Day 539 The Me-sure as Mind Consciousness

Ego will never grasp the simplicity of self forgiveness. Bernard Poolman

Many times when I find myself solving a problem, the solution is there in a moment, it is of a common sense awareness, and it comes with ease. I respond with a sense of awe, wondering how and why I did not see something so simple in the first place. This happens a lot within the Desteni I Process.

This happens so often, that when I am not humble and at ease, moving here in this way, I have once again allowed myself to become the chaos of the mind. I am moving within a very very limited awareness, as I allow myself to follow a very limited construct that has become a concrete abstract of reality. It even uses the very substance of reality, as the physical to exist.

This happened yesterday. I had a fear, and idea, a theory about something I had to do. I began to “ think” about it, but not in relation to a practical common sense. Finally, I decided that I could only walk reality once I was within the situation I had allowed ideas built from uncertainty, as fear, to begin to infiltrate my being, here.

Interesting, that as I write this out, I am suddenly heavy with tiredness, just as what happened yesterday when I got to this point of letting my picture show go, and realizing that I can only address the situation in reality. Also, to note, that I had the practice and the principle of what is best for all as my framework.

This tiredness does have a thought, here, it is “ I am tired of trying to explain..”  Behind this, is a memory of trying to explain in so many ways, forgetting within this that learning to explain something in very simple ways takes time. Also, that I have to explain from experience, meaning real live practical experiences that I realized I had moved in a way that was in separation from what is simple, which is what is best for all. Always, there was division and ideas of losing something within a limited measure, a limited paradigm, a PARA digm that i had accepted and allowed within and as me. The tick tock of the pendulum from weighing and measuring the good and the bad, the “ what if” based on a picture within a system that is the same separation from reality. This chaos,  through division into more of less,  used values to determine choice, when that moment of simplicity, is found standing outside of this chaos of division into good and bad. This means to realize the physical world as the real sound expression. This physical world’s sound expression when left to itself , without a human consciousness mind-made-bigger-than-reality-consciousness, will naturally organize itself, balance itself, so it is here, in the real world that I see and can become symbiotic with what is me, the same as me, here. And this is the inclusion of all that is here, accepting all life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the thought “ I am tired of trying to explain.”

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become my mind only, and to believe that there is only an either/or outcome of win or lose.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare within a measure of win or lose.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to, from this point, go into self judgement within a limited criteria of what is good and bad in relation to how I look, how I speak, my capacity based on my past of an innerstructure that I relate to as a late/past measure of what defines success according to a system of inequality where I slow down and I breath, and I stabilize into  what is the real value, which is myself participating, equal and one to the very sound of life here, which moves with the absolute purpose as a function information of what is best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be ashamed of myself for not considering all life as me, with each thought, word, and deed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fault myself, which is myself as a starting point in default of realizing that what is here as the physical is the means of my existence is the sound as the formation that moves in practical ways, on which I impose a limited construct as the very being of myself in a state of separation where I place value on limited aspects of multiple expressions of life, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as an idea that I am not good enough, and as this to go into self pity, the pit of self as mind, operating within a limited measure manifest as a vapid , a vapor that is destruction instead of creation, a smoke and mirrors show, a valley of good and evil, that I allow as a mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that in fearing, inferring such insight as what existence is, as mind, I am in essence, not equal and one with and as myself as life, here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that if I fear facing the storm of separation in others, I am accepting and allowing a fear of loss of what is a construct of limited values of good and bad, as I have allowed to define me, which is myself not looking here, seeing the patterns of separation, and as such myself not existing within common sense, and as such, this physical movement within and as me, becomes a heavy physical sensation of an inequality with that simplicity and humility that moves with ease, here, and as such, finds solutions and the directive capacity that is equality and oneness with and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that this default state of being, as mind, has no directive function because it is clouded by a fear of making a mistake, which is in itself an abdication of equality and oneness with and as the physical, and myself projecting based on a past as the details that build the judgement that does not move with the sound information of the physical that is life, here, of which I as life an one and equal to and as.

When and as i find myself becoming tired, I stop and I breath, and i slow myself down, and I see realize and understand that I can only face separation from common sense, and realize the patterns of separation as the voice of separation, as a separation is always on the lookout for reunion with the loss and/or looking for the loss as a gain, and as such visible, and able to be called out by name and realigned into solution as self discovery within and as the principle of what is best for all, here.

When and as I find myself having the thought of “ I am tired of explaining” I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I see the that i am allowing the word “ explain” as an idea become bigger than actual common sense participation with and as life, as I can only have an explanation in the moment, here, thus the idea of explaining, I have accepted and allowed as an entity within and as me, that I am carrying as a burden, having allowed myself to become overwhelmed, which is myself in separation from common sense as that which can exist in simplicity, as equality and oneness here, where solutions are found that are stable and withstand the test of time here.

Within this, I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the thought that explaining something is tedious and as such a burden.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become this ambiguous idea that explaining  is difficult.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have a memory, as a measure of myself here, of which I have allowed to become an entity as a self definition as a belief, that becomes a burden as this state of being I allow within,  as what directs me in the moment here, slowing down the common sense ability of myself that can only walk the details of practical living, step by step, here.

When and as I find myself believing that explaining is tedious and a burden, I stop and I breath, and I do not define myself as an idea as my past, and I realize that self correction takes practical alignment, here, in common sense of the physical reality, and that the solution is always right there in front of me, and can move with ease, thus it is only what I accept as mind that is the separation, here.

