The shadow of the mind Day 704

For some reason this morning a memory is coming up of an afternoon when my one son had returned home from school. I stood there listening to him when suddenly I said to him, ‘ your teacher is in you.’ I could see the color/nature/signature/presence/outline/measure/quality/persona of my son’s teacher in him, like a cloud, around him, as him. I knew his teacher I had spoken with her many times. This has to be second grade, as she was his second grade teacher. 

I also, realize this presence around me of writing in the morning. Because it is a family holiday, I have stopped my regular patterns, and for other reasons, hence, I am seeing my own ‘ clouds’ of habituated patterns stopping and the presence of them here.

Also, in my life, I have purposely changed up things I have done on a regular basis with the purpose of, initially, getting out of set ways of doing things. For example, for a while I had a small tv on my kitchen counter which I would use to watch the news while cooking dinner. I started to get caught up in watching a show that would come on, inevitably after the news, at the end of my nightly cooking and extend the time watching tv past the cooking. One day, I realized what I had done, and took the TV away. Maybe the solution was to turn the tv off after the news, yet, I had also been reading this periodical on politics etc. for about three years, and noticed that instead of being informed I was becoming righteous about what information I had accepted and allowed in the bias of the perspective of the periodical. Thus, I stopped reading that periodical and watching the news, and started to investigate other perspective. This was when I could the same articles posted on both sides, with a few words changed. How had I missed this?

In all, I find that changing what I have turned into a scheduled habit can show me where I have become stagnant, and where I am not aware of what I am doing.

Thus, this change in pattern of late, and this memory coming up, is a reminder of how absorbent I am as what I am as a human being.  It makes it more clear that I can really only be here, and that i must with every breath, bring myself here, to become a reflection, so to speak, of being here, and to realize that I can so easily become a colored bubble stagnant in belief, opinions and ideas. Reflecting what I have allowed, that becomes a persona, and reflecting the measure another person who becomes the same as what it is that I speak, can make communicating with another, and problem solving very difficult. And I can see where a perpetual broadcast system, known as our media, whose space is bought by a few, who have allowed us to believe that not only do we take out loans to build value as living, but also charge us with interest to utilize that loan, thereby siphoning all monetized labor ( my understanding and way of saying this at this point) into the hands of a few, who then broadcast a limited story ( the parts not all bad) again and again, in self interest,  to the point where the story ( measure ) is believed to be a truth, just as I did in getting caught up in a limited story that I began to be righteous about until I investigated more words produced by this same system only to find that the same forms were being processed with changing a few words, to keep a system of conflict in place as a distraction from realizing the Machiavellian means now a tech soap box called the media! Me Dia, my god, my structure of following a limited story that is all I can see and thus what must be real, and that I use to entertain me, like a business in a narrow focus, where i do not even want to know what it is that I do not know because it would mean that I have to step off of my hamster wheel, and I might hurt myself!   The idea of jumping off the running train of thought that I define myself as, means that I might bump my knee! And I am so busy running around in this persona within myself that I can no longer see what is real, as the physical right here, hidden by my own acceptances and allowances by that absorbent ability that can be used to sense a mode of operation and take that which is good and relate it to what I really am which is a physical absorbent state of being. Okay, that was a long sentence! lol

Interesting enough, what legend am I leaving behind for my children? What am I passing down to the next generation? I mean the bible says that the ‘ sins of the father’s stands for seven generations” That is a math, one that substantiates this sense that I have of breaking patterns and remembering a moment when I had a sense that my son’s teacher was ‘ in him’ as I could sense the color of her around him. I mean, how does an animal sense something out of place? How do they see what is not readily visible to our naked eyes? Is it not the same thing?

Can we not see that what we accept within can become like a blue print at the exclusion of what is real as the physical, AND that this can be used on the self interest of a few? And, that we are the same as those few if we do not realize this? Because in effect, we are doing the same thing?

This begs the question as to what you, yes you a parent or a person in this state of being, are leaving or imprinting to projecting onto others? Are you as a parent enough for any child, if you believe that you ‘ know’ what the real score is? You are not enough, not even I am enough, because I have not realized how all of this works, no one taught me. And who am I going to blame? Am i going to blame the dead of seven generations back? That would be like existing as Plato’s wall, taking to a bunch of shadows of belief on the wall of my mind, or like believing the emotional fire walls generated within me, that ‘ persona thing my sons was generating in second grade” as being more real that simply being here, physical, in this reality that held that projection. Take the physical away and the projection no longer exists. Yet is can resonantly exist and be passed down from generation to generation. Look around and see if this earth is living in a balanced and respectful manner towards efficient use of the physical. Obviously it is  not. 

What is the disease in our children, growing in numbers every day? Would we call them attention deficit dis-orders. Is the idea of a ghost in the machine really such a stretch of any imagination?  Are we bulling an incorrect use of the imagination onto reality, an imperfect practice? Look, we all realize we need to get back to nature, we all sense this so we know the answer. Yet there is a bully impulsing a false picture show that will continue if we accept and allow it. And it does not want to die! Just think of all the jobs that are based on supporting the lack, or the limitation of this projected picture show.  All these jobs that are really an administration of this false contract that races like a train and is so caught up in a narrow focus that is of shadows and painted by projected electrical and magnetic lights that what is real appears to not exist! There is a reason why within the word administrator there exists the sound admitted traitor! 

