Day 524 Leaving a dog to starve and the American Congress. Time for a change.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2584432/Pet-dog-starved-death-horrific-conditions-trainee-lawyer-specialising-medical-negligence-locked-animal-kitchen-week-went-work.html

Okay, this story really got to me. I wanted to go into statements like “ she should he imprisoned for life.” Or “ she should be tied on a chain and left, without food, I mean she is certainly fat enough.” So, really nasty statements like this. I could even go on. There is no excuse for a grown woman, who holds a degree, to have allowed an animal to suffer like this. 

But, what does this do? Nothing. Does this solve the problem? No. Yet, how could this woman not realize that her dog was trapped on a leash in a kitchen? Why could she not call someone and simply say, look would you go and take this dog? Or, even let the dog go outside, where at least it had some chance of care. No, she left the dog tied up in her ktichen and went and stayed with her mother, for a week. Where else, are we humans so blind to common sense?

Are we blind to an American Congress that earns 174,000$ a year, plus expenses ( and so many being millionaires) while only working 113 days in 2014 while 1/2 of all Americans earn only 25,000$. Obviously, our American Congress is as ignorant, and as blind, and as disrespectful of life as this woman who left a dog to die in her kitchen and went to stay with her mother for a week.

American waters are being polluted, our children are dying from cancers at rates higher than  20 years earlier ( though this has been denied once stated) . The sperm count in our males is down and hidden by changing the accepted ratio of healthy sperm to unviable sperm as a norm. What is the difference here? There is no difference. Both are negligence and abuse of life, a delusional hoping what is inconvenient will somehow go away. It does not just go away, it suffers, horribly.

Such is not the behavior of a leader. I mean look, do you think that this woman is a leader, someone to give responsibility to in any way? Why are we allowing millionaires in a profit based system to make decisions for us, when it is very obvious that the decisions being made are shutting a door on life and walking away? Even actively killing children for self interested gain?

I think it is time to take collective control of our freely given natural resources, and our banks - as Iceland did- and create an economy that respects and cares for the ecology in ways that do no harm, and  as such gives everyone what is needed to live in dignity.

What imaginations would have a woman fear a dog that she had put on a leash? What would become so huge within that she could not face her dog and allow it to die of starvation, a horrible death? What is in her mind has nothing to do with practical physical reality, and our own disbelief tells us that this is so. 

What beliefs are in the minds, the very self direction within making decisions , of our congress men. I mean can they actually really believe that they are somehow different from another man? I mean, just because you can read and write, and do simple math ( because I can’t seriously believe that our congressmen are very good at math) does not mean that a lack of such training ( and it is training - even though most know that when you cut an apple in half you have two halves)  makes one man suffer less than another when not having any food, or any water, or shelter. What we are as humans is a fabric of cells and water, and many other substances. We are organic bodies that require certain things to maintain what we are as this. In this we are all the same. Even dogs and plants and everything of the earth are this. Anything else is a value judgement in accord of a comparison based on a decision to aggrandize one thing over another, and then tout that as being greater, in the face of what is right in front of us, that this earth works because of the different interactions of elements and plants, and animals and their functions. The very fabric of what is here is what holds this together. Thus, the ideas of one thing being more than another and the addictions to these things that are impulsed to be more than another instead of realizing what is here as being functional, is the delusion of men.

So, how does one solve delusion? It is simple, just come back down to earth - if we bring our mental delusions back down to earth, and equalize them to realizing that they are just parts made bigger than life itself, then our little very abusive and destructive humpty-dumpty world will be put back together. So, our little “ heavens” of delusion, that are energetic because they are of lesser dimension and as such a separate reality that must be constantly charged through validation in a game of good verses bad,  must stop. They are meaningless.

So, when someone comes and says “ I can’t” or ‘ I don’t like…” or “ but it is dirty” or “ they have no talent” or “ she is stupid” or “ I can’t bear to take care and face my dog” then know it is not the dog, it is not the other person, it is you, you are lost in your energetic mind of limited values, and that this is a complete lack of responsibility to life. You have in essence rejected life. It is that simple. Why should another suffer because of your separation from life?

