Showing posts with label paranoia. Show all posts
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Monday, July 29, 2013

Paranoia of the Unknown: Smoke and Mirrors






I have been looking at the Namibia Basic Income Grant and I read an article that stated that this project did not work and then came to the conclusion that a Basic Income Grant will not work.

And then I read a blog from Creation's Journey to Life where Bernard Poolman who has investigated this world and who happened to have lived near the town where the BIG Project in Namibia  occurred, points out a more concise perspective of this project and the influences that not only create the situation but also lead to distorted conclusions separate from any common sense.

In the article that came to a conclusion that the BIG project showed no significant change I noticed the use of statistics to validate BIG not working.

And yet, when I first read about the BIG project in Nimibia, my understanding based on what I read and my own limited perspective within what I read, was that the project was a success.

So, here I encountered many PERSPECTIVES about this project. But this is just it, they are all perspectives, the one blog that covers the most perspectives was the one on the ground, the one that looked at many perspectives, not just a few. It is that we lack in common sense, and have been so conditioned to believe words on a page, and in becoming this we follow the limited perspectives of so much of what we have read, that we believe the  mirrors of limited perspective to be what is more real than the common sense of what is on the ground and how what flows to what is on the ground as what sustains us, that can come from so many different angles, from afar and from right there where we are. How is it that we humans have become so separate from common sense of what is a perspective that is full, rounded, equal to here, absolute in all perspective of this physical world? I mean the inner, the outer, all in totality, considering all aspects?

So, I originally had this idea from my first encounter with information about the distant place in Nimibia where this income was given to allow these people to have some basic needs met. I understood that this allowed them to have enough food to improve their health, enough income for their children to attend school, enough income to allow these families to start a business and thus generate more income to improve their lives. Perhaps build a better shelter, purchase some form of transportation. I just took all of this for granted when I used words on page to in-form my understanding. Thus I used knowledge and information only instead of practical common sense.

Then I read a criticism of this project, that in fact it did not improve these peoples lives, that it did not change anything in the overall economic situation in Namibia. This was using statistical analysis to determine a change: believing that if there were a change economically in this small town in Namibia it would show up in some economic pattern that was the Namibia economy in total. When no change was read, it was decided that the Namibia project did not work: this being the perspective with a starting point that the change in movement in this small isolated village with the additional money given would change the overall pattern. Of course there is a truth to this, yes, an economic change should show up.

But this does not disclose all the details. From another perspective what must be looked at is how much money was given and what amount would cause a difference.

In the end, all the smoke and mirrors of limited perspectives without any detail, without any real education of people to understand what is really going on, leads to altering perspectives arguing with one another causing a lot of conflict and friction, like the mirrors blind come aspects and cause a slight of hand to not see reality, and then the ensuing destruction as ignorance of looking at what is real because limited perspectives are all one sees, as the words on a page, cause all the smoke, the waste from destruction. What a mess, and how abusive. And all so a few can live in excessive comfort?

So, I ask myself, where else, how else am I this, what have I in fact missed about life. about myself about this world because I have learned to follow words on a page instead of facing the physical world here as myself? Why is it that the very sense of me, has been forced into believing that reading words on a page connects me to what is real as this physical reality? If such articles are leading me to believe this or that does or does not work, all based on any manner of comparison from perspective, what has not been clearly described as what it actually happening on the ground and looking at cause and effect?

Then this begs the question, Is this why the government believes that there need be secrets? Of course, it must, because in the end there are no secrets, the physical ground shows us what happens, it cannot be hidden. But the people living where the lack or the support exist can either become complacent in their comfort or, over time acclimate to their lack to the point where if something else appears, from their perspective,  justify as the-way-its-always-been in fear of change, or believe that anything else is impossible. Just because this is believed to be okay because it is a status quo, does not mean it is okay. In the end the acceptance of something because it has become something that has existed for a long time does not mean that it is okay. Limited perspectives are not okay. Allowing something to live in ignorance is not okay, allowing ignorance is allowing lack.

Our perspectives of this actual real physical world are limited, and humans are suggesting that this is okay, when it is not okay. There is absolutely nothing that can justify this, nothing. This is where the anger comes in, the spite, the blame, the reactive behaviors, all consequence of not using our natural ability as life, to not read what is real here as the actual tangible physical reality. All behaviors of lack, of spite, of blame, of greed, of lust,  are behaviors of separation from reading what is physically actually really, tangibly here. We as life as humans in physical bodies have, as life the capacity to sense the actual real physical world here, to read this world, have a  total perspective of this world, this gift, this expression of life and our minds are the shutters, like the shutter on a camera, taking limited perspectives of what is here, and the words presented on a page are abusing words to give only a limited perspective, all so a few can live in separation from physical reality in excessive comfort. It is all a scam, thus all abuse to any animal, to any human, to anything of this earth,  is the fault of each and every one of us.

So, how are the perspectives taught serving each of us? How are the perspectives we allow within serving us as humanity. Where are we stuck in a perspective that limits a natural capacity as what we are as life having a starting point as life to be able to have a total perspective of this actual real physical world composed of the same life substance as this very substance is what creates, is, this physical world?

How can we get ourselves back to our own gift of common sense? And how can we become this as an expression, absolutely? I mean this is what we really are. Our minds are simply mechanisms that focus in on and hold singular perspectives, which when made huge, warp and thus distort reality and if this is believed to be real then the physical suffers, is tortured into trying to conform to a warped reality. Which is why there is so much lack and abuse and destruction on earth. In the end it is up to each of us to refocus ourselves to life, to here, to common sense as what we are.

Which is why money being used to support this distortion has to end, and which is why we have to be able to stand back from our thoughts and realize them for what they are, a taught distortion of reality. Where we play with the devil and the angle on our shoulders. And this is why what is perceived as the mind is not all bad. Thus, it appears, because we have been moving as mind only for so long, that changing from the mind seems like a death, when it is really a birth into and as self as life, here, it is welcoming yourself as life home. What else is there?

