Day 657 Where am I constant?

I notice there are times when I do not react to another’s behavior. I noticed I become very patient  It is like water rolling off of me. More often, I either do not respond, or in the same calm way that I am within not reacting, I speak up and reform what is said, in the third person. It is as though I am not placing any blame on the person, it is more that I look at the information and reform it, or take it into something that is no longer inflammatory, or inflated into a polarity as some aspect being made a huge value.

So, I ask myself why I am not this way all the time? What triggers do I maintain that I then fear happening?

Reacting to information in a judgmental way, a self protective criticism is used like a shield, usually to point out a mis-take as an enlarged value that is stupid/stooped in its limited perspective.  And this is because I have done the same, or am wanting to hide how I did the opposite, and want the attention turned towards the other.

Meanwhile, I am aware that the mind consciousness of self interest, will scream it’s own limitation, thus what I am doing when I react, is screaming my own limitations, wanting to hide through projection of a wrong onto someone else. It is like a rise in energy, within, only to be followed by embarrassment, hoping no one realizes. Everyone usually does realize, they silently just want it to pass, not having to sort this all out. And I have done the same. Sorting this all out seems impossible, when it simply means realizing the game of self interest, a self within believing that some value defines self and the existence of a potential for that to be lost. 

Those times in contrast, when I listen, without judgement, and review the information presented, take the information as a form, something that is mutable, meaning, not something fixed and eternal, is done with more ease, calm, serenity and stability.

Naturally, within such a state of being, I am more fluid, more creative, more able to see from more than one perspective. I am more able to be self honest. I am not within an energy of needing to lie, thus the experience has no sense of being a burden.

One is more self directive and the other is more reactive. One has more of a sense of rushing, of forcing an opinion outward, and the other is more able to stop, slow down, hold onto a perspective, and maintain it within changing as one moves through a review of it. One has more a sense of constancy.

Thus, when I face a reactive environment, either self generated or happening around me, I have to slow way down and stop, until I have that sense of seeing the information in a non-reactive way, indicative in an ability to retain the information and either speak up about it, or if someone else should speak up, let it go. In this, the reforming of information, or adding perspective, is about the information and not the object from which the information comes, and this in relation to the information that comes from other men via descriptive language.

Those times when the information coming towards me, or a storm rising within me, appears to be too much, means that I have some investigative action to take. even when this information comes in the form of hope, as a positive energy, all dreamy like, like a potential is going to happen, when this is an expectation dream based on countering past mis-takes reordered to stand once again. 

Usually, this is accompanied by a tiredness of sorting this all out.

Interesting here, that I have this image of myself as a child, with all this information coming at me, like a huge weight and I am supposed to sort this out. And it appears really huge and indecipherable.  I remember also, before I started to walk the process of deconstructing the mind consciousness I accepted and allowed, was being so sick of this heavy thing within me, that one day I just went into it, just wanted it to go away, so I went into it, instead of trying to hide from it. I mean, I would wake up in the morning feeling like I could not move, knowing this was an illusion, and wanting to know what this was overall. Sometimes I would lie there sensing the weight of it, because it had this huge weight. What was this thing?

Now, there are times when I realize that this weight is an information that is what I have created, because it is what I access to direct me, as it is the information that is me, as what I have accepted and allowed.

Hence, this is the same on all of us, in those around me. So, within this understanding there are times when I am calm and do not react to this in others. So, there are moments when I address this as information, where somewhere I myself am aware of this. I am aware that the behaviors of others, is information that is then directing the person. I do not react, and even have a sense that this is a storm, something that will pass, and that listening to the words, will reveal the form, and that this can be reformed. And I do not feel threatened in such situations.

