Looking within Felicity Day 745

I am looking at resistance, as resistance is fear. 

I remember sometimes in music, a phrase or form would appear to be unable-to-be-understood for me. The form would come and the math, the measure of it was like something distant from me. It was as though there was a veil inhibiting it from me- this little shape of sound before me graphed out. I had to slow down, alone, at home, by myself, and start to take it apart. It appeared to be this illusive ‘ thing’ that somehow I could not grasp. It begged the question as to why I could take in one little notated form and not another. It made no practical sense. 

The “ block’ could be called a resistance. Somehow, my own resonance was counter to the form, my own resonance was such that the math of me, the resonance of me, the values of me were creating a wall that separated me from the form before me. It was like too different currents were meeting one another.  This overall a ‘ red flag’ because I could not transpose myself, be flexible myself, and embrace the form. I was resonant with a formation that was holding itself to such a degree that I could not change and take in a varying form with the very substance that was me, as that means that could form into my resonance and the resonant form before me that I was having difficulty grasping.

Whose fault was this, was it the form, was it that I was ‘ something’ , a personality that had value, or as some say; ‘ Just the way I am?”  Or, “ this is my opinion, you must respect that?”  If I am resistant to something then I am not being the capacity to understand, as understanding another form, which is a combination of values made up of the ultimate value of what builds form overall,   how can I really understand perspective? If I cannot change and stand as a ‘ musical form’ or any form for that matter, realizing that I can understand for a moment, and yet change in the next, thus nothing can define me but what I allow as in time and space for something to be formed it must be stood as for a period of time.  If I look at what I am being that is unable to change then I have become a resonant thing and therefor lost a capacity to change, thus from a starting point of what I am as a human being, in relation to this, if I cannot change in relation to expressions as insights as perspectives towards another, for a moment, then I am in a form of a fixed state and therefor holding onto something that need not be held onto, to the extent that I can change and see another form, even if for a moment. I have lost flexibility. I have become stagnant. And this means overall, that I am responsible for what I am, and in the order of mastering myself, I must be able to realize and recognize when I am within a resistance, as I am in a lost state of embracing a form that I can accept and or move forward, as in taking what is good and does no harm. My resistance reveals my fear of change and my lost state of being in common sense, meaning to take something and understand it and then direct it effectively. 

Yesterday, I resisted something based on my own beliefs. I believed that something was too much. This based on past interactions. In a moment, I was faced with a response. The response was “ I had a difficult week.” I replied graciously and walked away. I did not allow the door to open, because I did not want to listen to the layers of justification. I had had to do this and allowed it to become too much. I feared that happening again. Overall, it was an opportunity to face the storm and practice sorting it out. As I drove away, I recognized this. The saving grace was that I so readily recognized this. Before it would have taken me more time. So, I tell myself, this in itself a good that can become a justification. All of this a sound wall. a math of values, resonant within me. I am a Humpty Dumpty.  Face it, move and get over it. We need to start admitting this to ourselves. Overall, there is nothing but resolution.  Living in fear and resistance is a drag, quite literally.  I for one have had it. Fuck you if you do not want to do the fucking math. It is right here in front of us, in plain sight. There is no escape. You are an organic robot. I mean, look at your words, your sound formations, are they filed with iconography that uses metaphor, or compound labels to zip file information where eveyone has to guess at what is meant? 

I have had people say to me, in relation to animals, that when an animal comes to ‘ visit’ as move outside of expected behaviors, that a past loved one has come to visit. This is a projection of an icon, as that person from that past visiting. What it can really signify is a characteristic of the self that the self is chasing, as the self has placed this value outside of the self because this is the self rejecting the self. This is the self chasing what the self gave up, and the means for the self to live without fear, without resistance and the cause of resistance. In the scream of the longing is the thing being missed, the thing given up. It is the signifier of the shattering of the self, into pieces, it is the beginning of the advent of a separation into fractionalized projected parts as ideas, beliefs, opinions. It is the smoke and mirrors show. It is the consciousness in separation from reality. In this instance, a person said to me that an animal came to them and that it was their friend they had lost. In reality, that friend was admired for a value the admirer lost within themselves, objectified outside of themselves. The animal that ostensibly came was the value the self rejected and longed for, hidden in a series of storied information placed into objects holding past projections. A huge parable. Looking at the smallest of parts can disperse the picture show. I want to say, what is constant within the show? Bring it back to self. Find the word. Realize the initial resistance. Would one agree that realizing what was lost is the means forward? Could one see the self hate is a form of self pity? Is this not manifest as an added color of longing? Could this not come as an answer to a question as “ I had a difficult week?” as the starting point of sorting out the projected and separated values ?  If I am capable of writing this here, am I not capable of facing the storm and living the joy of being present, sensing the small, within the greater inflation of resonant forms? Shame is not going to change this. Self hate and reprimand is more of the same. 

