Day 597 We are programmable, which means we can change.

I was sitting and talking with someone the other day. From the onset of the conversation this other person told a story about what they wanted, and what their father wanted for them. By the time I finished talking with them, my impression of what they wanted completely changed. 

Their story changed and they became very upset.

I realize that we are programmed from day one, and that the human realizes this because so much is spent on education, and we humans make movies about painting fences to learn a physical move with our arm. showing ourselves that we are indeed programmable and how it is done, through repetition. 

We also know that it takes 10,000 hours to master a musical instrument. All of this reveals that we understand that we are the consequence of what is programmed within and as us, where this programming is the measure of our understanding, our ability to connect with this physical world.

I mean, if we stand back, we can see that what advertising does is program us. And it is very successful. We also have the term “ the sins of the fathers” which simply means that programs are passed down from generation to generation, each generation/production of one human after another is passed down as the child absorbs the measure of the adults around them. This is a contiguous  action , because each child meets the form of the adults as they grow and absorb the world around them.

And yet, why do we not see that this admits a great ability as ourselves to take in the environment around us? Why do we not conceptually understand this great gift of being able to absorb the world around is in such detail that children often end up looking just like their parents? Why do we not realize that if one interacts with an instrument for 10,000 hours then that instrument can be mastered? And if we understand this, then all things, this earth, the mechanisms of a car and how it functions, can be mastered within 10,000 hours of programming, which means detailed walking of the parts and the whole and how they interact and function. I mean one could teach a child how a car works, and where all the parts of that machine come from, and how the materials interact as the nature of that substance and the qualities within the parts and materials used. So, no matter what we are interested in can be used to teach about all the parts and the whole as this physical existence, and since the human is obviously so capable of absorbing form and function, then why are we not forming a system that mimics this natural ability?

Considering all the chaos on this earth, the lack of food and basic needs for so many, who then have no time to build understanding because all they are doing is struggling to get a minuscule amount of food, why are we not realizing our own gift of life as our ability to absorb the parts and the whole, and making sure that this is functioning in each gift of life as each human physical body of such capacity? It seems that the chaos is composed of limitations, of lack, and then the consequential object is blamed for that lack, the starting point ability forgotten?  If we look at this in common sense, then we can realize that lack of common sense, as lack of investigation can cause a chaotic program of no real focus that then has to loop around in limited episodic stories that contradict previous statements that then causes the person to become completely confused and upset, to the point where they can’t even understand where they rejected one thing, accepted another, and ended up in a soapy chaos of belief that they cannot even begin to sort out. I mean what kind of program is that?

When Mark Twain said that you tell someone a lie, they do not become so upset, but you tell them a truth, and they have to reconstruct their program, their belief system, and this causes a reaction, one of an inability to be immediately flexible and fluidly  move to sort  out chaos, one of having to slow down and look at their own program and take the parts and rearrange them, which is a movement of seeming discord, but in reality it is only re-creating that program within.

If we are not used to doing this, and we do not understand this, and our jobs are dependent on ignorance, then we see that change as fearing to lose something, either income, or a self definition that has become a comfort zone, where one has friends who are of the same belief measure. this causes a feeling of fear when a need for change arises, because one is overwhelmed with the restructuring of oneself and the changes that come in the environment within which one lives, nice and comfortable with the measure around one.  The problem with not incorporating  a change that builds more awareness, within oneself, limits expansion, which reaching out and finding others who have a different program, one that is of more understanding in relation to the older circle of “ minds/programs “ one has become accustomed to,  means deconstructing and reconstructing with the outer world within which one lives. The same is true of working at a job. If we don’t change, we allow the limitation to continue, and we suppress ourselves, and suppression is suppression, which means that one will not move into a state of openness, of ease, of flow, of growth, much like a plant. So, then one becomes the struggle that is a rejection of life, which can only lead to unhappiness. LOL , Un -hap-i ness, un haptic ability, which means touching, which is a physical action and metaphysical development as in being in touch with how this physical mechanism that is earth works. Thus, as we come full circle here,  what we allow to become the program of and as us is not realized for what it is, and expansion which means change, is not accepted as what an absorbent being as life would be and do, then the wheels of that machine get clogged and then confused and then reactive, rejecting and spiting and blaming and hating, stagnant, repressed, and ignorant. 

