Progressive separation Day 776

A sense of rushing, where rushing is racing towards something. Rushing to where, for what, when I am here. Why would there be any where but here? Then one becomes tired of the rushing, rush -hing rustle hinge, What is the sound, how colored is this sound with hindrance’s of my own acceptance and allowance, interference with direct seeing. 

Am I  by nature someone who rushes? or do I by nature process? remaining here? Sound creates things, some eternal, some by nature lacking in longevity. This must be tangible, just as a tree is tangible, yet of form, present. 

It is within and as presence, as in placing myself into a sense of realizing the whole, as the physical around me, without effort, or drive, as a form of projection, that I can hear, that I can listen, as list, the colored movings and undulations of value judgements that have no real focus here- as presence of the physical.  What is a piece of music after all? And what does it really mean to know a piece of music so well one can, like a hologram, see the whole in each part. if one hears one tiny part, one recognizes the piece. I have had this happen with songs I have performed, as a tiny part coming forward on a radio- for example. Practical. We are the means to absorb, as that is the means to learn, to understand. What is the proverbial “ eye of the needle.’? It is all practical after all. 

This appears novel, because for so long my habit has been to move in protection and defense, with imaginations of doom and gloom,  within a belief that I must survive that what is missed is in plain sight  as the physical here. That sound warping as fear can invert one’s focus. Again, practical. 

I have to breath in the form and shape of the physical, as a thing, of space and form, around me, realize my ideas about it, self projected and what it is that I have allowed to define me, that has protected what is natural, which is to be present here.  In a way, at this point it is to realize I can realize this reality as forms and movements, as shapes and things, just as I do within my own accepted lack of presence, into energy, a personification of limited values creating a glitch from reality that places me into a bubble of separation where a busy work of comparison based on ideas, is a mis-use of and as who and what I am, as the living word and respectful word of  and towards creation, it is indeed, a balance. My lower back and the physical hyper imposed tensions, show me where I disconnect from reality, as reality being the inclusion of all things presence and separated - yet still here. Still means visible. 

If I look at every person, each is unique, when I am in a situation with other people, or even animals. I recognize this, as do we all. I also realize I can focus on the cultural manners- those things that I call out, defining a person, as their names, their manners, the way they dress etc. I can focus on that ONLY, and avoid looking at what is unique about them. I have to ask myself if focusing on what is unique causes me to move into fear. It would do such, as what is unique does not follow the limited patterns of cultural definitions, as rituals based  on‘ ancient’ environmental practices as ordering of this reality. It is easier to ONLY look at the accepted and allowed divisions, instead of realizing the uniqueness in all things, as that which is unique demands more definition, which means I must realize my own ignorance of all things, as this reality.

I would have to realize that there are 22,000 children dying each day. Which means I would have to question the very order of the world around me, as all the roles composing the order of this world in regard to whether that order was doing everything possible to realize its own order in relation to cause and effect on the greater stage of this physical reality. This would mean looking here, being present in everything around us, which would mean expanding one’s awareness to more than one’s self interest. It would mean ending the game of blame and spite, emitting from the self. It would mean calling this out, and asking someone, for example, ‘ What if this were you, as you are of the same stuff, physically, as all the rest on this planet.” 

How was such ignorance accepted and allowed? 

It was created by the self.  It was allowed by the self, and it is the means of a narrow focus, into a lesser state of being, called polarizing matter ( which validates matter as what is real) , a divided focus into not being who and what one is, as living self responsibility in common sense of practical living reality. 

Within this, what I can practice, is to be here, to hear, to listen, to speak up. To use who and what I am to hear without fear of calling things out by name. When things are called out by name, they are made real-eized for what they are, and reality comes rushing forward, in balance. Thus, the power of living words, is to call things by name, and inflate a metaphysical construct of techno-colored inflamed value judgments that are missing a focus in this practical physical reality. 

We cannot know a tiger in a zoo. We all know this. Therefor, to substantiate what is real, we have to LOOK at the physical and stop being zombies walking around in bubbles of value judgements. The media, only reflects what we are allowing within ourselves. 