When and as I find myself fearing the reactions of mind, I stop and I breath and i slow myself down, and I see, realize and understand that reactions as mind, are a definition that is ambiguous, and that this when used to define must deconstruct to reconstruct, which is a process that at times will react to change, and as such that reactions are objections to change, of which the only solution is to walk through with humility and patience, here. as what is allways the only way and means of life, is life itself, the expression, the creation of which, is to exist within and as what is best for all.

When and as I find my self becoming heavy within and as my head area, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, until I am stable, and breathing with ease, I realize that the process of remediation, as the me-sure as mind, is in a process of change, and reformatting to walk in equal measure with practical physical reality, where I become the directive principle, equal and one to and as life here, and within this, that a speeding car, has to slow down and turn, when changing from a high speed and that that turn appears to be a loss, a nonmoving moment, but in essence this is a movement that is not a value, simply a movement, a transformation from separation into common sense as mind structure.

Day 397 Paranoia of the Unknown : Ownership is Serve I = All.

Paranoia of the Unknown : Ownership

What is ownership other than a piece of paper saying that someone owns something of this earth? It is only real if we accept and allow this to be real. And why would we allow something like this to happen unless we were paranoid of the unknown? In the face of the knowable that is the physical world right here under our feet? To which we are all born, being of this earth?

It seems we are not of this earth, because we are not as this earth, being as this earth, meaning there is no one person’s, or group’s name on anything that is here. A tree is a tree. It gives, as how it lives/exists air, and we breath this air, it is how we live. I mean, humans have lived on this earth for a long time, and people have not owned the trees  and we all continued to breath.

In history we have also had ownership change, which means a piece of paper staring ownership can change hands. The forms of governance have also changed. There was communism, which was a bureaucratic form of government, and in this state we have supposed democracy, but what owns the gifts of the earth are increasingly owned by anonymous corporations, or persons. But even here, the corp, can go onto someone’s land and extract resources from under the earth, and our politicians allow this, without even allowing the effects of the extraction process to be made public. Thankfully we now have the internet. This also means that anything that is happening that is not addressed by the collective of people, by what is here as earth, is the responsibility of the people, all of us. We have a supposed democratic system that is the voice of the people. But is it being spoken and used to stop what is happening that is unacceptable, until it is done? No. There is a bully in the room as profit, as self interest, as fear, as survival, and it is not being addressed.  Ownership is part of the outflow of this. Because we have forgotten, and thus ignore and unknow common sense.  We fear losing what we own, that we believe protects us, not realizing that if the present system of anonymous corporate resource grab want what you own, and they now have all the money, you do not have a chance. The fear we are not facing within ourselves has become an unknown/ignored entity, and it is consuming life, and we are all allowing this because we are all this. As within so without, what goes in is what goes out. 

Conflict is a way to wrestle power from another, it is not about creation. Conflict is about control, not creation, because to create one must understand how things function and respect the function, because creation has a outcome of autonomy, ownership. Wanting control has an outcome of stagnation.  And we see this happening all over the earth. Starvation is stagnation, animal extinction is stagnation, alcohol is stagnation, lack is stagnation. Conflict is not life, it is about control, and creation cannot be about control, because real creation gives the ability and the platform of self direction. Creation would understanding, and what has been accepted and allowed on creation, which is earth, by men, is not creation, only ever growing conflict, ever increasing abuse and destruction and war.

Every human is different, but an idea of difference has been made into something that we have to display, taken on by consumerism and placed into pieces rearranged into factions in style: political, social, class, nationality. So the label of being intelligent is simply another layer of  consumerism, choose your party,  for example, your beliefs, the whole not recognized/ignored, and the presented opposition given for an all consuming drama of blame and spite. Meanwhile, the whole is grabbed behind  closed doors that are simply the factions involved in the self interested protection and defense decor presentation of beliefs, opinions and ideas manifested in dress codes and political leanings, all layers of division and thus separation. And meanwhile common sense and creation are ignored. The storms of what entertains to maintain ignorance, given a value of limited self definition and thus an ego have been manufactured, And the media would have us believe that this is creation, when it is not. Humans are delusional, not realizing that each one of us is different, and that supporting what is same, as physical beings, meeting the basic needs of this, will not change what is unique in each of us. If we got rid of all borders and all financial class - and class is based on economy ( because how much money you have determines education and stability allowing a modicum of self directive development ) --  and all wore the same clothes, and we walked around and looked at one another, we would see how every being is unique, thus there is no need to try and be different, or to cling to a group to be included, because we are already included as life on earth. The rest is just a separation,a division into a belief, an opinion and an idea, within a system that is a separation from life.

In the word survival is the answer to the present problem on earth, instead of serving a fear of survival, and allowing a system that does not share what is given without ownership, and to take this and as self serve I all, realizing that what is pure and clear about self that which is unique about self, will remain. So, the conflict of grabbing a dress code will end, because becoming what we are as what is unique about each of us, is serving ourselves as life, and in choosing this, we serve all life.

