E-motional memory verses Superior memory. Day 742

Emotional memory verses superior memory.

What is an emotional memory? It is a memory that moves by association, a scattered self, building stories to avoid looking directly here, and choosing to self direct in effective and  practical ways. It is a memory that is a mis-use of the imagination. It is a memory of value judgements instead of moving in a direct application of practical steps, something that demands a presence in the physical and practical reality. It is a memory of memorized information, without real mastery of the subject, as the story memorized becomes greater, as the focus of the ability to sense,  than what is real as the physical. It is believing that the numbers and words and pictures falling down the screen of one’s mind is more real than the wall of the mind composed of atoms and electrons and the forms therefrom formed as that physical symbiotic system as the physical.  

An emotional memory is an inferior memory, one that cannot remember what happened yesterday, or the day before and has no real insight into tomorrow. It is a metaphysical shadow, invisible yet telling in the words and focus and movements of the machine called the human physical body, as that body loses the gentleness and grace of movement so visible in children, those children before 7 years of age, or sooner because this emotional memory has become an elephant in the room in so many, and the children absorb it so readily, that some could say the law of compounding has reached a critical mass, and that mass is so large, children are being inundated at an earlier age. Children are the poorest on earth, they have no way to escape as the adults believe in their inferior emotional memory, the ONLY thing made real, more than the ability to be practical. Being practical builds a more superior memory.  

A superior memory, has a living creative and critical thinking ability.  The emotional memory loses spatial ability over the life time of the person, so visible in no longer being able to drive a car, as driving the car becomes difficult because the loss of focus ability in real space and time, has  become lost in a emotional directive as the self following an emotional memory of ideas, beliefs and opinions, polarized value judgements that is the manifestation of a lack of real self  responsibility. 

 An emotional memory cannot see that real story, as it is lost in the manipulations of self interest. An emotional memory,  cannot see consequence in space and time, as the present systems moving on the world stage. An emotional memory cannot see that the paper religions are the means of abdication of self responsibility. Paper religions say one must ask some invisible force for forgiveness, because the emotional memory is so lost in itself, as its own accepted and allowed construction, that it lives in a story of information that reflects the denial of the real self. 

 An emotional memory made huge, projected out onto the world lives in constant anxiety, and avoids what may reveal the self interest of a composed shadow world of denial of the practical, the physical. If anything, an emotional memory denies and denigrates the physical, that which is in plain sight. An emotional memory driven person has a harder time keeping their house in  order, has a harder time overseeing a reconstruction job- something that was not so difficult at one time. An emotional memory driven person, has a harder time with relationships, as the stories of information creating metaphysical stories that have nothing to do with the practical that sound more spite and blame than anything else, are a spin of information much like the story of Humpty Dumpty, a shattered and dispersed collective of bits of events constantly weaving and forming to only continually substantiate a logic of rejecting self responsibility, a kind of perpetual motion separate from reality. The outcome, a loss of real spatial ability. It becomes a memory that consumes and no longer sees the real horizon, and will choose to watch cheap entertainment instead of looking at what is real and moving and forming on the world stage, and with the trees right outside one’s door. 

This begs the question as to what is a superior memory?

A superior memory most probably does not exist. A superior memory would be a focus in the practical reality, respecting all things, from the smallest to the largest. A superior memory would be aware of the movements of what composes this world in the immediate and the distant. A superior memory would see, for instance, that the religion of Islam, is a newer religion, and would look to see why this was formed within the context of the whole.  One could also do this with the formation of Christianity, where a man came and said god is within, at a time when there was a movement from polytheism into monotheism. It was the message that the qualities given to existing within many gods outside of us, were to become living words, as one could stand equal to the qualities projected and begged for and yet not seen to be the capacity of each, as the composition of the practical, as the living physical reality. Instead, the qualities of things that are here, as the physical, were self denied and a belief that there was a god that gave and took away the ability to be aware of the states of being as qualities one could become and understand and stand with to focus on the living reality were denied by the self, again, and made into a belief that such was given, and thus, this is a religion of fear, a paper religion because it exists only as the words of men, made into an emotional memory. 

