Day 319 Distorted Capital is not Democracy

How can trade be free when what is traded is not at the true cost of production? How can a country with a greater population sell something to a smaller country at a cost that is subsidized by the greater populace of that larger country? Would this also not be an action of bullying life in another country? Would this not be a way to take control of that land, that other space on this earth where people that are the same as the people in the country of greater land mass? And why take control? If true costs were measured would there be any difference? 

Would such an act be by design?

Would the people of this smaller country then have to search for work somewhere else, their abilities no longer needed because what they did was negated by the flooding of their land with a product that was not real, that was a false value? And then these people, with families were forced to travel to another land to work, without citizenship and thus without support, and thus abused into a labor for which they were not paid a living wage? Is this “free” trade? This is the free trade of life as a lack of consideration for life, planned, touted as innovation ( for a few) . This is abuse of life.

Power within heiarchy is a disease. It is a disease because it is so obsessed with itself that it no longer can see the life that is here, it can only see a judgement of more than, veiled behind an idea of democracy but the taking of capital in an obsessive desire for more, and this is the disease that separates,  this state of being in separation from a consideration for all life. Such a beingness is diseased because it is not in ease with life, in respect of life. If it does not see the life that is here it is in a state of lack and cannot make decisions that are best for all because it no longer sees life.

This is what America has done with numerous countries around the world in a desire to have more, and the American people have supported this, through a presented belief that this is progress, that this is the development of democracy, and all the while what has really happened is that those who live in countries where products are sold at true cost lose their value and markets because a bully has cheated with pricing, and lying by omission behind a pretty curtain as words, known as free trade.

If children were told the truth about how the present system works what would they think? Would they react with shock and be incredulous? What would an American child do if they realized the corn they ate had created a scenario in another country that allowed a child, the same as them, to have a father working in an American meat producing plant where the meat was so toxic it caused finger nails to disintegrate, and then, that father was not even paid a decent wage?

This is the disease of power given to a few through control of money. A disconnect, a cognitive dissonance from realizing life is the value, thus there is obvious lack of ease on earth, and what exists on earth is a disease that just as the debt, grows bigger with every passing day.

This is democracy shrouded in capitalism, where the capital of earth is played with to serve self interest only, without regard for life. Within this, life has not evolved, what was once a feudal society kept in place with physical force is now kept in place with financial war. America has actually starved people to gain power over the capital of earth. This is an absolute ignorance of life, a suppression of life, a depressing of life. And the consequences are everywhere. The pollution, the poverty, the disease, the child sex slavery. The whole world is as much a participant, as not standing up is allowing and accepting as well. This system cannot continue. There is enough here to take care of all life, there is enough here to develop all life, there is enough here to realize that the value is life, and to support this.

I recently read that one could place every human on a piece of land the size of Texas and there would be enough land for everyone to have a plot of that land. 

What if we actually looked at the numbers. Taking 7billion people and realizing the number of square feet of Texas and dividing that by 7 million, would this be true?

Texas area = 267339 X (5280)^2

= 7,452,732,672,000 sq.ft.

Population of world = 6,600,000,000.

Dividing area with population

1129.2 0192 s.ft./person. 

There is enough earth here to support all of us in dignity

And in this, would it be realized how insane it is to actually have a system of capitalism where this freely given capital of earth was enough to ensure that all on earth lived in dignity?

I remember an article where a computer was given to some slum children who had no education, and they, within a matter of days found and solved answers to complex  questions. The human is capable and able and willing to learn given the opportunity, thus it is lack of opportunity that causes ignorance, and obviously this is, within this system, managed by design. And this design that is in the shape of a pyramid must come to an end. 

We know how to grow food working with this earth.

We know how to build products that last, thereby limiting the use of resource, and providing all with tools that allow an existence of dignity.

The only thing stopping this are the pictures presented on the TV screen and media that are in essence distortions of reality. The values inherent in what is presented misaligned with a practical life. What is practical and what is healthy does not allow a monetary profit. It really is that we are all accepting a grand illusion in separation from what is real in common sense of life and this earth. Our perceptive ability is more than capable of realizing what makes sense, yet the fury of fear of loss is advertised everywhere, and this state of fear distorts reality and in that distortion a belief is presented of another and better world that has only ever been presented with pictures, the pictures more enlightened with electricity running through pixels on a screen. And this is highly entertaining. A drug as much as alcohol and/or any other drug that brings a relief from fear of loss - such as sex. Are any of these things truly fulfilling? No.

