Day 497 A Difference by Degree: Bridging the Judgement Gap

A difference by degree: Bridging the judgement gap

Within a limited value system, as what the human has accepted and allowed, the units of measure in total are minuscule - mini-school - as the gamut of what is used to direct self. I mean, we just need to look around and we can see, realize and understand the limited visual ideals we all accept and allow. Think of the rule that the lawns in front of our houses should be green lawn, and that having a vegetable garden is a taboo on a front lawn; or that a person is only attractive if they have a certain size and measure in their features and a certain color to their hair; or think about how dogs have been bred to bring forward and exaggerate certain characteristics without any consideration for what that eventual frankenstein extreme has on the function of the physical form. Many of those breeds have all kinds of physiological problems. If you would not want to suffer such monstrous physiological problems then why, just to have a certain look, would you wish this on another form for being life on this earth?

The limited values, that are then used in comparison against one another, to compete for an ideological picture, just like that green lawn, really bear no witness to the actual balance within the physical world.

I remember my husband skiing. He was extremely graceful, so much so it was really a joy to watch. To this day, and i don’t watch skiing so much, I have not seen this kind of graceful movement in another skier. I have watched skateboarding videos, because my sons like this, and sometimes a skater comes along with this kind of fluid grace. Others have a completely different quality, in the last week there was a video of a skater that had “ force” as I would call it. He skated with this very directed aggressive speed force. Really hard to put into words. The quality was cool, the expression was cool. I mean, how much are we missing in all of us, when we don’t see the unique quality in every human as the way they express themselves in what they do, where there is probably an inclination in some areas as opposed to others, and what discoveries would be made when all life on earth is valued and our ability within being aware physically of movement and form and expression in and as not only the shape but the way that shape moves. If we look at this, had more awareness in the detail and expression of the physical, instead of imposing ideas as pictures onto how things should be without equal consideration of the physical in total, what would our world become?

The point is that if we take the time to look, we can realize that our values are extremely limited and that within this the degree of difference is tiny. And yet the human is walking around comparing these tiny differences to ascend to …where? The irony is that it is being that expression in-form, and balancing this all out in total as the expression of earth as life as a whole that is the fun and the value.

What we are doing is rejecting a united whole, as this physical earth that would be the most fulfilling life experience beyond any thing our limited value system can imagine. And all because we fear what? Losing ownership of a front green lawn? So, one has that front green lawn and spends years protecting it, watching it and then what? Death? Is that lawn a badge of success worthy of its value? No.

Within the chaos on earth, in a bubble, this appears to be a gain when compared to a possible life of poverty, but this gain in itself is a poverty of life expression. One just as a small degree of more comfort, but within this, the increase in cancer and other diseases, suggests otherwise. Is one really comfortable sitting watching that green lawn as cancer invades and old age and the physical body corrodes over time instead of a quick death because of lack of food? If one stood back and looked within a context of eternity, the two lives would appear to be the same measure, meaning such a slight degree of difference that no foot note would probably be given. This is the measure of the difference, which is really no difference, it just appears to be this way within the limited perspective humans have come to believe is truth. And all the while, the physical is what allows expansion and expression and self awareness into becoming life, a life as the physical that can become what never settles in limitation and instead stands strong within  a value that incorporates movement and expression that is not stagnant and is rather filled with ease.

Our present money system is the expression of a collective accepted and allowed limited value system. And it is wreaking havoc on all of our lives. And we are so caught up in our limited value system that we cannot see the forest through the trees. Yet, we are here as physical beings that have the ability to see, to sense, to move, to create, to organize , to balance out what is here to allow what we need as physical beings, and this earth, to allow the expression of life and enjoy the way in which each expresses themselves. 

Like the action of homeopathy, the outer misalignment, as our money system must change, and we , as humanity have to stand and do this.  As this will enable each to relax and slow down and breath, to stand outside of stress and begin to then look and organize this world together, in ways that support all the physical form of life, because this physical form as the whole earth is us, it is each of us, we are it. It is only an imposed cognitive map in our heads that is our separation. As this accepted and allowed map built of limited values, an energy field within and as us encircles us, and it oscillates with conflict because it has no real substance to exist as, because it is extremely limited, and its measure of value moves as judgement of what is good and bad in accord of its limited insight, because of an idea that something could be lost, when it is the lack of movement with the whole that created the sense of loss. Yet this can be corrected back into the whole, where there need be no sense of loss. And the directive that is very simple, is to give as one would like to receive, which is to realize self as a physical being on a physical world, where one moves as ways that do no harm, and that in being this, in focusing here on what is real, as a physical form with the faculty to focus here, and see, one is able to direct oneself in ways that do no harm, and that this allows self to position self here absolutely, in a movement of self in full function, utilizing self in total, which stops all stagnation and thus dis-ease. This is a gift we can only give one another when we all work together with the physical world. To do this we have to clean up the bubble of limited values as our accepted and allowed cognitive maps , that we need only look to the media, for example, and the banking system, to see, realize and understand.

