Friday, July 12, 2013

DAY 392 Abraham Hicks Vibrational Abundance : You have been HAD!


I listened to this HIcks video about money, about getting abundance.
She, the “ voice” talks about abundance, at first describing that there exists people who are getting more than their fair share, and others who exist in physical lack, and that all of this is based on a belief that resources are finite. Then she/it/the voice goes on to talk about “ vibrational future” . This after talking about following emotions: saying that when you are “ following” your negative emotions you are finding what that emotion as that thought is, and when you are following your positive/feelings you are following that and thus will find that. So, in following one's picture/idea as your mind you get what you “ follow” what you run after. Your myopia?  As the mind of polarity is limited, ignoring details of the physical and selecting the idea, the belief, the opinion?
Then we get vibrational escrow, this place where there is abundance, endless abundance, this beautiful thing, this wonderful place in the “ future” where there is this gift waiting for you, this always non-existent place of “ future” where there are supposedly so many many many humans clinging to this future place of abundance.


So, what do we have here as the words, telling us of what is actually being said?
We have admitted “ taking from Peter to pay Paul”, a believed to be actual real physical finite world where some are physically existing in lack, and there are so many existing in lack now that they are all within the last thing they have, hope. And within this “ hope” is an imagination of the “ future.” A wonderful abundance place in the mind - because in all common sense this is the only place the future can be! And in our minds, in this future place is this abundance, and now, more than ever, there are so many realizing this future place, this imaginative place of abundance in this fantasy/imagination place of ‘ abundance. This woman is actually not lying, she does describe what is happening on earth physically, and she does describe how entertaining hope can be in the mind in a non existent “ future” place, and how this  whole scenario is “ real” at present and so prevalent, so busy as a behavior on earth, because there are many, many, many, probably more than half the world suffering the physical effects of finite resources being owned by a few, as Peter taking from Paul in some droned belief as an inner dialogue  in separation from realizing all life, all dimension,  that is chanting, “ follow the positive feelings to take from Peter to rob Paul”  as there is abundance in my separate picture mind reality as the “ future” that can only exist in my mind where the abundance of my imagination is feeding off of my flesh keeping me occupied so I don’t look at what is real - or include all life as life being the value ( all of it) because I am a maintenance battery for that supposed abundance place as imagination because the future is never HERE.
The problem here, is that, once again, it is admitted that their is growing lack on earth, that the Peters have robbed the Pauls, and that this has placed many people in a desperation they are so busy expending themselves hoping because they do not have the basic needs to live in dignity, thus they are dreaming in some future in their minds because this is all they have, as their physical is not real, and can be stolen because in some future they will have abundance and so it does not matter. 
We have a real world, and an imaginary ( as the nature of the future) world, and the imaginary world is being described by a voice in someone’s head as being more.
Meanwhile what is real is ignored, accepted and allowed, which is an existence of lack, where some take from others to the point where they cannot physically exist in the full potential of what they are for real, a physical being on a physical planet, made less than by a set of words, as a belief, in an imagination as mind which cannot exist without the physical. This is life in reverse, and the ignorance as believing that imagination is more than life is just where those that have the comforts from taking without regard for the basic functioning of physical existence would want the competition to be.
There is enough on this planet to support life, there is enough to give all of this physical existence the basic needs to be self responsible, self honest, self directive, which would birth an earth that works symbiotically as an expression of life, we have the technology to divide and measure what is here and realize what is best for all, and the hands of men who as a nature of life can be an expression of “ give as you would like to receive” , where the mind is realized as an image mechanism and not the primary source of reality, as the physical is what is real, here, breathing.
The solution for this propagated conundrum is to realize the mind is a picture show, that can be made huge and fed ambiguous imagery, much like a limited statement of “ hope” without specific details as to how such would actually physically move on earth and that the separation would manifest as resistance to actual physical reality, because what we resist persists, and that resistance as rejection would become an entity, a personification of our separation , where the bad would be ignored and the justification as the limited gain, to hide the loss, would be chased as our meta-physical ideological ignorance glorified as reality, and the whole reverse is an imaginative illusion causing harm on earth. All of this a created polarity, as our judgements made huge, as our division from equality and oneness to and as life here, the real, actual physical. Thus, the solution is to come back to earth, to come back to the physical, in practical awareness of how the physical world actually functions. And within this to realize a system that supports the right to life, as this is the only way to realize self as life, this that is a gift given to bring us back to what is real, life.
The rewards of such a system would be real physical communication with the physical including the physical world, removing judgements of one thing being more than another, where what is here could be understood, where self as life can express with what is here, enjoying the expression of here, understanding the expression of life here. This that would be so much fun, so fulfilling. The rewards of realizing the physical world as life are numerous, only able to be realized as we allow ourselves to become equal and one with and as the physical, and within this allowing all of this physical world to self realize and become self responsible as life. Then would the volume of life become life. I mean, what  else is there?
Support BIG, a Basic Income Guarantee, get this world in order. What is here is what is needed to self realize as life. Remove the “ straw men” of cognitive dissonance from equality and oneness as life. Investigate the hierarchical pyramid structure of our monetary and militaristic system as Peter stealing from Paul, to understand our accepted and allowed separation  turned into a system that is ignoring the suffering on earth, and thus ignoring life. This earth has the potential for an abundant life, all it needs is for life to stand and structurally order this physically, which can be done by the many. The rewards are real communication with our children, with the animals, with nature. This is life, this is living in all dimension, this is accepting and allowing life to exist on earth. This is practical, structural heaven on earth.
Bring yourself back to earth and birth yourself as life DIPLite. The process of discovering self as life.
Check out the interviews on Eqafe.com. Listen to those who have realized their separation from what is real, the physical world and listen to the interviews that describe the mind consciousness system of separation in detail.  Know yourself, equalize yourself as life back to life, to live and become life, absolutely.