Time to wake up and use common sense. We all have this sense, it is there behind the fear. Breath, slow down, investigate, stand as a collective and  change the world to be what considers all life, what is best for all. There is enough space here. Do this for the children. Do this so our children can actually live healthy lives, and we can enjoy the expression that they are as life. Remove the disease as a lack of understanding self as life, as how the mind functions, learn to be the director of yourself as your gift as the physical body. Instead of existing as a stressed out frenzy in survival, learn to breath and actually slow down and become equal and one with and as the physical world to enjoy yourself as life, here. Equal Money. Equal Life, time to organize this world to support all life, as life is the value.

This land as earth belongs to life.

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Day 290 The blanket of ownership, to outflow of liability

The Problem
I have heard it said many times that Capitalism is the best system humans have found. That this system of capitalism has changed the world and improved the lives of many. And we accept this limitation, “ the lives of many.” Within this statement we are accepting half measures, and this is unacceptable. Yet, how can a system of capitalism be what improves lives? It is just an organizational structure as to how money and resource and people interact, it is not an indicator of what physically happens on the ground, nor is it the thing that improves the lives on a practical basis, meaning the small daily steps, the “little things” that are done that make our lives livable. The abstract of this word does not explain this in detail, it only explains the way the gates of resource flow with the use of money. Obviously, what has happened is ownership of freely given resources and everything developing those resources is then labeled as a liability carrying the burden of outcomes of the processing of these freely given resources, thus the owners do not care, they have their security blankets and now the rest can go to hell, because all that is happening is the illusion of ownership that is a blanket of security. In a way, we are the liability because we have accepted and allowed this, thus we are libel. Our structures tell us what we are. Allowing some to be more than, is not what is best for them, nor for the processors of the resources of this earth, that have no signature of ownership, but what we give them.
Yes, we need a system of organization. It is our responsibility to care for this earth, to give as we would like to receive, thus existing in a piece of land and taking care of that land, is a value, and a system that allows one to securely care for a piece of land is necessary, but the land cannot really be owned, nor can the resources be owned by one individual. What is here is to support life, as this is the value. War is taking in self interest, and not an act of taking care of this world. This is simple common sense. A profit for the few system would think common sense dirty, as this would mean behaviors of greed, of self aggrandizement would have to die, and the emotional storm of this would screech as all the hot hair left this balloon of a story lacking any real substance, as all it really is , is the gas of waste, much like a fart. All greed and no substance. Gases by nature spread themselves around, much like the shattered shells of Humpty Dumpty. Equality, to and as life, as the nature of self, is to give as one would like to receive, to be whole, is to realize that life is the value.
What improves the lives of people on this planet? I would say it is technology, it is the development of taking care of human existence and thus the animals and the plants and soils that allow human interaction on the ground, that support infrastructures that maintain a clean environment that is as non-invasive as possible. It is working with what is here in common sense. Private ownership married to profit transferred into money, does not allow the sense of the commons, the collective on the ground, it is too busy holding onto what this value has been transferred into, the money, and it is caught up in the game of this and as consequence has separated what is here into/onto tiny pieces of paper or, lighted symbols on a computer screen, which we, as those who are libel, have accepted and allowed, thus we have built, brick by brick our structures, and because they have no reai substance, they are beginning to crumble. Communism and capitalism set a hierarchy at a distance and then made decisions based on data/value on a piece of paper, a separation from common ground sense. And, as this system has improved the lives of ONLY a few, it is not working, it has created an environment of fear, and just like that child who grows up in ahome where there is uncertainty and a lack of education and support, so are parts of this world in the same condition, there are peoples and plants and animals, in a state of dis-ease, and are unable to be the expression of what they are as the very form that they are. This is a crime against life.
In all common sense, we know what is needed to create a stable human being, we know what animals and plants need to thrive, thus in all common sense this should be what is given on this earth, to enable healthy and participating entities on this earth, thus what is for the common good as this planet must be what is practiced, absolutely. “Only a few, is unacceptable. It is time to stop and rebuild in equality, as this is the only answer, absolutely.
In my local town there are now cards for the oyster men with magnetic strips that record each sale. The state can now collect data as to how many oysters are sold. I mean really, if we can do this, we can have direct vote! There is absolutely no reason why each and every person on this planet cannot vote directly for what is practiced and organized by government. This is another example of how technology is what organizes this world, and we are able to use this. Even the military does research and knows what goes on in this world, thus for the military to hide and not make public findings, especially when it is the tax payers dollars, or money directed from the profit of freely given resources - which is life and thus belongs to earth and thus belongs to LIFE, such findings belong to all of us, and what is found and used for technological advancement, should be used to improve the lives of people and NOT for gain as money!This is really life in reverse, and given the extinction of animals, this “reverse” is not the verse of life. Our own words constantly tell us what we are doing.
We have all been taught that owning things makes us what we are. This is even used as terminology in schools, when a child has “grasped a concept as a word” they are told they now “own” the word. What does this really mean? How can a child “own” a word? They USE a word, just as the world USES technology to improve lives ( unless it is withheld -and this is the point) , thus a word is used to express, to direct, but “owning “ a word implies that now that child is a “more than” that that child has been successful, meanwhile, is that child taught of the effects that word has within existing on earth, as the very fabric of life, here? What does that technology as that word DO? Why are the learning of words indicated as being “owned” without realizing what that word actually can or cannot do within this world?
The capital of this earth, is the very nature of this physical world, as a tool, and a technology that enables life to be and DO, to express as the technology of the forms of the physical world, to allow life. Thus none of what is here can be owned, it is a tool to be and express life. Any claim of ownership is a crime against life, and crime is done in ignorance of and as life, as what is needed to be life is denied, as it is grabbed out from under the feet of what is here, it is like taking a spring out of a clock, that clock will no longer work. And this is what is happening on this earth, all because someone wants to own that spring, and they do not realize, in their disease as lust, that that taking of that spring is the destruction of life, which is not being aware of the whole, as the clock.