In many ways, fear if being inferior to this. That is all it is. And yes, the consequences of this are rampant all around us. But, changing this is the way out. And as we walk ourselves out, with each breath, with each movement, a lightness of being, and an ease of breath, will become the movement of us. I mean what else if there? Just give it up, stop the judgements, use your innate common sense and let go the limitations, to stand as what is best for all within and without. Support a system that supports you as life. Support a Living Income Guarantee. Walk the awareness of your generational cognitive map that is of limitation - which means that what is of value will not be lost, and what is of inferiority to life will be equalized to life, thus what appears to be a loss will be a gain. It has been said, that in stopping the mind, all will be lost, and thus, all will be gained. What will be lost is that map, which has been made bigger than life, and what will be gained is life. It is that simple.

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Day 495 Minimum Wage and our Children: An Addiction to short sounds bites of knowledge and information.

Many understand that the minimum wage is not a Living Wage, does not take too much to understand this. A person who is going to work every day in any of the steps required to get a hamburger, for example, onto a plate, must have enough income to pay their bills and exist within a degree of stability to have the peace of mind to observe their surroundings, as worry and stress are a major cause of dis-ease, and dis-ease comes in many forms, behavioral, and physical illness. Dis-ease is a separation from practical common sense, response-ability to care for here, the physical. If one does not have money, one cannot be responsible. If a human physical body has not been trained to be responsible, then the object blame does not solve the problem, what solves the problem is structure, which leads to responsibility. Thus a system of profit for a few, and consequence of  abuse in order to have that profit, takes responsibility, as structural access within and without, away, and disease manifests, meaning a dis-ease with here, communication with here. So, systemically, as we stand now on earth, does not, cannot, will not work. So, we are collectively to blame for any disease manifest anywhere on earth.

In a profit based system, where profit is the law, the cost of distribution and processing can be taken from the profits,  and does not regard this value of the human worker being in a state of ease, when it pays a wage the is not supportive of the human being and remaining stable within a state of ease, as in lacking dis-ease physically and behaviorally. The cost of process has not been paid in full. Period.

Such dis-ease, is then passed onto the children, and in turn causing the same discord to reverberate within all the systems. In the case of the child this reverberates within the schools, and this in turn effects the development of all the children, because it is a sound as a behavior or disease existent within the environment of the school, so in effect we all suffer what exists within our environment. Even the act within of ignorance, is a movement within self as what self is, and this takes the focus of the person, the self, and does effect concentration and development. Therefor, even those who do well are being influenced by everything that exists. Thus the dis-ease of every individual is the concern of all of us if we care about the development of our children. Do we even consider the “ no significant difference” each of what appears as “ little tiny discords” all along the way, in every day, of every year of our lives? if we allow one we allow the cumulative effect of the many “ no-significant differences.”  Is this perhaps why more children are beginning to die of cancer than accident in the last twenty years? I mean,we know that tumors are filled with pesticides, and that many cancers have to do with our “ state of being.” 

And, we cannot blame the object of the dis-ease, because every human is dependent of the system,  a web held in place by the collective, so what is allowed within the system that is not supportive of the human, of which a minimum wage is not, then what is a consequence of that lack, is the responsibility of every single human being participating in the web, which is all of us, because we are on an earth where no matter what is put into the water, on any part, comes to effect all of us. As such, any dis-ease can probably be traced to a conglomerate of causes, so if there is even the minutest indication that something does harm, it cannot be allowed. Also the consequence of an accumulation of ill-effects hidden in the words “ no significant difference” must be realized  as, yes, there is a difference, thus this small difference can accumulate with all effects and create problems over time. 

