PETRIfication and changeability What is a structural resonance? Day 800

Petrification and changeability

One of the things I notice, especially in talking with people, is interest yet also, a sense of an inability to move, as in take the next step into following through. This would suggest, that an ability to realize is inherent, and yet that ability to change has a form of petrification. Anxiety is a busyness in itself, within consuming the attention, as it has the nature of being insistent. I mean, when one master’s something effectively, one’s ability to generate, has a more consistent quality to it, which feeds upon itself, and allows growth and faith in one’s ability. When one has the opposite, as a practice of being anxious, as having an insistent voice of and as “ what if?” what becomes the echoing voice within? What becomes of the resistance to actual doing that is that voice of and as “ what if?” ? Can such a culture of fear cause a resonant wall of belief that interrupts and petrifies?  One is able to see and yet, because things tend to automate, especially if we forget how this works, we have a resonant discord in terms of being focused and of that which leads to real mastery of something.

In research in children who do well in school, and those who do not, it is understood that the parents of a child do not need to have a degree in higher education for a child to do well in school. This is because the parents can walk the information with the child and learn with the child. This means that adults can learn as they are adults. This means that when one does not know something, be it in the form of knowledge and information only, or real understanding that comes with application, it is because it has not been walked, and yet, as research in education reveals, and as  stated above, parents need not have that higher degree for their children to do well in our current form of child education. This is also something that would embarrass many parents, because it places greater responsibility onto the parents. I am surprised that this is not something shared with parents by teachers in a consistent and constant voice. After all, how do television commercials work? They repeat, again and again. If anything, given this understanding, it is also the responsibility of teachers to realize this in word, again and again towards parents. 

Back to petrification. After all, if a parent is not doing this well understood and researched MEASURE, that makes sense because ultimately, things are built; understanding is built just as learning to crawl is something built, that things are built, what is built comes from both sides of behavior. If a behavior of insecurity continues, and is repeated, it is essentially practiced. If a behavior of careful and consistent movement within a discipline is practiced, with care, then one masters that skill. In essence, one is still within both scenarios, practicing the building of a skill set. That skill set is either of fear, as all the “ what if’s” or of the measure that lends effective self generation ! To believe that one does not have discipline, one actually is always disciplined, because one is practicing something, some measure, some idea, some value, some belief, some form. When one does that again and again and again, it is a practice, because this is how things work. In other words, as who and what we are we are practicing SOMETHING. This is also why we tend to blame ourselves, as in all hate is self hate, because we essentially understand in a kind of hazy forgotten way, that what we do, what we move as within, or without, is our practice, is how we have disciplined ourselves, is what we have chosen to be a disciple of! Thus, an inability to change, a resistance to change, can be a state of petrification because what we have practiced and/or repeated as a form as words and ideas within ourselves, layering this as a practice that builds a discipline, can either be of beliefs that limit movement of insights that lend a greater ability to flow with and change, and realize the awesomeness of real building, utilizing how we work for better behaviors which, in this context, would reflect as a greater ability to change because this is understood. If one is caught in limiting beliefs, that can become a resonant wall that petrifies one’s ability to be that parent without a higher level of education actually walking with the child, making sure they build an effective understanding to the degree that child can self generate with confidence. 

Thus, when I face a client, for example, and that client appears to agree, yet with time they appear to not move, what is it that hinders this movement, but an inner built resonant series of repeated beliefs that are causing a form of petrification in relation to living what is understood as a parent not needing to already have information within them, or understanding or insight, because they can grow and learn with the child and that this growing and expanding, is repeating in a disciplined way, something other than perhaps beliefs that have been repeated within again and again with a lack of understanding how this all works. It is incredible that in the research in teaching children to read, all of this is made visible in what findings that research contains! 