The solution
What is here belongs to life, all life, as it is all a part of this earth, as life. This earth is an organism that functions as parts, each part the very nature of what is needed to maintain the clock, as why would earth/life birth anything else but what supports itself as life? The disease of separation from life, into and as believing that one thing is more than another, and creating a system that supports such a notion, is what must change back to itself as life, realize itself as life, here. There is no other choice.
This means what has been created by men, that no one man can create alone, as the minute one road is traveled in a car, means that that man is dependent on what is here to do what ever that man does no matter what is believed as in thinking that they alone developed something and thus “own” the thing developed is a misconception, as whatever any of us develop, we did not do it alone. And, obviously, there is no “god’ there is only us, this earth here, as a total expression of life, this total expression being a “god” absolutely sharing itself as life, here. So, all men, all plants, all animals, everything is in total the organism of life, and this total organism is the gift, for each equally to be and become and do as life, here.
We are all life, thus we all “own” life. That gene, that tree, that animal, that man, all things of life, all composed of life, are equal and one in and as life here, we all “own” all that is here, and what is here is to support and allow life to be and to “do” as life. Thus the solution, to end this charade of war and ownership, is to manifest a system that support life as the value, to use the physical as the tool to be and express ourselves in and as what we are, which is life.
It is not capitalism that has advanced man, it is the technology in and as the physical. Thus, realize the physical world is the technology of life, and cannot be owned, only taken care of, supported, in and as being life.
This is really very simple, and can be understood by all, taking what has been developed here, to measure, can be used to educate and support, and allow all life to become aware of itself and stand and vote, every human, that is. To not move towards this is a crime against life, as it is the denial in common sense of life of the physical world around us. It is not capitalism that has improved the lives of people, it is allowing the use of technology created by men and the technology of the physical in and allowing this to function and be discovered that has improved lives, thus, again, the removal and denial of this is a crime against life. period. The solution is to support access to what improves, and thus allows life, this that cannot be owned as it is life. Stop thinking that just because one has “named” a thing, for instance a “gene” means that voila, because I have learned the “name” of something, as in “owning” a word, it means that I have ownership, well that word, and that gene have a name, and that name that is common in all existent, is life. And this is what we all are, and this life cannot exist without each and every thing here. Thus nothing can be owned, and life is the value, and the physical world is the technology enabling life to express itself absolutely. This whole belief of more than and less than is the disease, the illusion, the LIE, as taking the “f”, out of Life, the flow out of life, the spring out of the clock, the simple out of being. It is time to stop this disease as belief that what is here can be owned and that naming a thing means one has suddenly some kind of authority. Rumplestiltzskin can throw a tantrum for all I care. It is time to put Humpty Dumpty back together again, and that can be done by each of us, as each will vote for equality, and the means for direct vote is here. No more voting in separation, time for life to stand and vote for itself, the nature of which is to give as one would life to receive.

