Day 374 The paranoia of the unKNOWN cont.

My fear of the unknown is based on my fear of survival.  In existing as fear of survival I accept a limited view of life, as I ignore physical reality as life, as the substance of life here. Obviously, the trees and the grass and the air are not owned by anyone, they are here and we cannot remember why they are here. Is it our fear of survival that separates us from realizing here, looking at what is actually here and the very form and function of here! We have accepted a system that grabs in self interest instead of gives that which it is, life. We ignore what is right here in front of us, giving to us, this earth, life. It is only man that has created a belief that something can be owned, nature has no sign, no signature that says one man owns what is here. One only own/grabs because of fear, of ignorance, the opposite of nature, which gives. What would such separation bring? create?

So, within this natural giving world as this earth as this physical world, why would there exist such things as a floating head with a rainbow ring around it and this white light stream behind it going off into some distance with a velvet black behind it? Why is this there and why is communication with this absent? Why would a teenager make this up? And what would be the point? And why is the behavior of what is seen so weird, meaning of such reaction and anger? This in itself is an indication that something is really really out of place, because what is the point of this? How in any way does this develop a human into the true potential of a man? In all common sense there is no way, that this event, person, entity, demon, vision, whatever someone wants to call it, is a reasonable thing to exist. It does not matter what label a religion would give to this, there is simply no justification for it. And the latest question I ask is, why the hell is this off this ground, not equal to this physical ground of earth, this earth where there are people who can learn to play musical instruments very well, do many things, become developed human beings? We do not have to research what our children are capable of, we see children on TV who sing beautifully, make scientific discoveries, which means that our children are capable of being trained, given proper education and sustaining nourishment. Why have an entity of lesser dimension exist in a behavior of anger, clinging to this physical world acting out what appears at superficial value to be disruptive, and why fear this? Why do we have the same behaviors now with men and woman on this earth. Has our consumerist pickings brought a voice of the people as life?

So, is that floating angry head a misaligned part and substance of life? And should we realize that this is us, that this is life that has not been corrected and  made equal to life? That we are diminishing the actual physical world on levels we are not even aware of, in our abuse and disrespect of life, so prevalent on this earth, with the gross existential inequality? Have we created a polarity of heaven and earth, where life is not being lived, and the dispersement of this means that we are destroying ourselves on levels we had better realize or all will be lost? Is it time to bring heaven to earth, as what Christ was trying to say, which means cleaning up all our behaviors, within and without. This started with all of us as how we allow ourselves to be in every part of our beingness. Consciousness is the play-out of behaviors of separation from life. Our leaders the extreme of this behavior.  Is consciousness the mirror of accepted limited design, of human hubris forgetting life/earth/reality, with behaviors of poverty/sexual abuse/genocide/disease to match? An absence of awareness, ignorance that is the behavior of gain in self interest, a system of inequality that has allowed money to determine life on a planet that gives life equally. Our demons are simply a byproduct of our separation, and now they are within us, as our accepted and allowed behaviors of greed within allowing and continuing this system of survival.  Unless we stop and realize that life is the value. Life would be a lightness of being, and who here, that might read this can say they are a lightness, as in weight, of being? No one.

Is what we label as supernatural, super natural? Meaning what is suggests, something imposed onto what is natural, what is real? Reactive behaviors, such as floating heads with angry faces, are indications that something is in separation from the natural world, as the natural world gives, is life.  Some illusion of lesser dimension exists, and thus is in separation from what is real, as this actual physical, natural world. Are our judgements of others just as much a separation from life as any “ entity”? Obviously, we are separate from earth, or we would not be destroying earth and believing that some are less than others. This is the super- natural, it is not natural. Nature is not utopia, nature is simply life. Man is so much in separation that a singular exists as being ideology only.

On a practical level, our so called leaders, are pushing everything away and pulling the rug from under our feet. At least they are using both their hands, they have had some more education that the rest of us, they at least know how to use two hands, the rest of us just stand there like zombies sucking our thumbs. And I sucked my thumb for a long time. But, still, our leaders are divided from life. They believe that the masses need to be manipulated. And this is supernatural, it is not nature, as it does not develop democracy, it presents it with a forked tongue, but it has not created democracy, as the voice of the people, is not the voice of life, which is what the true voice of people would be. No piece of paper can justify this crime, and thus all pieces of paper are rendered obsolete. We live in a projection of hope, with a lascivious tongue of greed behind the voice of promise, this is a paranoise of separation and it is time to stop. It is not acceptable.

