Day 655 I am the nature of change.

I realize that I fear change, and yet this is a natural ability within me, and the physical world surrounds me to enable me to change to fit with what is here, and to work with in ways that do no harm.

I can see where television, imparts a vision that has nothing to do with the reality as the physical world surrounding myself here.

I also can see where the contrast of our present education system, moves at a much slower rate than the imagery on a screen, filled with possibility and excitement.

In a world where a child has little to no interaction with the physical reality surrounding them, and a communication system that use words to bring out detail, and a television that orders movements and picture that appear to defy reality, and an education system that micro manages in abstraction only, for many hours a day, can we see how we are in effect not educating our children to realize their full potential?

We understand that what we think can become automated in our behaviors, the measure we are exposed to, as media and the slow-motion of learning in our schools of a set body of information, abstractly, without practical application- as being away from using our immense common sense - eventually becoming what automates us, or, what directs us, or what we program ourselves to direct our physical bodies as.

I mean, look at the Harem effect in our schools. This is a program of a set body of values, that a person believes defines their value, or believes brings some excitement. If this is the information, as a series of values composed of measures, like data, or like ‘ tradition” which is a set of data based on a past,  then that is what that person attends to, has programmed their body to move towards. This is okay, yet when one’s set of values are made larger than other values, as they are all values, one not more than another, what is missed in perception and what directs that lacks a respect for all values? What is lost in the elimination of other values that are in no way more or less than one’s perceived values collected into what directs the person’s attention?

And, is one so busy chasing these limited values that the potential of other values is simply ignored? This is like wandering though a forest and ignoring anything that does not motivate one, when all those others trees have values, and together form the forest that is the very means of life, as the trees all emit oxygen for each part in this fabric of existence.

And if one is so busy following these limited values, is everything else no longer visible, as the imagination has become larger than life? I mean is this not what abstract teaching only and constant tele-vision in effect doing?

Have we allowed ourselves to become programmed with limited information and within the practice of that limited programming as what is our cognition/our directive map, lost sight of how we accepted that programming to the detriment of a natural spatial ability that is the very means to sense that forest and each individual tree? In other words, we have become a mind consciousness system, following an inner informative order on automaticity as what directs us, forgetting how this all works!

Imagine trying to explain this to a mind consciousness system that believes that mind consciousness is more real than that forest?

And meanwhile that program will say “ you are not listening” when that ‘ not listening’ is really that the program that is all that is seen, only wants acceptance of itself because it sees nothing else!

And yet, one can change, because that information was placed and accepted, a process of construction that can be deconstructed. Yet a principle must be what guides in the reconstruction, as this can create a constant, and that constant must be what can withstand all change. It must be that point of stability, reminding the person of that forest and the individual parts of that forest, down to the leaves on the tree.

This principle must be what is best for all, because this has that which follows a program, for a moment, to consider all things. We can sense that forest and the leaves on all the trees, as this is how great our ability to assess and absorb information is. We can retain what we assess as a form for a moment, and become an ability to change in every moment with that innate spatial ability. 

Given that what is programmed can become automated on another level through generations. As the parents become the program and physically direct themselves as this, and end up modeling this for the child, who then is exposed to this every day, because the child does not have enough information accumulated to realize what is happening.  Thus the parents model the limited information, as this is physically directing them.

We all know this is happening, as we ignore what is happening in the world, and are involved in our immediate environments, where television/entertainment and specialized jobs consume our attention. We move like we have visors on, and bury our frustrations in entertainment and drugs, because the suppression of our full potential is a lot of work. Thus we are allowing a fluid ability to assess ( learning to crawl) to direct in a very narrow focus.

If in every action we make, in this next moment, included the principle of what is best for all, we would begin to look outward,and realize the structures of, for example, our economic system as being what is not what is best for all.  We would begin to investigate the structures, and even begin to understand that we were never taught how the money system works because it would mean we would understand that by design it is not what is best for all and therefor cannot work. We would begin to realize the structural patterns within and without.

We are accepting a system that is acting in self interest, just as we each are lost in our own self interest, having forgotten to respect what we are, as physical beings living on a physical and finite planet.  This is  a planet that works in symbiosis, not as a monoculture. Look, are our bodies a monoculture? No, they are a system of many different parts that work together in symbiotic ways. Our bodies are not a monoculture.

Is it no wonder that the physical labor jobs are paid the least and the abstract-on-paper-work jobs are paid the most? This is because the paper work jobs can manipulate in self interest away from what is real -moving limited information. This is a building of structures far away from that forest, forgetting that fabric of the physical world that is the means of one’s life, as that forest is a part of one’s physical body- without it, one cannot live. The system reflects what each is allowing within.

In this, all jobs, no matter what, are equal in importance and within this, each one must move within the principle of what is best for all, in consideration of all things, as all things are you in another life, in another form. 

