Day 521 The ominous cunning Fox

Last night as I pulled into my driveway, I suddenly was scared to exit the car  because there has been this fox wondering around my house at night crying. The sound of a fox crying is loud, piercing, like a baby or a person crying out. It cuts through the house. I feared the fox coming towards me, a little fox. I mean, fox are not known to bite people, so why the ominous presence around me about a fox?

I got into the house, was curled up in bed with my computer  before sleep, and there it was. But, this time, is was as though the fox was at my door emitting its cry-like bark. I nearly jumped out of my skin, I actually had the thought, “ did the fox get into the house?” It was that close.

I can be practical and realize that a fox cannot hurt me, may get some bites in, but foxes are not that big, and though they could hurt me, it is not like I cannot use my arms and grab the snout and protect myself, I mean i have done this with a bird the size of a fox, and though that bird had surprising strength from my perspective, I held my ground, without hurting the bird. It was a kind of balanced grasp, where I did not hurt the bird, but I did not allow the bird to hurt me, or move in any way that allowed a chaos that lead to reckless reactions not considering stability and just wanting to run away.

I had been working with a child, and that 13 year old tiny framed child, with braces and pimples, was full of dust - so to speak. All manner of  resistance and denial of common sense, manifest as the words “ I don’t know” again and again.

I remained unmoving, and did not point out or acknowledge the resistance, simply redirected, and then remained silent. The child kept going, eventually completing the task with clarity, the parents astounded. Though they said he was capable, they were surprised when the boy performed with such clarity - they “ did not know he could do that.” 

So, why do I fear the fox? What is a fox? A fox has traditionally represented cunning. 

cunning |ˈkəni ng |

adjective

1 having or showing skill in achieving one's ends by deceit or evasion : a cunning look came into his eyes.

• ingenious : plants have evolved cunning defenses.

2 attractive; quaint : the baby will look cunning in that pink print.

noun

skill in achieving one's ends by deceit : a statesman to whom cunning had come as second nature.

• ingenuity : what resources of energy and cunning it took just to survive.

DERIVATIVES

cunningly adverb

cunningness noun

ORIGIN Middle English : perhaps from Old Norse kunnandi ‘knowledge,’ from kunna ‘know’ (related to can ¹ ), or perhaps from Middle English cunne, an obsolete variant of can ¹ . The original sense was [(possessing) erudition or skill] and had no implication of deceit; the sense [deceitfulness] dates from late Middle English .

 So , what is cunning, how is this related to me? Where have I assumed knowledge and/or denied myself being erudite? I mean, “cunning” seems to mean being clear, being ingenious and yet has a negative connotation as being sly, evasive, deceitful. And here, this is my attachment to the word as the meaning.

I talked with a lawyer yesterday, and she said suddenly, “ but you are using common sense, and common sense is not what exists” lol.

So, cunning is to be able, as in “ can” but somehow, this is associated with deceit and at the same time erudition. These two meanings are seemingly at cross purposes, are they not/knot?

Cunning can also mean attractive, and attractive can be an ease, that is normal, like a child breaching through tiresome petulance and smiling, a smile that cannot be restrained, as though seeing clearly leads to a real joy. Was this done with deceit , or was this done with erudition? And is it deceitful to use common sense? Is my ominous presence built around the fox, simply myself existing as an ambiguous belief that being successful means being deceitful, or simply using common sense? I mean, it was using common sense of the bird, with all its strength that enabled me to remain calm and directed. Have we as a society, become so in separation from common sense that we/I see it as an unfair advantage and as such call it deceit? That is just so weird.

Am I afraid of what Rumplestiltskin will do when I call out his name? And will I feel guilty at doing so as a woman,because I will thwart him from having a child to care for him in his old age? I mean, in all common sense, is that not what Rumple wanted?

If humans were allowed to exist in common sense, or decided to stand in common sense, then the world would move in common sense, which is to move with the actual real physical that allows us to move and is the only way we can move, then would our health, and our security be such that there would be no need to use the ignorance of others to take in a way to have security for oneself.

