What is LOOKING ; continued Day 770

What is LOOKING continued.

Lately, I so notice when I have missed what is right in front of me. An example is having used a kitchen device. This device has a tool that comes with it, to process the food more effectively. The other day, while using this device, I stood there at the counter, looking for this apparatus, and could not see it. When I was done, I found it, it was right next to me. I can’t even remember if this was in plain sight all the time, of partially hidden under the machine itself.

I just stood here, looking at where I had been that I did not see this that was right in front of me.

I also notice that after the fact, as in not in the moment I am in ‘ action,’ with hindsight I realize patterns around me. I do not see them in the moment they move, in that moment they are actualized. Somehow, my processing of here, is not being lived in the moment. I remain in a non-looking at what is right here, right in front of me. What can be me as not looking, or only looking as recognizing patterns with hindsight, is myself being, as accepting a morality that is not being present and processing form and movement and expression as what is actual mourned me, here, in this reality. I am so used to, as habituated with not looking. I am showing myself what I have allowed. 

I am mis-using my presence. What I have created myself as, as the things on which I focus, as values, are not in consideration of this living reality, this that is the means of me being here. This that is what and who I am in totality. I am exiting within a limited paradigm. Para-di-gm. I exist as a para - something projected from myself before reality,  of division - as value judgements of good and bad , g- generating, m- me. I am the creator of myself. What have I do I generate and create as the very presence of and as me? It is, not here ness, because I am missing what is in plain sight. 

What I am looking at here, is why I realize patterns with hindsight and not in the moment? That I am able to realize patterns, means that I realize them. This begs the question, and I know I am repeating here, as to why I do not stand in recognizing the patterns in the moment? Obviously, if i can realize patterns within musical notes, to the degree that I balance myself out in an instance, I can do this within value judgements as ideas, beliefs and opinions, wants, desires and needs , in a moment too! After all, this is all values, and a note is a value, it is a thing, with shape and color as the nature of its expression. 

It is because is my value system is limited, as a narrow framework, or a limited scaffold, or a paranormal construct, as a memory resonance within me, and I ONLY see that, I cannot be in the presence of all things, here. I am in separation. I mean, come-on, at this point in this existence, we know to wrote out our emotions, and we know we hold memories that are polarized as value judgements. We can no longer hide behind this, or allow this that we know, to be made larger than life. Nor can I. 

Even in health practices, we understand that stress is detrimental to the body. Stress is a mis-processing of reality. It is reality out of whack, it is a ‘ head trip” as such.  A head trip is a paranormal event.  To exist as a head-trip, means to manipulate words,  and pictures. I say pictures, because a picture is used to trigger ideas, beliefs and opinions, superimposed on that picture, as what is a parable, and what is analogies? They are constructs of values placed into symbols, as a thing in picture, or an object, and as such the recognition that we are walking in a bubble of a morality that is not being present in reality. How does one think onion layers work? How does one think a loss of spatial skill happens? LOOK, it is right here, in the math, right in front of us! Right in front of ME, because I am the same, because I drank the cool-aid. I became what i hated, because I was that child, before it was imposed with the math/limited-dogma of a relying/religion of some afterlife adult authoring who and what I am so I would not be self responsible because I feared being this, in relation to what is a resonant construct of separation from reality, which is physical. 

I cannot fear remaining stable and steady and grounded in the physical, feet on the ground, realizing and bringing back into focus on reality, as this HUGE valley of smoke and mirrors, as value judgements, as manipulation of sound, as pictures and words, airy fairy and all around me. I am, essentially, in a head-trip when I cannot, in real time, see what is in plain sight, and read the patterns of my own self created separation. I mis-used my own capacity as life. The only way out, is to face the storm, and take back what would bring joy, as what is natural as me, as myself as life, which means focusing and being present HERE. 