As one begins to realize one’s program composed of values that are essentially a measure about the physical world surrounding us, and begins to look not only at what one has accepted and allowed, and the distractions to not face this, as the television ( not a ‘ bad”) and the education system of a set body of information that does not teach how the system is structured  ( or we would not have starvation and environmental degradation) one begins to discern the without and the within. The without being the real  physical world around us as that forest and all the leaves on all the trees, and that within as what one has accepted as belief and idea and opinion that is an enlarged imaginary value only; a measure, a data about this symbiotic world. This is how a  mind consciousness system  is what has been accepted, where the imagination is in separation from reality, and that imagination is believed to be more real, than reality as the physical.

The means to begin to ground one’s self back into reality, is to move as the principle of what is best for all, as this is what is best for self, because self as life, exists because of what works and what works is what is best for all, which is how earth exists because it moves in symbiotic ways, which is respecting all things and taking that which is good and does no harm. 

One must be able to change, in every moment, assessing all things. One must be fluid as to what is formed within and what is formed without. Each has this capacity, or we would not have learned to crawl and to walk and to talk. For those who could not learn to crawl and walk and talk, it is because of the consequences of each, within each generation, not considering all things, taking that which is good and does no harm, in every moment of breath. We are all a part of creation as the physical. Our responsibility is to all things. What is best for us, here, is what is best for all.

Day 654 Returning to Common Sense.

Returning to common sense.

Last night, as I was driving back from a second presentation for the week, I wanted to go into all manner of self doubt and give up. The problem is that the drama within and as me, had no common sense. This was myself looking at lack, instead of the very measure of the world around me. I had to stop, as I do so often these days, in terms of the beliefs, opinions and ideas that swim around in my mind, as what my own mindfulness is, filled with a measure that categorizes things within values of more than and less than, ignoring the practical right in front of me. I live on and as a physical beingness, and this physical world has an order of creation, built of parts, as cells, and probably even smaller particles. And these parts, collectively form me, here. It is a magnificent thing for sure. 

And yet, here I am imagining all manner of doom and gloom situations that bear no witness to this practical living measure. Instead, I am in an imaginative construction of limited ideas, made larger than the life around me, the physical life around me. I have accepted and allowed what is usurious as a verb, and pyramidal as a form, composed of limited values that are metaphysical, because they are not in common sense of this physical means of expression, which would be to include all life!

Within this limited construction lived in an imaginative state, I have become a mind consciousness and not a life consciousness. I have allowed a bubble of limitation to define who and what I am.

And, because I learn through spaced repetition, I become what I believe as a measure, I program myself with a metaphysical ideology, that does not fit into what I am, causing a dis-ease within my physical self and with the world around me, hence instead of seeing directly here, I end up in my car, driving down the road, imagining a lack, believing my inner measure to be true, and everyone else’s measure to be  the fault in comparison to my own. Yet, right here, right in that moment, is the obvious answer, I am in separation from common sense, and that common sense is right here in front of me, all the time, has always been! Thus, it is only me who can be the blame, because I accepted it, I allowed it. I am the cause of my own separation and I am the only one that can change this lesser measure that is chaotic because it does not fit into reality, as the physical. I am the cause of friction as the conflict within composed of self pity, and spite towards the world around me. I am focused within a construct of lack. I have, because I learn through spaced repetition, accepted limited measures about reality, again and again until I have believed them to be true. Hence when I race as my own measure of expectation, and that expectation is not lived exactly as my inner picture show stories, I crash. 

As I drove, I stopped. The blame and spite in my mind, sometimes blaming  a lack without, and/or a lack within, judging another and/or myself as not being enough, has nothing to do with using common sense, realizing that we all are doing this, and grounding what is always right here, as the solution of bringing everything back down to earth, as in moving into a common sense measure with the means of myself being here, which is the physical world. The means of this is always the simple. And that simple is always right here in front of me, it has to be, or the ubiquitous media shower of a ‘ good’ that is a false positive would not be so effective in causing a metaphysical society in separation from earth as mankind! 

That ever present and constant media uses a spaced measure of constant remeasure to ensure common sense is not used, to distract one from what is real, as the physical world that is creation information. LOL, the media uses a limited information and repeats it again and again, to induce, or divide the within measure of each person from what is real, the physical world that is creation information.

Someone said to me this week, as I brought up what is called the ‘ harem effect’ that this was only showing the preference of a person. Yes, this is true, yet it is that preference when used to define a person, as a set of values preferred, that the rest of the many wonderful values as qualities of the physical world are ignored, hence an expansion within one’s awareness of the qualities of the world around us, are denied, as those limited values that are not bad values, are chased to serve one’s personification of oneself. That personification when made larger than the physical is a limitation. If one decides to be that measure, because it is a measure, that is cool, yet remember that one is ‘ trying something out’ and within this to respect all other measure as being of equal value, where not one is more than another. And remember that if one remains within one measure, it can become an illusion of truth, which leads to becoming stagnant, where that truth becomes a comfort, and change appears to cause a death of one’s habit or measure which appears to be uncomfortable, and is really only un- com-forting one’s value system composed of qualities in a moment. Thus, it is as though one took on some values in a moment, and within that forgot, or dismembered one’s self from everything else in this physical world. If one remembered this, then change would be a transformation instead of a death. 

