We are the manufacturers of our own separation from life. Where does our health insurance money go? Day 718

Sometimes an article comes up that I find so astounding, I can hardly believe I have accepted this, or rather, not researched it and looked at the numbers. Numbers do not lie.

This article about the payouts from insurance companies for the number of vaccines a doctor gives to children is unacceptable. Yet, it begs the question as to why we are allowing this overall. This means that we support incentives for vaccination with our insurance programs. This means that the companies producing the vaccines are not even paying the doctors, or rather, motivating the doctors to vaccinate children without investigation. We are allowing this when we do not investigate the monetary structures. We allow this when we do not follow the money- a statement that is ubiquitous. So many have said that one must follow the money. One must read, one must use a natural capacity to do the math, and investigate to realize that it is the web of all of us that maintains the present system. 

The idea of a superman is the opposite of what is real, as it is the web of men that build and allow negligent resource extraction, a mis-use of resources that effect all the life that is here on this earth. Again, it is the numbers of men, that build what exists or, as in the case of this article, hold in place, based on ideas and beliefs and opinions that have no real follow through into the forms and mechanisms of money flow. That money flow is your labor moving into allowing others to make decisions for you. It is the consequence of a lack of investigation, it is  a lack of the self sensing practical reality, what is right here, visible, known and written out in an article.

With a doctor potentially getting 80,000$ for fulfilling a quota of vaccination, paid for with your labor via insurance policies,  would that doctor really want to investigate anything about vaccines? Would you want to give up 80,000$ a year? Would you want to give up the comforts that kind of money would allow? Would you become irritable if someone threatened to take that from you? Would you turn a blind eye to patterns around you?  Just look at the math, a vaccine in itself does not cost 400$. Yet, you are paying this incentive to not look, to not investigate through your insurance policies.  This whole form, as this action, also begs the question as to why such incentives must be used, to buy obedience!

We are programmed to live a false story, a false and limited set body of information. This is why we are held in a school that only teaches through abstraction of information. This is the means for that limited inform of information. It denies one’s natural ability to sense qualities in space and time. This is so visible all around us in our loss of spatial ability. We have, for eons, believed that what we create with our imagination is greater than what is around us. It is as simple as that. The solution is to realize the mis-use of our imaginations and become living words, words that respect this world around us. We can use words to investigate this travesty of life, as this present system, and remove the veil of our separation into this busy work composed of limited values, made huge, and step into what has always been here, right in front of us, this manifestation of creation, a symbiotic and functional creation that reveals itself with the potential of a balance that can flow with ease and grace. This is the real nature of life, and it is always here.

An exanple is using our tongues. We can taste bitter, we can taste sour, we can taste something savory, or tart. These flavors reveal qualities. Something that is sour is usually more acidic. We can then investigate what acids do and how they work. The information is here, as we are in the age of information.  if we place a piece of copper in water and let it sit, we can then drink the water and realize a slight taste of copper. We can rub a piece of garlic on the soles of out feet and sense a taste of garlic on our tongues.  This is natural, and yet it has somehow become novel! How did that happen? Obviously, it happened because we allowed something else to overshadow these innate sensibilities. 

As yourself why the media is so ubiquitous? Ask yourself why there are systemic forms that pay doctors incentives to not LOOK HERE? Your capacity to live is go great, that to deny that capacity a film of information that is not the real story must be constantly imposed, and with systemic layers that are not fully disclosed yet must exist somewhere because it can then be construed that we accepted it. In effect, we did, because we dod not investigate. 

Life, by nature, is forgiving, it need only be accepted. This is one’s self. Either that self continues within a false use of the imagination or makes the choice to stand with steadfastness to redefine one’s presence back into all things, which includes the physical world.  How does one cause chaos? Through creating a belief in another world, with a god, to separate one from the real ‘ god’ which is this creation, this physical reality, this means to understand life, to sense it, to taste the nature of it and how it works in balance, in ways that do no harm and consider all things, taking that which is good. 

If these incentives for vaccinating children were removed, ( and our health insurance payments lowered- thereby freeing up our individual economies to have a greater ability to choose!) what would happen with the whole vaccine debate? Would greater numbers of doctors stand in understanding what is happening or not happening? Do we have the courage to ask doctors about these payments? Do we have the courage to face the storm of what is emotional resistance, that we all know very well, which is a persona of irritation and anger and name calling and blame? Can we realize in a moment, were we to ask questions directly in a doctor’s office that reactive behaviors towards such questions are a form of protection and defense in self interest? Can we stand without reaction ourselves and realize that what we face is a construct of misinformation cluttered with a limited set body of information causing a dissonance from practical reality? Can we step beyond our fears of being defined as being ‘ difficult’ and remain with making a statement that we need to investigate what is offered by this system without taking threats and name calling personally? It really only takes one time to not give in, after that it gets easier. We can do this, we can stand. Together. This is the real power, the web of men making the choice to relate words to real life, this life around us, and no longer accepting a limited story that has an outcome of separating us from life, from reality - so visible in a loss of a natural spatial ability, and an ability to taste the sweet and the sour, the bitter and the savory. Why not forgive the chaos of limitation and become what is natural?

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Does Labor have any real value anymore? Day 702

Does labor have any real value anymore.

My experience at the moment is all the coaches that exist everywhere for everything imaginable.

I have met middle aged women who lost their jobs and started a business coaching. They are around, going out and starting the journey in building social networks to retain clients.

It seems that everyone needs someone to tell them what to do, and yet, with all the job losses because of greater automation, all that hypothecated labor has already been spent for the individual, and can be avoided in the collective machine within automating many services for that end goal of profit. Hence, an advent of coaching has come forward. LOL, also, because that labor has followed automating itself to fit into a skill of a job! 