One of the ways of separation, is to take a tiny good, which is a good, and to make that huge, and create an endless discussion around it. It is like being in a church and singing praises again and again and again, and then thinking one is good for doing so. Quite astounding. This is a from of avoidance, or ignorance, within hiding behind a busy work of value judgement. The mis-take of self being equal to life is done with limitation, which means not acknowledging all things, and instead taking one small value, turning it into an idol and standing within that at the expense of the world during down around one. This is what is meant by doing nothing as being as evil as participating in the thing itself. There is no difference between the two, because they are both a lack of acknowledgement of practical reality, as the physical in expression in form and function!  It is said , that to tell someone a lie, which is playing the game of separation which has a color of limitation and ignorance, does not really make a person angry. Why, because it is like an army of defense, supporting it state of limitation. It is like, we are both lying, and we accept that. Yet, when one points this out, the one playing the game, must answer to an acceptance of lack, that is not being self responsible as life, which can generate reactions in support of that lack, and demand for change. This will make a construct of limitation react. Thus a real truth ( remember no dogma is going to support you if you cannot breathe) in relation to not being in consideration of all things, will cause the lie to react. That reaction will bring forth defense of that lie, in a kind of scream. Why? Because the scream is what the lie has been existing as, because it takes an intense effort to be that. And since we know it is all memories of value judgements, and this is a math happening real fast as the individual movements that generate this, because we accumulate what we accept to define us, this all plays out real fast, with the parts no longer specifically recognized, that we cannot slow down, we have to scream what we have allowed, to actually see it. And it is in plain sight. And it can no longer be allowed, because it is not equal to all life, of which the physical is the means of and as. The body, the physical allows and is breath, not that limited morality. No way out. 

I remember being a mother of young children. I remember my children sometimes suddenly, after a pause, turning from other adults. Then, they would, with careful movement, acclimate to some adults and interact with them.  I notice this in my nephew as well. When I have not seen him for a while, he will stare at me, with a subtle down turn around the mouth, and a turning away from me, to then slowly interact with me. he is simply reading me, as my children read other adults and sometimes reacted by turning away, as a ‘ not wanting to look’ scenario.  I realize, that within and as my own construct of not looking, as playing the limited morality game instead of remaining present in that which allows me to exist as breathe here, that i am being the same as what my children turned from. They had simply acclimated to me, in survival. 

Children will participate in a reality that has adults in bubbles of separation, as where else to they have to go? They will build, practice and interact, even within limitations around them. The desire to practice language, in this one case, is so strong, as building within that, that the child will repeat, again and again and again, what is being said and what is being pointed out, in real time, just being and moving around in the physical reality of one’s environment. lol, I was singing a song in relation to toy buses, a simple song, about the wheels of the bus going round and round, and the child laughed and screamed AGAIN! This happened so many times I can’t remember how many time I sang this, but it was a joy to see the child taking it in and beginning to mimic it. Somehow the awe of wheels going round and round, and perhaps the words being a means of describing that amazing physical thing, is all good! Perhaps, in relation to this, my body generating and being in a form, was also a part of the joy. This joy a joy of being physical, nice and simple and great fun in being in expression, as cool and breathing. Better than any picture show in the mind, emitting from the flesh, as a resonant memory. Can’t wait to see what happens when we try and sew heads onto new bodies. A thought we already tried the Frankenstein scenario and found out that it did not work! I mean, there are findings oaths world, where evidently, the whole nuclear experiment has been done, in a time before out time, as the signature of this is left on the physical.  We are, because of our accepted and allowed separations running on treadmills of limitations as value judgements spending out lives in head trips. Meanwhile, the earth shrinks, just as we shrink into a dried up white and grey prune like thing with no spatial presence left. We drank the kool-aid.

We don't have to drink the cool-aid, we can, come back down to earth, and face the smoke and mirrors of energy - as what a limited value system can only exist as because it has no sustainability, because it is not equal to life.  We can place our presence in out bodies, as respect of what is real, and ground ourselves here, equal and one to life, which is physical. I can step over the line of my own accepted and allowed participation of and as limited scaffolds of information that must be composed of good and bad, right and wrong, forcing a limited value forward, making it HUGE, and myself calling this out, in self discovering ways and means, to remember myself as who and what I am as life here, realizing breath is greater and more real than any idea resonantly projecting as my own self creation, in front of me, and instead ground myself here. 

Why do we not ask ourselves why the PHYSICAL thing we become within us, is the MOST EXPENSIVE thing to build? And that this inner creation, is the MOST IMPORTANT ‘ thing’ in our lives?  Educating that, forming that costs more in this world than our homes, or our cars, or our ‘ THINGS’ we accumulate believing these ‘THINGS” to hold a value, when the greatest VALUE is the ‘ THING’ we become within and as the creation of who and what we are here. Ask yourself? 

And why, if the child the POOREST thing in the world?  Why is that which is not yet built which costs the MOST to build, is in the most VULNERABLE state? 

How is it, that I can’t see what is in PLAIN SIGHT? 

Ask yourself? Get mad, then change. Accept and recreate yourself as LIFE. Walk the process of change, get your word skills moving. Realize the patterns within and in one’s environment, AND on the world stage. Your are, as what you as as a physical being, the most perfect of means to do so. RESPECT the labor of those who are bringing this forward.  In this present system this means GIVING in monetary means. It need not be as much as the system costs, yet that labor must be supported, after all it is what you would have wanted for yourself.

