The supposed crack in the glass ceiling is an illusion of Hope. Day 712

This morning I am in a small supermarket. There are a lot of people because of the summer vacationers. The radio is blaring away. A voice comes through of Hilary Clinton, her words are. “ We have a crack in the glass ceiling.’ I stopped.  Meanwhile the cashier was asking me how I was going to pay. 

IN that moment, in relation to those words, and all the buzz of people and actions I realized that manipulation, is what we do to ourselves, constantly.  Not sure what Hilary was specifically referencing, I assume it is the Glass-Stegal Act. What ever it was, or is, the idea of putting a crack in it, if it is about the banks, and their practices, it is such a forgetfulness, as it suggests that there is this busyness of words on paper, created by men that is of such great strength that one can only move as creating cracks in it. This is the political mechanism of creating , an idea of progress ONLY,  within this paper castle of words that are only a code and never the real thing. IN this, change is likened to a battle, that takes time, as it spins in polarities of tiny actions filled with  hope when that very manipulative creation is the game, it is the avoidance tactic , it is a leader saying she is creating change and doing things, when she is not. It is more of the same that will not lead to any measurable change. 

The problem is that we are all in such a narrow focus, having spend our formative years in boxes of information, written by the same that spins the words ‘ placed a crack’    in something about something. Our parents are of the same, and since we are such absorbent beingnesses, we absorb all the emotions, values judgements, that in essence are a consequence of lack of presence in reality, the physical world - that are a separation from being present in common sense. We are riding the train of mis-information created from limited story - an imagination larger than life,  a business of  ideas that changing what we have created because of this, has greater value than what is real- the physical.

the ME-MORE- y of a tree is that physical mechanism of the tree, it needs to imagination, it is what it is, and that is composed of the very substance of life- the potential to be in-inform. The tree needs to be nothing more, and yet it is everything. 

Why can’t we remember what we did yesterday? Why do we lose our depth perception as we age? Why can we not see through the words that spin ideas about things, never really solving problems, just telling lies about playing cracks in things? Ironically, the words placing a crack’ are doing just that, this separation from reality, is placing a crack in existence because it is sucking the life force out, as life rejects what does not support life. We either make the decision to accept all life, as the physical, work with it, respecting it, and expanding our awareness in relationship with it, as it is us, as it is life, or we move to greater and greater degrees of separation, just like the behaviors of autistic children, who are the genetic, the generated consequence of our separation from being present and aware, self honest and self forgiving to what is real. Autistic children are a resonance of limited story, causing a static within, so busy with a false imagination that they it takes their while life to sort out, or at least for those who parent’s become responsible and take the time to give the child some structure to ground themselves. 

Our government is a trust, and our so-called Federal Reserve is owned by bankers who believe that they are more than another, when they are the same as us.  We are educated just enough to believe that we are more, based on the education, yet it is not an education because we are more blind than when we were born, because when we were born, we have enough presence, before the limited information accumulated, that we managed to learn to somewhat self direct our bodies as we began to crawl and to walk and to talk. From then on, forgetfulness set in and we no longer could remember what we did yesterday or the day before. Then we started to trip and fall in our separation into bias as value judgements, a false morality that bears no witness to life. 

Ask yourself, can you carry on a conversation without becoming emotional in some way? Do you at some point want to escape? Do you start to become tense and want to press a point? Do you walk away with voices in your head about the other person being an idiot, or, if the conversation was agreeable  with voices about how nice that other person is? This is really only substantiating your morality, a false morality that is only in self interest.

When you run into someone with whom you have  past of being productive in some way, are you suddenly happy to see them- a huge change from your general state of being?  Is this recognition of life for a moment, a moment of awe? Why is not every moment like that? Or, is this revelatory of looking only for that which was a moment of connection, of someone who substantiated you, such moments coming so seldom and so far in between, when such recognition should be every moment, as state of awe, a state of being alive and present, feeling that one can be open and sharing?

Is it getting harder to drive your car? Is it getting harder to connect with your partner? Is it getting harder to walk? These are all signs of a separation from life. No matter what, there is no one to blame, because the action of blame is not the movement of resolution. Problem solving means respecting this physical reality , and this means moving in ways that do no harm, to anything. It means being present and forgiving yourself as life, as presence, as awareness to what is here.  One, because of this, must really know one’s words, and have a broad vocabulary, because this is how we begin to hear the manipulations and the word constructions that continue a morality that one is more than another, words that appear to be solving problems under the guise of good, yet are really only that and not the real actions necessary to create a world that functions within the principle of equality and oneness, the principle of equality. You are life, accept the gift, stand up, clean up the train of mis-information as a memory of energetic biases, and ground yourself here. Start with breathing, bringing yourself back to yourself, as life, within focusing on your breath. Begin from here, in those moments when the tension builds, and you want to run, or complain as voices , as backchat in the mind, and let it pass, it peaks and then subsides. Come back to life, it is here for the moment, yet it will end. 

Support a basic income, let’s accept life. Stop the blame and the spite, it is the means of separation from who and what you really are. 