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Day 391 Add money to peace keeping and it becomes military and security forces. Is this acceptable?



“ In other words, the privatization of UN peace and humanitarian operations to the private sector: an objective of several billion dollars annually the cartel of private military and security companies have coveted for many years.”
In the above statement from this article:
What do we have as the equations of the words? We have a misleading double speak, UN peace and humanitarian operations becoming military and security companies. Within this, suddenly, there is several billion dollars that have been “coveted for years.” 
So, peace is not profitable and security and military are? Is this why we have so many children being killed, so much war, so much destruction?
If we give the poor and the dispossessed guns, as their land is shrunk from mis-use of water and deforestation ( to name a few), and then play the hero with military and security, what dies this say? This says that we are the cause in totality of the demise, and the abuse of this earth is caused by greed, a desire to own natural resources in self interest, for profit, BEFORE life. This is egregious behavior, it is criminal, delusional and unacceptable. 
The few who have used the inequality of usury, where the debt grows and is placed on the many, and the few control the principle, which are who pay for the guns because the poor cannot ( so why to we blame the behaviors that come from the tools given, such tools that can only be paid for with money and only a few have access to this) , this few, as we see, own the capital of this earth, and they are not interested in peace, which they say they have an interest in, but the actions are another story. Security and military are protection and defense mechanisms, they are not peace keeping actions.
Peace keeping actions are giving men the tools and the means to be self responsible. Taking the land and the means away to allow this self responsibility creates/allows the discord, and then inflaming this discord, this survival behavior with tools of destruction creates a scenario of destruction. Thus, the military and security mechanisms are a consequence along a chain of greed behaviors, self interest without regard or respect for human rights, animal rights, earth rights, respect for this physical world. The chain of this is crime against life.
The solution is to change the system. Usury does not work, will not work, cannot work, it is a pyramid scheme.
Destroying land through deforestation, displacement of indigenous peoples, through signatures on pieces of paper that these people laugh at because they realize that in the end, the land is the value and that it cannot be owned and abused, thus , though they are ignorant on some levels, this is used and abused, this is not the behavior of a leader that considers life, a leader that takes on leadership to lead the ship of this earth and care for all life. Thus we do not have leaders on earth, we have a few who own more and believe that they are more because they are drugged with power, a false belief in separation from life, and their actions make this clear.
Ironically, this uses the hands of men in self interest, thus it admits that the hands of men are needed, even to make and maintain machines that take on the work of men, machines that have been developed over generations by many men and so to claim ownership is once again, a delusional idea that bears no witness to life, to the physical world. We could call our present governments insane asylums, because it really is not any different than such a place, it is a bunch of men walking around actually believing that they are better than others, that they are some kind of god. Should we ask them to stop breathing? Would this not reveal that they are the same as all life on earth? Without breath, does one does not exist?

