Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Day 205 discretion within making a degree of difference huge

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Working within a regional school district i started to notice patterns within the total, and within each township elementary school.
Each school had the gamut of class, but within each school it varied by degree. For instance, in one school there were more “lower class” children, as in the “norm” of lower class children ( there are any number of variations) who had a more limited vocabulary and thus more difficulty within keeping up with the work, as they were not able to express as well as the rungs of the ladder where more vocabulary was present at home, from day one. So, there were combinations of this ability within my district. The degree of change was really between two or three students, so the numbers within test scores varied slightly, but this could create a difference within the tiers of the test analysis, making this slight difference seem bigger than it was.
Then, because of this, each township had attitudes about the other, as thought the townships competed, each believing they were more special in some way, and had any number of justifications. The problems in the local high school, where when one town had a much bigger base of children. Within sports, the larger groups that had traveled from elementary school had formed a click, and this remained within the varsity selections, even the coach admitting that the group needed to be “bonded” thus eliminating children from the smaller towns because they were not a part of this bond. In my case, this coach had been involved with these children since they were in elementary school.
So all of this was played out in the schools scenario. This competition was made bigger than looking at the patterns and really making an effort to change them, to use them to understand.
In many ways the whole world is like this. We are humans that vary in ability, in DEVELOPMENT by degree. We are all able, as the form of what we are, given the support, to become equal to the most developed human. It is simply the lack of exposure and direction taught within understanding this from the beginning, as is seen from this microcosm in which I live. We, the human, are so busy competing and labeling and placing into divisions of more than and less than, that we are not looking at the patterns and realizing what is lacking to change the variations in degree of development to supporting what allows equal development. Instead of looking at how one developed person has been developed and utilizing this to create the same in another, we stop at the idea only of where the individual is and categorize them, as though this is an accomplishment as a discretionary ability.
discretion |disˈkre sh ən|
1 the quality of behaving or speaking in such a way as to avoid causing offense or revealing private information : she knew she could rely on his discretion.
2 the freedom to decide what should be done in a particular situation : it is up to local authorities to use their discretion in setting the charges | a pass-fail grading system may be used at the discretion of the department.
discretion is the better part of valor proverb it is better to avoid a dangerous situation than to confront it.
ORIGIN Middle English (in the sense [discernment] ): via Old French from Latin discretio(n-) ‘separation’ (in late Latin ‘discernment’ ), from discernere (see discern ).

Interesting that the word “ discretion” means separation! Even look at the proverb! It is better to avoid a dangerous situation than to confront it.
What, is it dangerous to actually look at the patterns of the status quo and to confront them? Dangerous to whom? Those who have had the opportunity to an exposure of more development? On an earth that gives, where man does not even show an understanding of himself? As if he did, then dis-creation would not exist because what ishere in common sense would have been looked at simply by looking at the patterns and seeing where equal development was not the norm, as this development means full potential is realized and must absolutely be the outcome, as this is common sense and respect for life!

That supposed “dangerous situation” is not going to be resolved unless it is confronted. That is common sense! Total awareness of this earth, and total awareness of oneself as one’s human physical body, is the means to understanding what is here! This is development, and lack thereof, is a crime against life. Period.

So the process, as the end game of development as judgement, as this is what this is, is a dis-creation as life, as it looks only to a lack and does not confront the admitted danger of such existential behavior and then correct it. This can be corrected because the ability in some shows the potential in others as what the human is in fact, thusacceptance of lack is unacceptable, and the idea that there is danger in confronting what is actually “limited behavior” is ignorance and therefor unacceptable.
Yet this would be what is developed within a system of inequality, as the present profit based system that is a belief of more than and less than, of greater and lesser (this greater and lesser is ONLY some more developed than other, as others have lacked development). So each of us, in being discretionary are in effect limiting life when we stop within this, as this is a means to realize the existent patterns and confront them and change the system to one that supports creation instead of only being discretion. This in essence is seeing the parts and bringing them back to the whole, piecing this existence together again within absolute direction to and towards what is best for all, which is the full development of the human, bar none.
This earth gives freely, for this purpose, as this is the only choice. Thus the human must create a system, build a system that supports all life, and we have the model of nature, as this earth.
Our discretion is seeing the divisions only without standing within a directive principle to eliminate the “less than” and unite the divide to realize support towards life expression in-totality, absolutely. This is the value.
Interesting that “discretionary income” represents what monies can be used for what each level of development uses to substantiate its own placement by degree within development, thus essentially buying itself badges of honor showing its development/placement, as thought this is honorable. But actually it is not, it is the continued impulse ( as impulsive) of separation, just as the word discretion means, as it sees only the separations and not what is the value, life. This act of discretion does not see thesuffering and limitations and realize that acts of discretion are not supportive of life, are not taking a step towards becoming life. The next step is to realize that even this act of discretion is a limitation and ignorant of life, as there is not life on this planet, this organism, until everything that is here is absolutely directive as self as life, fully developed as life, equal and one to life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself not to see, realize and understand my own discretions as an act of judgement lacking self direction and consideration of life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself for not see, realize and understand that in looking to be discrete I am in effect hiding my own judgements and not realizing that those whom I judge are simply in lack and thus require what is needed to support them into becoming life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the danger existent on earth is the lack of development in the human, the animalsand the soils that sustain life here, that give freely, so that the human can realize itself as the gift of life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that there is not real development and evolution until all the forms existent on earth are fully supported and allowed development absolutely directive as a will of what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to make judgements about anything here, without bringing it back to what is best for all, realizing that the behaviors on this earth, that are one and the same as the present system of profit for a few who believe themselves to be more than - not looking at the fact that what they are is because of development which could not exist without the physical world as earth and thus to think that it was because of self alone and to think that it could have been done without what is here as this physical world is ignoring the fact that with every step of development there was this earth supporting all along the way.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that discretion is an act of separation that when lived as the end means is a crime against life, as it is ignorance of seeing that discretion is simply being aware of the degree of development on earth, and thus requires that the lack of development be addressed until it is done.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the only danger on earth is a lack of development, a lack of equality, a lack of respect for life, a lack of understanding that this earth is the support, this physical world is the support and thus, that any development that has been an opportunity to those who are more developed than others is because of this earth and all that exist upon it, and thus no one’s development is because of self alone, and all development is because of this physical world as all the parts working in tandem to allow any and all opportunity.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that to accept a system of inequality, as profit, is a crime against life, as it is an idea of more than and less than, creating a polarity into and as a discretion only without standing back and looking at the pattern and dangers that discretion accepts and allows as it ignores seeing the patterns of lack by degree and realizing that opportunity allows development and thus that development is possible and that this will eliminate “dangers” as the behaviors of lack existent on earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my emotionsfeelings and thoughts are my indiscretions, my separations from life, my judgements chasing opportunity to become a more than, as I follow what has reverberated as my own fear of loss into a system of inequality that is now impulsing via media, education and family ideas, beliefs and opinions of more than, impulsing such proverbs as “ discretion is a better part of valor” which is simply standing within judgement of more than and less than instead of realizing self as life, equal and one.

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that I must stand up and change the present system of inequality, that is not supporting life and only creating more and more discretion, to allow all that is here as life to be supported with basic needs, as an Equal Money system , to remove the allowance of lack of development.
I commit myself to realizing that my own indiscretion is showing me my separation.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that a profit based system creates inequality, judges inequality, and then punishes inequality, as it is those whoabuse opportunity, through believing their indiscretions justified based on opportunistic development not seeing that this very opportunistic development is a means to remove the very dangers a lack of it creates, that one is the outflow of the other, and thus to ignore this is a crime against life.

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