Day 649 What leads is the past information, as what is here as the physical. What is Generation?

I can see the travesty of the refugee system where whole masses of people are running from bombs and destruction as drones and planes fly over and bomb this earth. How in any way does this make any sense?

Human beings can create wonderful things, they are very very capable of doing, of walking small details in small actions to complete something that is amazing, this is how things are built on this world and how things are cared for and understood. We are, we humans, the perfect sensory mechanisms to do this, I mean, a child imitates a smile on the face of an adult in a manner of weeks!

Yet somehow, we have lead ourselves to believe that that smile has another significance other than that organic machine that is able to imitate every single movement of the world in which they have manifested! That smile is nothing other than the physical sensory machine of physicality imitating what it sees/experiences/senses.

If that machine does not have the means to self dis-cover what it is and what it is actually doing, and ideas/beliefs/opinions are created around that movement, a measure, an icon, a morality, then that definition becomes more than what is actually physically happening. This creates a massive separation from reality. And what happens?

The ideas that create the borders become more than the physical expression of life as what this earth is. And, masses of people are moved around, under the guise of what- do any of us really know anymore? These people come from a country that at one time was self sufficient. These people come from a land that has natural resources that are ordered in a way to be owned by a corporation that wants one way for that resource to flow, and that way is to support an illusionary construct of hierarchy where some men, by means of their self defined measure that was LEARNED/ABSORBED/INPUT after they were born as that infant who copied every movement in their world until that ‘ measure’ was given precedence over all other measure. Yet this means that we become what we are exposed to, and we become what we are allowed exposure to, and that when we do not have a measure that is what is best for all, as in a measure that leads to an understanding of what it means to be physical beings on a physical world,  we are in separation from what it is that we are. The default is a combination of past traditions that were really only technical operations to exist on this physical world that we allowed to define us, which is how the separation started; our definitions did not include what we really are, which is the expression of life, that of course must be physical. I mean why create a separation from the physical world into the whole idea of a heaven? This reveals that all religions, were in so many ways, the first tele-visions of separation for those that believed their self definitions were more than another, having lost all sense of life.

Evidently, this happened even before the modern day religions, as the Sumerians and the Babylonians already started the story of Christ, of the child of god, creating a separation into there being one figure head that had a child. The irony is that the leader is the follower, as the leader is really what came before, in many ways, and the information as what came before brought into the child, which happens again and again and again with each generation of physical life on this earth as men. This is to say what leads, is the information that is here as the physical and the awareness that is expressed and passed onto the child. Thus, it is the measure of presence in physical living that is the real ‘ god’ in a way. What we allow to inform us, is what we become. Something of great beauty that can be abused if we all accept and allow it.

The refugees are people, they are life in expression, they are us in another life. They are the means to create heaven on earth. They are the power to put an end to this hierarchy as what people are and are able to be and do. What would be what is best for those lost in the separation as a belief in power, is the real power which is being present and equal to creation, which is the physical.

                  We can stand and become the stewards of heaven on earth, equal and one real-eye-zing the value is life.

Day 552 The Limitation of the Conspiracy of Self Interest in Zimbabwe and within Myself

http://truth-out.org/news/item/24051-small-farmers’-loss-of-land-increases-world-hunger

http://twistedsifter.com/2013/08/maps-that-will-help-you-make-sense-of-the-world/

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indigenisation_and_Economic_Empowerment_Act

http://www.zimbabwesituation.com/news/zimsit_review-of-indigenisation-linked-to-eu-rescue-package/

http://www.iol.co.za/mercury/we-can-learn-from-zim-s-flourishing-farms-1.1508335#.U5PIFiinDao

I noticed an article that pointed out that Zimbabwe had farms that were producing 90% of internal food. I don’t know all the details about every move on the ground in Zimbabwe history, but what I have read from a few posts is that Mugabe distributed the land back to the people, meaning he gave the farms back to Zimbabweans. This has been given a term called Indigenization.

Some are calling this a failure because the immigrants who had come to work on the mass of farm  land owned by a smaller number of people, are now displaced and do not have work. But, the smaller farms that were reallocated to Zimbabweans are becoming productive, and this has taken some time, and even here, as one article pointed out, will improve as the generations learn and work with the land.

In space and time, depending on the view point taken, there are articles that say this new collective of - what just happens to be- the indigenous people ( also another measure)  is not working, as they point out the lack based on an idea of perfection or/and an idea of how what is produced should flow out into the system.

So, a farm in development is not working, meaning instant success and single measure of what should be produced is the association made.

Also, how the money flows, through the people, where when looked at, behind the justification, is an accepted and very limited idea of what a social order should look like.

So, now the local people are busy on these farms, and they are improving their practices, which is what men can and will do given the chance. Sometimes, I think I am lead to believe that only a corporation can improve, and it is as though this is what is touted without being said directly and the irony here, as what is the means of corporate takeover is a politic of calling this democracy when it is not.. But, corporations are men, just as governments are men, so the starting point is that it is men who improve things when given the chance, which means the opportunity and access, and time to develop, as the physical world takes time to change.