What is the solution, at the moment to take care of this? It is to stand and organize this system into one that provides to all the tools necessary to become self responsible as life. I would not even bother with trying to explain to extremely delusional power brokers the consequences of their delusion, because they are so happy playing with their toys that they will not be able to listen. I mean, try getting your son away from a video game sometime, all that happens is a body that seems to engrossed in the game they do not hear you, and then you have to yell, and them you are accused of being aggressive and then a whole series of blame reactions and spite reactions come up and it all becomes one big battle field. This will not work. Thus, the solution is for the many to stand and place a system on earth that supports and values all life. Though this may seem small and impossible at the beginning, realize it will take time and consistent effort. This is to realize what supports life, what gives the human the means to become self responsible, to become the life that we are when given what allows us to develop in self sustaining ways. A Basic Income Guarantee will allow this, and will realize that it is the many hands of men who have created the values that support life, from generations back, in developing the resources of this earth. These resources are us, we are them, they belong to life, to earth , to all men, all creatures, all plants, - these plants that are very efficient in making the air that we all breath that enables us to experience life. We cannot blame the life that is here for behaviors of lack when behaviors of development are not consistent, stable, efficient, practical, and directive within allowing self direction. In many ways it is like the human is a machine, and when given proper instruction and tools to express, the outcome is self directive behaviors of equal consideration and respect for life. Humans simply reflect what has been allowed on earth. Thus, the human must change. The dictate on earth must become a principle of what is best for all, which means the development of self direction as life, as life would life.

The rewards are the opposite of what we have on earth at present. Clean water, clean air, sustaining use of resource, behaviors of giving and receiving that which one would like to receive. Systems that ensure all the soils are functioning, that the water is clean and reaching all life, that the animals are cared for, the trees are producing air.  I mean , what would happen to our rivers and streams, our lakes and oceans if the water were pure and clean, would our weather change? What would happen if our tools were made to last, cutting back 95% of resource use? What would happen if our homes were built to last, and we could trade our living spaces with one another, knowing everything would be valued and cared for, and thus we could see all expressions and formations of life on this earth? What would it be like to know that your children would grow up becoming a full expression of themselves as life, would this not be worth the idea of having great wealth as the present system touts and instead seeing your child become calm, stable, expressive, giving, communicative, physically active, present, stable?
I cannot imagine anyone choosing war over this. There is no other choice, but to remain where we are for the moment, and to support a system that supports us, and our children, and all life absolutely. This system is a Basic Income Guarantee. Check it out. It is time to remove this delusional double speak - the misuse of the tool of life as the physical - that has become so myopic, so repeated, so pounded into our ears and senses it has abused life and bullied a separation that has no connection to life, and thus it is the many who must stand and reform the government of men, the system of governing, to one that values life, that values earth, by removing that which divides and destroys and placing that which gives support absolutely, realizing that this will take time, as the behaviors that presently exist are going to take some time to correct back to life, that which we have all separated ourselves from, that has always been here, right in front of us, the mis-take was a belief that one thing was more than another. And for this, we must simply forgive ourselves and stand up, and accept ourselves as life, as this is what we are. Our minds are simply the voice of our separation. Don’t believe me, just go and watch TV, and read this article, It makes no sense.



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Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Day 390 Paranoise of inferiority, Unknowiing common sense.