Overall, this means that I cannot take anything any program voices as itself personally, and that within the expression of a person is their program, thus the chaos is visible and can be understood, and to actually expect reactions of limitation because this is what a limited program is going to be and do when trying to sort itself out, to look at its own limitations of formal understanding to then move into reconstruction, which is change, and within this that what is resisted, as in not sorted, will persist and that the solution is to realize the physical world as the vessel/instrument of life, one of perfect design when programmed with a clear and direct understanding of how this actual, practical physical world in which we live functions. 

So, when I react to another, as a program, I am essentially the same; I am reacting to what does not fit my programming, and myself believing that my programming is THE program. When  there is conflict and friction, it is that I must stop and change - accept what is before me and realize it does not necessarily define me,  and then, take the time to evaluate the equation as the program before me and my own programming at the same time, which is deconstruction and then, reconstruction , which takes time, because unless I had been taught this from the get go, and as a consequence have not practiced as this ability, and reform with every breath on this physical planet that is life inFORMation, then I will not be able to be that which is the gift of life that is me. I must realize that I can only master here, this physical world, when I can see it directly, understand it and change with and as it as who I am as a part of this world. So, the only compliment I can be as myself as this life, is to answer to the chaos of separation unequal to practical reality within solving the discord back onto a program, a structure that can withstand change, which is myself being flexible enough to accept what is here, deconstruct and reconstruct within an awareness that all things must be considered on this machine, this earth, to make sure that no part is left in chaos, that no part is left behind, so that this earth can become heaven on earth.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to act in self interest, to want to bully my belief, me desires onto another.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to investigate what is formed here, and within this to realize that which does no harm.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that I am the consequence of what has been absorbed by me as my natural ability to take in the world around me, which has been going on for generations, and as such, there is no one to blame but myself for what i have accepted and allowed as belief, opinion and idea without real investigation in tandem with awareness of practical physical existence, the way and the means of life in expression, which is here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I can be bullied, as this is a separation from common sense, from taking the time, from slowing down and looking at what is here as belief, as a program, as a construct, and to use my observant ability to see directly as in taking in the form, assessing it, realizing it cannot define me, and yet I can become it, see it, and then to reconstruct in ways that consider all things, and that which does no harm.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to act in self interest as the ideas in and as my mind, as  a program that is of knowledge and information only, as I did not take the time to investigate all things, and that I allowed myself to fear, to become inferior to and as the life that is me that is able as myself as life to absorb the form and the function of an acknowledged mechanistic system within the understanding that to educate a child takes exposure to how here works, that a child is programmable.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear that what another thinks can define me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that an insight as an idea about what is here, limited or not limited ,if I should assess it, has the potential to define me, when it does not, as it is only me, looking at a shape, a form, a construct, and as such because I am so absorbent as myself as life, I can then change, thus a limitation of equal and one understanding of practical physical reality cannot define me unless I accept and allow it.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I resist what is here, I spite myself as life, as I need not allow beliefs to define me, and I can change, thus I can accept a limitation and transform that limitation into greater awareness of practical reality as a system of form and function that is the expression and mechanism of life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when I become constricted with conflict and friction within and as me, which can be felt as a heavy suppression, withholding of myself, as in not moving with a gentle ease, here, I am rejecting my own gift of and as life here, suppressing the life that is me, as the means to absorb reality, practical reality here, and as such self empower through the gift of life as myself in accepting perspectives, investigating and becoming aware of how here moves and expresses as life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that rejection is fear of loss, within oneself, often built of ideas that I have accepted and allowed to define me, which is myself stagnant, which is a separation from accepting the gift of life as myself able to absorb and this able to change.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize that so much of my imagination as myself as mind is in justifying my own comfortable self definition and that it was I that accepted and allowed this.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have limited myself through moving as an act of comparison of my self definition as my construct based on class, race, education, nationality instead of seeing that I built this of qualities that are not necessarily good or bad, simply limited, and that the very building of this reveals that I can change, and that I can absorb, and thus that I can become equal and one, with and as life, here as a physical expression, that changes and reforms and thus, is creation, which only I can make the decision to become equal and one to and as, which is accepting myself as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have be-earthed myself as mind only, and to not have be-earthed myself as life, in respect of earth, the physical, the formation of life in expression, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the metaphysical mental constructs of me and of  the HUEman, that are limited and thus in separation from life, as the physical , here.

When and as I find myself resisting the beliefs of of others, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I see realize and understand what I fear to lose as myself as a self definition, and I self forgive and ground myself here.

When and as I find myself reacting to a self definition of myself as not being immediately accepted I stop and I breathe and I slow myself down, and I realize that I can reform myself as insight as to what is believed here, as this cannot define me unless I accept and allow it, and I take in the parts and relate to the whole, which is going to take practice as I have not accepted this as me as a starting point, and I assess the parts, bring them forward, attend to them, and then relate them to earth, to the means of life, and I recreate the parts, into and as what is best for all, as what does no harm , as what self empowers as imparting a self directive capacity that sees directly here.

