Day 508 Is self validation as sadness, care or an awareness of ignorance of consequence?

I read a note about placing a memorial on my local highway and I reacted with the thought, “ that is stupid.”  I see these memorials for highway accidents all along my local highway, and I often react to them.  How are they going to bring back the person? What does pity for the person do in common sense? Does this state of being as inner pity solve the deaths? No. Solutions are often based on practical action, not on basking in emotions of loss and the past, and/or blaming this object - as the person who was involved in the accident and lived. Such self direction within is a limitation because it does not look at the consequences of the present system. One example would be to look at human health, if we are physically filled with toxins and our bodies are not functioning with precision and clarity, then we are more likely to, miss judge space and time, for which our human physical bodies are the perfect mechanism. If we as a collective allow globally, practices that pollute the machine of life as the physical world, and we then blame the objects as the physical human bodies sluggish in the perception because of accepted and allowed accumulative effects of practice that do not follow through and balance out nature, we are not addressing what would bring a change that would end so many of the accidents that happen along our highways.

Having said this, I realize that allowing myself to become a singular thought, as a judgement, about highway memorials serves no purpose towards solution.

Also, I realize that there is a social fear about this within me. I noticed that I am irritated because if I speak up about this, I will be reprimanded, and as such, not get the positive energetic experience of “ feel good” emotions that purpose some kind of meaningful value as myself being a compassionate human being. In fact, the reaction will be that I have no compassion, as what I fear. It feels like I am standing against a wall of limitation. Of course, the death of a child is unacceptable, and I wish this upon no one. But, I notice within me a inferiority to reality, a fear that I am somehow less because I will be considered “ bad” if I do not accept joining into the social group making this one event a means of showing care. Somehow, there is something “ wrong” with me because I become disgusted with the emotional outflows that do not address consequences, and then I go into righteousness to protect my point. And then I get stuck in this. And then, the self validation, which is no different than the use of care outpouring that proposes no real intimacy with cause and effect in total on a finite physical world. It is like saying, no one understands. Which is true, understanding is in a box only, and must realize the total “ box” of earth to begin to find solutions. But myself accepting and allowing an energetic self pity patter needs to be let go, forgiven, and a common sense standing in what practices would balance out a capable sense of self direction in physical reality is all I can model and become, one step at a time, here.

Am I within all this, fearing to stand in common sense of a physical world that is a very practical mechanism that is a gift of life, here? Have I allowed the same fear that is a belief that being practical and as such intimate physically not achievable? And do I realize that this fear is simply a movement from a point of separation back into the whole as understanding the physical in practice? Why is it that deconstructing a belief appears disquieting, when that deconstruction is the way and the means of a quiet understanding, this which is what is sought? Even here, it is to not create an idea about this, because ultimately, it is equal understanding of the practice of being a manifestation of life as physical formation that is the solution. If the machine is not realeyesd for what it is, and values made huge to wallow in are in the forefront, the solution of the practice of being life as physical form, is not being understood. To ignore practical reality is to deny life, to avoid looking at total consequence is to defy understanding, the gift that is right here in front of us, or we would not exist. And, if we look around at this world, we can see that denial of a common sense of physical reality leads to the practice of destruction. All we need do is realize the military budget of America to see the extent of our own self denial of the gift of the physical as the formation of life.

The physical world must be taken care of in ways that do no harm. Our profit based system seeks profit before life, and then turns what does not make a profit into more profit making structures, where all liability at present is placed on the collective to pay for with their labor, that which created the wealth in the first place. So, we in essence are addressing our own practices having accepted profit before life. The collective bears what the collective has allowed. The elite that benefit are doing the same as the individuals in the collective, they are basking in a belief of what appears to make them a “ more than” and in effect being consumed by their own separation from common sense of a physical information of life as what life would be, a gift able to be understood, right here in front of us, we need only look.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become the emotion of sadness at the death of a child, only.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that becoming the emotion of sadness is something that defines me, something that gives me value only.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that being sadness as a state of being only, does not in fact take into account the consequences of why what exists in this earth is an outflow of the focus of myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow myself to become the emotion of quilt as though there was something I could have done to have changed the consequence I am allowing to exist as sadness within and as me, not seeing realizing and understanding that this sadness only is myself in separation from being focused, equal and one here, in practical reality.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe there is something wrong with me if I do not remain within the self pity of sadness, believing this to mean that I actually do care about the world, where this state of being of sadness and the use of this to give myself meaning within and as signifying that I care about this world is an abdication of myself as life, essentially the use of sadness to feel good about myself in and as believing that I care, so the need to make oneself believe that one cares about this world, is in itself an indication that one is very aware that one is not in fact caring about this world, that one is not in fact looking at the effects of one act on the other side of the globe as having an effect on the very fabric of the physical as life here where one lives, and as such a situation that is indeed sad and unacceptable, is used to make one appear to care, when in fact one acts in self interest in protection and self defense of not really being aware of self and one’s acts in the physical world lacking consideration of consequences of one’s actions within the whole.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear pointing out how the whole of what is accepted on earth effects every other point on earth, because this would mean that that emotional/feeling state of being used to justify care would be revealed as an act of self validation, which is self actually being aware that the consequences of self interest are not in fact caring about one’s neighbors as all of earth.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that there is something wrong with me if I do not toe the energy party line of energetic emotional/feeling self validating self interest that justifies being a good caring person when in common sense no one would want such events that triggered the sadness to happen to another and as this what is really resisted is the pointing out of the emotional/feeling state of being in self validation of caring, and within this to stop and to look, as one investigates the forms of what exists on earth that are not supportive of life, as meeting the physical needs of a physical formation of life that is practical and mechanistic, and as such, this earth, when not cared for in total, cannot reach its full potential and as such lacks the ability to measure and balance itself with ease, itself, as life within the physical as what is the formation of life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that becoming aware of what is happening on earth is a process, and one that unfolds as one begins to look and realize the practicality of caring for a physical world in common sense, and that the consequences that lead to sad outcomes are self being unequal in awareness to physical reality.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that becoming equal and one in understanding of equal and one living on a physical world means respecting all physical formation.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that respecting life means being equal and one in thought, word and deed of physical reality, which means remaining stable within and as oneself and looking at the very fabric of the physical world and to take care that the directive of self is that that gives as one would like to receive which means causing no harm and giving solutions that increase a volume of support that enables self directive capacity and self responsibility which is each person in full awareness, equality, and as such full potential here, where no rushing need exist, no  sadness, no miss measure of space time, and as this, an existence of ease of communication with one’s neighbor as a gift of being creators equal and one with the formation of life as the physical is naturally the expression of and as life, here.