I had a dream last night, of myself at a party, in a gathering, and I fear not being able to talk to anyone. Then this morning I looked at the dream and had to remember myself to common sense, to the principle of what is best for all, and that we are all the same, able to move as birds, together, sensing here, not with some “ magical projection ability” but one and equal to the very fabric of here, as the substance of life, as physics is discovering - or realizing - has always been here, where it is only ignorance as the beliefs within consciousness as mind as the human in separation that are in separation from the constant field of expression as the substance of life as the very essence of what we are, no projections needed, nothing created - so to speak- on dis-covering ourselves as life, this which we have not looked at but covered within believing ourselves to be more than, as imagination, as mind, as consciousness.
So, the anxiety within being able to speak to others, is myself having expectations, which means, I have desires, which means I have beliefs and am not stable here within enjoying here. Ironically, that which I desire, is right here, it is only myself as ideas, beliefs and opinions that have covered up and dis-respected life. So I am in a place in time to b-earth myself, dis-cover my at-most-sphere/fear point that I have accepted and allowed, where my character is a personification of having ignored myself as life, taking on a more than belief, as ego, imagining this until it becomes what I express, at loss with a stability with life/here, creating consequences of separation, isolation, lack such as dreams and miscommunications with the world around me, a world of men at this same point - a place to b-earth oneself as life, to remove the veil of separation as the pictures of consciousness of ignorance of the absolute value being life, and instead using relative values and associations to define self, resisting life, pushing away the bad, the separation, the judgement, and presenting the good, the happy face , the positive, the self validation and justification for a lack of self responsibility as life, here.
This dream, this play-out in my mind in fear of social stagnancy and outcast,  is myself being inferior to life, inferior to here, inferior to a capacity of myself to speak, to follow through, to see, to realize , to understand how the physical world functions. This world functions in a practical way, observable, measurable, mathematically structural-ble. There is no invisible hand, there is only a smoke screen of complication to hide the normal practical observable movement within the physical world. There is no need for a god to judge, the outcome of how this physical world is treated is visible, it is only a disallowance of research and physical investigation that withholds - doing so in self interest. If man is not educated, and placed in economic stress, this is done in self interest, to eliminate competition, a crime against life for all life. This will not work, cannot work, does not work, as history shows us, our history is one of war and destruction, all in the name of self interest, man in separation from life. On every level of this hierarchy of separation as inequality, there is abuse, ignorance, destruction, it is just that those on the top that move centralized regimes throughout time into same forms of different names, call their crimes, present their crimes, as being good, while the physical outflows are only perpetuating physical abuse of this earth.  It is time for this to stop.

In all practical common sense, if I imagine a belief that I cannot talk with others then I create an inferiority and follow this instead of using my practical common sense and looking at the movement of life here, being humble and realizing that what is here is the gift of life to cross reference my stability here, myself being equal and one to and as life here. This means looking at my self validations as what I reject that persists, and realizing this as equal and one to me, that I need not fear, that i can follow through, that I can perceive and equalize to me within the principle of what is best for all is best for self, and within this cause no harm, preventing further separation and creating understanding with and as life here.
Thus, this ambiguous idea that I cannot communicate with others is an imagination based on an idea of lack, and thus the anxiety is a state of stagnation, myself in paranoia of my own beliefs, opinions and ideas.
There was a situation with my sister when my children were smaller. It was just after the death of my husband. My son had been swinging on a swing, when my sister’s daughter , who was also small, ran in front of the swing. Now, my son, who was small and my sister’s daughter , who was small, had both been children doing what children so, playing, laughing, running in glee, thus both had not been aware of their surroundings, and to note that even if my son had noticed that his cousin was about to run in front of the swing ( there were bushes all around the swing sets ) he was really too small to suddenly be able to jump down from the arc of the swing onto the ground and stop himself from swinging into my niece. Did I want this to happen, did my son want this to happen, did my niece want this to happen? No.
My sister started yelling that my “ boys” were rough and had hurt her daughter. I was astounded, and as I went to explain the situation, I became very angry and started to yell. While I was yelling I suddenly watched myself become a rage of indignation, so big, so strong that within myself I stopped. I thought, what is this? This rage , this anger cannot be good for me of for the situation, even if I am “ right.” So, I stopped. I realized the stance of my sister was unreasonable, and trying to convince her of this, in that moment, was like taking a horse to water and trying to get it to drink. I thought, that my children would confront such unreasonableness in life, and that reacting to this was not always the best thing for self. Thus, and here my interest went to my children, that they had to realize that sometimes the behaviors of others have nothing to do with oneself, and that such does not define oneself, and that this is not necessarily something to accept, but to realize one can only state what happened in common sense and let it go.