And yet this is ignored, and what is not being supported, or has lost because of a restructuring, as in the case with Zimbabwe, is brought forward as a bad, and used to justify the agenda of another, and it is all about getting the money, grabbing the resource and forming it in ways that flow the money, as the value created from the freely given resources, into an idea of social order, where there are those that do not need a decent life, where their basic needs are met, and their ability to develop and understand many aspects of practical physical reality, and that this is the way it should be as an idea is embedded in stone. But this is an idea, this hierarchy, this method of suppression, and in Zimbabwe we can see that if men are given land they will learn to develop it, and begin to produce 90% of the food production within the borders of a country. In many ways, when Syria had a drought and the farmers there in that country that had been producing its own food, being responsible within it’s own home, and then a few having an agenda to grab what was there , using a situation to create conflict to reorder based on an idea of changing the money flow, to really just take more for a few, believing that this was leading, wanting to order the very development of men, when this has proven not to work all over the globe, had it then there would not be starving children, and animals becoming extinct. Controlling the physical world without consideration of all its potential, meaning to limit potential based on an idea, as a picture in the mind, is not a solution.

If men can be placed on the land, and allowed the time to develop that land, they are capable of doing so. This is obvious. The restructuring itself, is not a good or a bad, it is a movement, and unless it is a movement that considers all life, leaving no one behind, then consequences of lack will emerge and as long as money is allowed to determine life, that lack will be used to justify a change, in the interests of greed.

Also, it is interesting that the European banks are there, offering loans, to restructure the land, to correct, as is touted, the imbalances. If more people own the land, and are learning to farm it successfully, then people on the land working with the land works, it need not be in the hands of a few.  It is more about proper food flowing to those in need, than money flowing into the pockets of a few.

So, now the food produced by the nation ( Zimbabwe) exists but the money is not moving into the hands of the politicians, nor the interest payments - which is the usurious practice of moving principle value from Peter to Paul, flowing into the banks who can then and must, create a suppression of life, to build a conflict, to destroy infrastructure, to then create more loans to rebuild, controlling who gets this opportunity to rebuild, in self INTEREST, so that the cycle of interest as principle keeps moving into the controller who then believes themselves to be more than another, and the land is justified to be controlled by what is touted as working, while the liabilities are not carried by the loaner/leader but by the labor. And the labor is what is the capacity in the first place, as this is how and what has formed this earth, as men. These loans perpetuate  into  our present chaos using ideas of one thing being more than another, despite the success of giving people the land to farm and produce food and that given space and time, a human being will discover efficient and effective ways to use the land.

But this is what each of us are doing in our minds, that spinning voice that we have been told to stop. It is because it is a series of associations that are very limited, and because they are limited, cause an imbalance that then runs after ideas made more than practical reality.  And the individual ideas have a “ truth” to them, such as the immigrants that were employed by the colonizers or at present the corporations  ( a new name for the subsequent order, which is  moving into another name of same design, but of more unequal measure)  no longer having jobs, and yet the farm lands are now owned by a larger number of people ( who just happen to be men who’s ancestors had worked on the land before it was colonized under the auspices of improvement - which was improvement for a few - which naturally caused conflict as lack that then lead to uprising arriving at the point Zimbabwe is today, where there are consequences from a previous act , as the workers that were brought in, who are dispossessed yet still remain men,  that no longer have the old format/division systemically to give them some means to life support as having access to money/wages. Suppression of life causes chaos. It is very simple. Those in abundance are simply the other end of the spectrum of suppression, thus we are all responsible, and the crime we allow as this is a crime against life.

And the programs of the politicians remain, each wanting to “ rule” and the corporations are there waiting for the banks to loan with conditions, from an imagined order that has as its god, the flow of money back to Europe or some other continent, touting good ostensibly being done, not noting the collateral damage of the dispossessed that are of the previous order that was not a balanced order that considered all life, and choosing overall to create a system that brought men into contact with the physical, of which men are composed of to exist, and as such are incredibly capable of working with when given the space and the time.

I did something similar on a micro scale towards another person in my immediate environment. They called and told me about an event in their world where they received praise. I immediately related this to myself as said, oh ‘ isn’t that interesting, I had a similar thing happen this week where someone praised me.”  I was creating a relationship to counter a self accepted and allowed self definition of being inferior to them, which means I was feeling lousy,  thinking I was less than because I was not being in the “ limelight” of praise, of gain. If I had slowed down immediately and not reacted with inferiority trying to bring a “ good” forward about myself, I could have learned from the situation  immediately, and expanded my awareness of what it means to interact with people, as this was what this specific instance involved. But this is the point, to bring a truth forward, and align this in ways that expand awareness, and so enable one to balance out what would make one aware of the function of the physical world in practical ways that support all life, that are the measure of what gives all the potential to become aware of that fact that we are physical beings, and that being physical is the way and the means of life. The fractional reservations we exist as as mind, are the separation from life, when allowed to be considered more than physical reality. What exists as mind, is  a part of reality brought forward, and this in itself, shows the incredible capacity of men to imagine aspects of physical reality, that which is what is real, and if realized as such the nature as life, as what we are, to order this the physical in ways that do no harm.  In order for the chaos of limited association making to end, the physical world must be realized to be the measure of life in formation, and worked with as the means to balance ourselves as life, to move in ways that are creative instead of destructive. And the destruction is caused by a constant judgement of how the physical world should look which creates a lack when allowed to be more real than the actual physical. We are all composed of the same substance, the sound of life. This sound, as the physical as life information, must be balanced and aligned in ways that allow the mechanism of the physical to reach its full potential as the innate capacity of what men are, and all that composes the physical formation of life as what life would be in all common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare myself to another in protection and self defense, in self interest..