The battle to inform who and what we are. It only has the power we give it.

Day 671 Debt as wages and Steve Jobs.

I read this article here, about capitalism. The part where debt was used to allow for declining wages, as, according to the article, began in the 70’s here in America, shows how we perceptually remeasure things, as an ability within each of us. In this case, in this article, the measure of earnings and money lending, used resources and labor and reconfigured it is such a way to allow greater amounts of money to accumulate into the hands of a few. No doubt, the law industry also benefitted from this, as schemes were ordered, constructed to support that change via that measure of using debt to pay wages.

And the media, as this was running full steam by the time we hit the 70’s , filled in the dreams of what one could do within taking out loans and building that home. All the while, as one is so occupied with the dream, the hope, the desire, that looking at how debt was being used to pay wages was not noticed. Were it , and perhaps there was the lone whistle blower that had no space to voice their concerns, as the media was already owned by those who had accumulated enough wealth to construct lending structures that were a means of hiding lowering wages.

What is astounding is the obvious in all of this. This means that humans are the means to investigate form and ‘ pull on the stings of formation’ in time and space, and that no one human being can be more than another in this system, as all parts are needed to do what is a form that is devious by definition and presented as a false positive. Hence, no few can own anything that is the structural foundation of being a living person on this earth. 

This reminds me of what Steve Jobs was quoted to have said towards the very end of his life. He said that what he owned and the power he had were meaningless. These were things he could not take with him. It was the connection to others, that was the value. Hence he realized the value was being, was living, was being present here. He realized that this game that we have all accepted and allowed of winning power and things, is the illusion. And as we see, within the debt use of wage support and the slight of hand going on behind the racing to win a home ONLY,  is game we as a collective accept and allow that is not what is best for us. The consequence of this game, is that the debt is now the elephant in the room, and the laborers, the ones that are the parts that built this, are too expensive and can be replaced by automation, leaving fewer jobs. This leaves fewer possibilities for humans to realize their value, which is to interact with others and do what men can do, which is to come up with new ways of doing things, as a group, because this is how this is done, on this planet where resources cannot be owned unless it is believed to be a truth, when it is not. Steve Jobs makes this clear.

A basic income, a Living Income Guarantee, would be to realize that value Steve Jobs was talking about. Perhaps, he would still have discovered with the many others he discovered with, his discoveries would have happened, yet they would have happened in tandem with really living the value being life; meaning he would have had the time to discover and investigate and come up with new ways of doing things, and spend time enjoying his family and his community and the many values on this earth, as the plants and the animals, and the soils. Obviously, Steve jobs does not exist alone, he is a part of the whole. And, perhaps he is the consequence of what came before, birthed into existence as the sum of development that existed before him. This would mean that he is you , he is life in another form. If he is this, as this is how this works, this is a movement, in a way, that is a celebration of life. It is such a huge and great thing; it means that the value of creation is being and playing with what is formed and realizing in word and deed and thought,  that we create what is here, and it is all of us working together that is the value.

It is time to remove this pyramid scheme of inequality to life. It is time to realize that poverty is a crime against life. It is time to realize, in deed and systemic form that war is a crime, it is destructive as it is not transformative - it is not using what men can do  in constructive ways to create a world where life on this earth is dignified in and as the practice of realizing the value is being here, interacting with others, realizing their perspective to build awareness and to come up with new ways of doing things that improve and respect this physical manifestation of life. We can do this, we can stand together, as we have done, and stand as what is best for all. It is said that one cannot know what is outside of one’s awareness, yet the steps forward are visible, one needs only take that step to see the next. I mean, this is how this is done! Support a Living Income Guarantee. Time to create a systemic form that is the voice and structure of realizing the value is being life. 

Day 575 The Dis-association that leads to a Mis-association of the Middle Class

The Dis - association that leads to a  Mis-association of the Middle Class.