It is time to realize what you have accepted and allowed as belief that separates you from life.

Walk the desteni I process lite. Know what you have composed yourself as that is not equal to life.

Listen to the interviews on Eqafe.com to understand your separtion. begin the journey to life to bring an end to others suffering because we work so hard at being ignorant.

Day 409 Self Forgiveness for Separation from Common Sense.

I  am being the image and likeness of my separation, this is my superstition on reality inflating my points of insecurity here as I did not investigate here in common sense, I took an idea and made it larger than life, I separated myself from common sense, my own common sense, my natural ability to be equal and one with and as the life that is the physical here, where I read the physical, and not the idea, as a picture in separation as mind, and allow, and accept, that within of judgement as separation to become larger than life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to inflate an idea to be more than life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to create a more than as an idea within, pushing anything away that is not equal to my accepted and allowed within as an idea, my own inflation in separation from life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow myself to not see, realize and understand that I am, in this process of inflation within as idea, as limited value, being negative about this world, believing a superstition to be more than life, this that has gone on for a very long time, for generations, and thus was a heaven created in separation from life, until a man came and said that  heaven must be brought back to earth as the superstition was creating a state of suffering in the physical, life, and this division was based on an idea that an object as a god was a leader, a state of separation from existing as a symbiotic relationship where one gives as one would like to receive, a state of being where the value is being self as life, self in common sense, the natural learning ability of a child before it is taught values of more than and less than.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the behaviors of the child into memory as the within being made bigger than life, being inflated, create an alternate reality that is life in separation from itself as life, from common sense, where the beliefs, opinions and ideas of what i am as a character, as a survival personality is the signifier of my separation, where my within is not equal to my without as the actual real sustaining physical world, thus what I am as thought, emotions and feelings is my inflated inner self, the halo of my separation as this halo can be seen, even within how the eyes of the human move, as the human is reading a screen as the memory , a within in separation from the without, replendent in the words a human speaks, the behaviors in thought, word and deed, as the human is expressing what it has built, an within that is not equal to the without, thus there is no escape from what we have accepted and allowed, as it is visible here, and thus this separation must be brought back in equality and oneness without for life to begin.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to life, through believing that one thing is more than another, manifest as complaint, as comparison, as spite and blame, as the storm of self in separation from equality and oneness, from the within being equal to the without here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to  compare myself to another when I do not have a pre-desired outcome and/or when I do have a pre-desired outcome, an expectation, thus I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself within interaction with others instead of looking at the within and the without that is often another and myself lost in the mind as limited values as belief, opinion and idea, a collection of values, and thus limited as this is not reading the physical world here, where this inequality, as the lack of understanding equal to here, is bypassed to inflate what  limited ideas that support a superstitious separation  as a me-mory consciousness for survival, this that I allow that creates an inner movement as a reaction, an emotional reaction or a feeling reaction to hide the negative reaction as energy which, through breath, I slow myself down and bring myself back to equality with here, and from here direct myself within investigation as the physical world around me to live the principle of what is best for all absolutely, this becoming common sense, the natural ability I am as life as the physical being respectful of here absolutely.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be inferior to here, reacting emotionally, allowing myself to become a belief that something can be lost when all that can be lost is an inflated idea only, as the physical moves in common sense practical symbiotic ways, in equality and oneness, where all life is supported, and thus is nature not a monopoly of limited ideas, which we can see playing out on earth, as the animals, like bears for instance are coming into human areas and searching for food, as the human has allowed the devastation of nature , trying to force nature into limited monocultures not seeing realizing and understanding that this is not working and cannot work so evident in the pollution and disease existent on earth.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to  become a reaction of inferiority, to believe myself to be less than another because I have an expectation that  I am not being understood, which is myself in separation from here, as an emotional reaction, and thus I separate myself from the principle of what is best for all, from directing, from following through with every breath, as the solution of what is best for all, where I investigate how this system within and without is not in equality and oneness, which is self being forgiving as life, being respectful of all life in every action taken on earth,  to absolutely stand stable here, where no emotional storm moves within.