Today we could say we have a god of science. A god that supposedly has done all the research and therefor no more questions need to be asked because the science is done ( and we have been behaviorally programmed to follow ONLY- without question - practiced in the design of public school education, consuming years of development) . And that science does not need to be reviewed and checked. This in itself a body of emotional memories in fear of losing their jobs, as the self interest in survival is greater than what is best for all men, this a continuation of denying self and living outside of real capacity as a superior memory.  We are moving into a chemical god , that is a chimeric god of information, a limited story serving the belief that we cannot know, and continuing the imposition of ideas, beliefs and opinions that we cannot be responsible, when we have been told that god is within, as life, manifest as the practical and physical world, hidden in plain sight, where the answer is to become the living word, to respect the immediate and be aware of the distant, to cross reference the real and very practical physical world, to understand the qualities of this world and to work with them in ways that do no harm and to practice standing equal and one with them. Even the educational understanding of accelerated learning techniques tell the way to building a superior memory. To use the senses, to cross reference the immediate and the distant, to build relationships with words have a direct application to this living reality that surrounds us, that is us.  

One could say that our cultures are our past, that we cling to (the information not all bad) instead of reforming into new ways of doing things that support and value all life. One could realize that our banking system is a private club manipulating economically to bring forward systems of control, in the offerings of what avenues are allowed to structure our lives, as we are not being responsible on an individual level, choosing survival over what is best for all.   An emotional memory is a memory at war with common sense, the systems merely a representation of control of each at war with being in common sense and respect of the physical. The loss of spatial ability a mirror of an emotional memory. An emotional memory being a inferior memory, and the resistance towards being one’s self in one’s real capacity, which is to exist as a superior memory.  A superior memory being the ability to see directly here, to make the only choice available, the choice to investigate, assess, review, cross reference, here, the physical to move in ways that do no harm, that consider all things, that realize and live in presence, in body, in spirit, in focus of and as what is best for all.

A superior memory sees, realizes and understands that the paper castles of men as the words composing the systems , holding them in place to control a lack of self responsibility because of the acceptance of an emotional memory ONLY -  a smoke and mirrors show - a form of limitation, causing a war of polarizing bodies of contrasting lie-by-omission storied tales that are but a wall of numbers and letters falling all around us as the media ( amazing how our popular culture reflects what we do!) , and the voices of an emotional memory informing us as persona’s thereof, distracting us from seeing directly here and accepting a natural capacity to be and live a superior memory.  All of this is rejection of real capacity and a default system of acceptance of the suppression of self, that feels like a depression because a rejection of self is a form of depression that leads to behaviors of anxiety, fear, denial and eventual physical dis-ease. I mean what did one think the story of Plato’s wall was about?  What did one think the presence of becoming ‘ the living word’ was about? What did one think one’s loss of spatial ability is? What does one think self forgiveness is about? 

Ask yourself; " How is a house built but in practical ways and means? " Time to take back self as life, and live in the physical reality as being life information. Focus here, forgive an emotional memory and build a superior memory. Become present here, take back a direct focus,  the tools are here, they are simple, effective and move piece by piece, a walk into life. Become the potential you are meant to be.  

Day 648 It is time to come home.

If I can only focus on one thing at a time, then the small is here right in front of me for me to use to direct myself in ways that do no harm. I have to feel here, the space around me, just as a young baby does, sensing the space as that arm begins to move from it’s side to an object hanging above.

Yesterday, I had a conversation with someone and I started to argue the limitations, instead of taking the small, as the words of and as the physical objects used to tag values onto , creating a story. By this I mean I reacted to the ideas and argued about the ideas, instead of looking at the objects used to back the ideas, and grounding these little things into a practice of living in common sense of the physical.

Within this, in the next moment, as I had slowed down, in response to the previous moment, and breathed, calming myself until I breathed with ease, I let the previous moment go and focused on what was in front of me in practical terms, telling myself that the previous moment was no longer here, and that I could assess and self correct.  In some ways , at the moment, I begin to realize that conceptually, I move in a very sluggish way, and it is here that I lose what may be an ease that has a quality of being fluid, able to assess and address in ways that allow a constant that is stable, and it is remaining within the small, that I can critique and create, as this is how one stands equal and one to creation, as this is how one can move through the eye of the needle. If I rush, as idea, as wanting to impose a picture of belief onto reality around me, I get bigger as my idea, I rush forward with this, and it does not fit, and it causes more conflict , even if some parts are correct, and I get so busy ‘ creating as mind consciousness ‘ only that I lose a sense of physical reality, and the communication with it, that I can no longer fit through the eye of the needle - so to speak.

