What is LOOKING ; continued Day 770

What is LOOKING continued.

Lately, I so notice when I have missed what is right in front of me. An example is having used a kitchen device. This device has a tool that comes with it, to process the food more effectively. The other day, while using this device, I stood there at the counter, looking for this apparatus, and could not see it. When I was done, I found it, it was right next to me. I can’t even remember if this was in plain sight all the time, of partially hidden under the machine itself.

I just stood here, looking at where I had been that I did not see this that was right in front of me.

I also notice that after the fact, as in not in the moment I am in ‘ action,’ with hindsight I realize patterns around me. I do not see them in the moment they move, in that moment they are actualized. Somehow, my processing of here, is not being lived in the moment. I remain in a non-looking at what is right here, right in front of me. What can be me as not looking, or only looking as recognizing patterns with hindsight, is myself being, as accepting a morality that is not being present and processing form and movement and expression as what is actual mourned me, here, in this reality. I am so used to, as habituated with not looking. I am showing myself what I have allowed. 

I am mis-using my presence. What I have created myself as, as the things on which I focus, as values, are not in consideration of this living reality, this that is the means of me being here. This that is what and who I am in totality. I am exiting within a limited paradigm. Para-di-gm. I exist as a para - something projected from myself before reality,  of division - as value judgements of good and bad , g- generating, m- me. I am the creator of myself. What have I do I generate and create as the very presence of and as me? It is, not here ness, because I am missing what is in plain sight. 

What I am looking at here, is why I realize patterns with hindsight and not in the moment? That I am able to realize patterns, means that I realize them. This begs the question, and I know I am repeating here, as to why I do not stand in recognizing the patterns in the moment? Obviously, if i can realize patterns within musical notes, to the degree that I balance myself out in an instance, I can do this within value judgements as ideas, beliefs and opinions, wants, desires and needs , in a moment too! After all, this is all values, and a note is a value, it is a thing, with shape and color as the nature of its expression. 

It is because is my value system is limited, as a narrow framework, or a limited scaffold, or a paranormal construct, as a memory resonance within me, and I ONLY see that, I cannot be in the presence of all things, here. I am in separation. I mean, come-on, at this point in this existence, we know to wrote out our emotions, and we know we hold memories that are polarized as value judgements. We can no longer hide behind this, or allow this that we know, to be made larger than life. Nor can I. 

Even in health practices, we understand that stress is detrimental to the body. Stress is a mis-processing of reality. It is reality out of whack, it is a ‘ head trip” as such.  A head trip is a paranormal event.  To exist as a head-trip, means to manipulate words,  and pictures. I say pictures, because a picture is used to trigger ideas, beliefs and opinions, superimposed on that picture, as what is a parable, and what is analogies? They are constructs of values placed into symbols, as a thing in picture, or an object, and as such the recognition that we are walking in a bubble of a morality that is not being present in reality. How does one think onion layers work? How does one think a loss of spatial skill happens? LOOK, it is right here, in the math, right in front of us! Right in front of ME, because I am the same, because I drank the cool-aid. I became what i hated, because I was that child, before it was imposed with the math/limited-dogma of a relying/religion of some afterlife adult authoring who and what I am so I would not be self responsible because I feared being this, in relation to what is a resonant construct of separation from reality, which is physical. 

I cannot fear remaining stable and steady and grounded in the physical, feet on the ground, realizing and bringing back into focus on reality, as this HUGE valley of smoke and mirrors, as value judgements, as manipulation of sound, as pictures and words, airy fairy and all around me. I am, essentially, in a head-trip when I cannot, in real time, see what is in plain sight, and read the patterns of my own self created separation. I mis-used my own capacity as life. The only way out, is to face the storm, and take back what would bring joy, as what is natural as me, as myself as life, which means focusing and being present HERE. 

One of the ways of separation, is to take a tiny good, which is a good, and to make that huge, and create an endless discussion around it. It is like being in a church and singing praises again and again and again, and then thinking one is good for doing so. Quite astounding. This is a from of avoidance, or ignorance, within hiding behind a busy work of value judgement. The mis-take of self being equal to life is done with limitation, which means not acknowledging all things, and instead taking one small value, turning it into an idol and standing within that at the expense of the world during down around one. This is what is meant by doing nothing as being as evil as participating in the thing itself. There is no difference between the two, because they are both a lack of acknowledgement of practical reality, as the physical in expression in form and function!  It is said , that to tell someone a lie, which is playing the game of separation which has a color of limitation and ignorance, does not really make a person angry. Why, because it is like an army of defense, supporting it state of limitation. It is like, we are both lying, and we accept that. Yet, when one points this out, the one playing the game, must answer to an acceptance of lack, that is not being self responsible as life, which can generate reactions in support of that lack, and demand for change. This will make a construct of limitation react. Thus a real truth ( remember no dogma is going to support you if you cannot breathe) in relation to not being in consideration of all things, will cause the lie to react. That reaction will bring forth defense of that lie, in a kind of scream. Why? Because the scream is what the lie has been existing as, because it takes an intense effort to be that. And since we know it is all memories of value judgements, and this is a math happening real fast as the individual movements that generate this, because we accumulate what we accept to define us, this all plays out real fast, with the parts no longer specifically recognized, that we cannot slow down, we have to scream what we have allowed, to actually see it. And it is in plain sight. And it can no longer be allowed, because it is not equal to all life, of which the physical is the means of and as. The body, the physical allows and is breath, not that limited morality. No way out. 