When and as I have a movement within that is not myself moving at ease, I stop and I breath, and I look at what I have realized as accepted and allowed limited values used to direct myself within survival and I bring this behavior back to myself and direct within the solution of becoming equal and one to myself as life, here, which is to give as I would like to receive, to be what is best for all realizing that nothing can be lost if I am equal to here in respect of here as the physical, aligning myself to being equal and one to and as life, as the solution of what is best for all is best for self.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding what thoughts, emotions and feelings come up within as an energetic reaction, a movement within that is not of still, calm, nothingness,  and I investigate the thought, the imagination, the emotions and feelings, as the reactions as my physical body the accumulation of thoughts as value judgements as survival behavior, I have used to direct myself in self interest creating a consequence of instability that is myself believing a superstition of a more than as mind to be greater than life here, where I am reading my self aggrandizement in the order of survival before life, and within this abdicating my power as myself as life, choosing powerlessness over life, as the only real power to be life is being equal within to the physical world without, as this physical world is the manifestation of life, on which our accepted and allowed projections of more than and less than ride, thus the only choice is to stand equal and one with and as the physical world here, to become equal within to the without, which means every movement of self as life is what is best for all, which means looking here at this physical world as what is real, absolutely, being forgiving in every moment to here the solution to being life.

Eqafe.com - Interviews to understand how we got to where we are, and what we are as life. Many are FREE.

Living Income Guarantee - to begin to get this life in order of equality and oneness with and as the physical as what is real.

Desteni I Process Lite - To begin to realize the emotional storm created through accepted and allowed separation from life into and as limited parts, as ideas, opinions and beliefs, serving a lesser god of profit in self interest only.

DAY 393 being sick of the choice of " a lesser evil" is the moment to stand back and look to the whole.

So, I was talking to a woman, a person who had some inkling that the present system is not in fact working, that the representative system of government, with politicians, is simply a system of choosing a lesser evil. Which means we are aware of not making the best, most common sense choices within our governing system. Choosing a lesser evil, is acknowledgement that we know this earth in totality is not being looked at in what supports all life, because what we are choosing admits that harm is being done within our choices, and this is simply unacceptable. If one would not want to be the collateral damage from say, vaccines, pharma drugs, foods that are not meant for the tropical environment of the human physical body, especially in the awareness that health and hygiene eliminate many diseases ( where health is also an education that builds self trust and self responsibility and the environment in which one lives is of proper shelter) then why not make the effort to create situations on earth that allow no harm to come to the actual physical that is earth - all of it, the plants, the animals, the soils, the trees, the water, the air? If we allow harm to this physical world, that is interconnected - for example, the water moves everywhere as the weather system - then we allow harm to ourselves, and thus the choice of the lesser evil is not a choice. The only choice is what supports the physical world absolutely.

This is a simple understanding, that any person can grasp, the details of this will take time to teach, but with the internet, we can teach this, we can use words and animations, and examples from the earth to show how here works, to show what is best for all. Within this, we can realize that the present government’s practice of disallowing private research from entities other than the ones proposing the products, in the face of private documentation of what is actually happening on this earth, is unacceptable. Examples of this are the fracking industry, and the vaccine industry, where I have read reports that suggest on the ground level doctors and health staff in clinics are simply not documenting effects on patients, mostly because they are so busy with administrative work that any more paper forms seem overwhelming. It is like the means of having a democratic system that teaches and allows voice, does not allow that voice in the very backward structure of processing what is happening within the system. One says it allows voice, and yet the “ data flow” is blocked by a busyness of focus on dispersing products without time to look at the effects and document the effects, or take the time to evaluate the effects. Thus, within this the blame is then placed on the people. I mean, the opportunity is there, but the time is taken away. This is a structural deception, it is like flooding the environment with busy work to create an avoidance of looking, and then blaming the ones forced to focus away from what is real - to survive- as they follow polices touted as necessary that have too much ill effect, too much collateral damage on our lives, directly or indirectly. So mired are we in this clutter that is meant to occupy instead of allowing awareness, we believe that there is not time for change, when the change is the way to end these practices of “ lesser evil” as a choice. In all common sense, the only way is to change, because remaining the same as we are, is not how “no longer allowing a lesser evil” to be the choice, can happen. We all have to stop, and stand and say, no more. 