What I am doing when I react is battling for one personification of values to be more than another, instead of realizing that everything as information is a personification of values, and accept it as that, and learn from it, enjoy it. Yet, I either allow myself to be conditioned by a limited set of personified values, to survive, or I remind myself here as a man, with a set of values that is me, that is what I am here, as this including the physical world. And, to realize that what hued-men/humans have done is become a bubble of a storm of energetic personified values, like a walking picture show of values, usurious to the very life of the physical man walking under the weight of this “ heavenly’ personification. If this is how one has programmed oneself, because we do program ourselves otherwise how would anyone master the violin- for instance, then, I would wake up in the morning with this huge weight above me, that scared me and that at times was of an information that could not direct me - obvious in my resistance to other information around me! My behavior would be to react in protection and self defense when not fitting into this world or the same limited value personified behaviors in others because it is not equal to reality, as the value of life as the physical real information that is the real me.

Thus, when I find myself not being calm, and serene, and in a quiet assessment of information, I have to stop, to breath, and assess my own accepted and allowed information, even when feeling overwhelmed by a weighted form around me, until I have slowed enough to address it and move in a way that is stable, that can stand. A within what carries no weight, as what can remain eternal is always there as those times when I became a natural ability to assess. That “weight”, is but very thin, meaning of no real weight, it is only my resistance to it, that has it appear to be a weight. And also, those times when such information rolled off me like water, yet was readable, able to be reformed as though it was me, yet understood this was only for a moment.

Day 622 Am I the automation of my beliefs, opinions and ideas? Do I i consider all life?

So often I notice that I fear telling the truth, the real common sense measure of this physical real world where I live my life.. In little things even, as though making things clear  is somehow ‘ bad” or ‘ offensive’. Really a form of insanity on a practical physical world. If I want to get something done, I have to walk the practical measure of what it means, step by step to get that thing done. If I want to learn to play the violin, I have to become aware of the from of it, the mechanics of it. I mean, is this not how we learn to drive a car? Is this not how we learn to wash our clothes? Is this not how we learn to cook?

If I am driving down a road, and I see a scruffy looking dog who appears disoriented, is it not to do what I would want done for me were I the flesh and blood that is the same as me, as that dog? Is not a dog formed of cells and water and fats and minerals just as I am? How is it that men have ignored what is a starting point that is the same in all physical life? How is it that men, as all of us,  realize we must walk the steps to move our bodies into a washroom, turn on the hot water, pick up the bar of soap, move our arms in an up and down motion, as in walking the order of what it means to clean our bodies, and yet, not see, realize and understand that everything that happens on this earth is because the steps to order outcomes must be walked to complete a movement as what and how life works in a physical form?

How is it that we do not see and realize the obvious outcome of paying interest on money borrowed means moving the principle from the source as the labor and the material value. like a drain, into those lending with interest? How is it that we do not realize that this by design is a pyramid scheme that requires endless growth on a finite planet that can sustain itself if what is taken out circulates back, to once again transform into what should create value for the betterment of life?

That dog on the side of the road, had to walk, move though, situations, as measure of experience and exposure to come to exist in the lack that it is experiencing the measure of.

How is it that we cannot realize that the so-called veil, is that our inner experience is not equal to practical reality when we ignore that dog? How is it that we cannot see that we are not seeing this reality directly, when we ignore so many things that exist that are unacceptable all around us?

How is it that we ignore poverty and men who resort to crime and end up in prison, when so many of us, especially the middle class realize that we must educate our children through exposing them to opportunities in self development, as self refinement in inner measure, and yet, ignore that this is the way and the means to prevent lack in men? Saying ‘ I know” and then not acting upon this, is as negligent as being that cause directly of situations of lack, in any living form on this earth. They are no different.

As far as myself fearing to tell the truth, to look here, to realize that physical movements happened that lead to what exits here. There is no invisible hand, there is no iron fist, there is the reality of the measure of here as the physical. Our metaphysical metaphors are the signifiers of our ignorance and the sound of justification in our words. We are mis-using the gift of sound, distorting out communication. 

Today,, when I spoke up about something, I noticed this inability to look without, as I only looked at the words I spoke to stand stable in the form I wanted to convey, so concentrated on my words was I, to hold them, that little of me sensed the space and time of the world around me. It was just a moment, thus, I realized this on reflection in the next moment.