I can only move with the small, taking the small physical means of life information, and grounding them here, within the practice of how we really live on a physical world that is life information. The physical is really ‘ the higher mind’ as it is what manifests, what forms into living. What uses the physical to build self definitions is what imposes an energy spin onto the physical, sucking from it, destroying it back into nothingness, because what does not support the physical is not small enough to create with- so to speak. Our money system is the model of this inner self interested action without, as it supports the self interest of a few, allowing control from an e-go of separation into ideas, beliefs and opinions that have lost all sense of the small as the means of creation, thus those who are caught in this,  reveal to us what we are allowing ourselves because we participate in this. Here, as mind consciousness only as ideas, beliefs and opinions, as ego,  we are not equal to life, to the small, to the means of physical creation that is life information. And our physical bodies show the degree of separation we have accepted in a loss of our spatial sense that is so alive at birth. Just watch a baby, they are building in into this awareness. This begs the question, “ Is all that information constantly touted through media developing this spatial awareness being built, as a natural act, or is it informing in ways that build a separation from what is real and right in front of us? Who profits from this? No one.

I mean, how does a dancer become a dancer? They ‘ program’ themselves to move their bodies and this information through physical actions that then becomes what directs their flesh with ease and of which can become automated if we do not understand how this works, and as that automation only, over time, lose ourselves to our own creation, leading to a breaking down of our creation as our programmed directives. And/or as we self aggrandize our own self development, becoming that self interested self aggrandizing spinning around as idea, belief and opinion in our picture show minds- or a ‘ good’ programming - instead of enjoying how we can create ourselves, and how this works, and is the means to express ourselves as life.

I may, bring myself back into the physical, forgive what has accumulated, ground it back into the practice of living, taking the small as I can only be in one moment at a time, and directing myself within this understanding to build self trust as what and who I am as life as a physical state of being. The physical can be what helps me to see where I am not equal to creation, and also, be the means of creating, this is the gift of life, here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand the rush of the mind as idea, belief and opinion.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to, within this, believe that something, that sum thing as an accumulation as ideas, beliefs and opinions as value judgements can be lost- when in essence that ideological mental picture show is just this, a televised picture show and not myself as life equal to the means of life as the physical, as not myself being focused in equality and oneness with the physical.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to use the small, as what I can focus on in common sense of and as the physical, to ground this here, in and as the real practice of living, where the starting point is the same as the ending point, in and as being equal and one , as being in common sense of the physical, grounded, calm, serene, at ease, being in joy equal and one with creation here, this that is the small creating the means of life in expression here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how this works and to have believed ideas, beliefs and opinions as a mind consciousness only, in separation from real living,  a default system of self validating in self interest, making this  self created and self allowed in-position as imagination/fantasy/ self definition larger than the life that is the gift of expression as who and what I am as a physical beingness here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand in and with every breath, to slow way down, to see realize and understand real living here, becoming into being equal and one with and as life as the physical here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not use the physical reality in conversations as how things work, and to ground using the small, as a thought as what I bring forward as communication, as how men speak, to see the small, as this is what is right in front of me in the moment,  and to, as one and the same, create with the small, in respect of all life as the physical, to become fluid with creation here.

When and as I become confused, I stop, I breath, I slow myself down, and I see realize and understand that I am sorting through a fantasy, an imaginative idea/belief/opinion, creating a conflict that has the nature of confusion that is a separation from practical common sense of the physical, the physical being the means of life in expression, the real ‘ higher mind’ as what builds an information that does no harm, that takes that which respects all life, where life is the value, and the physical being the means of life.

