Day 537 Going into Mind Consciousness Self Forgiveness

So much knowledge and information as what I have learned, as what I was taught to believe as how I measure this world, has me comparing and competing based on a limited framework of survival. The mechanism of the social contract accepted and allowed by men, where money determines one’s ability, one’s opportunity, and as such, one’s development. This happens by degree on so many levels, and as we are physically living in a relatively small circle, we get caught up in the immediate measure of our world only, and lose sight of the total structure of the world, the systems, the consequences in detail, about what is happening. And while we are in our daily lives, the apparatus of the world around us, as the system makes small incremental changes over time, and before we know it, as we see happening in America, the money system has shifted to one of extreme inequality.

Yet, this extreme inequality has been around for a very long time. Were it not then there would be no starving children. Since we have not taken care of the dis-ease, it has only grown. And this dis-ease has two forms, one of greed, and one of lack, one of excessive accumulation of money and goods, and the other side of this coin, children dying of starvation and environmental pollution.

This coin, of extremes, the consequential polarities the faces of this coin, are in total the limitation that in itself is a separation from common sense. And common sense is what is lost when we remain within small circles of understanding. This understanding ONLY in our immediate environment, without being responsible for what is happening all over this world.

This is really why the only solution is the realization that we are all equal in substance, because it will allow a respect for the whole, the full potential of an innate common sense that at the moment has only been trained to look at the immediate environment instead of this immediate environment and the events and movements going on around this world as a measure of what life as earth is.  Each part of this environment is connected to the one next to it, thus it is all connected. Our common sense is to be equal to the measure of the physical and its expression. Our words must be equal to a clear, living, measure of here, where we can then begin to see the patterns and thus form of not only what we have allowed within, but also, that which is the physical in expression, as this is the way to equality with what we are as life. The chaos of the mind, in a measure of very limited value judgement, as an idea that one thing is more than another, is very limited.

So, when I realize I have gone back into a limited awareness as the information in and as my mind, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I notice how I am moving. Am I comparing, am I existing as definition about another, in relation to myself, which means I am defining myself, judging myself in a bubble, based on taught criteria so I don’t fall into the extreme as the side of the coin of poverty and starvation. I see where I am fearing to lose opportunity, and or believing I have to defend some accusation that would limit me as a definition,  and realize that this in total is not what I am here. I exist on a physical planet, that is life in form, as this is how life would be, and I look here, in common sense, which is the principle of what is best for all, and realize that limitations cannot define me, so to let them go, and stand here. ALone. I mean, if I cannot create and interact with others in ways that allow communication and understanding in ways that are at ease, where there is security and trust, I am wanting another to be responsible for me, to accept my limited and as such unstable response, the asking for the state of being not equal to here. If I can’t be responsible for myself here with certainty, then how can another be responsible if they end up carrying my lack of responsibility? As the form of what we are here as humans, the only choice is to allow the full potential of each to stand as such, because this is how we each become responsible. And as this is a physical world, what is needed to be responsible, such as clean water, education, opportunity, shelter, food - solid food, the absence of such is us not looking at what we are in common sense. And if we are not existing in common sense then we become separated from that which allows us to simply be here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand when and as I go into mind, and begin to compare instead of look here at the common sense of physical reality.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate from here, from a common sense of here, into and as a very limited system of values, where I warp into an idea of a good and a bad, a loss and a gain, begin to compare, and compete, in ways that are protection and defense, instead of looking at the measure of the actual physical world that enables me to exist as life, and remeasure what exists as the whole, remediate to balance out the extremes of lack, as starvation, poverty, environmental degradation, limited insight from a lack of education and opportunity for development, to see, realize and understand that the very measure of the physical world as what I use to look here, has to slow down and breath to return to a sense that is a constant in all things as life and consider all things, that are the same as myself , of the same substance of and as life, and realize in thought , word and deed what would allow all men to stand in understanding of the whole, and in self responsibility for the immediate physical environment, to become a #waveofaction that withstands the test of time and builds an earthly existence that is in balance, realized in actually living on this planet where no matter where one went, the basic needs of every person was met, and as such, an earth that is living its full potential.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that where I live and what I live in defines me, as myself as an American, where this is extremely limited, as there are those who live in extreme poverty, and have no moment to self discover in dignity themselves as life in full potential.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when and as I  compare myself to another, it is for me to slow down, to stop and to breath, and to realize the pattern of limited beliefs in separation from common sense of physical life formation and look at what is here and how what decisions I make can only be made in ways that are best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand when and as I find myself going into imagination to rebuild instead of remaining here, equal and one to and as the physical world as this is the real formation of and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not equalize myself to and as the physical, to become a sound mind awareness of and as the actual real physical world that is me, as I am it, as this is the very formation of life, here.

