Teenagers and Multi Level Markets Day 786

Yesterday I was talking with a father about their children. There is a lot of conflict with the children in terms of being self directed and at ease in their world. I have to remember that we as humans are happy when we are focused and anxious when we are not.

When I was in my teems, spending summers in a summer resort town on the ocean, I started to have jobs at 16. I would go to the job some days a week, and earn money. I felt a sense of accomplishment in doing this. Also, there were may other families doing the same, thus there were a number of teenagers my age in the town, working and interacting with one another. This no longer exists in this summer resort town. Families no longer come here for the whole summer.  Thus, there are no groups of teenage children working and having time to interact on the beaches or at local summer dances, with time in between to sail or meet at ponds to swim and interact.

This person with whom I spoke, was telling me how they had a summer job at 14, where they would work from 2 in the afternoon until 12 at night. They earned their own spending money, and learned to work with a group to accomplish set goals , as run a restaurant effectively, living a sense of accomplishment and know how, in practical ways and means. This no longer exists either, as there are laws within how many hours a child under 18 can work. I had this with my son when he started summer jobs. He could only work a small number of hours a week. On the one hand I can understand this, as anything can be abused. And yet, in this summer town,  this gave a 14 or 16 year old a sense of accomplishment, and brought the opportunity of valuable lessons in working together as a team.  It is astounding, that somehow, this is no longer allowed, especially in a summer town.  It begs the question as to why our teenage children are having behavioral problems, in relation to not being happy, not being focused, not having the opportunity to be focused and have a sense of accompishment  What is it that they have to focus upon? Or, is what they have the opportunity to focus upon not enough for them to be fulfilled as human beings? Have we allowed a system that is so worried about abuse that this worry has actually become a limitation that curtails the capacity of the natural abilities of a human being? How does one not see that in existing within a doom and gloom scenario, one actually creates a loss of opportunity that causes a state of anxiety that is simply a lack of being able to apply one’s self to develop real abilities to live processing information in ways that enable one to really do in this reality? 

I have to look at myself here, to slow down and look at my own anecdotal experiences to see my own resistances and suppressions that curtailed opportunities and lead to becoming a limited movement in this reality. Where was I not willing, because of worry, as only seeing worse case scenarios, that became larger than life, because I was not living a real processing, as a real respect for this practical and physical world? Where was I accepting limitations based on projected ideas that was only myself not focused on the practical as the physical around me? Where was I allowing more a worry about what others might think based on a limited set body of values that had some good, yet were not myself focused on this reality, to consider all things, and realize the totality of what I am here? Where was I moving within associating to a limited construct of self defining values that were a separation from this reality? Who was I within what I allowed, as only thinking  about myself, and a construct of values, resonant within, that ignored what I am before this construct accumulated into a elephant in the room, as my hard drive of a resonance of what I accepted and allowed, as value judgements that became a busy work I protected, and thereby distracted myself from real looking and seeing of this physical and practical reality. One some levels, this becomes so evident, and so in our face. The separation becomes so loud, of such a static, it is a wonder we have not realized this sooner. 

I have gone through and read articles that attempt to disqualify systems. Mostly, as this point in time, I see them as eliminating competition, or demonizing anything that could possibly turn this tide of a resonant disconnect from reality,  from the practical, from what would direct a non-focus into an effective focus, thereby removing anxiety and bringing forward what would make humans happy, as being focused here, processing the information of what is here, and what has been allowed as a resonant state of separation, composed of limited value systems. 

What I notice about articles of nay sayers, is that it appears to be a career. This means that someone is paying a person to do this, it is their job. Since there is a small body of people on this planet that have accumulated massive amounts of wealth, and become ideas that they are social engineers, that naysayer, writing against things, must be paid by them. Otherwise, they simply and practically cannot survive! It is simple. it needs no conspiracy dragon adage! 

There other complaint is placed under the umbrella of Multi Level Marketing, where it was stated in one article, that one could remove the middle man and lower costs. Somehow this is a lie-by-omission because it does not consider that we actually have a government with many many people processing multiple sheets of paper, that must be paid, were it not then our taxes would not be so hi! Why is it in one area, there is this need to remove the processors of things, and in another, they must exist? I mean, to put up 30 feet of fence in my yard today, had an estimate of about 6000$. This endeavor takes layers of human activity, each part of the series of steps to get that fence onto my yard, must be paid a living wage, or the whole society begins to crumble. How can a reaction to something, in the form of an article, suggest that something could be cheaper, and is a MLM scheme, when nothing in this reality can be done by one? Such an argument moves so against the tide of practical reality, it is astounding we still fall victim to such reasoning. If we are not actually paying for something in this reality, we are not considering the labor of others, period. using an tiny sound bite, and repeating it again and again, does not make what is said so.  In contrast, we have young teenagers that are not having effective opportunities to become more responsible and at the same time earn something, to then begin to learn about money and group interaction within a set goal, and we have troll articles demonizing the very form that must exist in order to get things done, under the heading of being a scam as an MLM. It makes absolutely no sense,  On a local level to pay the labor to set up the fence, and pay for the must-be-in-practical-common-sense labor to get that fence up, must cost something! This one little story, as a sequence of events on a step-by-step timeline, belies the information in storied article format! 

If we cannot process information into, onto living reality, we will follow these stories not realizing they make no sense, and are written by someone somewhere that must be paid, because if they are not earring a living, they cannot be sitting at a computer writing these very formulated articles that are essentially a math of sound bites that are not reality, and that use, by slight of hand, seemingly anecdotal evidence that can sound so real, but has little common sense of reality. 

We need only look at our living environments and realize that we must earn for our labor, or we will not survive. And, that no one labor is more than another. And, that those who have learned to use words to a certain extent, have the responsibility to call such things out by name, even within being patient towards those who have not had the opportunity.  I don’t think that putting up a fence is a multi level marketing scheme, nor is anything that people are doing as a system. The way things can be manipulated is astounding, especially when tiny sound bites as words, are echoed by those who have accumulated wealth and believe they must social engineer this reality, must be realized as a protection and defense expression, one that uses slight of hand to eliminate competition. It is a warping of reality. Yet, this is what we do, when we allow this, and do not slow down to process effectively. It is when we do not slow down to do the math, and realize how things are done. 