This is not something new to me. And yet, I know I am capable of this, after all playing in a group requires listening to the parts and the whole, which means I have the ability to sense the parts and the whole.  We all do, otherwise we would not be able to drive our cars. How far can we go if we realize real equality means focusing here, in total, our withins being equal to our withouts? Respecting what is here as this physical world that reaches its full potential when no lack is allowed?

What I repeat becomes me, it accumulates and then becomes a habit within me. If I judge, and then compare, where one thing is more than another, I become the state of ‘ measuring” that state of being, and I walk around in that measure, that act of comparison- based on ideas that I already habituated as something to define me. When I reject what does not suit my habit, my state of measure repeated until automated, just like being addicted to porn, I become a walking projection of that, and see only what supports that projection that ignores what is real, right here in front of me, what respects and enjoys differences, learns and expands in awareness from them. I become a persona of what I accept and allow. Through repetition I program what I am. If the measure is not a practice of equal consideration of the means of my being here, then I become unequal to the life that is this physical world.

If I see directly here, and absorb what is the movement and function and measure of something and take it for what it is without value judgements, then I am more grounded here, and more aware, and more able to direct myself in ways that consider things and receive them to realize actions that do no harm. This is really what my physical body is the means to be and do.

If my inner measure as my beliefs and ideas repeated and habituated are not what is aware of here, my within ordered to assess the without, then there builds a weight within me, a heaviness that cannot fit into directives that lack consequences I must eventually face and realign. 

All of this means that I am just like a computer, my memory can fill up, and that what my memory is, the measure of it, if it is not clear in seeing reality directly,  I cannot process the information of my living here, and have many miss-takes that end up not fulfilling the real sensory potential of myself, and because of this, I create my own insecurity and have a hard time being truthful, because I have become the habit of my separation as the measure I repeated and programmed into me. 

If I punish myself, or what ever measure is here, as in resisting mis-measure,  I am not standing with what is real;  the only solution is to stand as what is real here, being directive within this. To realize, within each moment, that I create who and what I am within what I accept and allow. And, that in every moment I can ground myself here. And no matter what, remain present despite what ever habituated memory validates its measure within or without as behaviors, which must need be done because this is not being aligned within to the without as the means of living, the physical, this that is always right here, present, life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear to be truthful.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing the measure as belief, opinion and idea within and without, as this is a measure of equal-standing phy-si-cal life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to, for example, to judge myself as being more based on what model of car I drive, or on how my appearance is received within a system that is the accumulation of limited measures of values  causing an inner attention to comparison in the order of that limited value instead of, as in these instances, being thankful for having a car, and or respecting having clothing and the ability to have clean hair, taking care of the body, and instead of being comparison with an end judgement of distain, to avoid, to instead assess and direct in ways that do no harm, realizing that each has the capacity to investigate and reorder through being practical here, with the aid of the physical showing the way in every moment.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being the practice of common sense of reality as what I am the perfect form as physical living to be and to do.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to listen to hear the form within of another, and within this to allow self discovery, and self awareness, and to realize that in remaining focused here, in physical life, as life would be an information,  being truthful as in being self honest, is being equal to the measure of practical reality, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be oblivious to the practice of physical living here, the means and way of being life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that being in creation, means to walk the measure of the practice of physical living here.

When and as If ind myself resisting here, as in behaviors of rejection or resistance, i stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I ground myself as in equalize myself to the measure of reality, and I assess what I am allowing and accepting as a measure as the experience I have labeled in judgement as my past, as a belief about here, and I move into and as, in thought word and deed that which respects and considers  all life, as the physical form here that is the means of my existence, to see, realize and understand what is best for all.

When and as I find myself feeling overwhelmed within and as bringing myself back down to earth, as in conveying the practice of living on a physical planet, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I assess and investigate what is here, right in front of me, becoming the moment of here, as it is here that I can equalize myself back into being life.