I also ask myself why I had not learned to ‘ read’ the ghost in the machine and define it, to take that which is good and does no harm. I mean if I can see it, and people in time have described such things as ‘ shadows on the wall’ then I cannot be alone in realizing this, everyone must have the means to do this, as this would be the means of life, to use imagination to test how things move, to asses and investigate before actually taking action and bringing something into creation, into physical form. And would this not make it obvious how much this could be used in self interest?

Is it not ironic how there is a fear of talking about ghosts in our cultures? And is it not ironic how we have even within this talked about how deceased friends, lover and family members have come to visit us? is it not obvious that that ghost in the machine is of one’s own making based on how the machine, as our physical absorbent ability works?  We are allowing a mumbo jumbo, paranormal, metaphysical existence generated from within ourselves to appear to be more real that what is real as the physical, and the signs of it are all around us; how this is used, and how we, each one, is serving this because in effect we fear to live, we fear to use this tool to create!

It really is time to stand up and speak of this point blank, to say this directly to one another, to tell stories of the outcomes of such shadow chasing, and to realize that none of us are enough to build a structural foundation in the children to come because we adults are the product of this same system. The children and ourselves ( with a lot of cross reference)  to must allow ourselves the means to realize the shadows passed down via imprint and sent as messages via a televised system, to enable each the means to be grounded and effective in seeing the ghosts and where they are at, and what is real, as the physical, at the same time. Just look at how a person can instantly memorize a sequence of moves to solve a rubric’s cube and then do the sequence blind folded! That is the means to the end, and a reflection of our capacity as life! 

Those who only see the limitation and lack, without realizing the potential in the machine of a human being, are so separated from potential that they cannot be trusted to guide anyone! In effect, it is not what we do it is who we are within what we do. The structures are not the problem, it is who we are within what we do. We cannot be afraid to point this out, to describe the means of lack and give direction in the necessity to always ground and reference physical reality.

An economic system that does not give each the means to take the necessary care of being physical, is a crime against life. For this reason, our economic system must change. And, parents must realize, that because of the consequence of this system, they are not enough for the development of their children, yet they are the one’s responsible for what character as development in processing what is within and what is without and what is here.

On another front, I have experienced grief. I realize that I was extremely vulnerable at that time. I did not realize how much I could become entrenched in the ‘ measures/ghosts’ of those around me, especially because I myself did not understand how this all works. I realize, with hind-sight that it took me the better part of five years to begin to see the difference between having lost everything and moving into a new form that in itself was another shadow on the wall system.  It is so easy to fall into something like this. The pressure from peers is very strong, especially within a system all around us that does not understand this. And yet, the principles behind this remain the same. And the means of sharing how this works and being careful in sorting this out, remain the same, as the structures that are here, that have proven efficacy within the test of time, are the means to the end. Here, what really matters is who we are within what we do. Many shadow chasers will not hear. And yet, in time, perhaps within a subsequent generation, this will begin to be realized, yet the acknowledgement of this must be continued to be expressed, again and again.  The shadows can run but they cannot hide because what is real is the physical. 

Day 575 The Dis-association that leads to a Mis-association of the Middle Class

The Dis - association that leads to a  Mis-association of the Middle Class.

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/10/22/us/language-gap-study-bolsters-a-push-for-pre-k.html?smid=pl-share

Here is an article on the gap in word development in children according to socio-economic status.

Children who have a larger vocabulary tend to come from higher income and higher education level homes. 

This article suggests to create preschool programs to close this gap of word recognition and usage skills. 

Why do we have these studies that reveal problems and describe where the problem does not exist as much and then suggest something completely different?

This is a process of dis-association leading to a mis-association.

If children have a greater vocabulary when they come from more stable homes, then why not realize a system design that creates more stable homes? Why suggest something other than what is functioning?

Overall, this begs the question as to how undeveloped the so-called middle class that creates children with broader vocabularies are themselves lacking in word skills - because the writers of these articles are such people -  that they cannot see the obvious right in front of them? Children, when placed in a stable environment absorb what is within that environment, and that a stable HOME life, with parents who are educated and using language with ease, create children who are more capable and focused. Why decide to create a preschool, or ONLY a preschool, and not address the home life? Why not realize that human beings, when they are educated, economically stable; meaning to have shelter, and food and TIME to spend with their children, will take time to and have the ease to interact and share and explain and that this scenario works! Why think in such limited terms as creating pre-schools to solve the problem? This is ignoring what is right in front of us and what is a simple solution that would in the end make everyone’s life better. Creating a society where children grow up in a home where there is opportunity to learn and expand, which means the time and the space to experience words and have interaction that is of an ease creates adults who are more capable of participating in existence in productive ways.