Today, I ask myself : " What is felicity?"

Day 680 The process of what I allow within and as me.

In the process of self forgiveness, in begin to realize how much I determine who and what I am in a moment. Before, I would be so lost in ideas, beliefs and opinions, finding one to define who and what I am. It is like using myself within to form a measure that defines me.  I was not accepting myself as what I am here. It is in effect, following an entity of measure that has no real grounding in the physical practical reality.

Two things I have noticed in relation to this is the movement of myself within, and how this can fixate on a form through the inability of myself to use my will to take in a different measure about something. Specifically in doing number problems! In order to hold a number value within me, and multiply or subtract without the aid of a machine, took a lot of effort. With practice of holding values and doing calculations, it became easier and easier to do. I realized that I was changing what I held as me within me. I asked myself why this was so difficult in the beginning? Why did it appear to be so difficult? What was I holding onto that made the move away from that into reforming what the focus of myself was within me onto the math? I had to use all the will power I had. With practice, things began to change.

This brought up the realization that I, and only me, determines what I am within and as myself. I can allow my scattered focus on ideas, beliefs and opinions to determine what and who I am, or I can slow down and reflect what is around me as a form of information, or an object in my immediate environment, or both! Within this, I can sense what resistances are there in opposition to the willing of myself to focus on what is here. 

No one can do this or us, but ourselves. And, the information about what is practical, is always around us, as this is a physical world. When I sense an inability to focus, I can slow down, assess the resistance, and bring myself here to understand what is here, be it a belief as this action in another or a belief I hold within  myself, or in the physical components of this world here around me. I can do this with words and numbers. And it means, overall, since I am the one who controls this, that nothing can define and determine who and what I am. In the end, I am change, I am capacity, and I am here. 

The point of the destini i process is to slow down, to breath, to script out the measure of what one has accepted within, and to then self correct into what would not only gift one’s self, self direction, but also, practice realizing what actions enable self to become present in reality where it is that one gets things done. This overall, is very self empowering.

This week I attended two gatherings. In one, I heard the statement “ why was I never told this?”  If we are directing ourselves in this world, and we come across information that we react to with such a statement, can we ask ourselves what we focused on that denied us awareness of such information, and then begin to assess how we missed what was always right in front of us? What did we accept as who and what we believed ourselves to be? Where were we?

In the second gathering I described a picture of what behaviors of belief lead us to and towards, in an indirect way, based on my own experience of having lived in my own self interests without consideration towards what I was allowing and accepting as what informed/defined who and what  I am as where my focus rested.  The silence was there, more in a self assessment than a reaction. In this moment it was more of what I was within myself that I want to review openly.  Normally, I would move into fear, into uncertainty in such a silence, because of what I believed was not being validated.  I, instead, breathed, slowed way down, and looked at what I had said, to cross reference my own clarity. My goal was to make something evident as a movement and that was all. I told my story.  I asked myself, could I stand by this and give greater detail if asked. Yes. Thus, I stood within what I had said, grounded, without worrying about reactions around me.  I did not need to build a protection and defense shield, I could remain fluid and present.  

Overall, it is really cool to realize that I determine what I am within me. I can stand here, practically and decide how I am within what I express, and change. If anything, emotions and feelings are gifts to show me where I am inferior to being stable and grounded, and where I separate from being present in what can stand through a scattered self lost in a limited measure in relation to practical reality.  That shield of protection and self defense within me, is my resistance to change. I can as who and what I am, unfold myself within to accept what opens all channels of belief, and reforms into a presence that can be more constant. It is the choice to step off the roller coaster of emotional storms and to process a scattered self into a more stable expression. 