This is also interesting, because, within our system, the doors for taking a direction that is best for all are right in front of us, we need only name them in common sense and walk through them. And yet, the accumulated dust of judgement  made idea, that is what really burns the flesh, has been allowed to become COMmonEPlace-nt/common place ( knot) within. This commonplace of limitation, has lost all divergent thinking, common sense, and is caught in the trap of its own limitations, and spites everyone who is not of this limitation and who instead uses common sense, like the fox, who manages more often than not to not get trapped and as such has come to be labeled as cunning, which is the capacity of common sense. So, instead of ideas about how something is done it is to look, here in common sense and realize that one cannot move in this world, unless one is equal and one to physical existence, because this is the way and the means of actual living. No idea, forced/placed/touted about this does the actual moving of oneself here, and as such the fox is a very attractive being, because they are able to move themselves in fluid ways, that the mind of limitation cannot even slow down enough to see but in a momentary flicker as they move through the night in silence. I mean, it is very hard to catch a fox, without the bully and aggression of a pack. So much man power used up, just to catch one small cunning animal. Who is the real cunning here? 

The “ cunning” of a fox, is defined within being sly, as in using slight of hand, but in this context the hand is actual physical “ can” do, “ can” be, as in able to move oneself physically and through time this has been connected to a negative meaning, when it is the limitation as deception that limits awareness of what directs self practically, as a physical being as what is and allows the expression of life, and as such is therefor, the real quality of life here. The fox is cunning because the fox “ can.”  The fox is cunning because the fox uses common sense. In relation to a lack of common sense, the fox appears to move in sly ways, appears to use a slight of hand, but it is the opposite. The fox, is simply here,

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to connect the term “ sly” to cunning.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define sly within cunning.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word sly and the word cunning through defining the word sly within the word cunning in separation from myself.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow a negative connotation/value to the word sly, within this.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that “ sly” is really  the use of an erudite sense of reality, nothing more and nothing less.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting  myself to see, realize and understand that the only way to direct myself here is with and through the physical, as the physical is how i move here, the physical is how things get done, here, the physical is the way and the means of living, the physical is what stabilizes me here, the physical is equal and one in common sense of the form and function and measure of being alive, being life, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to connect a negative connotation to making sense here, of space and time, of seeing realizing and understanding the common sense of practical physical reality that humans have accepted and allowed themselves to become so in separation from, that an idea as a fox being cunning and sly is a belief, when it is simply the extent to which a separation into and as a mind consciousness picture show of limited values has indeed separated men from practical reality, and as such lost all “cunne” ability of equality and oneness to and as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the mind will view what is not equal to its construct, as limited values,  as limited measure of space and time as the physical, as being a slight of hand, and as such a threat and as such something “ difficult” something “ dirty” something impossible, which reveals, the ego-centric nature of a belief system made more than reality, and as such an invisible hand that has no real power to see the fox.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the cry of the fox is perhaps the cry of common sense, and is painful to hear because it is a reminder to what measure of common sense may be left within a human, as the amount of separation accepted and allowed from common sense by the human, thus perhaps the cry of the fox is not a cry, but a mating call for humans to realize that the way to life is to realize oneness and equality to and as and with common sense, here as the physical world.

When and as I find myself fearing to leave my car, at night , in my driveway, because of a fox that has been wondering around my house these last three months and crying - last night sounding as though it was sitting on my doorstep wanting in, I stop and I breath, and I see realize and understand that  common sense is a slyness of erudition  that takes the time, with patience and ease, gentleness and humbleness to stand equal and one here in common sense of myself as a physical being that can only move here as what I am as life.

When and as I find myself becoming a subtle oscillation within and as me, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down until I am stable, and I place myself here, in  common sense of the fact that i am a physical being on a physical planet, here.

When and as i find myself fearing a fox, and have all manner of ambiguous projection in and as my mind, that is of some ominous presence that what, a fox is going to come and consume me?, I stop and I breath, and I see realize and understand that a fox actually came up to me one time while I was walking in the woods and was cautious, slow, gentle, sensing as its nose twitched, and as such did no harm, thus the real “ slight of hand here” is my mind, in and as a fear of death, which is in itself a loss of common sense within and as me as a physical being.

When and as I find myself becoming anxious about a fox, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I sense , here, the physical, as this is the only place that I can direct myself.

When and as I face deceit and evasion, I stop and I breath, be it within and as myself , or without as the construct of a self accepted and allowed and projected and allowed-to-define-self,  mind consciousness system of rushing to a good value to hide an accepted ambiguity,  I slow myself down and I move with the erudition, the grace, the gentleness, the humbleness, the common sense of a cunning and slyness of a fox, and I direct within and as what is the measure of a common sense of the physical in practical reality as this is the only place I can direct myself here.

Day 485 The mass of christ is the word of equality. It is earth-heart-hearth as all as one as equal.