If the middle class , who are the writers of these articles cannot see this, then really how educated are you? Is the gamut of awareness overall really within a narrow focus that appears broad but in reality is not? If we cannot, as the supposed educated, see the discrepancies that are right in front of us, within the proposals made, then how far away are the middle class from that which appears to be on a different level? And, how much is lost even within the ones who appear to be somewhat more aware?

What would this world become if these degrees of difference that appear to be large, were realized to not be that different overall, and to take that which is good, as that which is what creates a bit more, and to build on that scenario instead of coming up with an idea that does not mimic what provides the development sought after?

I mean, what would this world become if every child was exposed to a large vocabulary and the opportunity to build an abstract, as their experiential map that becomes concrete and is expressed through words, that eventually determines our individual future productivity, were one of sound mind, which is to see in direct ways that recognize how to include externalities instead of hiding them in a limiting measure of ignorance called a mean? Would this not improve all of our lives?

The problem here is that if enough children were able to use the code as words, and enough of them had the structure as the words to communicate, then a large group would communicate and begin to see the design of what exists as the present system, and in this is great strength. Because as each interacted the overall awareness of each would expand. But the problem here, as this is a solution, is that it would be understood that allowing a corporation personhood, means allowing a form that is essentially a vampire, as we tell ourselves in our movies. A vampire os a form, that we have anthropomorphized , but is not really human and/or of real life,  that never dies and as such can accumulate immense wealth and then determine the form of the society in its favor, which is a hierarchy in contradiction of life.  We see this here, in this article, about the children, where the writers, as the supposed educated middle class, cannot even see how what is proposed to solve a problem, is other than what does have some good, as more development, but even in this, there is lack. A nice subtle game, using a very limited construct while ignoring the whole and the sum of its parts. We become the sum of the parts we accept and allow. 

It is not that a preschool is “ bad”, social interaction expands a person’s awareness. But why not improve every part of life, why not realize that the home life is essential in the development of a child and support that too? We are organic forms, and we take in what we are exposed to, so why not ensure that the exposure is what builds a person who has exposure to this world in many ways, and who builds the means of communication, as words, in ways that allows all children to do well?

When will we realize that the answers are right in front of us and have been all along. Give as you would like to receive, take that which is good and does no harm, and as this create a society that exists within stability, today, tomorrow and yesterday, a society that is heaven on earth, where the within is equal to the without, where life is here, right here, and the value lived is life.

Day 476 Accessing Knowledge and Information

I notice that I access data within and as me as belief, opinion and idea, as a protection and defense mechanism to try and remain standing here, within my survival environment, and within this I become very anxious. Like I use listing as knowledge and information to counteract, to control, to avoid, to destroy what I perceive as allowing this, to be what exists here.

Like I am in full combat, and my knowledge and information is my gear, a game of elimination, which is blame and spite. If I do not have enough knowledge and information I will lose.

Many times I have read something with the intent to remember it to use it to validate myself, and prove some point that if I had looked, I might have noticed the lack of substance that it had in totality, because such beliefs, opinions and ideas, were answering to a limited culture and not what existed here in totality.

Within this, the fear became bigger than realizing here, than my own common sense, hence the anxiety, because common sense has more substance than any belief system that demands a game of associations and relationship building that serves ideologies of right and wrong, more than and less than, ideas about how something should be, this in separation from an inclusion of the physical world that is right here, that is what sustains us, thus what is needed to be considered in all action, in all movement.

Someone once told me that to master something it must be done with gentleness, meaning that sensing something requires being relaxed in order to sense the thing, embrace without harm, the action the movement. I notice that my anxiety is of a state of racing, of believing there is something I want, or need, in order to find order, when the opposite is what is needed, a slowing down, an acceptance in order to see here. Breathing can aid in this, especially when the anxiety comes, because within this I am believing that if I do not have enough knowledge and information, I will fall. Living is not a race.  Living is being here understanding how the physical world functions, how it works. 

The mind accumulates what is placed before it leading to a conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind, that becomes a map of one’s perceptions, thus what goes in is what comes out, and if the within is not equal to the without, a conflict accumulates within and builds conflict without until what does not work is discarded, by then, one is older and life has gone by.  This mind is like a spiraling mechanism of  counter point, it uses polarities of good and bad, right and wrong, this causing chaos, slowing down direct seeing.  Our choice is to eat this mechanical superficial apple of good and evil or we can breath, and forgive ourselves back to what we all long for, which is our common sense, an embrace of life without conditions as beliefs. Associations of knowledge and information, like our varying layered committees of “ professionals” create an answerless society, and it is all of us that are this web, thus it is all of us that are the cause of starvation and abuse to life.  The conflict, a game of hiding and blame and spite is rejecting embracing what does no harm. This need not exist and is, by nature, destructive. And it is all held in place because of how money has been allowed to determine life.