The irony is that the scattered self is a weight that lingers in its accumulation. The self that changes and assesses, reflects and self realizes, moves with more ease, the resistance being the accumulated weight of a lack of real self responsibility. One can become aware of this in the physical body, if one chooses to look. Walking the destini i process, is the means of self realization, and that self realization is the means to open that weight, reform it, and accept a self expression that moves with solutions that empower the self to be more present and self directed in this life, here. 

Day 530 Being in Charge.

I get charged up with being unable to answer to what is essentially objections. The thought comes up that I “ don’t know where to go” or that I can’t answer it”  and then I have no standing, I allow myself to become inferior and my fear is that of losing ground, which means I move into an agenda of wanting to be superior. But stability of remaining here, on common ground, as what I am, looking at the details of what it means to execute the physical mechanism that is the form of me as life here, my memory is subject to here, thus my memory to function must be a working memory of what is here as the physical in practical application.

If the measure of my working “ memory” as past experience is not of the detail of how the physical mechanism moves, and is charged with a value, it means that I am not equal to that which moves me, here, and I become uncertain, which means I require investigation and realignment to common sense.

Since the physical determines myself here, what I allow that does not regard the physical with every breath, with every objection,  will end up destabilizing myself as life. Thus to sense here I cannot have any charge, because I can only move in constant cross reference to the physical, which means to investigate and bring back to here, in common sense.

So, how to bring myself back to investigate what is essentially being normal, means looking at here, at the simple detail of how here moves, and to realize what brings stability in gifting what beings ease to another. This means slowing down and looking at details in common sense towards something that can remain a constant, that gives purpose, that is consistent in direction so that a structure is built that makes a sense easy to remember.

In so many ways, words that have no charge and that give direction opens awareness to detail here, so that the executive function of myself as a physical form aligns, here. Thus, it is to always bring the words to what makes sense in detail as not only awareness building of the measure of this physical fabric that allows me to exist here, but also, at the same time, in opening this awareness as a focus, to then exhibit a constant that never leaves, because the measure has become equal within to the without. No manner of loss be present, and no manner of discord need destabilize because the points can be brought back to what I am as how I can exist, here. Facing objections means to use executive function of sensing here, using a working memory of words as a collectively given name of how here, as the physical moves/exists - no added values necessary. As such, added values of measure as one thing being more than another, is a crime against life. 

A lie by omission, with a threat of gain or loss, as both are similar because they destabilize, must come to an end. This, as such, in our present system, moves all liability and ignorance onto the many at the base of the hierarchy that is a system moved by judgement instead of discernment. And it uses the gift of life as the wealth of earth and transposes this into money and then, places laws and borders to order that wealth in ways that separate each of us from our true potential, through omission of opportunity and what is needed to support a physical mechanism that allows life. Thus, for those who are able, it is time to stand and change the system within, through equalizing ourselves within, in common sense of physical reality, which means stepping out of our minds and coming back down to earth, realizing all resistance as objections to slowing down and aligning ourselves back into being normal, and as such, equal and one to here.

Day 437 Trickle down, Trickle up. American Capitalism

A system of tickle down tickle up.

As we all accept and allow the Peter Principle, usury, to be the form, the structure followed/allowed/given-obeisance-to within our present social structure as men, this abdication of self into representation, the principle of what we are, and what we have slowly trickles up to a few, and the blame trickles down to the many who have no principle, as self development, as money, as basic needs to sustain themselves physically.

This is a form of taking from one, with no regard, with no common sense of physical existence, as all the signs/the symbols/the form placed within a self that is mostly water, the water holding resonance, just as the water holds the particles divided as products from oil and uranium - the by products of production in a system that divides, and with every divide, turns the waste into a means for more principle to slowly move up, and the waste effects, and the blame to move down onto the physical. A giant polarity game, it really is like having a giant wrecking ball swinging to and fro on earth, swing by swing wrecking and destroying the actual real principle value which is life, which is creation, which is the form and function of physical structure supporting the expression of life. But this is the reverberation of what each of us as humans have allowed, in abdication of ourselves within our full potential as our very form and function.