If our words are not of what actually exists then we are not what actually exists. If we do not look at what is happening in the world, we cannot realize what is actually going on systemically, and as this we abdicate our responsibility, we abdicate talking about it, looking at it and asking ourselves why such a thing exists, because we then must change what it is that is allowing abuses that exist all over the planet. This is really like not wanting to face solution which makes no sense at all, especially on a world where men have created the present system, generations of them, and as this, men, the collective must begin to work together to become what is best for all, which is a process of becoming aware of oneself. What other action is there that is of worth here on earth, an action that allows one to become aware of one’sself as life? Would this not fulfill oneself of life so much more than chasing that idea of fulfillment that never plays out and only leads to more desire of un-fullfillment?

We all know that having an expensive car is cool because the machines we build are cool in many ways, but that car does not give any real eternal sense of security. What happens is the desire for another car, or another thing because somehow there remains a sense of lack within. Also, the car cannot be enjoyed because the cost of it is such that something can be lost as we have allowed money and things, as objects to become more of a value that actually being here enjoying physical presence and expression as life. This is why there cannot be any real life until all people and all things of this planet are at ease equally as life, as that awareness of what we are here as. The volume of ourselves as life is so diminished that we keep wanting something to fill it with a substance that completes us, but this cannot happen from without only, it must be what one is as an expression from within, and what one is as life is this, thus we are really suppressing what we are as life and then taking on an idea, a very limited idea to be expression as ourselves, building an alternate reality called consciousness as mind of pictures to be life, when it is a reflection of lesser values and has no power to sustain itself because it is not equal to life.

The physical world is life, it is the gift to equalize self to and as life. The crosses we bear are our quantum minds built of various limited beliefs that separate us, these can be seen as class, as nationality etc. etc. and we are using the ecology of the earth to maintain an economy that maintains separation from realizing the value is life. Thus, are minds as the collective ideology and imagery are self built, self accepted and allowed crosses that we are carrying within, and these are our crosses that are the self built would( wood) of crucifixion, our minds show us the parts of our own fiction that separates us from life, from respecting the physical world, from doing no harm to this earth, to respecting everything that is here and realizing that the physical is equal to us as life. Behaviors  of destruction to anything here, are behaviors of separation, they are the being and the having of inner ideas as mind, that lead to insecurity and an inability to have a common sense of reality, the physical. 

There is only one gift to give, and that is equality, to give as one would like to receive. Thus a system must be placed on this planet that allows this. This is a Living Income Guarantee, where all life has stability, and within this the ability to help a neighbor as oneself. To have the ease from economic stress to slow down and take the time to look around and realize solutions that are sustainable and supportive. The really cool part of this, is that in the process each would become more aware of how the physical world is creation and how this works, thus an understanding of self that is solid and stable would be the gift. Is this not the best gift that we can all give to ourselves? This can be done, it is only the quantum mind composed of our accepted and allowed limited insight made picture endlessly looping around that separate us. The tools to slow down and realize this are here. The course of action through this is free and the only way is to walk through our own created valleys as mind of the shadows of death. These appear huge, but they are but the smoke from the friction caused by separation from self as life.

It is like we are building our own crosses of separation and spiting this action in a blind rage of fear. And all we need do is take a breath, slow down and stop and look. 

We cannot allow what is happening on earth, We cannot allow the devastation to nature. We cannot allow the frustrated behaviors of survival to continue, as these are the consequence of lack for which we are all to blame, because every part of this planet is us, what happens on every point happens to all of us. 

We are each breaking our own hearts within and as such breaking this earth without as we are allowing a polarity playout as mind of good vs. bad, which is the movement of ourselves in judgement instead of common sense and respect for everything, which means the actual real physical, that which is the means of expression. We each are not allowing ourselves to give as life as what we are, and using the physical world to be and do this.

Thus, the present system of hierarchy is a reflection of ourselves within as limitation as quantum mind. This limitation voices itself as thoughts, that accumulate into emotions and feelings, of good and of bad, the positive and the negative, and we as flesh deteriorate just as the earth is, as we consume the physical to maintain our limited alternate reality as mind. And as this, our hearts/earth/hearth breaks with us as us, and instead of giving as we would like to receive which is the joy of life, we build idols of idea about how we should appear and be just to survive the crying of our own accepted and allowed state of limitation.

The system represents the playout of this behavior, the extremes exit and the degrees between the extremes of this system of limited awareness of life. The wealthy are just one end of the spectrum of our separation and the impoverished are the other. Both exist because the collective allows this. Thus we cannot blame either, and it will take many of us to change this, to create a society that is constant in creating stability on earth. A child born into a stable environment tends to do better, thus children that are unstable and grow up to be used as a commodity, cannot be blamed, as they have had no exposure to development and know only extreme survival behaviors. All of this can change as we change what we have allowed as the sound of ourselves within, through self forgiveness, writing and corrective application, changing the very resonance of ourselves, and as this the very substance of what we are within can change, that is the power we have as life as what we are, we need only accept it and walk.