Thank you for reading. 

Day 303 Advertising uses the learning capacity of man and abuses it in self interest

Advertising uses the learning capacity of man and abuses it in self interest

We go to school and we learn to see structures of things and then we are tested on these things learned.
Advertising is placing images, as structures all over this world. How many of us can drive down a road and not miss that ad, that symbol running along the side of the road? And even in our homes, there are images flashing by, on products and clothes, on the tv, and the computer. It is incessant, always there, ubiquitous. And we accept it and allow it.
Some have said we are now living in a porn culture. Is this the influence of the pictures we have allowed within our world? How else could this have come to be what we follow?
So, we send our children to school to learn forms and structures to interact within this world. We send our children to use forms. On the one hand we teach this way, and on the other we indoctrinate this way. And, we have become so ignorant of ourselves that we do not even put this together, and realize how much this really influences us, and it is very obvious given how many products are sold in reference to fitting the images advertised. We have come to fit an image and not the very form of ourselves as life in a human physical body. How many men pay attention to a woman who comes for a job interview who does not wear make-up and heels and skirt, in comparison to a woman who looks more like the ads placed all over this world. This is the extent of a lack of really looking at that person in totality and only seeing an idea of what is “more than and/or less than,” a state of judgement based on limited values.
What is lacking is the awareness of the consequence of the building blocks of that image, thus there is no real ability to read that image for what it is, the consequence of form reading of a one dimensional image as picture. And this same thing happens with children in the schools, some are more agile with the material presented and others falter,missing an awareness of the con-sequential building blocks.
Thus they cannot participate and this lack accumulates as they move through school, until this lack overwhelms and they give up.
As, well, there are many very capable people, who do not have those straight perfect white teeth, and the type of figure touted within the advertising media, and even though they are educated, they are somehow not seen, because the employer is transfixed by an idea, an image that could potentially satisfy an addiction, as a energetic reaction, that he really has no understanding of, he/she has no awareness of how this was created, because they cannot “read” themselves as the consequences that lead them to be what they are in totality, as the mind, physical, spirit relationship, this which is used by advertising to corner the desire of the consumer in self interest without any consideration of both the consequences leading to the image/form and/or the consequences of the effects of chasing such an image to both participants involved within the roles adhering to this business of attention grabbing denying the physical and spirit, addressing only the mind with the bling and promise in a picture of limited value.
So, if the ads are influencing our behaviors, consuming us, to the point where we no longer see reality, and cannot even see the ability of a person, as their living expression and ability to conceptually see what is here, because the one fitting an image is all that we see, as we follow the very forms embedded within and as our minds, could this have something to do with the children that have a hard time learning the building blocks as what is presented in schools? Are these children somehow possessed with images and past events that block seeing reality, seeing what is presented?
Is that which is used that which stagnates?
It really is that what we are is simple, and yet so absorbed are we with any number of commerce-cially monopolized metaphysical imagined ideas, beliefs, opinions, past events influenced by this system/form, the words and emotions and feelings and thoughts expressed within these events, creating inner dialogues that come to be what directs each of us, that naturally some have this imagery of chaos, and since there is no understanding taught about this, and yet this is used to teach, we can see that to get this world in order, the nature of ourselves and how we function as mind, physical, spirit relationship needs to be looked at in detail and cleared up. Which means, as obviously how we learn is right in front of us, that there are some that have difficulty means we are not taking the time to look, as we are all lost within imagery, to the point where we no longer see what we are in fact, and again, even though how we are is because of the images we have in front of us. A starting point of compound images, is hiding a step of ourselves, is hiding the building blocks of what we are. How can we become what we are in totality, if we do not know what we are?
Obviously, a child that cannot read, is a child missing a comfortable stance within the building blocks of words, and what blocks this, is what came before, just as that employer cannot see the ability of the person, and only sees the potential employee that fits their image and likeness sexually. And believe me, I have seen the Harem effect playing out in my local public schools. It exists, and if it is here, it is everywhere, just as these ads are everywhere. There may be some employers not caught up in this trap, but they are very very few, very few.
The problem of what is presented within the advertising world is that it does not tell the whole story, it does not reveal the consequences. It does not create an awareness of ourselves, in fact it does the opposite, is uses what we are and enslaves what we are as life, into limited values. The consequences of a system of inequality, as to maintain inequality, are a distorted reality, because, reality as life, would mean clarity within understanding this world, thus the nature of humans is the product of a vieled reality creating an imposed form on society that binds separation from life, that denies the nature of life, as what the human is in fact, a human capable of understanding the building blocks of life, were this what was in fact presented.
So what would the solution to this problem be, how could this distortion be removed? By removing a system of inequality, by removing indirect voting, by removing secondary ideas, beliefs and opinions as what does not start from the very substance as the building block substance that is one and equal in all existent in/on earth. To realize this as the value, as the starting point, to build awareness of self as life instead of this present system of image without consequential understanding of all the parts composing that image. The solution is to support all life, where life as what we are as humans can learn to self direct within understanding of what we are in totality, as how we learn, as how the mind works in tandem with the physical body and the spirit/self of ourselves as life, in detail, here. When we began to realize this in detail, what is placed as pictures on this world, could bring us closer to an understanding of nature, and then perhaps the rewards would lead to a world where nature, the environment becomes the only picture necessary, no lighted screens, no billboards, just oneness and equality with what is here, that is real, that is the physical, which is the gift of life.