I remember being a mother of young children. I remember my children sometimes suddenly, after a pause, turning from other adults. Then, they would, with careful movement, acclimate to some adults and interact with them.  I notice this in my nephew as well. When I have not seen him for a while, he will stare at me, with a subtle down turn around the mouth, and a turning away from me, to then slowly interact with me. he is simply reading me, as my children read other adults and sometimes reacted by turning away, as a ‘ not wanting to look’ scenario.  I realize, that within and as my own construct of not looking, as playing the limited morality game instead of remaining present in that which allows me to exist as breathe here, that i am being the same as what my children turned from. They had simply acclimated to me, in survival. 

Children will participate in a reality that has adults in bubbles of separation, as where else to they have to go? They will build, practice and interact, even within limitations around them. The desire to practice language, in this one case, is so strong, as building within that, that the child will repeat, again and again and again, what is being said and what is being pointed out, in real time, just being and moving around in the physical reality of one’s environment. lol, I was singing a song in relation to toy buses, a simple song, about the wheels of the bus going round and round, and the child laughed and screamed AGAIN! This happened so many times I can’t remember how many time I sang this, but it was a joy to see the child taking it in and beginning to mimic it. Somehow the awe of wheels going round and round, and perhaps the words being a means of describing that amazing physical thing, is all good! Perhaps, in relation to this, my body generating and being in a form, was also a part of the joy. This joy a joy of being physical, nice and simple and great fun in being in expression, as cool and breathing. Better than any picture show in the mind, emitting from the flesh, as a resonant memory. Can’t wait to see what happens when we try and sew heads onto new bodies. A thought we already tried the Frankenstein scenario and found out that it did not work! I mean, there are findings oaths world, where evidently, the whole nuclear experiment has been done, in a time before out time, as the signature of this is left on the physical.  We are, because of our accepted and allowed separations running on treadmills of limitations as value judgements spending out lives in head trips. Meanwhile, the earth shrinks, just as we shrink into a dried up white and grey prune like thing with no spatial presence left. We drank the kool-aid.

We don't have to drink the cool-aid, we can, come back down to earth, and face the smoke and mirrors of energy - as what a limited value system can only exist as because it has no sustainability, because it is not equal to life.  We can place our presence in out bodies, as respect of what is real, and ground ourselves here, equal and one to life, which is physical. I can step over the line of my own accepted and allowed participation of and as limited scaffolds of information that must be composed of good and bad, right and wrong, forcing a limited value forward, making it HUGE, and myself calling this out, in self discovering ways and means, to remember myself as who and what I am as life here, realizing breath is greater and more real than any idea resonantly projecting as my own self creation, in front of me, and instead ground myself here. 

Why do we not ask ourselves why the PHYSICAL thing we become within us, is the MOST EXPENSIVE thing to build? And that this inner creation, is the MOST IMPORTANT ‘ thing’ in our lives?  Educating that, forming that costs more in this world than our homes, or our cars, or our ‘ THINGS’ we accumulate believing these ‘THINGS” to hold a value, when the greatest VALUE is the ‘ THING’ we become within and as the creation of who and what we are here. Ask yourself? 

And why, if the child the POOREST thing in the world?  Why is that which is not yet built which costs the MOST to build, is in the most VULNERABLE state? 

How is it, that I can’t see what is in PLAIN SIGHT? 

Ask yourself? Get mad, then change. Accept and recreate yourself as LIFE. Walk the process of change, get your word skills moving. Realize the patterns within and in one’s environment, AND on the world stage. Your are, as what you as as a physical being, the most perfect of means to do so. RESPECT the labor of those who are bringing this forward.  In this present system this means GIVING in monetary means. It need not be as much as the system costs, yet that labor must be supported, after all it is what you would have wanted for yourself.

Thank you for reading. 

Day 443 Positive reinforcement, does it allow self discovery?

Positive reinforcement does it allow self discovery?