We can see the problems growing. I mean, even within my local environment, in the last two years as far as I can see, and it is a small group, there has been at lease one suicide a year, last year there were two, and a death of a child from cancer. In a town of about 3000 people, this is of concern, especially when the numbers of residents within towns grow, are the numbers somewhat the same? And do we not notice because we are removed as we are busy in our lives? Do we not look unless it effects us directly? And/or do we live in end game short bites of information, where we end our involvement as our attention, when we say things like, “ she is concerned about this because it directly effected her”? And then the subject changes in the conversation, as though we honor statement making instead of follow through to solution.

 So, there is avoiding follow through to hide practices accepted, and there is social conversational non-follow through because we accept short bits of information and do not even realize that we rush to closure, which is itself a dis-ease with the environment because perceptually we move into the next story, to rush into the tension, the high and the resolution, which means we within and as ourselves have no real stability, here. We remain in a constant state of highs and lows. Reminds me of the weather in America at the moment, where the temperatures are moving from a few degrees above freezing, and then plunging into very frigid temperatures, as though the environment mimics our accepted and allowed short attention span, small information bits to move through a dopamine high of tension release, as an inner energy fix. This addiction to this is causing a dis-ease, because it is not paying attention to the consequences of our actions in total.

And we wonder why our children cannot read and write by the time they leave the education system. And we wonder why  children are labeled and not dealt with in the schools. How can teachers that are products of this system be able to deal with the consequential frustrations that are composition of lack in perception when they themselves are the product of this as well? And as such limited in space/time as the format of the school where the children then go home to parents who do not have enough to have a peace of mind , a mind also used to short bits of information, to monitor and direct that child? And even here, our educated, have not solved this problem. Which means they are not realizing the whole. Had they, then they would see the structure of the form of our society as a collective and stood for a change, instead such is marginalized by the few, and these few probably looked outside the box, went beyond the short sound bites of information that had no extended shelf life ( or one could say that extended shelf life has not value, meaning it is dead and what is missing is what cycles the life within)  as what extends in a physical planet is a cyclical process as the physical that must be maintained and cared for without any harm in order for the lack of disease to exist, which means that the physical is what is real. The physical is the real story and not that short information, as an equation in our minds based on a limited awareness of physical reality, choosing idea over common sense - this meaning to include what we cannot exist without.

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Day 470 Wholeness Enhances Individual Parts

I watched a documentary on cancer. I have known that cures have been suppressed in the name of profit before life for some time. Still, every time I am confronted with this, I become righteous, which will not solve the problem, as in becoming equal to an understanding as to how and why this is allowed to exist, within and without. Looking at what within each of us allows this suppression of solution, this being what removes suffering and allows ease,  must be what is lived as me, in every moment, until this is constant.

I also realize that this suppression of solution, as finding a cure to cancer, flies in the face of all the other developments of men, as so much has been developed to see the small, so, within this, as this documentary points out, there is no reason that a cure for cancer has not been found. So, the media propaganda that “ there is no proof” is more suppression on top of suppression, and all in the self interest of creating a form that moves more to others in the form of money, thus the form of usury is the directive again and again and again, spiting life in a desire to control to have more. 

I mean, this is the same reason natural resources on federal lands are leased out to private companies, where royalties are small in comparison to sales. Always, each form moves the value, as the principle to a few, without any regard or respect for the process of creating values from what is freely given by this earth. Our regulatory systems would rather see a person suffer than provide a solution. And the blame as the nature of obedience is placed outside of self, this self being a part that is what creates the whole structure as our present system, thus we are all to blame.

Since the media is the voice of those that have assembled in abusive ways the money that moves values created from resources by the many and of what is freely given into a separate controllable and collectible object as value placed on a piece of paper, the space of air time is bought and limited aspects are presented to ensure and maintain this pyramid of inequality and it resounds using repetition, which means we humans can be programmed, which means this is known, which means this is being abused. Yet, on the side, if we could process information more readily and within this see patterns, conceptually we would see this abuse. All of which begs many questions about our present education system. Given the state of the world, our education system follows the same law of profit, because the suppression of realizing the whole and the parts is how inequality can be maintained, and obviously, this is a consuming effort - this suppressing - I mean, would we have the present drama of politics if this were not true?