When ever something new is started , the turning, the changing of direction seems very very slow, and at moments it appears that the old habit will not move, and this is because it is stuck. But this can change, because it is of a substance as a sound, and that can be redirected. So, the beginning change seems slow and almost impossible, but with concerted effort, the slowing down and looking begins, and then the movement and/or state can be seen. We have all experienced this, in modern lingo I have heard it called a “ eureka “ moment. Then the new movement must be practiced until it is understood and automatic ( now within this realize what our media has been doing, as the extreme end of the spectrum as the elite that have cloistered the wealth from labor and resources created by all of us, this innate ability of ourselves as life is being used thus it exists). So, this ability to sense here, this that builds here, can slowly build awareness that is equal and one to the physical world. The physical earth is life, and self as life would leave nothing behind,  would never waste the very substance of life because all of it is the fabric of what builds here, thus all of it is of value. 

So, with a Living Income Guarantee, we can begin to realize the value being life and build a world that respects and takes the very stuff of the fabric of life to build a heaven on earth, where each heart can have a hearth to enjoy self as life and be life in thought, word and deed, as the principle of give as you would like to receive. This is the real mass of Christ as the message of equality.

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Day 296 Transfer Pricing, Usury and the education of a child.

Transfer Pricing, Usury and the education of a child.
It is all tied together. One effects the other. One is the inversion of money to be transferred to a few, causing economic slavery and thus instability,. What happens to a child that is raised within such an environment of economic slavery? What behaviors does such inversion of money create on a species whose existence is determined by money? And who are the ones most effected? What are the effects of a fear caused by constant financial worry? If one is in worry, and each of us should stop for a minute and think about how much we think about money and paying our bills, and within this how much of the lives of our children we miss because we have spent so much time focused on how we are going to pay our bills and our mortgages and fix that roof, and replace that car with over 200,000 miles that in a year - even if one has taken care of that care - or two - will become 250,000 miles? After your mortgage payments, and no vacations, and the principle of the mortgage at the end of the loan, which means your principle payments go up and the interest goes down, which means your taxes go up, which means that the ability of even a frugal person to manage to have an account to place a small amount of money to repair that 30 year roof in 5 years, is virtually impossible.
This system is impossible, it does not create and allow life to simply be.
What is transfer pricing and how does this “invert money” ? Well, it inverts the wealth, the value of resource to nothing at the place of origin and then sends it all around the world, establishing a greater value down the line. It is moving wealth into the hands of another, and in this case, into another country. Transfer pricing should really be labeled as what it is, the transfer of a monetary value given to a resource into the hands of another, before consideration of supporting life.
So what is usury? And how does this follow the same inversion process?
And this is why Christ was so angry and reactive in the “temple”. And please, remember that Christ was a real person, a man, he was not some invisible god!
Money is loaned with interest. This means more money is paid back with the borrowed sum/money. The banks create more money every time someone borrows money and lends this created money. So the value of what was borrowed on, then generates a situation where the interest can be paid on the loan. So, the banks want constant “borrowing/lending” to exist because they can constantly have new money to lend/be borrowed. But, since the interest is not real money it must take from the real “leant/borrowed” money. But there is not enough of this, because there is only so much leant and it cannot possibly cover the interest, the back payment of more than lent/borrowed.
Look at this in a small bubble. I live on a Island with you, the two of us. I have five dollars and you have five dollars. I borrow your five dollars to use ( in whatever way). You tell me that I must give you interest on that 5 dollars, meaning I must pay you back 7 dollars. Okay, where is that “more” 2 dollars? It does not exist.
It does exist in the 5 dollars that one of the two had - one could say. So, that other person eventually gives back the borrowed 5 dollars and 2 dollars of his 5. Now he has only 3 dollars. So, the lender/bank now has transferred the value - as the paper money- to himself, leaving the other with less.
Take this and place this scenario onto your household, into the function and form as usury, as bank lending and personal borrowing. A mortgage is basically the transfer of your wealth to a bank, to another. Usury, interest lending, is wealth transfer. “Wealth” is not just luxury items, it is what you have that supports you as life, this includes the basic needs for existence. The existence of interest lending, and taxing, on those who pay the brunt of taxes, which are those on the lower levels of this pyramid of wealth transfer, allows economic slavery. Economic slavery effects the behavior of the enslaved, as they believe they own what they have, but are placed in a situation where they must worry about that house that is keeping them warm, so basic existence is lost to worry and fear of survival to make that payment with money that does not exist, or is basically moving your “wealth/ life support” into the hands of another.
What would such an environment create for a child? And why is it not understood by the parents that usury is really a criminal activity of wealth ( labor and resource - this also being a home) transfer? Why have the adults of this world not been educated to really understand this inversion process of wealth/resource? Could this be why Christ as a MAN, was so reactive within the money lending/borrowing scheme done through inversion?
Or, do we know this, and we blame the one left on the street for not ‘having figured this out” not stopping ourselves and realizing that it is an impossibility for others to NOT fall.
Back to our children. What does such an environment do to children? Children are born without language and without religion. They do not even know how to walk. Yet they learn, in a relatively short period of time, to move a body with multiple limbs, and speak at the same time. This indicates an ability of depth perception, a common sense of this world that is more than superficial.