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I must compete with another and compare myself within and as finding a story as a past event , in and as the imagination construct of and as my mind, to become a definition of and as me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that the imaginations of others conspire against me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become jealous of another, believing myself to be inferior, and reacting within and as using my own conspiration as the story of my past, as the imaginational construct of what I believe myself to be, based on my past that is an accumulation of the measure of a system of hierarchy that began with me, acting in self interest, fearful of changing, transforming, being equal and one with and as the means of life information, which is the physical world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to order myself in self interest, instead of considering the physical world with every thought, word and deed, realizing that everything that is here is me, and that the state of being of everything that is here, determines my existence, as what I accept and allow persists, unless I stand equal and one within and as the principle of what is best for all here.

When and as I find myself going into comparison, based on inferiority, I stop and I breath, and I look at how what is being said can be aligned within and as what is best for all here.

When and as I find myself wanting to tell my con-spirations to survive, I stop and I breath, and I bring myself here,  realizing that I am an expression of and as life, here.

When and as I find myself having a thought of inferiority I see, realize and understand that this is a belief, as I am using a belief to define me, as a comparison, instead of taking that which is good, that which expands awareness, and praising this as a cool insight.

When and as I find myself believing another to conspire against the value of myself as what I accept and allow of what is presented to me, I stop and I breath and I see realize and understand that what is told, is a series of events, as an insight of the measure of here, and that this measure is a part of reality brought forward, thus not good or bad, but when used as a more than is used as a consequence of time as mind, slowing down a direct access to practical reality in totality, where I need not react, but simply breath, slow down, and equalize within and as the principle of what is best for all.

When and as i find myself reacting to a measure of description of space and time, I stop and I breath, and I see, realize and understand that the conspire, the sequence of events used to describe an action, are simply this, and as such need not be something to compare myself to, define myself as not being equal to, measure myself to as lacking the experience, going into self pity as in believing I have no access to when I am as physical life, here,  and I slow myself down, and I remain here, in breath, walking the principle of equality and oneness, to take that which is good and does no harm, and to give as I would like to receive.

Day 350 It is many hands that care for earth.

How can we work with what is here, as the physical if we cannot move within completely understanding what is here, to come together with what is here, to become pregnant with what is here, meaning to form a concept of what is here and develop this to a greater and greater degree, where we build on the smallest parts and see/look at how these move as a whole as the physical and not idea only?
If we are in fear, in uncertainty, in anxiety, we are seeing only a potential for loss, and the being within a potential for loss as our behavior means that we are not in awareness of what is actually physically here, as what is here is a form, which means that it is a conception. Who would create such a conception and deny understanding of it? Why create something and not want understanding of it? It is just a form. There would be no point in not allowing/sharing the forms of what is here, to allow them to be seen, understood and enjoyed, and the whole process of seeing, enjoying and moving with the forms of what is here would be the value. We all, well most of us, love to play with the form of water, many of us go on holidays just to play, swim, be on, move on, immerse ourselves in water. It is a substance as a form, made of the same elements as ourselves. It is a from of life, here.
Words are the same, a means of using sound to place into forms to communicate, kind of like playing with water if we stop and look at this in a certain way. So denying the development of each of us within this, is like denying the development of self and denying the chance to be and become equal and one with and as words, as the “ substance “ of communication, using words to describe the forms of what is here as this physical world of which is composed of forms for us to enjoy and work with.
But what if this earth that is composed of the forms of things , this that sustains us, is believed to be owned by a few, who then obviously do not understand the forms or they would not in any way what-so-ever allow any amount or kind of abuse to come to what is here, especially as the men on earth as they have chosen to be, cannot create what is here. The awareness of what created what is here, is awareness and respect for the forms that are here. It is the use of what is here that disrupts a movement with here as an experience is in a state of communication and ease.
So, we have accepted and allowed a system that is not equal in understanding, to the forms that are here, and this inequality is fear, as fear is being in separation from being able to direct self, here. Fear is a belief of loss, a lie by omission of here, a skimming of the surface of here, a rejecting of what self is as life here. A state that does not move in development of being conception of here and thus respect for what is here.