One could say we have the automated taking over the automated!

Anyone who has mastered something for real, realizes that one must always make use of one’s presence, even within what one has come to understand, because automation can run rampant within one’s self and end up causing problems, because mistakes begin to be made, and insecurity sets in and then one becomes a reaction to a lack as defining one’s self as lacking. It is a perpetual motion of limitation and lack. Some understand this, and have used this in self interest. 

Ask yourself why we are sent to school for 13 years, forced to memorize a very limited story mis-using our imagination and only using imagination? We become automated within this limitation, as we mis-used our presence as life, that which we used to learn to crawl and to walk and to talk. Do we end up needing coaches to help us refocus in reality? And does this process demand self assessment and rebuilding. Can the perspective of being lost in one’s mind make such changes appear impossible, because one knows nothing else?

This reminds me of a story I have come across many times. It is the story of natives on a shore. These natives go to the shore to collect shellfish, or something like that, periodically. It is a ritual/habit/tradition/practice that probably has good inherent within it. Maybe it is to get the nutrient necessary for physical stability, which could be iodine; for example.

So these natives are on the shore and they are automatic in their behavior. The tribal shaman follows them, on the edge. He arrives with them, though at a distance, and watches them collect whatever it is that they collect. Yet, he notices that something is amiss in this common landscape. Somehow the wind is not blowing as it normally does. The pattern has changed in some way. The shaman looks out to sea at the horizon. He notices the wind appears to flow in circular forms different from past experiences. He stares at this phenomenon. And then suddenly, through the fog of his comfort zone, his habituated experience, his veil of belief, he see it. There on the horizon are many ships. 

Such ships are something he has never seen before. He calls out to the members of his group, and yet they do no hear, he continues to call, and some begin to look, and some begin to see, and pretty soon, many have stood outside of the automated selves and see what was hidden in plain sight. 

In many ways, we are all those people. There are some, who simply deny the ships, no matter what, because they are happy in their ignorance or the benefits of the problem.  Realize, that Plato’s infamous metaphor of being in the cave and only watching the shadows on the wall, is really the same as what these indigenous people were being on the beach that day. This reveals how what we practice is what we become on one level. It makes it plain that when we practice an imperfect practice, misusing imagination, and limiting our attention to the physical reality around us, we lose what is real, and end up making mistakes. 

Can this  happen over generations because information is passed through DNA in seeds and we are mechanisms of DNA as well?  have we externalized an imperfect and limited practice and collectively accepted this, as we allowed what we believed within to become greater that what is real without? 

Have we placed our capacity into a false construct? Do we follow  what is imparted as information by others to be what informs this great capacity to sense the physical reality around us because a separation we can no longer see has made us insecure and unstable?

Within this false presence, we have allowed our labor to be sold into a future, that is not what is needed in the present yet is based on that past idea. Thus, we have a consequence of coaching to straighten us out, and the loss of jobs because our automations are no longer needed and there are cheaper ways of manifesting that labor needed.  Yet, how can we trust those who coach to not be one of those who cannot see those ships at sea and who may have a somewhat greater construct within to ground into reality just a little more than ourselves?  Are we not all in this together? 

That person who lost their job were as stuck in this as the rest of us. Can we trust them to open our eyes to what is really on the horizon? And, are we going to chose to wallow in self pity, or begin bringing ourselves, our presence back down to reality?

Stopping an automated movement within, is not going to be easy, and yet, is there anything else worth while? I mean, if we had remained present even within internal structures we can zip through to check and maintain, and considered all things instead of only ourselves , where would we be?

As a collective, we really need to ‘ get back on the farm’ so-to-speak. We need to get back into being aware, using our presence, to sense not only what we have accepted and allowed within, as that thick self pity and blame and spite falling down and collecting in out bodies, like an inner matrix, and see through the veil and begin the practice of returning our focus to the physical reality that is this earth, because it is here, working with all things, that we create life. 

That bubble of separation that is a mis-use of imagination is the problem, and the solution is to forgive all of this, and ground ourselves back into physical reality. It is easy if one realizes that our separation is composed of walking an order of steps, until the extra-ordinary is built. We do the same, in reverse, walking what we have accepted and allowed within, and at first peeking through the veil to see the real abundance all around us, as creation as the physical.

At the moment, there is a means to become financially stable in development. It is to promote a currency that instead of being siphoned off to serve what we have accepted as a limited construct - as that, for example, education system that mis-uses imagination with limited story - to allow us to stabilize financially and begin having a moment to stand there on this shore of creation, and listen/sense/feel/read/see-directly what is here, and begin the journey to utilizing all of what we are as physical sensory entities so very capable of learning to crawl and to walk and to talk.

Check it out. Below is an introductory link.  It is only going to happen if we do it. Nothing stops us, but that automated belief system within. It is time to forgive this, the tools are here, we need only walk the ordinary into the extraordinary and become the potential we were meant to be.

http://www.myfuelclub.net/affiliates/rdalmas

Ask yourself what it would be like to stand in certainty, to hold something within that can withstand the test of time? How would that feel? What would it be like to really be present, to be stable and steady? I have to say, it would be totally awesome!

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Day 678 Who am I Within How I Focus Myself Here?

I notice I have something accumulating in my solar plexus. I woke after clicking on a tarot card notice that brought up the card ‘ comparison.’

And I have been worried about money. 

It is this idea that I am limited in my movements based on the amount of money I have at present. And yet, when I look at this, I am moving in many ways, setting up appointments and following through, which is the way and the means of building movement that leads to an outcome.