The tools to still the cognitive dissonance of the mind are here. They are self forgiveness and corrective application, they are nationalizing life giving resources to balance out what is here to become supportive of this gift of life as this actual real physical world. There is technology to refocus us, to clean up the dissonance within of a warped, distorted and limited and taught perspective.  Our children show so much promise in their first seven years, it is up to us to not only clean ourselves up, but to also ensure that our children do not become a mind of limited perspective, but learn to direct themselves from common sense, from their gift as life as what they are. Naturally, a child being themselves as life is less likely to act out, less likely to become frustration and seek ease through drugs, in a world where even sex, intimacy, has become a distortion into an energetic momentary high that has nothing to do with being expressive and enjoying touch, enjoying the physical sensation of life, here.

The form of providing a living income guarantee to the life that is here as the physical, as the tools created by the hands of many men, the labor of generations of men, is the value, thus a system rendering this invalid just so a few can live in excessive/distorted comfort must come to an end. Money can be used to balance out his world, to bring the distortion manifested as so much abuse, back into clarity as equality and oneness with actual real physical reality, ourselves being in common sense with reality as what we are as the physical.  War is to maintain the excessive comfort of a few, where ironically there is not comfort, because the self as life, is not in equality and oneness with self as life. Thus war is not an option and supporting it in any way is a crime. Even if all the soldiers, the military and the police forces in this world realized this, and supported a solution that was in common sense of what the physical needs to exist as life, war cannot happen. This means realizing that limited perspective is what is taught and has been for generations.



Sunday, July 21, 2013

Day 396 The Paranoia of Unknowing, The Equivalence of Dis-Ease


The Paranoia of Unknowing

Because we are not taught about the physical world and how it functions in practical phyact, we are unknowing of the world, we unknow the ability of our innate common sense as the very essence of the life force that we are, as this is what is common in all because it is what we are, the very composition of and as.

We unknow, we are ignorant of the very form and structure, and thus movement and function of the present system.

We unknow,, we are ignorant, of how our human physical bodies function, we unknow, we are ignorant of how we have a mind that we call consciousness holds, takes pictures of what we physically are.

If the mind, as consciousness takes pictures of what is here, and then we are not taught how here functions, are we actually here? Are we holding the place of here? If we follow the picture show of consciousness developed in separation from here through parents, education, society and media and thus have no real understanding of here, what are we? Are we ignorant of here, are we unknowing of here?

Within this, we can know here to some degree, and this varies from person to person, but n the end, there are ones who remain in extreme unknowing and those who have a very small level of knowing and they use this to their advantage, but it is still an unknowing, and the manipulation of, based on the fear of not knowing, the fear as the instability that unknowing creates. This is one reason why education is very important, We cannot be responsible if we are separate from knowing , understanding here, ourselves as how we function and how here functions, and how the present system built from unknowing came to be and how it functions as creating so much unknowingness of here. I mean, just look around at what is happening on earth, there is a lot , too much, and unacceptable, unknowingness/ignorance going on.

the cloud of unknowing,  life malfunction system  inflated as reality




And to avoid becoming a knowing, an owning of here within being able to be self responsible, self directive, self honest, we have accepted and allowed a positive to hide the unknowing/ignoring of the negative caused because of the very thing we are moving as, as not looking, that is a positive to hide a negative, to avoid the negative, the destructive as what allowing the negative is, as the negative is a judgement that something is less than something else that is here as a part of this earth, an earth that is interconnected, were it not than starvation would not exist, nor would interest lending, because interest lending is a vacuum that allows the values built by many here, into what supports life, aids life, as this principle as the value allotted to money that is them lent out, with the self interest of the few who have a tiny bit of less unknowing, in such a way that that principle is never lost, never really leaves and allows more principle to accrue, and the interest payment is how the principle flows right back, and thus is continuously owned by the few. The debt, the unknowing, the ignorance,  remains/ accrues with the many. And the many struggle in their ignorance, because unknowing, lack of understanding, would make it very difficult to move with ease here on earth. And we cannot blame the ones who are a little bit less unknowing/ignoring than the rest of us, because we are participating within the unknowing, the ignorance, as this is a state of not looking here, with our innate common sense as life. Look, we can all agree that our politicians are not of sound mind, and that a military industrial complex is not a structure of sound mind. This is the sound of destruction and self interest, it is the sound of greed and bullying, it is the sound of killing children, it is the sound of recklessly raping the earth, of raping children, obsolescence for constant principle flow in self interest, rendering the other side of the equation, away from balance, an unknown, treating it as obsolete, meaningless as the survival of the extreme hidden in the presentation of the mean as data on paper. It is a crime against life, and remaining an unknowing of this is the same. This picture show of unknowing, this weaving of unknowing, this propagated ignorance is the elephant in the room. The room, the space of this world and the space in our heads, as consciousness, as a memory, as a picture inflated into representing life. And this is just it, this is a representation of life. It is not what is physically real, it is not our common sense as life as being equal and one to and as the physical. We are making , allowing the one thing that is real, obsolete through unknowing of it, through ignorance.

If we allow ourselves to become blame and spite, the depression as what this is, as this is a be having of anger and fear, accumulating, an action inwardly. We become the accumulation of our blame and spite, our frustration, and thus we become despondent, anxious, depressed, heavy, separate, we forget our common sense, our ease as ourselves as life, here. So, by the very nature of blame we depress ourselves, we abdicate our very common sense into a restriction ( thoughts or more than and less than) away from self direction, from self responsibility, from self honesty, from knowing the physical as in looking at how the physical actually functions and how the separation from the physical as a systemic form of inequality actually functions. This is why equality with the physical is the gift of life, because it practically shows us what works in ease and what does not. The mind as pictures can warp and bend into any fantasy fairy tale imaginable, full of all manner of super-heros where only the collective can really create heaven on earth,  which is why such a state is taught, and accepted. Accepted because our separation does not have to be addressed, and taught because it allows a few that are a tiny tiny bit less unknowing to maintain their fairy tale for real.