The Rewards
The value as life in every single thing on this earth is taken care of, that the acceptance of “ many lives” is realized as an ambiguous statement of relative value lacking absolute value. We are all libel for the care of the tools we use to express ourselves as life, within and as supporting ourselves as life, thus we cannot own, we can only respect and use what is here to enable life expression, as this is the value.
Support an Equal Money Capitalism System, to realize that the physical world is a tool to enable life. Time to remove the “security blanket” of ownership coupled with the relative as money taking on the value of life, as this is a separation in common sense of this actual real physical world. Turn money into the means of organizing what is here to support all life, to realizing that what is here cannot be owned, that what is here as the value is the expression made of what is here, which cannot be done by one individual alone, yet the value of the expression of life within each individual is equal and one, as one cannot exist without the other, and no blanket can hide this fact unless we accept and allow this ignorance, face this for what it is, a crime against life.

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Day 213 Values recited in back chat of more than and less than, the cry of fear.

Values recited in back chat of more than and less than, the cry of fear.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have such thoughts about the details of what supports me here in my human physical body, where the details are the weights of possibility to survive, to predetermine what will allow me to survive, where the past as myself as the values of this system, the presentations of this system of inequality imposed on earth by men, my personas a projection of my characters, which are actually movements of self to and towards what is believed to support myself within this system, as a persona is always projecting a value as what will “shine” and “bling” to get what attends to the survival of myself, as what appears to give definition through getting a response from the world of behavior as men that ignores what is actually real as this physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand this same action in others, where I allow the limited values only to become huge and thus have a hard time directing myself within this, as I have been programmed to follow, to see, to believe, to honor, these limited values only, and thus does this movement of myself accumulate within my human physical body as it becomes what i own, as what I believe myself to be, to the point where this becomes the automatic directive of myself as thus when I face the consequences of this I start blaming the world, yet it is what i have created, it is the movement of myself having not considered how this world works, it is a monologic in a monoculture, in a monopoly where all the forms of existence are ignored as being what supports what is the real starting point of existence and the one “mono” which is life as the substance of what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that worrying about the cost of heating my house, or what clothes I am wearing, or how my children are behaving, are all internal conversations in relation to limited values within a limited system of support of life, and when, for example, my children are not performing within what i believe will bring them forward to the head of the battle of survival within this system of inequality, I begin to recommend them towards what will enable their survival according to what I have been taught and the values within the culture within which I live, so busy with this that I ignore what is real, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have conversations in and as my mind, in support of survival within this system of abuse of life as a system of inequality, where I am so focused on these details aligned to survival, I forget, am ignorant of looking to the total structure of this present system even beyond this structure to this actual physical earth, and seeing realizing and understanding that this system is not supporting life, is not acknowledging life, and only acknowledging that signature of ownership of the resource of this earth in a belief that some can own what has not been created by that singular person, thus since that person has not, within their supposed ownership, changed this world to one that supports all life, as their insight into this physical world is limited thus there is no real ownership here, as they are in separation from what is real, as what is here is not supporting life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into back chat of blame, as this is myself not looking to how I exist within this monopoly of ignorance, which is what this is, and bringing myself back to myself here, to become equal and one in consideration of this actual physical world as being one and equal to me as life, as I am responsible for myself within equality and oneness, as this system was built by the individual movements of men who were in separation from themselves as life, thus it began with each and every one of us, where the belief that this cannot be done, is just this a belief and thus not what is real, as what is substantive and what is in alignment with what is best for all as this is what being one and equal in and as the physical as the composition of life means.