What am I standing as? Day 749

So, there is this fear, it is such a wall, or appears to be so. Despite the life that is me, seeing this, at the same time, moving through this appears to be impossible. Yet, like any knot, some things take time to unwind. Opening them up to realize the twists and turns, is a part of the process. 

I ask myself, where am I holding onto a fear of loss, where am I comparing myself to someone or something, an idea or a person? Where am I rushing and expecting something other than what is right here? I realize in life, sometimes the means to the end is realized, yet all the meanderings involved in completing something some times run into glitches, which is okay, as this in essence is dealing with fine tuning the balance, and being patient in returning to a more natural presence in a real relationship with this physical reality. I remind myself that in not being present here, and instead reacting based on fear, is a state of missed opportunities, to realize the potency of life around me that is me. 

I notice that once I realize my own emotional firewalls, I can notice the same in others. There is a term called ‘ zone of proximal development.’ This means that one can only see what one has realized within one’s self and move from that point forward. What is cool about acknowledging my own emotional and feeling layered fire/energy wall, projected outwardly in protection and defense as fear, is that it is more natural to see the same in others, and even notice when I have lost them, or them me, depending on which way I choose to look at this. Realizing this, helps me to realize that I can change in a moment, and not fear standing as something, to understand and then change. After all, is not self forgiveness the restoration of a natural ability to process and as the nature of this, restore a natural changeability? I notice that, within practicing working with numbers, that my processing speeds improve, as momentum builds and I am more able to hold greater sequences within me, and move within them backwards and forwards. This is the learning process, and it is the same in learning all things. once momentum builds, more insight is gained, which is the whole ‘ sum of all parts’ coming into a greater recognition and therefor greater processing ability. One must practice the small, even within slow and ‘ faster’ processing and master this within one’s self. Sounds like being able to be the ‘ moving through the eye of the needle’ as self as expression as a state of being able to consider all things, as the physical, to take that which is good and does no harm. And even within such recognition, to realize that i have no idea how far this can go. 

I have been looking at what I remember, how I remember during the day.. Sometimes I find myself realizing that I do not remember what i did a few minutes before, and I have to slow down and see where I was and why I do not remember, because I was not present in the physical. The physical as the real marker of life, as what is here, being present in and with what is here.  In a way, this reminds me of being a section leader in a musical group, and remaining grounded and stable within the form, as that state of focus being what is sustainable and grounding. It is using one’s will in a gentle and humble way. It breeds less work, as an idea of work. The fear is really the acceptance of an idea of a threat, and that threat made larger than life. In this, I can see where placing children in a  box, for 12 years, imprinting a story, is really a crime, a deep state crime against life. 

I was talking with someone in my world, and they were saying that they needed to study history through story. In other words, they cannot read about history as a direct history book. There are two aspects of this, as our history is written by the victors, and within this, there are contrary perspectives that have been so accepted there exists a normalcy bias, thus, counter narratives are actually illegal. This to me is suspect, like a lie being screamed, and the use of story to build a wall, which suggests something is being hidden with a purpose. Given the gross inequality placed through tiny steps over time, is it so far fetched to suspect what we are forced to believe is in itself a psychological game of mis-information? Where am I doing this within myself? And, how is this relationship I bring forward here, related to only being able to hold info in the form of a story, rather than direct reading of sequenced events? A story has a time line of events, of conflict and resolution, so a story holds an accepted inbuilt scaffold to guide into a form. 

Yet, the physical world is right here, and is the real story. The physical as what is hidden in plain sight and which stories of events are the tale told and what is considered to be normal, when they are not the story of creation as the physical. We all know, and understand that we are removed from nature. What is nature, but the physical real life story? I mean, why do a few, want to be creators, determining the story on the information highway? What is actually being done by the victors? They are telling a story, a sequence of events that build a picture of gain in self interest, playing with the physical as though it is here for them to manage, when inherent in the design is the means of management. This would be a direct relationship with each one, to the physical, the realization that the means of life, is the value, and the only choice is to work with the real visible story of creation as the physical world. In this, the media is a stream of the means of a consciousness of separation. 

A media is not a bad in itself, it is what it is within what is does, as what it expresses.. Does the media make us more aware or does it involve us in stories of information that do nothing to help us remember what we did, in real time, ten minutes ago? What is it that we allow ourselves to process? Are we in respect of this reality, or are we watching shadows on a wall in a self imposed cage, called the information highway, while our rivers and forests are drying up, and many animals becoming extinct? In some ways, if we look around, and watch, pay attention to nature, we can begin to realize how many of our trees are not as healthy as they could be. We have the natural sensibility to see this, to realize this. What is that in itself? 

I have to ask myself if the degree of my separation evident in the measure of my separation as an emotional firewall of energy that consumes the life that is me, to the extent that I cannot remember what i did then minutes ago? 

In this I have to practice standing as what i have accepted and allowed, and realize there is only the choice to be present here, grounding myself within calling out by name what i stand as, as a measure, and developing who and what I am as the potential of and as me, within and as rebuilding a relationship equal and one with the physical. 

Thank you for reading.

Remaining Grounded and seeing the Ephemeral Manipulation of Sound. Day 740

remaining grounded and seeing the ephemeral manipulation of sound, as the very words, as our focus with which we speak.

I have been working with children, to the point where I live an invisible warped ephemeral movement in relation to the processing of words, as the spelling of the code. It is interesting to watch a child not see what is directly in front of them, something I noticed years ago when I began on the journey of working with children.  Prior this this journey in working with children I had taught children music, and had the experience of seeing in real time what a real stable structure could lend direction, self generated, within them. 

I have spoken to educators who realize this same outcome, that children love structure.

Thus, what  encounter in waring with children, is this ephemeral form, seemingly invisible, yet manifest in the movements as the focus of their presence in this reality.  How can a child not see the words in front of them, and bounce back into typing a word again and again within a different spelling when the real spelling is right in front of them, or they have spelled a word correctly, yet bounce back into a mis-spelling again and again? It is, not ‘ as though’ there is another presence dominating their focus, which means there is a memorized concrete yet invisible ‘ picture’ within them that supersedes and imposes itself in relation to actually being able to sound out a word, yet spell it completely other than what the child sounds- even within having practiced a correct spelling the day before, and appearing to have mastered that correct spelling. This is called a polarization between what is real, and that ‘ belief’ within, a picture that is in separation from the real ground.  This means, in effect, that we can develop a con-sciousness, a con-science, of separation within us, and it is difficult to see, as it manifests in behaviors, as the directives are ephemeral. Can we understand how we can argue with another, having an ephemeral presence that the participant cannot see, this within ourselves as well. 