SO, the problem is that we have suppressed what is natural, our common sense, our depth perception, our ability to see and understand form and function, and it is buried under the polarity of good and bad, a consequence of judgement within a self interest as a belief only of a more than instead of what physically works as form and function, the gift as a point of stability, to use ourselves as common sense of physical manifestation of life, where we can see with clarity, right in front of us, what is a movement that causes no harm and is supportive of life, as this is the value.

The law of profit must be aligned to what supports the physical world realizing that the absolute value is life, period, readily visible as a movement that causes absolutely no harm to plant, animal, human, water, air, soil, etc. 

Our education system must become what allows a child to interact with physical existence, as obviously, memorization in a classroom is, as a form, indoctrination - not that it is all bad.  If a human child has hands on direct experience with physical reality, then that child learns about how the physical world works, which is not what a system of inequality would want. So, again, what is here is not what is best for all on many levels and because of the harm this present system of inequality is creating on earth, it is time to change this system, to one that become the law of life being the value.

The rewards of this are a clean earth, a functioning earth, on every inch, on every part. This would create an earth where one could walk freely, at ease, healthy, developing understanding of the physical world. Such a world would enhance the individual parts creating a whole that is the real” more beautiful”, where each part would become its full potential. It is to realize that this is the only way to each individual point’s full potential. I mean, and I have said this before, would this not be the most fun thing any of us have ever done?   Just forgive all the judgement of good and bad, all the incessant comparison, just stop, come here, be here, connect here, build a structure that supports all the life on earth absolutely, to that we can stand together, as this is the only only only way to become the strength of yourself as life because it is the parts that create the structure that enhances the life of the whole, and thus the parts. Support  a Living Income Guarantee as this is realigning money to give each part the strength it needs to build the extraordinary which is life on earth.

Day 408 Is that turn into looking too difficult? Or is the change only a different feeling?

I have been very emotional lately, loopy. So I look to my past and the words that I have heard that linger, these words have been here many times before. The words are “ what you are trying to do is too difficult.”  But it is not difficult, it simply needs to be walked. That turn into looking is probably the most difficult part, moving out of the para-noise of the unknown - a construct of limited values where the very substance of the physical is bypassed for our accepted imprint of limited looking, our ORDER of survival, - into knowing where, ironically, the known is here as the physical showing the way, the gift of life, here. The steps only need be walked. Just stop and breath, here.

I have allowed myself to become reactive to this statement instead of looking here in practical common sense and standing up, speaking up. Going into detail as to how the mind works, into thoughts emotions and feelings being what separates us from here, this mechanism that creates a lesser ephemeral existence that ignores the physical. Just open a newspaper, look around at the obesity, the disease, the state of our waters, the air we breath, the nuclear accidents, the number of children dying of cancer - of which there were three recently in my area alone, and where I live is not densely populated. This is all a red flag, not something to dismiss.  The news of what is going on is all around us, there are gatherings here, where locals stand and talk about a ubiquitous drug culture, there are politicians who are figuring out that the law system is a system of smoke and mirrors, there are oyster men who see that suddenly the reports of horse crab populations are “ confidential” even though it has been pointed out that the Pharmaceutical industryi s taking them for their blue blood and that the state is not monitoring this, and getting angry when someone calls and asks, the state person on that point in our accepted hierarchy lying with ridiculous statements  such as “ the state horseshoe crab monitor  goes at might”, I mean really absurd things are being said in self abdication of being responsible and within common sense about what is happening and no one is speaking up because everyone is fearful of losing their job.  We, each of us are the cause of what is happening and we are allowing ourselves to stand behind the words “ it is too difficult to change.” Well that change that is going to happen at the end is going to be much more difficult than standing up here and realizing this system must change. That death due to the lack of care for earth and all that is of the earth is going to be much more painful than stepping out of ideas such as “ it is too difficult” so I would suggest standing up and changing what we have accepted and allowed within and without. What we are on earth exist as because of what we have allowed within.

When I hear these words I allow myself to feel that I am being too pushy, too aggressive, that I might upset the other. But what I have to realize is that, yes, actually taking the time to look here, will require to make a change and to let go of beliefs, opinions and ideas, and yet there is a structure to walk into, to take into our hands and use to self correct what is here to create an earth that is self sustaining, that supports all life, where life is the value. It really is about taking the limitation and bringing it back to fit with this physical earth in common sense. It is letting go of skimming our way through life and actually reading what is here. This is allowing self to become alive, a living being, HERE. Very simple, no voodoo, what we are existing as is the voodoo! Ironic. This voodoo is what is making our lives difficult. Remove the lack of insight, gain some integrity with the physical ( physical integration ) and the state of “ difficult” will end.