We, as the collective of humans have to stop, for a moment, maybe a few every day before we watch our favorite shows and investigate alternatives to the governing of this earth, alternatives that function in ways that no longer have collateral damage which inevitably affects all of us. What starvation and poverty exist effect us all, just look within and see if there is any reaction/movement towards the possibility of becoming impoverished ! That is an effect, a fear that is not a stable state of trust ! Within all this, we begin by looking outside the tenure of our lives, outside what we hold onto, to let go and look in another direction, to shake off the patterns we have accepted to survive, suspend the beliefs that resound in our heads as our consciousness that is a replica of our parents and the present system, and ask ourselves if there is a choice within how we order this physical existence that creates stability and sustainability so that our existence on earth allows us to be aware of what is happening in detail as how this world exists. 

If we are in a bitter state of blame for a separate point on the present grid, which is what a complaint of those far off representatives that we placed into being representatives of how we govern ourselves is, we have to realize that this act of blame is not being self responsible, self directive within stopping and looking at the structure that we are using to hold us in place here on this earth. To look at this and realize the common sense in realizing we are only being given choices of a lesser evil, and to follow through at this point and stand back, look at the whole of what determines this structure and then make the necessary changes. This present system is a pyramid scheme, where elected representatives are separate from the earth, and working within a premise as the form of the present system that the status quo of some getting more just because of the position they are in is normal, when it is not normal. Normal is realizing that we live on a physical world, and that this physical world functions in ways that are easily understood when practically considered and that we are physical as is this earth. We have in essence allowed ideas to become more than what is real, the physical. A pyramid scheme is a from of separation from physical existence. 

Investigate a system that takes into consideration what is real, physical existence. Investigate a Basic Income Guarantee to see, realize and understand that our system is ordered on ideas that have no common sense of practical physical reality, realize that suffering is suffering and NOT what allows self development into self responsibility, self trust and self honesty. If one is suffering, there is nothing being learned, suffering is not self direction. Period. Suffering is the outcome of lack of training or allowing of the physical world to be directed and expressive within and as what is best for all.

The ones on the bottom of this grid, as a pyramid scheme, are blaming the ones on the top of the grid, and the ones on the top of this grid are blaming and suppressing the ones on the bottom, what kind of existence is this? This has created an existence of blame and spite, of judgment without self responsibility that practically is able to take steps that are corrective, that no longer allow any harm to any part of us as earth, as what we are, as physical parts of a physical world that can function within what is best for all, from the point on the ground of this earth on which we stand. We are the perfect from as humans to become and be this, it is only what we have allowed , as belief, within, that inhibits this life that we are.

BIG, lets start taking care of this physical world, it is the only way out, it is the chance to prove that we are worthy of life.