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/10/22/us/language-gap-study-bolsters-a-push-for-pre-k.html?smid=pl-share

Here is an article on the gap in word development in children according to socio-economic status.

Children who have a larger vocabulary tend to come from higher income and higher education level homes. 

This article suggests to create preschool programs to close this gap of word recognition and usage skills. 

Why do we have these studies that reveal problems and describe where the problem does not exist as much and then suggest something completely different?

This is a process of dis-association leading to a mis-association.

If children have a greater vocabulary when they come from more stable homes, then why not realize a system design that creates more stable homes? Why suggest something other than what is functioning?

Overall, this begs the question as to how undeveloped the so-called middle class that creates children with broader vocabularies are themselves lacking in word skills - because the writers of these articles are such people -  that they cannot see the obvious right in front of them? Children, when placed in a stable environment absorb what is within that environment, and that a stable HOME life, with parents who are educated and using language with ease, create children who are more capable and focused. Why decide to create a preschool, or ONLY a preschool, and not address the home life? Why not realize that human beings, when they are educated, economically stable; meaning to have shelter, and food and TIME to spend with their children, will take time to and have the ease to interact and share and explain and that this scenario works! Why think in such limited terms as creating pre-schools to solve the problem? This is ignoring what is right in front of us and what is a simple solution that would in the end make everyone’s life better. Creating a society where children grow up in a home where there is opportunity to learn and expand, which means the time and the space to experience words and have interaction that is of an ease creates adults who are more capable of participating in existence in productive ways.

If the middle class , who are the writers of these articles cannot see this, then really how educated are you? Is the gamut of awareness overall really within a narrow focus that appears broad but in reality is not? If we cannot, as the supposed educated, see the discrepancies that are right in front of us, within the proposals made, then how far away are the middle class from that which appears to be on a different level? And, how much is lost even within the ones who appear to be somewhat more aware?

What would this world become if these degrees of difference that appear to be large, were realized to not be that different overall, and to take that which is good, as that which is what creates a bit more, and to build on that scenario instead of coming up with an idea that does not mimic what provides the development sought after?

I mean, what would this world become if every child was exposed to a large vocabulary and the opportunity to build an abstract, as their experiential map that becomes concrete and is expressed through words, that eventually determines our individual future productivity, were one of sound mind, which is to see in direct ways that recognize how to include externalities instead of hiding them in a limiting measure of ignorance called a mean? Would this not improve all of our lives?

The problem here is that if enough children were able to use the code as words, and enough of them had the structure as the words to communicate, then a large group would communicate and begin to see the design of what exists as the present system, and in this is great strength. Because as each interacted the overall awareness of each would expand. But the problem here, as this is a solution, is that it would be understood that allowing a corporation personhood, means allowing a form that is essentially a vampire, as we tell ourselves in our movies. A vampire os a form, that we have anthropomorphized , but is not really human and/or of real life,  that never dies and as such can accumulate immense wealth and then determine the form of the society in its favor, which is a hierarchy in contradiction of life.  We see this here, in this article, about the children, where the writers, as the supposed educated middle class, cannot even see how what is proposed to solve a problem, is other than what does have some good, as more development, but even in this, there is lack. A nice subtle game, using a very limited construct while ignoring the whole and the sum of its parts. We become the sum of the parts we accept and allow. 

It is not that a preschool is “ bad”, social interaction expands a person’s awareness. But why not improve every part of life, why not realize that the home life is essential in the development of a child and support that too? We are organic forms, and we take in what we are exposed to, so why not ensure that the exposure is what builds a person who has exposure to this world in many ways, and who builds the means of communication, as words, in ways that allows all children to do well?

When will we realize that the answers are right in front of us and have been all along. Give as you would like to receive, take that which is good and does no harm, and as this create a society that exists within stability, today, tomorrow and yesterday, a society that is heaven on earth, where the within is equal to the without, where life is here, right here, and the value lived is life.

Day 570 Instead of Restricting Speech, Remove Anonymity.