What would inevitably happen, is my mother would come and tell me that i had to put up with such things, that my sister was sensitive and if I reacted then she would no longer come the limited times that she came. Here I was always in conflict, because it was like I was damned if I did and damned if I didn’t. Somehow putting up with what was unacceptable, was not the solution, as it only perpetuated the accusation of behavior that had no directive within developing awareness, instead the self validations were allowed to be supported to keep a peace, no resolution. 
Within this, I was taught to walk around emotional insecurities and self validations, instead of using common sense and directing myself within looking at situations where the physical was considered and looked at to learn to prevent mis-understandings. And within this, to simply state the mis-understandings and let it go, to focus here, practically, and then to release the acknowledgement of the observation. Within such scenarios, others sometimes speak up, and place common sense into words that can be very insightful. When this happens it is like a gift of insight, where i have stopped and thought, wow, what a way to see this, it is really directive, meaning not positive or negative, the value is absolute within common sense of here, where self direction is realized instead of emotional spite and blame.
A similar scenario happened later with my sister again, and I just got in my car and left, because I could see that I was getting angry again, and my anger was not a solution, so I left, to stop the reaction, as at the time I had not gotten control of  this. I had stated what had happened, and left. 
Within all this, I realize that I am inferior to myself, as an idea that I can be considered as being a “less than” that even in the face of common sense, I attach an idea of a less than, a fear of a less than, a paranoise of a less than. I can see that within the relationship with my sister there is self validation going on, and I am wanting to control this, and react when I don’t get the result I want, I am not so much as blaming my sister, or her daughter, or my son, but I am reacting to the idea of  being considered inferior despite the reality of the situation. Even though I acknowledge the situation, I remain within fear of judgement. I say to let it go, but I am not really, I am hanging on creating a hurt out of the situation, turning myself into a victim. UNKNOWING of my own common sense. The only choice, is to remain , here, developing stability, practicing this, letting go of the past, and  remaining stable within and as breath, within the principle of what is best for all is best for self,  that life is an absolute purpose of what is best for all, it is only to forgive the paranoise of separation into a belief that something can be lost, as this paranoia is a reaction based on an idea lacking common sense.
We all have common sense in abundance, fault finding in another is not common sense, if we abdicate our common sense, we lose self honesty, self responsibility. And in a system of inequality, where money determines life, would this not be used, would you not use this in another, to ensure your survival? The present system places all liability and all debt on the people, the huge numbers of people, where few have the benefits, and in a way this system, is telling us all, that we as the human, have abdicated our common sense, and it is right here, right in front of us. If you have a table and a chair and a bed, you are in a position to stand and to support - those who are so depressed,and on the brink of starvation - and to change this world into a system that values life before profit, a system that values this earth - our home - that values and is the response of this value being life Support BIG , a Basic Income Guarantee.  It is time to get this world into an order that is life. 

With my sister, what could have been a joy, in self discovery, was turned into a game of competition, as metaphysical ideas of one thing being more than another, when what was real was simply becoming aware of ourselves as life, learning to live, learning to move and enjoy ourselves as physical beings, expressing life. 