One might say, and I have heard this said, “ but I like my memories!” not realizing that it is not to like or not like your memories, it is to not make them bigger than life, or to warp them, as they are just a picture, it is to not inflate them as a more because this becomes a “ more” that is chased that is not a real more, hence the chasing, a metaphysical carrot, a paranormal event, superstition. Thus, this is a state of unknowing, a paranoise of unknowing, a paranoia of being self as life, self as life being a using of an innate common sense of self as what self is as life. Here, in the physical, the “fairy tale” can become real, with every inch of one’s beingness, a fairy tale of so much more substance  and solid state of sound than seemingly lived at present by only a few. As though in the big scheme of things, the amount living a somewhat comfortable life, which is about 1 %, is one and equal to the parts of ourselves, individually ,actually living in and with our common sense. In fact, disease is greater than life on earth. Change?  First, this world must be ordered to support what is real, respect what is real, what is interconnected as the parts of this physical world, that are the gift of life, to understand life, to become equal and one to and as life, to stop the heavy disease of spite and blame, depression and economical anxiety, survival, disease, all the consequence of inequality to and as life.

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Thursday, July 18, 2013

Day 394 Paranoia of the Unknown: Superstitious Society


Paranoia of the Unknown Superstitious Society

We all can agree that the mind carries, or is the broadcaster of memories, we all have them, we wallow in them, we hold them dear as though they are more real than what is here as actual physical reality. This is a superstition onto reality. I am not saying that memories are good or bad, that images in our mind of the past are necessarily good or bad, but when given more value than reality, we become a superstitious society, because we are believing the image in our mind to be of more value than the actual physical reality. 


I listened to this talk about viruses, and at one point he asked a woman that came into his office if  she had changed in behavior after having a blood transfusion. The woman had said yes, she was “ stronger and more angry.”  This naturopathic doctor had said that she had the DNA from the person she had received the blood transfusion from, and thus she had the behaviors of that person as his DNA. I wonder if she also had new pictures as memories running through her head? I am not sure that I agree with all this man discusses, but I found this part of the lecture to be in line with what desteni has been saying about how the physical has a inter-dimensional system that holds images and that the mind is directing us as images, as thoughts, as opinions, ideas and beliefs.

This would mean that as children we get the memories of our parents, and that we take on the memories, or weave stories as new images in our minds as we live our lives, and also have new images fed into us via media and television. Thus, if we are a society that would make the images in our minds greater than what is actually physically here, and we have images from the past as our DNA, and we can also add images as memories as photos within having blood transfusions, what are we doing to ourselves in allowing all of this and living as a superstition as the function of the mind as image rebroadcaster that we make more real than the physical?

Is this why this physical world exists with so much harm going on instead of harmony?
And is this used so that a few can live some superstitious ideology that is an image and likeness of being more than something else, because they have images of themselves as some kind of emperor wearing elaborate clothing? And that this image is more real than reality? How does one maintain this to their advantage? 

Create a society where images are fed to entertain, to misrepresent reality, to create an existence of humans that live in a separate reality unknowing of the physical reality? I mean, within this, if the physical world were laid out in how it functions clearly, then it would be realized that our present system exists as superstition instead of as common sense, this natural ability we all have, a gift of life, to equalize to and as what is real as life, this is being shut down with the present system, which we are all accepting and allowing.  We each create the present society that is what it does, a system of inequality as the basic needs of the physical not being met, and thus the consequence a system that is unequal to life. A system that in its inequality to life is ignoring the physical, using this physical world to feed a superstitious reality that is limited. And I want to say, this does not suggest that this grid that is here is all bad. Having a family is precious, but the inclusion of realizing the physical world stands as ordering this system to include all life, valuing all life, as life being the value as the physical form that is what is real and allows us to exist, and as this wanting for your neighbor what you want for yourself, the chance to live and enjoy having a family, having animals, having children, interacting and being here with this physical world, taking care of it, valuing it as this physical world is what is real.

The physical acts are what are real, what we are allowing on earth, is what is real. Facts based on  pictures in our minds are not what is real, especially since the pictures in our minds can be influenced by what is presented in the media controlled by a few who have managed to control information, and pictures on a screen are information, they in-form us, as we as mind take in the pictures presented. it is like the pictures presented are a dress code for ignorance, this code serving the self interest of a few. And meanwhile the rest of us are existing in our own  self innerrest as superstitious images as mind being made greater than the actual physical world.

I would try self forgiveness for them, because the heaviness of these images can be diminished through self forgiveness, and then equality to here can begin, and one can begin to become the “ lightness of being” allowing more ease here with and as real life, the physical.  Ironically, this “ lightness” is turning off the lights as the picture show of the mind, the picture show of superstition creating an unknowing of what is real, what is the value, which is the physical world that allows us to understand life, become equal and one to and as life here.

So, we come into this world, senses relatively intact, and we absorb a world of adults being directed by superstition as memory made greater than physical reality, and we watch images on a screen that serve the self interest of the few who supposedly represent us, who have self interests of their own as they were raised within the same superstitious environment and want to maintain their own superstition, so what is presented will feed the fairy tale superstition of the mind as limited behaviors and thereby creating an attention deficit disorder from the actual physical world.

Now we know why we are making so many zombie movies, because in essence we have all become zombies, as our mental reality, this mind within us that holds pictures, that uses the physical and cannot exist without it, to separate us from actual physical reality.

And in essence we are all to blame, because we accepted this.
Within all this the solution is to look at the physical world in fact, to look directly at how the physical world moves and functions, how here works. This means to realize that if one dumps chemicals into the water, the water is going to become polluted upsetting the natural world.

This means that if we confine a four legged animal into a cage and feed it something other than is was designed to eat, that animal is going to get out of physical alignment and will eventually exhibit characteristics of frustration and disease, and that if we eat this, we as well will become diseased.

This means that if we follow the pretty pictures presented on TV that suggest coke is fun, without actually looking at what is causing our ill health, and at what the total consequence of this corporation, this corps(e) that coke production creates on this earth, in detail, from the plants used and the state of the labor that produced them, and the effects on the actual real physical environment, then we are in effect existing in an idea that bears not witness to physical reality.  And, make no mistake about it, there is no excuse for this ignorance, none. It is unacceptable. Here we must ask ourselves if the images we exist as as our reality in and as our minds, are they worth more than our children and the trees, and the water and the air? No, they are not worth more, and I am not rejecting  some of the values we exist as, I am not denying family, I am saying that if family is valued - then what we have allowed on this earth as the present system of inequality that is a pyramids scheme based on limited ideas in and as our minds - must come to an end. It is the system mimicking the mind that is the  elephant in the room that is taking the space of reality/real life, the potential for heaven on earth.