The sound of life, is always right there in front of us, we either listen as mind, only seeing the consumerist trappings of others trapped in consumerism, or we listen and pay attention and investigate what is on earth, in structure and in consequence and we slow down and we breath, to realize the delusion caused by beliefs, opinions and ideas of a more than and a less than, that have created a fear of loss, and a behavior of grabbing, of greed, causing an ignorance of life.  This, a dress code of separation, and all the while we need not fight to prove we are something, because we are all unique, we are all already part of the expression of life, and in not allowing ourselves as life to express, diminish life. So, it is that we must return to the point of nothing, of relinquishing all values as our dress codes sold/souled genetically to us, that started the day we were conceived, because this system has been going on for generations, and here - having moved back to nothing- we find ourselves and realize we are all unique and that the idea that one thing was more than another, was all an illusion, a state of paranoia that developed into an unknowing of ourselves as life, as we believed that an idea defined us, when we needed no definition, because creation gave us, is us, as having the autonomy to be life, as creation would not be anything else. It is like, DUH.

The belief that something can be owned as the gifts of this earth that support us, means that no ownership has actually happened, that no responsibility has been realized because in believing something can be owned,  a separation from being equal to creation has divided self into a paranoia of the unknown, and here in the abyss of ignorance, one grabs for a dress code to hide a nakedness that is simply a rejection of life.

Practically speaking, as we are now on earth, yes we must continue with ownership, which is to say that a person owns a piece of land to be responsible for, because as we are chaos would ensue. But, we can stand as a group and  realize that the natural resources that we use to support ourselves cannot be owned by a few, this is simply a delusion, and that what produces what is needed to support the soils and the animals and the humans, cannot be made to benefit a few, allowing disease on earth. The resources can be formed into a system that creates a living wage for men, to allow us to walk ourselves back into being self responsible as life, as what we are to get this earth in order, an order of life, because in all common sense, this war order is unacceptable. We are allowing an ignorance of the values made from resources that have been developed by generations of men, thus we all own what is here, so to speak, and we are allowing a few representatives of governing this physical world to lead us into a belief that is delusional, and because it is delusional, it is not something to blame, as it cannot see its own delusion. So, the collective must stand and place in a system that is a form of governing this earth that takes care of this earth, that allows ourselves as creators to be creators, where we become self responsible as life, working with what is here, allowing what is here to be what it is. And our system has become so limited, that so much that is here is not allowed to be what it is. And what is here is the very fabric of life, and thus for life to exist, the fabric must be allowed to be itself.

Stand and support a Living Income Guarantee, a basic income that enables all of us to walk out of the paranoia of the unknown, out of ignorance and equalize ourselves to what we are, to serve I all, to allow the gift of life that is right here in front of us, to be, as this is real ownership.

Walk the Desteni I Process Lite to begin to realize the inflation of the mind as a form of separation from life benefitting a few, creating a chaos of survival, that is only a delusion. Here, you as life, would naturally be the joy of an “ I” that serves all as being self as life. For this to exist, here is what must be lived and understood. Your mind is simply a map of what you have accepted and allowed yourself to be, values held onto to define your survival suit, your dress code, your restlessness is the burden of accepting and allowing this, thus remove the past and the dream of a future, and bring yourself back to self as life. 

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Day 330 Self Forgivemess Rejection Character