From the beginning, understanding of physical reality leads to life, not the cognitive dissonance and misnomers of one thing being more than another, not the borders of division as the developed suits of men used to define through comparison only, the whole shebang  that which only looks at differences and not similarities, and then blaming the differences for the problems, when being different is not the problem, it is not realizing the starting point of sameness, and from here enjoying the differences.

I noticed a web site where jewelry was a image of a chemical construct, like how chemists show diagrams of certain chemicals. One can wear this way of mapping a chemical construct around ones neck as a symbol. And then, during this time, I was soaking my feet in something to get a mineral into my body, and I did this because I have rubbed garlic on my feet to see if, as I had read, I could then taste the garlic in my mouth, and it worked. So, somehow, in the way that I move, I realized that gee, if our feet can take in/sense garlic and absorb minerals then our feet must be these amazing sensing mechanisms, and we are not even using them! I mean, what if we learned to name the things our feet sensed through our other faculties, such as the taste of something in our mouths? What if we learned to understand the composition of something on the ground with our feet? It is possible, even though no one can do this at present. 

So, here I am this mind system of knowledge and information and I am spouting this and existing within a very very limited culture that is a very very limited hierarchy of control , which would be the choice of control on top of what is real as the physical, and would also within this, over time become more and more and more limited, impulsing more and more limited perceptions to blind and suppress what is innate within the human physical body, just because of a starting point of a few that their differences were somehow more than another’s and within this deciding as a belief that they/we had to control this?. This is just simply a cycle of insanity. There really are no other words for it. I mean we build machines that are of parts that function, without one part the whole simply does not work. Earth is a “ machine” and this is the value, a computer would not work if every part was at war, it would destroy itself. Which is what humans on earth are in essence doing. My associative game in my mind, as my mind, is my separation. I am ignoring my gift, my physical gifts of life, my apps, the application of myself as my physical body, with life, to be life.

Thus, and what a thought, our feet are like the greatest apps ever created and we are not using them. Instead we have externalized our capacity into technology. But, we have already done this with a belief in a god - a previous generation of referring to something other than our innate physical capacity of common sense. What all of us need to do, is accept ourselves as life, and begin to equalize, or walk ourselves back into what we are as physical beings that are the greatest “ app” available , in tandem with this “ phone” of earth, this “ fun” as the physical, to be and become our bearth-rite of passage to life.

Thus, when and as this anxiety comes up within and as me, with knowledge and information whirling around, I stop and I breath, and I look to the beliefs as the knowledge and information, and the ideas of need and want and I forgive such ideas, and bring myself here, until I am at ease, until I am humble, until I am willing the giving up of all opinion and idea as the values of my culture ( as not being the only solution because there is good within this ) , the beliefs as my past that I use to define me, the sequences of events that as my past that I use to substantiate me, and I stop and I breath, and I do not allow myself to become inferior or superior, as this is myself in protection and defense in the order of a hierarchy that is unequal to physical reality, and within this state of accepted and allowed inequality to the physical world, I become an energetic movement of anxiety as I am within judgement of relating through associations that are consequences lived out for generations from a starting point of separation from physical reality.

So, within this,

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear living.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from my human physical body, into a mind system that is a collection of ideas, opinions and beliefs that are a limited construct of what is real the physical reality, and as such an image and likeness that is not sustainable, and as such needs constant validation to keep the fires of itself burning, as this division via judgement of differences, is creating good and bad, instead of being equal to what does no harm and supports all life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that children are not born with personalities, and as such have no programs of culture, thus what it is that child becomes is impulsed into them, where an ability to have divergent thinking is lost as the programs accumulate and become the directives, creating a human being who is limited in what has gone within, and this within not being equal to common sense, causes the child to slow down and follow limitations instead of developing an awareness of physical reality in form and function.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I need my mind of ideas, beliefs and opinions, to direct me here, not seeing realizing and understanding and equalizing myself to the common sense that absorbed the knowledge and information of a culture of hierarchy that is in totality a separation from life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that facing the storm of separation as thoughts, opinions and ideas is a taboo, culturally.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the reactions of a entity voicing limitations as ideas, beliefs and opinions be it myself within or another without, and within this to not see, realize and understand that the storm of separation as limitation as what has been impulsed by a system of inequality, as hierarchy is and does, is disrupting a habit that is in total unacceptable, and must be faced for which I as life have as common sense here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear using common sense, to believe that common sense is somehow dirty, when from the mind’s perspective, common sense is destructive, but of the separation and limitation only, thus common sense is like a mechanism, a medicine for life, for this earth, for each cell, for each self, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being in common sense, to fear being humble, to fear being at ease, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear limitation, to believe that limitation can exist.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear separation, to believe that separation can exist.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that something can be lost.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that ease is like the warmth of the sun, nurturing and forgiving of what allows direct seeing, and thus self autonomy as life, here.

                                    

Day 391 Add money to peace keeping and it becomes military and security forces. Is this acceptable?

“ In other words, the privatization of UN peace and humanitarian operations to the private sector: an objective of several billion dollars annually the cartel of private military and security companies have coveted for many years.”