I have been in a school situation, where a boy that came from a home life that lacked attention that child needed and wanted. This boy would, when it came time to read, become so frustrated he tended to use violence towards objects to express his shear frustration at not being able to read. It was unfortunately out of control. Yet, this behavior was a loud voice and a practiced behavior for this boy. He had not managed to get beyond that mood or tone of expression. And, the very form of our public schools are not meant to be that for him. They are a direct instruction model, they are not meant to be the one on one model, because that is costly. Also, just as with animals, once a practice, as a discipline has repeated to the extent it becomes the master of the child, just as effective discipline becomes a mastery of a human, it takes an incredible effort to change that behavior because it is understood that it is more difficult to correct a mistake than it is to learn something correctly in the first place. That behavior can become a form of inner petrification, in that changing it appears to not be an option, yet, with great effort, it can happen. Who ultimately spends most of their time with children and are responsible for that child, but the parent? And, since education is the most important thing, it would make sense in our current money system it is the most expensive thing! And yet, it can be the easiest thing because a parent can walk with a child and build understanding with the child! I can see where there would be so many many justifications coming up in relation to these simple facts that are in our research. This can become such a wall of resistance to what is actually very natural! It means we as humans have great power, what is lacking is to accept this power and take self responsibility! Thus, what is petrification but a fear of taking self responsibility? It all narrows down to fear. 

What is the way out of fear? It is to use one’s discipline which one is using at all times, and to ensure that one directs one’s discipline into building effective understanding of the information that is this physical and practical reality right here, right in front of us as this physical LIVING reality. 

Look at the well known statement of and as trying to get a man to look at information that would take away his salary because it would mean that the means of that man making in income would end, is a form of a fear of change. It is a form of being frozen in a set body of information, one that has been practiced again and again, one that has been through discipline, what that man believes. Thus, when new information comes along, that moves against that resonant blue print of information, that resonant body as the projection of information about something, that is used to direct that man, will ignore, spite, criticize, reject, attack, belittle in many ways, even hiding from that which upsets that inner resonant belief system. This is a form of rejection based on a fear. That boy who cannot read, he is acting out a practice perhaps allowed too many times, and without proper support that cannot be given by a school, to the extent what happens as the self direction is that of that lack expressing itself in violent form. It is the same, one is simply more manifested in reality in a different way. What humans tend to do is justify one action as not being as bad as another, this in itself a means of distracting from addressing the real issue- which is a form of gossip. Project the name of the problem out there, create a discussion around naming that thing ONLY, and time goes by and it is time to leave - this being a form of escape. Even been to a meeting and it appears there is someone there to bring forward a good, and extend that presentation throughout the timeline of the meeting so that what really needs to be addressed does not happen? Where does the statement that a man will not interact with information that threatens their job come from? One can become a master of FEAR, as this is really what this is, it is living being a master of fear. The terms, if one turns the word FEAR into an acronym  is Fear Everything And Run of Face Everything And Rise! We all have the responsibility to be that parent, the one who lacks understanding and yet, sits down and builds a correct discipline because in essence we are doing the same no matter which direction we allow. 

Petrification is being caught in a petri dish of information that one has practiced again and again and again, which is being disciplined!  Behaviors of that limited discipline in ignoring what is here as this living world around us, can accumulate and build into a resisting resonance called behavior. This is why, someone wrote a fairy tale about an egg that falls off a wall, where all the men around us cannot put that egg back together again. Which discipline has been the practice of you? And yet, this makes it clear that this was built, which means it can be un-scattered and rebuilt in simple ways  using the same that built it, a step by step consistent practice over time, until a change happens, which it will, because this is how this works. 

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410 An Economic System that Withstands the Test of Time