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing what is an idea in separation from actual physical reality, the gift given to simply be here, freely given at that, to not see, realize and understand that this world is a physical instrument that allows the expression of life, for all equally, and it is only ideas of what is more than and less than that separate common sense with and as self as life here, manifest as the mind, a consciousness of ideology that is in separation from what is real here,
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing reactions that are blind to the common sense of how here works and functions in and as the physical, where themind as a collection of values lacking equality and oneness with the context of physical reality, all elusive and meaningless when lost in a moment, where it is realized that what is real is what is here, and one realizes that one, as self, has never been here, and that it is here, within and as being absolutely forgiving of self that one is finally able to live, and yet within an outward accepted and allowed systemic inequality, manifest as behaviors of gain for a few, actually living here cannot exist, unless this system is stopped, throughstanding up and voting in a system that supports all life, is forgiving with what is freely given here, as the means to sustain life, will self as life become equal and one in thoughtworld and deed, the outward instrument equal and one to the nature of earth as a freely giving supportive form being the giving nature of life, right under our feet.
I forgive myself for wanting to be alone, to hide from facing what is here, for feeling ashamed and guilty for not realizing the value of simply being here, equal and one to what is here as this forgiving physical world, which we have all accepted and allowed the signature of ownership on freely given resources that are the gift of life, and thus have allowed abuse of life, within believing that life must be bought, an idea, imposed on earth that must be removed, as the nature of life is to forgive of itself as life, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to clench within myself in fear of the bully of ego, and then in protection and defense become angry , where instead of facing the storm of fear, as separation as a habit of limited ideologies, I stop and I breath, and I realize that here, is the directive in commons sense of what is best for all, within and as the principle of what is best for all is best for self.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have wanted to be alone to not face what is here, to want to force changes without having looked to the whole as the present system to believe myself to be some kind of super hero within and as one small action making a change not seeing realizing and understanding that it takes many to stand and change what is here, as it is many who have allowed this present system of inequality to exist, this which is supported by a collection of values, that ignore the whole, and thus a manifest system of limitation which is obviously what is destroying this earth and causing unacceptable suffering to many of the plants and animals and humans on this earth, which is in essence disrespecting life , here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that reaction as rejection of what is here, is not looking at what is here, what has been accepted and allowed, and this it is to work with what is here, as running from here is not a solution, it is to stand and to face here, in common sense of how the physical functions within and as what is best for all, where to deny, to not look at what is here, as becoming the same actions as our present accepted and allowed government agencies, that disallow studies that reveal what is in fact happening on earth, the response of, “ there is no proof” which is a crime in and as the behavior of ignorance, against life, by omission, unacceptable and an act of denial of life, here in common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that to omit what is best for all is a crime, a lie, as just as presenting false information, not presenting information is just as false, as both do not consider what is physically here, thus the statement of there being no “ proof” in and as itself a statement of conceptual lack, admitting and ending as ignorance, without investigation, as what is here that does not support all life, has not considered all life, and this must stop until all life is considered, as any anecdote that reveals a state of suffering is simply an indication that the physical world has not been considered,
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the moment I allow myself to go into righteousness, within and as knowledge and information, in and as my mind, I become blame and spite, and thus lose the directive principle of myself as life, here, where I within this, as my physical body, begin to have burning sensations in my thighs and in my head, and thoughts in and as questions as to why something has been allowed, which is a form of blame, as it is looking for ‘Who done it” instead of simply realizing the structure of what exists and correcting this within and as the realization that the only choice is what is best for all, as what supports all life, allows life to be the expression of itself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how I reject facing here within becoming righteous, as I become frustration/recklessness within allowing myself to not look and then I begin to push back and thus to reject, this rejection and constriction in and as fear happening so fast, seemingly simultaneously it is actually hard for me to catch, I have to really slow way down, or immediately my back starts to hurt and my legs start to burn, and I lose an ease within and as myself, and become nauseous, this action I have been doing for so long, that to sense this, to realize this, to go into this and accept this as myself and what is interesting is that I kept entering a point of wanting to cry when I got to this point, and it is here that there is also this sense that I have had of feeling trapped, this fear of being trapped within a coffin and not being able to get out.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand how the mind loves meta-for, to impose idea onto reality, where self is not directed as self, sensing here as self as life, direct, and instead clings to idea, as pictures in and as the mind.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how what I am is the sound of life, forgiving , here sensing here, sensing the commons as the physical here, the real picture the direct physical, where fear is in essence rejecting here, and thus rejecting life, and ideas are distancing myself from being one and equal to what is here, as an idea can become an I deify-cation of what it is that I am as a meta-for in self inner-rest.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that thoughts are the voice of rejection, the spite and blame, the tantrum of not wanting to look here, and thus as long as I fear losing ideas, beliefs, and opinions of what I am, I cannot face what is here as I am chasing an idea and not paying attention to what is real, which is this actual physical existence, this gift of life, here,

I commit myself to slowing myself down, to when and as I find I am beginning to want to blame and spite another, I am existing within rejection and thus am not facing here, the moment I begin to label I am no longer here, equal and one to and as the physical, where I must look here as what exists and become brutally self honest with here, to see, realize and understand that there is nothing to lose except myself as life, unless I realize that what is best for all is best for the support and sustenance of this actual physical world, absolutely.
I commit myself to forgiving all opinions , ideas and beliefs, to take such back to myself as to align this to and as what is best for all here.
I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that in facing an opinion, an idea of a belief, I am facing a limited insight and there for can only align this to and as what is here in and reality within and as how here functions physically, to bring thought, word and deed, back into and as common sense of what is here and how here functions within and as what is best for all.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing , to facing how I have separated from myself here, to realize that all that can be lost is a collection of ideas, beliefs and opinions, that are not looking here at practical reality.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that practically, usury, is interest lending, where one believes that one owns something, lends this and then expects more in return, as though one was good in lending and deserves something more in return, where even with the starting point of usury, of lending for personality gain of a personification that one is more and deserves more for having lent, this thing lent making one a god, when all one can “lend” is what supports the real gift the self expression of self as life and the means and way of directing within and without to and towards this understanding, that which is the gift of life, where it behoves one to give to support life, as what is best for all is best for self, in support of life, as life is the value, thus, to lend with interest, and within this to believe that one can own what is here that is freely given is delusional, and a crime against life, as it enslaves and does not support life within and as giving to allow life to become an expression of life, as life being the value, absolutely, and thus usury places confining conditions on life, and also believes that what is here can be owned, an illusion as all that can be “owned” is self equal and one to and as life, to live the experience of what is eternal, which is life. thus the mind as imagination at present is the story of fear for survival in self abdication of common sense of life.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that allowing a system that leads to one person owning everything is allowing a centralized regime to become the eye of what we are here, instead of becoming self responsible within and as working with the actual physical world in practical common sense, thus, corporations are delusional in believing that they are a person, that can own what is here, where even allowing an ambiguous entity to own something is delusional, yet as long as we all allow this form to condition our lives we allow the abuse existent on earth, and thus it is each and every one of us that is responsible for supporting a system that does not in fact support life, and it is the response of many standing and placing in a system that supports all life, that gives what is needed to live in dignity, as a person, plant or animal cannot live in dignity if the means are not available, thus to disallow self responsibility and blaming the child for not being responsible when what is needed to be responsible is taken in the name of material ownership by a few, is to not face the practical common sense of this actual physical world, and is absolute crime and ignorance of life, here. and as such as this system exists cannot stand against the voice of many, the collective organization of many standing and voting in a system of change, and just as each entity takes small amount of all of our earnings, the small amounts of many, even within their confined spaces of work, can give to a system of equality, as many giving accumulates to allow a system of equality to stand and place itself in an organized manner within the existent structures on this earth, peaceably and with ease, thus support Equal Money, to get this world in support of life, absolutely.