Day 434 Transnational Action disregards practical physical reality.

I was reading about two brothers who amassed exorbitant wealth organizing a product we all use to live, their names unimportant to me because it is the action and outcome of what they did that is important. Having a name to place on this is unnecessary and part of the problem. I mean in school the organization and development of resources are always given a figure head, this figure head given the status of a “ creator” which is in itself a delusional presentation. And I remember thinking that some people on earth, as I read away in the stories presented at school in text books, that there were supposedly “ amazing” people who did this and did that, and many of their names are placed on brass plaques  for all to see. There are subjects about how resources are developed and moved around, but this is not aligned with the supposed “ movers and shakers” in our society whose names we drop to show our accumulation of knowledge and information, leaving out practical common sense, the whole story,  the actual physical facts. Our consequences of history told always incite an associative drama  of “he said she said”- be it country of event-  about the  figure head lacking all common sense. It civic classes he structural mechanism of world order is taught, in history, the “ he/they did this or that” story. Perhaps this is changing into other combinations, but still is the alignment with physical movements tied to a figure head given super powers that this figure head does not, in all common sense, really possess because they are a point in a interconnected fabric where a media touts one aspect as a “ more than” as a god -  a “ figured head” that has all this media “light” exaggerating its significance in contradiction to physical reality?

So, these two brothers organized the production and storage and distribution of a product. For them it was this process that drove them, and they held onto the money, living lives that were not ostentatious. The accumulation of money, how much collected was the end game and nothing else. They played with transnational practices, squeezing money from the production end and the consumer end to have gains through tax havens in the middle because it was about collecting the money. Physical life was secondary, profit was primary,  a backwards equation, the cart before the horse, a trough of self interest.

How is that we have allowed ourselves to make one part of a process more than another? The workers if not given what is needed to be decent human beings are naturally going to cut corners and lack health and thus not going to take care of the very ground on which they exist and the consumer using the product, are they getting what is best for them, what will sustain a human form composed of parts and mechanistic functions that are able to be understood, are they going to function in their full capacity? What does this undeveloped entity on earth leave behind for those to come? And if humans are more than another species, then why would we need that other species. if we cannot exist without it than we are not more. Dependency really reveals an interconnectedness, not a more than.

Figure heads are an organizer, and usually they have the money to organize larger groups of things, but they are only this through capital gains. These gains are dependent on the physical world and the actions on the ground, thus, a figure head is dependent on what is here, and is only a part of a connection dependent on what is being connected! Without the connections, that figure head cannot exist.  Thus, the idol making of a point of organization is an illusion and the allowance of money to collect to a few is a complete delusional separation from reality.

In reality, if the entities on the ground had more natural ability to be responsible they would, it is only an idea that order must come from afar, not to say that at this point in time because of the amount of non allowance of common sense, within each point, more organization of what is here will be needed, but as each part becomes what it is as life capable of understanding, less organization from one point will be needed. In other words it is the accumulation of money that uses the division of understanding as a means for self interested gain. Can’t blame the effects of this on the effected, that is simply ignorance. In all of this is those that compose the castle walls, as the administrators, the teachers, the municipal workers, those that have pay checks that really keep that wall up. So, ironically, it is those in the middle, that are the wall of separation, that must realize that a Living Income Guarantee will remove the divide that is the wall, that is a formation as men that is removed from common sense of earth, meaning practices that do no harm absolutely.  We all know the choices we make, that are not self honest, that allow a “ lesser evil” over an absolute, really looking at what causes no harm. This is why, the collective has no choice but to stand for a Living Income Guarantee. I am sure that there are many soldiers who are cast out and/or realize they serve a lesser god of profit before life.

Think of someone who starts working within some process, on the bottom level and begins to understand the whole production process and moves up through the different levels of organization. They simply focus on this part of existence, it does not make them more than. Another person working may be developing themselves in another way, for instance, learning to play a musical instrument, or studying how one point in the process could be improved, etc. etc. one is not more than another, we have simply allowed money to flow into one point above another. We have maintained a system that directs money into pooling through one point without any regard  for life what so ever. This is a picture of stagnation, it is not a picture/story of development that does no harm, that does not disregard consequence of practice and consideration of earth, that on which we depend. This is a sickness, a separation from reality. What some call reality is really delusion, because in the end our lives are dependent on physical existence.