I notice that when I begin to self doubt, I begin to compare. Then I am caught up in weighing and measuring within limited values, in fear of failure. I can look at this word and change it to be defined in supportive ways.  I see the word ‘ ail’ within this word and the word ‘ur’ , as meaning the ailment of the starting point, which is moving within limitations; limitations being value judgements as my ur-sprung point!. I am comparing myself to another form, and believing that perhaps because my form does not meet that form, there is something wrong. I must tell myself there is never one way. Being creative means finding new and/or other ways.  As it is all about building relationships that are stable. If I look at chemistry, there are many different shapes and sizes that can come together, like a puzzle and create a form that functions with ease in this world. There are many ways to fill in the gaps.  This gap filling can meet in the middle, one supporting the other, being of the same nature yet with different means. Thus I cannot really compare myself to another form and yet I can learn from another form.This really is a perfect design.

If money represents the energy I accept and allow as the division of myself within the act of comparison in a narrow focus of beliefs, I move into survival and lose attention to a starting point of inferiority within my own natural ability to assess and evaluate and investigate and create.  And, I allow a whole chain reaction of values about myself based on ideas that become a seemingly endless cycle of comparison. My relationships of trust, can be created with individuals and with small groups, where the energy/support flows in manageable ways, extending my presence through another vein of the form of the structures on this physical world. 

Within music, as within performing, there is this point where I realized that I form the sound, I take the bull by the horns, so to speak, and form the sound, realizing I can decide the ending and the starting of the notes, and how the volume of the form as the sound can express itself. I notice that my attention within making this decision,  can accelerate when I make the decision to attend to what it is that I am doing in a moment. I have the ability to be aware of what I sound in every moment. And it is the decision to do this, that then opens up that ability to assess and balance. Starting from a point of insecurity and worrying about what another has or does or thinks, does not allow myself to focus on every nuance of what it is that I myself am doing! Also, within making the decision to focus on what I am doing within the very measure of what I am creating, has a sudden nature of being able to not only assess my measure but also, the measure of another as the values they are creating. It is that this decision to focus removes the judgement and opens up discernment. There is a kind of irony here, within this, because in so many ways this is the opposite of following only!  This opens up real participation, and real participation is the means of expansion in self discovery of the qualities of being present and using a natural ability to discern and self direct in substantive ways.

When I allow myself to participate, in the manner of being self responsible, I realize my natural ability to change, that I can assess what is here, practicing myself back into what is a natural ability to change, and realizing that remaining focused here, is what allows that natural ability to change, to move. It is to say the answer is in being what I fear the most, which is being self responsible here, naming the game and changing the game within common sense of what I would want, which is what is best for me, and as a consequence in considering here, what is best for all.

In all, being here is natural, allowing comparison within an idea of one-size-fits-all is unnatural. This means that I need not hold onto any imagined values only, because in focusing on the values of what is here as the physical as a starting point,  I need not hold onto anything, and realize that within this, I have a greater discernment and a natural compassion that is gentle because it realizes that being present and assessing what is here as the physical world, is where solutions are formed and lived and this natural ability to do so is found within being present and focused, placing my creative ability within reality.

Day 671 Debt as wages and Steve Jobs.

I read this article here, about capitalism. The part where debt was used to allow for declining wages, as, according to the article, began in the 70’s here in America, shows how we perceptually remeasure things, as an ability within each of us. In this case, in this article, the measure of earnings and money lending, used resources and labor and reconfigured it is such a way to allow greater amounts of money to accumulate into the hands of a few. No doubt, the law industry also benefitted from this, as schemes were ordered, constructed to support that change via that measure of using debt to pay wages.

And the media, as this was running full steam by the time we hit the 70’s , filled in the dreams of what one could do within taking out loans and building that home. All the while, as one is so occupied with the dream, the hope, the desire, that looking at how debt was being used to pay wages was not noticed. Were it , and perhaps there was the lone whistle blower that had no space to voice their concerns, as the media was already owned by those who had accumulated enough wealth to construct lending structures that were a means of hiding lowering wages.

What is astounding is the obvious in all of this. This means that humans are the means to investigate form and ‘ pull on the stings of formation’ in time and space, and that no one human being can be more than another in this system, as all parts are needed to do what is a form that is devious by definition and presented as a false positive. Hence, no few can own anything that is the structural foundation of being a living person on this earth. 

This reminds me of what Steve Jobs was quoted to have said towards the very end of his life. He said that what he owned and the power he had were meaningless. These were things he could not take with him. It was the connection to others, that was the value. Hence he realized the value was being, was living, was being present here. He realized that this game that we have all accepted and allowed of winning power and things, is the illusion. And as we see, within the debt use of wage support and the slight of hand going on behind the racing to win a home ONLY,  is game we as a collective accept and allow that is not what is best for us. The consequence of this game, is that the debt is now the elephant in the room, and the laborers, the ones that are the parts that built this, are too expensive and can be replaced by automation, leaving fewer jobs. This leaves fewer possibilities for humans to realize their value, which is to interact with others and do what men can do, which is to come up with new ways of doing things, as a group, because this is how this is done, on this planet where resources cannot be owned unless it is believed to be a truth, when it is not. Steve Jobs makes this clear.

A basic income, a Living Income Guarantee, would be to realize that value Steve Jobs was talking about. Perhaps, he would still have discovered with the many others he discovered with, his discoveries would have happened, yet they would have happened in tandem with really living the value being life; meaning he would have had the time to discover and investigate and come up with new ways of doing things, and spend time enjoying his family and his community and the many values on this earth, as the plants and the animals, and the soils. Obviously, Steve jobs does not exist alone, he is a part of the whole. And, perhaps he is the consequence of what came before, birthed into existence as the sum of development that existed before him. This would mean that he is you , he is life in another form. If he is this, as this is how this works, this is a movement, in a way, that is a celebration of life. It is such a huge and great thing; it means that the value of creation is being and playing with what is formed and realizing in word and deed and thought,  that we create what is here, and it is all of us working together that is the value.