Day 324 In unequal ownership of capital we all fall down

The consequences of human practice reveal what works and what does not work, and the system themselves are acknowledging that what has been created by humans does not work. In the medical world it is known that Chemo therapy is a temporary fix, one which does more harm than good in the long term. It is the same with CAFO production houses, and it is the same with the finance system. What we are doing is simply not working, it is creating more damage that support of life.
Despite awareness of this there is a complacency within standing up and changing this. What must be realized is that a web has developed on which we all depend, this “web”physically consists of transportation, communication, and man power- physical man power. What turns the “avenues” on and off is money. These avenues were created, built by men, thus they can be changed, reformed, transformed. What stops these avenues from being used is money. If not enough money is flowing into the hands of a few, then movement is stopped. It is an action of spite, yet it is seen as protection of ownership, and ownership determines how high one is on a pyramid, how much sustenance one has access to. All of this is a placement of relative values, thinking one thing is greater than another is a belief because it is a relative value based on an idea, and idea is a quality of this world being noticed. When this idea is made of more import, when a value is made greater than another, over produced, aggrandized it robs life because all the values, all the qualities of this world, are ignored. This is like diminishing the fabric of life, just as ignoring all the aspects that create fertile soils. Desertification is like deserting life.
Generations of ignoring all the values, making some more than others, is destroying life, within and without. This practice of making a few values our own is ignoring everything that is here, and realizing everything that is here is a composition of life, and everything that s here must be realized as us, as each of us, where we are nothing without it. So without life, without life being the value, and all existent as life, here on earth, we are at the point of being nothing. Here, there can be no fear of being nothing.
Those representing life, are representing limited interests because limited interests are what we have all collectively accepted and allowed, our interests are of limited values. And we know that our limited values are not working.
What stops us from moving out of this is not wanting to let go of ownership of such limited values, because the system is built on these limited values, so if we let them go, where would we be? We have allowed them to “ hold us up” so to speak. And the structure created is a pyramid.
So, we take the pyramid down. The medium maintaining the pyramid is money. To then take money and distribute it to all, so that all have enough to keep food on the table and keep a roof over their heads, would be a first step in removing this pyramid. In- stead of following limited values, we become stead - fast in supporting all life. Fashioning a system that is one and equal to how the physical world works, becoming aware of the physical fabric that is the expression of life.
The limited values presented within the consumerist society are idealistic , most of the pictures of farming, for example show bucolic cows munching on grass on a green field, but this is not what exists. What exists is confined cows in stalls, or in small fenced in lots of mud and feces.
What exists in my world, with the people around me consumed by cancer is that the majority of them die. The major majority of them die.
The taking of limited values and designing a system of owning them without realizing equality to what is actually physically here as this earth, is bypassing the very substance of life, and in so doing, an understanding of life is missed, passed by..
The complacency, manifest as an avoidance tactic, by the likes of those who manage the present profit based system, such a Bernanke, cannot see a way to keep what they believe they own, so they stall, and say it is complicated. It is not complicated, but if the belief that one can own something is all one can see, then there will be no solutionfound, because there is no solution there, inequality, ownership for a few, simply does not work. It will create an imbalance, where to one at the top of the pyramid, will perpetually want to control everything, until there is one single person against many, and that one single person will eventually stand against the many, all those at the base and then be consumed by them. This will be the lowest common denominator. The lowest common denominator we all share, each of us, no escaping this, is death. A life never lived, a live lived in diminishment, varying by degree as to when this occurs, for some it comes quick for others it lasts within seeming time, but in the end this lowest of this accepted and allowed common denominator is the outcome. A death, an absence of becoming equal and one, to and as life here. Thus we become what we allowed, a state of being in ignorance of creation, and since we are ignoring creation, we are not allowed creation, and are tossed back into nothing.
One can support a child within learning how to walk, but that point must come where the child must walk on their own. And all of us want children to be able to walk on their own. That is the joy of life, and each of us want this joy for ourselves as well.

Ring around the roses
A pocket full of POSES ( not poesies- or same difference?)
Ashes, ashes WE ALL FALL DOWN.

This is the outcome of a pyramid scheme.


The solution is equality.
The solution is a system that supports al forms of existence, allowing the expression of life, here.
The rewards are realizing ourselves as life, as we move in consideration of all life, that what is really a "more than" is simply being equal and one, forgiving ourselves as life here, with and as the physical, to birth ourselves into and as life, to stand equal and one in transformation with and as life, here.