How does this relate to the teenagers that are no longer living early stages of having a summer job and learning to work with a group and earning money? These teenagers that have more extreme behavioral issues?  And, in a system where the best paying jobs are those for the present government system? These jobs that are the multi levels of the market that supports a government that has become a corporation that funnels one-size-fits-all profit making schemes that can then hire that troll to manipulate sound bites to serve that real pyramid in the sky scheme? I mean, look, this is what this is? And, why so many in these fields reject the consequence as a reaction to this, as our present president, who is moving to limit this very structure? Life is by nature, a movement into balance. There for, when one things grows too large, what will come forward is that which moves towards balance.  That balance, will move towards removing an elephant in the room, that multi-level-market of earning to survive, that has not considered all things!  Our market place, has become so limited, it must have a reaction in the overall body. The anecdotal actions of lack, accumulate, and they grow to balance out what is and cannot work. Therefor, the only choice, is to do what is best for all. It is that simple.  To believe that it is not that simple, is to be in separation from reality, from the practical, and yet, the practical is all around us! 

What we are essentially doing with our teenagers, is trying to get a tiger to live effectively in a zoo. It cannot work, it will not work, and it is not working. It is that simple.  That structure of creating that zoo, is not necessarily all bad, as it is a structure, as it takes many hands to build, as no one single thing in this world was built by one, and no label of a CEO being the superman that created something, is the real story. Multi level markets are how things are done- it is that simple. Demonizing them, creating a little sound bite of information, colored with a value judgement, does not remove the practical reality - unless we do not look.  To those who react as a statement of all labor endeavors being placed under multi-level-marketing schemes, I will answer, that we must not confuse how things are done as the order of multi level markets being how things are done as the labor of men.  Again, we must not confuse deceptive lending schemes with what is a natural form as the reality of multi level markets.  That fence I wanted to put in my yard, costs what it does, because it practically involves a multi-level-market to process freely given natural resources, as the infamous, farm to table market is and does!  We have to ask ourselves why so much of our food is subsidized. Here,  why are we are not directly choosing with our own earning, to pay real costs? That also is a manipulation and in reality, is a network of marketing, with many levels, of control in terms of what we eat. It is a form of an inversion of multi level market forms. This is a form that has a good as a form, that is being abused in the self interests of a few. Do the math, play with the numbers and see the real score.  When we pay the greater of goods as real costs, we choose to support the multi-levels of the necessary means to bring that product to others. When we allow schemes that subsidize that, we give away our awareness of reality and we allow others to decide for us, and they in turn, become addicted to that power, and then create a platform that buys the space to place manipulative and threatening words of and as a play with sound bites that have a threat of you-are-either-with-us-or-against-us, which is all an illusory show of deception.  Those who have jobs supporting that mis-use of a natural form, fear losing that means of survival despite realizing what they are doing. As we have allowed money to determine life, or one could say, to be god. 

In reality, we are unhappy when we are not focused, ( a tiger in a zoo cannot be focused, as utilizing their real capacity), and happy when we are focused, as in full employment of what we are in total, which is physical organic expressions of life, that can build, as the many are what builds anything on this earth,  as being the means to the end. Therefor, we live, in a way, in relation to what I compose here; we are a living multi level market of physical relationships communicating to be in support of life. When extreme imbalances happen, the counter action cannot be suppressed  The illusions of paid trolls, which so many of our supposed news writers are today, is supporting a system of inequality to life, building a very limited cage that is not in consideration of who and what we are here on this physical planet called earth, that is life, in expression. This expression is a beautiful design, if we would only realize our real value, as being life, and embrace what is here, choosing the principle of doing what is best for all, which in itself, is the perfect means to socially engineer what is natural, which is that the nature of real creation, is to take that which is good and does no harm.  There need be no other law, as this is the law that is equal to the real nature of the essence of what we are.  This functions as a series of relationships, multiple ones, that exist interconnected on many levels, to create a market of sharing that is natural and is the means to an end, as creating a fabric of and as the life that is us, in expression.  Our teenagers must have the opportunity to participate effectively within that, as it orders them, and teaches them the means to the end, which is how a multi level market is a form in existence that is how things work. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I cannot process information, effectively.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear moving against a conspiracy dragon of information, and that within this, I will be punished for not gping along with something, when  can speak up, and realize to remove illusions, and ground myself here, even within the consequences of accepting and allowing such dis-realization to exist as existential outflows of a lack of respect for the practical and my own ability that is natural to be common sense here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into anxiety, and to not process the information that is me here, as a physical state of being, as who and what I am here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that everything I accept and allow, comes to resonate within and as me, as the capacity for me to understand, as reflect on, what is here, is natural, and a means to understand, to realize actions that are what i would want for myself, within and as realizing that punishment is not being a state of living solutions, as respecting all things, taking that which is good and does no harm.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to punish myself for not immediately recognizing as doing the math in common sense of the practical on a physical world, and when and as I find myself blaming myself, for not recognizing an expression as a processing of information, to live what is best for all, that it is not to label myself as being in lack, it is to look, forgive, and process what is here, as be in recognition of, a thankful for, what I am here, as a physical being, to see realize and understand to live the only choice, which is the choice, to do no harm, taking that which is good, lending opportunity in relation to realizing the multi levels, dimensions of and as what is the reality as the market that is this physical and practical living expression as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize and respect the mark, the form, the small as the sum of all parts, as what is here, to realize an effective math, as form and function, of this reality, where all things are related, as symbiotic, working in tandem that is overall, life in expression, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have accumulated a resonance that being here, and processing the information here, is too much, and thereby, casing myself anxiety, as focusing only on this, instead of using that same capacity to focus here, and respect all things, to build real understanding in respect of the very nature of life, to live the principle of oneness and equality, to live what is best for all, in thought word and deed, to become a architect of life, realizing that all that is here, is me, in another life, of same substance.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I am not processing information effectively, as what this is, is to realize that as resonances of limited and set bodies of information, causing personas of polarities, of the game of good and evil, right and wrong, as a false morality, that becomes a religion that is built from the environment that is the past, I must slow down, and realize the patterns, and then ground them into the practical, a process that is realized step by step, to see more directly the multi levels/dimensions of and as, what composes this reality, so the within as me, reflects and realizes the equality in substance of what is around me, as being the means to the end of and as who and what i am as a physical state of being, that is life in expression, here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that there is no rush within this, and that I am here, and can stand in the quiet that can hear, as process forms and expressions, to build an understanding that can then make choices that are in accord with the nature of life, which is to take that which is good and does no harm.

When and as I find myself becoming anxious, I stop, and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I see, realize and understand, through becoming calm, not rushing, remaining steady in listening, fearing no loss, realizing where i have an expectation of a gain, and come into respect of, the multi levels of the market of the sharing of goods and services that take the labor and resources, freely given, of this reality, that are in support of this living reality, that have also been abused, and ground myself in the practical realizing a resonance of separation, that is a story, of a series of values, and events, reflecting values, that need not define the moment that is here, in a practical world that is physical.