The mis-take was choosing the belief in a good and a bad, despite the tree of life emitting oxygen to breath, a tree whose form and organization as parts we can all understand, even in detail if we look.  The mis-take was believing that one thing is more than another, an in this forgetting that the physical is a form that enables the expression of life and therefor all aspects of physical existence are interconnected, it is only illusion that one is more than another. Allowing  excessive amounts of money to accumulate into the hands of a few is a crime against life, it is a separation from reality, and its consequences are in the state of ignorance that this allowance is, destructive. So the physical is diminishing as so much is destroyed and turned into a bill. This bill cannot feed us, this bill cannot suddenly become a tree again. The physical world, is life and this is the value. That figure head touted as a god is the illusion. And we were told to not create false idols.

Day 389 Self Forgiveness on the Manner of Consciousness

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a machine of infinite affinity to ideas, opinions and beliefs, instead of looking with and as my self as life, breathing here, realizing the physical, equalizing this within this being myself in common sense as  myself as life, absolutely directive within the principle of what is best for all, where there is not fear, only absolute focus on being directive with consideration of all life , where all life is me and i am it.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand the limitation that objectification into a more than and a less than creates, as a separation from awareness of the physical world as me, where I allow myself to become stagnant within one dimension only, within and as my mind, as consciousness as pictures,   which is to say that I move as limited knowledge and information, which is in and as itself not good or bad, but limited, and thus a separation and thus stagnant, a suppression , which we can see is the system playing out on earth, which in totality is a separation from the physical earth, thus there is not respect for earth , for the physical, as the totality of life, as earth is not considered, and this lack of perception, this lack of depth, this lack of awareness, this separation compounds to the point where the action of the many as the physical body of a collective of men, is not respected, is not seen and realized for the life that it is, as the few that represent the outflow of each of our inner separation from life, as the physical,  simply play out the extreme of our inner accepted and allowed inner separation, thus what exists as the system of men, is the consequence of separation from life, from respect and equal consideration of all life, of all of the physical, this physical world that which is real, that which sustains us, that which sustained heaven, which is why such a statement existed that said that heaven had to be brought to earth, I mean why would such a thing be said?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear describing the extent of separation that is the mind, composed of thoughts created and recited again and again by parents who were themselves in separation, and thus what was said was not all bad it was simply words that taught/constructed a placement on a grid that is the outward manifestation of the inner separation of the human, thus this present economic system on earth as the human, is the representation of our separation, each of us, from life into and as consciousness.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that there is no ease until there is equality and oneness with and as the physical, that there is not ease until the separation into a heaven and a hell is brought back into equality and oneness with and as the physical being real, being what sustains us, being what is the value, and thus the value is all of the physical as the physical is a symbiotic world where this physical world functions as an interconnectedness, where there is no monopoly within the natural world as this will not work, because it is trying to force an idea on how earth should be from a starting point of separation into and as consciousness, as limited values, not good or bad, simply blown out of proportion, the effects of which cause a cognitive dissonance, as separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the the knowledge and information in and as my mind, that is an echo of the present system manifest on earth, is a lack of common sense of self as life, as same substance that is the composition of all life on earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the consumerism system is composed of limited values that disregard the physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that believing that I have affinities to certain things, as other humans, instead of looking here and realizing the expression of life in all things as the physical is the expression of life, is myself in separation from equality and oneness to the physical world here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when I gravitate towards something, as another person, I am in effect following what sounds like my own accepted and allowed values, as moving towards what “ sounds” as I am, what is energetically of same “ drone” of belief, opinion and idea, where the manners of the person move in specific ways, of which I compare to my own accepted and allowed manners, and thus am I following what is of like mannerism, not seeing realizing and understanding that the very movements of myself here as the physical is a collection of beliefs as values I have accepted and allowed, built according to class and race, gender and nationality, all not good or bad, yet built in separation from equality and oneness, acceptance and allowance, of respect and consideration for all of the actual physical world that is me, and example of which, was that when I was in Europe, when I lived there, in the tourist season I constantly had Dutch people walking up to me and speaking Dutch to me, and I would look at them and say that I did not speak Dutch that I was not Dutch, and the Dutch person would react in surprise and say but you look Dutch, which makes sense within my family, because my father came to America from Metz, and my mother came to America from Germany near the Dutch border, thus the past is embedded within the manners I exist as , as what was sensed and imitated from my parents as a child in the first seven years of my life, and thus i am a product of generations of collected beliefs, opinions and ideas that are of separation from equality and oneness to and as the physical, all a separation from being equal and one to and as the actual physical world, a separation from practical common sense of the physical, directly, here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am a product of a system of separation, which as an accepted and allowed separation from the physical world, a world as a system that functions in one-dimensional living, as the beacon of the mind is a map of limited imprint, which is not good or bad, simply a selection of values then followed as what is real, creating a bubble of separation from what is real , from what sustains us as the physical world, thus consciousness is our separation, our inferiority to and as life, the gift given, to be an expression of life, the gift as the actual physical world, to become equal and one to and as creation of the expression of life as the physical, which is the only way to becoming equal and one in expression as life, here.

I commit myself to when and as I see and realize a dis-ease with  here, within and without, to stop and to breath and to slow myself down, as reaction, as a sense of vertigo, and I bring myself back here, into and as a state of ease with and as breath, and I look at the separation manifest as loss of self esteem, as a voice of blame and spite, as bitterness, as victimhood, as jealousy, as envy, as self pity,  all of which are judgement, an act of comparison, as being myself within limitation, and I direct from here, I follow through within and as the principle of what is best for all, I no longer accept and allowed an end game as idea as knowledge and information only without practical application, I bring all thought, my accepted and allowed map, into and as what is best for all, here, as this is the only choice, to be equal and one to and as the physical here, which will take practice and time, as the separations have become habits of survival, and thus must be deconstructed , seen and realized as separations, and brought back into an expression of life, equal and one.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that  the separations must be forgiven, which will then allow myself to stabilize in and as breath, to stop, slow down, the storm of the mind, and the reactions as emotions and feelings, the collection of beliefs, as a survival suit, the feelings being the good, to hide the separation as the limitation as the “ bad” as a value of one thing being more than another, where the feelings are the intensification of the bad into being considered a positive, which is really a justification for accepting and allowing the judgement of more than and less than, a resistance, a  pushing away into the conformity behavior , where common sense is suppressed, causing dis-ease with and as life, as the present system is life in reverse within a system of limitation, inequality, manifest as what exists on earth with the amount of abuse to the physical world, the behaviors of which are visible in the news, of which consciousness, if allowed, ignores, as consciousness is a tool being used as a mechanism of separation from equality and oneness to and as life, here.