When and as I find I am no longer breathing I slow myself down, I look to what imagination, held tight, fleeting, I accepted and allowed, and I bring myself here, equal and one with and as the physical.

When and as I find myself fearing to lose some self definition based on a limited value system, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I see , realize and understand that I can only be here, face what is directly here, and as such, to answer to here, which is to be responsible to here, the limited values in and as my mind, built in separation from a consideration of all life are an extremely limited measure of here and I see realize and understand that as such I separate myself from my full potential in and as life, here.

When and as I find myself allowing an emotional/feeling self definition, I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand the thought as an aspect of reality in judgement based on what is an idea only about one thing being more than another, and I stop and I breath, and I balance this into common sense of practical physical reality, within and as what would be best for all, as what would allow the full potential of life to exist.

When and as I find myself comparing myself to an idea, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I see realize and understand that values I believe will define me for better or worse as idea, and I attend to the emotions and feelings and the beliefs that define them, and I see realize and understand that such cannot withstand the test of time as what is best for all, as what allows the expression of life to exist as the very sound of life information, that works in ways that do no harm, as this is the way and the means as the measure of life here.

Day 345 Drug Culture is Profit. Organized Profit?

I realized after I went to this meeting about guns in my local town where the mental health expert naturally decided that what was needed was more money for mental health services, and the person defending guns stated that what was needed was more education leading to more self responsibility, that what is being said is that more support is needed to allow a person to be self responsible.
A system of economic inequality does not breed self responsibility, and lack of self responsibility does not breed happiness. Usury naturally leads to economic inequality because the debt will grow bigger than the principle, as is the form of usury or interest lending. The very nature and form of this allows some to eventually own everything which means that a few decide for everyone else how things work, which is a few being responsible for the many, which is taking self responsibility away from the individual, which is in itself a lack of self responsibility and an ignorance of how the human , with education, sustaining food, shelter and clean water can become self responsible, as humans are like organic robots, in that they can be taught, and they can direct themselves as what they are composed of, which is the substance of life, which is equal and the same in all life on earth. It is only ideas that are taught that separate each of us from remembering that we are all the same and this is how the mind functions, as consciousness, as the manifestation of our accepted and allowed separation, and it is fear of survival that separates us from ourselves as life that we as mind are in and as fearing ourselves as life, fearing to stand upas ourselves as life, thus, we are not stable and equal within what we are, instead we become inferior to here as what we are, we become inferior to life.
Children that are raised in unstable environments take on the resonance of that environment as they learn the words that are used within that environment, thus if they are born into an environment of fear, economic fear, because there is not enough money as the parents are lacking in having a living wage and sustaining food, an education as to how here functions as the physical world to allow self responsibility, then this child is exposed the the state of being of those parents, and learns the same. The instability as being fear and all the behaviors as fear become what they are. This self development into fear is the product of an inability to express this as the tools as the language as the words are not enough to be able to be self responsible. If we do not have the words to express ourselves how can we understand here? I think of words as being like paint, if we do not have them how can we define what is here? On top of this, if we are born into economic inferiority within having the ability to purchase what sustains us, and or we are in constant worry about having what sustains us, we learn that state of being. So, and this varies by degree, the children that are born into economic and educational lack are the products of what we collectively have accepted and allowed, thus we are all to blame for the instability of others and the behavioral outcomes of others. And/or it is to ask the question that perhaps we are all within this same conflict, yet we exist within comparison within relatives in separation from seeing the whole. The behavior of competition is the consequence of this. Competition is a state of constant comparison to survive in a systemically allowed state of instability as a system of debt from usury as interest lending which was made clear to all of us many years ago. Usury is a crime against life. Period.
This allows some to profit more than others, as the values of what is here on earth, that was here before mankind, is bought by those who have held the principle while creating an ever growing debt as is the consequence of usury, they buy the space in the media, they buy the land , they buy the science, they buy what is here and they warp it in order to maintain their principle, as they are as separate from what they are as what is equal in all that is here, which is life, a respect for life, this that is the value. If what is the value is not what is supported , then that is lost. Given what is happening on earth, the value, the real value is clearly lost.
So this system functions as a profit for a fear, without consideration and development of the whole, thus the outcome is a whole, as the parts, that cannot function, as there is not the means and the way to be self responsible, and the environment of this creates more of the same as a reflection of this.
Some learn about and are stable enough and healthy enough to understand parts of what is necessary. Such as our gun control people and our mental health experts, but they are in separation from understanding the system in totality as well. And economically, if their positions change then they will lose what sustains them, so they are as lost within an accepted and allowed state of economic instability and inferiority in comparison to others, thus the competition to survive as how money is being used for profit for the few is the nature and form of the system. This form does not work and our state of fear for survival is a behavior made bigger that ourselves as life, this that is equal and thus this has the capacity to understand what is here as it is the substance of what is here.
So back to this meeting. A man stands up and complains about the ubiquitous drug culture permeating all of American society. Obviously, drugs bring in a profit and diminish the capacity of the human to become self responsible as many choose to escape the worry and fear of survival, which we all do to varying degree or alcohol and sugar would not be on every shelf and in what is local in all towns.
Which brings me to an article about Afghanistan, where the American military is present. This machine built by those who have the profit, the principle in a system of debt known as usury, which we all accept and allow.