Day 161 Imagination of Childhood Event

Day 161 Self Forgiveness on Imagination based on emotional outplays of a memory from childhood.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear speaking, to fear creating and causing confusion, to have made this moment of confusion a nature as an object as a persona of what it is that I am based on the developmental existence of what is before me, as my parents within a system of inequality and as inequality as what the word implies, a separation from life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not face this storm of confusion, in the realization that this is not what I am as life unless I allow and accept this as a definitive of what I am here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear this definitive, to allow this definitive to become huge, creating an idea that overwhelms and separates, in and as energy as this is a separation from being one and equal as life here, as solution, as a living word is a directive word, as life in equality is absolute within a nature of being forgiving in and as expressing life, that which surrounds as nature here on earth that is forgiving without judgement and without any signature of ownership as what is the value is being life in expression.
I forgive myself for building imaginary scenarios of wanting escape from facing this confusion, where I desire to be saved from my own accepted and allowed confusion, where the role of the damsel in distress is taken on as a female, a story taken from tribal roles and placed into religious scenarios where the salvation becomes an invisible god and is no longer the tribal warrior but the white knight serving an imaginary god.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to, instead of facing my confusion, as myself as a child having no understanding and development opportunities within understanding myself as life surrounded by adults of same development conveying all that they are as a product of a same system of separation from life, to allowing myself to become a character of wanting to run away and avoiding any scenario where I am asked to speak, and thus becoming a musician so I did not have to deal with speaking, as music was a way to not have to speak and use words, and thus a way to avoid becoming confused and facing the spite, blame, reactionary expression in and as energetic outplays of limited belief, opinion and idea, in and as ego, irritated by questions it cannot answer as the ego of self is a separation from life, as it is an energetic drama, energy game in separation from life fearing loss of what is the very thing that enslaves, a personification of values believed to allow self survival within an accepted system of inequality known as capitalism, where money determines who lives and who dies, and is used by a few to live this same life of separation in comfort while others live a life in extreme rapid physical diminishment and suffering.
I forgive myself for judging myself as being confused, where the drama lived is myself believing myself to be a cause of irritation when I speak, a difficult character when speaking, a person that does not have the capacity to understand.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have limited opportunities to speak, to learn to speak because I feared speaking.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have another memory come up in relation to this, where I had written a play to a fairy tale, and during the performance my castchanged the story line and my teacher came to me and yelled at me and I became the same confusion and could not answer to her, as I did not have an understanding of how the human as ego is the cause of the behaviors of characters of energetic games as persona that are a separation of life into and as fear of loss of self as life in fear that something other will become more than self, where self must not allow a more than self scenario as this leads to potential situations where there is the threat, in seeming to be less than, of survival.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that I as a child, had not direction, through, within having the means and ways of being one and equal to the forgiving nature of life, to walk through what was not under-stood, one and equal to, as myself as life, and was taught to be in service to separations as what energy is, that are as a separation of limited design and thus negligent of supporting what is in fact what is real, which is this physical world as the manifestation of life, seen in that this earth givesfreely, where it is man as ego, within a system of survival where money determines who lives and who dies, that is the ignorance, accepted and allowed , created by those who accept, which is man, through rejecting equality and oneness as the gift that is the substance of what is here that is life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to blame myself, to be and become self blame, and self judgement, when and as I become confused, believing myself to be a source of irritation , impossibility and difficulty as what I am within not supporting ego, where I then become an ego of wanting to win in relation to the lack of understanding that is ego as man, through lack of oneness and equality with self as life as solution as man existent from self as life as the starting point of valuing life as what all that is of this earth consists of and exists as.
I commit myself to walking into the energy drama as mind of irritation, judgement as impossibility and difficulty , to becoming one and equal to this, and utilizing the principle of what is best for all, to directing through a fear of loss, and or a desire for gain, these energetic sensations of diminishment in fear of loss, and excitement in potential of gain, and bringing myself back here utilizing breath to equalize myself within myself as life, and within researching the very structure of the present capitalistic system of inequality, to within this speak in common sense of what is best for all.
I commit myself to realizing that behaviors of judgement, within and without, that are creating a belief that objects of irritation exist as the cause of demise as belief of , being difficult and impossible, is simply a behavior in and as fear of loss and desire of want, limited in development of the nature of life, of self as life, of this nature of life forgiving of itself, as how this earth is, these created objects being a cause of frustration, are a lack of self having the ability to direct self as life, as what exists is fear of loss and fear of death, an illusion made huge through how money determines life, and an idea of some invisible “more than” world, or “hand”, as a “determining object” that is the illusion and the separation from self as life, self as life able to direct as life, one and equal as what all that is here consists and exists in and as.