An Economic System that Withstands the Test of Time

As long as we have war, we have not found an economic system that withstands the test of time. And such a system will be hard to transfer into within the present system where so much wealth is siphoned through war to a few. After world war two, the discoveries from using chemicals were then moved into private ownership, even though it was tax payer dollars that supported the research and now this seems to be a pattern. When there is money, as profit to be made, this part moves into private ownership, and when there is potential loss of profit, or the consequences that lead to loss, this is moved into the realm of the masses, the slave wagers, the tax payers, the consumers, the base of the pyramid, the waste end.. Obviously, a pyramid scheme would move in this way, to maintain its scheme, otherwise there is no longer a pinnacle to climb to. This scheme is a antibiosis, the ends of the spectrum as the scheme not beneficial to one another, all of this varying by degree, and in totality destructive and ignorant of physical reality. Our separation from reality, done with limited values that create a more than and a less than because limited values  only lack substance because they are not equal with a constant, and therefor end up being a search for what is constant, within a state of division, as what withstands the test of time proves stability. So, the separation is a division into a lesser substance that perpetuates what it is, division. Thus, a pyramid scheme is the manifestation of a state of division, and does as it is, divides again and again, the pendulum moving from the more than and the less than, polarities, and in its limitation looks at the past, what is previous, and tries to correct, but as this is a state of division from stability, it cannot see the whole because the starting point was of division. This separation is based on an idea in separation from physical reality that which we actually see, this a starting point of consistency, that which is what is equal in everything that exists, that which is constant in everything that exists, that which is same, and that which is the value, the absolute value, (were it not than it would not be), because life is the birth - so to speak- of absolute value. lol So freakin simple, so common sensical, that the behaviors of greed we are allowing are a joke. It is to simply forgive this behavior and create an economic system that can withstand the test of time, meaning an economic system that creates stability on earth, which would bring forth heaven on earth. And, as I have said before, we have been told that we need to bring heaven to earth, that we must become the living word, which is to equalize the within of ourselves with the without, respecting the actual real physical world.

War is the consequence of separation from reality, it is a state of division into ideas of more than and less than, and thus a disrespect of life. In our personalities we are this division, because if we really look at why we are what we are, we will see that what we believe ourselves to be is based on accumulated layers of judgement of what is more than and less than, thus each of us are the micro movement within, that has accumulated to the macro movement as the present economic system that now supports perpetual war to funnel a more than , as money , to the top of the pyramid scheme of more than and less than as our present system. We, all of us, are supporting what exists without because this is what we are within. Watch what you do in your day, is there any moment of comparison within? Are there any reactions of inferiority, as fear of loss because a judgement has been made that someone has something more than yourself? And instead of looking at the discipline that person has within directing themselves, even if it is done in self interest, what is looked at is that this person has something you do not? Within this, this discipline can be learned, we are all able to direct ourselves because we are in essence life, and life as what is birthed is a starting point of absolute value, or we would not be, we have simply imposed a limited value system on top of this, and this imposed limited value system feeds off of what is constant as this absolute value. So, it is not to denigrate discipline, but it is to realize that this shows us we are capable, and that this capacity can only go so far if it serves a lesser “ god” , a system of division into more than and less than, thus a competition instead of this being in developed disciplined expression being the gift of life, that when considered what must be taught/allowed in all life on earth, will bring about heaven on earth. The suppression and lack of this is what maintains the division from life, this a system of division that does as it is.

Thus an economic system that supports all life must be placed on earth. A system that can consistently allow the absolute value of life to be what is expressed, and earth will become a exhilaration of life, absolutely.

To begin a structure of what will give as we receive must be the economic structure placed on earth, where division no longer exists that creates lack; starvation, porn, borders, laws, non development, disease, pollution.  The rape of resource to support excess on one end of a spectrum that is division and disregard of life - of the value being life. The rape of children to feed the imbalance of those in excess, which is imbalance, this imbalance wanting to “ right” itself out which means it is not in a self sustaining state of consistency, which means separation from the value of itself as life. Release of imbalance  is not an end in itself, what is causing the imbalance, must be corrected back to itself as what is constant, and this would be what is best for all, as what is best for all would create a stable and constant state of being. This would be real joy, an absolute value as life, here. 

Thus, what has been developed for generations by the many hands of men, must be given to all to support life, as no one hand has created what is here, it is the collective of life on earth that developed here, and within this , it is to take that which is good, and what is supportive, and to use this to support all equally, and to help in realigning men with what is of absolute value, as what is same in all, as what allowed the birth of life, the realization that the value is being life, here.