When and as I find myself reacting to belief, opinion and idea, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand that such is a measure of under-standing that must self realize and have the space and time to reground, thus reaction in terms of such defining me,  exists only if I accept and allow it, as I am life, the means to ‘ turn the tide,’ the form of my accepted and allowed belief, to slow way down and sense what is the directive as the practical steps, as the practice of living in consideration of all things as me, as I am here.

When and as I sense a weight as a movement as something that does not fit into here, as a sense of feeling overwhelmed, or anxious, of fearful, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I take the time and space to investigate myself equal and one to and with life here, as this I slow down and take in the information in front of me, assess and ground myself here in thought, word and deed.

Day 406 Programming and the word.

Programming and the Word.

Words are structures, they explain/show/describe an expression, as a noun, or a movement as a verb, or a characteristic, as an adjective or how something moves as an adverb, If our words are not clear, as in being equal to what is here in fact, then we are not clear. We have the words as the structures to be clear here and to share this clarity.

If words can be programmed in, and our words are not clear in meaning, them are we as the words, as the program clear?  I mean, are we programming the human to be here? Or are we like the NSA, creating stories based on the past to suit a purpose of survival, of gain in self interest?

Think about how we use words: Your daughter is drawing on a wall, and you are occupied with paying that bill, or making that deadline, or ill with disease. So, you say to your daughter, in a rush - due to your limited “ hereness” as you are occupied - don’t draw on that wall. Your daughter tests here, to understand here, to make sure she gets the program as the words correctly and turns and draws on the wall again. Now, you say, “ Please do not draw on that wall, because then you will not get any of the cake that is on the table” ( In a real sweet voice because you think is you say it nice enough, she will listen - but she is listening!)  So, now, your daughter will once again draw on that wall, and look at the cake to see if it disappears. I mean, according to the words, this is clear.  So, now you are aggravated, and thinking why do I have to deal with this, and become agitated and reprimand your daughter for the superstition you have taught. A superstition of ambiguity, a superstition that is lack, as what superstition is in fact. Will your daughter have any trust in you? You have just taught your daughter that your words do not describe what is here!

Not only has your daughter been programmed with a superstition, a dis-clarity,  a non full disclosure ( and we wonder why our government does this! As within so without.) she has also been programmed with your state of being as being partially here, as the separation of what occupies your mind as your survival suit behaviors, this spinning around of you as mind caused because of your own programmed lack of understanding here, the physical in detail,  your own superstition in separation from equality to physical practical common sense.

And then we wonder why our children grow up without common sense? We wonder how they can become limited as ideas, opinions and beliefs that are a lesser awareness, and thus a superstition of no real integrity? Their common sense is a sense of  “knowing” without being given any real structure, any real clarity. And then, they go to school and cannot answer as this common sense, this knowing, and begin to lose all self confidence. And the behaviors at home, are an emotional mess of  “ I know, I know” yelled out in a cry, and the storm gets bigger, and the lack of confidence gets bigger and bigger, and all communication stops.

Also, as teenagers our children no longer want to listen to us, we can’t understand why they do not realize that we have their own interests at heart ( well most of the time)? According to our words as our programs, we were not clear, so how can we be trusted when we are not clear and do not realize how much we move as superstition?

For me, it is an odd twist to the construct of myself, to realize this. And to deconstruct this, I shake, as I have to change the superstitious habit of myself and this involves going against the grain of my own superstitious programming. I have to realize every time I begin to shake that it is just myself filling in the spaces of lack to “ right” myself equal to here, to bear witness to life, to become a person of integrity, to have substance as life, to walk through the fear that is superstition. It is interesting to walk into fear, as there is nothing there, but this is the point. There is nothing there because there was nothing equalized to life, to here, to practical physical reality. How long did I cling to an idea as an invisible hand, or invisible market forces, or a god on high? All these propagated and programmed superstitions that are causing the harm on earth, as they lack any understanding, any real witness to life.