This reveals that our words can become corrupted - so to speak- because we can build an associative memory construct that is in separation from reality, from the practical. What is it that our children are losing but an ability to be present and walk practical steps that order the practical world around us- a real focused structuring of presence with a real relationship to reality, this place where things actually get done, as this is the real magic, a magic that happens with real space and time doing.

This also reveals that what we expose our children to, can build an inner ‘ entity’ of information that if not in synch with the practical leads to mistakes in reality. If the presence is focused on that ephemeral ‘ math’/measure entity, without regard for the practical, and compares that inner ephemeral entity determining actions, to what is lived in real space, a disconnect happens, and a value judgement about the self becomes the experience, that in turn feeds that ephemeral presence, building into an inner seed of information that becomes more and more dissonant from being grounded in the practice of directing self  effectively in real space, creating a time that is in synch with a more direct seeing that lends a more effective practical practice. Such a thing will appear to move slow, if one steps out of this mis-use of the imagination and into real space as being here, as the imagination can appear to move much faster than those practical effective steps. It is the story of the turtle and the hare, where the turtle appears to be moving more slowly, yet gets to the finish line faster. If one is lost in an ephemeral measure, as memory, that has come to direct one’s actions, a sense of space is them lost. With the turtle, appearing to move so slow, the sense of space is not lost, as that turtle is in synch with measure, as time, AND space. 

Within this, the ephemeral existence can be so manipulated, and lead to a constant state of fear, because one has no real grounding. If one learns to listen to the sentences, as words, spelled out into time lines of information, one can begin to hear the ephemeral smoke and mirrors sounds separate from the practical, and one can begin to feel more secure in disempowering this ephemeral formation, through calling it out by name. One can begin to remain constant with what is real, as the space that is here structurally around us, and the sound constructs of words that reflect a mis-use of the imagination, which is a form of a mind-consciousness, or an ephemeral consciousness of separation. If one begins to realize the two, a great sharing within one’s self will happen because this is the effect of seeing the rushing train of thought within, and stepping out of it, back onto being focused in the structure of this physical world around us. It feels like one is moving against a rushing current. With the children, it means to slow down and walk the correction again and again, until the child moves with more momentum into realizing the disconnect and seeing the difference between an accepted mis-take and the correction. The sense of clarity in the child is awesome, and the greater presence consequence is very self empowering. 

I for one, have spent my life not seeing this. Or, I can say, it has taken many years to see this. And I can say, that pushing against that ephemeral entity terrifies me, as I did not see, realize and understand the difference. Also, I can be heartfelt towards this, as the behaviors reveal such separation, and I can speak up, even when I must move in contradiction to my own manipulations as this, with a starting point of fear of this, and a fear of being exposed in relation to having done this myself,  I can move towards patiently calling this out by name, self correcting the focus of myself into being in synch with this practical reality. I have to become that turtle, appearing to move very slow, yet grounding myself into a time sequence that respects the practical, or grounds my presence into this reality.

I have noticed in this life that people who are very effective with their words are loquacious in a stable way, building a sound structure with words that pull one in, because the words frame a stable focus that lends a greater awareness of space and time, time being the sequence of events telling a story that is an effective story because it mirrors real practical applications easily digested by the listener.

Consider the opposite, where there are value judgements, the sentences as the words, being an equation of a truth, then a value judgement, and a possible doom and gloom outcome? THis is a focus through manipulation of sound constructs as the very words we speak. And imagine this manipulating that ephemeral entity within, as one’s experiences that are missing a real presence in space and awareness of a time-line of information within that lacks a real placement in practical space? If one has a huge ephemeral presence, superseding reality, a process of deconstructing and reconstructing would move and fold into many different forms, struggling to maintain a balanced and constant formation more effortlessly held as a state of balance once mastered has a constancy that is easily maintained, which is how the turtle stays the course and though appearing to move slower, makes it to the goal faster. 

What would be the means of ensuring no out of synch ephemeral inner state of being existed? Could this be done within grounding our words into living relationships with reality, where this would be reflected in the spells sentenced into sound constructs as a correct use of our focused presence into real physical space, creating an inner time line that can stand in clarity leading to a self direction that reaches goals? 

Would the sentences, as the words that spell our para-graphs as directives become directive instead of punishing, as all those ‘ don’t do this” with gloom and doom forecasts creating  a weathered storm separating one from practical sustaining and less consequence of mistake creating directives ? Would such sentences spell our effective paragraphs of problem solving, living the realization that there are no problems and only solutions- which is how the turtle makes it to the goal even though appearing to be slow?

If we look at our words, and realize the relationships we have developed, as ephemeral imaginations and what is clear in being equal to the practical reality, that would by degree as the spelled out sentence into a paragraph of outlining actions, become a list of steps that retain a presence in the self directing within and the practical reality without? How could one then make any other choice but what lends directive applications and become the self directed principle because a relationship with the practical is grounded in this reality, understanding that dis-connect of a consciousness of separation that can happen and manifest as an ephemeral presence out of synch with the space of here, as the physical? 

I have to say, that the process of this means slowing down, and speaking in such a way that I redefine my presence back into being focused here, on the practical, my words reflecting this, within and as spelling sentences out into paragraphs that mirror the practical, and as such speak truth to power as solutions that are a living respect of the synch of space as the physical  and practical world here. This is in effect to become a living word. It means to become equal and one with the math of existence, as the physical, and to realize, within this, that an inner construct can be a consciousness of separation from this reality. causing discord and using retorical devices of distraction from remaining focused here. Thus, building, because this is what we do, building a grounded inner structure, as the words we know, having a living relationship to what each words represents in this reality. This would be to be in synch with life. to become a master of self, generating a focus in consideration of this life, of all things here. Would one not become stable as such a presence? 

In a way, what really terrifies me, is this ephemeral presence within and as myself, and yet, acknowledgement of this, is the first step towards reforming this presence into a focus in synch with life, as this physical world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be and exist and build an energetic resonant entity out of synch with this reality, this space, here, and as such to have accepted and allowed an out of synch ephemeral presence, separating myself from being who and what i really am, as a physical beingness here.