How can we seriously think that destroying the earth is inevitable as supposedly “human nature” will not change? The same issues are going to be here, there is no place to go, they must be faced. Destruction means starting all over again and this is not going to be what will bring us any closer to life, it will be what will take us farther away from life. Thus it is not a solution, the only solution is to stop and stand as life, as life being the value. Thus to say that something is too difficult is to just simply be ignorance, and of course ignorance is going to think that something is complicated, because that is what ignorance is and does. We are walking oxymorons.

I was working with a computer program today, and the simplest  thing needed to be done, it was right there in front of me, and here I was getting all nervous, looking things up on line trying to figure out what I was missing, and what I was missing was right there in front of me. I had expected, based on some idea, that the color of the box would change, and it did not so I thought it was not working. It was me that was not working. The only thing stopping me, and us, is not looking here, and not helping one another to look, this is why blame and spite must end, because it is spending time not looking and pushing the fact that we are not doing the simplest thing in the world which is what are physical bodies are capable of doing, which is looking here instead of at ephemeral pictures in and as our minds of limited beliefs, ideas and opinions.  All baed on self judgements, as fear of losing something, fear of losing an idea that we have to be something, when the being of what we are is dependent on the physical, because without the physical I/we are simply not here! In all common sense, it really does not matter if there even is a heaven, because taking care of here, of this physical world should be done just because it is here and thus must be taken care of with respect for the life that it is. The idea of some alternate existence is really a scam because it makes no sense. The idea of going to heaven and having so called virgins to fuck is ridiculous. I mean who would want to do that all the time anyway? If you want to test out being repetitive, go work in a China i phone factory, you will learn what doing the same thing over and over again will mean. Actually, a iphone factory might be more fun that pumping and grinding away with a dick and a vagina all day. That is just common sense. What needs to be asked here is why the need for the idea of such a thing, and why this release is so believed to be a thing sought after? Stop and look at that image, what is that, I mean that is so one dimensional, thus it does not match physical reality, thus it is a limited construct/thing/state, and because it is limited/singular, it has taken parts of life warped them/inflated them and rerun them again and again, sucking the life as the physical to sustain, and we humans are addicted to that image and that sucking. We never really got past the thumb sucking stage. We just hid it in a picture show as the mind. lol

There are simple words here, that have been given to answer and solve the abuse on earth. They are to give as one would like to receive, they are to become the living word - to say what you mean in clarity, they are to cause no harm and take that which is good - meaning to do what one is capable of doing with those two eyes on your head - to support what is here as the physical, to give what sustains the physical absolutely, they are to realize that as above so below, meaning that it is our above as our minds as belief, opinion and idea being made into something larger than life to the point where a lesser existence in separation from life was thought to be more than life and that it was this that needed to be brought down to earth, to be realized as the illusion that it was, as ideas of one thing being more than another that needed to stop.

We are the system on earth, a system that is a false believing, a false be living as life, it is the allowance of what we are inside that is causing the separation from life.

This is taught to us by parents taught by parents, taught by others that over time created the separation from life, from being equal and one to life, as an idea was made more than simply being here. If you stop and look at your words you will notice images and pictures and back chat as memories coming up, all with judgements where you feel that you are not understood. Guess what everyone feels the same way, and this is because no one is being themselves, no one is being understood as what they are as life, because everyone is in the same pity patter, and is we look at our words we see that they are the living word of the dead, the belief that no one understands me, and this is because we are not standing up as life, thus we are not being under-stood as life, and thus we are not being life. We are not taking care of here, and if we cannot do this how can we expect to be that which we are not giving? We cannot be this until everything that is here is this because all that is here supports this as what it is. How is this difficult? What is really being said is that I am afraid to be myself and that I am so accustomed to fearing to be myself that all I want to do is whine about it instead of doing it, and all that needs to be done is to do it. Within this, it must be realized that there is this system of separation that has been allowed for so long it has to be cleaned up. So even those who believe that they are too old to do  something and the next generation can do this, must realize that it will take the ones who are older and the ones who are younger, it will take all of us, there is no more saying that someone else can do this, because it will take all of us.