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Monday, July 8, 2013

Day 389 Self Forgiveness on the Manner of Consciousness


I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a machine of infinite affinity to ideas, opinions and beliefs, instead of looking with and as my self as life, breathing here, realizing the physical, equalizing this within this being myself in common sense as  myself as life, absolutely directive within the principle of what is best for all, where there is not fear, only absolute focus on being directive with consideration of all life , where all life is me and i am it.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand the limitation that objectification into a more than and a less than creates, as a separation from awareness of the physical world as me, where I allow myself to become stagnant within one dimension only, within and as my mind, as consciousness as pictures,   which is to say that I move as limited knowledge and information, which is in and as itself not good or bad, but limited, and thus a separation and thus stagnant, a suppression , which we can see is the system playing out on earth, which in totality is a separation from the physical earth, thus there is not respect for earth , for the physical, as the totality of life, as earth is not considered, and this lack of perception, this lack of depth, this lack of awareness, this separation compounds to the point where the action of the many as the physical body of a collective of men, is not respected, is not seen and realized for the life that it is, as the few that represent the outflow of each of our inner separation from life, as the physical,  simply play out the extreme of our inner accepted and allowed inner separation, thus what exists as the system of men, is the consequence of separation from life, from respect and equal consideration of all life, of all of the physical, this physical world that which is real, that which sustains us, that which sustained heaven, which is why such a statement existed that said that heaven had to be brought to earth, I mean why would such a thing be said?
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear describing the extent of separation that is the mind, composed of thoughts created and recited again and again by parents who were themselves in separation, and thus what was said was not all bad it was simply words that taught/constructed a placement on a grid that is the outward manifestation of the inner separation of the human, thus this present economic system on earth as the human, is the representation of our separation, each of us, from life into and as consciousness.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize and understand that there is no ease until there is equality and oneness with and as the physical, that there is not ease until the separation into a heaven and a hell is brought back into equality and oneness with and as the physical being real, being what sustains us, being what is the value, and thus the value is all of the physical as the physical is a symbiotic world where this physical world functions as an interconnectedness, where there is no monopoly within the natural world as this will not work, because it is trying to force an idea on how earth should be from a starting point of separation into and as consciousness, as limited values, not good or bad, simply blown out of proportion, the effects of which cause a cognitive dissonance, as separation from equality and oneness to and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the the knowledge and information in and as my mind, that is an echo of the present system manifest on earth, is a lack of common sense of self as life, as same substance that is the composition of all life on earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the consumerism system is composed of limited values that disregard the physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that believing that I have affinities to certain things, as other humans, instead of looking here and realizing the expression of life in all things as the physical is the expression of life, is myself in separation from equality and oneness to the physical world here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that when I gravitate towards something, as another person, I am in effect following what sounds like my own accepted and allowed values, as moving towards what “ sounds” as I am, what is energetically of same “ drone” of belief, opinion and idea, where the manners of the person move in specific ways, of which I compare to my own accepted and allowed manners, and thus am I following what is of like mannerism, not seeing realizing and understanding that the very movements of myself here as the physical is a collection of beliefs as values I have accepted and allowed, built according to class and race, gender and nationality, all not good or bad, yet built in separation from equality and oneness, acceptance and allowance, of respect and consideration for all of the actual physical world that is me, and example of which, was that when I was in Europe, when I lived there, in the tourist season I constantly had Dutch people walking up to me and speaking Dutch to me, and I would look at them and say that I did not speak Dutch that I was not Dutch, and the Dutch person would react in surprise and say but you look Dutch, which makes sense within my family, because my father came to America from Metz, and my mother came to America from Germany near the Dutch border, thus the past is embedded within the manners I exist as , as what was sensed and imitated from my parents as a child in the first seven years of my life, and thus i am a product of generations of collected beliefs, opinions and ideas that are of separation from equality and oneness to and as the physical, all a separation from being equal and one to and as the actual physical world, a separation from practical common sense of the physical, directly, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am a product of a system of separation, which as an accepted and allowed separation from the physical world, a world as a system that functions in one-dimensional living, as the beacon of the mind is a map of limited imprint, which is not good or bad, simply a selection of values then followed as what is real, creating a bubble of separation from what is real , from what sustains us as the physical world, thus consciousness is our separation, our inferiority to and as life, the gift given, to be an expression of life, the gift as the actual physical world, to become equal and one to and as creation of the expression of life as the physical, which is the only way to becoming equal and one in expression as life, here.