I have heard many schools say to me that they use positive reinforcement.Let’s look at this, especially in a group of peers where some have more exposure to a wider opportunity to explore and discover. If it is learned that knowing something gets a reward, the reward becomes greater than the discovery, self discovery. It has been said that self discovery if the strongest way to learn. So why, then do we have a predominance of positive reinforcement as an method believed that develop character? 

Imagine positive reinforcement being used in a classroom, the one who has figured something out letting everyone know and the verbal reward being given. Would this not interrupt the child that had not figured it out? Would this take away the self discovery of another? Would this breed constant comparison and judgement?

Allowing self discovery removes competition to win, and allows children to learn that discovery is the joy, which would breed a whole different character, one that realized the understanding within the self was  the value. Would this not develop an attitude of helping others. directing others to understand instead of being a game of comparison? With this approach, instead of wanting that colored star - for example - on your page, within yourself is the real value, that of understanding and the development that each of us, given enough time, can understand.

Realize that allowing and valuing self discovery would develop more of the practice of looking, which would develop the practice of following through and finding solutions.

In a profit based system, where money has been allowed to determine life, follow through and looking and problem solving are not valued assets beyond a certain point a couple of rungs up the ladder. And yet, behaviors that limit self discovery, such as a belief in constant positive reinforcement,  are a crime against life, the discovery of self as life. This life as self able to understand life because this is what we are as physical beings.

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Day 408 Is that turn into looking too difficult? Or is the change only a different feeling?

I have been very emotional lately, loopy. So I look to my past and the words that I have heard that linger, these words have been here many times before. The words are “ what you are trying to do is too difficult.”  But it is not difficult, it simply needs to be walked. That turn into looking is probably the most difficult part, moving out of the para-noise of the unknown - a construct of limited values where the very substance of the physical is bypassed for our accepted imprint of limited looking, our ORDER of survival, - into knowing where, ironically, the known is here as the physical showing the way, the gift of life, here. The steps only need be walked. Just stop and breath, here.

I have allowed myself to become reactive to this statement instead of looking here in practical common sense and standing up, speaking up. Going into detail as to how the mind works, into thoughts emotions and feelings being what separates us from here, this mechanism that creates a lesser ephemeral existence that ignores the physical. Just open a newspaper, look around at the obesity, the disease, the state of our waters, the air we breath, the nuclear accidents, the number of children dying of cancer - of which there were three recently in my area alone, and where I live is not densely populated. This is all a red flag, not something to dismiss.  The news of what is going on is all around us, there are gatherings here, where locals stand and talk about a ubiquitous drug culture, there are politicians who are figuring out that the law system is a system of smoke and mirrors, there are oyster men who see that suddenly the reports of horse crab populations are “ confidential” even though it has been pointed out that the Pharmaceutical industryi s taking them for their blue blood and that the state is not monitoring this, and getting angry when someone calls and asks, the state person on that point in our accepted hierarchy lying with ridiculous statements  such as “ the state horseshoe crab monitor  goes at might”, I mean really absurd things are being said in self abdication of being responsible and within common sense about what is happening and no one is speaking up because everyone is fearful of losing their job.  We, each of us are the cause of what is happening and we are allowing ourselves to stand behind the words “ it is too difficult to change.” Well that change that is going to happen at the end is going to be much more difficult than standing up here and realizing this system must change. That death due to the lack of care for earth and all that is of the earth is going to be much more painful than stepping out of ideas such as “ it is too difficult” so I would suggest standing up and changing what we have accepted and allowed within and without. What we are on earth exist as because of what we have allowed within.

When I hear these words I allow myself to feel that I am being too pushy, too aggressive, that I might upset the other. But what I have to realize is that, yes, actually taking the time to look here, will require to make a change and to let go of beliefs, opinions and ideas, and yet there is a structure to walk into, to take into our hands and use to self correct what is here to create an earth that is self sustaining, that supports all life, where life is the value. It really is about taking the limitation and bringing it back to fit with this physical earth in common sense. It is letting go of skimming our way through life and actually reading what is here. This is allowing self to become alive, a living being, HERE. Very simple, no voodoo, what we are existing as is the voodoo! Ironic. This voodoo is what is making our lives difficult. Remove the lack of insight, gain some integrity with the physical ( physical integration ) and the state of “ difficult” will end.

How can we seriously think that destroying the earth is inevitable as supposedly “human nature” will not change? The same issues are going to be here, there is no place to go, they must be faced. Destruction means starting all over again and this is not going to be what will bring us any closer to life, it will be what will take us farther away from life. Thus it is not a solution, the only solution is to stop and stand as life, as life being the value. Thus to say that something is too difficult is to just simply be ignorance, and of course ignorance is going to think that something is complicated, because that is what ignorance is and does. We are walking oxymorons.