If we decided to legalize drugs then many of the problems associated with the “ war” on drugs would come to an end, and the use of drugs would become more transparent, meaning visible, open, and as such the moving into solving the problems that lead into an excessive use of a  mind altering substance that is really a process of wanting to escape reality, this actual physical world.

If we have a government that is creating laws that inhibit speech, then why not open speech up and make it transparent, meaning if something is written or spoken up about, to require that there be no anonymity? Would this not be the way to hold people accountable, to see what is practically here?

Censoring speech is creating a protection and defense situation where there is an army needed to chase the speech, but if anonymity were no longer allowed, people would be more careful with what they spoke up about, and governments would have to become transparent, and each in their position. Even here, competitors wanting to eliminate threatening products, would have to prove and be open about their complaints. It would seem, as with legalizing drugs, especially with the benefits of lowering crime and creating revenue for towns, to make what is happening with people transparent, removing the fear of punishment and allowing transparency. 

It seems we chose actions that shut things down more than open them up so we can see what we are doing and then begin to find solutions. But we have to not fear opening up what we believe, how we are afraid, and not react to what others may think. Within this, we can realize that development is a process, and mistakes are made, and that this is part of the process of becoming aware. Why do we not see that learning to walk, so to speak, is a process that has moments of falling?

Why don’t we see that we all understand this in how our society is changing,  especially in the internship  situations? I mean, if we have allowed a level of opportunity to cost, after paying for increasingly expensive education that then demands paying for internships to have the opportunity to grow and develop, we can see that we understand development and growth depends on opportunity. So, we are aware within ourselves that in order for a human being to grow , they must have open and direct opportunity to interact, to process, to expand and yet we are allowing money to determine development, when it is development that breeds competency, and as such a human being who is able to walk - so to speak.

So, if we legalize drugs, we open up the dependency and face it, giving space to face it without the fear of facing criminal elements. If we allow the freedom of speech and remove anonymity, we hold people accountable for their actions at every level, in government and in the private sector because what each says they become responsible for, and as such what one may believe in a moment can be corrected which allows everyone to grow and expand. This would allow this world to open up what is closed and hidden and then brought to light, where just as with plants, things begin to expand and grow.

Is it not in facing our fears, our mis-takes, that we open up what we are doing and then enables us to move into more self awareness?  In having opportunity cost money, we are essentially allowing a system that limits opportunity through economics, and then creating laws that punish lack of development that the system format creates. This makes no sense, none, and has no reasoning that can justify it, it simply does not work.

The solution is to legalize drugs, to bring the use of this out in the open so it can be addressed. The solution is to remove anonymity and require that we each put our name to our words, because this is how misunderstandings are turned into understandings. This is how we can give ourselves the opportunity to face our fears, and forgive ourselves for our beliefs that were not what was best for us and as such not what is best for those we enjoy.  A system that realizes opportunity means development, and as it exists at present, costs money, is a system of suppression and punishment, one that punishes a limitation but does nothing to address that limitation, which is like a snake eating its own tail, it does not work and cannot work. I mean this has been going on for a long time, and since the choice is to do more of the same, as in wanting to remove the freedom to speak which is allowing limitation to express its limitation so that the limitation can be addressed and brought into awareness, the system is like, wanting to shut down and hide the very lack it creates, which is not an action of solution in any way. It is an act of rejection of life. It makes no sense because it abdicates its own sense as life, which is the root of the problem. And this is each of us. We are rejecting life, as what we are, as our own capacity, as ourselves as life which is being the sense of the world around us. it is like we are fighting against that which allows us to be. I would say, it is not “ like” it is what we are in essence doing.

Day 388 Common Sense is the value of Life

In a memory that stands with me, from the past of a performance, where within the performance I remember I believed that performing in common sense, meaning in expressing myself as letting myself out was not what was wanted and that what I must do is perform in a manner that was acceptable, meaning having a certain style and projecting a certain historically correct manner as was taught and I believed the pieces I played SHOULD be performed and if I added my own expression to this I would be rejected. Now this is not to say that a piece of music played should not have shape, but a preponderance of manner only I had taken personally and judged myself as lacking something when the criticism was about various aspects of a piece, and there was always something, and within music no two teachers or musicians can agree as to how something should be played. 