What need to be done is to look here, to create a large standing in supporting a system that changes the system, which would be to support a Living Income Wage to get what is here out of survival mode and into having the space outside of a racing stressed existence that is us simply following limited ideas as the total of our awareness to look here. Thus we give up everything as being limited ideas only, and accept life as the physical, here, tangible, showing us, giving us life in common sense with it. So very simple. Not difficult at all. Life is right here. Right in front of us.

         Your Halo as your mind is the cart before the horse. It is mind unequal to physical common sense.

This means to also begin cleaning up the mind, realizing that our thoughts are judgements, and not absolutely supportive of here, of what is best for all and that the emotional storms are our judgements responding as what we have accumulated as belief, opinion and idea over time that we are powerless as life, that we have lost something when nothing has been lost, it is only a belief that something has been lost. Powerlessness is believing that something has been lost, when nothing has been lost because the physical is right here, the answer to being life is right here, the mechanism of the physical to be life as what we are is the manifestation of life, and this of much more sense that anything that is of the mind. You are physical, before mind, the mind was built after the physical, this must be realized and lived.

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Day 45 Advertising consumerism is the Pied Piper

Day 45 Advertising consumerism is the Pied Piper

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see, realize, understand that what is advertised in the media, product and  behaviors is the Pied Piper, taking children and focusing their attention onto products that do not support their health, where these children have no understanding of how these products are developed and do not understand the indoctrination through the use of emotional indoctrination through coupling fantastic super hero abilities with toys - used to pretend performance as an act of being - instead of actually developing, in common sense, the ability of the child to physically be involved with themselves and this earth and within this, to not even disclose the effects of sugar and processed foods on their health and the environment of the earth as a whole, where the parents have not even taken to the time to question what is happening to a human physical body that replaces its cells every seven years and thus asked what is it that creates the wear and tear on the human physical body.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to allow my children to blindly accept what is proposed within a system of profit, when I my self as the adult see people dying of cancer and other diseases and not realizing that what has been promoted ONLY is promises of cures of cancer with huge charities collecting money “for the cure” yet a cure has not come forth, where even the government states that chemo therapy does not work, where it is known that tunors are filled with pesticides, and where it is known that like cancels like, and thus the cancer cells can be treated in destroying the cell wall and thus eliminating the cancer cell with non invasive methods that do not cause harm to the healthy parts of the human physical body.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that the medical industry has been built by men, where many depend on the present system to make money, and thus fear speaking up in fear of losing their income, where loss of income means loss of ability to maintain a home, and thus in order for practices that are detrimental to human development to stop, and an end put to the pyramids of hospitals on the landscape to be what is made huge instead of a landscape where ease exists, as presently - as in Boston, for instance, there are huge complexes of medical facilities as what we the human have on this earth- money must be used to support life instead of profit, as a profit based system locks people into serving what profits those in control of the interest of profits.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to  stand back and take a look at what is presented in mainstream media, the very foods that are known to not promote health, the pharmaceutical products that have not in fact cured disease, as many cities have huge hospital complexes indicating that the medical industry is enormous as it covers our cities and braodcasts itself endlessly through television ads and magazine ads where the ads cover whole pages, of which there are always quite a few in every magazine, and as who advertises pays the bills/salaries of the journalists and thus it is not in the best interest of the journalist to continue with his means of survival should questions be asked as to the efficacy of what is being advertised within the very pages/channels discourse about the world is shared.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that the promotion of free will is in favor of a profit based system because not only does it give me hope in believing I have the freedom to achieve whatever I desire, it also gives a profit based system of industry the excuse to use free will to promote what is known to not support life, saying “ I can develop whatever I want , I can promote and develop detrimental products that are addictive so that I can survive in this competitive system of profit where money determines who lives and who dies and it is the free will of the people who chose to buy detrimental products that are to blame” when obviously a system of profit can control the flow of money through subsidies to make the poisonous products all that is available through affordability, where what is healthy and supportive of life is not subsidized and thus difficult for many to purchase.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to realize that the tax money I pay supports these subsidies and thus I support detrimental products and practices indirectly even if I have salary that allows me to purchase health sustaining foods.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to realize and understand that a child that exists on sugar, processed sugars, is being poisoned and as long as I am a tax paying citizen, I am supporting this as these very same sweeteners are made cheap through subsidies, where the abuse extends to the environment, as it takes a lot of water to grow corn, and even the corn grown is using petrochemicals that are being flushed into the Gulf of Mexico where there are areas presently absent of sea life, a clear indication that a lack of best practice in favor of profit, a system of monoculture,  is not in fact supporting life, as what is being supported is profit, where profit must create a hierarchy to survive, a scenario of more than and less than, a scenario of followers and leaders, where the follower is no longer a follower if what is of this earth is fully disclosed, were the full development of the human would equalize men, and thus put an end to leaders and followers, and that all that has been promoted with the idea of human nature being a nature of limitation, which is in contradiction of the ability of young children to rapidly learn languages with ease, learn to play musical instruments with ease, learn to use computers - when the computers where placed in slums in India the children learned to discover and understand seemingly complex relationships in science without having a college education, clearly indicating the capacity within a young child no matter their education, thus in every way, our present system of profit where money determines who lives and who dies, is not supporting the inherent ability of our children to reach their full potential, and it is only a belief, that human nature cannot change, when our children show us what we are in fact capable of.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not see, understand and realize that what is promoted in media, be it television or journalism, is promoting what supports profit and creates bling/blind followers and is thus, not the will of life, as life would not suppress the abilities clearly visible in the human child, and in fact, this system - evident in the promotion of sugar cloaked in the tantalizing idea of “free will” - uses poison, as sugar, to cause disease within the human instead of supporting best practices in health, as health is not a structure supporting profit, as health is a state of ease, as it is war that creates profit/discord/competition/division/fear.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see, realize and understand that the friction of a survival based system is what is accepted and allowed and created by the human in separation from life,  in separation from best practices that consider what is best for all and that for detrimental practices to be what is promoted, best practices must be known and if I take the time to look within I will know where I have not been self honest as life as that which I am and within this realize that my physical self is here supporting my self, this physical that I have no awareness of, a lack promoted by this system, is greater than myself, as the physical determines the death of me and not myself.