I was working with a computer program today, and the simplest  thing needed to be done, it was right there in front of me, and here I was getting all nervous, looking things up on line trying to figure out what I was missing, and what I was missing was right there in front of me. I had expected, based on some idea, that the color of the box would change, and it did not so I thought it was not working. It was me that was not working. The only thing stopping me, and us, is not looking here, and not helping one another to look, this is why blame and spite must end, because it is spending time not looking and pushing the fact that we are not doing the simplest thing in the world which is what are physical bodies are capable of doing, which is looking here instead of at ephemeral pictures in and as our minds of limited beliefs, ideas and opinions.  All baed on self judgements, as fear of losing something, fear of losing an idea that we have to be something, when the being of what we are is dependent on the physical, because without the physical I/we are simply not here! In all common sense, it really does not matter if there even is a heaven, because taking care of here, of this physical world should be done just because it is here and thus must be taken care of with respect for the life that it is. The idea of some alternate existence is really a scam because it makes no sense. The idea of going to heaven and having so called virgins to fuck is ridiculous. I mean who would want to do that all the time anyway? If you want to test out being repetitive, go work in a China i phone factory, you will learn what doing the same thing over and over again will mean. Actually, a iphone factory might be more fun that pumping and grinding away with a dick and a vagina all day. That is just common sense. What needs to be asked here is why the need for the idea of such a thing, and why this release is so believed to be a thing sought after? Stop and look at that image, what is that, I mean that is so one dimensional, thus it does not match physical reality, thus it is a limited construct/thing/state, and because it is limited/singular, it has taken parts of life warped them/inflated them and rerun them again and again, sucking the life as the physical to sustain, and we humans are addicted to that image and that sucking. We never really got past the thumb sucking stage. We just hid it in a picture show as the mind. lol

There are simple words here, that have been given to answer and solve the abuse on earth. They are to give as one would like to receive, they are to become the living word - to say what you mean in clarity, they are to cause no harm and take that which is good - meaning to do what one is capable of doing with those two eyes on your head - to support what is here as the physical, to give what sustains the physical absolutely, they are to realize that as above so below, meaning that it is our above as our minds as belief, opinion and idea being made into something larger than life to the point where a lesser existence in separation from life was thought to be more than life and that it was this that needed to be brought down to earth, to be realized as the illusion that it was, as ideas of one thing being more than another that needed to stop.

We are the system on earth, a system that is a false believing, a false be living as life, it is the allowance of what we are inside that is causing the separation from life.

This is taught to us by parents taught by parents, taught by others that over time created the separation from life, from being equal and one to life, as an idea was made more than simply being here. If you stop and look at your words you will notice images and pictures and back chat as memories coming up, all with judgements where you feel that you are not understood. Guess what everyone feels the same way, and this is because no one is being themselves, no one is being understood as what they are as life, because everyone is in the same pity patter, and is we look at our words we see that they are the living word of the dead, the belief that no one understands me, and this is because we are not standing up as life, thus we are not being under-stood as life, and thus we are not being life. We are not taking care of here, and if we cannot do this how can we expect to be that which we are not giving? We cannot be this until everything that is here is this because all that is here supports this as what it is. How is this difficult? What is really being said is that I am afraid to be myself and that I am so accustomed to fearing to be myself that all I want to do is whine about it instead of doing it, and all that needs to be done is to do it. Within this, it must be realized that there is this system of separation that has been allowed for so long it has to be cleaned up. So even those who believe that they are too old to do  something and the next generation can do this, must realize that it will take the ones who are older and the ones who are younger, it will take all of us, there is no more saying that someone else can do this, because it will take all of us.

What need to be done is to look here, to create a large standing in supporting a system that changes the system, which would be to support a Living Income Wage to get what is here out of survival mode and into having the space outside of a racing stressed existence that is us simply following limited ideas as the total of our awareness to look here. Thus we give up everything as being limited ideas only, and accept life as the physical, here, tangible, showing us, giving us life in common sense with it. So very simple. Not difficult at all. Life is right here. Right in front of us.

         Your Halo as your mind is the cart before the horse. It is mind unequal to physical common sense.

This means to also begin cleaning up the mind, realizing that our thoughts are judgements, and not absolutely supportive of here, of what is best for all and that the emotional storms are our judgements responding as what we have accumulated as belief, opinion and idea over time that we are powerless as life, that we have lost something when nothing has been lost, it is only a belief that something has been lost. Powerlessness is believing that something has been lost, when nothing has been lost because the physical is right here, the answer to being life is right here, the mechanism of the physical to be life as what we are is the manifestation of life, and this of much more sense that anything that is of the mind. You are physical, before mind, the mind was built after the physical, this must be realized and lived.

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