I commit myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that since I have followed the map of limited values as consciousness as mind,  if I try to “hold” the perception of space here in and as myself, even down to being able to have the strength to hold tension and then releasing this tension in and as my physical body, it takes an effort, as my ability to hold and sense the physical world has not been developed as all I have done is followed a map, where i become myopic in clinging to one point at a time, as I as an instrument of life, have practiced separation, and limited common sense, thus the development of myself in using common sense will take time, as it took seven years to build enough beliefs, opinions and ideas, as images of my environment of a system of separation into a grid of inequality, that it will take time to deconstruct my own separation as what I learned from generations of such accepted and allowed behaviors unequal to the physical, to life, in totality.

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Day 350 It is many hands that care for earth.

How can we work with what is here, as the physical if we cannot move within completely understanding what is here, to come together with what is here, to become pregnant with what is here, meaning to form a concept of what is here and develop this to a greater and greater degree, where we build on the smallest parts and see/look at how these move as a whole as the physical and not idea only?
If we are in fear, in uncertainty, in anxiety, we are seeing only a potential for loss, and the being within a potential for loss as our behavior means that we are not in awareness of what is actually physically here, as what is here is a form, which means that it is a conception. Who would create such a conception and deny understanding of it? Why create something and not want understanding of it? It is just a form. There would be no point in not allowing/sharing the forms of what is here, to allow them to be seen, understood and enjoyed, and the whole process of seeing, enjoying and moving with the forms of what is here would be the value. We all, well most of us, love to play with the form of water, many of us go on holidays just to play, swim, be on, move on, immerse ourselves in water. It is a substance as a form, made of the same elements as ourselves. It is a from of life, here.
Words are the same, a means of using sound to place into forms to communicate, kind of like playing with water if we stop and look at this in a certain way. So denying the development of each of us within this, is like denying the development of self and denying the chance to be and become equal and one with and as words, as the “ substance “ of communication, using words to describe the forms of what is here as this physical world of which is composed of forms for us to enjoy and work with.
But what if this earth that is composed of the forms of things , this that sustains us, is believed to be owned by a few, who then obviously do not understand the forms or they would not in any way what-so-ever allow any amount or kind of abuse to come to what is here, especially as the men on earth as they have chosen to be, cannot create what is here. The awareness of what created what is here, is awareness and respect for the forms that are here. It is the use of what is here that disrupts a movement with here as an experience is in a state of communication and ease.
So, we have accepted and allowed a system that is not equal in understanding, to the forms that are here, and this inequality is fear, as fear is being in separation from being able to direct self, here. Fear is a belief of loss, a lie by omission of here, a skimming of the surface of here, a rejecting of what self is as life here. A state that does not move in development of being conception of here and thus respect for what is here.