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Day 76 There is no good or no bad there in only common sense

Day 76 There is no good or no bad there is only common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that when I stop and compare myself to another person I am not existing within common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that when I am comparing one person to another I am placing value on a picture and not being here, living in common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to use understanding, as what has been allowed and accepted on this earth,  as something that cannot affect me unless I accept and allow this, and that within this, there is no time for comparison, and only time to offer that which directs without need of praise or acknowledgement.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that it is  only self that can “praise” self, as self knows when self has given unconditionally.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that when I am making comparisons, I have done this so much, as this is how I was taught to exist by family, by media, by society, that this comparing has become so habitual, I have lost all sense of being objective.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that when I take something personally I am in effect fearing being a comparison of less than not realizing that this less than and more than scenario is a belief that something has no directive capacity.

Within this, I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that a profit based system would teach limited values and then lead one to believe these values were fixed in stone, something that cannot move and transpose, as if this were known and taught to children, as this should exist in ease, many of the frustrated behaviors of children and adults would no longer exist on this earth, yet just as we have fixed money into a profit based system, where no one actually really benefits, there exists only the movement of man as ensuring a fixed survival instead of a constant as self expression as life, where this freely giving earth provides and supports life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that comparison is the endless “looking for something” and thus an act of self pity in self believing self is missing something and/or could possibly lose something, when nothing can be lost as what is here can only be directed as what is best for all, thus what is here is life, enough to sustain life as it is life, so what is allowed and accepted on this earth is a directive that is not sustaining of that which is here that is even able to be directed, which makes it obvious that it is not the substance it is the directive limited and stagnating unaware of itself as life that is existing on this earth.

I commit to realizing my habit of making comparisons is an act of self pity.

I commit myself to realizing that making comparisons is stating that I must have it, and thus is myself in separation of breath and thus in union with mind in and as a belief that I am in lack.

I commit myself to realizing that the moment i compare I am abdicating myself responsibility as life.

I commit myself to pointing out that a belief in lack, as existing as comparison means that the values one is accepting are not in consideration of what cares for all life on this planet, as what cares for all life is all that one really needs, and that this is the way and the means to self discovery.