I commit myself to when and as I see and realize a dis-ease with  here, within and without, to stop and to breath and to slow myself down, as reaction, as a sense of vertigo, and I bring myself back here, into and as a state of ease with and as breath, and I look at the separation manifest as loss of self esteem, as a voice of blame and spite, as bitterness, as victimhood, as jealousy, as envy, as self pity,  all of which are judgement, an act of comparison, as being myself within limitation, and I direct from here, I follow through within and as the principle of what is best for all, I no longer accept and allowed an end game as idea as knowledge and information only without practical application, I bring all thought, my accepted and allowed map, into and as what is best for all, here, as this is the only choice, to be equal and one to and as the physical here, which will take practice and time, as the separations have become habits of survival, and thus must be deconstructed , seen and realized as separations, and brought back into an expression of life, equal and one.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that  the separations must be forgiven, which will then allow myself to stabilize in and as breath, to stop, slow down, the storm of the mind, and the reactions as emotions and feelings, the collection of beliefs, as a survival suit, the feelings being the good, to hide the separation as the limitation as the “ bad” as a value of one thing being more than another, where the feelings are the intensification of the bad into being considered a positive, which is really a justification for accepting and allowing the judgement of more than and less than, a resistance, a  pushing away into the conformity behavior , where common sense is suppressed, causing dis-ease with and as life, as the present system is life in reverse within a system of limitation, inequality, manifest as what exists on earth with the amount of abuse to the physical world, the behaviors of which are visible in the news, of which consciousness, if allowed, ignores, as consciousness is a tool being used as a mechanism of separation from equality and oneness to and as life, here.
I commit myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that since I have followed the map of limited values as consciousness as mind,  if I try to “hold” the perception of space here in and as myself, even down to being able to have the strength to hold tension and then releasing this tension in and as my physical body, it takes an effort, as my ability to hold and sense the physical world has not been developed as all I have done is followed a map, where i become myopic in clinging to one point at a time, as I as an instrument of life, have practiced separation, and limited common sense, thus the development of myself in using common sense will take time, as it took seven years to build enough beliefs, opinions and ideas, as images of my environment of a system of separation into a grid of inequality, that it will take time to deconstruct my own separation as what I learned from generations of such accepted and allowed behaviors unequal to the physical, to life, in totality.





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Saturday, July 6, 2013

Day 388 Common Sense is the value of Life


In a memory that stands with me, from the past of a performance, where within the performance I remember I believed that performing in common sense, meaning in expressing myself as letting myself out was not what was wanted and that what I must do is perform in a manner that was acceptable, meaning having a certain style and projecting a certain historically correct manner as was taught and I believed the pieces I played SHOULD be performed and if I added my own expression to this I would be rejected. Now this is not to say that a piece of music played should not have shape, but a preponderance of manner only I had taken personally and judged myself as lacking something when the criticism was about various aspects of a piece, and there was always something, and within music no two teachers or musicians can agree as to how something should be played. 
As such, allowing myself to be so caught up in this, I suppressed myself  as my own common sense, trying to fit into an idea, that had so many descriptions, I did not see the ambiguity within what was happening. In trying to become the correct manner, I shut down my common sense, and without common sense there is no real direction. Within our society, a manner has become like an obsession, and what is real, as common sense, as what the human is able to be, has become second to some idea about the past. The idea of perfection has been made bigger than common sense, and ironically, common sense is what senses what is here, as the life that we are. To place perfection before common sense misses the whole point of “ perfection.” What is perfect one moment may not be in the next, thus common sense development is a development of being here, meaning being able to change and meet here in a more responsible way, being aware of here, instead of some idea in and as the mind as consciousness. Thus, the only way to perform, to be self responsible is through using and thus developing common sense here.