On one hand this is why it is so difficult to figure here out, because of a programmed mind of limitations, and therefor not necessarily bad, the lack, the inequality to physical reality. And we, as mind spend all our time trying to find answers in the knowledge and information that is either not applied to the physical in detail, or/and is believed to be more than reality, or is filled with holes, meaning lack, a separate reality that becomes a directive that has no real substance.

So, we get all emotional, trying to get others to believe our sense through a vocabulary of lack, our superstition, and this program that we believe to be so real, is not understood by others because their superstitions are of a slightly different measure and they are following their superstitions, believing this to be real. So, like in the Novel The Tin Drum, we are basically all fighting one another, and screaming all the time our own lack expecting others to read between the lines. as this is the program coming out.  No one can hear us because we really have no integrity, no substance, as we are a lesser self lost in superstition made god, made directive,  where we push away that which would make our superstition clear, here and because we fear losing our ideological self, our idiot self, our personas, our survival suits - at this point because this inequality to reality has manifested without, as we have created this through sounding the superstition again and again and again until the sound of this reverberates through all of earth- our superstitious selfs as mind. Ironically we fear losing our lack.  lol

In all, this process shows us that we are able to take in even overcomplicated superstition, which means we are able to learn, to understand, even if it is mis-understanding, and there is a lot of mis-understanding on this earth - just open the newspaper and read the news and you will see the outplay of superstition all over the earth, our accepted behaviors of lack, our rejection of what is real the physical, life. Here, many walk in self pity, believing that no one understands them. What has not been under-stood/supported is life. Thus, until all life is supported, we as ourselves as life are not supported and we as ourselves as life cannot be what we are. So, we are all alone in our superstitious state of not being understood, thus the pity patter can stop. The good news is that you are not alone is “ feeling” that no one understands, because none of us is allowing ourselves to feel as life! 

The program has to be cleaned up, ordered in clarity. And, yes, this will cause a shaking up of the superstitious programs that are only  a lack, a separation from life, where the parts are not all good or bad, simply a partial story that is not equal and one to and as the actual real physical world. You have been had and this will continue if we accept and allow the superstition to be what we are.

We have allowed our words to become a cross of lack that we bear/bare the separation from life, and yet, the word is the key, the structure, to becoming a living person, here.

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Day 281 The Sabotage of Predictive Programming: Not Enough Food to Feed the World.

Genetic Roulette - The Gamble of Our Lives


The Problem

It has been stated again and again, that science has found ways to feed the growing population of the world, via the use of petrochemical pesticides, which were developed during WWII. This was the way to take care of the growing populations in the world.
Here we are more than 60 years later and still, starvation and nutritional deficiencies remain and are even becoming more extreme, affecting the next generation, where it has been predicted that the present generation of children will not live as long as the previous generation.
The initial use of multinational developed agricultural products fell short after a few generations of crops began to show signs of more and more pesticide need in order to produce.
Meanwhile, practices that sustained the soils and the plants in tandem with nature started to outperform the petrochemical agricultural developments.
All the while, what was being programmed was that this new science of agriculture was going to feed the world. This is the program, and this program has led people to believe that there is not enough food in the world to feed the people and animals of this world.
Not only, does such impulsing create a level of fear, that there will not be enough food to feed the world, as an undercurrent idea, it also suggests that there is only one way to produce enough food to feed the world. This is the presentation of one way only, and thus this is what is believed as a solo belief in the minds of men. Unless men, investigate and question this program. There are many who have stood up, and because of this have lost their jobs, so brutal is the greed for profit. If the populace listens to a singular presentation without question, even in the face of evidence against this, and this behavior within being able to program a human, is known, then there is not much hope for mankind. What men must realize is how programmable the human as mind really is, in order to be able to stop and look and question everything we have accepted and allowed.
Within this, we have the physical world. The physical is what is real and it tells us where we have misaligned ourselves within the choices we accept and allow. In all common sense, the very presence of a dictating voice, indicates that something is amiss, as this is a directive to a voice, away from what is physically before us. The simplicity of the solution, is to actually look at what physically exists on this earth. The physical is the real story, the physical is touch with all sense of self, moving here. The physical world if a sensation far more aware than what can be planted into the mind as imagination.
Within the imagination the future is blissful, yet somehow, the reality of the future when the future is reached never is what the imagination promised. And this should be enough to start the questions coming. The promises presented have not manifested.
Of course, on another front, if it is known that the inhabitants of the world need food to sustain themselves in dignity, then this can be withheld, and what is of the land can then be grabbed to serve more greed, which is what is happening on this earth, deliberate abuse to serve some having more than others, and, again, we are all the same, we are life. A life able to be developed when given what is necessary to life in dignity.