Would you grow wheat at .43 cents a kilogram or poppy at 203$ a kilogram if you were a farmer with a family?
And what makes this difference in price? Why is what sustains not monetarily supportive and what destroys and separates from reality so profitable? Why have American children been sent to kill and be killed for this outcome? Why are Afghanistan children living in cities of rubble for this outcome? If a few own the principle, as the value given to money, a piece of paper, where did the guns come from? The debtors are in debt, they are in the negative and thus don’t have the money to produce the guns, and if anything will take a job building guns even if guns are against their principles as beliefs, because what is the bottom line, as the lowest rung on this pyramid scheme, is survival.
Self responsibility does not work in a system of inequality, as profit , where money has been accepted and allowed to determine who lives and who dies, a behavior of no respect for life, and thus a system that does not support life because it has made money a god instead of life being the value.
There is a ubiquitous drug culture in America because we accept and allow it, each of us. Our so called “ policy makers” as what our politicians are, are not creating a structure that respects life, supports life, gives the right to life, gives the response of and as life as what we are.
In abdicating our self responsibility we have formed a system that takes our self responsibility from us, showing us to ourselves what we have accepted and allowed, and also showing us that we as a collective have created this, and thus we as a collective must change this to put an end to our states that are a lack of self responsibility.

Imagine trying to play in an orchestra where the flute player has lost a finger in a drone strike? Or imagine a Bass player who’s instrument is cracked because the worker that transported it had a hangover because he did not have enough of a living wage to give his son lessons in a discipline that child loved and his anxiety and sense of hopelessnesswas so great he did not pay attention when he was at work - I mean wouldn’t something like this upset you? What each and every one of us accepts and allows hasconsequences that effect each and every one of us. Within this accepted and allowed systemic inequality via self interested profit using the tool of money as the divider, taking the ownership of what is here to support life and allowing a few control of this, and thereby taking our self responsibility, which we have accepted and allowed because at this point we are afraid of change, is self destructive, and this is not a choice. What is needed is the removal of such a system, and the placement of a system that supports all life, realizing that life is the value. The way and the means are here, we know how to grow food, we know how to keep water clean, we know how to build sustainable housing, we know that education and a stable environment produce capable children. To not stand and support a system that respects and cares for life, that gives the right of life, as what life is, what is needed to sustain itself and become self responsible, is a crime against life. Thus there is one choice, and that choice is what is best for all, which is what is best for self.
Mankind has orchestrated abuse on earth through blame and spite through self abdication as life within self. Self forgiveness is about bringing self back to and as life as what self is, fearing not to stand as self as life. This is the way to birth life, to stand as life in support of life, realizing this is what is equal in all that is here. Taking time, as the past and bringing it here, stopping projections in to the future and bringing this here, equal and one with the physical, as the physical is living here. the physical changes and through aprocess lives and does so symbiotically. This is the gift of life, this is the experience that is self realizing life, to withhold this gift through fear of change is to deny life.
Support a system of Equal Life, Support Equal Money. There is no real life until all the instruments of the orchestra of life that is here as earth as the physical are performing with ease and self awareness in self responsibility. This is why the only choice is equality. With one dictating what is created is a monoculture, and monocultures do not work because they lack dimension. Just look at the state of our waters, and our animals.
Remove the resonance of the past imbedded within as this system of inequality that is each of us in a state of irresponsibility chasing and looking for something else to stand and be responsible for us (of which is manifest as consciousness as mind), which cannot be done as it does not work, the interest of you is to be yourself as life, this is the principle - you as life is the value. Gift yourself your birth right, the right to life as what you are, and this means the right to an education, the right to sustaining food, the right to clean water, the right to proper shelter so that you are a member performing with the orchestra of life as earth, as one as all as equal. The few who have managed to be the most brutal in taking more, are as afraid of each of us as they are of themselves as they are as separate from life as each of us by our own acceptances and allowances.