Day 290 The blanket of ownership, to outflow of liability

The Problem
I have heard it said many times that Capitalism is the best system humans have found. That this system of capitalism has changed the world and improved the lives of many. And we accept this limitation, “ the lives of many.” Within this statement we are accepting half measures, and this is unacceptable. Yet, how can a system of capitalism be what improves lives? It is just an organizational structure as to how money and resource and people interact, it is not an indicator of what physically happens on the ground, nor is it the thing that improves the lives on a practical basis, meaning the small daily steps, the “little things” that are done that make our lives livable. The abstract of this word does not explain this in detail, it only explains the way the gates of resource flow with the use of money. Obviously, what has happened is ownership of freely given resources and everything developing those resources is then labeled as a liability carrying the burden of outcomes of the processing of these freely given resources, thus the owners do not care, they have their security blankets and now the rest can go to hell, because all that is happening is the illusion of ownership that is a blanket of security. In a way, we are the liability because we have accepted and allowed this, thus we are libel. Our structures tell us what we are. Allowing some to be more than, is not what is best for them, nor for the processors of the resources of this earth, that have no signature of ownership, but what we give them.
Yes, we need a system of organization. It is our responsibility to care for this earth, to give as we would like to receive, thus existing in a piece of land and taking care of that land, is a value, and a system that allows one to securely care for a piece of land is necessary, but the land cannot really be owned, nor can the resources be owned by one individual. What is here is to support life, as this is the value. War is taking in self interest, and not an act of taking care of this world. This is simple common sense. A profit for the few system would think common sense dirty, as this would mean behaviors of greed, of self aggrandizement would have to die, and the emotional storm of this would screech as all the hot hair left this balloon of a story lacking any real substance, as all it really is , is the gas of waste, much like a fart. All greed and no substance. Gases by nature spread themselves around, much like the shattered shells of Humpty Dumpty. Equality, to and as life, as the nature of self, is to give as one would like to receive, to be whole, is to realize that life is the value.
What improves the lives of people on this planet? I would say it is technology, it is the development of taking care of human existence and thus the animals and the plants and soils that allow human interaction on the ground, that support infrastructures that maintain a clean environment that is as non-invasive as possible. It is working with what is here in common sense. Private ownership married to profit transferred into money, does not allow the sense of the commons, the collective on the ground, it is too busy holding onto what this value has been transferred into, the money, and it is caught up in the game of this and as consequence has separated what is here into/onto tiny pieces of paper or, lighted symbols on a computer screen, which we, as those who are libel, have accepted and allowed, thus we have built, brick by brick our structures, and because they have no reai substance, they are beginning to crumble. Communism and capitalism set a hierarchy at a distance and then made decisions based on data/value on a piece of paper, a separation from common ground sense. And, as this system has improved the lives of ONLY a few, it is not working, it has created an environment of fear, and just like that child who grows up in ahome where there is uncertainty and a lack of education and support, so are parts of this world in the same condition, there are peoples and plants and animals, in a state of dis-ease, and are unable to be the expression of what they are as the very form that they are. This is a crime against life.
In all common sense, we know what is needed to create a stable human being, we know what animals and plants need to thrive, thus in all common sense this should be what is given on this earth, to enable healthy and participating entities on this earth, thus what is for the common good as this planet must be what is practiced, absolutely. “Only a few, is unacceptable. It is time to stop and rebuild in equality, as this is the only answer, absolutely.
In my local town there are now cards for the oyster men with magnetic strips that record each sale. The state can now collect data as to how many oysters are sold. I mean really, if we can do this, we can have direct vote! There is absolutely no reason why each and every person on this planet cannot vote directly for what is practiced and organized by government. This is another example of how technology is what organizes this world, and we are able to use this. Even the military does research and knows what goes on in this world, thus for the military to hide and not make public findings, especially when it is the tax payers dollars, or money directed from the profit of freely given resources - which is life and thus belongs to earth and thus belongs to LIFE, such findings belong to all of us, and what is found and used for technological advancement, should be used to improve the lives of people and NOT for gain as money!This is really life in reverse, and given the extinction of animals, this “reverse” is not the verse of life. Our own words constantly tell us what we are doing.
We have all been taught that owning things makes us what we are. This is even used as terminology in schools, when a child has “grasped a concept as a word” they are told they now “own” the word. What does this really mean? How can a child “own” a word? They USE a word, just as the world USES technology to improve lives ( unless it is withheld -and this is the point) , thus a word is used to express, to direct, but “owning “ a word implies that now that child is a “more than” that that child has been successful, meanwhile, is that child taught of the effects that word has within existing on earth, as the very fabric of life, here? What does that technology as that word DO? Why are the learning of words indicated as being “owned” without realizing what that word actually can or cannot do within this world?
The capital of this earth, is the very nature of this physical world, as a tool, and a technology that enables life to be and DO, to express as the technology of the forms of the physical world, to allow life. Thus none of what is here can be owned, it is a tool to be and express life. Any claim of ownership is a crime against life, and crime is done in ignorance of and as life, as what is needed to be life is denied, as it is grabbed out from under the feet of what is here, it is like taking a spring out of a clock, that clock will no longer work. And this is what is happening on this earth, all because someone wants to own that spring, and they do not realize, in their disease as lust, that that taking of that spring is the destruction of life, which is not being aware of the whole, as the clock.