I commit my self to realizing that the physical is greater than myself.

I commit my self to realizing that I exist because of the physical.

I commit my self to researching this physical world and understanding why best practices are not employed.

I commit my self to understanding why a poison is being promoted on television, to understand that advertising pays the salaries of the media, that the politicians can be enticed - mafia style- through the discovery of weaknesses as desires- as politicians are men brought up in a system that promotes suppression of potential, where any man, wanting to survive and suppressing self honesty within a system of competition where money determines who lives and who dies, will easily be manipulated as he is a product of suppressed potential needing outlet, where the outlets promoted are plastered all over this earth, as sex, power, money creating want, need, desire, instead of self as what self is, support by this physical world, as life able to understand from a very young age this physical world, that which is lost by the demands of a competitive, waring system of profit, here the aging and disease of our human physical bodies is showing to us our very suppressions as self as life.

I commit my self to waking up self as life through self forgiveness, writing and corrective application, to bring my self back, to equalize myself with, the physical, my  human physical body, the gift of life as the physical is life, as I cannot and have never transcended death.

I  realize that advertising and consumerism is the Pied Piper taking my children away from themselves as life and into an alternate reality leading to a death  where life has never been lived and potential never fulfilled as a system of profit is a song of death disallowing transfiguration of my self into and as life, here.

Speak Self forgiveness for 21 days.