I  forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear speaking up, against a mind consciousness of separation from this reality/

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to mis-use the gift of life, as me, within and as building a mind consciousness of separation within and as a consciousness of fear, rejecting life as the physical

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become the terror of and as accepting the same that I feared as I feared punishment of calling out separation by name, and instead chose to become a separation of limitation, manifest as energy within and as me, recognizable as being unsteady and all over the place, much like the metaphorical rabbit, having lost being in synch with myself as life, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become ashamed of myself, for having accepted and allowed this, which is really a regret in not having lived the potential of who and what I am here,

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that becoming angry about this is more of the same of having allowed a consciousness of separation, as a mind consciousness of beliefs, opinions and ideas, held in self interest, and allowed to define me, t hide the overall mistake of believing in survival before realizing myself as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and a accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the only choice is to resound myself into being grounded here, equal and one to this reality, a practical and physical reality, visible all around me as the ground on which I walk, to then speak in respect of this reality, to spell out sentences that graph what is here, realizing practical step by step actions that always resolve into a focus of this reality, to thus become in synch with life- as life is physical. 

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the smallest of movements, as allowing myself to become overwhelmed to the point where I believe there are no choices, when in effect I am moving to relate to all things, with a starting point of fear, as that fear moves into not making a choice, and in that space of not making a choice, comes the nothing, which is a solution into making a choice, as the nothing is the potential to make a choice, thus that point of nothing, as being so frozen in fear of making a mistake, is a point of being in nothingness, which is the answer, as from nothing there is the potential for all things to form, and thus, needs not an energetic action of fear, as I can slow down and breath, and ground myself here, and within this to practice this, as I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in fear, in fear of punishment, in fear of making a mistake, in fear of survival, for so long I have accepted and allowed the manipulation of myself words to have a relationship of protection and defense of myself's own fear, instead of being grounded in the practical in the awareness of being present here, in synch with the physical, and the means of moving within the physical as being in an order of practical steps, of which I can spell out as words, into sentences building pictures as sound frames of paragraphs that can change in every moment into a conversation to move as solutions listing the step by step actions that lead to being equal and one with this reality, to live here, to being potent with what is life, as the physical here. 

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being exposed as being in self interest in fear of speaking up for life,

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to used words to distract away from focusing on my own rejection of life as the physical here, this done in a self interest, as a belief that if I did not I would not survive, as this is an illusion as the only choice is to take that which is good and lends a focus onto the practical here, as I live on a plan-et, where my words as what I spell, can sentence a paragraph of the practical reality that is here, and the step by step means of respecting what is here, and making a choice to do no harm, here.

When and as I find myself moving into fear, moving into an ephemeral state of being that is unstable manifest as judgement, as hyperbole, as inflammatory language, as ‘ what if’ scenarios, as doom and gloom, as projection of fault towards others, as projecting what I have allowed to become huge within and as myself and to recognize this, and balance this out into the practical, and to realize the moment of fear is a state of non-movement, where I stand between making a choice, and thus am capable of realizing form and function, and the eternal silence and embracing nothing that is the potential for everything, and within this to be easy on myself, as the nature of aligning from an accepted separation is to become a practice of deconstructing self interest into standing in equality and oneness with this reality, and within this realizing the disconnect from reality has manifested as a system, that I must move with and as, standing as being in recognition of and as there being no problems and only solutions here.

When and as I find myself in that state of fear, as being uncertain, as moving into protection and defense, as being confused, as not being, or allowing a slowing down to become more steady, within and as breathing, to realize my own practice of disconnect and to take a moment to realize this and instead of fearing the nothing to realize everything that is here, is me in another life, and that life is creation manifest as the physical, that is potential information, and thus, I can slow down, remaining in breathing until I can assess and investigate this reality, and list the practical, as recognize the practice of life, as the physical, to ground myself to become in synch to life, here. 

When and as I find myself moving into competition, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, until I am calm, serene, stable, present, and I see realize and understand there is no such thing as competition, as I am physical as life in creation, here, and within this, the practical remains constant in a way, and the pull into polarized value of right and wrong, good and evil, more and less, have a quality of being a false promise,  as what is constant is here, as the practical, and I, in slowing down, and breathing, can step by step, refocus myself here, equal and one to what is real, as the physical. 

Day 594 The resiliency of silence

Trying to cover too much ground at once.

I notice that I don’t always “ pan out”.  I tend to focus on one thing, and forget to notice the world around me. But this is like a tunnel vision, one that zeros in on what catches my eye. So, how do I slow down and pull back and take in more of the actual world around me, not fearing to “ not” focus in a narrow way, in a tunnel way?
It is not that narrowing in on something is something that does not have benefits,  but when this becomes a behavior that can not in a moment change from that narrow focus to the sum of the parts, that mistakes through ignorance can accumulate, because not everything is considered.

Physically, I notice that I am becoming far sighted, because my near sightedness is not as good as it used to be. It is like my physical body is telling me to look outward more, because I am burning out the use of near sightedness.

This must be from a desire to control, and yet it is the opposite of control, because real “ control” of myself as I live life here, is to consider that which is near and that which is far, and all that is in-between.

This moment here, can be eternal, meaning there is enough space here, for me to change from a narrow focus to a broader focus within this physical world, in flexible ways. I am the stuff of resiliance, which is somewhat like re-silence, meaning to move from a point of silence, as no judgement, and gently, without reaction, accept the world around me as the physical. In this I do not resist and as consequence see directly with resolution in every breath.

But what was it that I wanted, as was the intent of the narrow focus, an ignorance of the sum and the parts as one?
The narrow focus was about ideas I looked for, something exciting that would open some kind of magical discovery.  I mean this in itself is a distraction. 

What if the real self as me, was naturally resilient, as resilient as water? And it was only belief  that was myself  in resistance to change? And, would I not be, if I became like water as the real substance of me as life, really really living the most “ amazing” multidimensional physical full sensory “ video” game ever ever ever?

Did not someone say, one had to pass through the “ eye of the needle” and could he not walk on water? What does one do when one changes from swimming to hiking, or playing an instrument, or meeting a friend? Are these all not changing the measure and form or direction of oneself within? Have we, a humans, not become extremely limited in our abilities as this? Is it not time to realize the full spectrum of this ability and realize our full potential? Would this not create heaven on earth? It is time to change our economic structure, to one that actualizes  a systemic form that leaves no one behind, and supports all life, as life is the value and the fun.

