Day 216 Self commitment within validation/idol creation

I commit myself to realizing that to judge and not immediately see, realize and understand that judgement has no purpose within solution, within any investigation into and as what would support all life in every moment within and as myself, therefor, when I judge within or without, I breath and I walk through the veil of fear to steady myself within clearing my waters of friction and conflict until I become this as a constant, in and as an expression of life, here, as what I am, as what is the value.
I commit myself to breathing and to walking through all the dialogues of the mind, the entertainment, the MO of the mind in survival and thus greed to which I have separated myself, abdicating myself as life in favor of ideas, beliefs and opinions of limited substance and a state of lack in being life, as what I am, this behavior manifest as want, need and desire, where all judgements are myself lost in a character and personification of self validation, as a self religion, as a composition of stagnant non-directive movements of myself as life.
I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that this is a process of walking through the layers of separation as the behaviors of thoughts, emotion and feeling, exposing wants , needs and desires taught to be given/found/fulfilled within objects in separation from myself, as I see a quality as being an object, not seeing realizing and understanding that what I am, as what I express and move myself as, which is also a movement within another, is a movement and thus not something that can be owned, but in all reality, something that is expressed in a moment, and then can one move onto the next moment, which is actually more “interesting” than sitting at the foot of a supposed god because self is actually living the experiences being “told” - so to speak, where within this, it is an absolute crime to deny this physical world, earth, as supporting life, as the medium of expression for life, and thus realizing that all that is here is to support life, this being of life, thus to deny a child full development in expression as life, through starvation or to fulfill the lusts of men in separation from themselves into and as hiding within an energetic rush ( shortlived and thus needing constant “feed” - like the systems on computers) not seeing , realizing and understanding through stopping and taking a breath each and everytime an obvious pattern of repeated behavior once again demands attention, thus it is to realize that this physical world is here to support life, yet man has imposed what is obvious repeated patterns of behavior that consume the experience of the form of the human here on this earth.
I commit myself to realizing , understanding that the devil shows up in the details of the patterns of obsessions and possessions within and as the behavior of humans, where it is possible for myself and anyone to realize this if one stops and breaths and realizes this takes time to see, as what has been taught is a lack of spacial ability to realize and see the obvious, which is what is being accepted and allowed that is so visible through patterns of behavior and the voice of the forked tongue, presenting the happy justifying good to hide the enslavement to a pattern of behavior evident as a constant need, and thus a constant projection into and as an idea that has been made a angelic guide clutched onto in fear of loss, when this is the illusion, as the physical world is the gift to realize self as life.
I commit myself to breathing, to mapping out the behaviors of separation, to realize my own patterns of separation, to piece myself back together as life, to become one and equal to this physical world as the gift of self realization in and as life.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that all the heaviness I experience is myself is separation from life,

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that when and as I become heavy and want to sleep, I am not looking at how and with what belief, opinion and idea I have created through compounded thought, emotion and feeling, that I have used to direct myself here, in separation from common sense in and as myself as life.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that this system of resource ownership by a mono, and utilities to process resource development debted to the poly is a system of abuse, as the very same hierarchy learned in the fourth grade where the upper tiers of this abuse, refuse to see, understand and realize that they are in separation from themselves as life, even down the ladder to the soldiers, many of whom are realizing that they are simply the pawns as the poor being sent to other plots of resource to kill off the poor there so that a mono can own the resource and then turn the raping and maintenance of that resource over to the poly suggesting any manner of improvement in life- the happy face as the only without revealing consequence, taking all profits for themselves and placing in austerity measures, which is in effect simply creating a concession stand, an absolute crime against life, as the resources are not being used in ways that are best for all, so evident in the destructive methods of resources acquisition and use , where they are used up and the earth destroyed as what is here has not been utilized within what is best for all, including the environment in which that resource was mined from.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that there is no reasoning with a polarity that see only itself, as this is the mind, which must stand outside of itself and realize that the projections of the mind made huge are the separation from life, into an energetic storm, like a entity, a demon, lost in a conflict of want, need and desire, chasing instead of being, grabbing instead of giving, raping instead of expressing.
I commit myself to realize all movement within and as myself that validates a character within and as myself through an impatient “snap/tantrum “ of self justification, where often a statement of ignorance is used, such as “ I don’t know” or “this is not possible”, or “we don’t know how to do that” or “ go ask your mother” or “ go ask your father” or “ the lord only knows” or “ it is a mystery” or “ “that cannot be known” as the list goes on and on, where this is a behavioral pattern within existence that signifies only ignorance, as a singular self abdicating action, where all that is needed is an investigation into the mechanics of the present system on this earth and the mechanics of the movement of men as mind, as thoughts, emotions and feelings, voiced as beliefs, opinions and ideas, suggesting a more than, less than, or ignorant, stance, where in many ways ignorance is hiding within a point of indecisiveness, a worship of an idea of neutrality being good, when in fact if it is not a directive that supports all life, then it is a crime against life, as there is no choice but to support all life, which in common sense does even need a validation of a god or no god, as the human is here, and there is no excuse to not take care of this earth within what is best for all, as praying is in effect begging, which is self abdication within being supportive as being directive within what is best for all. Period,