We have been told not to judge.

I have allowed myself to be overwhelmed with my survival at the expense of life, an inner allowance of not looking at what has been allowed on this earth, that must stop as it is not developing and allowing the true potential of earth, of life, to be in expression here. In not being here, practically working with this physical world, and what is best for this world, this physical reality, I am existing as the paranoia, the paranoise creating a divide of known and unknown, consuming my senses, my flesh, and building a distance from life. Here I then believe that there exists an unknown. and the known is here, right in front of all of us. Look at the picture of the word- unKNOWN. We have allowed a system that does not support life. We have allowed a system of ownership and division in separation from equality with life, with being respectful of life here. Ghosts, and poverty and pollution and isolated estates of cared for earth, sexual abuse, and animal and forest destruction are, in all common sense, a disease, and it is time to stop this separation from a known ease. Our system of division has created the distraction of judgement which is a perpetual fear of loss, blinding us from our directive capacity as life in common sense of this physical world and thus creating the existence of an unknown. We are our own ghosts, this ghost is our separation from life, what we resist is what we deny, what we lose intimacy with and if we remain in this ignorance we create our own unknowns, where the real “ unknown “ is the nothing from which we came, that is really the gift of life. Like being in a process of birth with every breath, how awesome would that be?

In practical reality, this means protesting does nothing, it only allows the bully to realize the disciples of ignorance are right where they need to be, busy with blame and fear of loss instead of practically looking in common sense at the existent structures, standing up and organizing this world into a place where all life is cared for, as being the value, as the means of expression of ourselves as life here. Our system of values are in separation,  limited. Our acceptance of this system cannot work because its values are limited. We have not accepted life. The consequence of this rejection of life, are much of what has been created on this earth, thus we have a lot to clean up, a lot to align back on earth, to align with this actual physical world, as this is what is real. 

That angry man was looking down at me, I was not looking down on him. And I noticed him when I was in a state of quiet, calm. When these white light things would happen, I was calm, which means I was probably not in my head, I was silent. Which, just after my husband had died, I was numb, I mean, I had lost everything, so I was numb, there was nothing there, as mind chatting away, because i was numb, it was all meaningless, all that occupied me as my life with my husband, there in Europe, and I came back to the states to an, by comparison, garish smily, happy American standard personification, and it was LOUD to me, really loud after the more reserved Swiss mode of operation. So, here I am numb, “ bugged out” as some might say, and there in front of me was more of this subtle neon like bubble around people, like a lesser dimension of “ stuff” and all I could think was: what in the fucking name of god is that! What is going on, what is that”  

Do we ever have a lot to get done. All of this is a reflection of out rejection of life. it is what we fear facing because we have accepted a lesser value system, one that has formed a pyramidal system of inequality on this earth,  this that we have built without consumes us physically, because of our accepted and allowed within, which must be be realigned back to and as a common sense and respect for this earth. It is the only way, and the sooner we realize this the better.  Self forgiveness, refocus yourself here, equal and one to the gift of life, this actual physical work.

It is time to stand and develop equality, to bring ourselves back to earth, to life, to what is real. We might want to deny this earth, because it is a mess, but given that we have, or had floating heads in this existence, means that something was seriously out of whack. There is no more (-as as) heaven ( this would be the illusion), as it should be. Life would be symbiotic, communicative, in expression with and as itself, equal and one. 

The solution is to realize the limited dimensions we exist as, where there are many dimensions here, simply divided and segregated into parts surrounded by borders. Which means that not all within each faction is all bad or all good, it means it is divided from accepting all life, from being symbiotic with life as earth, here, in equality. Our monetary system must be changed to one of equality, where all have what allows the human body, this that is like a plant, what it needs to sustain itself, as every plant is needed, all the substance of life is needed to be in communication , for the expression of life to exist, thus this idea that the undeveloped on this earth just need to disappear is the real illusion, it is as what it does, it is a destruction of life. The solution is to bring back to earth, all that has been rejected and to align this equal and one to and as life. What fun really, if we get over this being something overwhelming! 