It is time to remove this pyramid scheme of inequality to life. It is time to realize that poverty is a crime against life. It is time to realize, in deed and systemic form that war is a crime, it is destructive as it is not transformative - it is not using what men can do  in constructive ways to create a world where life on this earth is dignified in and as the practice of realizing the value is being here, interacting with others, realizing their perspective to build awareness and to come up with new ways of doing things that improve and respect this physical manifestation of life. We can do this, we can stand together, as we have done, and stand as what is best for all. It is said that one cannot know what is outside of one’s awareness, yet the steps forward are visible, one needs only take that step to see the next. I mean, this is how this is done! Support a Living Income Guarantee. Time to create a systemic form that is the voice and structure of realizing the value is being life. 

Day 612 We are all holding this system of abusing life in place.

Do I practice and become the measure of here as this physical reality? Or, do I become inferior to it based on an idea, a belief or an opinion within and as me. How focused am I here in this practice of living, a physical living where all outcomes are obvious? Do I react as belief, because I spent so much of my childhood in a box, learning to abstract number and words away from physical reality? Did I allow the drug of thought only, using parts that were placed within me, as supposed truths, where ironically, the object did exist and did move around, but I have no direct experience with such objects because they are the past, and the parts given to me in story only, in a box, are whatI  have because this is what was placed within me, which I accepted.

And for what, to divide me from reality, using my common sense, my ability to measure spatially what actually really physical exists here. And then the television, another story teller with scripted words and arranged pictures. And outside the window, the waters are polluted and the water companies tout their life saving tactics of refining the water, and needing to pay for the failing and aging infrastructure, of which is placed on men, men who formed a government and paid taxes for such services, but somehow over time, with divisions in justifications, for salaries etc, for war- to grab more- the governing systems seem to be systems of justification for salary increases, and the failing, aging infrastructure replacement costs are on the users. But then, again, if perception of reality is lost, the whole picture of all of this is not realized. And, we sit in our entertainments of thought only, and praise our inner fantasizing, because in effect this is what this is only. 

This reminds me of the tolls on some of the highways around Boston, in Massachusetts. If one does not have the change, as I have been in the situation of, because I do not travel too much west of Boston, for the tolls, then one is fined way beyond the cost of the toll. I mean the toll is, in some instances 1.25 and the charge , in one instance, for not having a dollar and twenty five cents, because I use a debt card all the time, is now 50$. I wonder how many times tourists run into this problem. I have asked other people in the area, if they notice an excessive ticketing system in Boston, and they say yes. I mean one time, my son exited the city, and evidently turned from one road onto another, into a bus lane. he does not know the city too well, and sometimes there is a lot of traffic, so it is easy to turn onto a bus lane, where the yellow ground markings are worn. There are cameras in these areas and they take a picture of your car, and then you get a 50$ fine in the mail, WTF! I started to say, gee,  that kettle at the end of the rainbow was PLACED there by MEN, and then made  into a fairy tale. lol.

With all our modern technology, there really is no excuse for this practice. One could use a debt card to pay the toll, and thereby reduce the costs overall, and reduce the labor of a man, in doing a tedious collection of money ( or lack of money ) and, as the present situation is being used for, punishing people who find themselves in a new place, which is really just collecting money in self interest.

My local politician, state politician, voted to have the salaries increased for the government officials, because if the salaries were lowered , then less professional people would be in the offices of governing, But i have to ask myself, given what is going on in Boston with money collection that is not being changed, with  modern technology, all of this could change, the whole way of directing money could change. It is all really a measurable thing. And this is the point, the  roles people play in the system, ones that do not in any way use the full potential of people, are being used to get money, without any consideration for living, thus, what we are calling professionals are not professionals in the title name, they are really professionals at flowing money to themselves in any way possible without any respect for life. And my local state rep. is participating in the game. It is money before life, before common sense. And, as I said earlier, common sense was distracted, was placed in a box, taught to conceptualize mentally ONLY, with limited knowledge and information. It gets pretty obvious after a while if one takes the time to look at form and structure. In America, after being in the New York area, I notice that so many of the roads are crumbling, they really are a mess, parched and bumpy, crowded and congested with traffic. I can’t see much difference in our roads, in some instances and the roads in Africa! 

So, while our so-called professionals are collecting through ancient infrastructure that has no money for change because it is all flowing to administrations who have no conceptual ability ( because if the really really did then what is here would not be here!)  our world is crumbling around us. 

We really have to wake up. We can take all that ability of men, that ‘ labor’ used in war, that story where roles of killing “ enemies”  comes to define us and are aggrandized and maintained through television and story in boxes and end up costing us our lives, punishing us for the self interest of some over others when we are all the same, and come back down to earth in practice. That labor, can be used to build systems that do not harm the environment, creating water companies who tout the good they are doing without thinking about how the earth really works as a system that recycles water in ways that clean it, without needing these huge systems to clean the pollution caused by building the systems that themselves did not work with the earth in ways that cause no harm. It is that we are placing systems on earth that are about collecting money, and money really has no value, none, because we cannot live without the water, we cannot learn and expand without opportunity and connection. 

Common sense is important because it imports what we see, and if what we are placed in front of to see, is in separation from reality, then we lose our common sense to very narrow conception, and this causes a pressure on the human ‘ spirit’ of common sense, creating uncertainty, which is the disease of depression, ADHD, ADD, to name a few.  All of these are because our common sense is not equal to the volume of life here, the physical, where we actually physically live our lives. As we can see our lives are not being lived, they are being lived as fantasies in our minds only, a fantasy that does not match life, a fantasy that is layered over time into the flesh through repetition, because life would accept all things. 