When and as I find myself moving into anxiety, I stop and I breath, and  slow myself down, and I check myself to realize habits turned resonant as belief, opinions and ideas, to forgive this, and do the math, within and as what is best for all, as the math of consequences, of and as polarities of value judgements based on a false morality, existent and yet able to refocus, into and with respect for all things here, to begin to reform through unfolding, or dis-covering what is natural, which is the essence of life as substance within each and everything here, to bring forward the nature of life, as the expression of and as taking that which is good and does no harm.

When and as I find myself becoming confused, I stop and I breath, and I check the resonant voices of and as beliefs, opinions and ideas, and I forgive , process the information, to realize my own in-formation, to then inform myself in respect of this physical living reality, to choose, as act, to and towards the nature of life, which is to take that which is good, respect all things, and choose what does no harm here. 

Crisis actors in acts of survival without regard for their actions. Day 704

I have come across a couple of articles on crisis actors. One particular video was of a group of American people of color. One can see that some of the younger people are stifling a laugh. I would to in such a situation. Seeing the whole thing as funny. I was standing there making up a story about something that never happened. I would be so occupied with this that I would not look at the long term ramifications of my actions. Especially towards my fellow men. Especially towards people of my own race.

There was another video of two black men who were involved in a peaceful demonstration. Yet, somehow, the media had built a story around them as being the perpetrators in relation to some supposed police deaths. These two men had turned themselves in to the police, handed over their legal firearms and brought witnesses that confirmed their whereabouts in relation to this supposed police altercation. The police did nothing, they were essentially fearful of going against the media story, even though the reality was staring them in the face. 

If we cannot discern fact from fiction, the fiction being our media, owned by a few who use divide and conquer/manipulation of events/ crisis actors/ machiavellian shinanigans/ self interest without regard for life/ false flags/red flags/ currency manipulation/ etc.etc. etc. how can we point fingers at anyone? How can we solve problems? We are essentially running around in chaos, living a lie, blaming everything around us, and no longer able to make any real decisions that make any sense at all. 

The problem with this is that we are forcing this onto our children. Our children are becoming more and more confused. What else do we call ADD and ADHD, and Autism and Dyslexia and all the other dis-eases that exist. Did we not realize that the separation from really looking and standing up for reality was not going to compound and become the mirror of our abdication of common sense? Can we continue to make statements that accept the absence of common sense. AND, that the answer, the solution is right there, it is common sense.

The crisis actors that spoke up for the false story, for which they are probably making money, do they realize the lives they are destroying? Do they realize the animals living on the earth who lose their habitats for resource extraction so the tools of broadcasting a false and limited story can continue? Do they realize the short term benefits of that pay for that performance? 

These actors are accepting money, in the short term, to survive, disregarding the long term consequences of others. And, that to continue this charade through participating within it, will lead them to the same or similar end as those lives that are disrupted by such actions as pretending a story that never really happened. 

I ask myself where I have manipulated things/stories in my own self interest. It begins with myself. I am the cell on the ground that generates the illusion of ideas, beliefs and opinions that have no regard for the practice of physical living. Where have I manipulated in my own self interest?

Where did I not tell the real story, leaving out inconvenient parts? Where did I create a crisis within my immediate environment through a lie by omission? Where did I create a paranormal event in my life that I had to constantly generate so that no one would find out that I had acted in fear, in my own self interest because I was too lazy/fearful/angry/self interested to investigate and assess and realize what would be best? Where did I become accusatory, or defensive, or use qualifiers with superlatives as  positive statements to suggest that my better was better than another absolute- all in self interest? Where did I manipulate events through my reflection of events to warp reality and hide what I accepted as ideas about something because I acted only in my own survival in the moment, having forgotten that I am a physical state of being on a physical planet? Where did I disregard the consequences of my actions towards my fellow sentient beings of this physical and practical earth?

Where did I polarize myself into energy, becoming loopy, ungrounded, fearful, existing as a chaos within myself? Where did I warp time, create a entity of belief and lift myself away from reality to hide in some emotional storm, covered in  positives as my words to justify my own fabricated-through-limitation-lie? Where did I become ego?

What I push away, what I reject, what I resist, what I blame, what I project outwards as what the aforementioned actions are, is what I ignored to bring forward values that I believed defined who and what I am or did in a reckless manner for money without looking at the long term consequences. It is as though I play with a substance that is as changeable and unsteady and chaotic as the imagery projected by the media. A media owned by a few who, in their survival, have managed to own resources around the globe to control the story impulsed through machinery. Even for them, the end will be the same, because what is real is being used to project a false and limited story on this earth. And all that is here as the animals, and the plants are suffering because of it. And we all accept and allow it unless we don’t. Unless we stop. It can only be held in place through acceptance and allowance. All of it is a false flag, a red flag, a crisis action in separation from reality. Instead of being present and using our awareness to sense reality, we are accepting and allowing very very limited stories to direct us. Yet, we can see reality, because it is always here, if we slow down, breath, and take the time to investigate and look.  If we stop participating in the limited story, it can no longer be sustained, and what will come forward, is reality, is the physical world, what is of real value. The real value is living, is being, is enjoying this state of being. It is enjoying our families, the animals, the earth.

The solution to this perpetual crisis acting is to breath and slow down and only choose those actions that do no harm to anything. This means removing the blame and the spite- those projections that are an act of not being responsible towards reality. This means feeling balanced and calm and present. This means not fearing what another may think of you. This means taking responsibility for one’s self. 

Our monetary system must change. It as its present form is the reflection of our own self interest before life. When we decide that all should have the means, because of this system, to have all basic human needs met because of what we are as physical beings, then can we begin to ground ourselves. The fruits of what labor we have done, can flow back to us, instead of flowing via financial instruments and government bureaucracies into what perpetuates this chaos, to and towards each of us. When we make the decision to manage and listen to our physical bodies and the environment around us, we by what we are as physical machines, can see directly what supports us and others that are the same as us, to become our real potential. I mean, imagine walking down the street and not having to worry about aggressive and accusatory actions and behaviors from fellow men locked in mental cages that limit doing the real math of living in a physical world? Imagine being able to have the time to understand how things work and develop practically? This is our real potential. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IH6Ho0Hxz4I

http://www.globalresearch.ca/53-admitted-false-flag-attacks/5432931

Day 683 The archetype of the caregiver. My journey to life.

The Caregiver Archetype

Placing value in being needed by others.

