lost.
I commit myself to slow myself down and breath when and as I experience within and as me any sense of righteousness , where I immediately move into judgement of blame and spite, projecting a sense of blame on a singular point in my exterior world to hide myself from facing my own fear and/or lack in having stood up as myself in totality in self honesty in self responsibility in and as life, here, because i was not taught, because I feared confrontation, because I feared leaving what was comfortable, because I did not know where to go, because I feared to look here because of all of the previous reasons, and to stop this, and to investigate here and how what is presently on earth works to see, realize and understand within myself and without as the manifested systemic design of the same action I was/am within, without, and to stop and to begin to walk what is best for all in detail within and as a practical applicative corrective action that manifests what is best for all as I see, realize and understand that something is not working until is works for all life on earth, absolutely.
I commit myself to breathing, to slowing myself down, to realizing thought words and deeds as belief, opinion and ideal, based on relationships inconsiderate of the whole, to stop and look to the whole as all of earth to realize practically what prevents abuse as the lack of opportunity in self development, physically and mentally has an outcome , as an undeveloped life in form with and as earth will find/seek whatever means available, to maintain itself as life, thus all behaviors of abuse on earth are the cause of a system that does not in fact support life, for which we are all responsible for we all accept and allow it, where turning a blind eye is no excuse, as we have accepted and allowed theaddictions of consumerism to occupy our existence instead of to be constant in consideration of self as life and as such of this home, earth, this that is the platform on which we exist as life.
I commit myself to realizing my projected lesser self is myself inferior, and thus in fear of life, in fear of myself as life, and here, to stop and to breath, to align myself with my physical body as breath, and to simply let the uncertainty as fear go, and in the process to see what beliefs, opinions and ideas, as ego, I have accepted and allowed and to align this within and as what is best for all, as principle, to support the principle being life, the value being life here, to no longer punish myself with my own constructed protective and divisive illusory self, the weight of which clouds my perceptive ability as myself as life and the being of which consumes myself as life as the physical, diminishing myself as life here as what I resist persists and compounds and enslaves until I stand equal and one in self responsibility to and as it bringing it back to myself and aligning this in common sense within and as the principle of what is best for all, as it is this action of blame and spite that is separation, and not the being of myself within and as what is best for all here, as I cannot control here - so to speak- I can only be the directive in and as life, which is to be in thought word and deed what is best for all as and within myself here, to and towards what I face here.


Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Day 330 Self Forgivemess Rejection Character


I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing what is an idea in separation from actual physical reality, the gift given to simply be here, freely given at that, to not see, realize and understand that this world is a physical instrument that allows the expression of life, for all equally, and it is only ideas of what is more than and less than that separate common sense with and as self as life here, manifest as the mind, a consciousness of ideology that is in separation from what is real here,
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing reactions that are blind to the common sense of how here works and functions in and as the physical, where themind as a collection of values lacking equality and oneness with the context of physical reality, all elusive and meaningless when lost in a moment, where it is realized that what is real is what is here, and one realizes that one, as self, has never been here, and that it is here, within and as being absolutely forgiving of self that one is finally able to live, and yet within an outward accepted and allowed systemic inequality, manifest as behaviors of gain for a few, actually living here cannot exist, unless this system is stopped, throughstanding up and voting in a system that supports all life, is forgiving with what is freely given here, as the means to sustain life, will self as life become equal and one in thoughtworld and deed, the outward instrument equal and one to the nature of earth as a freely giving supportive form being the giving nature of life, right under our feet.