Yet all of this shows how much we are creators!  If we look at how fluid children are, how they absorb and change and develop, we can understand that this is our real nature, to be able to change and take in form and function! Our within is really just like water, we can take on the form of the world around us, and come up with new ways of doing things! In all common sense, this is how men, as their real nature, can come up with new ways of doing things that improve our understanding of the means of living as the physical world around us. And, this is when we are most happy, because we are using all of ourselves to sense the world around us! This is the gift of life, within and as us. This is the instrument of the physical world as us, moving in fluid constancy as change with creation as the physical world as life information!

It is only because we have allowed ourselves to believe an inner measure for a moment to be more than the world around us, as the physical, that we have become stagnant and interior to life. We are living in fear, we are allowing a false evidence to appear real! And that false evidence is composed of qualities that are inflated values ignoring all values as being a part of life! It is really very simple. Hence, spiting and blaming another’s value system which is self blaming and spiting self’s value system because it is all composed of values existent within the physical, is really only a paranormal event in one’s mind and not an act of respect for life. It is not self being self as life, it is a disconnect from one’s real nature, which is fluid and changeable like water.

So, as I sat in my car, I realized that all the fear moving through me in the form of believing in a lack and blaming that lack, within and without, and realizing that the expectations I held based on limited values that missed a common sense of reality and the separation that exists as the minds of men, I have to slow down, and realize the hue on men, is a measure of limited values believed to be more than reality, that have become one’s greatest weakness as false evidence appearing real, a meta-physical construction of values that are great strengths because they are aspects of reality, as the only thing that is real, is the physical world as this is life information.

The warning here, is that the imposition of a false god, as a limited meta-physical construction of beliefs, opinions and ideas, to define one’s self, perpetually made larger than life, will destroy life, render it shattered because that imposition of lack, does not fit into creation, cannot and will not. As life takes that which is good and does no harm. Unless each man, removes the hue of self interest, and respects the physical world, which means working with the physical in ways that do no harm, using one’s real nature that is fluid like water and considering all things, within each moment, the physical world will shatter and disintegrate, as we see happening all around us, especially in the state of health of our trees. We are, if we continue to allow hierarchy, destroying this earth and creation, we are destroying the means to being life in expression, as nature is the product of what works in the physical, as what works in the physical is what fits in symbiotic ways.

We have one chance, one life, we can realize equality, as everything being us in another form/life, or we can stagnate in a mind consciousness that is a limitation forgetful of the real creation as the physical world guiding us towards what works as in what does no harm, taking that which is good as this is the action of respecting all things.

Day 653 Fearing to Let Self Definitions Go. Becoming the change I want to see.

Fearing to let self definitions go.

In walking the journey to life I realize with each step, how much I allow knowledge and information to guide me, as in myself following information without respect for the source of that information which is this physical world. Thus, I remind myself that knowledge and information without practical application is useless.

I notice that within myself I become tense. I have accepted and allowed this practice for so long it has become automated information. It is composed of inflated values that I accept and allow to personify me, creating a fear where the information by the nature of its limitation has no real constancy because it is not equal to what is real and constant, even beyond death, as the physical.

I learn through spaced repetition, contrary to what is taught within our education system, thus what I practice, as repeat, becomes who and what I am This reveals the gift of life, as what I accept as a measure, and practice/direct myself as, is a means to learning how to become equal to the physical, which is life information. A way to create, where this ability to create within myself, is to be and do that which is best for me, which is what would be best for all. It is symbiotic, where all the parts are me, equal and one. This is information as expression showing me how to be me, my oneness as my physical form, reflecting off of creation around me, as the physical. Thus what I accept and allow determines not only my own potential, it also determines the potential of life being fully lived and the way and means of becoming the creator I was meant to be.

What I do is process information around me, I can take this information and believe it is more than the physical world around me, or I can realize that I have accepted information into a mind consciousness that is separate from what is real, as the physical.

I notice physically, within my physical body, that I tense up within myself, as though it is a huge effort to ignore the world around me. And, that I suppress myself as life, as that same ability to take in information as that which built and accepted what informs and thus directs me here.

This ignorance suppresses my own fluid nature as my common sense ability, manifest as a tension  built of limited knowledge and information. I am not cross referencing what is here, as the means of me, as the physical world. 

I have to slow down and breath, and realize that with each moment, with each breath, I can assess what is here, investigate all things until I am ready to realize in thought, word and deed that which is best for all because what is best for all is what is best for me. I must know the score of the physical, and because of what has been accepted and allowed, the score of a social construction that orders a dis-order within men, as the acceptance of a mind consciousness before creation- which is the physical. What guides me is to live a principle that is a practice of the solution being what is best for all, as what is best for all is what is best for me. Thus, I move as what is best for myself, as this is what is best for all, as each part is me in another life. In this way, do I become equal to that which can withstand the test of time, equal and one as the physical.