Our consciousness is a mirror of our separation, a mirror of a fantasy that we fear losing, as it is only parts of here, selected, or allowed, where others have been rejected. An ignorance of the forms and how they move here.
This was taught as this is what has been here, as this is the state of generations of people on this planet, generations of people who have worked with what is here in not looking at what is here. THough in some instances people have looked here, so what is needed to support here is already discovered it is only at this point to realize this, accept what is here and work with it, to accept here, absolutely.
So, if a separation from here was the state of man on earth, and this is what is given to each child, then this continues. It is the continuance of selected values that become the means to survive within systemic consequence of separation that has been going on for a long time, and this is something that needs to be realized and realigned and “ cleaned up”, or, placed back into the order as the forms of what is here function as, to remove the separation that is the cause of the abuse on earth. All the abuse on earth is the cause of not respecting the forms of life here, not allowing here to exist as life and instead forcing what is here into fulfilling the limited values that hold no real substance and thus as limited ideas hold no real full potential development.
The tool of the mind to image the forms here are imagining limited states of being, and thus building personalities of abuse, of ignorance, an e-go of limitation. And we wonder why our relationships do not work, are so difficult?
We even have a president that supposedly said to “ get down on your knees and kiss the hand that feeds you.” That is a statement of a real separation from life, and he believes this, and those behind him who prompted such a statement is the manifestation of insanity, of complete lack in conceptual form taking in ability, with how this earth works. It is this earth that provides the substance of what sustains us, and it is the hands, the many many many hands of men that have for generations developed and made a value of what is here that sustains us. To have skimmed this actual form of earth into a limited idea of “ a hand” that is what sustains us, is a complete disconnect from life. It is the personification of illusion, ignorance and separation from reality.
That is a person omitting physical reality as form and function, and projecting a fantasy as a limited belief that “A hand feeds” is, an organizing and/or an administering hand ONLY, as himself, as the government, forgetting that the government was formed by the people for the people to organize this world, this physical world into what supports life. Somehow instead of remembering this, a lesser idea as self aggrandizement has become the singular personification of our president and the men around the president, as the men who sit in offices moving pieces of paper around completely disconnected from the earth, no longer able to conceive of the form of earth as the physical in any capacity. Had they, then this world would not have a hollywood like picture show of a military story played out in Boston with a subsequent announcement of cities needing drones while many Americans lack jobs and food and housing. And the ability to organize such a show, in and as being able to organize, says loud and clear that organizing exists, it is what is being organized and the directives of this organization by men who are completely disconnected from a conceptual ability of what is real as the physical form of earth, earth being what provides for men to be able to use their many hands to conceive with and become pregnant with what is here as that which is equal in all life, as the very substance of life here.
The images in the minds of out supposed representatives are of self idolization, of self aggrandizement where this idol of self has been made bigger that reality, where a organizing movement has been considered “ god-like” and thus justifiable as in being the hand that feeds, ignoring all the cogs and wheels and HANDS and generations and earth resources that enable the existence and viability of being life here. This is serious ego illness/separation from life, from reality, and the abusive effects of this lack of awareness of physical reality in common sense and practical application of indeed taking care of this earth are lost in self interested survival. And yet, this is the cause of all men on earth, having abdicated self responsibility as life. This state of separation lacking a state of being here, is simply one and the same in all of us that have the ability to investigate and realize this present system known as capitalism that uses usury and has made money what determines life is a separation from physical reality.
And all because our chosen organizers fear what fear, losing the elevated position of being more-than on a scheme of inequality that has created many more “ less thans” of which no one wants to exist as.Being confined within limited development is a separation from life. Who wants to be separate from life, who does not want the opportunity to swim in water, to work with words with ease, to be here and able to interact and communicate with others? This is the natural inclination of life, this is communication with life, this is acceptance of life. Our politicians are standing limitations speaking delusions of grandeur. And they believe this to such an extent that they believe that drones should be here to protect, but what is really being said, as the limited conception, is that we need to control and maintain our personification of grandeur. They are no different that the loonies doing the same thing in other institutions, the ones that we also separate from life.
If a life is not developed , then is has no self direction, it is in a state of lack. What would be the behaviors of such? If what is taught is of limited insight then what would the actions of that form of life be and become? If what is needed for life is not given what happens? Behaviors of survival, behaviors of lack? The from of our present system of organizing this world is not working, it has not organized a system that respects the form of life that is here. Just open the newspaper and read, the behaviors of lack are becoming bigger and bigger, closing in. Thus it is time to remove the system of lack, as this is what it is and in it’s inability to see its own self aggrandizement and thus to give up its delusional state of believing itself to be more than, the collective that allowed and accepted this must stand together, conceive together and form a system that supports all life. There is enough here, and naturally, what is presented within limited descriptions of here by those who cannot see here, as the news and media and education, are not of practical common sense of the actual physical reality; the capacity of us to grow and transport enough food, the ability of us to work together, the capacity of a child to develop when in a stable environment.
If we look at what is happening in Detroit where there are no longer supermarkets, and thus, where the people are using the land to grow food to sustain themselves, we see that we as men, with two hands are capable of working with this earth as the form of this earth and taking care of ourselves, creating stable environments. What is best for America is a stable world where all children are raised in stable environments, having education, food, shelter and clean water. This would make a stable world where what is here as the form of earth here, providing our needs and using the many hands of men that are the hands that use what gives as this earth, thus it is to respect this earth, as it is this earth that gives, it is the MANY hands of men that develop a value from it. The action of organization is also needed but it is not to make this of greater value than any other action in the process of existing on this earth, as all are needed to sustain life. Every movement, every action is to be respected as equal and one as what is needed to create stability on earth, And stability on earth is what is best for America. period. This is an action of sharing and working with. Thus actions of bombing and war are in direct opposition to life.
It is like we are taking away self responsibility, or not allowing its development and then getting mad at the thing not developed when it did not have the opportunity to do so!
And we have accepted and allowed a system of money, where the principle of money is owned and printed by a few, and the non existent interest is indebted to the many, this which does not exist and therefor can never be repaid. Our present system is the delusion of one thing being more than another, and thinking, conceptualizing that one form is more than another is a separation from the functioning and needs of life, here. This is so simple.
Time to change our accepted and allowed limited conception and come back to earth, come back to what is real as life, which is this physical earth, this that feeds us, this that allows the many hands of men to exist.