I forgive myself for wanting to be alone, to hide from facing what is here, for feeling ashamed and guilty for not realizing the value of simply being here, equal and one to what is here as this forgiving physical world, which we have all accepted and allowed the signature of ownership on freely given resources that are the gift of life, and thus have allowed abuse of life, within believing that life must be bought, an idea, imposed on earth that must be removed, as the nature of life is to forgive of itself as life, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to clench within myself in fear of the bully of ego, and then in protection and defense become angry , where instead of facing the storm of fear, as separation as a habit of limited ideologies, I stop and I breath, and I realize that here, is the directive in commons sense of what is best for all, within and as the principle of what is best for all is best for self.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have wanted to be alone to not face what is here, to want to force changes without having looked to the whole as the present system to believe myself to be some kind of super hero within and as one small action making a change not seeing realizing and understanding that it takes many to stand and change what is here, as it is many who have allowed this present system of inequality to exist, this which is supported by a collection of values, that ignore the whole, and thus a manifest system of limitation which is obviously what is destroying this earth and causing unacceptable suffering to many of the plants and animals and humans on this earth, which is in essence disrespecting life , here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that reaction as rejection of what is here, is not looking at what is here, what has been accepted and allowed, and this it is to work with what is here, as running from here is not a solution, it is to stand and to face here, in common sense of how the physical functions within and as what is best for all, where to deny, to not look at what is here, as becoming the same actions as our present accepted and allowed government agencies, that disallow studies that reveal what is in fact happening on earth, the response of, “ there is no proof” which is a crime in and as the behavior of ignorance, against life, by omission, unacceptable and an act of denial of life, here in common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that to omit what is best for all is a crime, a lie, as just as presenting false information, not presenting information is just as false, as both do not consider what is physically here, thus the statement of there being no “ proof” in and as itself a statement of conceptual lack, admitting and ending as ignorance, without investigation, as what is here that does not support all life, has not considered all life, and this must stop until all life is considered, as any anecdote that reveals a state of suffering is simply an indication that the physical world has not been considered,
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the moment I allow myself to go into righteousness, within and as knowledge and information, in and as my mind, I become blame and spite, and thus lose the directive principle of myself as life, here, where I within this, as my physical body, begin to have burning sensations in my thighs and in my head, and thoughts in and as questions as to why something has been allowed, which is a form of blame, as it is looking for ‘Who done it” instead of simply realizing the structure of what exists and correcting this within and as the realization that the only choice is what is best for all, as what supports all life, allows life to be the expression of itself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how I reject facing here within becoming righteous, as I become frustration/recklessness within allowing myself to not look and then I begin to push back and thus to reject, this rejection and constriction in and as fear happening so fast, seemingly simultaneously it is actually hard for me to catch, I have to really slow way down, or immediately my back starts to hurt and my legs start to burn, and I lose an ease within and as myself, and become nauseous, this action I have been doing for so long, that to sense this, to realize this, to go into this and accept this as myself and what is interesting is that I kept entering a point of wanting to cry when I got to this point, and it is here that there is also this sense that I have had of feeling trapped, this fear of being trapped within a coffin and not being able to get out.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand how the mind loves meta-for, to impose idea onto reality, where self is not directed as self, sensing here as self as life, direct, and instead clings to idea, as pictures in and as the mind.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how what I am is the sound of life, forgiving , here sensing here, sensing the commons as the physical here, the real picture the direct physical, where fear is in essence rejecting here, and thus rejecting life, and ideas are distancing myself from being one and equal to what is here, as an idea can become an I deify-cation of what it is that I am as a meta-for in self inner-rest.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that thoughts are the voice of rejection, the spite and blame, the tantrum of not wanting to look here, and thus as long as I fear losing ideas, beliefs, and opinions of what I am, I cannot face what is here as I am chasing an idea and not paying attention to what is real, which is this actual physical existence, this gift of life, here,


I commit myself to slowing myself down, to when and as I find I am beginning to want to blame and spite another, I am existing within rejection and thus am not facing here, the moment I begin to label I am no longer here, equal and one to and as the physical, where I must look here as what exists and become brutally self honest with here, to see, realize and understand that there is nothing to lose except myself as life, unless I realize that what is best for all is best for the support and sustenance of this actual physical world, absolutely.
I commit myself to forgiving all opinions , ideas and beliefs, to take such back to myself as to align this to and as what is best for all here.