Day 540 Being a Leader and Being Self Responsible

Being a leader and being self responsible.

I remember when I first went and lived in Europe that I felt overwhelmed by the towns, like the very stones in the cities were filled with stories that were a burden, heavy. I would find solace in nature, under a tree. And I remember asking myself why I found more ease under a tree than I did in a city street, when the tree was around far longer than that city.

In all, though the burden of discord as the past of the behaviors of men, the abuse of labor etc. may be in every measure of stone, to allow myself to be influenced by this, is in itself a rejection of what is basically a story, that is all. I can’t really understand how we got to where we are if I don’t understand the movements that lead to all that is within me, as my reactions and all that is without me, as the world around me.

If I resist, then that which I resist persists, because it is myself rejecting something, which means I am not clear with something to the point where i am at ease. To be at ease, is to have no fear, to be clear in understanding, to realize that I am able to move with what is here, and that I cannot be hurt unless I am not paying attention. Also, at where we are now, as what has been accepted and allowed on earth, there are, in common sense, some things that one does not participate within, because humans have become, basically zombies caught in a web of their own making, that is not a web of support and respect and “ understanding” development of what it means to life as a physical bio-organic entity on this earth, where this physical beingness is a visible and practical expression, as real expression is. 

I remember saying to people when they viewed me as being talented because I played the violin, I would say, no, it has nothing to do with this, it is simply walking the steps and doing it, that is all. In all common sense. But then, this is being responsible. Pretty words are just pretty words, “ real “ words look at what is here, real words are living words, that lead, that give direction, that show development. Real words that do not punish or reward, give direction, give the ability of each human, to become self empowered, self directed, responsible. Thus, leading is giving self empowerment, absolutely. Real leadership, expects no reward, because it understands that the real reward is to direct all that is here, as each human being, the ability to become self responsible.  Because this increases the ability of men to create as each point, as each man, can come together and create a world that enables the whole orchestra to perform, and that it is this that builds a sound of life. So, when we support this physical world, in ways that do no harm, we create a web of life that is in full function, full expression, full potential, because this is how we support ourselves to our fullest.

We need the perspective of every person on the ground, to have the insight needed to understand what supports and builds a planet where every inch is performing as its form allows it. one man’s idea as the mind, cannot possibly realize this, hence the idea of a superman is an impulse to create a dream connection instead of an equal connection to what enables us to exist in life formation, which is the physical world.

It must be understood that every leaf on every tree is moving with the total expression of what is best for all, every turn, every sway, every single movement, it is an absolute purpose of allowing life to express in full potential. When we humans impose ideas onto this, we become separate from this, we become unequal to life.

I have somehow, reacted to misunderstanding as rejection, which means I am expecting understanding without standing consistently as understanding, and as such listening to realize the limitation/rejection/measure/focus cannot hurt me unless I accept and allow it, because as human beings, what we inform ourselves as, is what we become. If our information within is not equal in understanding to that which we are without, then that separation causes an inability to direct ourselves leading to a consequence of instability that develops a lack of self trust. 

When my husband died, I would weep. A very strange sensation to have rivers of water flow from your eyes, to such an extent, that your shirt becomes all wet. This crying is really the shame self faces for not standing equal and one to and as life here. It is the recognition that life is not being lived, and the hurt is really self not living, which self cannot blame anything other that self.

The only way out is to stand, here, equal and one in common sense of practical physical reality, to move within the purpose of realizing that this is it, what we create here, is what we get, and it is the whole of this planet that is to be considered with every breath we take.

As long as I believe I am not being understood due to any measure of loss, and am hurting because of this, I am not here, I am not becoming responsible for what I am within and for the effects of this without because I can only direct as what is best for all if that ease as life is to become what it is that is the I am, as myself as life here. And to realize, that that interaction, that communication, is the expression of myself as life here.

So, when I have an emotion of resistance I look to the belief behind that emotion.

When I feel hurt, I look to what expectations I have had and where I am not being clear about how we as humans are informed and how we have believed that information within to be more real than the physical world of life without.

What I need to exist - besides practical basic needs given what we have allowed to form as life on earth - is myself as life, here, as this is what allows even that fantasy as mind, as consciousness that is what presently exists in men that is not equal in measure to the composition of ourselves which is reality, here which is what enables life. The solution, to equalize ourselves within to create a world without, that is an expression of leading ourselves as life, is to support a Living Income Guarantee, so that we can begin to equalize ourselves to what supports this world in ways that do no harm, because it will allow us to see our own cognitive dissonance, our misinformation,  our chaos, to become what is very simple, ourselves as life in-formation.

Day 503 Resource extraction and currencies, A design that weakens the infrastructure of life.

Our currencies must be equal in value across the globe because changes in values of currencies flood a country’s local currency to access a resource extraction  building  service industry, and when that resource is extracted the monetary flow ends, and the service sector no longer has income and meanwhile, the values, the values of the local industry are inflated in relation to that additional income, so across the boards, all salaries have to come down, in relation to the resource and labor creating the values that exist. What happens is that no one wants to level out their income, down size in proportion to the capital of the land, and, the other ordinary capital has been ignored or stopped, because the money from resource extraction done with foreign money ( that is the wealth of the resource and labor of men), raising salaries,  moved the work force into the service of that industry. And, the total capital of the land is diminished. So, on the one hand there is less capital, and on the other, the salaries are all inflated, and the focus has been on the money flow instead of the basic needs flow  production. And, to add to this, instead of money into land stewardship and development, so much of the wealth goes into military development, which is another drain on the capital of the earth, that is not taking care of what produces and cares for the earth that gives what is needed for physical existence to have basic needs. This is really one big mess, and there is no excuse for this what-so-ever. And then the justification begin, they are religion, class, race, nationality, gender, etc. etc. etc. all ignoring common sense of what it means to be physical, which is life information, which is creation, what can only happen HERE.

So, it is like we created a limited box, and then we have a mental image as a projection of a reflection of that limited box, and we believe the projection is real. And, depending where one is in the hierarchy of what holds the limited box in place, we gather in peer groups, and our words are equations that are in relation to that perspective that is of limited insight, where inference is used through accepted traditions that no longer remember the reason for the tradition and turn that tradition into an artifact, an art of fact that has a starting point of limitation. And so, a mind con-science system is built that is in separation from reality, from practical physical existence. And this projection, because it is not equal to the physical, and requires sustenance, consumes the flesh, showing the state of dis-ease with and as life, as the physical being a value, being life in formation, in expression, here.