There are even war veterans saying that there is an elephant in their room as their minds, and it is showing them that what they accepted and allowed as crimes against life serving the interests of a few, are screaming so loud in their heads that they can no longer deal with life, as they realize they are not living life, and that there are too many people ignoring themselves as physical beings choosing superstition before life, and as this, this screaming veteran feels helpless to change this world, to get people to wake up and listen to what is really happening on  this earth, this that is the only choice, to stand and realize that the physical world is what is real and that a system must be put in place that cares and works with what is real, the physical, and that this is the value as this is life, this is what allows life to be and if we do not start to care about the actual real physical, and stop blaming and spiting one another, and stand together to actually stand and create a change, we are missing life. Because a life lived as the mind, as pictures in our heads, is a life that has not been lived, because the images consume our flesh and what is left is death, here on earth and as self because life as the physical was not supported. We become the corps(e) that we have accepted and allowed. And we are the corps(e) because this is composed of people.

And any real parent would not allow this. A real parent would realize that the only choice is life, thus rejecting life is not possible, so the suffering that is self created by all of us, will continue until we get so sick and tired of being in a state of disease, we finally stand up. This state of disease we leave behind for out children those we pro-port to love. if we really loved our children, we would step out of our minds, reconnect with what is real, as this physical world, and get this world in order. It is the only choice.

This must be done by a huge collective. This means all of us that can read this. we must stand and place a system that supports the physical world, that realizes the basic needs of the physical, as this is what is real, to bring this earth to a point where physical reality is cared for and no harm exists. Here we give up the images in and as our minds, seeming to be giving up everything, when in fact we will gain everything. The mind is illusion, but the values that are a part of the images need not be lost, but realized in physical fact, here, on earth. Heaven - as the good that exists as parts of the images in and as our minds - can exist, we need only stand and order this world to care for all life.

Support BIG, a basic income guarantee, to give what is here as all men, as physical beings on this earth, what is needed to live, and as the system now stands, this means a living wage. BIG supports some to make more than others, as this is a step in a gradual change where the bringing of ourselves back to earth, back into the physical is not too sudden and drastic of a change from the mind superstition made greater than life, towards realizing that the physical world must be supported as a physical form if behaviors of suppression and frustration are to end. Humans are born with common sense, it is time to allow this to flourish and to use this to get this world in order.

If you exist as a superstition as the images in your mind being more than physical reality, this is self building a paranoia of the unknown, a separation from life, where the fears are simply self disconnected to what is real physical reality, a reality that can be known in structure and function. It is only a belief as mind, taught from childhood, that self cannot know how the world functions. The world is the gift of life, of course it can be understood, all it takes is to stop the mind and look. This is common sense.

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Day 390 Paranoise of inferiority, Unknowiing common sense.



I had a dream last night, of myself at a party, in a gathering, and I fear not being able to talk to anyone. Then this morning I looked at the dream and had to remember myself to common sense, to the principle of what is best for all, and that we are all the same, able to move as birds, together, sensing here, not with some “ magical projection ability” but one and equal to the very fabric of here, as the substance of life, as physics is discovering - or realizing - has always been here, where it is only ignorance as the beliefs within consciousness as mind as the human in separation that are in separation from the constant field of expression as the substance of life as the very essence of what we are, no projections needed, nothing created - so to speak- on dis-covering ourselves as life, this which we have not looked at but covered within believing ourselves to be more than, as imagination, as mind, as consciousness.
So, the anxiety within being able to speak to others, is myself having expectations, which means, I have desires, which means I have beliefs and am not stable here within enjoying here. Ironically, that which I desire, is right here, it is only myself as ideas, beliefs and opinions that have covered up and dis-respected life. So I am in a place in time to b-earth myself, dis-cover my at-most-sphere/fear point that I have accepted and allowed, where my character is a personification of having ignored myself as life, taking on a more than belief, as ego, imagining this until it becomes what I express, at loss with a stability with life/here, creating consequences of separation, isolation, lack such as dreams and miscommunications with the world around me, a world of men at this same point - a place to b-earth oneself as life, to remove the veil of separation as the pictures of consciousness of ignorance of the absolute value being life, and instead using relative values and associations to define self, resisting life, pushing away the bad, the separation, the judgement, and presenting the good, the happy face , the positive, the self validation and justification for a lack of self responsibility as life, here.
This dream, this play-out in my mind in fear of social stagnancy and outcast,  is myself being inferior to life, inferior to here, inferior to a capacity of myself to speak, to follow through, to see, to realize , to understand how the physical world functions. This world functions in a practical way, observable, measurable, mathematically structural-ble. There is no invisible hand, there is only a smoke screen of complication to hide the normal practical observable movement within the physical world. There is no need for a god to judge, the outcome of how this physical world is treated is visible, it is only a disallowance of research and physical investigation that withholds - doing so in self interest. If man is not educated, and placed in economic stress, this is done in self interest, to eliminate competition, a crime against life for all life. This will not work, cannot work, does not work, as history shows us, our history is one of war and destruction, all in the name of self interest, man in separation from life. On every level of this hierarchy of separation as inequality, there is abuse, ignorance, destruction, it is just that those on the top that move centralized regimes throughout time into same forms of different names, call their crimes, present their crimes, as being good, while the physical outflows are only perpetuating physical abuse of this earth.  It is time for this to stop.