I was surrounded by the public this week. The amount of obesity around me was astounding. Yes, I have read that this exists, and in my small town, my relatively sparsely populated area, whenever I enter the crowds,  coming face to face with the consequences of what can largely be attributed to what we are eating ( think of movies from the 40’s yes there were large people, but were there numerous very large people? No. And were there as many processed foods? No). If we allow a system that tried to use as few ingredients as possible because it is easier to control, who also have the “broadcast” means to tout their products, a nice form is created that allows the principle in terms of using food production to funnel principle to a few, because we have allowed money to collect in one faction only, so the effects of this allowance are the fault of the strength, the strength is the community working together, the strength is the many hands of men. Look, what is here has been developed through generations of men, there is no one man that has developed what we all use, this idea touted in our history classes through dis-clarity, through not seeing directly the form of development is simply more of the control, more limitation, more “ lie by omission.” Within this, the formation of what has been accepted as the system, creates such existential lack that there is not time to stop and breath, and look. And, within this, so many false symbols have been and are, constantly, being “ fed” as the “ song” of inFORMation that seeing through the veil of the system is seemingly very difficult.  So, there are forces working against the very mechanism of ourselves as men. Men, a form with legs to move, arms to embrace, chests to more air and from words, to communicate, to interact, we humans are forms capable of so much, and much has been created, our power is in our numbers, but we are so busy following a lesser formation, as our present system, that we have ignored what is real, this earth. All “ form” is itself a force, it is the movement , even at micro levels that create, it is the movement of nothing into something- form cannot exist without movement.  Thus form is composed of “ life”, thus to force this into limited form for the profit of a few, is criminal and, cannot work. The earth is round, it circulates, it, if allowed to function, sustains and moves, transforms and expresses. A system that is a form of sequestering  the principle of the earth as the resources to a few allows unequal circulation. The blame onto the ones on the bottom, and the extreme “ cannot possibly be used in common sense”  excess on the top is not a proper functioning circulatory system, especially from an earth that gives freely, an earth that is us, a physical world that is us, physical, just as we are, with capacity that is as the form right here , right in front of us. What must be done is each to see directly and answer directly, to take back out sovereignty as common sense, practical forms that can interact with this physical world, whose function is able to be understood and seen. I mean, what are the logos of corporation, a form/symbol one that really does nothing to nourish and develop a person. These symbols tantalize, excite the waters of self - so to speak- with colored lights and loud music as drama, promising nothing, really just exciting. If the consequences are able to be seen, if self could READ here and see formation with some depth perception, then that logo, that bling, that false symbol, the lie by omission would have no power, because, as we can all see, what is offered within following that symbol is only diminishment of the physical.

 The very form as our system must change, the values created by what still remains as capacity within a few men, must transform this system into a system that circulates what is here that has been generated by generations of men, to get the life on earth moving in expression as that which  does no harm. This is the solution, right in front of us, it is us, the collective, the real power. No soldier has to accept that gun. No human has to purchase that donut that is composed of limited substances - refined flours and vegetable oils that are not meant for the tropical environment of the human physical body.  No human has to vote for this accepted and allowed mainstream system. If the voice of the people stand as solution instead of finger pointing at those representing us who have actually come to fear us, because they fear losing what they have, just as we who are blaming are in fear of losing what we have. I mean, how can we ask another to change when we are being what they are being, they are simply the extreme end of the present system of inequality, they are the pooled consequence of a system that does not circulate what is of earth.  It is that we are asking another to fix what we are being the same as within, and it cannot work this way, it is an impossibility. The system is this way because the building blocks of this system, as each of us, are what creates this system! I mean DUH!  The collective, as the building blocks have to form themselves into a structure, a form that allows circulation. I mean, there must be a reason why there is so much asthma, so much cancer, the acid within and without, is building because oxygen is not circulating within the system, within and without. All these analogies, so many, the answer is right in front of us, it is in us, it is us, as we are what we have accepted and allowed. And the nature of what works is all around us, we need only look, stop following the promise of gain via money and illusory “ styles: that are really one facet of the physical being brought forward in different patterns, where the whole is not being understood. Understand the whole, respect the whole, and then real creation can step forward with dimension that offers so much more “ aspect” to work with the movement as this would be so much more fulfilling. This world, this earth, as this system of division  is a game of petty gain that cannot withstand the test of time, it is time to stop, to reform. Besides it will be fun, so much more fulfilling that what we are presently doing. Would it not be fun to interact with your neighbor, without fear? Would it not be fun to be able to communicate with the people around you, knowing that creation was the value, being life was the value, expression was the value, and that what is here is to support life, to support this?