When and as I find myself believing that a moment defines me, I stop and I breath and I see, realize and understand that I can change with every breath, in every moment, as I can absorb what is here, which need not define me, and take that which is good and does no harm, to change as this is the ability of myself as life.

When and as I find myself moving in judgement of good and bad, which is energy manifest as thoughts of one thing being good and another bad, which is judgment, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I assess what i have deemed good and bad, an equation that is a false dilemma, as it takes parts and labels one as good and another as bad, because of a limited insight into practical reality, as the physical is life inFORMation, in expression, thus I slow down, realize the moment does not define me, and as such is not something to take personally, and I use the gift of myself as life, to change, and I look at what is here in form, be it as a limitation as a mind construct and I assess and change as in cross referencing physical reality to stand as that which supports life and as such can withstand the test of time, to allow myself to remain equal and one here, to be flexible, fluid and accepting of and as life here, which is me, and to realize that all that is here is me in another life.

When and as I find myself resisting, as in becoming tense within and as my physical body, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I ground myself here in the moment here, and I see, realize and understand what I fear, as what I have allowed  as a belief to be a judgment of a bad, and what I believe is a good that defines me, as a value judgement, and I forgive, I assess the whole and the parts in consideration of practical physical reality,to ground myself here, in common sense, in respect of and as life as the physical, as earth, thus I b-earth myself here.

When and as I find myself becoming a sense of resistance, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I ground myself in the moment here, and I asses what I am resisting, as what I have accepted and allowed as a belief and I do not allow myself to move into spite and blame in protection and self defense based on an idea, and I use my common sense to assess the parts and the whole, to see, realize and understand that which is best for all here, as that which does no harm and considers and respects all things as the physical, as this is the expression of life in creation.

When and as I find myself believing that I am inferior to here, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I assess what is here, as what I have allowed myself as mind to believe, where I resist through believing I cannot change and as such believe that  one moment can define me, when I can change, as in, assess, investigate and build understanding equal and one to life as the physical world here.

When and as I find myself acting superior, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I ground myself here, equal and one to and with the physical, as this is the way and the means of and as life information, in expression here, and I see realize and understand that I can change into and as the living word, as being equal in sound with and as the physical world here.

Day 490 Our soldiers that are the living dead. They are us, we are them.

http://www.alternet.org/news-amp-politics/i-worked-us-drone-program-heres-what-really-happens?fb_action_ids=10201698025066387&fb_action_types=og.likes&fb_source=aggregation&fb_aggregation_id=288381481237582

“But here's the thing: I may not have been on the ground in Afghanistan, but I watched parts of the conflict in great detail on a screen for days on end. I know the feeling you experience when you see someone die. Horrifying barely covers it. And when you are exposed to it over and over again it becomes like a small video, embedded in your head, forever on repeat, causing psychological pain and suffering that many people will hopefully never experience. UAV troops are victim to not only the haunting memories of this work that they carry with them, but also the guilt of always being a little unsure of how accurate their confirmations of weapons or identification of hostile individuals were.

Of course, we are trained to not experience these feelings, and we fight it, and become bitter. Some troops seek help in mental health clinics provided by the military, but we are limited on who we can talk to and where, because of the secrecy of our missions. I find it interesting that the suicide statistics in this career field aren't reported, nor are the data on how many troops working in UAV positions are heavily medicated for depression, sleep disorders and anxiety.”

Humans have a mind consciousness system that carries the images of what we accept and allowed physically within and as us as mind. These images can accumulate and replay over and over again. I think of medieval paintings of so called “ saints” that have a halo floating above their heads. Have we made the mind more than the physical?

Are these soldiers that carry their actions with them as imagery, as mind, haunted by their past as their memories are what actions they accepted and allowed in a world where there are limited choices within providing a means to have access to money to provide food, shelter, clean water and education for their families?

Is what we allow without accumulating within, which means there is no escape for what we each have allowed on earth? Is the covering of what is allowed done within ignoring what is actually happening on the ground and/or creating a wall of separation from this abuse through reiterating so-called positive thinking, which is just placing a sugar layer on top of what has not been cleaned up as the negative consequence of initial lack of awareness/respect for what is real as the actual physical world? Thus, the ignorance remains as the accepted and allowed abuses, where no manner of gloss as ideological “ good” diminishes the fact as the consequences remain both physically and within as imagery?