In all practical common sense, if I imagine a belief that I cannot talk with others then I create an inferiority and follow this instead of using my practical common sense and looking at the movement of life here, being humble and realizing that what is here is the gift of life to cross reference my stability here, myself being equal and one to and as life here. This means looking at my self validations as what I reject that persists, and realizing this as equal and one to me, that I need not fear, that i can follow through, that I can perceive and equalize to me within the principle of what is best for all is best for self, and within this cause no harm, preventing further separation and creating understanding with and as life here.
Thus, this ambiguous idea that I cannot communicate with others is an imagination based on an idea of lack, and thus the anxiety is a state of stagnation, myself in paranoia of my own beliefs, opinions and ideas.
There was a situation with my sister when my children were smaller. It was just after the death of my husband. My son had been swinging on a swing, when my sister’s daughter , who was also small, ran in front of the swing. Now, my son, who was small and my sister’s daughter , who was small, had both been children doing what children so, playing, laughing, running in glee, thus both had not been aware of their surroundings, and to note that even if my son had noticed that his cousin was about to run in front of the swing ( there were bushes all around the swing sets ) he was really too small to suddenly be able to jump down from the arc of the swing onto the ground and stop himself from swinging into my niece. Did I want this to happen, did my son want this to happen, did my niece want this to happen? No.
My sister started yelling that my “ boys” were rough and had hurt her daughter. I was astounded, and as I went to explain the situation, I became very angry and started to yell. While I was yelling I suddenly watched myself become a rage of indignation, so big, so strong that within myself I stopped. I thought, what is this? This rage , this anger cannot be good for me of for the situation, even if I am “ right.” So, I stopped. I realized the stance of my sister was unreasonable, and trying to convince her of this, in that moment, was like taking a horse to water and trying to get it to drink. I thought, that my children would confront such unreasonableness in life, and that reacting to this was not always the best thing for self. Thus, and here my interest went to my children, that they had to realize that sometimes the behaviors of others have nothing to do with oneself, and that such does not define oneself, and that this is not necessarily something to accept, but to realize one can only state what happened in common sense and let it go.

What would inevitably happen, is my mother would come and tell me that i had to put up with such things, that my sister was sensitive and if I reacted then she would no longer come the limited times that she came. Here I was always in conflict, because it was like I was damned if I did and damned if I didn’t. Somehow putting up with what was unacceptable, was not the solution, as it only perpetuated the accusation of behavior that had no directive within developing awareness, instead the self validations were allowed to be supported to keep a peace, no resolution. 
Within this, I was taught to walk around emotional insecurities and self validations, instead of using common sense and directing myself within looking at situations where the physical was considered and looked at to learn to prevent mis-understandings. And within this, to simply state the mis-understandings and let it go, to focus here, practically, and then to release the acknowledgement of the observation. Within such scenarios, others sometimes speak up, and place common sense into words that can be very insightful. When this happens it is like a gift of insight, where i have stopped and thought, wow, what a way to see this, it is really directive, meaning not positive or negative, the value is absolute within common sense of here, where self direction is realized instead of emotional spite and blame.
A similar scenario happened later with my sister again, and I just got in my car and left, because I could see that I was getting angry again, and my anger was not a solution, so I left, to stop the reaction, as at the time I had not gotten control of  this. I had stated what had happened, and left. 
Within all this, I realize that I am inferior to myself, as an idea that I can be considered as being a “less than” that even in the face of common sense, I attach an idea of a less than, a fear of a less than, a paranoise of a less than. I can see that within the relationship with my sister there is self validation going on, and I am wanting to control this, and react when I don’t get the result I want, I am not so much as blaming my sister, or her daughter, or my son, but I am reacting to the idea of  being considered inferior despite the reality of the situation. Even though I acknowledge the situation, I remain within fear of judgement. I say to let it go, but I am not really, I am hanging on creating a hurt out of the situation, turning myself into a victim. UNKNOWING of my own common sense. The only choice, is to remain , here, developing stability, practicing this, letting go of the past, and  remaining stable within and as breath, within the principle of what is best for all is best for self,  that life is an absolute purpose of what is best for all, it is only to forgive the paranoise of separation into a belief that something can be lost, as this paranoia is a reaction based on an idea lacking common sense.
We all have common sense in abundance, fault finding in another is not common sense, if we abdicate our common sense, we lose self honesty, self responsibility. And in a system of inequality, where money determines life, would this not be used, would you not use this in another, to ensure your survival? The present system places all liability and all debt on the people, the huge numbers of people, where few have the benefits, and in a way this system, is telling us all, that we as the human, have abdicated our common sense, and it is right here, right in front of us. If you have a table and a chair and a bed, you are in a position to stand and to support - those who are so depressed,and on the brink of starvation - and to change this world into a system that values life before profit, a system that values this earth - our home - that values and is the response of this value being life Support BIG , a Basic Income Guarantee.  It is time to get this world into an order that is life. 

With my sister, what could have been a joy, in self discovery, was turned into a game of competition, as metaphysical ideas of one thing being more than another, when what was real was simply becoming aware of ourselves as life, learning to live, learning to move and enjoy ourselves as physical beings, expressing life. 



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Sunday, June 30, 2013

Day 386 Paranoia of the Unknown: Associations within words creating the Unknown.


I was looking at my words today and noticed that I missed the word “ cocoa.” I noticed a voice in my head, as the word crazy. I did self forgiveness on this. Then this old television commercial I saw as a child came up - some might remember this: “ Kookoo for Cocoa Pops.” These are the words from the cereal commercial, here with me, a ghost of paranoise from my past, influencing the words I speak, creating a word with a past, and adding a relationship that is an association with the word, and thus idea, of “ crazy.” This is what we as humans have accepted and allowed. And we wonder why, as we get older the idiosyncrasies within our characters become more prominent, and we have a more difficult time interacting with others, and as this, remain limited within small circles of people, fearing to change.