When I become tense, within me, like this tightly wound clock filled with limited information, that is not all bad, I separate from including and respecting all life, as this physical world around me.

I notice I become what I define as feeling loopy, where I become uncertain, and then anxious. I lose a sense of stability and realize there is a movement, like a ‘ soup’ around me, that is knowledge and information composed of inflated values, that I have allowed to become larger than the physical world. Many of these inflated values were learned from the environment. During those first seven years, when my foundations as experience were being filled, were from my parents who were products of the same system, and what information informed me within the education system, and the information that is ubiquitous as our present media information. Instead of assessing this information in ways that grounded this into a practical action, I followed in my own desire to survive, acting in self interest, instead of respecting this world and making choices that considered all things and did what was best for all, as what was best for all is what is best for myself, here.

So, when I find this habit I have accepted and allowed, as moving as limited knowledge and information, I stop, I breath, I slow down, I sort out information and apply the principle of oneness and equality, as what is best for all, as this is respect for creation, as the physical which is life information.

I realize, that when I project an idea, a belief, or an opinion, I am imagining something about reality. If I spite anything, or project a blame onto an object within this physical world, I am acting in my own self interest, and in separation from life. I then create my own dis-empowerment. I can stop, I can slow down, I can self forgive my thoughts, as the measure of my information, and apply a corrective application that moves information into what is best for all, within the principle of oneness and equality, as respecting creation, which is the information of the physical world.

I can become still, like water, and listen until I have assessed what is here, and what information is being communicated - for example- and ground that form to be in line with the physical world, to be in respect of creation information as the physical. 

I can be aware of my own acceptances and allowances and know when I am allowing a tension within that is composed of limited information generating a separation from my own common sense, that I can then move out of  judgement as inflated values in self interest, and reform/transform within the principle of what is best for all, as this is what is best for self. 

Because I have programmed myself though my own acceptances and allowances, I can change that programming, within the principle of what is best for all, the principle of oneness and equality, to stand equal and one with creation, to move through the eye-of-the-needle and stand within what is eternal as what does no harm, as what is equal in creating life. This is the gift of physical life. Here can I reach the full potential of myself as life, focused with and expressing creation information. This is an action that does no harm.

One of the signatures, if you will, of this tension that is my own accepted and allowed ignorance of what is real, as the physical world around me, is a thickness within my chest area, a kind of protection and self defense, an inferiority to believing that information around me is superior, as believing something cannot change, or the information is too difficult to process and ground. Thus, when I find this measure, as a movement, being generated within and as me, that I have accepted and allowed, I stop, I breath, I slow myself down, until I am calm, and I assess the information around me, until I am able to give practical applications that direct in consideration of all things, as being the choice that is a solution of no harm, of bringing information back down to earth, practicing what is best for all, as this is what is best for myself.

I realize that the only thing limiting me is fear. And I realize that this fear is  a habit, that is built of information, that creates a bubble of energy around me, where I begin to feel loopy, ungrounded, and overall, not at ease. I can in this moment, breath, and assess until I understand the score as the measure around me, as the physical world, and become a practical solution that is beingness as the principle of what is best for all, a living principle, here.

This is my journey back to life to realize the value is life, and to practically stand in thought, word and deed the principle of oneness and equality, the principle of what is best for all, to become the same today, tomorrow and yesterday, equal and one with creation as the physical information called earth, here.

Day 652 Watching the Bernie Sanders Hillary Clinton debate. Crony Capitalism and being Blessed.

I watched the FaceBook Bernie Sanders Hillary Clinton debate last night. Lol, like one can make a noun of something, as the ‘ Bernie Sanders Hillary Clinton ‘ debate. Such a thing can conjure up so many different measures about the world around us, a string of associations depending on one’s experience and exposure, which is one’s class and culture. As such, we can all get caught in the net of sorting ourselves out, within understanding each point of measure as each physical body of each person, the starting point of us all, as we did not have any of this  inflated value judgements when we were born. Yet we learned to crawl, and to walk and to talk.

This means that all the information one falls into as one answers to one’s mindfulness of measure as information becomes what one expresses as ones communicates with another person or group as one talks about this debate.

I have questions over all about what was used.

The point of education. We become what we are exposed to, we become the information we accept. A completely sensorily deprived orphaned child in Romania, who was left in a crib from birth to three years, remains in the same state as the day it was born. A child that is raised by wolves, can learn to smell like a wolf. Thus, we become the measure of our exposure. Which means, Mr. Bernie Sanders and Ms. Hillary Clinton, that a responsible citizenry is a collection of men allowed exposure to what allows full sensory awareness of the world around them, meaning that what is educed can move and assess every form within the environment, with an understanding that directs that person and the surrounding world in ways that do no harm. For Hillary Clinton to say she is ‘ blessed’ is to move into what Bernie called ‘ crony capitalism’. A human body is capable of understanding all form around it, to the point where our physical bodies can sense the space to such a degree it can smell the presence of a rabbit yards away. This ability is the blessing of us all, it is not some mumbo jumbo belief that  one person as Hillary Clinton, is ‘ blessed’ above others. Anyone who has proper food, clean water, shelter, a basic education within the present accepted and allowed class warfare system, can get the same education as Hillary, no specialness as the person, it is the opportunity and the ability to use the opportunity that enables the development, it is this capacity that is what is special, because this is that orphan having a sensorily abundant life, this is that feral child having a different exposure!