Given the illusion of usury and transfer pricing, and how it is taking from one to pay another, to transfer a value to another, causing poverty and starvation, worry and fear, disregard for the real value of what is here on earth. It is taking what is here, the physical stuff of this planet, and giving it a monetary value, and then lending that value out, and asking for a greater return, which means taking from one to pay another, transferring what supports life as resource onto a symbol ( money) and then transferring again the real value of that transferred value into/onto a few, this being the money lenders/banks.
And then taxes can be used to regulate “getting ahead’ to ensure that there is no way to have any savings and to ensure constant lending/borrowing.
Dont’ be upset if this is not understood right away, take the time to look at this, write it out. I remember trying to do chemistry in high school. It was gibberish to me. But another violinist came to me with a perfect test score and showed this to me. I just looked at him and eureka it dawned on me that if he could do that, so could I. I had to look at chemistry over and over again, I had to stare at those symbols and that math - with the electrons and neutrons etc. again and again. I could not see it. And then one day, boom! I began to see it. And it all made sense. So, one moment I was quiet in the face of talking about Chemistry, because I thought it some complicated, difficult thing, and the next thing I knew it was not, it made sense. ( please , I have not looked at chemistry in YEARS, so I would have to review it all, but it would not be some foreign complicated, extremely difficult thing, I could if I sat and looked and went over some chemical process carefully get to a point where I could basically understand the principles- and even here, i would then understand that many of the products sold by pharmaceuticals are repackaged old products, and this is done to - once again- change a price to a higher price with one tiny molecular change- which is another transfer price action)
So, once again, how do the behaviors of “ the economically enslaved” and the “economically able to take ( meaning wealth transferrers)” effect the expression, as the movement of men on this earth? What would such a system create as the very life movement of men on this earth? And how would this behavior effect the children born into a system of such movement? How would such a system choose what is best? It cannot do what is best for this planet, what is best for life, it is by nature, a system of inequality, and the nature of this action is an ignorance of life, because to do this, means the real value is not seen, is not understood. The real value is not taught! Within this, one can begin to realize that everything that is here affects everything that is here. And this ability of this physical world, as thus, a tool to become aware of self as life. This earth, in totality is the gift to become aware of life, I mean, what else is there? Thus this is forgiving oneself to and as life. This is what self forgiveness is. This is why the physical is real and religion is illusion/imagination. Yet, a system of inequality, would make such proposals and use that transferred wealth to project images all over this earth that divert/transfer your attention from what is real!

And then, this is perpetuated and handed down to the children.
I don’t know how many people who have had children, later turn to religion, and such, as they feel that somehow the promise of what they saw in their children when their children were young, was never lived. So, a promise was there, and it died. What if that “promise” was what was real? And it is the action of this system, of economic enslavement as the transfer of value to a few, and the process of limiting awareness, to allow this un equal support, that which is non development of children as life, because the parents are so lost in worry about debt and figuring out how to pay for the development of their children? The parents are not here, as they were brought up within the same system, and now they have a moment of joy, with a new life, and then somehow that life is never fully realized, is never fully lived, that life grows up and somehow the promise of that child is gone. And what is really sick, is that we blame the child, or we blame the genes, or we blame the education we had, or we blame some traumatic event ( and believe me, I had a man tell me when I suggested that we spend some time with the children, that my sons were totally “fucked/screwed up because their father killed himself. Yes, I stopped and I looked at this person, was astounded and thought, how does one follow the other? There are people on this earth who have suffered so much and it did not destroy them etc. Needless to say that was the end of that - at the time) . Yet, blame is living in a past event, and it is more of the same behavior that created this system/existence of inequality, of un equal awareness of this physical gift of life world. The past is not here, and “here” can be seen and understood, it takes some looking at here, just as i had to look at those chemical symbols again and again until I could SEE how they “moved’ so to speak.
There is not time for blame, there is not time for spite, there is only the choice of removing this economic system of enslavement, of value transfer, of this pyramid scheme, it is not supportive of life, and it does not under stand life, it is not using the value of this physical world as the gift of life, as the means to become one and equal in understanding and awareness of this physical world. This system is destroying the one promise that was real, the ability exhibited in children at a young age, when they manage so many things, and that management ability is not developed, it is shut down, and each and every one of us caught up in this system are accepting and allowing this. It is time to stop, to stand and to support a practical way and means to end this. This is to collectively, just as advertising collectively indoctrinates!, stand as all as one as equal, to and as what is best for all, realizing the value is life, and that what is here, as this physical earth, belongs to all of us, as life, as all as one as equal, here. It is time to allow that promise of that child to be lived, It is time to stop this sick game of transferring what supports life into a mirage of ignorance that is fear, that is the behavior indicating that one’s self as life has separated itself from what is real, as life, this that is the real value, here.
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Day 245 A projection from the past.