Our consciousness is a mirror of our separation, a mirror of a fantasy that we fear losing, as it is only parts of here, selected, or allowed, where others have been rejected. An ignorance of the forms and how they move here.
This was taught as this is what has been here, as this is the state of generations of people on this planet, generations of people who have worked with what is here in not looking at what is here. THough in some instances people have looked here, so what is needed to support here is already discovered it is only at this point to realize this, accept what is here and work with it, to accept here, absolutely.
So, if a separation from here was the state of man on earth, and this is what is given to each child, then this continues. It is the continuance of selected values that become the means to survive within systemic consequence of separation that has been going on for a long time, and this is something that needs to be realized and realigned and “ cleaned up”, or, placed back into the order as the forms of what is here function as, to remove the separation that is the cause of the abuse on earth. All the abuse on earth is the cause of not respecting the forms of life here, not allowing here to exist as life and instead forcing what is here into fulfilling the limited values that hold no real substance and thus as limited ideas hold no real full potential development.
The tool of the mind to image the forms here are imagining limited states of being, and thus building personalities of abuse, of ignorance, an e-go of limitation. And we wonder why our relationships do not work, are so difficult?
We even have a president that supposedly said to “ get down on your knees and kiss the hand that feeds you.” That is a statement of a real separation from life, and he believes this, and those behind him who prompted such a statement is the manifestation of insanity, of complete lack in conceptual form taking in ability, with how this earth works. It is this earth that provides the substance of what sustains us, and it is the hands, the many many many hands of men that have for generations developed and made a value of what is here that sustains us. To have skimmed this actual form of earth into a limited idea of “ a hand” that is what sustains us, is a complete disconnect from life. It is the personification of illusion, ignorance and separation from reality.
That is a person omitting physical reality as form and function, and projecting a fantasy as a limited belief that “A hand feeds” is, an organizing and/or an administering hand ONLY, as himself, as the government, forgetting that the government was formed by the people for the people to organize this world, this physical world into what supports life. Somehow instead of remembering this, a lesser idea as self aggrandizement has become the singular personification of our president and the men around the president, as the men who sit in offices moving pieces of paper around completely disconnected from the earth, no longer able to conceive of the form of earth as the physical in any capacity. Had they, then this world would not have a hollywood like picture show of a military story played out in Boston with a subsequent announcement of cities needing drones while many Americans lack jobs and food and housing. And the ability to organize such a show, in and as being able to organize, says loud and clear that organizing exists, it is what is being organized and the directives of this organization by men who are completely disconnected from a conceptual ability of what is real as the physical form of earth, earth being what provides for men to be able to use their many hands to conceive with and become pregnant with what is here as that which is equal in all life, as the very substance of life here.
The images in the minds of out supposed representatives are of self idolization, of self aggrandizement where this idol of self has been made bigger that reality, where a organizing movement has been considered “ god-like” and thus justifiable as in being the hand that feeds, ignoring all the cogs and wheels and HANDS and generations and earth resources that enable the existence and viability of being life here. This is serious ego illness/separation from life, from reality, and the abusive effects of this lack of awareness of physical reality in common sense and practical application of indeed taking care of this earth are lost in self interested survival. And yet, this is the cause of all men on earth, having abdicated self responsibility as life. This state of separation lacking a state of being here, is simply one and the same in all of us that have the ability to investigate and realize this present system known as capitalism that uses usury and has made money what determines life is a separation from physical reality.
And all because our chosen organizers fear what fear, losing the elevated position of being more-than on a scheme of inequality that has created many more “ less thans” of which no one wants to exist as.Being confined within limited development is a separation from life. Who wants to be separate from life, who does not want the opportunity to swim in water, to work with words with ease, to be here and able to interact and communicate with others? This is the natural inclination of life, this is communication with life, this is acceptance of life. Our politicians are standing limitations speaking delusions of grandeur. And they believe this to such an extent that they believe that drones should be here to protect, but what is really being said, as the limited conception, is that we need to control and maintain our personification of grandeur. They are no different that the loonies doing the same thing in other institutions, the ones that we also separate from life.
If a life is not developed , then is has no self direction, it is in a state of lack. What would be the behaviors of such? If what is taught is of limited insight then what would the actions of that form of life be and become? If what is needed for life is not given what happens? Behaviors of survival, behaviors of lack? The from of our present system of organizing this world is not working, it has not organized a system that respects the form of life that is here. Just open the newspaper and read, the behaviors of lack are becoming bigger and bigger, closing in. Thus it is time to remove the system of lack, as this is what it is and in it’s inability to see its own self aggrandizement and thus to give up its delusional state of believing itself to be more than, the collective that allowed and accepted this must stand together, conceive together and form a system that supports all life. There is enough here, and naturally, what is presented within limited descriptions of here by those who cannot see here, as the news and media and education, are not of practical common sense of the actual physical reality; the capacity of us to grow and transport enough food, the ability of us to work together, the capacity of a child to develop when in a stable environment.
If we look at what is happening in Detroit where there are no longer supermarkets, and thus, where the people are using the land to grow food to sustain themselves, we see that we as men, with two hands are capable of working with this earth as the form of this earth and taking care of ourselves, creating stable environments. What is best for America is a stable world where all children are raised in stable environments, having education, food, shelter and clean water. This would make a stable world where what is here as the form of earth here, providing our needs and using the many hands of men that are the hands that use what gives as this earth, thus it is to respect this earth, as it is this earth that gives, it is the MANY hands of men that develop a value from it. The action of organization is also needed but it is not to make this of greater value than any other action in the process of existing on this earth, as all are needed to sustain life. Every movement, every action is to be respected as equal and one as what is needed to create stability on earth, And stability on earth is what is best for America. period. This is an action of sharing and working with. Thus actions of bombing and war are in direct opposition to life.
It is like we are taking away self responsibility, or not allowing its development and then getting mad at the thing not developed when it did not have the opportunity to do so!
And we have accepted and allowed a system of money, where the principle of money is owned and printed by a few, and the non existent interest is indebted to the many, this which does not exist and therefor can never be repaid. Our present system is the delusion of one thing being more than another, and thinking, conceptualizing that one form is more than another is a separation from the functioning and needs of life, here. This is so simple.
Time to change our accepted and allowed limited conception and come back to earth, come back to what is real as life, which is this physical earth, this that feeds us, this that allows the many hands of men to exist.

President Obama did not place in the policies alone, what has been developed was done by generations of men, and is done by many hands. It can be done because it has been done. It only takes standing up and organizing and collectively coming together to form a party to stand in politics and vote in what ensures a care and respect for life, understanding what builds stable environments to produce stable children that can communicate and be all that they are as life, to remove behaviors of lack, to remove reactions of frustration and inability to communicate and interact, to remove behaviors of survival on an earth that gives without judgement, without making one thing more than another as can be seen in the very symbiotic nature of earth where there does not exist a from of monopoly. What exits in earth is an interaction of a variety of forms which is what creates and orchestra of life, a heaven on earth, a variety of life, here.

Day 278 Fear of speaking Imagination dimension

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that what is a set of limitations made huge can hurt me, unless I accept and allow them to be what is real
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the fantasy of this world, as values distorted are what is believed to be real.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that it is the distortion of values, that then limit and warp reality, and are the cause of my separation from the physical, where i no longer can sense the physical world as I have allowed myself to run after limited values, that will never satisfy as they are in separation from what is real from what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have created an alternate warped reality where i lose common sense of this physical world and thus myself as life as what is the substance of this physical world, to allow myself to be and become the monoculture of the cult of inequality, where values are divided into more than and less than, and what is simply being equal and one to and as this physical world, as this is life, has lead to the existence of abuse on earth, as the physical is believed to be only a resource to burn up, as the real world promoted is a world of imagination, thus is the world in reverse, what is believed to be real, is fantasy and what is real is made secondary, the perfect promotion of illusion allowing control by a few, which is simply a reflection of each of us as we fear standing up equal and one to and as the physical, to really live.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I have been hurt, which is just myself wanting what was taught and fearing to give up an addiction to a distortion which is myself in separation from what is real
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that in fearing to speak, what I am in essence saying is that I fear exposing my own separations.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that I have been speaking the language of inequality, relating my words to beliefs, opinions and ideas of what is more, and thereby lost all common sense of what is real as this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all this means is to align myself in common sense to what works within and as this actual physical world within and as the principle of what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I exist within loss when an object of my desire is removed from my physical existence, as I have allowed this to define me, within my accepted and allowed separation from what is real this physical world and the very substance that is the source of this gift of life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my personifications of character are myself unstable, as in being within a dis-ease of equality and oneness to and as the physical world.