Within how we are now, with this one-eyed god as this pyramid scheme being what determines existence on earth, must be re-forned or removed with a new system there in place to direct, into a system that gives as it receives. This would be a Living Income Guarantee, to ensure everyone has at least enough money to have the basic needs to take care of themselves, with those who are willing to work ( which would be most of us, as it is human nature to want to be involved) having twice the amount of the basic living wage/income. This would be a win-win for everyone of us, because this would immediately reduce so much crime, and if crime diminishes, as behaviors of survival become less, that just - for example - realize how much real estate in high crime areas would increase?! This begins within each of us, to realize our mind/consciousness systems are a collection of values that are a limitation as us not being equal in common sense to here, to the gift of life as the physical that works in practical, visible, common sense, able to be understood ways. Our minds are the image and likeness of the survival/pyramid scheme and nature is not this, nature is symbiotic, each part working in harmony with every other part, supporting one another absolutely. It is the resonance of men, as what the mind consciousness system of limited values projects and forces,  that is upsetting this earth, creating lack, allowing abuse. This must be aligned with the without as the physical, this mind, this picture taker, that is taking in the image and likeness of parents in same state of separation. So, the clean up happens within each of us, and without as placing an economic system that becomes what is best for all. Within all this, there is no other choice, because to be beliefs, opinions and ideas of more than and less than is by what it creates, by what it says and does, not in equality to life, not in equality to what life can only be, which is absolutely what is best for all. There is no other choice of being. Ironically, this is what we are under the separation of ourselves as mind, this is what we really seek, this is the real power of ourselves, here.

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Day 320 The quieting of disgust

It has been interesting to walk this sheen, this character, this movement into fear, as what disgust really is an allowance of as what I am/become. To have walked this sometimes subtle habit, and a habit it is, seemingly commonplace, yet once noticed, and caught as what I “go into” as a personification and stopped, using breath to ground myself, to not allow this, allows a inkling of remaining here, seeing here. Here, takes on more depth, more movement, more discernment within what is here being something that moves instead of seeming like a labeled thing - so to speak.
Yet, i realize that under this is more fear, and this fear disables this discernment, this seeing of what is here, this actual seeing of life, here, so vital, how much have i allowed myself to miss in becoming fear, petrifying myself within a distortion that is stagnant?
Which would mean that creating fear on this planet, is really a crime, a crime so absolute, I actually have the thought at this moment, that to become aware of life, which I have not realized, is going to realize the shame of what has been accepted and allowed by men believing that wealth defines existence, when the real wealth is becoming equal and one with and as the very expression of life.
What I find now what comes up a lot , is a fear of punishment. Which is a fear of death, yet to not remove fear is death, to chose not to discern what is here and how here functions and moves, is to die. Thus to not stand and support a system that supports all life as the value is a crime. The shadow of the elite, and the presentation of knowledgeand information that is ambiguous and unclear, limited, partial, is a reflection of disinformation for them as well, as a living shadow existence is not living, because in seeing life, in realizing life, there would be no fear, only a desire to become one and equal to and as life, here.
The only choice is to turn and face fear. It is the only way out. And one has to do this alone. No one can do this for us, we must do this alone. A system that allows this, as anequal money system, would allow so many who struggle so absolutely, the opportunity to stop and look at walk into life, to get this planet in order, the order of life being the value.
So, is this reaction as disgust, masking a fear of punishment from childhood.