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear causing upset within and as not being supportive of the movement of others within and as their limited emotions and feelings, a storm imposed on this actual physical world, that is the movement of personifications of fear of loss clinging to an idea of what picture presentation projections will maintain support within a hierarchy of an imposed survival based system, that reaches into the structures of family, where the drama of attention spins round and round and the shadow of a imagined god is there to protect, and thus is self abdication to the invisible protector as justification for ignoring what is actually physically here on this planet, despite the fact that the abuse on this earth has not stopped, this being a very obvious indicator that a supposed god protector is an illusion and that it is the hands of men, as the form of life as the physical is what determines existence, the gift given, right in front of our faces, as the substance of life to from an expression of life, here, thus there is only here, there is only self as life, with what is actually physically here, thus this makes the abuse on earth unacceptable.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that every single movement within and as me is the signature of what I accept and allow, where when I am told I am being lead by Bernard Pullman, as my supposed “god” what I want to say is it is better that he is my god than the god existent on this earth that no one has ever seen, as this labeled “god” to whom I have been accused of following, has the idea of equality as a system in realization that all that is here on this earth is equal and one as the value as it is here as am I and thus as this physical world what is here is the substance of life and thus equal and one as this, where there is no more than and less than, as the words of Christ, “ give as you would like to receive, and investigate all things to exist as what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have a movement within and as myself in anger towards this, as this is the program of limited insight of this actual physical world of relationships in separation from what is actually physically here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this is the voice of a belief, as a man, in separation from self as the substance of life, this is the statement of a mind of limited design and not the physical self as life in response as life, aware of self as life here, where all defending responses in and as myself as the voices in my head , as what i have been trained to view as a limited structure of a formatted ( as a for mated to more than and less than) hierarchy taught through an education of no physical application, where what is learned is memorized structures in separation from commonsense physical development and interaction with this actual physical world, which is why music in the public schools happens once a week for a few minutes, allowing no actual development of self directing with and as the substance of self within projecting sound as this would develop a sense of self direction and measure of substance, and thus this is clearly showing that this system is not about self common sense development, but about formatting a structure of belief in separation from actual physical common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand with every breath, that the chatter of my mind is the program of separation from common sense, where within this, I am able , if I stop and I breath, and use this to show me my own separations into and as fear, taking me away from the gift of life that is me, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the development of myself as the living word, is myself becoming one and equal to what is actually physically here, aligning myself to and as the substance of what is the essence of this physical world, one and the same in all that is here, where i the human, am the child of this world just as is a tree - so to speak- of whichI have separated myself from into a mind of formatted values ignorant of a common sense of this physical world, and thus being a living form of substance equal and one with the very substance that is this physical world, and thus bring back to self all thoughts, as beliefs, opinions and ideas, presented by the present system of inequality, as capitalism, as what is taught and promoted, as program of separation, thus can this program signify what is separation, what is the means of alignment to realizing this physical world as what is real, as what thoughts, emotions and feelings, expressed through back chat as the mind, are the picture presentation of my separation from as and life, which is exactly how this program has been imprinted, thus to stand back and see this will seem daunting, yet beyond this initial ‘turning within” this process of bringing self back to self as life, in common sense as life is able to be walked by each and every one of us, where to begin, there is the desteni lite process to realize, see, and understand the movement of self as emotions, thoughts and feelings. And it is FREE.