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Human Resources: Social Engineering in the 20th Century

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Catastroika - Greek Documentary

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Day 70 Suppression of common sense begins in childhood

Day 70 Suppression of common sense begins in childhood

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that as a child my own common sense what rejected and ignored.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that in “shutting down” my own common sense I lost the ability of myself to communicate.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand , that there is no common sense within this world and what I am as what I have become to fit into a world that does not consider and respect and work with this physical world, is a reflection of the shutting down of my own common sense that happened over the number of years it took for me to become an adult, and that the adult I have become is devoid of common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear using my common sense for fear that I will be ignored and attacked as this is what happened to me as a child, and thus this memory is  based in fear of attack attached to myself resonantly as I am programmable, as self one and equal to an awareness of this physical world as what I am as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being myself for fear I will not survive in a world that attacked me, as I was a child and it was believed I had no sense, when this does not make sense as children can rapidly learn things, more so than the supposed “developed” adult.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that what I was seeing happening to the young girls who were models in NYC when I was a teenager, was their common sense being shut down as they stepped into and as a limited design in and as the “perfect” looking woman, as a role, trying to fit into the media image idea of what a woman “sould” herself as to survive, as common sense does not fit into a system that only serves profit for the few.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the soldiers committing suicide, one a day at this time, are doing so as they are being forced to go against their own common sense of life, and thus of their equality to all life, where they have been lead to believe that they are not fulfilling the perfect male “dominator” role and thus are a failure to their country, a country of politicians and corporations composed of people who allow and support the rules dictated through their participation, saying they are just doing their job and not realizing that it is the actions of each and everyone of us that create the “water the fish swim in” as what this society has become in totality - a society in separation from a common sense of this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that our soldiers are in conflict with their own common sense as life and the “G.I. Joe” image and likeness they played with as children, a doll sold to practice the boy into being sould to a system that supports the flow of money to a few and to being a limited means of making a living - as this is all that is offered- while all this effort and development could just as well be used to provide clean drinking water for this world, to provide the means to live a dignified life where children are allowed to become adults in full capacity of their common sense, an existence of heaven on earth, where fathers could actually spend time with their children without the stress and anxiety of financial indebtedness hanging over their heads and causing the manifestation of anxious behavior.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting a system that continues  an existence of war when the sons of this earth are committing suicide, a clear indication that life is not being supported.

I forgive myself  for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that not only is it a crime to go into another country and kill children to obtain freely given earth resources, but that it is also a crime to send the sons of this earth into killing fields to become puppets to a few who believe they have a right to more than that which is one and same as them, all that exists on this earth that is life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the children and wives of these men committing suicide are left to a world that cannot explain why suicide exists as all common sense has been shut down, where if one really has a look at this, suicide is a clear indication that this system existent on earth is not supporting life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the suppression of myself is the suppression of life, and that what I am being taught by this present system, as evident with the existence of suicide on this earth, is not what develops and supports what it is that I am, which is life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that until suicide no longer exists on this earth, life is not what is being lived on this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when some man with a degree tells me that the suicide of my husband is not my fault, this supposedly educated person is only giving sympathy, and not telling me anything of any value or explanation as to why suicide exists.