This has been character that I have been aware of for some time. I realize that this is not being self responsible, it is seeking meaning through being needed by others. It is character picked up from my mother.  It involves worrying  about others and where they are within themselves. 

This is myself wanting to fix what is going on in others, as my immediate family and friends etc., ironically focusing on them to make sure they are  moving in ways that support them. It is being a mother as I define it,  instead of focusing on being responsible myself. 

It is like having something to worry about to give myself purpose.

Yet it is not really a purpose, because it is not myself modeling being practical in respect of physical reality to enable self responsibility to be what is developed. Instead it is an act of self interest. It is avoiding being present here and being self responsible, I am in effect avoiding being myself, and being responsible as life as who and what I really am.  It is as though I have no real faith in life. I am the one accepting this, as no one can be this for me, only I can.

It also means that I must look at how I am fearing to really stand up and be real, be present, respect all that is here. This would mean stepping out of this role, and naturally causing conflict with what has been accepted and allowed on this earth, that is so visible all around, which is a lack of accepting respect for this actual real world, as the physical in the face of others as the society of men who have moved in self interest, instead of being themselves as life which is to be and do what is best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hide from being self responsible within and as believing that worrying about my children, or what is going on in the world, as something that gives me meaning, or purpose, when this is an abdication of myself as life, an abdication of respect for and as life here, as life is physical, and practical, mathematical, thus it is more to model and live this respect to allow others to become practical through what it is that I focus upon as what is real, as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from myself as life as the presence of myself here, naturally able as life to respect  the physical and live the practice of being physical which is a practice of being practical and focused in common sense of reality, as the physical here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that being a caregiver is being in respect of the physical and the practical nature of living as being physical as that which is right here in front of me, and is me, equal and one here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that being life, that caring for life, means paying respect as in focusing here, considering all things and being present as focused equal and one with and as the physical, where each and every human being can practice in common sense of what is here, realizing, as self realizing what is best for all, which is what is best for self, thus it is for myself to express the care of being present here, which is being myself,  where as this there is no need to seek meaning as I am life, as the physical here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to abdicate myself as life, as placing value in being needed by others, which is a  separation from being in common sense of what is real, as what is right in front of me as the physical world here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within and as thinking about caring for another,  I am in effect allowing a belief that I am stronger than others and causing  myself to become a state of worry and fear about them, not seeing realizing and understanding that I am also believing them to be weak,  which is focusing on weakness instead of being present here, in the practice of being life, as this is a physical world where the real care is to be present and in respect of the practical common sense of a visible physical world that is built in common sense practical ways, the gift of life, something that can be understood.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from being focused here, as this appears to be difficult when in reality this is the gift of life to be understood to accept creation and to enjoy creation here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in placing myself in being a care giver, I am accepting a belief that I am stronger and another is weaker,  a value judgement,  which is a fear of being myself here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to pity others, which is a lack of presence in equality and oneness in respect of the practical that is the physical world around me, a nature that moves as solution to and towards the rewards being life in expression.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to pity others, as this is a separation from living common sense of the physical.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in worrying about another, I am not here, present and focused on the practice of life, as the physical.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to call what is here by name, and in so doing, call the respect of life, in and as every word I speak here, to sound what is real, and thereby model life, to self empower through the focus of who and what I am, as life, here, where being myself as life, reverberates as who and what I am, where the living and being of and as this is clear so that what is expressed is life and what is attended to is life, where what I am as what I do is life in every moment, as this presence and focus is shared as who and what I am here as the natural ability to absorb what is here, and express respect for what is here as the physical, is visible, as being self responsible for and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a behavior of worrying about others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to pity others, not seeing realizing and understand that this is myself believing that I am stronger than another, which is being a belief within myself, and not myself being focused here, in respect of what is life in expression, that is mathematical and of and as common sense here.

I forgive myself for not seeing realizing and understand that being present here, as the focus of myself is a practical movement, in respect of the physical,  which means being the practice of respecting the formation of life as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use the guise of care to place value in being needed by others.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to pity.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to worry about others, to worry about my children, to worry about people in my life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to connect care to worry.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define care within worry.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word care and from worry through defining care within worry in separation from myself .

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to abdicate myself as life, through creating a value around caring for others as what I allow to define me, in separation from respecting life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within and as the limited value system, I accepted and allowed myself to become a character of care to give myself value, as I accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others within a narrow means of self interest in survival, and defined myself as not being pretty enough, and within this self pity, I then project this outwards to avoid seeing myself’s own limited accepted and allowed value judgements, to avoid being practical here, as in standing through the storm of this as what men have accepted and allowed, where I was a child, and instead of being practical in common sense of all life as who and what I am and the means that absorbed the limited value system. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting a belief that I lacked in one value which was a starting point of judgement, and choose another to define who and what I am,  all within and as a fear of being practical and respectful of all life, understanding form and function of what is a physical life in formation here as this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this, having accepted a belief that ‘ I am not pretty enough’ which is a separation from being practical here, as a physical being,  I accepted and allowed a limited value system.

 I forgive myself for not seeing realizing and understanding that within and as allowing this judgement I believed in limited values and moved into survival before life, seeking to survive/profit from values in separation from the practice of who and what I am, as a physical life information. 

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand such a separation would lead to confusion and bewilderment in self directing self in ways that cause no harm to myself and others, on this physical, practical and mathematical world that is life information.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as a child, as myself as life, I absorbed the life that was around me, as my parents, and within this, practiced what I measured as what I was exposed to, and believed this to be more real than the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand the mis-takes on reality as the physical, accepting and allowing value judgements to define who and what I am would do, and in following these value judgements,  absorbed from my mother, and the adults around me, I separated from practical common sense of who and what I am as a physical beingness, and through this allowance became the consequence of and as bewilderment when I allowed limited values to direct me that lead to an absence of respect for the physical world leading to mistakes on reality.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the consequence of accepting limited values as beliefs about who and what I am as I move into this narrow focus as ideas about a good and bad, specifically as a belief that I am not pretty enough and choosing another value as ' care' to define who and what I am, a false positive as this is a guise to be ' good' in order to survive when overall this is an abdication of myself as life.

To be continued. Thank you for reading!

Day 640 A moment in mind consciousness ONLY! STOP!