The Solution

There is enough information present on the internet to realize that the beliefs imposed by a profit based petro-chemical industry have not in fact lived up to what was touted as an absolute. And yet, there is a lag in belief, a resistance to not accept the products created in accord with these supposed scientific based agricultural practices that will feed the world, as these products are sold at a price that does not reveal their true cost, effectively enslaving the people to a limited choice in what foods are purchased.The web is lowered and making a change seems impossible, yet this must be done, as what practices exist within this limited petrochemical endeavor are creating consequences of extreme abuse to plant, animal and human.
What is amazing is the amount of bullying that goes on behind the scenes, especially towards people, trained people, using their common sense to stand up and say, wait, this is not working, it is detrimental to the earth, the animals and the children. So rampant is greed that in the face of harm, the voice of greed hears nothing else but its desire. Thus, the programmers are stuck in their own program. A product of their own words, and all for the desire to have money, to have more money.
Thus, standing and accusing the programmers for the problems in ignorance of physical consequences is not going to change the program. It is the collective that will change the program, many people standing up, basically outnumbering the bullies that are essentially lost in their own words, their own gluttonous imaginative desires. They have been running after the dollar bill for so long they see nothing else.


The Rewards

No more blissful dreams of the future, where the future never seems to be what was imagined. Instead being here, equal and one with a physical world that functions within what is best for all. This is real actual living. THis is directing one’s self here, in totality instead of being an aching body lying on a bed dreaming. This is not life. Life is being here, at ease, equal and one with all of self and not just an imagination that never lives up to its promise.
I am not saying that all science is bad, I am sure there are things within scientific discovery that can be used to build a world that supports all life in becoming an expression of life absolutely, down to the smallest particle within self as one’s physical body, functioning optimally. I am saying that here is enough evidence that what is being practiced within a system that allows more for some and less for others, does not work, as it creates behaviors of greed, and imaginings of superiority in the face of the fact that we humans are all physically the same and require certain things to exist within dignity. This system of inequality has not developed life on earth, it is abusing it, thus it is not working.
So much is spent on indoctrination and grabbing for a few that if this effort and money were spent simply taking care of life, here, then all people, plants and animals would have lives of comfort and ease, interaction and discovery of understanding the physical world. I believe that if all the people of this earth were placed in one spot on earth, they would fit standing side by side on a piece of land the size of California. This tells us that there is more than enough space on this earth for humans to live and breath, and walk and exist in dignity. How about we rewrite the program to actually create a world where all life lives in dignity. In common sense, this can be done, just stop and breath and start questioning what you have been taught to believe.

                                                             Equal Money Capitalism
                                              The Capital is the Value of a Life Lived in Dignity

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I talked with a man today about the mind and imagery. At one point, after he had agreed with me that advertising indoctrinates, he then said it  sounded like I was talking about a utopia.

I turned to him and said, yet you admit that advertising indoctrinates, thus the opposite can happen as against what advertising does, as admitting this is being done, means that this need not be done, can NOT be something as it is being something 

His reply, which was an abdication of actually looking, was to say; “Well, I don’t know anything about this area.” This in complete contradiction to what he said previously. Does this make any sense? It does not make any sense, it is deciding to not look at sense. It is an endgame in and as not looking at what is the opposite of what is believed and even admitted to. Incredible.

I get this all the time. This kind of contradiction. It seems that looking at the contra to the diction is ignored, even in the face of common sense.