When and as I find myself feeling loopy, I stop, I breath, I slow myself down, and I bring myself here, grounding myself in the physical, using a common sense of the physical, taking the small and creating with it, within the principle of considering all things, and taking that which is good and does no harm, doing as I would want for myself, focusing here, building a self trust, that is fluid, and moves with ease, realizing and accepting the creator that is me as life as the physical, and the physical world around me, and at the moment, the separations that are a storm of not being equal and one with and as the physical world here as a mind consciousness only.

I commit myself to slowing down, to seeing the ghost in the machine of and as the physical body that is me here, and I breath, and I assess the small, focusing on what is real as the physical, as the practice of living on a physical planet here, to respect and care for life, as life is the value, as beingness in expression, equal and one to and with creation as the physical, here.

Within this, I slow myself down and see realize and understand where I have allowed myself to become automated within a personality of values I believe define me,  and I journey myself through being present here, as in respecting the life around me that is physical, until I am present here, equal and one with life, being thankful, humble/small and gracious to and towards the physical world around me, as this is me, equal and one, as life in expression.

I commit myself to realizing, seeing and understanding information flow within and as the mind, a reference of information as mind, collecting into an emotional feeling body, sporadic, uneasy, lacking constancy, bypassing the heart, of and as me, and I stop, I breath, I slow down, and then I breath, and I slow down some more, until I am calm, serene, silent,  and I remember myself to the physical taking the words that show the physical world and equalizing them to common sense of the practice of living on a physical planet, and here, I use my heart, to become one and equal to the hearth, this earth, to sense the space around me, and I assess in every moment, using the small, to realize here-ness, bringing what I hear, here, and grounding this into the practice of and as how the physical functions, in ways that do no harm, and take that which is good. 

Within this, I see realize and understand that all emotion and feeling, cannot touch the sensory skill of the heart, the sensory skill of the hearth of life as this earth, this physical world that is the means of expression of and as life and that understanding how this works brings great joy, as it is what lives equality and oneness to and as life here to be and become an expression of life as life was meant to be here as this is the acceptance of being the creators we were meant to be.

Day 389 Self Forgiveness on the Manner of Consciousness

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a machine of infinite affinity to ideas, opinions and beliefs, instead of looking with and as my self as life, breathing here, realizing the physical, equalizing this within this being myself in common sense as  myself as life, absolutely directive within the principle of what is best for all, where there is not fear, only absolute focus on being directive with consideration of all life , where all life is me and i am it.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand the limitation that objectification into a more than and a less than creates, as a separation from awareness of the physical world as me, where I allow myself to become stagnant within one dimension only, within and as my mind, as consciousness as pictures,   which is to say that I move as limited knowledge and information, which is in and as itself not good or bad, but limited, and thus a separation and thus stagnant, a suppression , which we can see is the system playing out on earth, which in totality is a separation from the physical earth, thus there is not respect for earth , for the physical, as the totality of life, as earth is not considered, and this lack of perception, this lack of depth, this lack of awareness, this separation compounds to the point where the action of the many as the physical body of a collective of men, is not respected, is not seen and realized for the life that it is, as the few that represent the outflow of each of our inner separation from life, as the physical,  simply play out the extreme of our inner accepted and allowed inner separation, thus what exists as the system of men, is the consequence of separation from life, from respect and equal consideration of all life, of all of the physical, this physical world that which is real, that which sustains us, that which sustained heaven, which is why such a statement existed that said that heaven had to be brought to earth, I mean why would such a thing be said?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear describing the extent of separation that is the mind, composed of thoughts created and recited again and again by parents who were themselves in separation, and thus what was said was not all bad it was simply words that taught/constructed a placement on a grid that is the outward manifestation of the inner separation of the human, thus this present economic system on earth as the human, is the representation of our separation, each of us, from life into and as consciousness.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that there is no ease until there is equality and oneness with and as the physical, that there is not ease until the separation into a heaven and a hell is brought back into equality and oneness with and as the physical being real, being what sustains us, being what is the value, and thus the value is all of the physical as the physical is a symbiotic world where this physical world functions as an interconnectedness, where there is no monopoly within the natural world as this will not work, because it is trying to force an idea on how earth should be from a starting point of separation into and as consciousness, as limited values, not good or bad, simply blown out of proportion, the effects of which cause a cognitive dissonance, as separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the the knowledge and information in and as my mind, that is an echo of the present system manifest on earth, is a lack of common sense of self as life, as same substance that is the composition of all life on earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the consumerism system is composed of limited values that disregard the physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that believing that I have affinities to certain things, as other humans, instead of looking here and realizing the expression of life in all things as the physical is the expression of life, is myself in separation from equality and oneness to the physical world here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when I gravitate towards something, as another person, I am in effect following what sounds like my own accepted and allowed values, as moving towards what “ sounds” as I am, what is energetically of same “ drone” of belief, opinion and idea, where the manners of the person move in specific ways, of which I compare to my own accepted and allowed manners, and thus am I following what is of like mannerism, not seeing realizing and understanding that the very movements of myself here as the physical is a collection of beliefs as values I have accepted and allowed, built according to class and race, gender and nationality, all not good or bad, yet built in separation from equality and oneness, acceptance and allowance, of respect and consideration for all of the actual physical world that is me, and example of which, was that when I was in Europe, when I lived there, in the tourist season I constantly had Dutch people walking up to me and speaking Dutch to me, and I would look at them and say that I did not speak Dutch that I was not Dutch, and the Dutch person would react in surprise and say but you look Dutch, which makes sense within my family, because my father came to America from Metz, and my mother came to America from Germany near the Dutch border, thus the past is embedded within the manners I exist as , as what was sensed and imitated from my parents as a child in the first seven years of my life, and thus i am a product of generations of collected beliefs, opinions and ideas that are of separation from equality and oneness to and as the physical, all a separation from being equal and one to and as the actual physical world, a separation from practical common sense of the physical, directly, here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am a product of a system of separation, which as an accepted and allowed separation from the physical world, a world as a system that functions in one-dimensional living, as the beacon of the mind is a map of limited imprint, which is not good or bad, simply a selection of values then followed as what is real, creating a bubble of separation from what is real , from what sustains us as the physical world, thus consciousness is our separation, our inferiority to and as life, the gift given, to be an expression of life, the gift as the actual physical world, to become equal and one to and as creation of the expression of life as the physical, which is the only way to becoming equal and one in expression as life, here.