The solution to doing this, to begin this, is to forgive ourselves of our separation, to stop pushing life away, and live, through self forgiveness for which the desteni I process is available, and to support an Equal Money System to support the life that is here with what life needs to be and become a behavior of giving, absolutely.

The reward of stopping our paranoia, our alternate reality composed of our separation, our rejection of life, this which we have rejected that persists as the unacceptable behaviors of a consequence of unsustained life as what we read about and see on television and locally, even within the ubiquitous drug culture, is to create a heaven on earth, meaning to bring heaven to earth. Is there any greater reward? And are there really any arguments against this? No, there are not. It is an impossibility.

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Day 332 The profit corporate, the liability mass.

Today I read about the austerity cuts in the American government and the turnover of public transportation systems to the private corporate structures where pensions are cut and employees disregarded and the unions defunct, even those trained to stand and fight within the system are rendered useless. This non- allowance of communication has bothered me for a long time, as I see this here within relationships and within the system, people just disallow a voice, the public to speak, and our government agencies keep everything private saying it would effect patients and thus the information is private - this a red flag as it is a hiding behind supposed private ownership. Thus, there has become a systemic way to hide in ownership and so, transparency can be touted by governments but then hidden behind private patient ownership. Even the label meanderings of how things are called within the oil industry, bitmen is not yet “ oil” and thus does not fall under the rules of oil, and thus the oil spill in Arkansas can be kept “private” and non-transparent. It seems that so much these days is kept out of the public eye, and the governing representatives of the people, our politicians and government officials support the private protection, and they must to protect their wages, as they now have a tax on medical products so it is in their profit as salary interest to keep products on the self of private corporations despite evidence that such products might not be what they are touted to be.
In the midst of this maze of layered protection, a hierarchy of ignorance in self interest before what is best for life, because profit has been allowed before life, the laws have turned the cost of production and maintenance onto the taxpayer, and the government supports this, as the very same elected officials benefit from this, as the profits from the corporation go into their pockets and the liabilities are carried by the masses, the public.
And now I see that there are the risings of PB across the country, this is known as Participatory Budgeting. But i have to ask myself where this will lead, if the budgets of local towns and cities are being cut? Is this another pretty picture of hope presented in the face of spending cuts? Is this local officials hiding the fact that there is not enough to “do the job” so instead of having to face the angry mobs of their constituents, they decide to avoid an angry mob by allowing others to decide? Is this really and act of desperation?
I also have read that in Iraq there are private soldiers used to fight the war. Is this the future?
So if we have a government that is no longer working for the people, but working for the corporations - the owners and profit holders of the resources of earth, and we have a public body that holds all the liabilities and who can decide where the local monies are spent - what is left after paying for the work of the hands of men to extract and form resources through corporate dictate- are we supposed to feel like we have gained something? I may not understand this yet, but somehow this does not sound like a system that is supporting life, it sounds like another layer of separation into a system that has become more abusive of life, more ignorant of life, more destructive and of greater divides than any of us can fathom, and are totally blind to.
I am thinking of Afghanistan where the guns of the few who own the means to make such things on such a scale, have rendered Kabul a leveled city, while labels such as “ America” are still touted as the reason, but I don;t think the carriers of liability paid for the guns, yet the collective participated within this so, we all are to blame, as we have allowed this profit based system that breeds inequality, the play out of which is becoming more extreme, and Kabul is the scene of this extreme. And here, what money is sent to rebuild is used to pay the administrators, while sexual abuse runs rampant with the children being the victims, it does not seem like there is any opportunity for a participatory budget system here as there is nothing left with which to budget out!
Yet, perhaps there is a way to learn from participation in budget decisions that will teach us what we have accepted and allowed, as the means to begin to see what we have allowed is ever present, it is only to see it and to make a change.