There is no denial that what desteni is saying is or is not true, when we have soldiers that are living everyday what the point of what desteni is saying in actual fact:  that we carry an imagination of what we have done as how we have moved on this earth with us, and that eventually our choices catch up to us and consume us as that underlying abuse gets louder and louder, and no manner of drugs, or at present systemic mental health can remove this.

Each of us must do this for ourselves, and we must all forgive what has collectively been accepted and allowed as the present system and create a system that respects and supports all life including all of the very fabric of the physical as life, as life is the value.

What is done is done. Crying over spilt milk as the saying goes does not clean up that spilt milk. Expecting someone else to do it is not a solution, this is waiting and not wanting to face what has been accepted and allowed by humans.

No matter where you are and what you do, as you remain in place, stand and support a system that realizes the value is life, and the actual real physical world is the fabric of life and as this, it is the only way through to becoming equal to life, as existing in an imagination of horror is not life; it is the road map of our separation - this separation the cause of the conflict.

Support a Living Income Guarantee. Time to realize that each man, woman and child, needs enough money to live in dignity and to have the time to investigate what is best, to stop choosing actions that we know are unacceptable but because we have allowed money to determine life, we are forced to make choices that we know are not supportive, which must come to an end if we want a planet that supports our children as life. As we are now, our children will not have a life that allows the full potential we see within them when they are young before the memories begin to accumulate and slow their own awareness of life, this that is their natural ability. In essence they begin to follow the imagery of the fathers because this is what is around them and placed within them, so each generation follows the sins of the previous generation. And so the separation from what is real, as the physical is lost.

We can learn to realize ourselves as mind and equalize this back into a common sense of physical reality. As we do this within we clean up our separation. To do this, we must also practically walk what supports the physical world absolutely. Once decided this will be much easier than we realize, because the physical that is right in front of us, will reveal what works and what does not support us. Many have investigated solutions, yet many of these solutions are withheld, because they do not serve what has become systems that we all depend on for money that we all know do not serve us as life, yet we fear not having a job to survive. This web must be allowed to change. No one can really own our national resources, they belong to life.

Changing the system to one that gives all a Living Income Guarantee, will allow us to  slow down, investigate, reform, organize, and all the while continue to move ourselves as what we have built as structures and to transform these into what does no harm. Thus not all that we have built is so called “ bad” but much of the structure can be used as is.

One example, are the many hands of men within our military, it is an organized group that can carry out actions that build supportive infrastructure that then leads to more self responsible governance, where all understand how the physical works and our ability to organize. In reality, that physical action is as important as that action of looking at a picture of something in terms of organizing pictures of measure as what administration is and does, one is not more than another, both are acts of measure to order this physical world. We have allowed one to be more than another, which is the separation from common sense of life as the physical. It is time to end this game of judgement causing abuse because it ignores common sense, this being the realization that the physical is the starting point of life, not what is the mind.

Start walking yourself back into equality and oneness as the physical. Self forgive the separation into a mind consciousness system that is the image and likeness of our separation into judgement, where a polarity game of good and bad becomes the measure of us, instead of equality and oneness to the gift of life as the physical. The physical is a story and a real “ game” meaning a real multi-sensory experience that is so much greater than any video game, than any fairy tale - so to speak. We need to discover what this means, because humans have lived as mind for so long no one can remember what this actually is, so great is our separation.

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Day 362 Self Judgement as allowing inferiority