I was sitting in a passenger seat of a car today, watching the driver when suddenly it was as though I was a child watching my father drive, and this positive feeling rushed through me, life, “WOW” my dad is so cool, he can move the stick shift and move the pedals and drive this car, he is so cool, how does he do that? This car is so big and, wow, look at him driving the CAR!, He is amazing!” I stopped. It was like I am sitting there and suddenly this feeling thing and memory “film” thing is there. Since I am walking the desteni process, I realized that this happy feeling was from this past memory, imposed onto what was here and real, this physical world.
I also thought, if I did not have this, and I did not catch this, Would I have imposed this onto that moment, and associated this past even with that moment, and thus, not even realize that moment for what it was? Would I have then said to someone when I justified a choice made in relation to who and what was involved in that moment as “ I have a feeling”, or “ I just know this, because I know, because I have a strong FEELING about this”?
So, here i am projecting this “feeling” and I catch the memory there in that moment from my childhood as a moment of believing my parent to be some big magical being able to drive a car in relation to me being a child, feeling small and unable, and the residual feeling memory, as the projection being this “wow” moment, where what is behind this is obviously myself., as a small child, measuring myself to an adult, actually judging myself as incapable.
But this is how the mind works, how the energetic feelings and emotions work attached to the memory as the moment within a judgement, which is the “good’ and the “bad” judgment. The good being the other end of the spectrum of energy, as both feeling and emotion are energy and not self here, equal and one to and as the physical as the substance of life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have judged myself as less than the person driving the car that I was in.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have believed myself to be less than the person driving the car that i was in.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that at that moment in the car, I was feeling sorry, or worried about myself in some way, and thus a memory came up of same situation, where i was believing myself to be incapable, as I was a child in the memory, as I looked up and over to my father driving a car, and allowing myself to go into a state of awe in my father’s ability to drive a car, where I judged my father as this god-like figure able to drive a big scary car.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I was a child, and even if I were capable of driving a car, I was not big enough to see out the windshield, thus to compare myself to my father driving the car was of no common sense awareness of the physical world at that time, and thus I gave the situation a limited value awareness not seeing realizing and understanding with practical common sense the reality of the moment, and instead imprinted myself with a memory of myself as being less than and my father as being some kind of super hero, and yet I can also see that this attitude was probably developed through the stories and images I had seen on TV , read in books, and picked up within the relationships around me as parents and other adults with whom I had come in contact, all of them existing in and as their minds as consciousness, judging life within limited values not seeing realizing and understanding the mind and how it functions.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how automatic I have become within and as a mind consciousness system of judgement, of measuring my world according to limited ideas, beliefs and opinions as values in separation from what is actually really here in and as the physical, as within this example, where all I was doing was sitting in the passenger seat of a car, looking at the driver for the moment, and simply nothing else, thus there was no need to make a judgement about this moment, and yet, because i have accepted and allowed a system , as mind, of limited values, as separation , and thus allowing myself to become energy, limited and separate from a sound, here, mind, I have become automatic within and as reacting within and as judgement through comparison and competition, which I project onto the physical reality, which I have no awareness of within the automation of this, unless I stop and I breath, and I learn to understand myself as the mind, as judgment as more than and less than, as belief, opinion and idea, based on the MO, the method of operation within a survival based system within the society, class, nationality, economic situation, race, culture in which I live, and that i am a collection of beliefs carried and developed through generations of same acceptances and allowances as mind, as separation from what is real as the substance of the physical, and thus have I learned to live in an alternate judgmental reality in separation from being here, equal and one to and as the substance as life, as the physical, creating an outcome of reaction instead of an action of equality to and as life, in self direction, and thus full potential of myself as life, here.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that memories that come up in normal everyday situations where a feeling or an emotion seem to suddenly possess me I stop and I breath, and I realize that I am existing within as a judgement based on the past as a “more than and a less than” in relation to what is actually physically here in the moment.
I commit myself to slowing myself down in and as breath, to remain equal and one with and as the physical here, where should emotions and feelings come I realize that they are not what i am here in this moment unless I accept and allow them, and that what they essentially reveal , is myself within and as self judgement based on a want, desire and need of limited values as what was taught within a system of competition to survive creating a behavior of incessant comparison, all in separation from realizing equality and oneness and what I am as life as what this earth is, here.
I commit myself to, when and as I have an emotion or feeling, I stop and I breath, and I realize what triggered the memory I am projecting onto my environment, and as what I am allowing myself to be , here, to see realize and understand the thought within and as comparison and thus fear of loss, to bring myself back here, equal and one , with and as what is real, the physical.
I commit myself to realize that the initial emotion of feeling less than, my father, was made from a child’s viewpoint, where there was no physical reason to judge myself as being incapable, or less than , in any way, within driving a car, as I simply was not physically big enough to drive a car.
I commit myself to not allow myself to turn another person into a super hero and instead to use my common sense, and realize how this physical world works in common sense, as within this situation as this memory of myself as a child, my father was simply large enough to drive a car, and had practiced the mechanisms of driving a car and thus was able within the nature of his size, and the practice with the apparatus of the car, able to drive the car, and had I been taught in such a way as a child, learning to understand the physical world, a judgement of an adult driving a car would not have been turned into this person being some “more awesome”, meaning super hero seeming fantastic idea, which is to not judge a person as less than, but to realize practical reality as being life, where life is what is special in each and every one of us, as life is the gift.