Thus it is the measure of our common sense within that is the cause of abuse on this earth. So, we as humans are holding this in place, because we accepted and allowed a separation from reality and we maintain this separation in jobs that are no longer needed given the technology developed by that same common sense that is ingenious when given opportunity to live, because that innate sense within will expand when placed in front of what is real, it is the nature of life, as what life would be and do. What happens to another human on this earth is the fault of us all, if we do not pay attention , read what is going on, understand the systemic structures. I would have to say, it would be better not to send your child to school, and instead to teach them about the real world from home.  I would also say to support a Basic Income Guarantee, a Living Income, because this will allow the form of the present abusive systems to change, as so many fear change because they see no other way to have an income, because we have allowed money to determine life. Turn money into something that allows opportunity and development, choose life, choose what is best for all as this is best for self.

Day 601 The Worry for Security

So much of my time during the years with my children was worry about remaining stable and being secure. This was in tandem with watching my children. From the time my second child was seven this was a large part of what I worried about. Even when my children were really small and my husband and I decided that remaining with them during the day was what would be best, I remember having thoughts that it unnerved me not to have job, not to be making sure I was secure, because I equated security with money, and felt that depending on someone else made me vulnerable. I even remember thinking to myself to calm me down, “ it is okay.”

Because of this, I have this chatter in my mind where I am constantly thinking about being secure, that I cannot depend on the system, or my family, or anyone but myself. Not that this desire to be responsible is a bad, but the occupation of the whole desire as thoughts in and as my mind, as wanting to have the means to be stable. Now that I am older and my children are out of the house, I include them.

If I allow this to be so much of what motivates/occupies me, and/or what I find I am creating pictures of in my mind as some event that might come along and disturb this, and/or what I feel would be the scenario where I am in that kind of security, I am not actually here fully. And the past as this fear, remains with me, and I find I move into the imagination as it, missing what people say at times, or putting things off because with all this chatter going on, I have abdicated my own focus here, and stopping this inner drama appears to be too difficult. Walking self forgiveness has helped quiet this storm, investigating our present sold system structures  as our government and our financial system, has helped because knowing the structure of here, and investigating how anything works gives clarity into necessary actions.  Also, in becoming more practically clear, the backchat becomes smaller, yet I notice it still exists, I just pull it back and direct because in the end I can only live here, as this is a physical form of creation, which is simply common sense. That what is real is hidden right in front of us, is in itself a red flag. If we look at so many of our systemic beliefs, the physical is demonized in so may ways. This is us rejecting life. And yet, that which is right in front of us, reveals itself in every way, showing the way forward. Unless we believe that the voices in our minds define us, and/or are real, not stopping to look at what thought is in reality overall. It really is like an echo, a susurrus occupation in the background of fear, of rejection of being here with creation.

So, I forgive the ideas, beliefs and opinions in and as my mind, I write them out, then correct them to focus myself here directly, to become one and equal with and as creation as the physical here. Then can I see here, pass through the eye of the needle and remain stable with physical reality, being directive through moving as what does no harm.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to worry.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate from myself as life as my common sense, and to allow the voices in and as my mind to be what I am here, instead of standing here, equal and one with and as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I must have a job, where I earn money to feel secure and stable in a physical world where the physical is the life I am as me here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to occupy my life with and as back chat of fear in not being stable because I do not have a job and as such will not have the money as the means to remain stable here, not stopping to question why money has come to determine life on earth, when the value is being physical and as such respecting and moving and building a system that respects simple existence as allowing the full potential of life as the physical flourish which means room to change and transform, to expedite and develop creation which would allow all the focus that is the fulfillment of purpose in and as creation here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have a voice in and as my mind of “ it is okay” to placate the fear that I feel which overall is an act of ignoring the whole, as the part that is me as a human being in creation as what I am here on earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand immediately those moments where I separate myself from here, existing as knowledge and information as idea  only without practical application, and as such accepted this format without asking questions,  abdicating myself as life, as my common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as this, I become a physical movement within and as me as energy as thoughts as memories, that separates the focus of me, as my common sense from here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in this separation I allowed this inner back chat to define me, instead of remaining here, equal and one to and with the physical world, creation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to imagine security

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to imagine security being taken away.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that in imagining security or the lack thereof, I am in essence not here, looking here directly with and as that which is the value, which is being here, which is physical.

I forgive myself for not seeing realizing and understanding the lack of ease as me this separation creates, which is a focus on limitation only and not a community with creation as this physical world as this earth here, as this is where solutions exists because this is myself here, as my own common sense of reality that is me.

I forgive myself for not seeing realizing and understanding how this separation confines me, binds me, holds me in a very narrow view of that which is the means of me as the physical here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how this inversion of and as me, builds a resistance to seeing directly here as what I am as a physical being as life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the tension of this stagnates me, not allowing the ease of and as me as my common sense, to accept what is here as the physical, being and expressing with gratitude as the principle of life, which is the principle of equality and oneness, the principle of take that which is good and does no harm, the principle of give as one would receive, the principle of respecting the means and the ways of life being which is the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to reject what is in front of me, as I have allowed myself to be tied to ideas, beliefs and opinions, instead of remaining here, in practical application of physical reality being creation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to build ivory towers as ideas, beliefs and opinions in and as my mind, racing towards this imagination, unequal to here, as my value system as ideas was done in self interest without consideration of life and the racing to and towards these ideas ignored the practice of real living.

When and as I find myself becoming secretive with and as myself I stop and I breath and I slow myself down to see, realize and understand what I am hiding in and as the ideas, beliefs, opinions, fantasies,  imaginations, back chat, desires, wants and needs within and as my mind, 

When and as I find myself no longer hearing what is here in front of me, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I bring myself here, grounding myself in the physical here.