To say that state schools would have no tuition, is not looking at the words, and hopeing ignorance, because the tuition in schools is pretty low, even in Massachusetts, a high performing score on the state assessment tests, will allow free tuition, it is all the fees that are the cost. Thus, one can stand and shout ‘ free tuition’ and it is like saying nothing, because all costs are not made clear, as how the system is ordered, which is the ‘ lie by omission’ game.

As far as the middle east conflict. If one percent of the population has large sums of wealth, then who has the means to support large productions of munitions? ISIS cannot, if they are impoverished and thus desperate men from Turkey wanting to make a living to somehow provide for their families, who is paying them, and where did they get their guns? And, if we were suddenly to change to another system of energy production, would we be in the middle east? So, would all the endless details about who is doing what, when it is men just like you and me wanting to take care of their families,  be what is expressed on a debate on CNN- which is owned by the same few who are the ones who have the means to order vast amount of war toys? And, like that feral child and the orphaned baby, who is accepting and allowing this order, as the information accepted and allowed, and/or, as Hillary, the opportunity of developing the skills to be able to stand on a platform and tell stories that are ‘ lies by omission’ ? It is each of us. We, each person, is/are the very fabric of this system, thus we as this fabric can change the order of this system to one that builds a world where this value, as this ability to take in, with our physical bodies, this world around us and order this in ways that allows each to reach their full potential.

Think of it as the ‘ right’ of that ability as our physical forms to do this. This ability is what is special. It is not exclusive to Hillary! And, she is using this, without really understanding what she is doing because her program really believes, as her inner measure, that she is blessed- which is insanity, as it is a metaphysical form/measure accepted and allowed and aggrandized in separation from the natural ability of life within and as each man.

Hillary’s measure, as her information presented, in one case as a measure of making public universities ‘ cost less’ through removing ‘ tuition’ only, lessening student debt ( which is enslavement to our present wealth accumulation system)  is the means to the end of Hillary’s being ‘ blessed.” This means as a measure as using inFORMation, to create class warfare which is division of measure within! This means as a presented/touted ordered measure is used to enable a few to accumulate the wealth -that  in another case, allows the weapons to be built using economically suppressed ( misinformed/limited informed/ lie-by-omission measure/order/formed) people to build them and fire them as these men just-like-us - and that feral child and that orphaned baby- desire to survive, because they see no other choice/measure.  Thus, Hillary, who stands as a democrat, is not a democrat or a republican, she is a Hillarian, she is for Hillary and Hillary alone, and her idea that she is ‘ blessed’ as she weaves a lie-by-omission as a metaphysical construction to support her idea of an ordering system! She is the personification of what we are all doing, as that measure within, accepted and allowed by each, something constructed, and thus something that can be deconstructed  into a system that realizes the value is life, and that the gift is to understand this world. Here, one can ‘ move through the eye-of-the-needle’ and become equal to creation information as the physical, and realize that each and everything on this planet is us in another form, and that each things reveals to us what we are, which we need to enable us to be the form that we are, to sense creation and express the nature of that creation. Such a magnificent thing, and something that could be so much fun. In order to allow this, to accept this, all things must be considered, where only that which is good, as does no harm, is taken and made the choice, as this is the choice of life.

We each can be the change we want to see. We can realize the value of education, as how we are informed, and the importance of proper food to support our physical bodies, and the need for clean water and shelter, to realize that the only choice is to build an aware and responsible fabric of the physical as men, and all that is here, to step into being equal and one with creation, here, right here under our feet. We must stop and deconstruct being up in our head's limited measure ONLY, and come back down to earth, as in bringing that ability the feral child shows us, into being grounded here, responding in respect of life, this which is all around us as this earth. Without this, we become as the orphaned Romanian child, sensorily deprived and locked in a measure that is stagnant and harmful because it limits our real potential, and that which allows that potential is what is the gift.  It is time to change the economic structures, to enable each physical gift of life as each man, the digital means to access this right to life, as what being physical is, so that each can ground themselves here on earth, and take responsibility that is our natural state of being, and become in thought word and deed, what is best for that physical point, which is what is best for all. Realize your within being equal to the without, your above being equal to the below, stand as what is best for all. Support a Living wage for each and every gift of life as each and every human. It is time, especially with growing automation, to realize a natural right as life income because of our present system. Support a Living Income Guarantee. 

We live on a symbiotic life form, called earth. There is no place for ' crony capitalism' as a form of hierarchy. Our system must function like the water on earth, flowing what supports each measure as each form the full potential of each thing to express itself. This is realizing in thought, word and deed, equality and oneness with life. This is the real blessing.