Yesterday, I went into a sinking personification as a belief that I had failed, that getting through was impossible, and from there I realized, wait, it is a practical world where we create a within that is not equal to the without, an above that is not equal to the below. The below being the source of the projection that is not equal, as the physical world. I have looked at how this all works, as what a thought is, and how a thought when done again and again, through space and time, repeated, over and over, becomes a ghost in the machine, describing the machine, creating conflict with the real mechanism of and as the physical. The entity of belief, spiraling like a christmas tree light, unable to fit into the physical because it has not considered the physical, yet becoming the program of the physical in slowly diminishing the physical, and as information considered knowledge, becoming what directs, where the directions cause many mistakes in the world because it ignores what is here, and then blaming the missed things for being in the way. A backwards way of being! The information being what is accepted and allowed, spinning around in self justification because it is all that is what is informed. I mean, there is no information to enable one to slow down and watch the grass grow, and yet, this is who one really is under/behind/throughout/within before the information entity of limited focus/value/insight began to be one’s self definition. 

Thus, all emotions and feelings are a lie. The real state of being as life, must be that of a fluid ease, here, enjoined, with what is here, always moving as the solution of and as what is best for all. It is to be saturated with all that is here, where each movement is in focus, a focus that is all that one is. How satisfying would that be? lol, one could say it would be the ultimate ‘ drug’! One that would cause no harm!

Yesterday, I had to drive in a lot of traffic. As I slowed down to turn onto a side street, I noticed a biker just behind me, so I could not turn, I had to stop. At the same time, I noticed a large car behind me, right on my tail. I feared stopping suddenly, because of the car behind me was so close, and at the same time, I could not turn because of the person on the bike beside me, was moving pretty fast. So, I pulled slightly over to the side, leaving room for the biker to pass and the car behind me to swerve further out onto the road if need be. The biker, was uncertain, hit the brakes swerved around me on the other side, yelling and cursing at me, and the white car behind me, appeared to be less than an inch from my rear fender. I was not moving very fast, overall. Thankfully nothing more happened than being yelled at by the biker, whom I was being considerate of. 

I found myself becoming frustrated and angry, and very tense. I wanted to blame the car behind me, and I wanted to yell at the biker. In all, it was one of those situations where everything was tightly compressed,  and considering the objects in the space, seemed overwhelming. So, it was that energetic need within me, to immediately blame and spite, project stories onto the car behind me, the biker, catching the details of them in a moment and comparing them to a moral good, using the details of the objects in some quantum measure to belittle and make me feel better in a superior way, when overall, I was afraid, afraid of an accident, afraid of the consequences of an accident, and all the blame and spite that might , or might not, come towards me, should an accident happen. One huge  motion picture show of morality using cultural measures to protect and defend myself and all the while, I am in total separation from reality. 

As I turned onto the quiet road, I slowed down, saying to myself, no, going into this is not being here, does not solve problems, is not that which brings solution. STOP stop stop.

I had to realize that earlier in the day, I had had an expectation about something, and upon reflection, realized I had not been practical in space and time, within what is a process that must move in an ordinary way, to reach the solution that is the extra-ordinary. I can’t get to the extraordinary until I walk the practical. So, in the moment I continued to drive on the quieter street, I did forgiveness, and remembered the script of here, the practice of walking step by step, realizing  how this physical world functions right here before me, to ground myself in a stable practice of living where I could be calm, directive, finding solutions, realizing practical steps in a physical reality and reaching the ultimate reward, being at ease, enjoying simply being here, and instead of chasing an idea, I stop, slow down, cross reference the practice of realizing that what is best for all is right here in front of me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to react to a biker cursing me out for entering ostensible cutting in front of him.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to blame the car behind me for being right on my tail.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the thought “ I was considering you, you idiot”

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become unhinged, within myself, all the while realizing that moving into such judgement was not solving the problem.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that the source of my self accepted and created ire, was from earlier in the day, and as such probably a self accepted and allowed distraction from looking at what was behind me and beside me, in the busy traffic a few seconds earlier, being aware as in being consistent in noticing that the traffic was very busy and that this meant not only to notice this, and to also remain diligent because of it.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I was the cause of the upset around me, having become lost in my own story of expectation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to rush an outcome, without walking the practical ordinary steps necessary to reach the extra ordinary outcome of the goal that I allowed myself to rush towards without considering the practical world around me, where there is enough space and time to move in careful ways.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not slow down and stop running as a story in and as my mind, to instead realize the practical details of living here, a real story that considers all things around me, in every moment, to walk step by step a real practice of living here, equal and one within and as what is best for all, as this is best for self.

When and as I find myself reacting, within and as me, I stop, I breath, I slow myself down, I see realize and understand that i am moving into spite and blame, using a morality of limited values, to protect and defend myself  instead of realizing and as such respecting what is here as the physical, and to accept that which is myself as life, that reveals the way and the means, of becoming equal and one to life here.

When and as I find myself building within and as me, an ire, as a short tempered fuse, ready to burst at the slightest provocation - or so I believe- I stop, I breath, I slow myself down, I assess where and when I accepted an idea, belief or opinion, to define me, and where I became in fear of losing something, and as such expecting something, and I evaluate my accepted and habituated morality, to bring my own self interested judgements back down into the practice of living, as the journey of myself back to life, out of a mind consciousness system only, to realize with every breath, what is best for all, slowing way down, to move step by step into what is a real natural state of being, where I can, slow down enough to ‘ watch the grass grow’.

When and as I find myself rushing, and becoming impatient, I stop I breath, I slow myself down, and I assess where I have not investigated enough to ground myself here, into a self corrective application that can stand and direct my actions in ways that bring clarity and stability that is sustainable within and as what brings solutions that is the process of respecting the world around me as life as the physical.

Day 622 Am I the automation of my beliefs, opinions and ideas? Do I i consider all life?

So often I notice that I fear telling the truth, the real common sense measure of this physical real world where I live my life.. In little things even, as though making things clear  is somehow ‘ bad” or ‘ offensive’. Really a form of insanity on a practical physical world. If I want to get something done, I have to walk the practical measure of what it means, step by step to get that thing done. If I want to learn to play the violin, I have to become aware of the from of it, the mechanics of it. I mean, is this not how we learn to drive a car? Is this not how we learn to wash our clothes? Is this not how we learn to cook?

If I am driving down a road, and I see a scruffy looking dog who appears disoriented, is it not to do what I would want done for me were I the flesh and blood that is the same as me, as that dog? Is not a dog formed of cells and water and fats and minerals just as I am? How is it that men have ignored what is a starting point that is the same in all physical life? How is it that men, as all of us,  realize we must walk the steps to move our bodies into a washroom, turn on the hot water, pick up the bar of soap, move our arms in an up and down motion, as in walking the order of what it means to clean our bodies, and yet, not see, realize and understand that everything that happens on this earth is because the steps to order outcomes must be walked to complete a movement as what and how life works in a physical form?