Support a system of circulation, a system where all neighbors can interact, communicate, support, breath, give, live. Support the Equal Life Foundation because it is about getting this world circulating as life. Support The Living Income Guarantee, to remove the game of survival and begin the walk into becoming an expression of life, to stand as the creators that we are, this is the gift of life, as no real “ god” would deny understanding of the joy of simply being life, here.

Day 122 The flood of abuse

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I have a choice.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that in believing I have a choice, I have not considered all life on this planet, where the only choice is what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that if I attempt to juggle what I believe or opine , or idealize, I will in effect weigh myself down and be unable to move.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that if something does not allow a human to become an expression of life, self directive and self honest then it is not what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that a cow can walk in a field, get exercise, eat grass and no human has to bring that cow feed, tether that cow to a fence, or within an enclosure, and thus that cow is able to, in conjunction with this earth, this physical world, be autonomous in and as its expression as life and thus within this, realizing that the systems created by men, where this very same form as a cow is confined within a stall completely dependent in all its actions unable to express itself as life, thus is such a scenario creating complications for men, even within the toxicity of the products of consumption and waste caused by this ignorance of the nature as the form of the cow.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this cow has lost all ability to be itself as life, as the form it exists as, and so it is with the human, as the human has created this same scenario for itself and believes that “this is the way it is” when the form of this earth, in practically looking at what is here, can function through “reading” the very form of what is here and allowing and supporting it to be that which it suggests as its function within its form.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this from and function of living things has been separated and divided and conquered against its expression to allow ownership for a few, as they must take what exists and make everyone believe that this is the way it is, where the presentation ignores what is physically real, and this is dictated through all the means of communication within and as how this world allows a few to be the voice of communication through every printed and broadcasted word, and thus all that is seen is the bars of the cage as the presentation of limitations only and not what is real, thus we are as the cow, confined within a small cage where we spend our lives in ignorance as all we see is the imprint of the televised images and words presented by the few who we have accepted and allowed to control what determines who lives and who dies, and how those living exist.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to step back, to slow down, to become breath and to see what is presently allowed to exist in this earth that is unacceptable and makes no sense, as it is no longer capable of sensing what is the function of the form of what is here, as  belief has been imposed as an idea, opinion and belief that man is superior to nature, when given that there is so much starvation and abuse on this earth, man’s idea of superiority is obviously a lie as the word believe suggests as it sounds be lie, and thus our words tell us in fact, as sound what it is that we, the human, are in fact.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the human, as myself has become so separated from what is here, even as the words we speak, that we no longer are capable of even fathoming that words are actually composed of sound and that even this is a substance of this earth that creates what is here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that within this I have no choice but to look at what I am in word and deed and the same goes for all words and deeds of those around me.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that what I am asked to do is to not consider the whole, and to only look at doing good within a bubble, not realizing that many of my do good in consideration of solving needs within my immediate environment do not consider why such an action must exist within the totality of existence, as all I seek is feeling like I have done something good for the world, when what must be done is a system change that support all life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when common sense is abdicated and given away to a system within a system of ownership and profit, the human is as denatured as the cow, and thus looses all capacity to be self honest as the form and nature of self, and over time becomes completely ignorant having ignored self as life, and within this allowed a supposed invisible “one” to determine what is best for this denatured human as life form abdicating itself in fear of standing up in common sense of life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that, that this process exists, this division and conquer, thus taking and raping of the nature of the human, that is able to be self honest in and as common sense of this physical world,  reveals in and as itself that the human, as man, has this to be taken, other wise the taking would not exist.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand to what extent the separation from life the human exists as within a system of inequality, a system that must divide and conquer every form of expression, must take and rape all in the name of believing itself to be god, to be superior, in separation from itself as what is equal in all that is here as life, as the substance of life equal and one to all of us as what we are.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in order to get this world to function as life, the present system must change, as there is no choice, to a system that utilizes what is here as life and works in tandem with what is here, realizing it is one and equal as the substance of life, a technology far greater and thus imitated by man, abused by the human, within a be LIE f of superiority that is the separation in and as itself from life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that there is no choice but to do, with every breath I take, what is best for all, what supports life absolutely, and thus to stand away from seeing only the relatives presented that are of opinion, belief and ideas within the dividing and conquering system of inequality that is the basis of a system of profit that creates a game of survival and competition and more than and less than, in what people are, in who owns what, and in what is right and what is wrong, where if there is a question of right and wrong than what is best for all has not been realized in common sense and what is blocking this must be realized and cleaned up, as there is not choice but to support all life, to work with all life here  - that itself has been confined and separated from the function of the form of itself to the point where it is dis-ease ridden and not even living the life span that it has the potential to live, as we see with dairy cows which live about 4 years, and yet are able to live much longer lives, this is the extent to which the human has denatured life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the human is one and the same to this, a being on this earth that is not living to its full potential, and also, just as that cow, existing within dis-ease, so obvious in that the present day pyramids, as towers within and as our cities are often hospitals, where we worship the doctors as the towers we build in our service to them, not standing back and asking ourselves why such towers exist, why is the very expression of man, as what is in our cities, structures of dis-ease focus and not structures of an expression of the full potential of life and what the human is capable of being?