I commit myself to when and as I see and realize a dis-ease with  here, within and without, to stop and to breath and to slow myself down, as reaction, as a sense of vertigo, and I bring myself back here, into and as a state of ease with and as breath, and I look at the separation manifest as loss of self esteem, as a voice of blame and spite, as bitterness, as victimhood, as jealousy, as envy, as self pity,  all of which are judgement, an act of comparison, as being myself within limitation, and I direct from here, I follow through within and as the principle of what is best for all, I no longer accept and allowed an end game as idea as knowledge and information only without practical application, I bring all thought, my accepted and allowed map, into and as what is best for all, here, as this is the only choice, to be equal and one to and as the physical here, which will take practice and time, as the separations have become habits of survival, and thus must be deconstructed , seen and realized as separations, and brought back into an expression of life, equal and one.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that  the separations must be forgiven, which will then allow myself to stabilize in and as breath, to stop, slow down, the storm of the mind, and the reactions as emotions and feelings, the collection of beliefs, as a survival suit, the feelings being the good, to hide the separation as the limitation as the “ bad” as a value of one thing being more than another, where the feelings are the intensification of the bad into being considered a positive, which is really a justification for accepting and allowing the judgement of more than and less than, a resistance, a  pushing away into the conformity behavior , where common sense is suppressed, causing dis-ease with and as life, as the present system is life in reverse within a system of limitation, inequality, manifest as what exists on earth with the amount of abuse to the physical world, the behaviors of which are visible in the news, of which consciousness, if allowed, ignores, as consciousness is a tool being used as a mechanism of separation from equality and oneness to and as life, here.

I commit myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that since I have followed the map of limited values as consciousness as mind,  if I try to “hold” the perception of space here in and as myself, even down to being able to have the strength to hold tension and then releasing this tension in and as my physical body, it takes an effort, as my ability to hold and sense the physical world has not been developed as all I have done is followed a map, where i become myopic in clinging to one point at a time, as I as an instrument of life, have practiced separation, and limited common sense, thus the development of myself in using common sense will take time, as it took seven years to build enough beliefs, opinions and ideas, as images of my environment of a system of separation into a grid of inequality, that it will take time to deconstruct my own separation as what I learned from generations of such accepted and allowed behaviors unequal to the physical, to life, in totality.