I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that in facing an opinion, an idea of a belief, I am facing a limited insight and there for can only align this to and as what is here in and reality within and as how here functions physically, to bring thought, word and deed, back into and as common sense of what is here and how here functions within and as what is best for all.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing , to facing how I have separated from myself here, to realize that all that can be lost is a collection of ideas, beliefs and opinions, that are not looking here at practical reality.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that practically, usury, is interest lending, where one believes that one owns something, lends this and then expects more in return, as though one was good in lending and deserves something more in return, where even with the starting point of usury, of lending for personality gain of a personification that one is more and deserves more for having lent, this thing lent making one a god, when all one can “lend” is what supports the real gift the self expression of self as life and the means and way of directing within and without to and towards this understanding, that which is the gift of life, where it behoves one to give to support life, as what is best for all is best for self, in support of life, as life is the value, thus, to lend with interest, and within this to believe that one can own what is here that is freely given is delusional, and a crime against life, as it enslaves and does not support life within and as giving to allow life to become an expression of life, as life being the value, absolutely, and thus usury places confining conditions on life, and also believes that what is here can be owned, an illusion as all that can be “owned” is self equal and one to and as life, to live the experience of what is eternal, which is life. thus the mind as imagination at present is the story of fear for survival in self abdication of common sense of life.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that allowing a system that leads to one person owning everything is allowing a centralized regime to become the eye of what we are here, instead of becoming self responsible within and as working with the actual physical world in practical common sense, thus, corporations are delusional in believing that they are a person, that can own what is here, where even allowing an ambiguous entity to own something is delusional, yet as long as we all allow this form to condition our lives we allow the abuse existent on earth, and thus it is each and every one of us that is responsible for supporting a system that does not in fact support life, and it is the response of many standing and placing in a system that supports all life, that gives what is needed to live in dignity, as a person, plant or animal cannot live in dignity if the means are not available, thus to disallow self responsibility and blaming the child for not being responsible when what is needed to be responsible is taken in the name of material ownership by a few, is to not face the practical common sense of this actual physical world, and is absolute crime and ignorance of life, here. and as such as this system exists cannot stand against the voice of many, the collective organization of many standing and voting in a system of change, and just as each entity takes small amount of all of our earnings, the small amounts of many, even within their confined spaces of work, can give to a system of equality, as many giving accumulates to allow a system of equality to stand and place itself in an organized manner within the existent structures on this earth, peaceably and with ease, thus support Equal Money, to get this world in support of life, absolutely.

Monday, April 1, 2013

Day 325 Self Commitments Forgiving Labels

Within being a pre-emptive strike against potential bullying, I create scenarios in and as my mind to deal with the potential attack, and within this I spend so much time away from here, from accepting what is here as life, here in my mind, as what i allow I am in comparison, judging, labeling, assigning a fixed nature to what is here, instead of seeingmovement and breath within and as the life that is here in the various functional forms of this physical world.
Thus it is for me to breath and realize what is here and to move within and as what is best for all. As choosing anything else is creating separation from equal and one consideration of life, this which sustains and is the gift of life, as the physical world, as all that is of the physical world, this that is me.
This is to essentially “own” the physical, to become one ( own-won-one) and equal to and as this, which means being here in every moment, bringing myself here, bring back to myself all the beliefs, opinions and ideas, that are parts made huge, not to be ignored or abandoned, simply realigned as equal and one to all aspects of this physical world, to become temperate with the actual physical, to become of a forgiving temper.
Temper is “ a character of mode of thought”. Character aligned within this definition as being the mode of thought of a person. Temper is also associated with anger, and anger is reaction, in fear of loss, in belief that something is being done to someone, nothing can be done to someone unless one accepts and allows this, on an individual scale and a collective scale, what we as a collective accept and allow becomes what is done onto the physical world. Thus if we allow a belief that some can have and others not, we accept and allow abuse, as we have assigned justifications in self interest without consideration of the life that is earth, a gift. If something is not working for all of life, than the method of operation does not work and must be realigned into what works.
The characters that support usury/ debt, the representatives of life that support this, are accepting and allowing a system that by its very nature accumulates debt, and we allow them to be this through giving a few control and then the consequence we allow as this state of owing to the owning of freely given material that no one can own, an illusion. This is abuse, as within a system of usury, there are never enough chairs to sit on with each division of the value into a less than, to minimize the debt, the waste, which is essentially what the creation of more money through debt does. So with each monetary digit created, the value of the total number decreases, making it impossible for some to repay their debt, thus we all accept and allow our friends and our neighbors to fall. We cannot blame then for having worked or not worked. Some work hard and will fall, and others simply realize the system by its very nature does not work and choose to give up. Do you blame them? It is not life to play this game of abuse. And participating in it is not acceptable either. The only choice is to stand and stop it. Our present representatives are not going to do this, it is like asking a hoarder to give something up, where their “temper” their “mode of thought” is so resonant within as being a hoarder that they are consumed, like Gollum in Lord of the Rings. They have wasted away in their obsessionof consumption. That which they use is consuming them.