In the above statement from this article:

http://www.globalresearch.ca/the-privatisation-of-war-private-security-companies-on-contract-with-un-humanitarian-and-peace-keeping-operations/5342155

What do we have as the equations of the words? We have a misleading double speak, UN peace and humanitarian operations becoming military and security companies. Within this, suddenly, there is several billion dollars that have been “coveted for years.” 

So, peace is not profitable and security and military are? Is this why we have so many children being killed, so much war, so much destruction?

If we give the poor and the dispossessed guns, as their land is shrunk from mis-use of water and deforestation ( to name a few), and then play the hero with military and security, what dies this say? This says that we are the cause in totality of the demise, and the abuse of this earth is caused by greed, a desire to own natural resources in self interest, for profit, BEFORE life. This is egregious behavior, it is criminal, delusional and unacceptable. 

The few who have used the inequality of usury, where the debt grows and is placed on the many, and the few control the principle, which are who pay for the guns because the poor cannot ( so why to we blame the behaviors that come from the tools given, such tools that can only be paid for with money and only a few have access to this) , this few, as we see, own the capital of this earth, and they are not interested in peace, which they say they have an interest in, but the actions are another story. Security and military are protection and defense mechanisms, they are not peace keeping actions.

Peace keeping actions are giving men the tools and the means to be self responsible. Taking the land and the means away to allow this self responsibility creates/allows the discord, and then inflaming this discord, this survival behavior with tools of destruction creates a scenario of destruction. Thus, the military and security mechanisms are a consequence along a chain of greed behaviors, self interest without regard or respect for human rights, animal rights, earth rights, respect for this physical world. The chain of this is crime against life.

The solution is to change the system. Usury does not work, will not work, cannot work, it is a pyramid scheme.

Destroying land through deforestation, displacement of indigenous peoples, through signatures on pieces of paper that these people laugh at because they realize that in the end, the land is the value and that it cannot be owned and abused, thus , though they are ignorant on some levels, this is used and abused, this is not the behavior of a leader that considers life, a leader that takes on leadership to lead the ship of this earth and care for all life. Thus we do not have leaders on earth, we have a few who own more and believe that they are more because they are drugged with power, a false belief in separation from life, and their actions make this clear.

Ironically, this uses the hands of men in self interest, thus it admits that the hands of men are needed, even to make and maintain machines that take on the work of men, machines that have been developed over generations by many men and so to claim ownership is once again, a delusional idea that bears no witness to life, to the physical world. We could call our present governments insane asylums, because it really is not any different than such a place, it is a bunch of men walking around actually believing that they are better than others, that they are some kind of god. Should we ask them to stop breathing? Would this not reveal that they are the same as all life on earth? Without breath, does one does not exist?

What is the solution, at the moment to take care of this? It is to stand and organize this system into one that provides to all the tools necessary to become self responsible as life. I would not even bother with trying to explain to extremely delusional power brokers the consequences of their delusion, because they are so happy playing with their toys that they will not be able to listen. I mean, try getting your son away from a video game sometime, all that happens is a body that seems to engrossed in the game they do not hear you, and then you have to yell, and them you are accused of being aggressive and then a whole series of blame reactions and spite reactions come up and it all becomes one big battle field. This will not work. Thus, the solution is for the many to stand and place a system on earth that supports and values all life. Though this may seem small and impossible at the beginning, realize it will take time and consistent effort. This is to realize what supports life, what gives the human the means to become self responsible, to become the life that we are when given what allows us to develop in self sustaining ways. A Basic Income Guarantee will allow this, and will realize that it is the many hands of men who have created the values that support life, from generations back, in developing the resources of this earth. These resources are us, we are them, they belong to life, to earth , to all men, all creatures, all plants, - these plants that are very efficient in making the air that we all breath that enables us to experience life. We cannot blame the life that is here for behaviors of lack when behaviors of development are not consistent, stable, efficient, practical, and directive within allowing self direction. In many ways it is like the human is a machine, and when given proper instruction and tools to express, the outcome is self directive behaviors of equal consideration and respect for life. Humans simply reflect what has been allowed on earth. Thus, the human must change. The dictate on earth must become a principle of what is best for all, which means the development of self direction as life, as life would life.

The rewards are the opposite of what we have on earth at present. Clean water, clean air, sustaining use of resource, behaviors of giving and receiving that which one would like to receive. Systems that ensure all the soils are functioning, that the water is clean and reaching all life, that the animals are cared for, the trees are producing air.  I mean , what would happen to our rivers and streams, our lakes and oceans if the water were pure and clean, would our weather change? What would happen if our tools were made to last, cutting back 95% of resource use? What would happen if our homes were built to last, and we could trade our living spaces with one another, knowing everything would be valued and cared for, and thus we could see all expressions and formations of life on this earth? What would it be like to know that your children would grow up becoming a full expression of themselves as life, would this not be worth the idea of having great wealth as the present system touts and instead seeing your child become calm, stable, expressive, giving, communicative, physically active, present, stable?