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Day 26 My Fear is my Want

My fear is a want. The policemen becoming one with the action of the bum as the policemen are one and equal to the bum, as the police men joined with like being of themselves, as they are no different than the bum, as they have separated themselves from life just as the bum has, one through denial of system, the other through acceptance of system, where neither actually stand within as the system and transpose this system to what is best for all, to themselves becoming self honest and in being self honest becoming one and equal to life, life being what is best for all, that which allows self autonomy as life, where what is discovered is that what is best for self is best for life. Thus a system that disallows autonomy disallowed the discovery of life/self to realize the ability of self to direct self as self as this would be the direction of what is best for all.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to fear my self, to fear discovering my self, as this would mean looking at how I have allowed a system of separation, a system that dis-allows self autonomy, self discovery, self honesty, to no longer have control, where this entire system of disallowing self autonomy is so embedded as perceived and “only” method of support, as nothing else has been presented, is all that is seen, where the fear of loss of means of support as money, that changing this system is feared, as there would be no way to place food on the table, where everyone is waiting for someone else to stand up, and thus no change will come because it will take everyone to stand up, where this is the catch twenty-two, the symbol representing the separation of self into mind where self is a “2” where all the beings in separation as no longer being a one, are bound within a system they believe supports them, when in fact it is a system that develops separation and it this realization that must occur , realized and removed as in simply standing up and politically stopping this system through voting, where there is no need to radically change one’s life, but to simply stand up and support an equal money system to relax the catch as what has been accepted and allowed and from here be able to begin the development of man, of this world, to self realize the ability of each and everyone of us to understand this world, and the physical, becoming self hONEest, and thus automatically/autonomously self directing as life as all as one as equal here.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize, thus to knot reality as this being of self is as an unawareness of reality, into an illusion of blame, of self pity, of self hate as what I have allowed my self to be, is a lack of understanding self as life, and thus in  the instability of my self in separation of self hONEsty I have no solid common ground, common sense to support me as life, as all that is here is life, and I exist in an illusion of the mind, that is placing conditioned separations as what is real as what is promoted by the current existent system as what is, where all sense of my self as life is never developed so what is left is a life of no substance and no support, on dependency to non directive, non self automating development, this non awareness that self has the capacity to learn and understand this physical world, where this is known, and thus to stop the discovery of self as life, plastered all over this world are directions that in essence are direction of self separation.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not take the time to stop and to breath, and to realize this, where is I took the time to stop and to breath, and to understand the monetary system on this earth I would in a short period of time realize how unsupportive this system is for any kind of self awareness development in equal capacity for all life in this earth.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see that I cannot make political statements without understanding how money moves in this world.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that as I seek money, as what I obsess over and wish for and want, as this is how I survive within this world, to say I do not understand the monetary system yet can make statements about political groups, indicates that I cannot understand politics unless I realize that everyone on this earth is dependent on money to survive and thus the very movement of politics is also about money, as all of this world is obsessed with money because money is how humanity receives sustenance as food and shelter and water, the middle man of existence taking a cut.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see, hear, and realize that without money I cannot survive in this world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting my self to understand that within a profit based system the illusion of lack must be created to de-man(d) life into fear of survival, and then within this fear as what man becomes, where man is blinded, a supply of life sustenance can be given, where this sustenance is grabbed and in this frenzy not even looked at for what is is, where what is given can be again divided to partially sustain a person, limiting self development, where the state of limited development can become all that is known and all that is lived, as self will know of nothing else, only have momentary sense of something being missing, yet what returns , as this has been made huge, is the desire to have money to survive.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to believe that I cannot understand how a debt based system in fact works, where debt is economic enslavement to a system where money  represents resource, as resource that is of this earth, an earth that gives unconditionally, and thus cannot be owned, yet I can be deceived into believing that this can be owned, as a monetary value is placed in this earth, and thus my earth, my possessions become a commodity for survival  as monetary value only, instead of the substance of life that it is where I in allowing this and following this become this instead of realizing my self as the substance of life.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not understand that all debt is in the hands of the people, while the value and ownership of the resource as the money is resource transposed into a “sign,”   is then able to be  allowed to move or withdrawn within this society, to create conflict and lack and a mass of people blaming one another for this lack as the stories in the media, the media being supported by those who hold the real value ( which is simply a transposed value), promote relative cause and effect scenarios instead of absolute value causes and effects as seeing the whole of the present system on this earth and how this system by it very nature, creates the existent nature of mankind on earth, a “nature” that is man in separation and suspended-non-self-development  that is man in diminishment lost in relative awareness and not absolute awareness that all that is here on this earth is composed of the substance of life that which supports and is the equality of all of us.

Thus, I commit my self to speaking up again and again and again until my last breath the nature of this system that has become the nature of mankind on this earth in separation from self as life, as what is best for self is what is best for all.

I commit my self to revealing the limited nature of man as mind ,where many cannot even see of a painting is done from a photograph or from the actual physical world, where this subtle difference is tangible and can reveal the non ability of mankind to be able to sense this physical world  and the depth of insight available to each and every one of us, as what we are as life is able and capable to understand this physical world and become aware of ourselves as life, where what is best for self is best for all as this is life.

I commit my self to transposition my self away from only existing as mind.

I commit my self to realizing that my wants reveal my separations from my own self hONEsty as life.

I commit my self to not fearing my fear, as my fear is my separation and thus the very door to my self discovery , where i can bring my self back to self and stop my self existing in the bling of the energetic existence of myself separate from what is real, this physical world and my ability to common sense the life that is this physical world.

I commit my self to realizing that I have made my separations from life bigger than what is this physical world.

I commit my self to breath and realizing my fears are my separations, where my love is my addiction to habituated ideas of what is more than and less than, when what is more than and less than is what was taught as this was believed to be what one needed to survive and that my fears are what I believe I cannot in essence sense when such a statement cannot be real, as all that is here is life,one and equal as the substance of life, thus to say I cannot sense, as I am life, is a clear indication that something makes no sense, where even in the words “makes no sense” one can see the answer, that this present system makes/created/develops NO SENSE ability, removes/diminishes sense, eliminates the capacity of self as life, as life is what all is, to be itself which is life, thus how cannot  essence not sense itself as it is as all that is?

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