I commit myself to realizing that I can read words over and over again, but within myself these words must be physically realized, as what I have accepted and allowed within and thus without, as the human, and as myself individually, where to realize this as what I am allowing within I must breath, slow myself down and see the drama existent within, as myself asmind ONLY, other wise I cannot see this, as the mind is too busy being the characters of separation as the behaviors of ego, where I believe that I am always “right” and the other - be it object, animal, plant, collective entity such as government or supposed “god”, is “wrong”, not seeing realizing and understanding that I am the creator of these objects through a focus as mind where I spite through blame and label as what judgement is in fact, as the cause of my own demise.
Within this, being passively accepting of this, or aggressively enacting such behaviors , I an one side of the same coin, in that I am allowing this, unless I stop and I breath, and I direct within solution with every step and every breath, what is best for all, as what will support all life on this planet, where I realize that ego is separation from life, a cry of fear of loss and fear of death, where myself as life is not expressing itself as life, equal and one to and as life here, this cry creating objects to cling to as the ego is the subject of fear, in separation of self as life as being forgiving of self as life, this self forgiving being the nature of solution and thus direction as life, this gift of being and giving equal and one as the package of what self is here as life, complete and whole, as the gift.
I commit myself to realizing that when and as I become confusion, I am allowing and accepting myself to be and become a character of ignorance, and thus create my own being ignored as I accept and allow ignorance of life, here.
I commit myself to realizing, with and as the tools of, breathing, writing, corrective application, slowing myself down to pick up and utilize these tools with every breath, that the solution, as the substance of life is the solvent to and towards earth becoming life, where earth is one and equal to heaven, as heaven on earth, as walking through confusion and all cries of separation as ego, as the actions of ego, as desire for gain within fear of loss as the illusion, as judgement manifest as blame and spite, these energetic allowances that are non-directive and supportive solutions that develop awareness of self forgiving self as life as they are the acts that separate from being equal and one to how nature is on earth, the freely given support and substance of life, here.

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Day 155 Judging by appearance based on limited values

Androgyny (Photo credit: imqossible by d u .r. M a c i e l)