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Day !37 Is not heresay/heresy a sin?

Day 137 Is not heresay/heresy a sin?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the way in which we are taught is based on ideas, beliefs and opinions based on heresy, passed down through for-fathers and mothers, like a game of telephone, where the message becomes less than the original message in tandem with no actual self physical experience equal and one to what is real, this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to  see, realize and understand that I am a composition of heresy, as what i have been told I should exist as, as a presentation to fit into a system of inequality to survive within a system of profit that has failed as it is not supporting life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am resonant with story telling, as heresy/hearsay, and thus have never been taught to actually work one and equal to and as what is here as the substance of life that is one and equal as what we/I are/am as life here, with out the “say” as the only experience with what is here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I was forced to accept this, as a child, where the consequences of not accepting this meant punishment, as the heresay had become all that was known, becoming what was believed to be real, instead of actual physical interaction with this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I fear death, as I fear time running out, where I know I am a walking heresay, trying to utilize this heresay to express myself and survive, yet this here-say has no substance, and the here-say as itself only want a match to support itself as its persona of story/character construction in separation from what is real, actual, physical here, where what has been made huge is the telling of the heresy/heresay/hearsay and not the actual common sense of my self as a human physical body, that which is real or sex would not be such a huge drive in men, as this has also been clouded with heresy as image as idea, as picture porn show in separation of physical common sense as life, like the way in which animals just simply enjoy themselves physically.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as long as I allow this to direct me, my life will have no substantive expression as life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I fear rejection in becoming here without the say, as the say, as belief, opinion and idea,  takes care of the act of myself as life and not the here, as is so evident within the present system of capitalism as profit, as a division and conquer of what support a few in existential heresay/hearsay/heresy physical comfort, and not the life substance, the actual physical world, as what is real, as what is the value, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sad that this exists, that what is so obvious is ignored.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that more than likely, it will be impossible for life to be birthed into, as what it already is, this physical world, as the heresy has become so huge it has consumed the human, and thus is the human merely a parasite on existence, which is laughable because the human believes itself to be superior to nature, when it is in fact the exact opposite.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that to clear myself of this heresy I must stop and slow myself down and breath, and apply common sense of this physical world to all the hearsay / heresy that I have accepted and allowed in separation from myself as life as my human physical body in common sense with what is actually physically here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that there is really no hope for man kind, as mankind has become so ignorant of this physical reality that he is indeed what he makes movies about, a walking zombie whose only action is that of destruction, where at least this walking zombie kills itself and the birds and the bees seem to keep going in the background.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel angry about this, and sad.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that my heresy self seeks attention, that my heresy self seeks validation, that my heresy self exists only within relationships to other walking zombies of heresy.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel sad about all of this, as this sadness is a judgement, and not myself here, as being this judgement despite the odds will do nothing to change these odds, as all there is is to walk one and equal to this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I feel like I have been kicking and screaming in and as myself for so long, that I have been trying to scratch my way out of a coffin, that I fear never being able to get out of this coffin whose form and design I cannot fathom, or believed I could not fathom, and I fear the very constrictions I have accepted and allowed, that just as i drive in my car and fear having an accident, where it feels like I feel that I cannot see, I cannot hear, I will not see what is coming towards me from the other lane.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all I can be is here, where within common sense I am here, and not as some emotion, thought or feeling based on belief, opinion and idea composing an alternate reality picture of fear of loss superimposed on what is freely giving here as this earth, manifest as a profit based system ( I wrote eyetem!)  that places monetary value on (eye) items instead of supporting what is actually physically here as the value as life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that instead of moving automatically here, with what is real, I have accepted and allowed a persona/character to develop equal and one to itemized values of property signifying ownership and thus survival, where the schmuck possession is the survival eyetem totem of worship and not the substance of what is freely given here as life, one and equal to myself here, expressing itself as life, this that has been told to man, to not worship as a false god, as no totems are needed, as what is here is the real say/expression as life, the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting a supernatural coffin of energy as directive creating uncertainty and fear to exist, as this supernatural directive has no value or substance.

I commit myself to slowing down, to breathing here, to taking in what is here as one and equal to me, and within this supporting what is here, where any reaction energetically , as emotionally or within feeling, as compounded thought to what is here is a judgment and a fear of loss, a fear of survival.

I commit myself to letting go of characters of blame, and shame, to a persona of ideas  that support a limited idea if what it is that I am, where , yes I am a woman, and a human, and as this my responsibility is to include all that is here manifest on this earth, where i cannot judge any form of what is here, as this is a composition of life, and it is only myself within a limited resonant design that disallows equal consideration for all that is here, through the placement of value judgments on property instead of what is the composition of said property, which is life, one and equal in and as all forms within this existence.

I commit myself to no longer commit to a system of separation through aggrandizement of what can be conquered and divided to allow a few to control eyetems for self interested survival, as this requires separation from life in expression here.

I commit myself to directing myself in common sense of my equality to and as life here, realizing that moving within and as fear is simply a lack of communication and understanding of life in totality, that the only choice is to breath and move within common sense directing within and as this within the principle of equality and oneness.

I commit myself to remaining in and as breath, to hear, to see, to sense what is physically here, to hear here, and forgive the say, as the dictate of a belief of a system that has not supported life, and has in fact failed to support life, evident in the rampart of abuse as the pyramid of separation of an imposed hierarchy of more than and less than called capitalism, or any centralized regime  as all have been ignorant of life support as what has existed is within the say of self survival interest.

I commit myself to physically feel what is physically here and to no longer fear myself as life, to bring all of myself here as life, forgiving the say of eyetem value as self definition.