When and as I find myself moving into worry, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I assess, investigate, examine, step out of time, evaluate what is before me, taking that which is good and does no harm, to become at ease, with and as breath here.

When and as I find myself  racing as in not hearing what has been said, or losing patience, or judging the appearance of another, even as their words, I stop and I breath and i slow myself down and I see, realize and understand that I can only hear here, equal and one as the physical, directing in ways that do no harm, taking that which is good, here.

When and as move into am imagination of gloom and doom, I stop and i breath and I slow myself down and I ground myself here, as it is only here that i can step, that i can crawl, that i can change, that i can transform, that I can become equal and one with creation and as such  see to stand equal and one with and as what is me as life information, here.

When and as I find myself feeling overwhelmed with here, as the limitations, within and without, I stop and I breathe and I slow myself down, and I assess, evaluate, common sense physical, practical reality here, to stand as what is best for all, respecting life as the physical that is me here.

When and as I find myself whirl-reasoning in and as my mind, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I ground myself here, seeing the physical world directly, assessing practical applications that direct in ways that do no harm, and consider all things, to stand equal and one with and life here as this is me accepting the breathe of creation.

Day 560 Transnational movement is a reflection of our minds of separation.

http://www.nytimes.com/2014/06/22/opinion/sunday/why-are-we-importing-our-own-fish.html?_r=1

http://www.mintpressnews.com/congress-moves-expedite-gas-exports-heightening-fracking-concerns/190061/

http://www.infowars.com/obama-allows-great-lakes-water-to-be-sold-to-china-as-half-the-u-s-faces-extreme-water-crisis/

http://touch.latimes.com/#section/-1/article/p2p-80666749/

http://investigations.nbcnews.com/_news/2012/12/04/15676862-asia-coal-export-boom-brings-no-bonus-for-us-taxpayers

http://repository.essex.ac.uk/8098/1/WP2010-1%20-%20PSikka%20Transfer%20Pricing%20Paper.pdf

http://detroit.cbslocal.com/2014/06/23/nearly-half-of-detroit-water-customers-cant-pay-their-bill/

http://detroit.cbslocal.com/2014/06/23/nearly-half-of-detroit-water-customers-cant-pay-their-bill/

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transocean

We have allowed a world that mimics in system structure what is impulsed in media advertising. In media, we chase a very limited ideology of what we should look like in shape and in dress in order to profit and live a life where a life lived is one of wealth accumulation being the indicator of our success.

We have multinational corporations doing the same, accumulating wealth and doing everything possible to ensure that that wealth is absolutely controlled. We have companies who we have accepted and allowed to own freely given resources, and/or make use of collectively owned resources and hide in transnational structures that change like our ocean tides to avoid percentages of regulated royalty payments, and tax payments, caring nothing for what happens to the source of extraction that allows  such wealth accumulation and yet in word presenting nice sounding words with flashing pictures and exciting music, programming us. But this begs the question as to what came first, the advertising or the human, the people, the person creating such a venue. So the action of the media, is what, as a movement, is what developed and reflected what was already here.

On one side, each of us are the source of the divisions into one picture being more than another, and it is all fantasy pictures, just as are our movies, because they are composed of limited values and inconsiderate of the whole with all its variations. If we define ourselves without changing, then the limited definition controls from that limited perspective, which leads to a few qualities being a control mechanism. Which is what the whole corporate world is doing, it is using limited means to accumulate its wealth because using limited controls, as limited values then touted as “ the way” make that control easier. So, what was first, the need for control within limited qualities or a fear of losing what one defined oneself as?

To maintain that control, which means using limited signs/values to control, everything else has to be ordered as more or less important. Here, what is not within the limitation, can then be justified to be taken from, like taking from Peter to pay Paul - a usurious act. Then the race is on, to take as much as possible, to protect and control the limited state of being that was at one time a moment of creation, that thought itself so grand it did not want to lose its “ baby" - so to speak. So instead of looking at where it came from as what it was composed of, it became fixated on itself, it saw itself like a god, and refused to let go, and then fear was born, that insecurity that comes from forgetting the whole, meaning the origin of itself, as the very substance of and as life.

If we look at Detroit, where people do not have a big enough wage to pay for their water, water that must move in a structure built by men, to allow access to this very basic need of life. And yet, we have multinational companies busy with multinational movements using political structures to create laws that serve tax avoidance and royalty payments manipulations, all basically leading to more and more wealth accumulation that allows the continued touting of very limited values to control what each has accepted and allowed within, as holding onto ideologies about self forgetting that what we are here is the physical formation of life as what life would be and do as creation.

In America, so much of our resources are being touted as trade when the real movement is wealth accumulation. We have our coal, our fish, our water, our gas all being moved around the globe, in some ways to help as what is touted, but in reality a means to control the resources into wealth accumulation as the expense of the people, like the people in Detroit who are not only no longer being given a living wage, but also subject to appealing to charitable institutions or supposed “ watch dog” institutions to provide aid, when the real “ aid” would be to realize that this structure of resource extraction and manipulation is not efficient or what is best for this planet on which we live and are composed of and as, as all things are composed of the same things because this earth is creation information as life would.

This game of emotional value touting, is a game of judgement, which is not being one and equal to reality as the physical, and doing what causes no harm and takes that which is good and supports and sustains and realizes the value being life, and that that life value has so many expressions that are all a part of what is this physical life as creation in formation.

How can we expect the people of Detroit to be able to pay for their water, when wages are not livable wages, and our education system is one of the story as published by text books and universities supported by those who have accumulated wealth as their main goal? 