I forgive myself  for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that the very existence of myself as not being able to explain suicide is my self telling me that there is no explanation, as suicide is the very manifestation of a lack of common sense as what this present system on earth is in fact, and as how the human has not been allowed to develop in common sense, thus what exists on this earth is a system of limited design, and not of common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that a child is gentle and giving and thus perhaps this is the nature of the human as life, where within and as this nature is the ability to learn rapidly, and thus this ability would be the presence of a child in and as common sense, as common sense is the ability to sense this world to a greater degree than what that child turns into as an adult, where the adults of this world serve a system of limited design, and thus become an e(nergy)go that serves a system that obviously does not support life, as if life were supported, there would be no starvation, no rape, no suicide, no child sex trafficing, no disease, no  ADHD, no cancer, where all of these things are growths of destruction and SUPPRESSION of life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see , realize and understand that advertising spends billions of dollars a year to influence the public, and that they continue to do so because it works, tells me that the human is programable and thus, the stories and images all over the media are doing the same, and thus everything that is propagated by the media is the dis-focusing of common sense, thus must the billions of dollars a year continue to be spent in order to keep the separation from and suppression of self as life, as self in common sense of life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my obsessions and addictions are one and the same to what is plastered all over this earth by media.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize see and understand that the only way out of this separation from life as what this system allows is to change this system to one that supports life where the answer is  “to give as you would like to receive,” as does this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to sit down and look at how much of the federal budget is spent on war, how much is spent on alcohol, how much is spent on advertising alone and to realize that this could be spent on supporting life, thus is there no excuse for not implementing a basic income grant to support life first, where it would soon be discovered that crime would come to an end, that many of the abusive behaviors that exist are caused by accepting the unacceptable simply to survive and that this must be done to stop the sons of man from committing suicide.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that soldiers committing suicide is the child unable, in common sense , to support and maintain the accepted and allowed world system of profit/greed and survival.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to see, realize and understand that this system of greed and profit is so indifferent to life that it sends the sons of man onto battlefields to clean up bombs made of depleted uranium where it is known that this substance will lead to a horrible death as this uranium is radioactive.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this same depleted uranium is subtly labeled as “depleted” to misinform and lead astray as it suggests that somehow it is no longer uranium.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to research what this depleted uranium is doing to the children being born in the areas where this depleted uranium was used and all in the name of grabbing resources to support the existence of a few on the top of a pyramid that need not exist, as this earth is able to support life in dignity for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I accepted and allowed the rush of energy that leads to obsession and possession, all of which is one and the same as myself as I became and desired to be the image and likeness as that which is promoted by the media and advertising.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that I have allowed myself to separate myself from my common sense and thus suppressed myself as life, thus am I as much to blame as the people on the top of this pyramid, and thus the only solution is to deconstruct this pyramid by standing up and supporting a system of equality - an Equal Money System and/or a Basic Income Grant, which can only be done through coming together as a group and developing a majority to stand and place, through a vote, a system that supports life as the value, to remove the evil - living eye as a centralized power that suppresses self directive autonomy, as self is capable of when common sense is allowed to develop as what the human is as life.

I commit myself to showing the human how programmable the human is through revealing what has been accepted on this earth to the extent the human no longer can fathom any other existence than what has been propagated.

I commit myself to revealing that the desteni i process is about deprogramming what is resonantly held within and as the human physical body that is the self separated into and as energy, where the energetic addiction has consumed all the focus of the human, to the point where it is believed that nothing else exists and to the point where many of our children can no longer read.

I commit myself to practice standing in common sense, again and again and again , no matter how many times I fall, until it is done, until there is heaven on earth.

I commit myself to pointing out how advertising spends billions to indoctrinate and enslave to energetic fixes that need constant sustenance to survive, where the movies and words in all media, including the stories sould are essentially the same thing, as that the media is paid for by those who have control of money and thus what is propagated by media is configured in such as way to keep the addictions fed and not to sustain and develop a self directed human in common sense of what is real as this physical world.

I commit myself to asking questions that cause friction within the program of energy as polarities towards my fellow men and  to no longer fear the cognitive dissonance as the mind seeks an answer in singularities that have no answer as a sense of the whole and totality of existence has not been developed.

I commit myself to no longer wanting to win something, or becoming righteous, as I realize that in a system of equality, I will not be known or become famous or have more than another, thus is there nothing to win in promoting a system of equality as what will be won/one is myself as life much like the smile of a child before the tantrums of energetic desire consume and begin the separation of myself into and as wanting to be special when the value is simply myself here, being life.

I commit myself to explaining to others that the idea of self direction, as self expression, as self honesty, as self responsibility will seem like a huge fearful thing when seen through the eyes of a mind that has been made huge and addictions that seem insurmountable as nothing else has been taught, and that the physical is here to support as this is what is real as this is what is supporting all of us, as what is real is what has been allowed to be owned by a few, who themselves are in separation from life.

I commit myself to realizing that what desteni is saying is that the configuration of this world can be reconfigured to support life, and that the tools are here, they just need to be directed, by the hands of men, to support all life and to end this world system of profit and greed.

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