This added association is a ghost in the machine, a projection, that is in effect insanity as it is separation from physical reality, an idea out of sync with here/reality where a cup is a cup, period. Thus one could say that what is placed as ads on television ( is, lol, as the words imply, ad ons) within a profit based system, is creating a cognitive dissonance, polluting the words within clear meanings as how the natural learning ability of the physical body picks up what is presented during childhood and that this is what remains: a pollution of associations carrying destructive meanings as the connotations - the notes in the chord as the conscious, subconscious, and unconscious- that become what we are, as what goes in is what comes out. Thus, we cannot blame the objects as life as the human for the behaviors of the human, as we have all accepted and allowed what is sounded here as words creating chords that are associations that create ghosts in the machine as the physical body that occupy our thoughts consuming ourselves as life and thus separating us from life here, from being equal and clear as life here.
So, when I see the word cocoa, the back chat as the memories brings up the word crazy, and I will have a reaction and no longer see here, as I will fear being considered crazy, as this is a potential threat that I will be cast out and excluded from the system and then I will not survive, as I will not be able to earn money and thus be able to be self responsible. I allow myself to be so caught up in this emotional storm that I can no longer see what is here in clarity. Obviously, this leads to a mess.
What delusions, as paranoise, as ghosts in the machine as mind as words with destructive meanings, do our so called “ leaders “ have that perpetuate an idea of them being a “ more than” another, when they are the same as you and me, physical bodies that require certain physical support to live in dignity?  Do they have certain ideas that living outside of the nap of luxury, of excessive luxury, means that they will become some idea of a “ less than”? All of this absurd as this earth in totality can be a heaven on earth, where every part is cared for, living in full potential, where no matter where we go, we are surrounded by life in expression as life? 
The pollution we have all accepted and allowed begins with the smallest units of ourselves, that point of nothing, of no-thing, to life. The associations that we learn as children, if not clear in meaning, if not understood, and within this, the way the physical body functions in mirroring its environment,  and that this leads to a ghost of paranoise of emotional values attached to the tools of communication as words, blinding us from seeing what is here, just as I could no longer see the word cocoa through the ghosts of the past within my mind as pictures and attendant emotions and feelings, based on a commercial and the experiences i have had in life that sometimes can be ideas presented in early family life, as stories told about relatives, that then become threatening within a survival based system, what happens to the behaviors of men? And can this actually be used for control?
And, if we look at our world, what is happening as the outflow of this? There are up to 200 species  becoming extinct every day. There are children being born with gross deformities. There are forests dying at unprecedented rates, these trees that produce the air we breath. Oxygen is depleting in our atmosphere of at most fear that is the behavior we have accepted and allowed on earth, a system of inequality to life, as life is not what is here on earth. What is here is destruction, the outflow of associations to values of more than and less than within our words, as we are the creators of what is here, thus we are to blame, each of us for what is here on earth. We are responsible to clean up this earth, to get this earth in an order that supports and respects all life. Life is the value.
And all of this started with an idea that was a separation from life, that one thing is more than another. Judgement. Were we not told to not judge? Have we not been told to become a living word? Is not being here, the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow mean being here, equal and one to and as life, forgiving of oneself as life, here?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate from here, into and as becoming unknowning of here into and as idea in and as my mind, as a belief, as an association to an idea of being kookoo, which is a fear of survival which is a belief that one thing is more than another, the “ more than” actually creating a less than, as the polar opposite where a distortion of reality is what I allow myself to exist as not looking here at what is real as how the physical world functions in practical support as life, as life will life in all common sense.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define cocoa within crazy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to connect cocoa to  the word crazy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word cocoa and from crazy through defining the word cocoa within crazy in separation from myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the words as a memory from my past “ kookoo for cocoa puffs” in and as my mind, and to allow this to be associated with the word cocoa.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as a family story that was told to me as a child, where my great grandmother was considered crazy, and I associated myself with this because I was told that I looked just like her.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself within being the same as associations made about others, as relatives from the past, as what i am here, based on an idea, where I was not there, physically there and actually do not know the whole story.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand this layered definition behind a word that I have accepted and allowed to define me, and thus become an idiosyncrasy within and as myself as what i am here, all based on ideas, as ghosts in and as myself, as paranoise where the words as the back chat in and as my mind define what i am, or so I believe, as I was not taught how the mind works as information network of no intrinsic value that takes in what is here, without judgement, as it is simply like a computer that is able to be programmed, and not understanding this, I become the program with all the associations and relationships that i use to define myself and thus which creates my character here, as a human, that is actually myself in separation from here moving, motivating myself as limited values, which is what has been created into a world system that is separate from actual real practical reality as a system of survival as profit based for a few which is destructive to life as it is the outward manifestation of what each of us is allowing and accepting within and as us as knowledge and information only without practical application.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within a system of inequality, a profit based system, where it is insane to believe that ownership of resource has any foundation as a support of life, as any resource on earth is a part of life, as is the human, thus to deny this for any person, to deny full potential development of anything here is a crime against life, absolutely.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that creating television commercials that suggest a state of being as ‘Kookoo” within a system of inequality - where a fear of survival exists- as idea as mind as picture as paranoia lacking any practical common sense of physical reality is to feed the insecurity that is the nature of existing within mind as pictures as ideas only as more of a reality than the physical world, this that has been accepted and allowed by each and everyone of us, including myself because I have existed as this as well, where layers of divisions as ideas are created in all aspects of our society, relationships and ideas related to more ideas, all as a mind, as consciousness, a disease from what is real, what supports us as the actual real physical world, and this existing for so long there was a separate “heaven” created, so vast was the separation from reality, where in existence there were all manner of ghosts which are all manifestations of our separation sometimes called by its “ rightful” name as being insane, which in effect it was, but the degree of separation from physical reality was so vast that what is not insane is the realization that the ghosts in the mechanisms of the physical were a misplaced creation of ourselves as life, a play-out of delusions of grandeur turned sour as what is the outcome of believing that one thing is more than another, as mind as idea only , as consciousness. 
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that there are two problems not understood that must be realized on earth, that humans are instruments of life, if that instrument is not understood as mind, and not supported physically, behaviors of lack exist creating discord from life, which is what poverty, sexual abuse, animal abuse, environmental abuse is the consequence of as ignorance of physical functionality by design, as those in positions of comfort as lacking in equality with and as self as life are lost in paranoia/fear of loss of themselves as mind only as idea of more than, becoming only this, and busy fearing the competition through using governing bodies to ensure their continued comfort which is a separation from practical common sense of the actual physical world, a delusion so intent on itself as mind a separation from reality becomes a paranormal reality on earth for which we are all responsible and must stand and stop by becoming clear in standing and organizing a system that realizes the support of physical reality is valuing and respecting all life, this earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the present monetary system, as how money is being used, facilitates separation, buys commercial space to perpetuate a cognitive dis-sonance as mind, as consciousness in homage to an idea of one thing being more than another, this ideologue made huge as consciousness, in itself the separation from life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to want to look at what i am as mind, to understand the depression, the anxiety, the overwhelmingness I exist as, as being myself as mind only, as consciousness, where as I am in separation from the actual real physical world, the limited scenarios voiced as ideas in and as my mind cannot sustain me, and thus these separations as ideas become the paranoia, the paranoia of myself , my own accepted and allowed unknowingness, that personification that wants only happy postings on facebook, this character that fears itself as a self created unknown, believing ideas to be more than physical reality, and thus to stop the voices in and as mind as associations and relationships of measure of judgement to ensure survival it is to realize this as the separation, and to bring myself back to earth in practical common sense of the physical here, and within this to realize that the present system is an outward manifestation of what I exist as within, as myself as consciousness in separation from life.