The solution
What is here belongs to life, all life, as it is all a part of this earth, as life. This earth is an organism that functions as parts, each part the very nature of what is needed to maintain the clock, as why would earth/life birth anything else but what supports itself as life? The disease of separation from life, into and as believing that one thing is more than another, and creating a system that supports such a notion, is what must change back to itself as life, realize itself as life, here. There is no other choice.
This means what has been created by men, that no one man can create alone, as the minute one road is traveled in a car, means that that man is dependent on what is here to do what ever that man does no matter what is believed as in thinking that they alone developed something and thus “own” the thing developed is a misconception, as whatever any of us develop, we did not do it alone. And, obviously, there is no “god’ there is only us, this earth here, as a total expression of life, this total expression being a “god” absolutely sharing itself as life, here. So, all men, all plants, all animals, everything is in total the organism of life, and this total organism is the gift, for each equally to be and become and do as life, here.
We are all life, thus we all “own” life. That gene, that tree, that animal, that man, all things of life, all composed of life, are equal and one in and as life here, we all “own” all that is here, and what is here is to support and allow life to be and to “do” as life. Thus the solution, to end this charade of war and ownership, is to manifest a system that support life as the value, to use the physical as the tool to be and express ourselves in and as what we are, which is life.
It is not capitalism that has advanced man, it is the technology in and as the physical. Thus, realize the physical world is the technology of life, and cannot be owned, only taken care of, supported, in and as being life.
This is really very simple, and can be understood by all, taking what has been developed here, to measure, can be used to educate and support, and allow all life to become aware of itself and stand and vote, every human, that is. To not move towards this is a crime against life, as it is the denial in common sense of life of the physical world around us. It is not capitalism that has improved the lives of people, it is allowing the use of technology created by men and the technology of the physical in and allowing this to function and be discovered that has improved lives, thus, again, the removal and denial of this is a crime against life. period. The solution is to support access to what improves, and thus allows life, this that cannot be owned as it is life. Stop thinking that just because one has “named” a thing, for instance a “gene” means that voila, because I have learned the “name” of something, as in “owning” a word, it means that I have ownership, well that word, and that gene have a name, and that name that is common in all existent, is life. And this is what we all are, and this life cannot exist without each and every thing here. Thus nothing can be owned, and life is the value, and the physical world is the technology enabling life to express itself absolutely. This whole belief of more than and less than is the disease, the illusion, the LIE, as taking the “f”, out of Life, the flow out of life, the spring out of the clock, the simple out of being. It is time to stop this disease as belief that what is here can be owned and that naming a thing means one has suddenly some kind of authority. Rumplestiltzskin can throw a tantrum for all I care. It is time to put Humpty Dumpty back together again, and that can be done by each of us, as each will vote for equality, and the means for direct vote is here. No more voting in separation, time for life to stand and vote for itself, the nature of which is to give as one would life to receive.

The Rewards
The value as life in every single thing on this earth is taken care of, that the acceptance of “ many lives” is realized as an ambiguous statement of relative value lacking absolute value. We are all libel for the care of the tools we use to express ourselves as life, within and as supporting ourselves as life, thus we cannot own, we can only respect and use what is here to enable life expression, as this is the value.
Support an Equal Money Capitalism System, to realize that the physical world is a tool to enable life. Time to remove the “security blanket” of ownership coupled with the relative as money taking on the value of life, as this is a separation in common sense of this actual real physical world. Turn money into the means of organizing what is here to support all life, to realizing that what is here cannot be owned, that what is here as the value is the expression made of what is here, which cannot be done by one individual alone, yet the value of the expression of life within each individual is equal and one, as one cannot exist without the other, and no blanket can hide this fact unless we accept and allow this ignorance, face this for what it is, a crime against life.

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Day 113 Be Ur Den, the wellspring of belief

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge organizing this house as being difficult and too much work for a woman alone to be doing.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I had to move twice in Europe and both times, I did a lot of this myself as within this I felt that I was alone, all by myself and thus not being helped by anyone where I was full of self pity because I believed that someone should help me, and then I thought I was a good character because I was capable of doing this all by myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think I am a good character, a good wife because I had managed to organize a move all by myself without any help.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I am the good strong independent woman because I am getting myself in order to move all by myself without any help.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this belief that I am good because I am moving all by myself without help, I am actually creating the opposite character of self pity within believing myself to be all alone, where there is the opposite belief that I am alone and having to do all of this all by myself.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this “good character “ as the independent woman, I am not here being practical with what is simply going on, that a house needs to be packed up, cleaned up, organized and then moved, and that is all, there need be no judgement as what I am within the process of moving.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the extent in which I am conditioned to believe that moving from a house should have the presence of a man to help with the move, where, yes this should shorten the process, yet in the end the same actions must be taken, and thus it makes no difference whether it is one alone or two, moving is still the same.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I must fit some image to exist here, otherwise there is something “wrong” with me.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am existing as a play of characters, as the devil and the angel on my shoulder, enacting both sides of the belief in and as my mind, as judgement, where I was not taught to self direct in common sense, but was told a story - filled/developed with images- as to what should be and what should not be as a picture, and not the practical application of myself here in and as this physical world and what it means to be here in common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow these competing characters to judge one another as who I am within the moment of allowing the mind to place a story based on limited and accepted relationships of what life should be, this “should” in itself a separation from life here, as the image and likeness of what a woman or a man should or should not be instead of what is physically actually, practically here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see that in being a desire I am separate from what is physically, practically here in common sense, as a desire indicates that something is wanted and thus that something is missing, when in fact life is here, a physical world that has no stamp of ownership, and it is only the ideas, beliefs and opinions as criticism of what is lacking or needed or not doable that are the separations from what is here, creating a belief that something is desired, when were we to live in common sense in and as respect and consideration for what is, is physically here, able to provide for all life, as all that is here is life, then there would be no desires, no wants, no needs as all that is here would be interacting and expanding and sharing and learning how and what we are as the substance of life as what we are all one and equal to, thus would this world be an expression in and as awareness and expansion within this, self directed, self honest, giving as one would like to receive as this is the value, yet we have become characters incessantly polishing our images based on limited ideas, beliefs and opinions, propagated by our own fear of self honesty manifest as a system of inequality , held together by images as memories in abdication of life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am allowing and accepting myself to judge myself based on values given to the image of what I am within a system of division, as a female.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as a desire in and as my mind to have someone to hold my hand and validate my actions.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am creating a play out of characters based on beliefs and opinions in separation from physical actual life, causing self judgement, self pity, allowing myself to carry around a burden , the be-ur den of what was believed by the den, as mind, of my parents and those who are the well spring of what dictates I accept and allow in and as my mind here.