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Day 221 Behavoirs of conjecture

My sons would have friends over to the house. Sometimes the behaviors were unacceptable. I would want to make a statement that this, or that friend was no longer allowed at the house. I would also feel quilt about this, and also get behaviors from my children as a consequence. Reactions of anger. So, I had to try and explain. Eventually, I got the the point where I would say that the friend had many qualities that were fine; for instance one friend would play a lot of guitar, and he taught my son to play - this was fine. Then I would go onto explain that it was some of his behaviors that I found unacceptable, it was the emotional storms the friend would go into that were not only unacceptable but dangerous. This one friend tended to brake things in the house, in some kind of reckless abandon. So, I told my son, that I could not let this behavior into the house, as it was a behavior that was not in the best interests of my son…. as well.
I even talked with the boy one time and tried to get him to see this. But it did not stop.
Needless to say, one night the boy took my car and drove himself home, without asking. These are the kinds of things this child did. At the moment, when my son is home, this other boy is not here. He has been cast out from being allowed in the house. He would come and apologize, but then, inevitably come and do something like this again.

With this boy, most of the time, he was polite, in that he would say hello, sometimes come and talk to me, we even played together a couple of times. But then suddenly, it was like he was possessed with a desire for something, like he was afraid he was going to lose something. And then the reckless anger ( perhaps ALL anger is reckless!) would take some action and something would be broken, and he would go running out into the yard breaking things. Something was obviously bothering him and whatever it was he had to get it under control.

Some “ idea” had become his state of mind, lol, his state of being as mind, as a limited sense, caught up in some desire to placate his fear of some loss needing justification within some kind of attention.

A noun, can also be a state of being. A thing. So a person becomes a state of being, within desire, want or need, as behavior, driven by the e(ergy)motion to meet that supposed “need”, so possessed, what is here is forgotten. And it has nothing to do with what is actually here. ( Unless ofcourse, you are a starving child, starving because some “states” within this world, like the United STATEs, believe themselves to be in need, so possessed by their own consumerism that a perpetual tantrum exists within want that this possessions ignores what is actually here.)

If we, the human, were taught to be here, as in seeing what is actually here, and how what is here functions, instead of being told we cannot understand what is here, ( I mean, there arefarmers in the Swiss Alps who read the plants to determine the weather!) the only place to go is into conjecture, and on what basis would such a thing exist? How can it be believed that “here” cannot be understood, and then decide conjecture, as what is not here or physically validated, then be understood and/or followed as being a guide? This is just a man-u-factured illusion actually blocking common sense! Also, if looking at here, at nature, one notices a tree looking unhealthy, then what is needed is to see what is missing from the tree that it requires to become healthy, this is simply seeing a lack within requirement physically.