So, we project a “ good” as a happy picture, and we suppress the “ bad” as what would open our insight back into common sense of reality, as the physical. I mean, the tool of the mind, can be a reflection of a common sense of physical reality, which is equality and oneness with and as creation, as the information of the physical.

If we look at a justification within creating a Living Income Guarantee as an idea that there are those who do not work, we must realize that a Living Income Guarantee will stabilize the de-stabalizing that  mixed currencies create, that in turn puts people out of work, and disrupts production and creates administrations that are in fear of loss of income, that then supports armies that purport to stabilize but end up doing the same thing that caused the problem in the first place, but the military is really to hold the inequality in place. And the inequality, is based on an idea of self definition that was held as a structure but did not consider all of self as a physical being, as a starting point. It is all an idea of a more than done in comparison only, instead of realizing that it is being here, in common sense of the physical as life in formation as creation, which is the value, the value being self in expression as life, here. Unfortunately, we have lived as an image in mind only as being more than life,  a judgement being more than life, creating war and destruction instead of one of stewardship and respect for that which is life in formation as the physical, this which allows us to become equal and one to and as life, here, to stand equal and one with creation, as the physical, as what we are. Unequal division and conquest is a rejection of life.  Taking from Peter to pay Paul is a separation from life. Fearing to stand up within the present administration systems is  a crime against life. All it takes is to implement a Living Income Guarantee to allow a system transformation into the bodies of men, to become stewards of life, meaning the ability to choose what is best practice. I read, that if just 5% of people do this, it will begin.

It means a divestment of pensions from fixed sectors, inhibiting change, and placing pensions within the profits from freely given resources, where the values as the wealth created from these freely given resources is circulated back to the life, as the labor of all men, to be stewards of the physical formation of creation, as what creation would be in all common sense. It means understanding that our present hierarchy is a structure that focuses on perspectives, meaning, one section structures various parts of infrastructure, and that not one point of this is more than another. Just because one learns to work with the symbols of resource movement as digits and letters, to organize, does not make them more than, say, the person that remains on the ground, organizing a garden directly. I mean, we all know that professors can talk up a structure, but place them in physical practice and they hardly know how to move themselves. And yet, they cannot exist without the other.

Support a Living Income Guarantee, to create an infrastructure that respects all life, realizes the value is life, and begins the journey of structuring earth in equality and oneness with the value being life.

                                 Living Income Guarantee

Day 422 In Despair I am Unequal to Creation

I can see where wanting something is myself unequal to here. And basing what I am wanting on the past, as what I have learned will enable me to remain within a leveled existence, held in place according to opportunity which is either given or withheld through economics, through money. The economy being unequal to the ecology of the planet.

So, here I am, in thought, with accumulated emotions and feelings supporting this desire, keeping this in place. I fear to let this go because I believe that without this I will lose something. But it is being this that is the loss. It does not allow me to see what is here, myself in what is eternal, which is creation, here. I am the mirage of a pyramid scheme, ideas that define me as I serve survival, which is fearing death, which is a fear of change, which is a separation from creation, which is life, the physical.

I spend so much time trying to structure here that I end up not listening to here, equalizing myself to here. It is a kind of fear of loss through control based on idea. And then when the idea does not match reality, I react, instead of changing with what is here. If I allowed creation to move as me, then I would not be in conflict with the physical, with life, as allowing myself to move with here, as creation , would mean that instead of resisting I would equalize myself to creation and move with and as it, as this is the same as me, the same substance.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have ideas about how here should be, not seeing realizing and understanding that I create wants that I then use to validate myself within an idea of what survival is, instead of equalizing myself to the physical world that is creation, as all that exists must be creation, thus a real  heaven is being equal to creation, where there would be no division as this would be a punishment, and creation would share and communicate in totality because this would be the fun, the joy, I mean that is just common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the only way to structurally manifest something is to build it, to become it, which means being here in awareness of physical reality, instead of as an idea about what is here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear stepping out of my mind and letting go of ideas of survival that have no direct focus to actual reality.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing control of here, not seeing realizing and understanding that fear of losing control means that I am in separation from here, as I can only move as the physical substance of life here.

Within this I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to worry about the state of being in my children as I see them beginning to become adults themselves worried about their survival having been taught values that are serving a system that is in itself a separation from understanding that the physical world is the substance of life in creation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel responsible for the state of being for my children,  where all I can do is walk in common sense of physical reality and systemic manifested separation from physical reality, to remain constant and absolutely directive within a principle of what is best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see that this worry is an act of desperation as myself wanting to “ fix” what is here, control what is here, instead of standing as a constant directive of what is best for all here, as this is being a model in respect of physical reality as being practical and equal to myself, as this is creation, thus it is to stand equal to my mind as limited values and to bring this back into practical common sense of physical reality.

When and as I have a thought that I have failed, I stop and I breath and I see, realize and understand that this is a past of inequality within,  direction within limited values as what I accepted and allowed to be more than physical reality, and I stop and I breath, and I bring myself here, to direct myself within the principle of what is best for all, of what practically makes sense here.

When and as I have a thought that physical change is moving too slowly, I stop and I breath and i see, realize and understand that I am rushing within reality and thus allowing myself to be an idea as a want,  instead of  sensing being here.

When and as I feel responsible for here, I stop and I breath,  and I see, realize and understand that I am creating a point of belief that interacting here is tedious and difficult  as I focus on being a point of responsibility for another which I cannot be, as all i can be is here directing within and as what is best for all, directly here with physicality as this is creation manifest.

When and as I find myself feeling responsible for my children, for here, i stop and I breath and I  slow myself down to see realize and understand that the only responsibility is  to what is best for all as practical physical reality, here.

When and as I find myself beginning to despair, I stop and I breath, and I see, realize and understand what has been accepted and allowed as a separation from physical reality as  limited values made bigger than life, within and as myself, and thus taught to my children, a system that has been going on for generations causing a lack of equality and thus awareness with physical existence as an inner existence has become bigger than the outer physical world, this gift of life, which I accepted and allowed not seeing realizing and understanding that despite consequences that have manifested because of this inequality, this separation, all that i can do is remain here, in common sense, as despair will not be the act of equality and oneness with and as life, here.