Monday, June 24, 2013

Day 383 The Paranoia of the Unknown: The illusion of ONE hand before our Eyes


Paranoia of the unknown

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become and be only the measure, the judgements in and as the voices in and as my mind, of survival.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how limiting such dictates/voices/programs are.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how much this voice, in and as my mind, is of one dimension only, blowing one aspect way out of proportion and thus separating myself from here, from common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the media is the conscious mind in a way, as it is the image and likeness of limited dimension made huge, warping reality, where, for example, the sexuality made huge in movies, in ads, in shows, is so out of proportion that it has become an idea, complete with detailed, dictated imagery of how the object of our sexual desire should look, turning sex into lust as an idea and thus separating us from  the physical, our separation from reality, from the physical equal in distance as the warped ideas in and as our minds as ideas about sex, where sex is in fact about touch, and that image, that idea about what sex should be, as what is taught, is in itself a separation from reality, from the physical world, and thus we chase an image instead of seeing realizing and understanding that sex is about touch about enjoying the actual, real physical, this physical world as a point of contact and communication, thus, the problem is that we are all in our heads, our minds, following a program that is in itself in separation from actual real physical reality, and thus has the sexuality of this earth become distorted and abusive to and towards the actual physical because the expression and respect for life, the physical is not understood/taught/realized and thus we as life are never satisfied, as how can an image in and as the mind, a parasite of paranoise, separating us from being equal and one with what is the real support, which is this actual physical world be reality?
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that memories will sustain me, as just as the sexual images cannot satisfy, which is so obvious in the rampant sexual abuse of animals and humans, especially children, because the expression of self as life cannot as a physical substantive being really express within interacting with a picture in and as the mind as an idea, as this is really like trying to have sex with an image on a screen, and thus the attention is on the image, and thus, self is divided from self, from self as the physical, and all that is happening is a very very small sense of self seeking a very small rush as an orgasm, which is existing within such a limited expression, lacking all awareness of self and all of self physically, that what one is really experiencing is so tiny and so small and so in separation from reality that it gets to be obvious that something is missing and that is the limitation of the idea and the images creating the idea, and that self is not here using all of self and being equal and one to and as the actual physical reality here, getting self away from the ideas and images, back into the physical, equal and one the the real “ picture” as the physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the consumerist imagery plastered all over this world is done by the hands of many men, as the advertisers, making the pictures, composing the imagery, are in offices in cities, separated from the physical world, and their salaries are paid for by those who reap the profit of the labor of so many men who move the resources around on this earth, even down to building the machines that move the resources on this earth, and thus it is not that one with a signature of ownership that is actually creating the value of the resource as what sustains the human at present,  it is all the steps made by each and every one of us, thus to not respect life, to be in separation from actual physical reality and to promote an opposing idea to what physical reality actually is a composition of is a crime, is the voice of separation from reality, is the voice of fear, is the voice of separation, which must be constantly broadcast to maintain the status quo of separation, of discord, from the physical actual real world and thus a division into and as ideas instead of a development and respect for the common sense of ourselves as life here being equal and one to and as the physical.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the voices as statements in and as my mind, if I take the time to look I will see, realize and understand that often I take the words of others and become selective as my survival MO, and blow what was said out of proportion, and thus become obsessed with the limitation and thus become a limitation as spite and blame, which is really myself accepting and allowing myself to get caught up in fear, in idea, as what validates my separation from equality and oneness to and as myself as life, where I can realize that all that is here is me, is life, is of the same substance, and as this requires air to breath, water to move, nourishing food to sustain and shelter to take care of my human physical body,  and thus spite and blame is a para me existing in and as my mind in the program of separation from being equal and one to and as life, as the substance of life as the physical composition of the physical, a gift, where as life would do, the mind is the image and likeness of our separation and thus a gift to see where we have separated, and how we have separated ourselves from life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the consumerist market programs, and thus that the human is programmable, and thus that the human can change, as what goes in to the human, is what comes out, so what existent beliefs that come  up that change is impossible, and another person cannot change, is a part of the program and thus within this, the solution is to forgive such signatures, such compositions of a dictate from a centralized regime that is the image and likeness without of what we each accepted and allowed within as consciousness, as thought, as a program of separation from practical common sense of the actual physical world, as a judgement within that one thing here, that is of the substance of life, is more than another, as this is a charade that one thing is more than another, when all is of the same substance, as the sound of life, and the problem is that we  are not listening in common sense of what is real as the physical and thus in our separation we are allowing and existing in rejection of the physical and thus the cause of our own abuse to earth, to life and the cause of our own separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that  if I  and the system in which I live does not support and maintain what goes into the life of a human child as their beginnings here on this earth, what comes out of that child as they mature is a lack of connection in common sense with and as the physical world, what comes out is chaos, what comes out is behaviors showing a lack of development, what comes out is the program we each and all accepted and allowed as the system existent on this earth, thus the behaviors of men are based on the lack or opportunity provided for, and these are based on beliefs that are in separation from a common sense of the physical, a separation that is the paranoise of the mind as belief, opinion and idea of a more than and a less than, fixed, stagnant, in lack of awareness of what is real of the gift given, which is the substance of the physical as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the principle of give as you would like to receive is a principle of equality and oneness to and as life , here, which is the only way to get this world in order, to realize that this earth is a garden of life, and if the plants, animals and humans are not cared for , the garden begins to rot,  if the garden does not receive water, and instead is polluted with actions that are inconsiderate of this actual physical earth and its functioning, the very substance of this physical world begins to lose its ability to sustain, and thus what happens is more and more chaos.