I commit myself to slowing myself down, to learning to read this actual physical world, within and as what in common sense is best for all, as the organism of this world cannot function as life until all existent here are equal and one to and as the physical, where the accepted cult of abuse as inequality is realigned to what is absolutely supportive of this actual physical world.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, to within common sense stand within and as equal consideration of what is physically here, as this is me equal and one as life.
I commit myself to speaking up in common sense that there is not life until what is the real value, which is life, which includes this actual physical world is supported absolutely, realizing that a system of inequality is a distortion of limited values into ideas, beliefs and opinions of one thing being greater than another, where just as the human physicalbody is a reflection of this earth, in that unless all cells are functioning optimally the consequence is disease creating behaviors in separation from self as life, and thus creating a world where the cells, as the human, are out of alignment with equality and oneness to and as what is real which is the physical world, thus will the entire organism as earth eventually crumble in disease, which is what is happening on earth, as what is real has been ignored for a fantasy, as ideas in self interest of what is more than in separation from the value being life, self being self responsible as life, here.
I commit myself to, when and as I feel I cannot speak, to slow myself down, to breath, to bring myself here, equal and one, touching this actual physical world and practicing registering what is physically real, here within and as directing myself as the principle of what is best for all, as this is the only choice, as the choices within and as the present system of the culture of inequality follows the illusion of the fantasy of the mind, an imagination of distorted and limited values in separation from common sense.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to when and as I realize I have allowed a habit of label, as comparison, I am existing within competition fearing the loss of the illusion past experiences that I accept a definition of what I am based on a cult of inequality where the relationship to experiences, imaginings, knowledge and information, education, are given meaning, as a past event, thereby creating addictions to such banners of self definition, and needing a sympathetic environment of like separation to fan the fires of the illusion of the separation into and as being what is supposedly real, when what is real is the actual physical world as the expression of the substance of life, and not what I have allowed as energy, as a division from substance/sound into and as fantasy as limited values only that I believe sustain what I am here, that are not sustaining in reality, so obvious within and as the existence of abuse, crime, and war on earth, all movements of men that are not in fact sustaining and only serve limited values.

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Day 272 Equal Money Capitalism will end lack of development in Children

The Problem
Behaviors of children in schools are not addressed within the totality of the present system. Consequences as to why behaviors such as acting out frustrations and throwingtantrums, carrying plastic guns, talking back to adults, not doing school work, truancy, and suspension, in totality, are not addressed. The absolute prevention of such behaviors will not exist until everything, as this total system, is looked at within how it functions, how it creates lack, to allow and accept such behaviors. Addressing the consequence, a con-sequence will not solve the problem. Such an action is only trying to force a presentation onto an already frustrated - due to lack- development. Obviously, this is what the present system is trying to do, face consequence without looking at what created such a problem. I have seen the word “ intervention” used within how school learning programs are described, as usual the words tell us what we are doing, as words describe. An “ intervention” is an inter-vent, like sticking a pipe into a polluted mess to allow the gas, the waste to vent. It is not different from dealing with the problems of our schools, where placing an intervention on a consequence, allowing a “vent” only, is not looking at why these children are not as ease, and instead eliminating them into a system that deals with elimination, as prisons. Which has become a norm, prisons are now profitable enterprises, as this has been accepted. In totality, this system is limited and it is not working, it is not creating ease on this earth. It is not developing human children, and it has accepted this non-development, which is clearly a crime against life. There is no way out of this, and this must stop. Period. Profit with consequence, as unaddressed problems that lead to survival behaviors, as what crime is, reveals the problem. Plain and simple.
There are studies all over the internet, in this age of information, about the importance of adequate foods, of stable home environments, of strong communities as what is needed to support children. Thus, within this system that states it is formed for the support of people, we are not actually living this if our children are not leaning how to direct themselves. And we have children that learn to direct themselves, thus this is possible. Since we all learn to walk and talk, and eat and sleep, we are all similar, we are forms of life able to be and achieve, live and move.
Obviously, these children are not being supported. It is known what leads to a life of crime, and it is known that drugs and sexual abuse are very profitable.
In common sense, the problem with children starts at home, if the home is unstable then the children become unstable. Thus, forcing children to behave in school within a system that has not supported them to become reasonable adults, a system that promotes foods that are addicting and lacking in nutrients necessary for a healthy functioning body, and even subsidizes these useless foods to make them cheaper than the true cost of production, thereby essentially controlling what these children eat, as the minimum wage is not enough to buy what is not subsidized - which questionably are foods that are less processed.
This is not a conspiracy, this is what actually exists. This is the directive of a hierarchy, as more than and less than system. This is the present system. And this must end. It is a waste of life, to not take care of life, to not take care of children, to not offer them proper food, to not allow them to come into a stable environment, is a crime against life. It is not supporting life. At present this system actually supports what is “criminal” because it has developed a system of profit from crime, from drugs, from sexual abuse. This list goes on and and on. Our consequences as a system of inequality, have been turned into a profit, for a few, ignoring life, and potential. Thus, this system is not working for life, it does not support life, it does not develop life. Our children, are the products of what we all accept and allow, thus, we must all stand up and together unanimously, as life, vote for what supports life absolutely. To not see this, to not use every breath within changing this system, is a crime against life. Period.