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Day 341 What stops is from seeing our divisions as division?

So, I went to a gun discussion panel of a state representative, gun owner and member of a gun club and a mental health “expert” and a mother of a gun victim, someone else as well but they did not speak but few words.
And this morning I practiced my violin.
One might wonder what these two things have in common.
I was practicing and I noticed as I played a difficult part, that there were other things on my mind, at that I was occupied with these things, and this made the playing more difficult, simply because I was becoming automatic instead of being present, being here. I had to slow way down and play sections very slowly, ensuring that I was aware of every movement of myself and retain an awareness of the whole of myself: my bow, my legs, my strings, the partitions of the bow, the arms in their space, the intensity of the bow, the density of the strings the parts and their qualities and how they moved. I had to slow down and come back to each part and bring it back to the whole. and all the while keep stopping what was going on in the mind. ( sounds like sex, no god unless one is completely present- and it is the physical that is what is stable to bring one here) I noticed memories of my self as a child dreaming of fame, an image of my self being able to play, dreaming of playing more than playing. I noticed financial worries spinning around. I noticed wanting to get the practicing done so I could do other things, like write this post, this creating a rushing. All of this mind chatter had to stop, I had to bring myself here, can’t sense here with all this going on, it is like static, occupation with ideas in relation to survival, which can spin into doom and gloom, or a belief of what to do becoming anobsession until completed, an idea- not good or bad- but an idea only and more than likely something that is not going to play out as one imagined if one does not understand the system. Just like with playing, I must slow down and know the actual physical space of here, and this means understanding the present system and how the mind works, and this takes continued investigation. There is no other choice.
I also noticed a resistance to slowing down, which is more of the same, like a part of me became irritated within doing this. And because of the desteni i process, I realize this irritation is resistance, and where I do not want to slow down. It was a “ bitch” to practice some things slowly again and again, to stop and sense the space, again and again, but i know if I do not do this, I will teach myself the limitations, I will automate the limitations of my perception and then I will exist as a limited conception of here, and then try and justify this socially more than likely because I will not want others to see my own lack of awareness.

So this meeting.
Such a division of parts, bubbles of limited insight, the insight itself not good or bad, simply limited, meaning caught in its own bubble of no relation to the whole as the very structure of what exists as this present system.
I will take the parts and look at them here in relation to the whole. where the collection of the parts, the statements made are the answer to the problem of what warrants a need to have such a panel that are anodyne and also touch on points that are true, revealing.
There was the fact that it is not the gun, a gun is a tool, it is how the gun is used, it is the behavior behind the gun ( I am not condoning guns or not condoning them, they are a product of men, they are a manifestation of the accepted behavior of men). Thus, the main point of this gun person is that we are each responsible, able to be responsible.
The mental health expert, contradicted herself, at one point she said that within the inner cities there are low income areas where the strength of the community develops youths who do not become violent, thus it is not income that determines the development of violence. Yet , she called for more money to be given to mental health actions to support aid for the behavioral issues within men. So, she denied money as being the cause and then within another relation made, said that money was necessary. Her point about community, about a group supporting each other was valid, because it is us supporting one another, realizing our basic needs and sharing this earth to ensure we all have them that does build strength and awareness and - as the gun section pointed out - develops self responsibility.
The mother and a school child psychologist stood up and presented ideas about developing awareness of violence and how the media promotes violence and how as parents it is our responsibility to ensure what is grabbing the attention of our impressionable human body children. These points are also valid, this is also being aware of what we are as programmable entities, where if we look at the process of advertising and its success and thus presence everywhere, we realize that yes, indeed we are programmable or this would not exist. In some communities that have children playing video games there is also the voice, the control, of being told this is fantasy, in some communities there is not ONLY violence on the screen, there is violence on the street as well, thus the violence compounds, is bigger, is more, and as the mental health expert denied and then begged for, it is about money, just as she demands more money for what her role and profession are, she is within a singular relation made, she has valid points but they are within a limited construct in separation from the whole, she is caught within relationships only.