All of this reminds me of the movie Blade Runner, where the corporation controls everything, and the movie Brazil, where a machine makes a typo error and the paper pushers just want their paper work in order so they don’t lose their job and become one of the liabilities of the liability carriers, where every one is hushed in being glad that it was not their turn to fall.
There is time to get out of this, there is a way to stop this, because there are many who can stand and vote and join together realizing the value is life. What must be realized here is that the resources of this earth are given freely and are here to support life, and all that is here is life. Thus to believe, to be caught up within the lie, that what is of this earth can be owned is to support abuse, to support inequality, as this system of profit, that uses the tool on money to sequester power and control, must come to and end. This does not mean that you will lose your home, we all need a place to live and where we are on this earth while we are here is ours to care for, thus changing to a system of equal money, does not mean that suddenly one will no longer “ own” their home, it means that your home is where you live and is the gift of space on this earth for you to experience life. What some might find is that they might even want to move into a smaller home, that what they have was to “ appear successful” and how much of an illusion they had spent within their life, and when this is no longer the case, they will stand back and say, “ why am I taking care of all this? what if I had something smaller and could give my self time for those things I always wanted to do but never had the time to do?”
Allowing a few to benefit from what is freely given because they are warped and cognitively dissonant from life, as in believing owning more and having more material goods, more than they can possible use at one time, makes them more, because of some illusory divine right, has to stop, and what is the value as in being life, here, communicating with what is here as the physical is the real value and what we all enjoy when we are not stressed and worried about money, can become what is on earth, where we have a direct participation within what is developed and why it is developed, and thus we all vote/participate with understanding and awareness knowing we are taking care of this earth and choosing what is best for all because this is also what is best for self.
It is time to stand and support a system of equality, Equal Money Capitalism. And support a Basic Income Grant. TIme to change this world, because the direction it is taking is going to end up on your door step before you know it, and then it will be too late.

Day 308 Do we conceive from a song or from what is real as the physical world?

At one point or another each of us have had a song stuck in our heads, tthe words of the song spinning around and around and we cannot seem to get this out of our heads. Whatis this repetitive “sound” a reflection of, a longing for? And is what this is clear in the evident truths and the surrounding “parts” that are seemingly so difficult to make clear? The repetition not only shows us that we can be programmed because we are repeating an imitated song, it also is telling of an inability to have any control over , or awareness of, what comes up, why it is coming up, and how to clear it up. This means we are not in control of ourselves as life, which would beg the question, how and what has allowed this, why is this here, how can I become aware of this and then learn to direct this.
Obviously what is resonant without becomes resonant within us. This would mean, when we must have that rock music playing, or a standard whine about the non-function of the present system ( which I get a lot of from local people in my community) we become resonantly what we express and what is expressed AT us. When we accept it, and whining about it ONLY is acceptance, what might seem like a moment of self direction is really not, one has become resonant with what is not working as this system, and the expression of how this system is closed, or lacking in common sense, appears as though one is self directing, but what is happening is a whine and description of the system, which then becomes the topic of conversation, a whine about and discussions about the system and how dysfunctional it is in fact, with each party in the conversation making huge one facet of the dis-function, believing this to the the cause, when it is just one aspect made huge.
If I go down to my small local supermarket in this small town I am living in, in the morning, there is the inevitable group of men and some women standing around ( the old wood stove..lol) talking about the woes of the world. But this is just it, they are talking about the dis-function of the world, and this has become a habit, a resonant woe, a repetitive song, a signature of self, where every morning a righteous fix is what is the solution to what is wrong. But what is happening is a resonant song - of woe- spinning endlessly around and around.
So much blame towards objects, as people within systems, without looking at the movement of what is here, to CLARIFY what is the source of what creates the movement of what is here and how what is here on earth is being directed in detail. FOr this one must go and look in detail how resource is moved around, because resource cannot be moved around by some invisible hand. If someone suggests this then they are an ignorant superstitious fool. Period. And if some supposedly educated person starts talking about a meta-analysis know they are going into the realm of superstition, of fantasy, where their supposed educated world realizes some secret, when in reality that “secret” is really just an imposed fantasy which is believed to be special and elevates them and their understanding. In all irony, this is what it does, it elevates them from common sense of this world, it does do exactly what it says it does! We focus on parts and disconnect them from all substance as all consequence as how everything is effected by how life sustaining resource moves on this earth. We construct justifications as to how something is where it is based on assessment within limited means lacking conception of the whole structure, realizing that everything as this present system effects everything, as it is what is driving resource that supports and sustains this life, here. The divisions are made huge and further divided to the point where the limited strings of consequence are what becomes huge and the resonance within each of us, as this limitation is repeated to become the repeating that it is, a resonance of limited insight, of partial insight, of separation from conception of all consequence. This is why the physical world, is so supportive, because it is consequence “in your face” and the details of how here, as this system moves resource around, is not some ‘meta” magical event, it can be physically seen and understood. This is obvious in the amount of denial of data and physical actual detail, within the paper work walls of distant committees and “ groups” that selectively allow only what maintains the status quo. This present status quo is not working, and the present structure is so limited in conceptual ability of the whole, and any suggestion within this that threatens this structure is shut out, on paper, through voice, etc. For this reason, is takes a group, a collective voice to stand up within this system to realign what is actually moving resource around this globe, although in a manner that is unsustainable, destructive, inconsiderate of a respect for life, into what sustains, what supports, what values that resource and those entities on this planet that require this to simply be.