How is it that we do not see and realize the obvious outcome of paying interest on money borrowed means moving the principle from the source as the labor and the material value. like a drain, into those lending with interest? How is it that we do not realize that this by design is a pyramid scheme that requires endless growth on a finite planet that can sustain itself if what is taken out circulates back, to once again transform into what should create value for the betterment of life?

That dog on the side of the road, had to walk, move though, situations, as measure of experience and exposure to come to exist in the lack that it is experiencing the measure of.

How is it that we cannot realize that the so-called veil, is that our inner experience is not equal to practical reality when we ignore that dog? How is it that we cannot see that we are not seeing this reality directly, when we ignore so many things that exist that are unacceptable all around us?

How is it that we ignore poverty and men who resort to crime and end up in prison, when so many of us, especially the middle class realize that we must educate our children through exposing them to opportunities in self development, as self refinement in inner measure, and yet, ignore that this is the way and the means to prevent lack in men? Saying ‘ I know” and then not acting upon this, is as negligent as being that cause directly of situations of lack, in any living form on this earth. They are no different.

As far as myself fearing to tell the truth, to look here, to realize that physical movements happened that lead to what exits here. There is no invisible hand, there is no iron fist, there is the reality of the measure of here as the physical. Our metaphysical metaphors are the signifiers of our ignorance and the sound of justification in our words. We are mis-using the gift of sound, distorting out communication. 

Today,, when I spoke up about something, I noticed this inability to look without, as I only looked at the words I spoke to stand stable in the form I wanted to convey, so concentrated on my words was I, to hold them, that little of me sensed the space and time of the world around me. It was just a moment, thus, I realized this on reflection in the next moment.

This is not something new to me. And yet, I know I am capable of this, after all playing in a group requires listening to the parts and the whole, which means I have the ability to sense the parts and the whole.  We all do, otherwise we would not be able to drive our cars. How far can we go if we realize real equality means focusing here, in total, our withins being equal to our withouts? Respecting what is here as this physical world that reaches its full potential when no lack is allowed?

What I repeat becomes me, it accumulates and then becomes a habit within me. If I judge, and then compare, where one thing is more than another, I become the state of ‘ measuring” that state of being, and I walk around in that measure, that act of comparison- based on ideas that I already habituated as something to define me. When I reject what does not suit my habit, my state of measure repeated until automated, just like being addicted to porn, I become a walking projection of that, and see only what supports that projection that ignores what is real, right here in front of me, what respects and enjoys differences, learns and expands in awareness from them. I become a persona of what I accept and allow. Through repetition I program what I am. If the measure is not a practice of equal consideration of the means of my being here, then I become unequal to the life that is this physical world.

If I see directly here, and absorb what is the movement and function and measure of something and take it for what it is without value judgements, then I am more grounded here, and more aware, and more able to direct myself in ways that consider things and receive them to realize actions that do no harm. This is really what my physical body is the means to be and do.

If my inner measure as my beliefs and ideas repeated and habituated are not what is aware of here, my within ordered to assess the without, then there builds a weight within me, a heaviness that cannot fit into directives that lack consequences I must eventually face and realign. 

All of this means that I am just like a computer, my memory can fill up, and that what my memory is, the measure of it, if it is not clear in seeing reality directly,  I cannot process the information of my living here, and have many miss-takes that end up not fulfilling the real sensory potential of myself, and because of this, I create my own insecurity and have a hard time being truthful, because I have become the habit of my separation as the measure I repeated and programmed into me. 

If I punish myself, or what ever measure is here, as in resisting mis-measure,  I am not standing with what is real;  the only solution is to stand as what is real here, being directive within this. To realize, within each moment, that I create who and what I am within what I accept and allow. And, that in every moment I can ground myself here. And no matter what, remain present despite what ever habituated memory validates its measure within or without as behaviors, which must need be done because this is not being aligned within to the without as the means of living, the physical, this that is always right here, present, life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear to be truthful.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing the measure as belief, opinion and idea within and without, as this is a measure of equal-standing phy-si-cal life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to, for example, to judge myself as being more based on what model of car I drive, or on how my appearance is received within a system that is the accumulation of limited measures of values  causing an inner attention to comparison in the order of that limited value instead of, as in these instances, being thankful for having a car, and or respecting having clothing and the ability to have clean hair, taking care of the body, and instead of being comparison with an end judgement of distain, to avoid, to instead assess and direct in ways that do no harm, realizing that each has the capacity to investigate and reorder through being practical here, with the aid of the physical showing the way in every moment.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being the practice of common sense of reality as what I am the perfect form as physical living to be and to do.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to listen to hear the form within of another, and within this to allow self discovery, and self awareness, and to realize that in remaining focused here, in physical life, as life would be an information,  being truthful as in being self honest, is being equal to the measure of practical reality, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be oblivious to the practice of physical living here, the means and way of being life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that being in creation, means to walk the measure of the practice of physical living here.

When and as If ind myself resisting here, as in behaviors of rejection or resistance, i stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I ground myself as in equalize myself to the measure of reality, and I assess what I am allowing and accepting as a measure as the experience I have labeled in judgement as my past, as a belief about here, and I move into and as, in thought word and deed that which respects and considers  all life, as the physical form here that is the means of my existence, to see, realize and understand what is best for all.

When and as I find myself feeling overwhelmed within and as bringing myself back down to earth, as in conveying the practice of living on a physical planet, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I assess and investigate what is here, right in front of me, becoming the moment of here, as it is here that I can equalize myself back into being life.

When and as I find myself reacting to belief, opinion and idea, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand that such is a measure of under-standing that must self realize and have the space and time to reground, thus reaction in terms of such defining me,  exists only if I accept and allow it, as I am life, the means to ‘ turn the tide,’ the form of my accepted and allowed belief, to slow way down and sense what is the directive as the practical steps, as the practice of living in consideration of all things as me, as I am here.

When and as I sense a weight as a movement as something that does not fit into here, as a sense of feeling overwhelmed, or anxious, of fearful, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I take the time and space to investigate myself equal and one to and with life here, as this I slow down and take in the information in front of me, assess and ground myself here in thought, word and deed.

Day 612 We are all holding this system of abusing life in place.

Do I practice and become the measure of here as this physical reality? Or, do I become inferior to it based on an idea, a belief or an opinion within and as me. How focused am I here in this practice of living, a physical living where all outcomes are obvious? Do I react as belief, because I spent so much of my childhood in a box, learning to abstract number and words away from physical reality? Did I allow the drug of thought only, using parts that were placed within me, as supposed truths, where ironically, the object did exist and did move around, but I have no direct experience with such objects because they are the past, and the parts given to me in story only, in a box, are whatI  have because this is what was placed within me, which I accepted.