As such, allowing myself to be so caught up in this, I suppressed myself  as my own common sense, trying to fit into an idea, that had so many descriptions, I did not see the ambiguity within what was happening. In trying to become the correct manner, I shut down my common sense, and without common sense there is no real direction. Within our society, a manner has become like an obsession, and what is real, as common sense, as what the human is able to be, has become second to some idea about the past. The idea of perfection has been made bigger than common sense, and ironically, common sense is what senses what is here, as the life that we are. To place perfection before common sense misses the whole point of “ perfection.” What is perfect one moment may not be in the next, thus common sense development is a development of being here, meaning being able to change and meet here in a more responsible way, being aware of here, instead of some idea in and as the mind as consciousness. Thus, the only way to perform, to be self responsible is through using and thus developing common sense here.

This means looking at what practically, physically exists. What is measurable within the physical, what fits in common sense here instead of some concrete idea in the mind only. We even have the technology to help us measure what is here, how things are grown, what the nutrients in the soils are, the microorganisms, the amount of materials that break down the  matter in the soils that lend to the strength of the plant, and thus the nutrient density of the plant, that can then sustain us to enable us to use our common sense as what we are as life. The human is a perfect machine when fed properly, when taught to use common sense. And why do we create exterior machines to measure here? It is that we deny this within ourselves. Shut down common sense of the human, and then control the ignorance in self interest. This is ignorance, and this is a crime against life. It is denying life. It makes no sense. It is like taking depth perception and shutting it down. This is shutting down life. The solution here is turn life back on, so to speak, and then this planet will become the life that it is meant to be, the life inherent in all that is here, as this is life.

Unfortunately within a ponzi scheme of inequality, this is not what would be wanted, as a few who have more than is needed, and who, because they exist as ideas and manners of more than, would not want equality, as this would disrupt an idea of being more. It is the idea of being more that is the disease, the lack of common sense development that all humans have accepted and allowed and thus lost touch with the gift of the physical to realize self responsibility in and as common sense, a natural learning ability, an absorbent self seen in young children, this which is lost as ideas are taught as a morality that one thing is more than another, an objectification that is a separation from common sense development, the emotions and feelings the consequence of persistent lack of common sense. The mind as a measuring instrument as all that is used turns into actions of judgement when not cross referenced with the physical , with common sense,  because an image is not reality. Values are attached to objects and the image of this is made bigger than life and the separation begins. Our emotional defenses then become spite and blame offenses to protect our separation,  which is ourselves in separation from directive depth perception capacity, our common sense within what we are as life, which would what is best for all, absolutely being directive in care of earth realizing we are equal and one, of same substance.  Common sense is lost. And then machines are built to measure, as the human has abdicated a natural ability to common sense here. Our machines show us what we are in separation of. The ensuing inequality then breeds division, and this division breads competition, and the competition breeds elimination of common sense, as this would remove the already existent separation as the disease of judgement of one thing being more than another instead of looking at here in practical common sense, where it is obvious when lack is the expression of a human being.

Because humans have abdicated themselves as life, ignoring common sense, the machines we have at the moment can automatize what exists on earth in detail, meaning, measuring levels of what is needed to exist on every level, down to what is in the soils and the waters and where what is there comes from and what is needed to balance this out so that this performs without conflict. This means that where exactly every dollar goes and how every dollar was spent can be monitored. This means the there need be no anonymity, everything can be known, which means that crime will have no venue. This means that what is here can be distributed to ensure that all life here is in full development, eliminating behaviors of lack of common sense, this that the human body is born being able to do, before limited values that suit survival, as a system of survival is a system of ignorance as how here works, as we know how here works,  the research as to how class levels develop and succeed is enough to indicate that environment determines outcome. Where the exceptions reveal that such divisions remain because of lack only.