Day 651 The presence of a baby in nature; silent, stable, lite, fluid.

Yesterday I walked with my young three plus month old nephew. We walked around the house, his hands reaching out to touch what was before him, The baby also being aware of the spatial measure within the distance of his hand and what was before him. He would reach out, draw his arm back and try again. He also would move his arm in a circular motion, as though, as it appeared to me, to sense more than what was directly in front of him that he eventually reached to touch.

Then I went and walked outside in the gardens with him. There was this sudden change in him, in his presence. It was as though this silence to a greater degree became what he was. The degree of this change, into a presence of such silence, astounded me, as it was different than how he was when we walked in the house as how I sensed this in the moment. It was like he took a breath and lowered himself into an ease, as how I saw this, within such a differential degree, I just stopped. I realized in that moment, how that state of silence, was such a state of ease and wonder, I can understand why some gravitate towards babies.

It is not the baby, it is how the baby is within themselves that is what is peace inspiring and comforting. As this is showing the degree of separation from being present and aware of this physical world around us, where the very fabric of this physical world is a stability that is constant, and that moves with ease, the ease of expressing a sound of life information.

It also showed me the degree with which I am a mind consciousness, a shaky limited measure of belief, opinion and idea that considers my survival as knowledge and information without acceptance of life, life that is all around me and there to support me, to allow me to become equal and one with the physical to pass through the eye of the needle into life. 

Hence, the solution is to breath, to slow way down, to forgive the projections of blame and spite, calling something a bad, wanting an entity of mind consciousness to change, an impossibility, as each is the source of one’s own demons, and responsible to see, realize and understand the inner picture show that is the separation from seeing directly here, and being at ease with the very fabric of life that moves in an absolute purpose of expressing what does no harm and takes that which is good, to remain constant and stable, in the value being life in expression, This can only be here.

And, that fear, that sinking within, that sense of a vortex like spiral pulling inward, in protection and self defense in fear of a loss is as much a entity of no real value, and a negative value that manifests as petrification, hence a heaviness to it that has no fluid ease and presence equal to life as the physical fabric of life surrounding us and allowing us to be life here. That fear is what I fear to lose as an idea about myself, and if I slow down and look, I will see, realize and understand that this fear has no real substance and can only define me if I accept and allow it. This fear  has no self directive capacity into that awe and that ease that gives a simple and stable directive capacity. Hence the choice is only to take that which is good and does no harm if we as men want to build a solid and stable world and really become equal and one with creation, meaning if we really want to become the creators we were meant to be.

It is like, to use the constructs of belief we are immersed within and as, we are all ‘ artists’ and we either choose to understand the real art of life as the substance that builds the physical world, or we remain scattered and restless as energy- the by product of our separation. It is like money, as how we are using money, to allow access to a few instead of flowing money as the means to what sustains us and allows us to care for the world around is in common sense ways, to develop this innate ability to care for our environment directly seeing as each part what allows the full potential of all things to express their from and function as life.

As we can all realize, the limited monopolies, that are of a structural rigidity, are to order our separation, And these rigid structures tear apart the physical to build a pyramid scheme that creates our class warfare, and our war economy, and our war on health economy, all of which is ripping asunder the physical world to order and control this separation into mind consciousness. Mind consciousness is a limited story, that can layer within, and as knowledge and information without practical application, it does not fit into the physical, which is why we end up in a bed, shaking as our physical twitches of mis-alignment, our fears clenching us within, consuming the flesh as the physical. The way we are using our resources to support a limited system that is in separation from creation. We end up a shattering mess, in total separation from what we are when we are a baby, which is that silence, that ease, that ability to sense the space of here, and rest in a awe that is of ease, present, silent and expanding in awareness of the physical world, as the physical world is life/god/a gift/ expression of what is good and builds a sound stable existence to create within and as the same substance as what we are.

Accept yourself as life. Stand equal and one here with the physical. Time to get this physical world in order, realizing what is best for all, and becoming equal and one to the flow of life that is the substance of all things, around us in every moment, it is only ourselves that reject and resist, thus no one can bring you back to life but yourself. It is time to self forgive your self back into equality and oneness to and towards life, here.

Day 650 Drowning in limited knowledge and information. What is being polite?

Politeness

Within resistance, I realize that I have ideas/beliefs/opinions that I have allowed to be more than being here, in common sense of practical living. Within the word politeness, I cater to the beliefs/opinions and ideas of another, which is really protecting my own beliefs/opinions.ideas. None of this self definition based on not having been practical in a physical world, using what a feral child uses to learn to smell like a wolf- focusing the physical body into sensing here- can create a presence as that sensory/reflective ability to see directly here as the physical world.  That self definition is a secondary, metaphysical construction composed of the division of reality into a  energetic entity that is a separation into a limitation as what is real, as being the act of being present within the real physical world around us. The actual physical world is what works to support life, to express life. For example, nature has no borders, it is symbiotic, its waters flow everywhere ( unless an idea that disrespect this, cuts down a forest without spatial awareness of the consequences of such an act, and in so doing washes away all the organic matter that holds the water- or allows the water to circulate above the sedimentary rocks etc.) Such an act reflects the separation into limited respect of physical existence. It is a hued man chasing a metaphysical ideological construct which has been said is the making false idols. False idols are demonic, because they impose that limitation which in the end , as the word suggests, de-mans self as a physical expression of life. Then the physical, as that forest, is torn apart and scattered, like the fairy tales tell us, we become fractionalized into spread out parts, like Humpty Dumpty- where no systemic men can put you back together again, as only you as that substance can refocus yourself here, back into what is real, which is the physical- no metaphysical construction necessary.