Just as the imaginations within and as myself, imaginations that I believe are organizing my world, when they are really survival tactics to avoid being myself here. Being myself means considering all life, within and as the principle of what is best for all. So, I have to give up chasing limited values as what was taught, because they cannot be forced onto this world as all that there is. What happens within trying to fit into limited values is a lot of friction and conflict, and this accumulates into waste, taking the physical as myself and creating an alternate entity, a lesser shadow self, encasing myself into a less than awareness, a heavy, yet thinner presence, the “thinness” unable to move here at ease, as it has not the substance to more here, thus, being equal and one here, creates an ease with here, and then here is “easier” to move on and equal to and as. From my perspective, as mind, as what i was taught, this appears a dichotomy, a contradiction, and yes, it is a contra-diction, it is contra to the dictate of the mind, the mind reflecting the accepted and allowed systemic dictates of inequality, of ownership, of usury, of a more than and less than belief system that if looked at moves within constant comparison which is the weighing of more and less, a voice of judgement. A system created by men, existing within and as ego, a belief system that one thing is more than another, a system that believes directives can be only objectified, when it is self as life as the substance of life within and as form as object, being equal and one in realizing self direction in self honesty and self responsibility with what is here as the physical, being forgiving with what is here, which is giving to what is here, without judgement of what is here into gain and loss, as it moves with how here works in common sense.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing , here, to see, realize and understand what is here, to practice being here, equal and one within and as looking here,, to when the images of protection and defense as in countering potential threats, as in what might diminish a perception of what it is that I am, within and as/according to the values within class, culture, nationality, race, role play, financial status, I stop and I breath, and I do not allow such ideas, as beliefs presented through words, to define what it is that i am and then react within changing the topic, redirecting the conversation/going off on a tangent into another subject, within this using the limited viewing of existence as how the mind functions, where playing on the fears of another, the ego of another is used as distraction, leading another through energy, through belief, opinion and idea, which is following chains of thought of limited design, as how the mind works, as knowledge and information, to direct away from my own fear, my own self interest in protection and defense, and within this to remain here, breathing, re-moving myself from mind only, into moving myself into and as sensing here, which I must do slowly, here, breathing, learning to bring myself here, equal and one to what is here, in common sense of this physical world, to remember myself here, within and as the principle of what is best for all, to take what is good, to walk what will direct what is here as earth into and as what gives what is here as form and function equal and one, self honestly, self responsibly, in self forgiveness in and as expression of life, to own self as life expression, to won self as life, to become oneness and equality in and as life here.
I commit myself to, slowing myself down, to speed myself up, to be one and equal with and as the physical, to become at ease with and as the physical to realize a reaction in and as directing what is here in self interest only, within following dictates within a system of limited design, to maintain a position of survival within a shadow world destructive of life/of the physical, to realize the potential labels I fear being voiced, is an illusion, and such labels can never be addressed if hidden, never faced if ignored, thus it is to stand, equal and one to what is here, to allow/to face the storm of separation, realizing this is not all that exists, realizing that this can only be and become what i am if I accept and allow this, and within this whole scenario, as what presently exists on earth, it is to realize that what must be walked is this process of realignment, and that there may be manytimes that I fall, yet it is the only way to learn how to walk, equal and won to and as life here.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, to facing limited beliefs, opinions and ideas, accepted and allowed, existent at present here, and to breath and move in common sense of what is best for all, to take what is good, and to not react, to realize a label as judgement is a shadow and thus limited, and must not be necessarily stagnant, and within this to also listen, to see, realize and understand the directives that come from realizing the lack in limited seeing as being what has not been “looked at” and to realize what might be pointed out within directives, where both scenarios actually directly and indirectly indicate what is here within and without through nonsense of space as what is between what is illuminated/made into import and how this becomes knowledge and information only. where a reaction, a physical reaction is of vertigo, as the pattern set, habituated to the point where it takes time to realize this as what self has become, and within this to recognize this emotion, this feeling leading into a trigger of reactive behavior as loss, and/or into chasing a more than, here the desire is the happy face presentation, a sheen of an energetic bling, where the heart quickens and loses all sense of forgiveness and equal and one realization into and as being directive leading to what allows movement at ease, the heart calm, un-driving as a will of temper and in -stead with being forgiving, here.
I commit myself to breathing, to slowing myself down and realizing, in detail, when and as I move in seeking distraction from here.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, to realizing the distractions as imaginations in and as my mind, as self created barriers from being forgiving in equality and oneness to and as life here.
I commit myself to practicing accepting limited labels, name calling, delineation's, as being myself here, and within this becoming one and equal to and as these, to realize this limited value, or made huge value, can be walked into common sense, to and as what is best for all, that such labels can transform/change/move equal and one with this actual physical world, in common sense with this physical world, as the consequence of what is done with the physical world is visible.