Why are we having the low paid - low access to paper money-  people of Detroit pay 40$ a month for water and yet the corporation, I believe one is Nestle, pays a penny for every bottle of water in royalties it extracts from the neighboring freely given body of water of which it uses transnational structures to diminish its royalty payments and tax payments. Royalties are meant to support infrastructure as are taxes, and yet these are not being paid in a measure that supports the infrastructure of men to be educated, productive, able to live with the basics that we all, with investigation, are able to realize we as human beings need to live the potential of what we are as physical creation, that which life would be in expression? There are people, individuals who are doing what the corporations are doing, just thinking of their wealth accumulation without any respect and consideration for the whole, as the mind abstract/fantasy picture show is one of limitation. And yet, children are not born with judgements, they are born with curiosity, they desire to sense everything that is here, to understand it. What they are exposed to is what they become, which means that we can change this system. We can learn to respect the life in formation that is creation manifest, accepting all forms and realizing that we are them, that they are us, because we are all of the same substance, we are all the minerals and the combinations of minerals and vitamins and water that circulates all this around the globe, as the globe is another form of what it is that we are. That this form is us in another life, that change is just change, and nothing else.

In our minds we are taking pictures and the pictures become more and more abstract as we age, because we fill up with these pictures that we believe make us “ more” as memories as self definitions that actually end up separating us from reality and the generation of which sucks the life from within to sustain our fantasy. A child can see a tree for what it is, and then by the age of thirty, that tree becomes as “ zip file” just like our creations built from our own accepted and allowed limitation, so the real perceived tree that has a a depth that we can see before our minds are cluttered with values of good and bad, more and less, just as our systemic corporate forms are doing, to the point where the tree is a flat image, the leaves a green blob instead of each leaf moving with purpose and function, where each part can be sensed and breathing and expressing itself. So, within, as mind we become a memory that is really a photo album of self definition that can no longer see the life that is here, that is life information as what creation is and does, being fluid and changeable, here.

Each must learn to give as we would want to receive, to become as the expression of water, to flow, to circulate, as water is the largest substance on earth, it is what we are composed of and as, it is what is needed to exist. We can look at our soils and how they become lifeless, when they have no water and what water is beneath is not allowed access because one nation fears another nation becoming self sustaining as in the case of Gaddafi and in some parts of Africa where the people, as a resource on earth, are ignored and left in as an impoverished  state as the soil because we have allowed some transnational corporation to believe it must control because of an ideology that is extremely limited in scope based on an insecurity derived from a fear of losing a belief, and stuck in that godhead/mind set/state of being forgetting the process of creation from which it came, one that is of constant change and development - which we can agree is happening on earth by many but is thwarted by the present accepted structures.

It is time for a change, it is time to put an end to the division of self as life in self interest as mind, and to come back to life, to stand one and equal with and as life, where there is real security and all have their basic needs met. This means, to take what we have allowed as money, and get it flowing through to all people, to remove the insecurity that leads to behaviors of fear, blinding us from ourselves as life as the gift of our common sense. If we slow down and investigate within and without, as our behaviors and our present system that reflects our fear, our inferiority to life, we will begin to realize that what we want is to be a state of being that is the living word of the value being life. It is right here, we need only make the decision to change and order this system to reflect that change. Support a Living Income Guarantee. We don’t need zip files, life is here, all around us, it is the physical world.

              

Day 555 Distraction away from Common Sense into an Idea of Gain

I realize that I have been having expectations, and then I fall because these expectations do not play out.  I then go into analyzing the situation to discover a mis-step. Then a rant starts in wanting to blame something and become obsessive in figuring out how to address this. 

Even if I am correct in my assessment, it is the rushing forward in haste and frustration within choosing something to address from a starting point of blame to and towards something that creates more rushing, instead of slowing down and being practical about the situation, asking questions to really discover what is limiting, because if I remain within myself, as a reaction, and go off in secret to figure things out, I end up building ideas that have no direct solution. It is not to say that some measure of reflection is not productive, this must also be done, but to know the balance of this, within the whole scenario of living.

Our money system is much like this action manifest. Meaning that we rush forward to gain something. And what has happened is that money/gain has become the order of men’s existence on earth, and now we are enslaved to our own personal desire for gain, to be defined as something, rather than being at ease here, and enjoying being life.

A child is not born with any sense of money, they must learn this, as they learn languages, and culture into which they are born, into the religious systems within their environments.  What children will begin to do is order the world, collecting all the aspects of the physical world around them. The physical aspects. And then they begin to learn to move within this. The culture of men, as the order of men, is learned, each believing their culture and religion to be more than another, when culture is just a measure of reality and nothing else. What is same within all men is being physical.

This is really an illusion, because the real gain is to move, at ease, with the physical, realizing that life is the value, and that the physical world is the means of expression and that to be so means using common sense, because we are the machines built of the substance of life as sound formation  to exist as common sense. This is why advertising must force itself into every corner of our lives, to maintain the distraction from common sense. This is how strong common sense is. And it is right there beyond the veil of the mind in a rant of limitation.

When enough people begin to realize this, then standing will be done with ease, without violence, and within standing until it is done, but it will take many to do this, to silence the voice of profit for a few, the rant of self interest made manifest as how we are allowing money to determine life, gain to determine life, as the accumulation of wealth, when the real accumulation of wealth is to become equal in understanding and working with practical physical reality, with ease, with grace, with humility, with out any sense of fear. So, overall, this system is our fear in action, which means we, each of us are in essence maintaining fear when we continue to allow a system of profit being monetary accumulation instead of an ease and enjoyment with the physical world around us, where another’s self development is our own self development, because we are all life, and in order to become life, the physical world around us must become the life within, as the form expression in common sense, equal in sense within to the without as the physical, the real means of expression of life. Here, no one is alone, yet every one is individual. It is up to us, we decide, but the rant of the mind, an abstract, in separation, lost in an idea of gain, must equalize into common sense of practical physical reality, here.