THis is how we are divided and conquered, remaining within relationships and not taking our valid points and relating them to the whole, moving with them in looking beyond our own roles and offerings, taking these points and bringing them back to the total state of this earth, the system to see where these valid points lack in relation to the functioning of the form of the whole.

I want to say, as well, that someone stood up and talked about the growing drug culture, as he had a child here, in my small town in America, that died from this pervasive and ubiquitous drug culture. I know it is everywhere, it is even in some of the best private schools, it is in the colleges, it is in social levels all over. Drugs make a lot of money, and they placate the individual. A double edged sword, placate and make money while doing so. Another form of divide and conquer, another form of separation into parts.

So, if we cannot sense the whole, if we have not been trained to read the whole, to slow down and have the opportunity to sense here, then how can we conceptualize here, learn about here and then move here? If our children are in a society that offers drugs and some fall into this, obviously these children are lacking in a strong sense of the community of this physical world, they seek an escape from this, or remain within fantasy, some into drugs and some into video games, either of which develop a sense of here.

As this panel talk about gun control stated it takes awareness of the effects of what is here, money, support, collective strength and the development of self responsibility.

So this meeting pointed out the lack existent within people and the pervasiveness of an element that actually destroys, present at every level of society, a culture that has incredible profits that end up in the hands of a few, and that diminish self responsibility, maintaining a culture of violence and a non-development of self responsibility in and as escapism, there by eliminating a threat of awareness to the whole, to self development that as a human, can conceptualize the whole.

And all these supposedly “ educated” experts caught up in relationships only, without the conceptual ability to relate this to the present system in totality, which means that they themselves are, as their limited roles, as their specialization reveals, is another form of divide and conquer, teach relationships within a bubble in educating the people and they can no longer conceptualize the whole, have a social system of meetings in local libraries where so called experts meet and state their relative roles, which takes a long time, as each praises the other, in fear of hurting someone’s feelings, and thus having no capacity to relate what they are saying to the very form and structure of our accepted and allowed system.

They are like the voices in my head while I was practicing, running through their own data as what they were taught disconnected from physical reality, not seeing the form of the physical as a whole and how it is moving here, as the systems we have allowed to regulate what happens on earth. They do not see their own division and conquest into limited knowledge and information, because it is all idea made huge in a bubble as mind. And meanwhile the river of profit in running under their feet, the cause of the violence and the drugs and the guns as the behaviors of men, in a system of profit before life. Drugs delivered all over on every level before life, before the development of our children to really be aware here. There can only be so many state reps in this system, there can only be so many mental health experts, to survive, the others either become members of other means of profit to survive, or give up and enter the escape option. The rest of us learn to balance our escapisms, meter them out to not lose our place as we have learned some form of control. This all varies by degree depending on where one was born and what opportunities were available.

Maybe the son of that man, the one who died after becoming involved in the ubiquitous drug culture somehow missed something taught in school, and then fell behind as it was not noticed, and then this compounded, the fear within an uncertainty, and maybe the teacher missed it that day, and/or maybe the parents were caught up in some family event and missed that one movement of something being missed. By the time the child reached high school, there was not enough money in the system that offers a general education, to walk back through all that had been taught to find the weakness, and the parents could no longer slow down and see what this was because they were not aware of what they are as programmable human physical beings. THus this child, that had opportunity missed some development in some way, because the individuals in the community were not taught to see and understand how here works as themselves, thus the outcome was a life not lived. We are all to blame, as we are divided and conquered and not taught what we are in totality and we accepted and allowed this, we do not understand how here works, had we then what exists would not be, because none of us want out children to die from drugs, or drones, of any form of violence that exists on earth. Thus it is our responsibility to figure out why this is here and to change this, to forgive the whys, and simplychange this system to one that is a community of support, that develops self responsibility, absolutely.

One must understand that this system of money, of how money is moved on earth, this that has come to represent survival moves. How this flows. And then to change the form of this to become a form that supports all in the community of earth, realizing that the value is a life lived in full potential.

One must also realize the ability of self as a physical being to sense the whole, the very presence of drugs tells us that we can be suppressed and that this by its nature of a form of division and conquest, and that it takes money to do this, just as that health worker said, it takes money.