This accepted and allowed resonant design must be realized as a resonance design and brought back to be one and equal in resonance to life, to what works that is best for all, valuing being here, equal and one with the physical. Our own system of inequality is showing us our separation from life. Looking around at the amount of pollution, starvation, failed relationships, sick children, abusive behaviors, this is all a resonance of separation from life, as this resonance is energetic, lacking “sound” stability with and as the very substance of what is the source composing the physical manifestation.
Humanity has created a system of separation from life. And this meta-reality is an image-nation of inequality, which is the outplay of a story and consequence of inequality, as inequality is a separation of equality to and as life, here. Period
So, personally, when I become confusion, when I become complaint, I am allowing a resonance of inequality allowed within this being accepted as what is real, rejecting this as something outside of myself when it is myself that has accepted and allowed this resonance, was trained to be this resonance, did not question this enough to see, realize and understand what this was. Which is what mankind must realize and realign, through self forgiveness of a limited design, where the parts are not necessarily bad, as the very substance of self in conceptual separation from what is being life, of which this physical world is the guide and gift of and for. Once this is understood, aligning this is not difficult, especially in relation to what presently exists as war and drug abuse and sex abuse and food/nutrition abuse, and water abuse, and animals abuse. The present chaos is so much greater than mankind standing up and realizing equality of basic needs as life, to allow life to exist, and that life will not be what is here until all life here is taken care of as the value of what it is.
The problem is that we are not investigating and looking at what the systems on earth created by men as this system of inequality, of more than and less than, where the nature of “more thans” resonantly remain an energetic drive as “more than” because the starting point of a “more than” is a resonance of separation, the starting point is/was one of limited insight, of loss of self as life, of inequality to and as life. And this has become so entrenched, such a repetition in and as our minds, we can no longer see the forest through the trees. Clean up self, and the consequences of what has been accepted and allowed through simple investigation become very apparent. Here can one become a real parent, a parent of life, realizing that all life is equal, that the value is life.
The solution then is to realize the only choice is equality and oneness in practice, where all life is supported and valued, where all life is allowed to express its individual natural expression as life, here, to be and become the unique “cell” of life as a part of this planet that it is, as this organism as earth as life, would not manifest what was not needed to sustain itself, and yet, as is the nature of life, would create a world where life could self realize, where separations from life manifest consequence of separation, to show how to re- direct within remaining equal and one in and as life, here. Thus the only solution is to realize equality and oneness of all here as life, unique, individual and yet equal and one to and as life here.
The solution is a system of equality in actual physical fact, a system that gives what is here in ways that equally sustain what is here absolutely, as this is the real value. The structures of support are here, they must realign within the principle of “giving as one would like to receive” as in being and doing what is best for all, as in what supports absolutely without detriment to life in any way shape or form. Here, if one has voices and resistances it is a resonant design as the vestige of this present system of inequality, this system that voices only desires and judgements that serve an addiction to “more than”, an illusion with a starting point of separation from equality and oneness to and as life, here.
The rewards are the end of war, the end of starvation, the end of sexual abuse to children which includes teen age girls/children, the end of animal cruelty, the end of soil erosion, and forest devastation, the end of water dirty from pollution and dirty/heavy from a resonance of woe, of judgement, of fear of loss, of fear of death.

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