Day 155
I looked at a picture of my twin sister and I at about 18 years of age. Now, within my family there are mixed genes. There is some Mayan descendants. The Mayans tended to be stouter than the northern Europeans. Within this photo, it is easy to see this within my family, as my sister is tall, of slimmer frame and higher cheek bones. I in comparison, am stouter, with a bigger head in proportion to my body. The norm is the slimmer, taller, higher cheek bones “look” within present values propagated by our society.
As I have lived my life, if realize there really is not “one type” of beauty, and if one looks at people, there within their whole form is always a certain grace. Not one is more than another, unless one idea, belief, and thus, image is held as a “more than” in comparison, then judgements sets in, and what is here is not seen, as all that is happening is the search for one image. This is idolizing one idea, and ignoring actually seeing what is here.
One time, I stood next to a woman I knew, in front of a mirror. I had spent some time with her and never physically seen her standing next to me. I was shocked when I actually saw her standing next to me.
I had always admired how she looked and thought her very attractive. She wore high heels and polished herself. I in comparison tended to not decorate myself; I kept myself “clean”and neat, but did not take excessive steps within my appearance. I thought she was more graceful than myself. lol
When I stood next to here, and saw her next to me I was shocked. I was actually of slighter frame than she, and looked more feminine, smaller. I was like a squirrel and she was like a beaver - so to speak. One is not more than another, both are amazing.
So, here i was thinking she was more “something “ than me, when it was not so. This moment also revealed why this woman was always a bit stand offish with me, as though she did not really want to be around me. She was doing what I was doing. She was avoiding me because she realized I made her look “stouter” in comparison, and all the while I saw her as doing this to me!
And yet, I saw her as being graceful and feminine, so the illusion was ridiculous, because in her totality she was feminine, and attractive, so it did not matter, it was only this idolization of one type of form and then taking this “template” and holding it up against everything visually, to match an idea of a form, instead of seeing the total form of what is here, that actually has all qualities, qualities that are diminished through comparison to ONE idea ONLY.
Here we were, two women avoiding each other based on appearance, when we actually enjoyed talking to one another, as our own judgements were looming huge on the horizon ofaccepted and allowed judgments based on limited means that ignored what we actually saw in one another, as our accepted and allowed “templates” of belief ignored what was real.
It is like we all have a mind that is an imposed “template” and we are not here enjoying what is real and fecund with all the qualities of life.
And this “template” is created, and we are the creators of this, systems that determine life on earth. Our system of valuing beliefs, ideas and opinions, of more than and less than, have created a system that limits life and justifies this in the face of logic; that we are all life, and thus we are all the qualities that exist, Our system is not developing what each of us is as life. Our system is determining who lives and who dies based on a template of one form fits all, and this ignores what is here.
How can we believe that someone can own what is here to the point where we blame another for their own starvation? Especially when we take the resources from them, what is right under their feet? If a small percentage of people own everything and have all the money, then this small percentage are the ones building the guns, are the ones thus, creating the conflictas they also are the ones giving to charities, and they are the ones determining how taxes are spent. The whole drama of conflict and abuse is determined by the self interest of the few, and the rest of us are hiding in fear of losing our jobs within the hierarchies, where it is us in the hierarchies that have the collective power to stop this, and this can be done by simply standing up and voting in a system of equality. it is very simple, and once done it will not take too long to reorganize this world into a world where we realize we are all the full spectrum of the qualities of life. The alternative is growing abuse and discord. The only choice is to remove this “template” of belief, and stand within equality and oneness, so that life can begin.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to walk with a template of limited belief, judging instead of enjoying what is actually physically here, fecund with expression as life, where it is only a set of limited values that block an existent capacity to see the life that is here before my very eyes.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge another as more than and less than in terms of being more or less feminine than myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be a walking judgement of my appearance, where I have actually seen how illusory this is in fact, and how this kind of judgment can block a natural acceptance and inclination to enjoyment of what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare myself to another.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that within my family, the values of the present society brought more pride in the characteristics in line with the accepted norm towards my twin sister than myself, which as a child was hard to accept as I measured myself according to these values, instead of realizing myself as life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have become what disturbed me, even in the face of realizing that feminine and masculine were not limited to one form ONLY in and as expression.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I was not rejected as myself as life, by other woman, it was the game of comparison, and fear of survival that caused determinations of what was acceptable and not acceptable, even when actual visual comparisons were not present and the person was seen in their totality to actually have all the qualities of a woman, thus judgement within comparison is an illusion.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that each and every person, is like a universe of all life, and that my template of judgement, as mind , as consciousness ( this system of learned limited values shutting down common sense) based on one form only is what limits my enjoyment of the totality of life in another person, plants and animals.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that a person that is not allowed development is not allowed to be the life that they are, and that this is the consequence of a system that is a template of limited insight ignoring the expression of life here, withholding what is needed to allow life to exist, not caring for what is one and equal as all, life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to go into a judgment of more than and less than within and as appearance, denying myself an intrinsic ability as life to see a universe of qualities within another as what they are as life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to walk as a template of limited insight, and thus limiting my own enjoyment of life, this gift given and within this to reciprocate through forgiveness of myself as life, with every step and every breath I take.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize a template of values has been created and accepted and allowed by the human through a hierarchy of more than and less than, a system of limited values, that ignore the total life in all forms existent on earth, making the human the cause of all abuse and suffering on earth, as each individual creates the responsibility as the collective and thus is able to stand and change the world through changing what has been developed in the same way it was developed, by standing as a collective that support life, able to be realized immediately through supporting an equal money system, by taking what is organizing the distribution of resource and using it to give what is essential to a life of dignity, the basics of food, shelter, clean water to support all life.

I commit myself to becoming the life that I am, practically living my responsibility as life by supporting an Equal Money System until it is done, as I am the collective and the individual, I am the part and the whole, where the part cannot exist in full expression until the whole is stable and equal within and as what it is in fact, life.

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