The solution is to realize the common sense of the human has value, is the value, as this common sense is life in expression. At the moment we have placed this value into machines, thus this will be needed to restore our natural common sense ability. What must be done is to resuscitate the life as the human, using our separations, walking through them to guide us back to ourselves as life.  The earth is the perfect machine of life, and man in a state of hubris is taking this and ripping it apart in an egotistical belief that control comes from one point, where control is inherent in the very nature of the source of what creates here, which is life, and this is equal in all.  Those with the control are because we all allowed it, as we are the same, this control is simply the outward manifestation of our inner accepted and allowed ignorance. 

The only choice is to wake the human up, to revitalize their own common sense capacity. This can begin within supporting a Basic Income Guarantee, this being to take an action, to bring a system to earth that supports all life, to allow common sense, to realize that all that has been developed has been done by the value of human action, from generations back. To devalue the labor of the human is the consequence of ignorance, is shutting down life, is shutting down common sense. This makes no sense. Step back, slow down, realize that any and every action of blame or spite, is you in lack of common sense, in lack of self direction as life - a systemic development that each of us are the cause of -  this self direction, at present ignored, being as the nature of what it is, to do what is best for all, as this is best for self, as this is best for this planet, as this is life.

Support of a Basic Income Guarantee is a support of self, is a support for children, is a support for the earth - the plants and the animals- it is to realize that what exists is not working, and to stop and to reorganize this earth into a functioning self supporting, self directing entity that expresses life. 

Day 258 Consequence Dimension, Abdication Character

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to bring near what I had made distant within and as myself here, in separation from myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to control that which I had made distant and brought near in and as a desire to control what I feared.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that that which I project, persists as I have rejected it as myself, placed a positive persona in and as protection within and without in self interest in fear of self honesty, in absence of common sense within equality and oneness in and as life, as what I am here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that any want, need and desire is a separation from being equal and one in and as, with, life, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become impatient within and as this, to not see, realize and understand that I have the tools of breath and slowing myself down to use myself as life, in common sense of what is here in and as the physical to realize resistance is myself as energy, as limited insight, as judgement, as what has been taught within and as a consumerist, fear/survival system of dissipation into and as energy in separation from and as life - this being life that which is constant within and as what is best for all, as the principle of oneness in equality in and as what is same in all, which is the substance of life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the friction and conflict within and as me, has become habitual, within and as the development of myself from childhood, where what was taught within a mind/physical relationship, was a mind made huge, composed of dictates serving a system of inequality, of more than and less than, creating an environment of survival/fear and thus directive within and as self interest.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that what was taught was preconceived notions of what values would enable survival, passed down through generations , education and media, social structure as class, nationality, gender.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand my own protection and defense mechanisms within self interest in fear of loss, and lack of common sense of equality and oneness in and as the substance of life, equal and one in all existent on earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how in not being self honest, within and as life, here, I in effect was the source of supposed hurt, as my own notion of hurt that I projected without within allowing and being self abdication of self as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all thoughts, emotions and feelings, were of my own creation, through acceptance and allowance in separation from what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that my own desire for comfort and praise, sympathy and tenderness was a separation from myself as life, as something that can be what self is as life, and thus something that self can gift to self as life, in being here, equal and one to and as life here, where within the principle of equality and oneness, in “give as one would life to receive” the gift to self as the gift of life, in and as self forgiveness in and as self as life, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in allowing and accepting myself to be and become fear, in and as abdication of remaining equal and one within and as myself as life, I become a polarity within judgement of good and bad, more and less, and thus create friction and conflict within and as myself, losing common sense of myself as life and thus become spite and blame and abdicate myself within communication with and as life, here, which is myself allowing a separation within a mind/physical relationship as the instrument of life, as my human physical body.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the consequences of defensive communication lacking equality and oneness communication - this being the realization that we are all the same, of the same substance, this being the substance of life, here, in and as the actual physical world, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing the energetic storm of and as the mind, as consciousness, of inequality, of greed, of a bullying nature in and as fear of survival, of facing my own protection and defense mechanisms as personalities and characters, where I disperse myself as life into limited values unsupportive of equality and one awareness in and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand my own self judgements of existing within lack, in and as beliefs that I am not good enough, or that there is something inherently wrong with me, all of which is myself within and as judgement, disrespecting myself as life, here, and thus abusing myself as life, here, as such action has no practical common sense of this actual physical world, and thus such judgement gives no direction within and as practical solutions within supporting this physical world in and as what is best for all here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see , realize and understand that anything other than self honesty within and as myself here, is the source of perceived hurt, and thus I can blame no one but myself for what i have accepted and allowed within and as myself here within this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how much I have behaviors of control, a personification of protection in separation from myself as life, here.