President Obama did not place in the policies alone, what has been developed was done by generations of men, and is done by many hands. It can be done because it has been done. It only takes standing up and organizing and collectively coming together to form a party to stand in politics and vote in what ensures a care and respect for life, understanding what builds stable environments to produce stable children that can communicate and be all that they are as life, to remove behaviors of lack, to remove reactions of frustration and inability to communicate and interact, to remove behaviors of survival on an earth that gives without judgement, without making one thing more than another as can be seen in the very symbiotic nature of earth where there does not exist a from of monopoly. What exits in earth is an interaction of a variety of forms which is what creates and orchestra of life, a heaven on earth, a variety of life, here.

Day 254 Back Chat Dimension, Abdication Character

I was walking a past memory from childhood, and in the picture in my mind, I was small. Walking this memory, I remember turning and as I turned the words, went through me, and I remember it is being words, of “ I care.”
THis has been with me, and I have not been able to name this in relation to myself and my personality.
Care in relation to what? The thoughts, emotions and feelings of another, another person? In this case it was in answering to my father as a small child. And before this I remember attention being what i wanted.
What thoughts and what genetic dis-positions from generations past lead to this point where I cared only about the interplay with parents at the exclusion of all else? Where parents were focused on a morality of behavior hoping to change what they themselves had accepted and allowed that lead to the behaviors of frustration they felt in the self pity and the guilt and the worry directing them to begin to teach a morality instead of sharing how the world worked, how the trees grew outside, or the baby mice came to live in a barn?
I don’t remember being told about the sun rising in the east, and setting in the west, or which direction the wind was blowing on a certain day. I was not being told in detail about the world, the physical world, I was being asked questions about why something was missing or broken. And does this make any sense?
My thoughts seem so often about the “care “ of another, at the exclusion of considering this world in totality, meaning concern is about people within my immediate environment, but this is it, people, and to note that often, because I am a woman, they are about men.
SO, I get this big built up sensation in my chest, and I believe this to be a feeling of “ I care” but it is interesting to realize a connection from this into my shoulders, as though this “care” is really a protection and defense. Meaning to give care will protect me. To answer to the cares presented as what to focus on will protect me from hurt as a reaction of frustration within being a polarity of "right and wrong that is a morality in separation from the physical.
Obviously, there is nothing wrong with caring, yet what is cared for is to be questioned, just as the questioning of parents, within a limited attention to a morality as they themselves tried to understand their own survival through keeping control of things in their home and directing within behaviors exhibited within society through their children. Where is there any awareness taught about the physical? And if there are any issues about the physical, do we just immediately go to the doctor? And why go to a doctor, especially today, where it is obvious, if one looks at the state of disease in this world, that doctors have really done SHIT in terms of taking care of dis-ease. Especially now that even science knows it cannot keep up with nature, as the viruses are mutating with more awareness than the human scientists and doctors. and even within this awareness, vaccines continue to be promoted. But wait, how can vaccines be working is the viruses are changing at a rate man cannot keep up with? Bit of a problem there establishment! This same establishment that cannot stop unemployment, or sex trafficking , or drug trafficking, and yet can somehow go to the moon. Just as with parents, this government, this system is not taking care of this physical world, thus this system does not work. Obviously, the "more than" of money running the show don't want to let go of being more than. It really is that simple. One need only look at the American Congress and what its member own and receive dividends from to see where “ the more than” in the form of money comes from.
If the “ more than” is juggled into the mix, within taking care of this earth, as what a political office is as ensuring a system of organizing this earth, then the very presence of the more than will inhibit real taking care of this earth. We have a political/governing system that allows self interest and power to organize this earth. In all common sense this is like trying to mix oil with vinegar and we all know this does not work, so what the hell are we allowing?
In all we deserve everything we get, as being in lack, because we are accepting and allowing this obvious non-sensical form determining the system set up to care for the common good of each of us.
So, my care in attending to the fear of survival as the reactions to this, as emotions, thoughts and feelings, is a self abdication of common sense of this actual physical world, as this is a development of care to the outflows of attending to an organization of society within human survival, with no attention paid to nature and how it functions, which in common sense should be what a child is taught from day one. But no, we are taught to care for our behavior within this system of governing functioning within self interest. And the dimension of money in relation to this, allows self interest free license. A simple thing to change, it just takes the hands of men. Yet even this, the hands of men, has been rendered within the thoughts of men with the words “ invisible hands” meaning the values created by the hands of men, are invisible and therefor not able to be entered into the equation. This is like using depleted in front of Uranium, a misleading misnomer, psychologically sounding opposing ideas and canceling out real seeing, as one gets caught up in this forked tongue contra-diction towards what is real, here, physical. And the mind is linear, gets caught up in singularities and thus misses the totality, the “making a connection” between obvious misnomers. What if we stopped moving as mind only and used common sense, of which awareness of the physical is necessary?
So, facing the emotions, thoughts and feelings in parents and friends, and becoming this within society through fulfilling the roles created to care for such, I in essence abdicatemyself as life, my own common sense. This care is really a protection defense through bringing the enemy near, keeping it close to keep it at bay, and then I am caught in the net of it, as it consumes my attention. I become the play of the forked tongue and lose a sense of what is real, as being in common sense of this actual physical world. Thus is this protection and defense, cloaked as care, a focus on the mechanics of the mind, as thought, emotion and feeling, such having no substance, as the human has existed as this, and this form of what we are and aggrandize and exist as, has not changed this world in such a way to create a system of care for all life equally.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to protect myself from the demands of men through giving a care in protection and defense through paying attention to what is presented and directing myself within this in fear of being punished should i not keep what supports a belief as a morality of behavior that is in consideration of survival within the structure created by men, in consideration of men only.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have a voice , in and as my mind, as “ I care.”
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the thought of “ I care” as being what I am in expression, suggests that something is out of balance, as having to care as a thought is not being in a state of ease, which means that I am existing in a state of disease, meaning the existence of myself is within having to care, and not within expression of myself in and as life, within simply being here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that giving a care to emotions, thoughts and feelings, only, without stepping back and realizing a fear/survival system, is like fanning the fire of separation.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that being in thoughts of care, and attending to the ensuing emotions and feelings, where the emotion is the fear of loss, and the feeling is the justification for the fear of loss within and as excusing this fear through placing this fear of loss onto something outside of self, I in effect am being the enemy near, as myself attending to a limitation and thus separating myself from common sense as being here, equal and one with what is physically supporting me as life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to get caught up in the dialogue of the mind, as thoughts, emotions and feelings, as energy, of no substance as presently the mind is used to focus through separation into attending to parts where the physical is not included, and the physical is alluded to within such terms as “invisible” and or “depleted” creating an alternate reality ignorant of what the actual physical is in totality, all in the name of self interest before what is best for all, where the illusion is placed before the physical, just as the way words are placed in label, thus is what it is we are doing right here in front of us even within the words we speak, as is it not the rule that the adjective is placed before the noun? Thus is not the real objective placed before the physical? The superficial placed on top of what is real, and we, the human only see the adjective as we have become one and equal to fear instead of being one and equal to what is real, as the physical?