I cannot imagine anyone choosing war over this. There is no other choice, but to remain where we are for the moment, and to support a system that supports us, and our children, and all life absolutely. This system is a Basic Income Guarantee. Check it out. It is time to remove this delusional double speak - the misuse of the tool of life as the physical - that has become so myopic, so repeated, so pounded into our ears and senses it has abused life and bullied a separation that has no connection to life, and thus it is the many who must stand and reform the government of men, the system of governing, to one that values life, that values earth, by removing that which divides and destroys and placing that which gives support absolutely, realizing that this will take time, as the behaviors that presently exist are going to take some time to correct back to life, that which we have all separated ourselves from, that has always been here, right in front of us, the mis-take was a belief that one thing was more than another. And for this, we must simply forgive ourselves and stand up, and accept ourselves as life, as this is what we are. Our minds are simply the voice of our separation. Don’t believe me, just go and watch TV, and read this article, It makes no sense.

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Day 362 Self Judgement as allowing inferiority

I forgive myself for allowing an accepting myself to believe that I am inferior or superior to situations and or others as I base myself within a judgement of more than and less than not seeing realizing and understanding that such is based on a belief , opinion and/or idea, stagnant within allowing myself as equalizing myself here in sound with the principle of what is best for all is best for self, as the alternative as ego is to be and become a limited idea of myself as what I am instead of looking at what I am allowing and bring this back to myself within the principle of what is best for all and as such/with such directing myself within looking here, within investigating here and moving in thought,word and deed as what is best for all, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that i am inferior to life, to this gift, the expression, this experience that I am here within this human physical body and this physical earth, not realizing I have allowed myself to become a mind of limited ideas, beliefs and opinions as what is taught as the divisions of the present system that is a structure and form of inequality causing separation from life, as some are not given opportunity and support and others more than what is needed causing a lack of life on earth , causing a lack of dignity on earth,of life expression with and as life, here.
I forgive myself for having allowed and accepted myself to use, opinion, idea and belief and abused myself as life through thought, word and deed in self interest to survive, not considering all life and the consequences of my actions as lack of consideration for all life, not seeing realizing and understanding within this that life cannot really exist until all life as this physical form as earth is in full potential expression as itself as life, thus no one is “ free” until all are free, no one is in dignity as life until ALL are living in dignity here on earth, thus the idea of superior and inferior are illusions that as an illusion is a separation and a stagnant state of being that has become so huge it does not see itself as such and as this lives in a state of limitation and thus becomes a diminishing substance of life feeding off the physical, fading out without having lived life, and as this separation has no real substance and thus no real standing as life, which is a state of fear, as is so seeable in the state of much behavior on earth at present, thus the only way out is to face the separation and the divisions causing lack and stagnant non-development on earth and to change this, thus facing the belief that this is impossible must be realized as a part of the illusion that is consciousness as mind, as life cannot be lived until all and everything on this earth is breathing and being the life that it is in full potential and to even realize within this that the answer is right here as the directive to walk out of fear, the only choice, the principle of equality and oneness, to give as you would like to receive.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have abused life, in using beliefs, opinions and ideas within ratios of what is more than and less than within a system of unequal measure guided by ideas of one value being more than another, and thus using these values and ideas to maintain my position within an order of unequal distribution of life sustaining resources to survive in my own self interest, a complete act of ignorance for which I forgive myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare values of others based on the words they use, the clothes they wear, the knowledge and information they spew and to judge according to my own cultural background, to compete for placement on a grid of inequality that in itself is in separation from life, from earth, from what is real as this physical earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this I have allowed myself to become stagnant within, petrifying in fear of loss to the point where I no longer see reality.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as an imagination of doom and gloom, as fear of loss, which becomes the undercurrent of myself as separation , a movement within as thought of a judging of myself as inferior, allowing ideas, beliefs, and opinions to be superior to myself here not seeing realizing and understanding within this that this is only limited insight as beliefs, opinions and ideas of more than and less than and is meaningless as I can only be here in this breath in this moment and that it is being here as being life that is the value.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to the bully of fear, as fear of loss, that uses ideas, beliefs and opinions that are ambiguous, lacking consideration of practical physical reality.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that a mistake is what i am, where in all common sense, a baby child is not labeled as a crawler for the rest of their lives when that mis-take as a first step becomes a fall and then crawl within first attempts of walking, as this is realized as a process, thus the past as miss-take of that baby does not define that human child, so if this is carried into all movement of men, then past mis-takes do not define a person here. Thus, passing judgements on people is an act of ignorance, as the only choice is to realize a miss-take for what it is and give/accept direction from without and/or common sense from within to stand and realize that selfperfection is a process that is only made stagnant within lack, as we live on a physical planet called earth.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from here, into and as an expectation which is to create an idea of the future instead of remaining here equal and one, as expectation builds hope which is placing myself into an idea of a more than and myself as being inferior.
When and as I see myself becoming a thought of inferiority I stop and I breath, and I realize I am allowing something to be superior and in separation from myself, and as such becoming stuck in opinions, belief, or idea, so I bring this back to self and I direct within and as the principle of what is best for all, as this is best for self, as we are all equal within the starting point of the substance of life.
When and as I find myself fearing to be labeled as inferior, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I realize that I am only inferior, and or superior, if I accept and allow this, as this is the mind, as consciousness composed of limited ideas, and beliefs and opinions of what is of more value and less value as the only real value is the value of life.
When and as I find myself believing myself to be inferior and placing a value of something being superior in separation from myself, I stop and I breath, I slow myself down and I look/investigate the form and the function that is the physical world in common sense within the principle of what is best for all, and within this I see, realize and understand my own behaviors of self interest as fear of loss, habituated as a survival suit answering to the voice of inequality as the present systemic form of monopolizing wealth and ownership of freely given resources into the hands of one/few who themselves are as consciousness , manifest as an ego of belief that some are more than others, when we are all the same, the substance of life, one and equal.
WHen and as I become inferior to here, within and as creating an idea and thus a hope within expectation I stop and I breath, as I see realize and understand that the mind as consciousness strategizes, maps, analyses and in the process misses here, what is physically here which is all I can as life be, here.
When and as I find myself, as consciousness , planning the future, I stop and breath and I realize I am inferior to here as I am wanting to control outcome, organize outcome, which in and as itself is not necessarily good or bad, it is that it is limited as it is separate from here, as it is only here that I can live in equality and oneness and move as the principle of give as I would like to receive as being in equal consideration of what is here in this moment, as I cannot know the next moment until I am there.