And for what, to divide me from reality, using my common sense, my ability to measure spatially what actually really physical exists here. And then the television, another story teller with scripted words and arranged pictures. And outside the window, the waters are polluted and the water companies tout their life saving tactics of refining the water, and needing to pay for the failing and aging infrastructure, of which is placed on men, men who formed a government and paid taxes for such services, but somehow over time, with divisions in justifications, for salaries etc, for war- to grab more- the governing systems seem to be systems of justification for salary increases, and the failing, aging infrastructure replacement costs are on the users. But then, again, if perception of reality is lost, the whole picture of all of this is not realized. And, we sit in our entertainments of thought only, and praise our inner fantasizing, because in effect this is what this is only. 

This reminds me of the tolls on some of the highways around Boston, in Massachusetts. If one does not have the change, as I have been in the situation of, because I do not travel too much west of Boston, for the tolls, then one is fined way beyond the cost of the toll. I mean the toll is, in some instances 1.25 and the charge , in one instance, for not having a dollar and twenty five cents, because I use a debt card all the time, is now 50$. I wonder how many times tourists run into this problem. I have asked other people in the area, if they notice an excessive ticketing system in Boston, and they say yes. I mean one time, my son exited the city, and evidently turned from one road onto another, into a bus lane. he does not know the city too well, and sometimes there is a lot of traffic, so it is easy to turn onto a bus lane, where the yellow ground markings are worn. There are cameras in these areas and they take a picture of your car, and then you get a 50$ fine in the mail, WTF! I started to say, gee,  that kettle at the end of the rainbow was PLACED there by MEN, and then made  into a fairy tale. lol.

With all our modern technology, there really is no excuse for this practice. One could use a debt card to pay the toll, and thereby reduce the costs overall, and reduce the labor of a man, in doing a tedious collection of money ( or lack of money ) and, as the present situation is being used for, punishing people who find themselves in a new place, which is really just collecting money in self interest.

My local politician, state politician, voted to have the salaries increased for the government officials, because if the salaries were lowered , then less professional people would be in the offices of governing, But i have to ask myself, given what is going on in Boston with money collection that is not being changed, with  modern technology, all of this could change, the whole way of directing money could change. It is all really a measurable thing. And this is the point, the  roles people play in the system, ones that do not in any way use the full potential of people, are being used to get money, without any consideration for living, thus, what we are calling professionals are not professionals in the title name, they are really professionals at flowing money to themselves in any way possible without any respect for life. And my local state rep. is participating in the game. It is money before life, before common sense. And, as I said earlier, common sense was distracted, was placed in a box, taught to conceptualize mentally ONLY, with limited knowledge and information. It gets pretty obvious after a while if one takes the time to look at form and structure. In America, after being in the New York area, I notice that so many of the roads are crumbling, they really are a mess, parched and bumpy, crowded and congested with traffic. I can’t see much difference in our roads, in some instances and the roads in Africa! 

So, while our so-called professionals are collecting through ancient infrastructure that has no money for change because it is all flowing to administrations who have no conceptual ability ( because if the really really did then what is here would not be here!)  our world is crumbling around us. 

We really have to wake up. We can take all that ability of men, that ‘ labor’ used in war, that story where roles of killing “ enemies”  comes to define us and are aggrandized and maintained through television and story in boxes and end up costing us our lives, punishing us for the self interest of some over others when we are all the same, and come back down to earth in practice. That labor, can be used to build systems that do not harm the environment, creating water companies who tout the good they are doing without thinking about how the earth really works as a system that recycles water in ways that clean it, without needing these huge systems to clean the pollution caused by building the systems that themselves did not work with the earth in ways that cause no harm. It is that we are placing systems on earth that are about collecting money, and money really has no value, none, because we cannot live without the water, we cannot learn and expand without opportunity and connection. 

Common sense is important because it imports what we see, and if what we are placed in front of to see, is in separation from reality, then we lose our common sense to very narrow conception, and this causes a pressure on the human ‘ spirit’ of common sense, creating uncertainty, which is the disease of depression, ADHD, ADD, to name a few.  All of these are because our common sense is not equal to the volume of life here, the physical, where we actually physically live our lives. As we can see our lives are not being lived, they are being lived as fantasies in our minds only, a fantasy that does not match life, a fantasy that is layered over time into the flesh through repetition, because life would accept all things. 

Thus it is the measure of our common sense within that is the cause of abuse on this earth. So, we as humans are holding this in place, because we accepted and allowed a separation from reality and we maintain this separation in jobs that are no longer needed given the technology developed by that same common sense that is ingenious when given opportunity to live, because that innate sense within will expand when placed in front of what is real, it is the nature of life, as what life would be and do. What happens to another human on this earth is the fault of us all, if we do not pay attention , read what is going on, understand the systemic structures. I would have to say, it would be better not to send your child to school, and instead to teach them about the real world from home.  I would also say to support a Basic Income Guarantee, a Living Income, because this will allow the form of the present abusive systems to change, as so many fear change because they see no other way to have an income, because we have allowed money to determine life. Turn money into something that allows opportunity and development, choose life, choose what is best for all as this is best for self.

Day 606 Where is your presence? Journey to Life.

I realize that so often I find myself imagining worst case scenarios, or having a conversation covering an imagined reaction in facing limitations. Limitations being ideas about what is real and what is not real within one’s perspective of life. Mostly this is how one defines oneself. That self definition being a value to remain in the ranks of surviving believing that change is losing something, forgetting that to be where we are here in this moment, meant change.

The when something comes up as voices in the head, as back chat within me, I have to stop and slow down and look at the measure of this and how I am placing my presence within this, and if what I am being is something that can withstand the test of time, as in asking myself the question “ is this sound enough to remain stable, is the nature of what I am speaking as in making a statement making a connection that leads to self trust and self honesty, where I need not defend but live.” By this I mean , something that has no secrets, something that can be said to be constant.

Years ago I had a Pharmacist lean over the counter and whisper to me that I should not touch a single thing in that pharmacy. This was on the ground, actual real life advice from a professional person.