I would sit and listen to my mother, as this was a way to placate her so I would not be punished. And I was disgusted with myself for doing this, and I want to say that my mother was disgusted with herself for what she accepted and allowed, a sense that my mother was running from her own self denial, being the want and need for attention in place of facing her self. So it was like catering to something that was dirty and being disgusted because in doing this one protected oneself from punishment. Sitting and listening to my mother was like being caught in a trap, yet at the same time the trap was a respite from the alternative which was punishment.
And as a child, I did not have the means to communicate this, so silence, and listening to wait it out.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear punishment.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe, as I am here at this moment as an adult, to blame myself for not standing up within that past moment and to judgemyself here as that, as a less than for accepting and allowing, without speaking up, the behaviors of another, to avoid punishment, where I probably did not have the worlds to speak, and even if I did, because I was a child, more than likely would not have been heard, as the program of my mother was that children were seen and not heard, which was the program of many adults at that time, and still is.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself as not having the strength to stand and communicate based on a past experience where I was a small childand could not make an adult hear me.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear speaking up and looking here, to remain quiet within and as myself to avoid punishment.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear speaking up because i might not get things from my mother as in being special because I sat and listened without reaction, all the while sitting and listening to avoid being punished.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have avoided looking and instead to have become “waiting patiently” to occupy myself instead of looking at my mother, because looking at my mother meant watching her separate from herself into and as an avoidance of herself as she had chosen to become authoritative to organize her world and keep it under control, as a means of survival, this approach being a way and means of not looking here, as organizing everything and ordering everything, meant not looking at life, here, not seeing and realizing the movement of life here, this life so vast and alive, a world the adults did not move with, and punished should this be spoken of, a description of what was here, as fluid and moving here a type of shadow existence hidden in avoidance tactics known as characters of knowledge and information, the means and ways of being lazy in disciplining self with life here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear describing here, as how here moves, which ironically is actually not too hard, but such would seem strange and other worldly should someone attempt to describe such to a stagnant entity disconnected from here in and as fear.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear describing consequence, to fear describing here, as life as something that moves, as this would also mean that lack of opportunity means the depression of life here, which the present system creates, a lack of life, as poverty in taking what sustains life, as a system of greed that is a state of stagnation by its nature that is a starting point of fear of loss, which is a separation from life.
i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear sharing life , as one time I took mice from the barn to show my mother and she flushed them down the toilet with a shriek, and I remember being shocked and horrified, and ashamed that I had brought the baby mice into show my mother, the reactions in the moment in the memory were numerous and I became overwhelmed.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become angry within this as well, an anger that is embarrassment for not having discerned that this would be the reaction of my mother, thus my own anger is really shame, and thus a non-looking at what is here, as I had wanted attention and acknowledgement through the baby mice.
Why does this attention always seem to come up? it is like wanting to be good, and share, as thought sharing is a good thing, like what i am supposed to do. But this is a positivepolarity, thus what would initiate this seeking of a good? Simply not wanting to be punished? Had I learned a selective sharing as a way to stop punishment.
I do have a problem with seeking attention, and I react to others that I label as seeking attention - it is one of my pet peeves - so to speak.
Thus this is me, I become disgusted with seeking attention when I project this, see this, in others. It really is like I use this to not be attacked, to avoid punishment, to keep the enemy of punishment near. Like the saying keeping the enemy near. Hide from what is here. Don’t look now, you might be punished for looking.
I have a neighbor with whom I would speak and greet and chat with sometimes when we crossed paths. He has had a new girlfriend for a couple of years now. She is very loud and aggressive. One day we chatted, and he basically apologized for her behavior and said that she was too unstable and then looked at me. We no longer greet one another and chat, what we do when we notice one another is meet with our eyes, give a slight nod and that’s it. We cannot communicate any more than this, because any action that triggered the reactions this girlfriend is known to have ( she supposedly has a police record for this) are avoided. So, my neighbor and i no longer have the friendly neighborly chat. I have heard this woman go into a verbal tirade, so I am not really interested in facing one, thus I join in in the distant MO of greeting.
This is a fear of death, simplistically, I am afraid this woman is going to come and beat the shit out of me, because evidently she has done this. And she is a school teacher. Figure that one out. lol
To avoid this, is being a non-looking at here. It is like, well it is, as there is a voice in my head saying “ don’t look, don’t look, don’t look” again and again and again.
There is even a movie with Donald Sutherland called Don’t Look Now, and I remember it well, it kept me on the edge of my seat many a time.
This not wanting to look, which has come up with me before, no longer has this layer of disgust after having done forgiveness on this.
The behavior within disgust is to not look, and the fear is a fear of death and the correction is to breath and to slow down and to look at here, to stop being lazy and taking on the character of tribute to knowledge and information to entertain, where attention is an indication that I have successfully entertained myself away from looking at what is here as life. This seems a comfortable place. Un-fortune . But it is the only way out of fear.