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding all energetic movements within and as my human physical body awareness, to see realize and understand that such movements are judgements within and as protection and defense based on limited values, a separation into fear and thus self interest, where i can use the tools of breathing, writing, self forgiveness and corrective application to bring myself back to self, and no longer separate myself into inferiority and image projection onto of something other than myself being capable of self direction, in and as myself as life here.
I commit myself to no longer allow myself to fear looking at what is here, within and without, to look at what behaviors I accept and allow within and without and to stop and to breath and to bring myself back here, equal and one to and as the physical, a process that takes practice and patience, to face and correct, to align within the principle of what is best for all, as this is what is best for self, as this is self as life, in self honesty in and as life here, where self exists within and as a constant in and as life, that which is best for all, that which is eternal, directive.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding through and as being aware in every moment , in and as breath, to slow way down and realize I am equal and one to all existent, separations included, to self forgive in and as life, here within what is best for all, to take fear into and as myself here, as my own accepted and allowed separations in protection and defense, behaviors of competition and comparison, and to stop and to breath, and to become one and equal to, to direct myself within and as what is best for all, as myself in self honesty in and as life, here.

Day 204 Answering in protection and defense of self

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be the personification of care, to adhere to the questioning of a male and to serve the questions within believing I care as the happy face presentation, where I take on the string of questions in an effort to answer and protect myself from the alternative of not answering as a protection and defense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I do this all the time, as it was a means of survival, to answer to the questioning of another within survival in trying to figure out this world in and as the mind as energy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become care for the mind, care for answering to the demands of the mind as the mind judges and then seeksvalidation of its judgement to prove it knows.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become this with all males, and females where solutions are constantly kneeded that do not look to the whole and realize the system of the quantum mind and its effects on the very systems of this world, that are a system of greed and rape, as this system of a mind consciousness sucks the resources of this earth and turns them into energy to sustain a separation from what is real, the physical world, to the point where this physical world will be destroyed, this that the mind has no idea of as it has not learned to work with this physical world and instead abuses and rapes, pillages and destroys in a belief that man is more than, as man is looking at this world within a movement of gain, of belief in being more than, where in reality there is no more than, there is only here, as the substance of life, which is not a state of energy in and as the mind as this mind made huge is a plan that is of separation, ignorant of what is real, viewing only parts, as is evident in the parts revealed only within media, education, family - as the adult members of the family were trained within the same system of separation.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have focused myself onto and as a care to the questioning of the mind, the care of the separation from realizing equality as being one and equal to the substance of life here, and this reading and answering within respect to all existent on this earth, never blaming, comparing, judging, denigrating.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that caring in and as answering to the limited values of more than and less than according to what is projected by media, education, politics, family values, religious values, is all in separation from this physical world and in answer to beliefs, opinions and ideas of more than and less than which is to say a separation from the reality of equality within life substance into and as energy as mind, as polarities of right and wrong, instead of remaining within what is stable and sustaining, the actual physical world, the plan of life, the only real plan/form/tool of expression.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to give a care to the authority of my parents, to the views and opinions and ideas of endless speculation into human behavior where answers were never really found within the many questions sought as this system in totality, within and without was never considered, as secondary qualities were always the starting point, these assumptions unclear, but taught, causing a separation from realizing the substance of life was the support of all existent on earth, the divisions into more than and less then, as judgements were existent because the starting point was of judgement into more than and less then, and within this fear was generated in fearing to lose the values lived within the family that were believed to make one more than another, as these values were unequal to understanding that the real value was the very substance of life, the form of which is being destroyed to serve a mind of limited insight and thus, value judgements, instead of realizing that being a form in and as this physical world is the value, is what is real.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to give a care for religion, to have answered to the separation from equality and oneness as the substance of life, here into and as a belief that there is some magical world of peace beyond this world, which is a judgement of this world in and as itself and this an ignorance of life substance as the gift of life, where the gift of life would create no separations of one world and another, as the gift of life would value all life, value simply being here, enjoying the sensation of simply being, and within this create many forms of expression, which are not realized as the real value by the human, as the human is a mind consciousness system in and as energy, as limited values, fearing losing the “furniture” of the mind as the limited values of more than and less than, all an act of ignorance of what is real, as the gift of life, which is this physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I give value to material objects, and the voices in and as my mind that support beliefs of more than and less than, and thus a belief in ownership, I am a mind consciousness system, I am a walking judgement, and I am in separation from myself as life, so obvious in the loss of my ability to even sense this physical world, where I, as I grow older lose the ability to sense my human physical legs, to sense how to drive a car down the road, to sense walking in stability on the very face, as the ground of this earth, where I lose my eyesight and thus am unable to walk in dignity as life, as I have abdicated my common sense in and as life, equal and one to what is real, which is this actual physical world.