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that what is used to spread the resource of this earth is money, and a way to ensure equality, and sustenance to no longer allow limited development, to allow the organic robot of the human, a perfect “ machine” more so than anything the human has created, in order and functioning to its optimum so that this world can become heaven on earth, as the nature of life is to be life, and thus a functioning human machine, will take care of this world, thus accepted situations of lack are ourselves diminishing ourselves, and the thoughts in and as the mind as what has been taught are the opposition of this, the consciousness is the voice of our separation, the discord of our separation, the program of our separation, the standard line of our separation, the paranoise of the unknown, the limitation that blinds, and the decay of our physical bodies is the echo of the accumulation of our thoughts of separation, consuming our flesh within and as actions of more than and less than as our system consume the resources of this earth without, all infearior to the life that is the gift that is the physical world, of which the only way out, the solution is to become equal and one, of sound mind, with and as the actual physical world as this is the way to become equal and one to the substance of life as this is the substance of life, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the paranoise of and as my mind is the paranormal, is the belief in a heaven above, which ironically is the mind believing itself to be more than the physical, to the extent where a paranoise as heaven was in separation from earth, and thus, as we have been told, that the way to life is to bring heaven to earth, equal and one, to remove the division, through aligning ourselves in equality and oneness to and as the physical, to accept all life, equal and one HERE, which is allowing ourselves to become custodians of life, accepting the full package as the gift, opening the gift as actions of being equal and one with this actual physical world, as the gift of life is right here in front of us, the solution is to accept this gift through equality and oneness within ourselves, as this is opening the gift of life, being here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that at present money determines life, an accepted limiting system of separation from life, mirroring what each has accepted and allowed within as consciousness as mind, as a paranoise of judgement, as an MO of survival, all the state of being in separation from what is real, the actual physical world, and thus each of us are to blame for the abuse, the limitations of life expression on earth, and thus each of us are responsible for standing up and supporting what will get this earth in order, which at present is to support a BIG- basic income grant, to allow all lack to be able to begin to remove the behaviors of chaos as lack as this is systemically a design within the system of inequality, as some take the labor of others and believe that the values of the labor have no value, which is a crime against life, and non support of life and an ignorance of life, as the value has been placed on having objects, thus what holds value as money supersedes the value being life, as a fear of loss drives this economy that ignores ecology, this that allows us to breath, and within this, we have all come to blame the object, instead of looking at the “ song” the composition of the system that withholds opportunity and creates behaviors of lack, of non development, of non allowance of the expression of life inherent in each human, thus our insanity as mind, blames the object instead of following through with investigation as to how something evolves/matures/develops, and that since money has become what determines life, in ignorance that this freely given physical world is what supports life,  it is to look at existent lack and realize how a state of diminishment has been accepted and allowed and to realize that in ensuring that all humans are developed to their utmost capacity, this world would remove so many abusive behaviors, as this is the key to creating an earth where life is lived for all, and thus realizing equality and oneness with and as life here, the only choice, which is to realize that what is best for all is best for self.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the physical is like an instrument, that when denied training falls into disrepair as we are beginning to see happening on this earth, where the elite are so lost in their minds, at dis-ease with life, that they cannot even see, realize and understand the extent of their separation from life, their delusion is so great, evident in their promotion of war, which is really a protection and defense within their fear of loss of their believed status of superiority as they do not see, realize and understand that this status is a paranoise from equality and oneness to and as life, and that this paranoise of superiority is destructive to this earth and themselves and thus expecting this raging storm of separation to change because we ask them to is as delusional as they are, thus it is only more of the same, and within and as their minds of separation an allowance of justification from aggressive war-like actions, and as such they actually create scenarios, propagate such scenarios in their own delusional self aggrandizement, thus it is for a group, a very large group, to stand and to become louder than the present broadcast of separation from life, it is for a group to stand and promote equality and oneness, that the physical is what is real, to remove the paranoise of separation, the belief in a paranormal existence that has been going on for a long time, and must stop if life is to birth itself here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that in a world of inequality, the paper work world becomes bigger than the physical, and thus physical proof is disallowed because it reveals the self interests of a state of being that is delusional and separate from reality as the actual real physical world.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that our educational system promotes separation from real development, to create workers acclimated to boredom, thus this is a development of lack, and when the behaviors of suppression come out, and naturally they will, we then blame the object to continue to justify a more than, when all of this in totality is a separation from life, this is the paranoise of the voice of separation in and as consciousness.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that there is no greater crime than to deny life, to deny the full potential development of each and every child on this earth.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the only choice is to stand and to follow through until equality and oneness with and as life is what exists on this earth.
I commit myself to slowing myself down and realizing the judgements as the voices in and as my mind, as being the composition of my separation from life, to walk process of making this paranoise smaller, through writing out the blue print of separation in and as my mind, to realize the emotions and feelings that come up within and as me, is the accumulative effects, my special effects, of separation and thus the way and the means to realign, to self correct back to and as life as what I am, to use the natural learning ability of my human physical body, a gift to birth/b-earth myself equal and one to and as life, here.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that prevention is the best cure, that the prevention of separation, the prevention of lack, the prevention of paranoise is the end of separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and under standing the value of life, valuing all labor, as the many hands of men, as being equal and one, and thus standing to allow the real voice of the people, as the voice of life, as what is needed to develop the full potential of life on this earth,  to be the only choice systemically, as the only choice is to support this physical world absolutely, to be the best it can be as this is the only choice if anyone here on this earth desires to actually live, as all the parts of this earth, an instrument of life, require sustenance , just as all the organs of the human physical body need sustenance, and all the faculties of the human physical body need development for the full potential of life to be what exists on this earth, thus all must be here, absolutely for the absolute purpose of life as life expression to be reached. There is no other way,
Thus I commit myself to stop my mind of separation and to stand equal and one, to realign myself through writing, self forgiveness, self corrective statements to become self directive as life, as what I am, here.






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