If a behavior is not dealing with what is actually physically here, then it is an idea, belief, or opinion, imagination, judgement based on some limited viewpoint, believing some kind of attention is necessary that has no real value or self directive capacity as what the physical, in common sense, is able to do!. So the physical world is actually a directive within being here with what is real. So anything that creates a fantasy, such as pictures on a tube, or words on a page, cannot be taken as what is, as it is a picture drawn of something real and not the real thing. So, a state of being, as a desire, want and need fixed into some fantasy and imagination that cannot even be verbally expressed, and ends up as a behavior that is reckless and destructive in missing/wanting some relationship not being made, and that, probably within some agenda or made huge emotional need, like a strategic planning to get something. I mean, just think about the whole sex seeking scenario, it is the same. And occupying. Thus, there can be no such thing as self interest only, because we are on a physical planet that functions within specific forms, all working together. Force actions of monoculture on this, and use a force of creating some invisible scenario, limited in design to create that monoculture and what is real is destroyed as it is taken apart to be placed into a lesser design. In this way, the physical is the gift of what works, so it is to become with what is actually here, to be here, seeing, looking at what works here, where what is here allows what works to actually be seen. A real “god”/parent would not have conjecture, only abuse would use conjecture, for personal gain. And what happens if this “conjecture” is taught to children? As what is real? And it goes on for generations? Welcome to hell on earth!

So, obviously, the present system of invisible hands, and invisible gods is a travesty of conjecture. It is not here, existing with what is actually here. To keep this limited illusion that uses what is actually here, our children are educated into the illusion and not taught to work with what actually physically exists. And they are fed images via TV, and sugar to keep them in some excited STATE in separation from here. I think I would run outside my house and want to break things too, but this is not a solution. The solution, is to come back to what is here, as the physical. To investigate what has been accepted and allowed, and to stop, to allow equal and one understanding with what is here, the physical world.

An Equal Money System will allow those who presently are actually looking in common sense of what is physically here, before they are asked to skew data to suit profit, to do what the actual physical world reveals. As of now, what the actual physical world needs, in may places where children are starving, is not being met. Even though this world is able to send aid, and distribute guns, and get drugs over borders in government planes ( interesting how the government resembles what was considered Mafia behavior more and more everyday as the monoculture begins to crumble) , and organize school systems to indoctrinate, and get telephone wires and radio waves everywhere to broadcast things. With all this, a system ofcommunication and transportation already exists. And obviously since there is massive amounts of food wasted every day, there is enough food.

It is like, instead of understanding how water works and functions and all its properties, what exists is a system where a few are allowed to build a structure that allows them to control that water, where so much effort and energy is spent on getting this human control, instead of actually developing an understanding of what water is in totality, and sharing that understanding with every human so that each and every human has an understanding, and thus respect for that water! In this way, what exists is a crime, as it actually blocks understanding of the substance here on earth supporting life, and instead teaches the structure that allow one/ a few to be dominant. And look at that water, it is all the same, as a water molecule, existing within its nature to do what it does - which i do not understand because I have never had the opportunity to be taught this because I was taught to serve the ONE as role play of dominator. That/this is really really messed up.
Even that “dominator” does not understand water, because if they did they would become as that water, this substance spread all over this earth giving freely, being itself as what it is, able to be understood if the attentions of men were not drawn away from this actual physical world!
To think that water can be owned means that you are a zombie - as we tell ourselves with the movies we make- and have become the good servant of a system of ignorance of life, that you have accepted and allowed the diversion from self as life, and are caught up in an illusion and conjecture, where this illusion determines your behavior, a behavior developed to be ignorance! Thus, man has become the blind leading the blind.

Generations generating ignorance.

TIme to start playing on the band wagon of life, pick up your instrument of life, your human physical body, and support Equal Money, and walk the process of realignment back to the physical and away from a taught conjecture. All the king’s men and all the king’s horses cannot put you back together again. But, the good news is, that you can do it yourself as Desteni. Start with a free course; Desteni I Process Lite. You will never look back, as life is better than a dream in front of your television set.

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Psywar

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The Trap

http://archive.org/details/AdamCurtis_TheTrap

The Power Principle

http://metanoia-films.org/the-power-principle/

Human Resources: Social Engineering in the 20th Century

http://metanoia-films.org/human-resources/

Catastroika - Greek Documentary

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoNjVMhmBfM

The Marketing of Madness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=vnuMhlPn9TA#!

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