                                                    DIP Desteni Know how your mind works.

Day 334 What is the DIS-ease of Power in Inequality

What is the dis-ease of power here on earth as our leaders, our supposed leaders represent for us, as we have placed them into their positions through a face card of democracy, this which is the voice of the people? The very form of politics is the people allowing others to represent the taking care of this earth within what is for the common good.
But we are a people within ourselves that believe a superstition that boiling dogs alive is somehow going to be what allows us to be “ more” when it is what we are within and how we direct ourselves here that makes us be what we are. It is our allowance of the placing of the very men, one and the same as us, and what these men are capable of realizing and understanding of life that determines what we are here.
If the men we allow to “ lead” us do not, are not finding solutions that are best for all then something is not working as what we have allowed here on this earth. If there are growing numbers of homeless people on an earth that can fit all humans onto a piece of land the size of Texas, then there is enough space for the people that are here, so a belief that there are too many people is just this, a belief, as such an indication that there is a perceptual lack in the insights of our leaders, which means that systemically something is in lack and needs to change.
If we can genetically modify corn, and anything else, as the human, then we are the creators of this world, and we admit that there is no such thing as a god, or a belief in a super hero, a savior. There is no such thing as a super hero or a savior, what is real is this earth and that the men of this earth are what is determining what is here. We are the creators, the allowers of what is here.
If we protest and blame our leaders it is like standing up and blaming and spiting one’s very own creation, when the only thing to do is to stand back and look at what one hasaccepted and allowed and created and to “ straighten “ it out, realign it to what would work, to what would be for the common good. It is not to deny all of what was created, but it is to re-look at what has been done and to take that which is good and to find and formulate what would work with this physical world as what is supportive and allows this world, this earth to function as the organism of life that it is. To think that we made a mess of this earth and we need to find another one is also not a solution, because we have not really understood this world, we have not equalized ourselves to life here. The way to become life is to equalize to the physical, to realize it is of the same substance as what we are and to work with this within a principle of what is best for all, of what works in harmony, here.
If we allow inequality economically and believe that life must pay for itself with freely given resources that we have allowed a few to own, we are not looking here at life, in common sense of this earth and how this earth functions as life. We have allowed a system of division based on a belief, a singular belief that is limited, and we have all accepted this in self interest because we were too lazy to really look at this world, fearing that we would lose something that we had allowed to define us, even in the face of this self definition to disallow the life around us, which is ourselves in a lie, a lie of omission, a lie of not looking here, including the life around us that is of the same substance as us. It is like we are denying the very life that we are, sublimating what we are, based on an idea.
When I am disturbed by an image of a dog boiling to death, meaning a dog thrown into a vat of boiling water because of a belief that a dog boiled alive will make me more, then I am seriously disconnected from reality, as that dog has four legs, fur and eyes, ears and a mouth, it breathes it feels pain, just as i do, it is of a gentle nature, a giving nature, this is the form and the function of that dog. The action of causing such pain and abuse of an animal, a giving animal, is really ourselves telling ourselves that we are doing the same to ourselves as what we have allowed within sublimating ourselves as life, and thus we punish life for what we have accepted and allowed, because we have become the ignorance of abuse, and abuse is ignorance. It is not looking here.