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Day 67 significance to the insignificance

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to give significance to the insignificance

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to make the one ankle more significance than another ankle

I forgive myself  for allowing and accepting myself to give significance to the form of one human body over another.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that one person is more significant than another, instead of realizing that the significance is being here, being life, where I keep going as life, to learn that the significance is life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that a soldier commits suicide every day as they are men paying homage to what is insignificant and thus see no value in life, as the value of themselves as life has been made to support the profit of a few instead of what is real, life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that a profit based system is the very manifestation of giving significance to the insignificant  that which causes weighing and measuring as object instead of directing as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that the significance placed on the physical as having values of more than and less than is to be separate from self as directing self as life, where the significance is being directive as life within the principle of what is best for all, one and equal to realizing the significance is life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to place value on knowledge and information to read to gather knowledge and information, like a computer, so I can spew knowledge and information, which is dis-placing myself from directing myself with significance as life and allowing myself to place significance on knowledge and information to appear to be infomr-ed, aligned with  a presentation of myself to fit into a picture presentation , as idea, as belief, as desire to appear to fit into a hierarchy above other qualities, where this qualifying is separating myself form the equality of the total composition of what is here, which is all the substance of what is significant which is life, and within this allowing myself to be what is the movement of myself as life one and equal, this being what is significance, where there is no need to judge.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for not having realized that what is significant is to keep going, through all the signs of the mind as the labels and the back chat, the weighing and measuring, until I catch myself realizing that the significance is being here, being life, directing myself as life, where finally the mind stops and I become the gift of life which is  being here, directing myself as life, and thus is the mind a mirage that has possessed and obsessed focus onto in-sign-ficance ( financing the signs of capitalism )  and not  being myself  as what is significant, meaning life aligned assignment, meaning assigning myself life as the principle of what is best for all, as give as I would like to receive, as what i am that is significant,  where within this the present system here on this earth is an absolute travesty as it separates the human away from self as life, yet this has been developed and built by the annecs of the mind doting on weighing and measuring objects , stagnant, instead of directing and moving and being an expression in and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize how stagnant I allow myself to be when I allow ideas, beliefs and opinions according to class, culture, race, nationality, to be the borders of myself , when these borders are what I allow to stop the movement of myself as life,  making the sign, as label huge when the sign as label is insignificance and what is real is myself here as an expression of life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize there is no rejection, as rejection is simply having allowed myself to move as label, as having moved myself as what is insignificant - the label as what I believed as desire, an energetic short lived wisp in the wind- that is as its short lived nature telling me that I am separate from myself directing myself as life, as what is constant and directive.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the trap of the mind, the label maker, where this trap of the mind is the action of separation, this that measures and weighs, labels and collects as knowledge and information, so busy “computing” that what is significant is missed, self here, as life, realizing the value is self as life,  being HERE one and equal as what self is here as life, directing within the principle of oneness in equality.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that so many supposed failures are that one did not just keep going, but instead stopped going, where the keep going leads to realizing that the voices in the head that were of “ stop” were fear and thus insignificant, within this, I realize that all the billions of humans and animals and plants on this earth have had taken away from them what is needed to sustain life, what was given to sustain life unconditionally by this earth, have been ripped out from under to support that which is insignificant which is the values propagated by this system of profit to feed the desires of more than and less than of a few, who are themselves caught in allowing the insignificant significance to such an extent, they can no longer direct themselves as life, and thus never live, and thus reap what they sow, which is the self rape of their human physical bodies into a death of no significance, of no transcendence of life, as their beliefs and desires based on object have been made so huge, they are unable to pass through the eye of the needle into what is eternal, as the values of the mind, reflected in the present accepted and allowed system are made too big and thus will not fit through this eye of a needle  into that which is life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to use knowledge and information to say what I mean,

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to - lol- find this mind blowing, I mean what the fuck are we doing?

I commit myself to keep going.

When and as I find myself giving significance to the insignificant I STOP AND I BREATH, I do not allow myself to give significance to the insignificant, as within this I allow starvation and animal confinement, I allow soil devastation, I allow deforestation, I allow rape, I allow fear, I allow anger, I allow inflow as mind and not outflow as life, where I am life one and equal as life here, directing myself with in an absolute purpose as life in oneness and equality as life here.

I commit myself to stopping the giving of significance to the insignificant as what the wants, needs, desires, beliefs, opinions and ideas of the mind as what this is is know -ledge and in-form -ation of what is propagated and sould as a mind consciousness system one and equal to what is propagated and sould by a system allowed and accepted on this earth that places a hierarchy of separation on what is unconditionally given , the support of what is significant , life, here.

It is time to clean up the mind , to fit earth through the eye of the needle through establishing a system of equality and 

Equal Money System.

The soul of money