A clear indication of programming. A clear indication of an inability to think, a clear indication of a con science as imprint of a dictation, where the dictation is not questioned, or even sensed.

Thus no sense, no common sense of what is spoken and actually said is heard, and thus we are not living our words, we are merely regurgitating dictations. This is an action of a robot, and since it is man, made of “organic” matter, then we, the human, are organic robots without any thinking, living, common sense capacity.

I remember asking such questions, well not the asking of the question, but the reaction of the adult, where I was told I did not understand, and that I was being difficult, and often that I was being difficult on purpose. Well, I was being difficult on/with purpose - one could say, but come to think of it what the fuck does that really mean?

My purpose of being difficult was simply asking a question, and obviously the answer was not in the program, so I was being difficult in relation to the program. I was not following the dictation as knowledge and information of set boundaries.

If we have a system, where we know that advertising indoctrinates, what would exist without this, as the admittance of the existence of this, as a force - and a forced thing it is- then what if the/this force were what is best for all? What if this force that we admit to is a/ the voice the dictate of what is best for all? The principle of, give as one would like to receive?

This is just common sense, it has nothing to do with being utopia.

Well, actually, he admitted that the absence of the dictates of advertising would be a utopia. So , thus we know the answer. To take away a emotionally directing system of advertising, would perhaps manifest a world that would be a utopia. Thus, do we all know the answer, we know that what exists is not utopia, and we know that if we take away the dictation self-interested desires propagation,  the way it is presently existing, then this world would become a utopia.

If one takes the time to look, then I am sure a list could be made of what a utopia is, without the wants, needs and desires presented by advertising.

A roof over one’s head, food on the table, and clothes on our backs. The basics. This alone would change this world. There is no reason why this is not given to everyone. There is no excuse why this is not what all life here has, as this planet cannot be owned by anyone, unless  we accept and allow it, especially since we do not understand what life is, or this planet would be cared for, as an indication that what is here is valued, as understanding something means to realize what it is, as can be seen with what advertising is, an indoctrination, thus unacceptable, as what is being indoctrinated is not caring for this world.

This is so simplistic. Denial is just plain ignorance, non-looking, abdication of self as life, and thus all life, since life is what we are, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become the denial character, where I contradict my own findings and then refuse to see my own realizations thus abdicate myself as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny understanding the moment i face my own realizations in accordance with knowledge that what exists in this earth is unacceptable.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become ignorance when a question is asked that would have me look at what it is I have stated that is a criticism of what is here, and yet to see the opposite as a means suggests a utopia, where it is assumed that utopia cannot exist and thus is presented as a pipe dream, ending any further discussion.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that it is understood that what exists is a form of indoctrination, and thus, within this, to actually stop and look at this process of indoctrination, and to look at what would happen if this indoctrination were taken away, is conceptually a twist unable to be made, which makes it clear that there is something amiss in an ability to actually look and question what is the nature of the human in and as this world existent in a system of inequality and thus the cause of abuse that is being accepted and allowed, making all that have roofs over their heads, and food on their tables and clothes on their backs, and televisions in their homes, essentially no different then men, such as Hitler, for the abuse that exists, as what those who have are in essence doing is not looking at what exists on this planet, and choosing to not look and deconstruct what is the broadcast of this system, that is a diversion, as the very thing dividing the human from actually looking at what it is, that is the force, that stops the movement of men into supporting life as the value on this planet.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in many of the things I speak, there are obvious contradictions and yet when questioned, I become ignorant, play ignorant, as this would mean I have to, in common sense, see my own accepted and allowed contradictions, which are in essence contradictions against life, as what is what presently exists on this planet in the amount of abuse to other life forms.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become angry with the messenger, the person asking me to face my own contradictions.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to slow down and to see, realize and understand that I have accepted set paradigms to the extent that I have become habituated to my own conversational statements, accepted and allowed, where I am in essence hiding behind a set of answers and phrases that should I be questioned to go beyond these set phrases, I become agitated and irritated, not realizing that in fact what is happening is that I am having to step outside of what is a habituated comfort zone of my own allowances in survival stance to get along and to go along, where the very need to “get along and go along” is a stance of non self directed being-ness, and thus an indication that I have accepted ignorance in favor of survival, an act that perpetuates abuse on this planet.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this limited and assumed interaction of statements as conversation, are in and as themselves a state of stagnation that hold those in this world in a state of stagnation, as those that have the time to converse statements of accepted limitation are the ones who perpetuate the state of this world in abuse through non movement as self in the words spoken, those speakers of such become irritated when contradictions are revealed, as this is not the being of self as life, but self hiding in ignorance of what self has accepted and allowed to exist despite obvious contradictions.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not bear witness to what exists in this world, through purposely choosing to not face obvious common sensical contradictions.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this is my survival suit.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that to say something is not my area of expertise in a system that is obviously not caring for life, is to say that the so called experts are taking care of this world, when in the face of this reasoning and the state of this world, clearly, the so-called experts are not experts or this world would contradict what presently exists, thus there are no experts in a system of inequality, or the abuse on this planet would no longer exist.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to  realize that despite all the supposed education that exists for those with money, the problems of this world are increasing, and yet I choose to say when asked to face my own contradictions, in a stance of ignorance, that I cannot know something, because i am not an expert, a simple hiding of my own common sense as life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all contradictions must be walked through and faced to bring myself back to what is real, to understand that what has been accepted on this earth has been done by the human not facing what has been accepted and allowed, and that until the human faces itself within accepted and allowed beliefs, opinions and ideas of no follow through, the abuse will be what grows and not the resolution of the separation from self as life in common sense of what is physically here and how this physical world in fact functions.