He did this in a whisper. So, do I think of this as being a conspiracy? Because it was done in secret? Or is this the real story, and what glared away around me, as all the constructions created with the play of chemicals, appearing to be of import simply by the bully of their existence what was false?  Was that small voice who had studied chemical interactions in detail, who needed a job to survive, and who would lose his job if he spoke up about the detriment of all those compounds surrounding him, what was real? I mean he had to go and learn his craft and pay to learn that craft, before he could build an overview of that craft and then look at what he had learned in relation to physical reality as he came out of the bubble of study in a lab, a narrow focus. So, once really learning how chemicals interacted, and how chemistry actually works, he then had to go out and get a job to pay for having had the time to learn his craft. At this point  he had no choice, the choices of how to apply his craft were determined by a systemic design. He was stuck, left to once in a while leaning over his counter and telling those who were ready to listen, to not use the things he had learned about, because having built an understanding, one day he realized what was being sold chemically was not what was good for the body.

So, we are born in a world that has a media working with the way we all learn, through exposure, and through spaced repetition. So, when a form, an in-form, an abstract, an idea, is touted again and again, it becomes our inform, our information, our abstract picture about this world because humans become what is perceived around them.

That statement that something can become a truth if stated enough follows this way that we learn, this way that the human images within themselves through exposure. If the real, total story of the physical world is not the information given, then the human becomes a limited story.

What do we use to inform ourselves, this species? We use words. Words are composed of nouns, verbs, adjective, and adverbs. These show object, action, quality of material form and action. 

A picture can have a thousand words, and pictures with words can bring certain aspects of that picture forward for consideration. When this is done consistently, it follows the way we learn, that repetition to build a focus on certain inform we become as belief, opinion and idea. 

If we go to school and we spend out time making  problems abstractly on paper with numbers and digits we are creating a focus that is developing a behavior of being busy in an abstract bubble as our minds. This is not a bad, but when  we by nature learn through a spaced repetitive behavior, this becomes our inform in movement, in understanding in our inner abstract constructs. We become these physical forms, busy in our heads moving things around abstractly. If we do not have the structural practice of this in realistic terms as in cross referencing physical outplays, then we miss reality, we become the parts we played with only, we become busy within a narrow focus as well, in consistently practicing image deconstruction and reconstruction ONLY!  A real divide and conquer measure, using how we learn, taking our focus from equal consideration of all things, as this physical world in which we must live our lives. Depending on how much practice one has, within the language and number flipping, and how much one has the time and space to relate this to actual physical reality, will determine one’s capacity to direct one’s self in productive ways ensuring one’s survival. If we look around, we can see the varying degrees of this, and , ironically, this is done with that very same presence that shows the capacity of men, and builds/accepts  the limited constructions of belief, and reveals the depth of detail a human can reference. But this referencing ability, as our common sense, is focused on ordering in a comparative way within an overall construct divided into a pyramid scheme of survival that is in separation from the practical physical world. The orders, as the structure of bubbles of belief built in a classroom box with pictures and narrowed focus that builds a behavior of abstract play in mind only. And this has been going on for generations. Hence the slow encroachment of childhood dis-eases whose names  reveal the problem, attention dis-orders! lol- it is so absurd that no wonder there are pharmacists speaking up to those who will listen! The problem is that this effects all of us, even the elite. 

It is also interesting that children are not taught about how the money system works in this world, how taxes work, how numbers are moved in the system of finance built by humans. Now, why would this not be what is taught? It is obvious really. If children were taught how the monetary system really works, they, just as with the pharmacist, would as is the natural capacity of the human to inform the structure of a thing, it qualities etc., these children would realize the limitations over all in the very structural design because that is the capacity of men! Thus, a system that uses spaced repetition within a narrow focus, is by design, a system of purposeful limitation!  Which begs the question as to why such suppression is within the systemic design? Why suppress the great capacity of men? And who is keeping this in place? Such cannot be held in place by a few benefitting from this because they happen to have the chance to have exposure to enough spaced repetition to begin to see the whole an the parts, AND to cross reference reality, as the physical. There simply are not enough of them to hold this in place, they are a few people, a few bodies, and they only control what moves through the media as knowledge and information. They by design do not really hold any power over anyone but by a light image, a transparent picture. A transparent picture has no real strength, it only has the strength of suggestion! It is in reality just like a ghost! it is a paranormal Image! It is each of us, on the ground, that either accepts this as real or not!

If we listen to what our politicians say, and I mean listen to the actual words, are there ever any real details about what their suggested actions become in practical reality or is it always value touting? Are they always talking about the good side and comparing it to a potential bad side? This is taking dimensions of things and comparing them, suggesting outcomes, building a picture through words, informing you, through the means of spaced repetition as the media, to provide a one-size-fits all scenario that is soon informed as a truth, because it is the only form one is exposed to!  After coming out of our schools, we are all caught up in thinking, in magic making as our minds, a con-science through manipulation of the thing that is the real capacity of men as how we all learn. hence we become zombies of limited inform caught in an abstract reality! And those who control the media, are the vampires that never die, accumulating wealth, dividing this world into monocultures that destroy the soils and our health, driving people into cities, corralling them into cities because what supports this monoculture is the only thing allowed by the ones who have this accumulated wealth means as money to tout on the media that then inform us through spaced repetition! I mean, we, each of us, accept and allow this if we follow this, no one can make the masses follow this, each part of the mass has to concede to this in order for it to work. And mean while, right under our feet is the ground that shows us what works and what does not work and this capacity to see form and function that is so capable and able of seeing form and function with a built in presence as life as the human physical body!  This presence so caught up in the mind ONLY - which begs the question - Does this not sound like a zombie hood?  lol. If we are taught to live up their in our minds ONLY, then we can no longer see the ground. We become separated from reality.

We humans must understand this bubble composed on limited ideologies as mind that we have accepted and allowed, we must realize that this is what we have become and that in so doing we are the cause of our own demise, our separation from life, our abdication of our gift of sensing and moving with creation as this physical life. If we realize this, and stand together and change the system, we can ground ourselves back into our true natures and equalize our presence to life, the physical, accepting equality to creation, here. What we would find is that each part would fit perfectly into the whole. It is only the spinning in thinking only as our accepted inform as mind consciousness ONLY that is separating us, and the veil is very thin. bring yourselves home, come back to life, equalize yourself to the physical world as this is creation information.  Sound self forgiveness to quiet the illusions of the mind of limited information, a ghost in the machine, a voice in the head only, and write out the mental constructions to forgive them, to quiet them, to open self to seeing directly here, equal and one to the gift of life, which is physical creation, write out what would construct that presence that is you, that is unique, back into creation as the physical. Walk the DIPLite free course to ground yourself here.

Expedite getting life in order. let us begin the journey to life, all standing together, bringing our presence here, as this presence, when equal to the physical actual real world, is the gift of life.