The Solution
How can we blame the child, the student in school for behaviors that merely exhibit a lack of development, as lack of understanding of themselves, of which we as adults are all responsible? How can we blame something that has had no chance at development from day one? How can we blame the child for the minimum wage earner who cannot afford decent food, sustaining food?
The solution is simple. We give as we would like to receive, we give as this earth gives, without judgement. Without judgement means, no matter what skin color, no matter what hair color, no matter what sex, to matter what, we give, we support, we take care of what is here. Absolutely. No excuses, don’t throw relative associations in my face, these are excuses and thus judgements, they are blame, they are the cause. They are steps within consequence, and addressing a singular consequence is not the solution. The solution is to look at this present system and realize it needs to be realigned, as not all of it is “bad.”
What would develop a human being, as a child, to be able to direct itself self responsibly? And what would such a developed human being mean within the present system of inequality? Inequality would not support the development of all children, because then inequality would no longer exist! Thus, we cannot blame these children. They are simply a consequence of a system of unequal life support and development. We are all every one of us, the developed and the non developed to blame. And this must end. It is a crime against life.
The solution is a system of equality, a system that supports life absolutely. Equal Money Capitalism is a name that says it all, it takes what is here, uses this to provide what is given by this earth, that cannot be owned ( the illusion is merely a signature on a piece of paper), and to distribute this to support life.

The Rewards
Our children are developed, communicating, living healthy beings on this earth. They smile, they laugh, they interact, they become interested behaviors, instead of frustrated behaviors, they exhibit their unique expressions, they thrive, they become life.
The reward is a self responsible human being. I mean, what else is there?

Day 209 Fear of not being valid, fear of loss

Fear Dimension
I have had an old acquaintance coming around, and then suddenly they stop. On the phone they begin to make comments about self forgiveness. They begin to judge. I have had this before. I just keep going. Tonight I notice a fear of loss coming up within this relation. it is similar to the fear I experienced on a ladder yesterday. A fear of loss; of life, of validity?
I will walk the fear dimension of no longer appearing valid relative to another.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing validity in relation to another human being.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing a relationship, be it a friend, a relative or a general interest expressed by another.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear appearing to be invalid.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sadness at the idea of appearing to have no value within the judgement of another and within this not seeing, realizing and understanding that judging another as incapable or less than, as having nothing culturally valid about them, or savvy about them, or “interesting” about them, is my self not seeing realizing and understanding them as life, which is actually a lack of common sense in and as life, as what one is in fact.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that it is sad that another would become reactive to words spoken, without any attempt to test out what another suggests and investigate before placing a value on what is being expressed.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into judgement about another, myself creating a value about that person within deciding that what I have expressed is not valid, without realizing that what I have said, in this case within the context of self forgiveness, no attempts were made to investigate what was being said, and thus I turn this into myself somehow not having made myself clear, when the descriptions about the quantum mind are actually very simple, that the mind as emotions,thoughts and feelings express ideas, beliefs and opinions based on the past, projected into the future, as a mind that works in polarity as energy in separation from self as life, here, which takes some time to realize within and as what self has allowed to direct self, thus this takes patience and modeling by myself and a desire to understand how this world works, as clearly this world is not taking care of the life that is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become saddened that I have been accused of indoctrinating my children, and when the person making such a statement cannot answer questions and changes the topic I must stop and breath and realize that all I can do is walk in detail how the mind works and how the present system works and suggesting that self investigation will reveal what is the very form of ourselves as the behaviors of ourselves within that are same as what is acceptedand allowed as the system existent on earth.
I forgive myself for fearing loss, within having any value in the eyes of another, as this is not a real value, as the value is life, in common sense of and as life, and not whatemotionally maintains a relationship because I am saying things another is not ready, or unwilling to hear.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear a misunderstanding of values, not seeing realizing and understanding that in the face of emotions as being what is valued, a separation exists and thus the real fear of loss I experience is a loss of self as life and a sadness that the emotional war storms as the consequence of the quantum mind are what I become when I judge myself as having not been “valid” enough within my words, not seeing realizing and understanding that I have become what I see another as.

Self Correction to follow.

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Day 207 The mind as magnifier of parts of the physical/story only