To allow a few to have access to greater amount of money, and a system that allows money to flow to some more than others, when money represents and determines life is a crime. The ones with the control bought with what determines life, then disallow development, self responsibility, to maintain the more than scenario because the human has the capacity to become self responsible and would be able to conceptualize the whole. DUH.


So, I could be better at the violin, but still I am good enough to realize that the training I have was an opportunity to develop an awareness physically to some extent, and that it took placing an awareness into the total space here. This was done by walking the steps of the space of this. I had to break the space into parts and sense them, slowly and then, I used speed rhythms to do this, practice then until I was aware of them. At one point this became automatic, and I began to lose the ability, as I allowed myself to become automatic within the training, so I had to bring myself back, which means that awareness of the whole has to be maintained , which is to say being aware of the physical and the parts absolutely. as far as I can express this here, also knowing and asking myself how far can I go? What am I not aware of? Even here, I was not aware of how the mind worked , even though I began to question this, which is to say that there are others too.

So, we humans are being divided and conquered on many levels, and it is through limited relationships made huge in separation from understanding here, the system and ourselves as a physical system. Humans are able to be programmed with knowledge and information without practical physical application in relation to the whole, we are walking in bubbles of programming as energy, as this is self in separation from physical awareness, and thus we become automatons - so to speak. Check out the Eqafe.com interview about the quantum mind, take the time to understand this, and walk the free desteni Lite course.

Imagine being a child learning from the physical, before the knowledge and information learned in a system of inequality , goes on automatic? What adults become are limited information only, and this is then believed to be what is real, and when this does not match another there is naturally friction and conflict, an inability to find mutual understanding because the structures of belief, opinion and idea are on automatic, and separate from common sense, from seeing the whole, from being equal and one to and as the physical world. And our knowledge, of divisions seem so real, but they are not, and to note, the composition of the ideas, beliefs and opinions, are not all bad, it is how the tool as the mind is being used, it is how the gun is being used, it is the accepted and allowed developmental self responsibility of each of us, in a system that must divide and conquer in order to become the beliefs of some who are some automatic program of belief that they are more than another, when we are all the same, and we are all able to become aware of here in totality.

Look at how you validate yourself through the stories you tell to others, through the opinions you have, through the emotional energetic reactions you have in fear of loss. Look at what you resist, and realize how what you resist persists as an underlying fear, as you try and validate what you are to avoid what you believe you are not. Look at how you escape, that seemingly sweet need, so strong, so intoxicating, yet an illusion, as it demands more and more, because it is never satisfied, meaning it is an expression of dissatisfaction, thus the nature of it is of an incompleteness, as it is in separation from here, it is limited, it is energy, it lacks calm, constancy, silence, a gentle direction as ease with here has awareness thus an absence of skimming, of rushing, so to speak.

The power of inequality, of more than and less than, that by nature will divide and conquer as it is separate from life, the substance of life that is what we are, that is equal in all, as becoming what we are. We are to blame as each of us has feared to stand as life, and accepted and allowed separation in and as ideas to determine what we are, instead of remaining here as what is the value which is life, being, here, moving with here as life, accepting all forms.

We have to clean up this inequality as a form of what we the human have placed here on earth. THis game of divide and conquer is a practice to employ to understand the space here, in and as each of us individually, it is a way to understand and organize what is here to move what is here, to get what is here that supports all equally within the value being life. The mind is like a tool of measure to work in tandem with the physical, this measure is to see and become one and equal to and with what is here as reality, to learn to sense here in totality, to realign to physical substance as what is real, to walk out of our separations, we created the mind to find ourselves in a way. Thus, in a way it is a gift, to be used within and as what is best for all. It is a means to become one and equal to and as life here, within realizing what is best for self as being aware of here with every breath. Mind without physical awareness is a limitation, as the mind is only a map and not what is real, as the mind now stands, consciousness is the outcome of inequality to and as life here, and earth, is the place to birth those at - most - sphere of equalizing themselves to and as life, as they allowed energy to be a drug as an escape preferring fantasy to reality having taken an idea to be more than life itself.

Equal Money, the solution