Day 515 The worth and quality of life is earth in equality.

I was looking at the word ‘judges.” and the verb of this word is ‘ to estimate worth or quality.” The noun being an authority who is able to estimate worth or quality. To judge is to form a critical opinion of something.

So, our authorities set these laws to follow because they have critical skills and authority, which means they see and they author what worth and quality is, and the form playout of this on earth.

Earth/worth. They sound the same. And the word ‘quality’ is very similar to ‘equality.’

We have so much authority in our system, it is the process of writing laws, deciding what is of worth, and how to create a balanced quality of life.

Yet there are protests all around the globe at present. So, our authorities are not doing their jobs, and we keep protesting and asking those who are not doing their jobs to do their jobs. Which means that overall something is  missed ( mist=insubstantial). Our authorities are not seeing the worth and the quality that is here and ordering this in ways that sustain balance. Were there balance on earth then there would be no protest.

Can’t blame the consequence, can’t blame the protestors alone. Punishing the protestors is not addressing the reactive behaviors, it is just seeing all this reaction that is happening around the globe/earth as some annoying movement that will not behave correctly. It is like the supposed authors/authority  simply do not want to look at the whole and realize where the problem is, a picture/idea has been authored and they ‘know’ and if things do not fit into that ‘knowing’ then it is the fault of this thing not fitting in, when it is to realize something is not being looked at. 

The answer is always in the sound, in the words. Worth. Quality. Earth. Equality. All things of this physical world must be considered. Humans can be ‘happy’ with enough food, enough room to become aware of this earth. Basic Income studies show that they will send their children to school/educate their children, and will take care of their homes/shelter and will be creative - meaning solve problems and find innovative ways of doing things when at ease, and some point out that humans work less with a basic income, a mis-take, because there is more to life than work that brings in income, there is the work of practical living, and in our present system, practical living does not always bring in money. So more attention is given to family. A basic income does not stop men from working, and what we have allowed to be work as bringing in money, is not the only ‘work’ of life.

We can look at our production capacity, it over time becomes more efficient, freeing one up from that aspect of reality.This is the process of creation, understanding and fine tuning new forms. But if a human cannot be this and is confined, naturally the life within will protest, will seek new forms to expand, will survey its world and realize the limitations. This is the nature of life, even greed uses this to move forward. Because creation is a physical manifestation, as it would be in common sense, creation would self regulate, seeing what has formed and how to form new things that are efficient and author full potential of life expression. 

So, one cannot suppress life, it will inherently protest and seek expression, but at the same time, it does not need excess to be itself as life.So, our authorities are stagnant and blame the consequences of life being itself, which makes no sense.

Our so called authorities have to give up the ‘golden egg’ and let it hatch. The structures of our government system must allow the potential of life to develop. This is life in self regulation, and the protests will end.

The worth and quality of life is the quality of life information as the physical world known as earth. It is each point of the physical manifestation of life that when allowed its life expression would regulate earth. It is the limitations imposed that are of limited values that thwart and cause discord. These values are not good or bad, but limited and as such suppress life because we need only look at earth and see that there are many many many values. If we ignore these values, and call them externalities than why can’t we see that these externalities will protest and that were they not protesting life as this physical manifestation of life as earth, would be in balance, self regulating as is the real nature of life because life would creation!

One cannot create a limited image and likeness of what man should be and then try to force that form as man into a monocultural ideology. It will not work. Moving all the capital of earth, as the resources into this ideology will create massive protest from life, of which men are a quality of and as.

Our authorities have to give back to all parts of earth what is needed for men to live in dignity, where each man has what allows the life that is that man to fulfill itself, and an environment that is cared for and allow men to self sustain themselves , which the human machine is capable of doing and being. It is only suppression that causes the expression of life that is that formation of life to react and become behaviors of venting limitation. LImiting life will end up as all focus being regulating that suppression. All expression moves towards regulating suppression and consumes the principle that is life in the process. We see this happening all over the earth. This is the consequence of a limited idea of what worth is, a selection of values that are not all values, and the physical is the value because it is the manifestation of life.

If one cannot see this, then one has become zombified with limited values, One must begin to see the limited values accepted as a self definition, an illusion as a belief that these values is all there is. This is an inner construct that pushes away anything that is not that monopoly of a limited collection of values. And our authorities are blaming life for not conforming to these limited values, when life cannot do this, it simply will not work.

Practically speaking, money must be allowed to all, enough to meet basic needs, to give life its expression back, because this is the best regulation of life. 

Regulation of the environment can only happen on the ground, someone in an ivory tower, built of the tucks of elephants ( thereby destroying the elephant), cannot see what is needed on the ground, and data that uses a means to decide ignores all aspects because it defines through division into what appears to be a common denominator on paper but not on the ground. This is simply trying to move earth into easily controlled bits, which is someone playing god, and one, or a few, cannot be a god, because ‘god’ can only be that which creates, is creation and creator at the same time, which is the manifestation of life, as the physical, composed of and as creator and creation in equality as the gift of life, in movement, breathing, sensing, being, here, all of this substance working in tandem as all as one as equal, where each part is individual, yet one at the same time. A measured  limited value system as being a worth of quality is limited,  life and creation as men regulates as self awareness capacity allowed full expression/comprehension, which is each individual part respected and individual yet one in respect of all values, as this is how one value can exist to join and create an expression of life, here.

I suggest those in ivory towers, come out and equalize with the ground as the physical earth. the story of the tower of Babel ( a babel of limited values - many call ego) is ourselves revealing to ourselves what we have accepted and allowed that is ourselves in separation from life.

Each human has an innate ability to see what sustains and as such what is of worth and creates quality, which can only happen with direct interaction with the physical world.