I commit myself to realizing the dialogue in and as voices in my head, as thoughts, emotions and feelings, to see realize and understand how such is in relation to my own survival where I gave a care to the fear as the illusion as the separation from what is real and of common sense of what is supportive of all life, this actual physical world, a world man can no longer read, in and as keeping up with viruses, which means the fantasy is over and it is time to get real to equalize ourselves to that which is this actual physical world in common sense of this physical world, as the game is up and men are not superior to the physical.
I commit myself to no longer accepting and allowing myself to follow blindly a heart of care to and towards emotions, thoughts and feelings in another only, to bring these back to self and realize that such is an allusion to protection and defense in fear of survival, of which this being of self has no connection and thus substance equal and one to and as the actual real supportive physical world, that at this point in time, moves faster in development as seen in the ability of viruses to get ahead of a human who believed itself to be more than the physical.
I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding how fear is so disconcerting, that a spatial ability to read this actual physical world is lost within and as the nature of being fear, where a common sense of the actual physical world is unseen, as the energetic reaction in and as fear, as dis-ease with reality, is existing within the allusion to a possible “less than” scenario and not the reality of the physical.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that when and as I have such questions coming up in and as voices within my mind, of “ I wonder how this person is feeling,” or “ I hope this person if okay,” or “ I think I will call this person to see how they are,” I am in effect attending to emotions, and feelings and thus creating a constant as a state of dis-ease, admitting to knowing that the present system and what I am within is not at ease and thus equal and one to and as what is supporting me as life, as the physical substance here, which is the substance of life.
Thus, when and as I have a thought, or a desire to call and make an inquest as the emotional state of another, I stop and I breath, and I see, realize and understand that i am not lacking care for life, I am lacking in common sense of life in and as the physical, through attending to emotions and feelings at are by nature a separation from life into and as fear/survival behaviors which in itself is an indicator that the human is not at ease, equal and one to and as life.