It is time for Equal Money and self forgiveness to clean up the self interested resonance of a morality in separation from life, and to create a system that develops and educates all equally to become self responsible. Direct Democracy where all vote as a human right to understand what is best for all, to give to you would like to receive, a life of equal measure realizing life is the value.

Day 311 Disgust Character Self Commitment Statements

I commit myself to realizing when and as i become an emotion of disgust I have already accepted myself to have failed within and as a belief, and within this, to no longer allow this and to stop and to breath, and to see, realize and understand that I can become equal and one within walking in the shoes of the other and realize accepted limitations and clear up these limitations within making clear what exists within and as common sense of how this present system functions in and as inequality that does not serve the interest of what is the real value, here, which is life where the allowance of life is being the principle of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for self.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that , within slowing myself down and breathing, I am able to walk in common sense of what is here.

I commit myself to seeing, realizing that failure is a belief in limitation in separation from being one and equal to and as life, here, which is to walk what is best for all, leading to prevention of the existence of stagnant beliefs that are limitations as existing within consciousness, within parts only, thereby creating relative values and this comparison and competition, in separation from being here, as I allow myself to become a movement of bullying one value are more than another, and thus destabilize myself from myself as the presence of life, here.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that my sense of disgust is self disgust as I am not allowing myself to exist within common sense of the whole, where the pieces can be brought back to an understanding of how what is here as this system of inequality can be directed within what is best for all as being supporting all life.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that walking this process takes consistent effort and patience as a reaction of disgust within and as me, has become a habit which will take practice within realigning to walking through accepted and allowed thoughts, words and deeds that seek to blame and spite in protection and defense instead of direct within what is best for all, where i have made beliefs, opinions, and ideas more than a principle of what prevents, as what is best for all, and within this allow the taking of things personally to dominate my behavior and internal conversations, and within this become a battle of personifications, in and as energy, in separation from equality as asound sense of being present here, within and as what is best for all, as this is the only choice that moves and directs within and as being life , here.
I commit myself to breathing, to bringing myself here , in common sense that there is nothing to lose, that failure exists in the mind as consciousness only, as this is myself in separation from becoming equal and one within common sense of what is practical in support of all life here, as it is from this point that direction as life is able to be realized and thus practiced within directing myself here.
I commit myself to realizing within and as every breath that the probem is separation into limited value belief only.
I commit myself to realizing that the solution is to bring myself back to what is real, as this actual physical ground as earth, and to in practical common sense become one and equal to what is here, be it the soil or another person, and/or the present system, to see, realize and understand how what is here exists as how it is moved by the conditions created within a system of inequality, and to investigate this and take what is good and and realize through thought word and deed what is supportive of all life, as what is best for self is best for all.
I commit myself to realizing that the reward is the removal of war, of conflict , of inequality, of negligence accepted and allowed through limited consideration of this earth, this which supports all life.

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Day 26 My Fear is my Want

My fear is a want. The policemen becoming one with the action of the bum as the policemen are one and equal to the bum, as the police men joined with like being of themselves, as they are no different than the bum, as they have separated themselves from life just as the bum has, one through denial of system, the other through acceptance of system, where neither actually stand within as the system and transpose this system to what is best for all, to themselves becoming self honest and in being self honest becoming one and equal to life, life being what is best for all, that which allows self autonomy as life, where what is discovered is that what is best for self is best for life. Thus a system that disallows autonomy disallowed the discovery of life/self to realize the ability of self to direct self as self as this would be the direction of what is best for all.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to fear my self, to fear discovering my self, as this would mean looking at how I have allowed a system of separation, a system that dis-allows self autonomy, self discovery, self honesty, to no longer have control, where this entire system of disallowing self autonomy is so embedded as perceived and “only” method of support, as nothing else has been presented, is all that is seen, where the fear of loss of means of support as money, that changing this system is feared, as there would be no way to place food on the table, where everyone is waiting for someone else to stand up, and thus no change will come because it will take everyone to stand up, where this is the catch twenty-two, the symbol representing the separation of self into mind where self is a “2” where all the beings in separation as no longer being a one, are bound within a system they believe supports them, when in fact it is a system that develops separation and it this realization that must occur , realized and removed as in simply standing up and politically stopping this system through voting, where there is no need to radically change one’s life, but to simply stand up and support an equal money system to relax the catch as what has been accepted and allowed and from here be able to begin the development of man, of this world, to self realize the ability of each and everyone of us to understand this world, and the physical, becoming self hONEest, and thus automatically/autonomously self directing as life as all as one as equal here.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize, thus to knot reality as this being of self is as an unawareness of reality, into an illusion of blame, of self pity, of self hate as what I have allowed my self to be, is a lack of understanding self as life, and thus in  the instability of my self in separation of self hONEsty I have no solid common ground, common sense to support me as life, as all that is here is life, and I exist in an illusion of the mind, that is placing conditioned separations as what is real as what is promoted by the current existent system as what is, where all sense of my self as life is never developed so what is left is a life of no substance and no support, on dependency to non directive, non self automating development, this non awareness that self has the capacity to learn and understand this physical world, where this is known, and thus to stop the discovery of self as life, plastered all over this world are directions that in essence are direction of self separation.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not take the time to stop and to breath, and to realize this, where is I took the time to stop and to breath, and to understand the monetary system on this earth I would in a short period of time realize how unsupportive this system is for any kind of self awareness development in equal capacity for all life in this earth.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see that I cannot make political statements without understanding how money moves in this world.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not realize that as I seek money, as what I obsess over and wish for and want, as this is how I survive within this world, to say I do not understand the monetary system yet can make statements about political groups, indicates that I cannot understand politics unless I realize that everyone on this earth is dependent on money to survive and thus the very movement of politics is also about money, as all of this world is obsessed with money because money is how humanity receives sustenance as food and shelter and water, the middle man of existence taking a cut.