The mind as magnifier of parts of the story.
I wake up this morning worrying about money. I try to clear something up and read some letters from lawyers and call a bank.
What I see within the letter, as the presentation, are details that stop within one part of a story line of events; meaning one little made huge detail within the consequencesof the total. And these details presented serve the interests of only a few, and it is all about survival and money into non- equality.
If the whole were looked at, then the outcome would be different than the parts presented, and thus, if the development of the human is caught in confusion, as instability, which in a way is an understanding that “something is a-miss” ( to the whole). There have been times when I was confused, and then I went into continuing this confusion through looking at the things within the confusion one and a time- as thought seeking an answer within these only, one at a time. And then, over the last years, I got better at catching myself doing this - also within the desteni process of understanding emotions, thoughts and feelings, and investigating what is the actual movement and structure of the present system- actions of understanding the within and the without. So, I got to the point where I realized I could not find and answer, and felt confused because there was not an answer within the presentation “facts”. What I would then do is stop and realize I did not have an answer, and then wait for a change in perception to find the answer. Which meant, that I needed more understanding, but I did not realize this clearly. I guess I thought of it in some “ magical awareness coming in that was going to out there some where.” But this started to bother me, as this was not a clear situation either.
I knew something was not clear within the health situation in America, and I had problems with my mother, as she totally accepts all the pills and means of the present allopathic system. So, I started to look into health professionals who had done independent research and found many problems with what is accepted as promoting supposed heath within allopathic medicine. I would then take these professional studies and insight to my mother. She refused to read them. I was confused.
I was in effect finding my own way of answering to the confusion point, in doing investigation; meaning looking to the structure of what is here and understanding it. Unfortunately, I had not really investigated how money worked.
So, confusion, a sense of confusion, is really seeing no answer within presentation, being trapped within the part presented, meaning that confusion of a state of not having enough insight into the total story ( a separation), the total here, as what is real, as what is physically actually the real “ here” in seeing how what is here works as this physical actuality, the same tactic used in suppression of consequence within the physical world in favor of limited supposed ‘complete peer reviewed studies” ( which in essence have become reality as a sanctioned “truth” where, yes, things should be cross referenced but within a profit based system of inequality where money determines life, this will end up being manipulated in favor of profit- as this has been made/allowed to determine life.)
Now, if the mind focuses on the details presented and moves as that detail, this would be an absence of sensing the whole story - or manifestation physically. So, moving as the aggrandized part would be an ignorance of an understanding as the total story-manifestation; the physical being the manifestation of the total story. Thus it would be a crime to not reveal the total story, it would be a crime to not clear up confusion or to even use it for personal gain. That personal gain is not even aware of the total story, or it would not be taking the limited action!
This in essence is what has become of the present system of money and human energetic personality development. And each of us accepted and allowed this through our participation. The human is not cross referencing all the capacities of the from as the human, and instead seeking character/care-actor to law/wife/mother/street worker/paper pusher/ electrician to name a few, only, sequestering into limited role play only, without becoming aware of self as being able to interact in common sense with much of what is here, where so much of what is here is able to be common sensed and directed through by self in interaction with this physical world.
The total effects within this physical world must always/allways be considered, any ignorance, hiding, inconsideration is criminal and will cause confusion, and thus maintain separation, and looking at the parts made huge - selective parts that are impulsed again and again and again, withholds common sense, as hearing/hereing/seeing the total story/manifestation as the physical. This is using division in a mathematical way, folding over on itself again and again, without looking at total consequence, thus are emotions, thoughts and feelings used to divide from the whole. Like a pendulum on a clock, where self is limited into the bottom of the pendulum only, as mind.
Take a moment and try stopping that emotion, that sense of confusion, the sense of falling inwardly and see if you are able to “pull it back” into sensing the whole with ease and in calm. I bet you cannot do this. All those reverberations within as the confusion, as the emotions and feelings and thoughts echoing through your physical body, imbedded within the waters resonantly, they are still “bouncing off the walls of self as self” as they are unresolved. This all needs to be brought back to self, equalized to self as life, as the physical, being aware of the whole story. Thus must self deconstruct the separations through realigning them back to the whole- the totality of the story; physical manifestation. Mechanistic.
Within this, your me-mories are the me stories of parts accepted and allowed in separation of equal and one consideration of the whole;physical manifestation. And, the present system is the manifestation of this separation without as what we are within, the two existing equal and one - at the same time. Thus, as long as we are accepting this, our separation from an understanding of the total story ( as all consequence) ; physical manifestation, inequality to the acceptance of all of the story- as this actual physical world- will continue- until it sucks the real awareness of the whole until there is nothing left and we start from the beginning all over again. Even here the problem will not be solved, as we must realize the totality of what is here, to move as what is equal and one as the substance that is the starting point, equal and one, as the creative value, as realizing this is the value, and working with this. meaning not choosing to give more value to an object from this formed, which is not eliminating the form, but seeing it as an expression of the very substance as what self is, and sharing and working with and understanding how this was formed, and enjoying the form and seeing the forms as a story of creation.
Our stories presently are creations of values, and the values are limited within awareness of what we are in substance and that substance as form in expression. Instead we have looked only to certain forms and not the means and development of the form that is of the substance. Thus we worship false - as in limited parts only- gods/idols. In a way it is like only sensing blips on a screen, and taking those blips and creating ourselves from that only, as that one part is excited and then seemingly bright and thus seemingly supportive - as we are separate from the whole/lacking a developed sense of the whole from day one- as the nothing as the space, which in fact it is a separation from common sense, common sense being a sense of the commons, the commons being the very earth on which we exist, everything, as it is the common supportive ground as the physical as where we are as the human, and it is here, to allow us to equalize ourselves back to the total story of existence as how the very substance of life has and is the total form of life as this physical world. Thus all there is is here. Is there really anything that life would not be but this? This makes so much sense , and allows all life, would never divide life, as the nature of life is expression as life.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding that separation is a stop into value judgements.
I commit myself to investigating all my own self doubt as a non directive movement lacking common sense of this actual physical world.
I commit myself to realizing that I become emotional when I believe something can be lost, where this sense of loss, is a belief in lack, simply an action as a movement lacking direction, where direction would be understanding, in common sense of how this actual physical world functions, and thus an act of elimination would not exist, as the physical was here before man emerged on this earth.
I commit myself to stop myself from being a walking dis-cretion and looking at what is actually here as this physical world, and understanding the mechanics there of.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that value judgements of more than and less than are a lack of common sense when held in high esteem and followed within assembly through like relations and associations as a limited movement without a directive principle of resolution.
I commit myself to realizing there is only here, in absolute direction as what is best for all within investigating how this physical world works.

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