When and as I find myself in despair, believing that admitting to my separation has some meaning within being forgiving, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I direct myself here, equalizing myself to practical physical reality,as this is the only choice to change that inequality leading to despair, that point of inequality to the gift of life that is the physical.

When and as I find myself rushing, I see realize and understand that I am acting in desperation, and am as this, in separation from life, from being equal and one to physical reality, to common sense, as I focus on an idea of a less than instead of directing here within and as what is best for all, as what allows one to give as one would like to receive, here.

Self forgiveness, writing, corrective application.  Equalizing the within with the without/creation/life

DAY 392 Abraham Hicks Vibrational Abundance : You have been HAD!

I listened to this HIcks video about money, about getting abundance.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HX1zTcxVlAk

She, the “ voice” talks about abundance, at first describing that there exists people who are getting more than their fair share, and others who exist in physical lack, and that all of this is based on a belief that resources are finite. Then she/it/the voice goes on to talk about “ vibrational future” . This after talking about following emotions: saying that when you are “ following” your negative emotions you are finding what that emotion as that thought is, and when you are following your positive/feelings you are following that and thus will find that. So, in following one's picture/idea as your mind you get what you “ follow” what you run after. Your myopia?  As the mind of polarity is limited, ignoring details of the physical and selecting the idea, the belief, the opinion?

Then we get vibrational escrow, this place where there is abundance, endless abundance, this beautiful thing, this wonderful place in the “ future” where there is this gift waiting for you, this always non-existent place of “ future” where there are supposedly so many many many humans clinging to this future place of abundance.

So, what do we have here as the words, telling us of what is actually being said?

We have admitted “ taking from Peter to pay Paul”, a believed to be actual real physical finite world where some are physically existing in lack, and there are so many existing in lack now that they are all within the last thing they have, hope. And within this “ hope” is an imagination of the “ future.” A wonderful abundance place in the mind - because in all common sense this is the only place the future can be! And in our minds, in this future place is this abundance, and now, more than ever, there are so many realizing this future place, this imaginative place of abundance in this fantasy/imagination place of ‘ abundance. This woman is actually not lying, she does describe what is happening on earth physically, and she does describe how entertaining hope can be in the mind in a non existent “ future” place, and how this  whole scenario is “ real” at present and so prevalent, so busy as a behavior on earth, because there are many, many, many, probably more than half the world suffering the physical effects of finite resources being owned by a few, as Peter taking from Paul in some droned belief as an inner dialogue  in separation from realizing all life, all dimension,  that is chanting, “ follow the positive feelings to take from Peter to rob Paul”  as there is abundance in my separate picture mind reality as the “ future” that can only exist in my mind where the abundance of my imagination is feeding off of my flesh keeping me occupied so I don’t look at what is real - or include all life as life being the value ( all of it) because I am a maintenance battery for that supposed abundance place as imagination because the future is never HERE.

The problem here, is that, once again, it is admitted that their is growing lack on earth, that the Peters have robbed the Pauls, and that this has placed many people in a desperation they are so busy expending themselves hoping because they do not have the basic needs to live in dignity, thus they are dreaming in some future in their minds because this is all they have, as their physical is not real, and can be stolen because in some future they will have abundance and so it does not matter. 

We have a real world, and an imaginary ( as the nature of the future) world, and the imaginary world is being described by a voice in someone’s head as being more.

Meanwhile what is real is ignored, accepted and allowed, which is an existence of lack, where some take from others to the point where they cannot physically exist in the full potential of what they are for real, a physical being on a physical planet, made less than by a set of words, as a belief, in an imagination as mind which cannot exist without the physical. This is life in reverse, and the ignorance as believing that imagination is more than life is just where those that have the comforts from taking without regard for the basic functioning of physical existence would want the competition to be.

There is enough on this planet to support life, there is enough to give all of this physical existence the basic needs to be self responsible, self honest, self directive, which would birth an earth that works symbiotically as an expression of life, we have the technology to divide and measure what is here and realize what is best for all, and the hands of men who as a nature of life can be an expression of “ give as you would like to receive” , where the mind is realized as an image mechanism and not the primary source of reality, as the physical is what is real, here, breathing.

The solution for this propagated conundrum is to realize the mind is a picture show, that can be made huge and fed ambiguous imagery, much like a limited statement of “ hope” without specific details as to how such would actually physically move on earth and that the separation would manifest as resistance to actual physical reality, because what we resist persists, and that resistance as rejection would become an entity, a personification of our separation , where the bad would be ignored and the justification as the limited gain, to hide the loss, would be chased as our meta-physical ideological ignorance glorified as reality, and the whole reverse is an imaginative illusion causing harm on earth. All of this a created polarity, as our judgements made huge, as our division from equality and oneness to and as life here, the real, actual physical. Thus, the solution is to come back to earth, to come back to the physical, in practical awareness of how the physical world actually functions. And within this to realize a system that supports the right to life, as this is the only way to realize self as life, this that is a gift given to bring us back to what is real, life.

The rewards of such a system would be real physical communication with the physical including the physical world, removing judgements of one thing being more than another, where what is here could be understood, where self as life can express with what is here, enjoying the expression of here, understanding the expression of life here. This that would be so much fun, so fulfilling. The rewards of realizing the physical world as life are numerous, only able to be realized as we allow ourselves to become equal and one with and as the physical, and within this allowing all of this physical world to self realize and become self responsible as life. Then would the volume of life become life. I mean, what  else is there?

Support BIG, a Basic Income Guarantee, get this world in order. What is here is what is needed to self realize as life. Remove the “ straw men” of cognitive dissonance from equality and oneness as life. Investigate the hierarchical pyramid structure of our monetary and militaristic system as Peter stealing from Paul, to understand our accepted and allowed separation  turned into a system that is ignoring the suffering on earth, and thus ignoring life. This earth has the potential for an abundant life, all it needs is for life to stand and structurally order this physically, which can be done by the many. The rewards are real communication with our children, with the animals, with nature. This is life, this is living in all dimension, this is accepting and allowing life to exist on earth. This is practical, structural heaven on earth.

Bring yourself back to earth and birth yourself as life DIPLite. The process of discovering self as life.