I forgive my self for not allowing and accepting my self to see, hear, and realize that without money I cannot survive in this world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting my self to understand that within a profit based system the illusion of lack must be created to de-man(d) life into fear of survival, and then within this fear as what man becomes, where man is blinded, a supply of life sustenance can be given, where this sustenance is grabbed and in this frenzy not even looked at for what is is, where what is given can be again divided to partially sustain a person, limiting self development, where the state of limited development can become all that is known and all that is lived, as self will know of nothing else, only have momentary sense of something being missing, yet what returns , as this has been made huge, is the desire to have money to survive.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to believe that I cannot understand how a debt based system in fact works, where debt is economic enslavement to a system where money  represents resource, as resource that is of this earth, an earth that gives unconditionally, and thus cannot be owned, yet I can be deceived into believing that this can be owned, as a monetary value is placed in this earth, and thus my earth, my possessions become a commodity for survival  as monetary value only, instead of the substance of life that it is where I in allowing this and following this become this instead of realizing my self as the substance of life.

I forgive my self for allowing and accepting my self to not understand that all debt is in the hands of the people, while the value and ownership of the resource as the money is resource transposed into a “sign,”   is then able to be  allowed to move or withdrawn within this society, to create conflict and lack and a mass of people blaming one another for this lack as the stories in the media, the media being supported by those who hold the real value ( which is simply a transposed value), promote relative cause and effect scenarios instead of absolute value causes and effects as seeing the whole of the present system on this earth and how this system by it very nature, creates the existent nature of mankind on earth, a “nature” that is man in separation and suspended-non-self-development  that is man in diminishment lost in relative awareness and not absolute awareness that all that is here on this earth is composed of the substance of life that which supports and is the equality of all of us.

Thus, I commit my self to speaking up again and again and again until my last breath the nature of this system that has become the nature of mankind on this earth in separation from self as life, as what is best for self is what is best for all.

I commit my self to revealing the limited nature of man as mind ,where many cannot even see of a painting is done from a photograph or from the actual physical world, where this subtle difference is tangible and can reveal the non ability of mankind to be able to sense this physical world  and the depth of insight available to each and every one of us, as what we are as life is able and capable to understand this physical world and become aware of ourselves as life, where what is best for self is best for all as this is life.

I commit my self to transposition my self away from only existing as mind.

I commit my self to realizing that my wants reveal my separations from my own self hONEsty as life.

I commit my self to not fearing my fear, as my fear is my separation and thus the very door to my self discovery , where i can bring my self back to self and stop my self existing in the bling of the energetic existence of myself separate from what is real, this physical world and my ability to common sense the life that is this physical world.

I commit my self to realizing that I have made my separations from life bigger than what is this physical world.

I commit my self to breath and realizing my fears are my separations, where my love is my addiction to habituated ideas of what is more than and less than, when what is more than and less than is what was taught as this was believed to be what one needed to survive and that my fears are what I believe I cannot in essence sense when such a statement cannot be real, as all that is here is life,one and equal as the substance of life, thus to say I cannot sense, as I am life, is a clear indication that something makes no sense, where even in the words “makes no sense” one can see the answer, that this present system makes/created/develops NO SENSE ability, removes/diminishes sense, eliminates the capacity of self as life, as life is what all is, to be itself which is life, thus how cannot  essence not sense itself as it is as all that is?

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