When and as I walk, breath in and as my human physical body I see, realize and understand that I am here as the substance of life, and that the Plan as the structure of what is presently existent on this earth as a system in separation from the value as the form of the physical world, this system the accepted and allowed structure as a plan that must be taken apart and realigned to realizing life is the value, I stop and I breath when I find myself answering as the voices in and as my mind as the values of separation from the value being life, respecting and working with this physical world, where working with this physical world means causing absolutely no abuse, as the physical is understood to be the substance of life, as this is what is real and not the fantasy of another life - this act of judgement of this world as being less - and I breath and I realize there is nothing to lose but life itself, and thus I look to what has been accepted and walk within this to realign this to oneness and equality, this realizing that this physical world is life, and that this is the value, as this is the manifestation of what a “real” god would create, as a system of suffering is just this, the existence of suffering and nothing else, where it is impossible to realize self as life, and express self as life, thus the whole idea of taking “shit” to get to a better place is an illusion placed on this earth in and as the quantum mind of con-sciousness as belief system that allows abuse, that in allowing abuse , is ignorant of this physical world and how this physical world is an/the expression of life as the substance of life, one and equal in all existent as the physical.
I commit myself to no longer ignoring this authored separation in and as my mind consciousness system, this separation of more than and less than values, to see, realize and understand that these values as judgements as mind are the act of separation, causing instability into emotions and feelings, the accumulation of ideas, beliefs and opinions as thoughts serving what has become manifest as the creation of separation as the nature of energy always needing a substance to burn in self maintenance, where it can be realized that this is the movement of self as energy as separation through becoming aware of physical constriction within the human physical body, the very act of the personification of limited values consuming the physical flesh just as the profit based system of ownership digs into this physical earth to consume resource, eating away as life, destroying what is the value, the expression of life here, thus does the human allow the destruction of the very platform/plan of life to serve the mind consciousness system of limited value selection that is the mind consciousness system as mind made huge, as the mind is a tool to map what is here in common sense, yet this has been used to serve energy, just as this earth is being raped to serve energy, lacking the principle of respecting life, as life is the value, the principle of give as you would like to receive, the principle of being life, self forgiving as life, here, of which the breath places one here, equal and one in every moment, walking in common sense of life, within this act of being physically here. I mean this is common sense.

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