I commit myself to researching what exists on this planet, as what is here, as the present system of not supporting life and if I look to my own words and my own beliefs, opinions and ideas, that are judgements in self interest as my own survival suit, I will see, realize and understand, as I already know, what it is that I am in fact accepting and allowing that is not supportive of life here.

I commit myself to realizing that it has been said many times on this planet by different men who have realized the inequality that exists, that the answer is to give as one would like to receive, and thus the answer to this world, this life, is to stand and support a system that supports all life, as life is the value, an equal money system that gives as this earth gives, to be life and give life as what one is, to thus become the receiver and giver of life here, to become a professional life giver.

I commit myself to becoming a virus as the living word, to upset the contradictions and face the storm of the discord against life through the practice of pointing out contradictions against life, to plant a seed, as a virus, in the minds of the human, to remove the survival suit that will not protect against the growing abuse that is the outcome of a system of inequality manifest as a profit based system that uses money to create a pyramid of more than and less than in contradiction to a freely giving earth.

I commit myself to no longer being shocked by the obvious use of hiding within such statements as, this is not my area of expertise, and to breath, and to face the words spoken, such as a disbelief in utopia, where in fact it is admitted that the removal of something would cause a utopia, and the belief, as what has been taught, that such cannot exist is just that, a belief, where facing the contradiction leads to an outcome of utopia, and thus what has been walked is the answer, that which need only be accepted as the answer is right here, right in front of us, only needing to be practically walked, in and as taking what is here and supporting all life through the principle of giving as one would like to receive, of which an equal money system is the means to begin to implement the support of all life.

I commit myself to no longer hearing, in and as conversation, the limitations of the mind, as the voice of fear and hiding only and  becoming one and equal to life, the giving as one would like to receive which means walking through accepted and allowed statements of contradiction.

I commit myself to no longer fearing the very substance of what is here, as all that is here is life, and thus the very substance of what i speak, as the words i voice, are the gift of life and thus can be aware as myself of obvious contradictions and thus face such limited insights, and mold what is here through common sense into and as the words I speak, as the very substance of life, to what supports all life in consideration of all life as what is here as being one and equal to me and thus able to be the voice of self responsibility as life one and equal through the relevance of exposing contradictions, leading to the outcome of a utopia,  where in common sense a system of equality, of giving as one would like to receive, becomes the diction of being one and equal as life.

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