If we look at our monetary system is it the image and likeness of what we are doing to ourselves within.  A false god that has no regard for life and the capacity of that life to create is lost. What is  lost is the choice of life as the action and directive of what does no harm, taking that which is good.

Thus politeness is answering to the metaphysical construct and not being practical here. And, because this has been allowed and practiced it is like a entity running as the a mind consciousness that consumes the flesh, tearing it apart, where in death, the body begins to shut down, twitching and suddenly shaking as the information releases and plays out, the presence buried in delusions of the past, as one’s self definitions has nothing else to consume. Meanwhile, what is left gasps for air, fearing to lose that self definition, where there is no longer any physical left to maintain the vessel of life as the physical body. The body itself, tied in knots as the consequence of constant suppression,  as the effort to maintain that ideological self has lost all ease of movement, fighting to maintain this idea self.

It begins on day one, because the adults model this, and the child absorbs this measure, this measure of sub-traction from being life. The schools perpetuate this, forcing the limited story of the victors that are also this, yet just happen to be on the systemic gain side of this fractionalizing system that has the same outcome no matter where one happens to be in this life within where one is placed at birth/ as their berth on earth.

Thus, ego is the expression of a limited story, using the parts of a picture, which can then be brought back down to practical living. One must really slow way down, and realize the spin of the meta-physical construction within, and with every breath as a marker, cross reference the real , actual physical world. 

One can respect the metaphysical part for a moment, and draw it back down to the ordinary, giving the ease to move here, equal and one with and as the physical world that is life in expression which is creation.

So what is real politeness?  It is to see the justifications as the polarity that is the nature of justifying a limited self definition as what a metaphysical mind construction would be, and realize that that ideological mind consciousness is rejecting qualities of reality in fear of loss of that construction. And, it is to realize that we all are this, the marker of which is a loss of being in common sense of what is physically happening to every part of this world, and, also, not seeing, realizing and understanding the nature of the accepted and allowed systemic design that creates consequences that are not what is best for all. Overall, to realize that one cannot place a child/tiger in a box, and expect that child/tiger to reach its full potential. And it is not that placing a child in a classroom to listen to information is bad, it is that placing a child in a classroom for six hours a day, is like placing that child underwater, too much of anything can cause one to drown- so to speak. This is what is meant by a false positive. Any adult can realize that being in the real practice of physical living, teaches awareness more than any sound picture as words written by the victors of this system of self interest for a few when the experiences are not enough to realize the sound formations, and even here, to realize that the physical must always be cross referenced- a scaffold only a means to build in a moment or to communicate a sound multidimensional structure that in itself, cannot be made more than the actual physical. Our system is moving in the opposite way, against life, it cannot work and it is not working. It is time to take that which is good and transform our system, and to bring what we believe is heaven, as mind consciousness, back down to earth, to stand as the real creators we were meant to be, to begin to realize, as live, the full potential of our physical bodies.

I have to, in every moment, slow way down and breath, realize where I resist, as this is where I do not consider reality as the physical, to ground myself here, equal and one to and with the physical world. As this is myself as life, here, being forgiving with and to life as what I am.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a mind consciousness, disrespecting the life that is me around me as the physical.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that I can, in every moment, with every breath, slow way down and cross reference the actual real physical world.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to life, and within such an emotion, to not within breath, to cross reference where I fear to lose some ideological construct that I have accepted and allowed to define me, and as such made into a superior entity as belief, opinion and idea,  a metaphysical smoke and mirrors show that is like a de-manning of my presence to see directly here, to allow myself to respect life, and as such become equal and one to and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the depression of knowledge and information, as though it can suppress the presence of myself as life, as within and as me as who I am as life, is able to move through the storm of emotions and feelings, and ground myself in common sense in and as the small measure that is in front of me in the moment, as the physical world is composed of small steps, working in symbiotic ways which is the way and the means to ground myself here, and take that which is good and does no harm, as this is the message of equality and oneness with and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the ‘ big brother ‘ of a mind consciousness composed of limited knowledge and information, false positives and rejection of qualities that are the real measure of life, as the means to live as myself in full potential of being presence here, being the directive capacity of myself here, building self trust, self responsibility equal and one with what supports life, as what is real, is that which takes that which is good and does no harm, considering all things.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that I am my own self punishment when and as I accept only the polarity of belief as mind consciousness in separation from practical living/life as is the nature of life in expression as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become angry of my own separation, that i have accepted and allowed and to fear the consequences of such a separation, where the solution is to walk myself back into what is always right here in front of me, as the practice of respecting the physical world, as moving in small steps to reach equality and oneness with the physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that constant struggle, fighting, is a resistance that has no rest as the quality of its signature, and to let this go, forgive, and follow through as in grounding myself here, realizing resistances as a gift to align myself equal and one to myself as life, to stand as the living word of equality and oneness where my false positive heaven, is brought down to earth, to become the creator I was meant to be, here.