Day 4

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to fear being my self here, to fear standing up as myself here, where this physical world is what is real, to walk away from all the things said by family and friends, the dramas and the beliefs as to what I should be and exist as.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that the emotions and feelings that exist as the stories of this world are what is believed to be real, where the stories that are of this world are of fear in a desire to be safe and supported as the being within and as a human physical body here on this earth.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to remain in fear, in and as fearing death and loss of my self as life here on this earth, where the very structure of this world is one of survival where the expression of men is of worry and struggle and survival as what this earth exists as is fear.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to believe that this existence here on this earth is of fear, that there is no other way to exist here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to  fear to stand up and change, to become the walking voice and direction of my self as what is best for all, through all ridicule, through spite, through the anger and fear of people who exist in and as their minds knowing nothing else, sensing something is askew, yet not knowing where or how to figure out what it is about this existence that is somehow a mess, where life is never lived as all exist in fear for the future, where the past is used to give direction, a past that has no answer.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that the mind has no answers and is only a reflection of the separation of self from self as life, where life as self is the realization that all that is of this earth is of the same substance, thus all that is here is all as one as equal.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize this physical world in every breath in every moment as this very earth is me and I am it as all that is here is equal in substance and the very substance in and as this earth is what unconditionally supports my self as life, even if this self as my self as life is separated into and as singular thoughts, emotions and feelings that are lacking awareness in common sense physically of this physical world, where as the human ages all sense of this physical  world diminishes over time until a death that is not of transcendence is met, where man  has the capacity to meet this transformation in full awareness, yet instead dies having never lived as all that was lived was a life of imagery in and as the mind, the very fears that were an abdication of self responsibility as life, equal and one with this physical world, as this physical world is life, the gift to birth life into and as awareness of what is the substance that is the source of this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting my self to realize that I as self am this physical world, one and equal, yet I have chosen to exist here in and as mind only, where I worry about money, escape into sex, think about the future and long for the past instead of being here, in every moment in and as breath, equal and one with this physical world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to resist forgiving my self as mind, as this is all that I have known as this was what was taught to me by the very system allowed and accepted in and as this physical world that is a system of more than and less than, a system of profit, where few have access to an education, a limited education at that as the physical is only described in and as theory, where the actual physical is never learned to exist one and equal as self and all that is lived is imagery in and as the mind.

I forgive myself or allowing and accepting my self to fear leaving the mind, as I know not what it means to exist equal and one with and as the physical, my human physical body, this non knowing of my human physical body so evident in all the disease that exists in and as this world , where cancer is rampant and all that is presented is the suggestion that a cure is right around the corner yet the cure, promised in the beginning of the 20th century has not appeared within mainstream allopathic medicine, and instead of investigating why this is so, I spend my time hoping and praying that I never get cancer, where I do not realize after all this time, all these decades that hoping and praying obviously have not solved the problem of cancer on this earth, neither have the promises of new technology or science managed to solve this disease, where if I investigated I might just find that a cure would mean a best practice and what is best for all, and this would not produce a steady stream of income for the few at the top of the pyramid that is this system of inequality.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to feel it is too much to stand and speak up, not realizing that I must stand with a group, with a large group of at least one third of the voting people to make a change to bring a change and that the message of a system of equal money is the only choice to eliminate a system that by its nature as profit would not want a system where best practices where what was used to support this world as this would mean all life could be supported and thus worry and fear could be cleaned up and understood so that a system of abuse to plants and animals would no longer exist and heaven on earth would be realized as what is real.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my self to resist leaving the habitual resonance in and as the mind as this is all I have ever known and has become my security blanket, where I believe , as I work at my job, that someone else will have to stand up because it is not my responsibility, I am “doing my best” and “ I am too busy” thus I am doing my share as I deny what atrocities exist in and as this world, while i use the resources of this earth that are given unconditionally to support my self here, these resources that I have no idea as to where they came from or why they exist as I am only moving in and as image, as pictures of desire want and need in and as my mind, not seeing that these images are in the likeness of what is plastered all over this earth via advertising and media.

All this must stop, as I look to my past, to my childhood and realize that all I have learned is to support a system of inequality to support a hierarchy of more than and less than as this is what was taught to the generations that came before me, as nothing else has been lived on this earth despite the words spoken and preached as the means to create a heaven on earth are not applied, the golden rule, to give as you would like to receive, the image and likeness of this earth which gives unconditionally, as the earth has etched no persons name onto the resources that are here, it is only men who have created a system where the collective of men accept symbols on a page as having significance that one person can own the resources of this earth, an act contrary to the very nature of this physical earth.

I realize that when I meet resistance, no matter what I must stand and walk though this, move against the voices as beliefs, opinions and ideas that are what has become the voice of me as this is what is broadcast by a system of profit and self interested gain in a game of survival that propagates conflict to divide and conquer through competition to place a name on an unconditionally given resource that is of this earth , I commit my self to stand and forgive what I have accepted and allowed in and as my mind to clear my self of the fear of my self as life to start once again in self directed being in and as the principle of oneness and equality as what is best for all, as what is best for self is what is best for all, to do this I must stop the mind and become as nothing, no thing as what this earth presents as being real.

I commit my self as no longer allowing and accepting the mind as what and who I am, I stop and I breath and I write out what has been the directive as a bi polar mind of self separation, as self abdication of life to begin to birth my self in and as this physical world, one and equal to this physical world, I take in what I have made separate from me to become self honesty and thus self trust as what is best for all is best for self.