I commit myself to breathing here, without rushing and judging myself for what has been done, or not done, and how this is done, and instead simply walk what needs to be done, getting things done every day until it is done.

I commit myself to stopping the characters of the mind from weaving endless polarities of judgement based on an image as the divisions of men bordered in by belief, opinion and idea in separation from life here, from what is actually physically here in common sense.

I commit myself to breathing and enjoying what is here, as what is here is one and equal to me, and thus within this principle of oneness and equality I move as myself as life, communicating with what is here as being one and equal to me.

I commit myself to realizing that I can only practically walk what is right here in front of me, and that what is right here in front of me, as me, as this physical world communicates with me in common sense, it is only myself as mind that divides within borders of belief as knowledge and information.

I commit myself to realizing that many are walking in and as the outplay of the voices in their heads not realizing their own separations and thus are unable to see what is physically real here, and are caught up in feeding the act of polishing their characters within fear of survival in and as a belief in lack, in fear of facing what has been accepted and allowed my man, as this would mean stepping out of complacency, as what exists on this earth within competition, ownership, survival, profit instead of the principle of oneness and equality, communing with and as life, as what we are.

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Day 89 Attention Seeking

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want attention.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that when I do not get attention it is a lack in another.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to defensively spite another, wish another insignificance when my attentions are not considered important.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to control what is talked about, what is discussed, what is focused upon.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have developed a character that wants attention and focus through discussing knowledge and information, facts and opinions, ideas and beliefs.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have become someone who is the character of talking about things in compensation to the norm of what is considered beautiful in and as my sisters who had a lot of attention from men.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that when I did not get attention for speaking about knowledge and information I would blame the receiver of what I had to say as being arrogant and unable to understand, as what I was was humiliation and hurt in believing I was rejected.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in believing I did not have the pretty face of my sisters I had to use another way and means of getting attention, thus I began to talk about knowledge and information as a way to get attention.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I repeat the same behaviors again and again, as I have become the character of anger at being pushed away where attention was denied, and then I felt humiliated and became spiteful towards the object not attending to me, which I have done with people and with things, when the “car” for instance does not function.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that in wanting my own opinions, beliefs and ideas, as knowledge and information validated, I am in essence asking for attention, and attention to me will never be the scenario as the words spoken are what is attended to and not myself, as the words are the “music” listened to, where it is not about me, it is about the “music” as the movement of what is here, where what is real, is self as life, where the principle of oneness in equality, as directive, is self expressing self as life , here thus within this life is the music.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am expecting attention, and when this is not given, I become spiteful in humiliation, as I fear no longer having attention, as having someone pay attention to me is a self validation, and singular in that what I want is purely attention.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand , that my spite is my self being reactive, being defensive, using blame as my attack, when attention is not payed to myself, where attention in and as itself can,never be given, as it is the being of self here in and as an expression of life as the living word, as life that is what is real and not an idea of getting attention or giving attention.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to listen to the stories of others, to respond to what others have to say in and as hearing their story within the principle of directing as what is best for all, as what is best for all is what is best for them, and to not stop within the story within basking in a stagnant emotion, but in moving what is here within being what is best for all as what is best for self is best for all, within the principle of oneness in equality, where no one is more or less than another, and what exists is life expressing itself as life as what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am a character wanting attention, wanting all eyes on myself here, instead of realizing that all that is here is life, and thus accepting all that is here as one and equal to me, where no one thing is greater than another, and all is supported in and as what it is as life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that myself as seeking attention, is myself in separation from myself as life, as I am here, thus I am life, thus there is no need to seek life as I am it.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that something can be lost.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that a system that denies life is an absolute atrocity, that in denying life it is obvious that life is not seen, thus those who take and deny sustenance to what is here on this earth, in fact cannot see life, and are in separation from life, living in an illusion believed to be real when the fact that death in non-awareness is the outcome of the human signifies this non-awareness of life, the acceptance of the illusion and the propagation of a belief that what is here on this earth as the physical cannot be understood would be what is expressed within a system that denies life and exists as survival/competition/profit/ division and conquer.

I commit myself to realizing that the character in and as myself seeking attention is myself in separation from life.

I commit myself to seeing that if a system is based on promoting self interest then, this very same system is in fact ignoring/not seeing/lost to what is real, as this physical world, where the act of withholding food and sustenance such as water and shelter to what is here as this physical world as life, is an act of serving the interests of attending to oneself only and not attending to life, as self has been made huge as more than anything else, and thus is self as this ego, in separation from what is real, life here.

I commit myself to realizing that the only thing to attend to is life, and that this is denied as money has been created as what is attended to, as money is resource made separate from life to allow the attentions of self in separation from life to exist in the illusion of self interest, where there is in fact no interest born as self as life has not lived a life of forgiveness of self as life, as life is giving as one  would like to receive, as this earth gives without ownership, it simply gives as it is life.

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