Check out the interviews on Eqafe.com. Listen to those who have realized their separation from what is real, the physical world and listen to the interviews that describe the mind consciousness system of separation in detail.  Know yourself, equalize yourself as life back to life, to live and become life, absolutely.

Desteni

Day 388 Common Sense is the value of Life

In a memory that stands with me, from the past of a performance, where within the performance I remember I believed that performing in common sense, meaning in expressing myself as letting myself out was not what was wanted and that what I must do is perform in a manner that was acceptable, meaning having a certain style and projecting a certain historically correct manner as was taught and I believed the pieces I played SHOULD be performed and if I added my own expression to this I would be rejected. Now this is not to say that a piece of music played should not have shape, but a preponderance of manner only I had taken personally and judged myself as lacking something when the criticism was about various aspects of a piece, and there was always something, and within music no two teachers or musicians can agree as to how something should be played. 

As such, allowing myself to be so caught up in this, I suppressed myself  as my own common sense, trying to fit into an idea, that had so many descriptions, I did not see the ambiguity within what was happening. In trying to become the correct manner, I shut down my common sense, and without common sense there is no real direction. Within our society, a manner has become like an obsession, and what is real, as common sense, as what the human is able to be, has become second to some idea about the past. The idea of perfection has been made bigger than common sense, and ironically, common sense is what senses what is here, as the life that we are. To place perfection before common sense misses the whole point of “ perfection.” What is perfect one moment may not be in the next, thus common sense development is a development of being here, meaning being able to change and meet here in a more responsible way, being aware of here, instead of some idea in and as the mind as consciousness. Thus, the only way to perform, to be self responsible is through using and thus developing common sense here.

This means looking at what practically, physically exists. What is measurable within the physical, what fits in common sense here instead of some concrete idea in the mind only. We even have the technology to help us measure what is here, how things are grown, what the nutrients in the soils are, the microorganisms, the amount of materials that break down the  matter in the soils that lend to the strength of the plant, and thus the nutrient density of the plant, that can then sustain us to enable us to use our common sense as what we are as life. The human is a perfect machine when fed properly, when taught to use common sense. And why do we create exterior machines to measure here? It is that we deny this within ourselves. Shut down common sense of the human, and then control the ignorance in self interest. This is ignorance, and this is a crime against life. It is denying life. It makes no sense. It is like taking depth perception and shutting it down. This is shutting down life. The solution here is turn life back on, so to speak, and then this planet will become the life that it is meant to be, the life inherent in all that is here, as this is life.

Unfortunately within a ponzi scheme of inequality, this is not what would be wanted, as a few who have more than is needed, and who, because they exist as ideas and manners of more than, would not want equality, as this would disrupt an idea of being more. It is the idea of being more that is the disease, the lack of common sense development that all humans have accepted and allowed and thus lost touch with the gift of the physical to realize self responsibility in and as common sense, a natural learning ability, an absorbent self seen in young children, this which is lost as ideas are taught as a morality that one thing is more than another, an objectification that is a separation from common sense development, the emotions and feelings the consequence of persistent lack of common sense. The mind as a measuring instrument as all that is used turns into actions of judgement when not cross referenced with the physical , with common sense,  because an image is not reality. Values are attached to objects and the image of this is made bigger than life and the separation begins. Our emotional defenses then become spite and blame offenses to protect our separation,  which is ourselves in separation from directive depth perception capacity, our common sense within what we are as life, which would what is best for all, absolutely being directive in care of earth realizing we are equal and one, of same substance.  Common sense is lost. And then machines are built to measure, as the human has abdicated a natural ability to common sense here. Our machines show us what we are in separation of. The ensuing inequality then breeds division, and this division breads competition, and the competition breeds elimination of common sense, as this would remove the already existent separation as the disease of judgement of one thing being more than another instead of looking at here in practical common sense, where it is obvious when lack is the expression of a human being.

Because humans have abdicated themselves as life, ignoring common sense, the machines we have at the moment can automatize what exists on earth in detail, meaning, measuring levels of what is needed to exist on every level, down to what is in the soils and the waters and where what is there comes from and what is needed to balance this out so that this performs without conflict. This means that where exactly every dollar goes and how every dollar was spent can be monitored. This means the there need be no anonymity, everything can be known, which means that crime will have no venue. This means that what is here can be distributed to ensure that all life here is in full development, eliminating behaviors of lack of common sense, this that the human body is born being able to do, before limited values that suit survival, as a system of survival is a system of ignorance as how here works, as we know how here works,  the research as to how class levels develop and succeed is enough to indicate that environment determines outcome. Where the exceptions reveal that such divisions remain because of lack only.

The solution is to realize the common sense of the human has value, is the value, as this common sense is life in expression. At the moment we have placed this value into machines, thus this will be needed to restore our natural common sense ability. What must be done is to resuscitate the life as the human, using our separations, walking through them to guide us back to ourselves as life.  The earth is the perfect machine of life, and man in a state of hubris is taking this and ripping it apart in an egotistical belief that control comes from one point, where control is inherent in the very nature of the source of what creates here, which is life, and this is equal in all.  Those with the control are because we all allowed it, as we are the same, this control is simply the outward manifestation of our inner accepted and allowed ignorance. 

The only choice is to wake the human up, to revitalize their own common sense capacity. This can begin within supporting a Basic Income Guarantee, this being to take an action, to bring a system to earth that supports all life, to allow common sense, to realize that all that has been developed has been done by the value of human action, from generations back. To devalue the labor of the human is the consequence of ignorance, is shutting down life, is shutting down common sense. This makes no sense. Step back, slow down, realize that any and every action of blame or spite, is you in lack of common sense, in lack of self direction as life - a systemic development that each of us are the cause of -  this self direction, at present ignored, being as the nature of what it is, to do what is best for all, as this is best for self, as this is best for this planet, as this is life.

Support of a Basic Income Guarantee is a support of self, is a support for children, is a support for the earth - the plants and the animals- it is to realize that what exists is not working, and to stop and to reorganize this earth into a functioning self supporting, self directing entity that expresses life. 