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that these towers devoted to disease cannot be what life is about, and as the word suggests, what the human has allowed is a state of dis-ease to be the norm, not realizing how insane this is in fact.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that this must be stated again and again as there is nothing else to speak, as within standing up and realizing there is not choice but to support life in supporting what is best for all, many accepted and allowed beliefs must be questioned and looked at, the stagnation of acceptance and allowance of what is here must be moved into seeing the constructions of belief, idea and opinion, are in fact relatives, taught by relatives as the parents and relations encountered in the first seven years by those who themselves accepted and allowed the separations that are the loss and lack of self as life, in common sense of what is equal and one in all that is here as what life is, as the substance that is the creation of what is here, which is life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the divisions as the words used to divide are the voices in and as my mind, as the me- more-I-es developed by a system that is  directed by an supposed invisible hand, a smoke screen developed by the hands of greed in and as a belief in superiority, where in order to have a belief in superiority, inferiority must exist, thus the mono, as the believed to be superior, monopolize the poly building the drug of dreaming and the murder of starvation where there is a continuum in existence varying by degree, of haves and have nots, all ending up in death without any awareness of self as life, without any potential as life expression reached, without any equality as self as life in fact lived, and thus is life never really understood, where there is no heaven until life is actually understood and honored for the gift that it is in fact.

I forgive myself for believing that I have a choice.

I commit myself to realizing that just as the debt grows so will the abuse, until the flood of abuse, as what the human has accepted and allowed, comes to each and every one of us, where at that moment I will have to pull my head out of my ass/ground and look at what is here and realize the structure of the system is the cause of the flood of abuse, and therefor must change and support life, absolutely.

I commit myself to realizing that this flood of abuse will wipe out this existence unless the human wakes up and realizes itself as the nature of itself as the form of itself as life one and equal to this earth as the gift of life, where there is plenty to support life, where even the budget for abuse, as war, could be used to support life in this earth.

I commit myself to realizing that the great flood to come will be a flood of abuse, as what the human has accepted and allowed, evident within the majority of money within counties being spent on war, a clear physical manifestation, accepted and allowed, that is absolute abuse, and this abuse is presently being allowed to flood lands where children exist without any consideration and regard for the life that is these children, where even this allowed and accepted  flow, as flood of abuse, exists in the very materials used, such a depleted uranium that is the residuals left by, this flood of greed as abuse, to deform the children coming into this world, an action that is an atrocity and a crime against life and must stop.

I commit myself to stopping the flood of abuse, through standing up and supporting an equal money system.

I commit myself to realizing that I have no choice but to stop the inner flood of abuse, as justification in and as the voices in and as my mind, that stop myself from realizing oneness in equality here.

desteni

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