This feeling of horror that a person could take a life, what they would not want for themselves and cause such incredible pain, is a cognitive dissonance from life. It is a selfabdication as life, of life. A superstition is called by this name because it is a belief placed on reality, and it is not real but that one accepts and allows it to be real. It is a separation from life. And I, if I allow myself to have a feeling/emotion about this, and I label this feeling/emotion as myself having meaning and I end there, then I am becoming a superstition as well, as I have allowed a judgement that in common sense is also a belief worn as a state of being within an end game, to signify a limited sense of value as what I am. This is what I become, and it is an incomplete act in that it does not follow through within the totality of existence to reform such an act that is brutal and destructive to release this limited self definition of supposed goodness into a movement that no longer allows such superstitious abuse to exist, and this means looking at all factors that allowed such an act to exist in the first place, and to not stop until this is done, so that such never exists again, because it is unacceptable. If something exists that one would not like to physically happen to self, then ourselves as physical life, must ensure that such never exists again, that is our response as life. Using an emotion of horror and believing self to have meaning because one has had a higher ground feeling that something is not right, and to stop here, and to use such as a badge is a crime against life. It is only more of the same as being superstitious because this is what one is actually doing.
Our whole system is a representation of this. We have a system of inequality, we are allowing freely given earth’s resources to be given to a few, and then we have moments of feeling good about ourselves, believing ourselves to be more than, when there is a reaction of life just trying to survive, as in desperately wanting food because the physical form, that is us in and as being the same substance as life, is hungry. That we are so disconnected from life, in believing a starving form of life to be less than we are, where we then move as voiced judgements about the actions of that life form and superstitiously have ideas that we are better because we did not do that, means that we have no conceptual ability, and our ignorance we have allowed to become real, so great is our separation from life. This is taking knowledge and information in common sense of life as idea only with no relation of physical reality. Thus, this is an application of limitation that is ignorance, this is knowledge and information disconnected from life. Why would someone steal, because they are hungry, why are they hungry on a world that could fit all men into the state of Texas? Does this make any sense? No
There is so much technology available, paid for with public money and freely given resources developed by generations of men, how can 80% of this be owned by 300 people on this earth? It is so because we all accept and allow it.
And how is it with all this technology, and FBI agents so certain they can find the Boston bomb builder through microscopic details, not have known that such was going to happen? People who are angry need to vent their anger, and this can be seen, thus, that this bomb was going to be placed was known. Yet the game of ownership, an ignorance of life, an abdication of life, a cognitive dissonance from life, welcomed this, as this allowed a distraction, a ploy to allow more taking while all eyes were placed elsewhere. This is using what entertains and distracts, what allows the limited state of man to wear a superstition of feeling a “ more than” as the ignorance of life we each have allowed ourselves to be and thus are to blame, to allow abusive acts of self interest for the few to be placed into law while no one is looking. This is an act of dis-ease from life, from being one and equal to and as life, as how life functions, as what we are equal and one as the substance of life, here.
So, bills are passed that allow genetically modified foods that are being researched in private labs and found to be detrimental to health, and such labs are simply disqualified and the information disallowed by government regulators who can then answer that “ there is no proof” and place such limited destructive foods that have been patented so that a few can have a constant dividend, a constant “ more than” all of which is an ignorance of life, as acts of self interest that do not consider all life equal and one as the very same substance as life in fact.
And these genetically altered products were paid for through taxes thus were created by the labor of all men. So, how can this be owned?
Then the contradiction, because genetically altering something is not bad or good, it can be used to ensure that disease producing genes are corrected - which also requires cleaning up this earth - and this admits that this can be done, which admits that all life here can live to its full potential. And this admits that there is no other choice for us or those we have elected to be the voice of the people. But this system of inequality, economic inequality, and the fact that we have allowed money to determine who lives and who dies, would work in opposition to what is best for all, even though we show ourselves we can correct what is here.
But, if economically some can have more than others, and that pedestal of more exists, and that base of struggle and survival exists which route would you take? Despite all common sense and consideration of life, stepping onto the pedestal of more would be the choice of most, as the alternative is boiling in a vat of water alive.
This all means that this system has to change. and asking the cancer, the disease to change is not going to work. Asking the leaders we have placed to represent us, in a system of inequality, to change is not going to work. The disease as the consumption of power has created such cognitive dissonance that the products accepted and allowed by the “ more than” with tax dollars, have created children who do not know the difference between a civilian walking on the street and a soldier with a gun, these children, these products of products, the consequences of what we have all accepted and allowed, are so trigger happy that they see any moving object as something to shoot at, as these products have such a great resonance of shooting at things this has become the expression of them. They have become a fixed state of being in separation from what is physically actually real, they are living superstitions and thus lack perception of life, of reality.
Thus, it is for those of us who can see, hear and begin to understand the separation from life existent on earth, to become the substance of life, to walk ourselves out of superstition as fear, back into equality and oneness with life, through self forgiveness and corrective application, to become a seed of life that stands and grows into a tree of life, to bring the substance of life, back into what is here, and them to stand as this, through using the power of ourselves as life, realizing the strength of the parts coming together and functioning as an organism, many together, and vote in, through the existent systems that are not good or bad, simply forms of organization that need no polarity judgement, as what the system of policy-tic is, and to align how here works into a system that supports all life, as life being the value, equal and one, in and as what we are, as this being the real value, which is life.

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