Day 376 Covering the known with data in self interest as consciousness in separation from life

Today I was talking with  friend on mine, someone I have known for years. I watched his eyes, sometimes they look cross-eyed, as though they are reading a script, accessing information from somewhere else, knowledge and information. THen I got in my car, and I found myself doing this, as though I had become the other. And I have been dizzy at times this week. Very odd, I have to breath, slow down, just breath. Sometimes I feel like I just try and read the forms of other’s logic, interspersed with commentary, laughing at what forms don’t match what is the knowledge and information of themselves. I have to slow down and breath, and try to see what the fuzzy logic is that I am doing, and disregard the commentary of self interest, the values spoken, because if I become the commentary on the comparison as the form, I will not be able to see the movement of how what was said was formed and how this can be improved. At the moment I try to simplify. The contexts of form vary so much, what is inferenced by one might not be by another, so it takes patience.

On another front, it seems our government, which is us, a reflection of us, as our government is composed of people, is collecting data and then using data to create more data, or meta data, molded and reformed in self interest, creating a scenario where anything can be woven into a straight jacket to protect the self interest of profit, of dividend for a few: the flow of money to a few who believe that they are deserving because they have created beliefs that one form of organization is more than another, when it is all of us that have allowed lack and abundance, suppressing life, thus we cannot blame those in lack alone. This whole state of being in separation from a common sense of this actual physical world, this world that is the real support of life, this world that is the real value, within simply being here equal and one with what is real. It is this process of endless division, that creates a meta world, a world of paranoia, as it is a paranormal existence creating a paranoise of destruction and abuse, as it has created a world of ideas being more than life. Conscious human hubris in a bubble, a metaphysical existence of judgement, beliefs that one thing is more than another, an order of inequality with life. One thing being made more than another is a lack of insight into the balance and forgiving expression of life as life, to warp reality into judgement and thus create friction and conflict as the expression of life is forced to uphold a more than and suppress creating a lack. Unstable ground is the outcome, the destruction of the physical world, which is not being equal to here, to life.

http://www.nationofchange.org/big-money-and-nsa-scandalhow-dangerous-securitydigital-complex-1370956296

I commit myself to slowing myself down whenever I notice a comment about what i am, within myself or without, to see, realize and understand that the comment is always a self protection and defense of self’s order as self’s collection of values in self interest.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the forms of order, the rota of collections of beliefs, opinions and ideas are often “ backwards” which allows a straw horse effect.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that within this what must be looked at is the total form of what has been accepted and allowed as my own way of thinking to see, realize and understand how i have built what it is as the knowledge and information that creates the character of what I am as how I express myself as what I place as more value before other values, and to see, realize and understand that my order of value, may not meet another’a and to realize that this is just this, an order of values and this order within itself limited, and thus the only solution and prevention is to investigate what would be best for all as this actual physical world, as this physical world is what supports life, and thus this physical world is the gift of life, to direct me to becoming one and equal to and as life, in communicating and existing equal and one to and with what is real the physical, thus within this, what supports this actual real physical world is the only choice, as this is the opportunity to be and become an expression of life, here.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that within this, I can be only patience and self forgiveness to what is here, even as the voices of men within limited systems of selected values that are not in consideration of what is best for all, as there is not life until all life is supported and equal to and as and with this actual physical world, that which is the gift of life, here.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that when I feel dizzy, it is myself in separation from what is real, where I realize I am existing within limited values that I am deconstructing to realign myself back into a process of realizing the separations from life that i have accepted and allowed within and without.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that self validation is a separation from life.

I commit myself to  seeing realizing and understanding that i am my own sequences of values which I protect and defend as what I believe that i am, such sequences existing as chains of positive and negative values, where I validate the good within and without through manipulation and reject the negative in fear of loss of the good I accept that is of limited value as it is my own personal pacifier from becoming myself as life here, accepting life here.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that whatever righteousness I exist as is a protection and defense for the self validations I have accepted and allowed in fear of my order of survival being pushed off the table to inequality into what appears as mind to be an abyss of nothing/death, when this is just the loss of my separation from life, and having said this to realize that such self allowance by men , has created a system that supports a paranormal, metaphysical existence of limited values as associations and relatives that are in separation from practical physical reality with which the disregard of life is causing abuse and destruction of this physical world, and as this is what exists, to not reject but to accept and realign back to and with the physical through self correction within the principle of what is best for all, as this actual physical world.

I commit myself  to no longer reacting to the orders of others and myself but to stop and to look and to realize the limitations accepted and allowed, and to bring these back down to earth, to bring what is paranoid, what is paranormal, back into a common sense of this actual physical world and what would be a normal supportive existence in respect of life here.

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that in approaching situations within judgement as a lesser evil choice, I am accepting a limitation, and have not regarded what is best for all, as the only choice, and within this allowed myself to remain stable within directing myself with respect for all life, this which is the profit of life, to regard all life with respect as it is me and I am it, where there is not real expression of life until all life is supported as life being the value, and as it very visible on earth at present, what exists is a system of war as profit, thus division in greed, as war is conflict and destruction, in separation as ideas, beliefs and opinions that one thing is more than another, which is judgement, and we have been warned/told that the way and means of becoming a living word is to judge not lest ye be judged.

I commit myself to myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the UN known is simply the separation from the known as the physical as the gift of life, creating relationships and associations of value judgements as beliefs leading to self righteousness and behaviors of self validation of lesser substance as energy feeding off the physical world, creating alternate realities as consciousness in separation from the gift of life as the actual real physical world, here.

When and as I find myself within thought, I stop and I breath and I see realize and understand that thought into and as a solution as what is best for all, to bring myself back to the physical and realize what is normal as what is supportive of all life to realize what will being heaven on earth, as this is the only choice.

When and as I realize I am existing within fear of loss, as survival as thought of limited values, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and realize as consciousness I am a collection of data, as mind as a web of associations into metadata that serves my own self interest survival in a system of inequality that is a system of separation from life, and thus a system that lacks the voice of life, a system that has, as a consumerist system in self interest supporting a few,  denied the voice of the people, the real voice of democracy, the voice of the people as life, meaning there is no voice of the people as life until all people are fed with what supports the physical absolutely, educated to understand themselves as life, housed with the basic needs of the physical body met,  as anything else is a crime against life and thus a paranormal destructive order in separation from common sense of this actual real, cannot-be-owned world the gift as  the value to be an expression one and equal to and as life, here as the the physical.

Equal Money Get real!

Eqafe  Listen to those walking through forgetfulness to HERE.

Desteni I Process  There is a FREE course called DIP Lite and a course for Professional status.

Desteni Forums

Self Forgiveness Blogs 

Equal Life Foundation Facebook. Join Us!