When and as I find myself becoming confused, I stop I breath, I slow myself down, I take the part as in listening to here, as the separations and the actual practice of what respects and accepts the physical world, to see, realize and understand that which is good and does no harm, to live equality and oneness to and as life here.

When and as I find myself becoming tense, as in my shoulders moving into defense, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I see realize and understand, through listening, where I am within a mind consciousness of limited knowledge and information and I stop, I cross reference the practical physical world, to allow myself to build a self directive capacity that gives myself the ease, as that comes with self trust within and as myself respecting life, the physical that is all around me.

When and as find myself becoming heavy within and as my solar plexus area I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I bring this de-man into my heart, to self correct , forgiving spite and blame projections as self pity and fear of loss, to realize the practical steps that ground myself here, equal and one, to enjoy the full potential of life as the physical.

When and a s I find myself moving into projections of spite and blame, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I self correct into what would practice what is constructive in communicating the small measures necessary to communicate with ease, what grounds my presence as myself as life, here.

When and as I find myself in fear of loss, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down, and I self correct through forgiving any spite and blame, into and as what is the small step as myself here, in the practice of respecting physical life that is me, here.

This, the solution to being polite is pulling on the strings of separation, and bringing the ego back into the small as the ordinary that grounds into the gentle and humble ease of being focused here, equal and one, building self trust in self honesty with and as the life that is me being present here, in respect of life, to which I commit myself to stand as equality and oneness with the physical, here.

Day 649 What leads is the past information, as what is here as the physical. What is Generation?

I can see the travesty of the refugee system where whole masses of people are running from bombs and destruction as drones and planes fly over and bomb this earth. How in any way does this make any sense?

Human beings can create wonderful things, they are very very capable of doing, of walking small details in small actions to complete something that is amazing, this is how things are built on this world and how things are cared for and understood. We are, we humans, the perfect sensory mechanisms to do this, I mean, a child imitates a smile on the face of an adult in a manner of weeks!

Yet somehow, we have lead ourselves to believe that that smile has another significance other than that organic machine that is able to imitate every single movement of the world in which they have manifested! That smile is nothing other than the physical sensory machine of physicality imitating what it sees/experiences/senses.

If that machine does not have the means to self dis-cover what it is and what it is actually doing, and ideas/beliefs/opinions are created around that movement, a measure, an icon, a morality, then that definition becomes more than what is actually physically happening. This creates a massive separation from reality. And what happens?

The ideas that create the borders become more than the physical expression of life as what this earth is. And, masses of people are moved around, under the guise of what- do any of us really know anymore? These people come from a country that at one time was self sufficient. These people come from a land that has natural resources that are ordered in a way to be owned by a corporation that wants one way for that resource to flow, and that way is to support an illusionary construct of hierarchy where some men, by means of their self defined measure that was LEARNED/ABSORBED/INPUT after they were born as that infant who copied every movement in their world until that ‘ measure’ was given precedence over all other measure. Yet this means that we become what we are exposed to, and we become what we are allowed exposure to, and that when we do not have a measure that is what is best for all, as in a measure that leads to an understanding of what it means to be physical beings on a physical world,  we are in separation from what it is that we are. The default is a combination of past traditions that were really only technical operations to exist on this physical world that we allowed to define us, which is how the separation started; our definitions did not include what we really are, which is the expression of life, that of course must be physical. I mean why create a separation from the physical world into the whole idea of a heaven? This reveals that all religions, were in so many ways, the first tele-visions of separation for those that believed their self definitions were more than another, having lost all sense of life.

Evidently, this happened even before the modern day religions, as the Sumerians and the Babylonians already started the story of Christ, of the child of god, creating a separation into there being one figure head that had a child. The irony is that the leader is the follower, as the leader is really what came before, in many ways, and the information as what came before brought into the child, which happens again and again and again with each generation of physical life on this earth as men. This is to say what leads, is the information that is here as the physical and the awareness that is expressed and passed onto the child. Thus, it is the measure of presence in physical living that is the real ‘ god’ in a way. What we allow to inform us, is what we become. Something of great beauty that can be abused if we all accept and allow it.

The refugees are people, they are life in expression, they are us in another life. They are the means to create heaven on earth. They are the power to put an end to this hierarchy as what people are and are able to be and do. What would be what is best for those lost in the separation as a belief in power, is the real power which is being present and equal to creation, which is the physical.

                  We can stand and become the stewards of heaven on earth, equal and one real-eye-zing the value is life.