I forgive myself for allowing an accepting myself to believe that I am inferior or superior to situations and or others as I base myself within a judgement of more than and less than not seeing realizing and understanding that such is based on a belief , opinion and/or idea, stagnant within allowing myself as equalizing myself here in sound with the principle of what is best for all is best for self, as the alternative as ego is to be and become a limited idea of myself as what I am instead of looking at what I am allowing and bring this back to myself within the principle of what is best for all and as such/with such directing myself within looking here, within investigating here and moving in thought,word and deed as what is best for all, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that i am inferior to life, to this gift, the expression, this experience that I am here within this human physical body and this physical earth, not realizing I have allowed myself to become a mind of limited ideas, beliefs and opinions as what is taught as the divisions of the present system that is a structure and form of inequality causing separation from life, as some are not given opportunity and support and others more than what is needed causing a lack of life on earth , causing a lack of dignity on earth,of life expression with and as life, here.
I forgive myself for having allowed and accepted myself to use, opinion, idea and belief and abused myself as life through thought, word and deed in self interest to survive, not considering all life and the consequences of my actions as lack of consideration for all life, not seeing realizing and understanding within this that life cannot really exist until all life as this physical form as earth is in full potential expression as itself as life, thus no one is “ free” until all are free, no one is in dignity as life until ALL are living in dignity here on earth, thus the idea of superior and inferior are illusions that as an illusion is a separation and a stagnant state of being that has become so huge it does not see itself as such and as this lives in a state of limitation and thus becomes a diminishing substance of life feeding off the physical, fading out without having lived life, and as this separation has no real substance and thus no real standing as life, which is a state of fear, as is so seeable in the state of much behavior on earth at present, thus the only way out is to face the separation and the divisions causing lack and stagnant non-development on earth and to change this, thus facing the belief that this is impossible must be realized as a part of the illusion that is consciousness as mind, as life cannot be lived until all and everything on this earth is breathing and being the life that it is in full potential and to even realize within this that the answer is right here as the directive to walk out of fear, the only choice, the principle of equality and oneness, to give as you would like to receive.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have abused life, in using beliefs, opinions and ideas within ratios of what is more than and less than within a system of unequal measure guided by ideas of one value being more than another, and thus using these values and ideas to maintain my position within an order of unequal distribution of life sustaining resources to survive in my own self interest, a complete act of ignorance for which I forgive myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare values of others based on the words they use, the clothes they wear, the knowledge and information they spew and to judge according to my own cultural background, to compete for placement on a grid of inequality that in itself is in separation from life, from earth, from what is real as this physical earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this I have allowed myself to become stagnant within, petrifying in fear of loss to the point where I no longer see reality.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as an imagination of doom and gloom, as fear of loss, which becomes the undercurrent of myself as separation , a movement within as thought of a judging of myself as inferior, allowing ideas, beliefs, and opinions to be superior to myself here not seeing realizing and understanding within this that this is only limited insight as beliefs, opinions and ideas of more than and less than and is meaningless as I can only be here in this breath in this moment and that it is being here as being life that is the value.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to the bully of fear, as fear of loss, that uses ideas, beliefs and opinions that are ambiguous, lacking consideration of practical physical reality.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that a mistake is what i am, where in all common sense, a baby child is not labeled as a crawler for the rest of their lives when that mis-take as a first step becomes a fall and then crawl within first attempts of walking, as this is realized as a process, thus the past as miss-take of that baby does not define that human child, so if this is carried into all movement of men, then past mis-takes do not define a person here. Thus, passing judgements on people is an act of ignorance, as the only choice is to realize a miss-take for what it is and give/accept direction from without and/or common sense from within to stand and realize that selfperfection is a process that is only made stagnant within lack, as we live on a physical planet called earth.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from here, into and as an expectation which is to create an idea of the future instead of remaining here equal and one, as expectation builds hope which is placing myself into an idea of a more than and myself as being inferior.
When and as I see myself becoming a thought of inferiority I stop and I breath, and I realize I am allowing something to be superior and in separation from myself, and as such becoming stuck in opinions, belief, or idea, so I bring this back to self and I direct within and as the principle of what is best for all, as this is best for self, as we are all equal within the starting point of the substance of life.
When and as I find myself fearing to be labeled as inferior, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I realize that I am only inferior, and or superior, if I accept and allow this, as this is the mind, as consciousness composed of limited ideas, and beliefs and opinions of what is of more value and less value as the only real value is the value of life.
When and as I find myself believing myself to be inferior and placing a value of something being superior in separation from myself, I stop and I breath, I slow myself down and I look/investigate the form and the function that is the physical world in common sense within the principle of what is best for all, and within this I see, realize and understand my own behaviors of self interest as fear of loss, habituated as a survival suit answering to the voice of inequality as the present systemic form of monopolizing wealth and ownership of freely given resources into the hands of one/few who themselves are as consciousness , manifest as an ego of belief that some are more than others, when we are all the same, the substance of life, one and equal.
WHen and as I become inferior to here, within and as creating an idea and thus a hope within expectation I stop and I breath, as I see realize and understand that the mind as consciousness strategizes, maps, analyses and in the process misses here, what is physically here which is all I can as life be, here.
When and as I find myself, as consciousness , planning the future, I stop and breath and I realize I am inferior to here as I am wanting to control outcome, organize outcome, which in and as itself is not necessarily good or bad, it is that it is limited as it is separate from here, as it is only here that I can live in equality and oneness and move as the principle of give as I would like to receive as being in equal consideration of what is here in this moment, as I cannot know the next moment until I am there.

                                                    DIP Desteni Know how your mind works.