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Day 36 Worry about my Children

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to worry about my children.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to feel as though I cannot move, as all that I can do is clean up what has been taught to my children.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to realize that worrying about my children is not going to change the system that exists that is the cause of worry and fear, a system that locks workers into their jobs in fear of survival even when the workers know what they do within their jobs is not what is best for all, where within this each must stand and politically support a change within the present system, as protest will not change this system, where it will take organization and a vote to change what is unacceptable as a system that places value on money, where the real value is life.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to feel that I am responsible for my children

I forgive my self  for allowing and accepting my self to have become frustrated with my father, when i talked about children as I have done with others I get adults who just go into reminiscing about how special their children were when their children were young, as though something happened but all the adults do is remain within that singular thought and do not realize what i am saying, because these parents do not realize that there was a change and somehow these children have not lived up to their potential, and why is this, what happened, what happened to these adults as themselves from the time they were young to the time that they became adults, what changed, what happened, where if they took the time to stop and look at the changes within themselves and really investigated the consequences of their own lives they might begin to understand what happened to that potential that was in their children when they were young.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to worry about my children, when the one thing that is going to allow my children to exist in the full potential that they are as life will mean changing this system of capitalism/socialism/communism - all centralized regimes, these games of survival and competition and greed to a world where all life is valued where all life is lived as life being the value, where the expression of life can be what is on this earth and not what presently exists, where many many children grow up to sit behind a desk and push papers all day which is not a life.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to  realize that there are children in China, baby girls tied to chairs all day not being allowed to move and self discover themselves because of a society that refuses to change, refuses to value the girls, refuses to create a system that allows life to be lived in dignity where the boys and the girls are allowed to develop themselves as life, to become and live the potential existent and evident when the children are young, this that is somehow lost as the children become adults.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting my self to become aware of the children in Romania, where the economic situation was so depressed that aid sent for the homeless and orphaned children was taken by the workers in the institutions to feed and care for their own children, and that any adult in this world that accepts this, any politician that accepts this and does not investigate options to stop such practices needs to realize that it is the system that is here that is not working that is not taking care of this world, as this world is not taken care of until every single thing on this earth is allowed to live a life of dignity.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not stop listening to what the system speaks, through education, through the media, through text books through the parents, as  the parents are products of the media, the education system, the product of politicians who are bought by money, where money is considered before life, and within this realize that it is this system of profit that does not work, does not take care of this earth, that abuses this earth through inconsiderate behavior that is the opposite of what this earth is, this earth that is in fact unconditionally giving.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to try and make excuses for how this world works, to not read about cancer, to know that most cancer tumors are filled with pesticides, that the oceans are filled with plastic, that there are animals dying, becoming extinct as the human can only think about getting money, which is telling in and of itself, this system that creates the desire to have money, this same system that allows endless abuse and the non development of children.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not stop and look at what is happening in this world, to see, realize and understand that it is I the human who is the cause of what exists on this planet.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to realize that the medical system in America is not in fact curing people of disease, despite the endless charity work, where I have not even investigated where exactly the money gathered by charitable events goes, have not investigated in depth how numbers in research are manipulated, where relative values and absolute values are manipulated, where I am told a number that I accept as fact not realizing that it is a relative value where the relatives made are not disclosed, where if they were I would realize that when I am told that my child will have a 50 % chance of survival, what is really being said is that my child has a 2 % chance of survival, and in the end this is the fault of a system that I have accepted and allowed as I have not investigated what is in fact real within a system that values money over life, where money is the first consideration.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not stop and look at why so many children rebel when they become teen agers, where these children are life, and thus this rebellion is an indication that something is wrong, because this is life rebelling, this is life unable to express itself, and thus the system on this earth is not developing life.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that as a parent if I am worry about my child than there is something wrong with what is on this earth, as having to worry about my children is indicative that this world is not supporting life.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that the system on this earth must change and the answer has always been here right in front of all of us, the ‘giving as you would life to receive” a system that is the practice of unconditionally giving and that such a system would change the nature of the human, as what the human is know is a reflection of a system of inequality, a system that values money before life.

I commit my self to researching what is happening on this earth.

i commit my self to reading and watching documentaries about the health systems, about the educations systems. about advertising practices, about laws being passed, about the practices of banks and loans made by the International Monetary Fund.

I commit my self to investigating what interest lending means beyond what I have been taught.

I commit my self to move beyond momentary feelings of sadness about the state of the world to realize that being a momentary feeling of sadness is just his, a momentary feeling of sadness and not what in fact creates a world that is best for all.

I commit my self to standing up and supporting a system that is as this earth, unconditionally giving and supportive of life, as life is the value, where giving as I would like to receive is lived in fact, and equal money system.

I commit my self to investigating and Equal Money System and to realize that it is not communism, or socialism, as these were one and the same to capitalism, a centralized government creating a belief in a lack of resource through proposing supply and demand, and thus a belief in lack, where in fact this earth has the capacity to support all life, where if I investigated this, I would realize that practices that utilize this earth efficiently are available but are not used because such practices are not profitable.

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