This means looking at what practically, physically exists. What is measurable within the physical, what fits in common sense here instead of some concrete idea in the mind only. We even have the technology to help us measure what is here, how things are grown, what the nutrients in the soils are, the microorganisms, the amount of materials that break down the  matter in the soils that lend to the strength of the plant, and thus the nutrient density of the plant, that can then sustain us to enable us to use our common sense as what we are as life. The human is a perfect machine when fed properly, when taught to use common sense. And why do we create exterior machines to measure here? It is that we deny this within ourselves. Shut down common sense of the human, and then control the ignorance in self interest. This is ignorance, and this is a crime against life. It is denying life. It makes no sense. It is like taking depth perception and shutting it down. This is shutting down life. The solution here is turn life back on, so to speak, and then this planet will become the life that it is meant to be, the life inherent in all that is here, as this is life.
Unfortunately within a ponzi scheme of inequality, this is not what would be wanted, as a few who have more than is needed, and who, because they exist as ideas and manners of more than, would not want equality, as this would disrupt an idea of being more. It is the idea of being more that is the disease, the lack of common sense development that all humans have accepted and allowed and thus lost touch with the gift of the physical to realize self responsibility in and as common sense, a natural learning ability, an absorbent self seen in young children, this which is lost as ideas are taught as a morality that one thing is more than another, an objectification that is a separation from common sense development, the emotions and feelings the consequence of persistent lack of common sense. The mind as a measuring instrument as all that is used turns into actions of judgement when not cross referenced with the physical , with common sense,  because an image is not reality. Values are attached to objects and the image of this is made bigger than life and the separation begins. Our emotional defenses then become spite and blame offenses to protect our separation,  which is ourselves in separation from directive depth perception capacity, our common sense within what we are as life, which would what is best for all, absolutely being directive in care of earth realizing we are equal and one, of same substance.  Common sense is lost. And then machines are built to measure, as the human has abdicated a natural ability to common sense here. Our machines show us what we are in separation of. The ensuing inequality then breeds division, and this division breads competition, and the competition breeds elimination of common sense, as this would remove the already existent separation as the disease of judgement of one thing being more than another instead of looking at here in practical common sense, where it is obvious when lack is the expression of a human being.
Because humans have abdicated themselves as life, ignoring common sense, the machines we have at the moment can automatize what exists on earth in detail, meaning, measuring levels of what is needed to exist on every level, down to what is in the soils and the waters and where what is there comes from and what is needed to balance this out so that this performs without conflict. This means that where exactly every dollar goes and how every dollar was spent can be monitored. This means the there need be no anonymity, everything can be known, which means that crime will have no venue. This means that what is here can be distributed to ensure that all life here is in full development, eliminating behaviors of lack of common sense, this that the human body is born being able to do, before limited values that suit survival, as a system of survival is a system of ignorance as how here works, as we know how here works,  the research as to how class levels develop and succeed is enough to indicate that environment determines outcome. Where the exceptions reveal that such divisions remain because of lack only.
The solution is to realize the common sense of the human has value, is the value, as this common sense is life in expression. At the moment we have placed this value into machines, thus this will be needed to restore our natural common sense ability. What must be done is to resuscitate the life as the human, using our separations, walking through them to guide us back to ourselves as life.  The earth is the perfect machine of life, and man in a state of hubris is taking this and ripping it apart in an egotistical belief that control comes from one point, where control is inherent in the very nature of the source of what creates here, which is life, and this is equal in all.  Those with the control are because we all allowed it, as we are the same, this control is simply the outward manifestation of our inner accepted and allowed ignorance. 
The only choice is to wake the human up, to revitalize their own common sense capacity. This can begin within supporting a Basic Income Guarantee, this being to take an action, to bring a system to earth that supports all life, to allow common sense, to realize that all that has been developed has been done by the value of human action, from generations back. To devalue the labor of the human is the consequence of ignorance, is shutting down life, is shutting down common sense. This makes no sense. Step back, slow down, realize that any and every action of blame or spite, is you in lack of common sense, in lack of self direction as life - a systemic development that each of us are the cause of -  this self direction, at present ignored, being as the nature of what it is, to do what is best for all, as this is best for self, as this is best for this planet, as this is life.
Support of a Basic Income Guarantee is a support of self, is a support for children, is a support for the earth - the plants and the animals- it is to realize that what exists is not working, and to stop and to reorganize this earth into a functioning self supporting, self directing entity that expresses life

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Day 387 The Ponzi Scheme of Inequality


So, I am angry, this play-out in my mind wanting revenge, which will do nothing, the solution, to prevent such is to realize that emotions are memories of past events tied to the moment, bad habits of self pity and belief in one thing being less than another, instead of seeing the life that is here moving and being, where it is the expression of life that is the value, and anything that  is not directive within realizing the physical here in common sense, to understand the physical world, to direct this world as the movements that are here into what enables expression that is considerate of all life, of self equal and one here to and as the physical being the way and the means of expression, is the action of preventing lack of awareness, and thus lack of self directive equal and one movement with this gift of life, of expression, as what is best for all, as this is what life would. Thus, those that have a greater exposure to that which is directive, that which allows awareness of this actual physical world, in thought, word and deed, that is not an admonishment as an action of spite and blame, as what is put in as this is what comes out, have an output that is directive, aware, capable, responsible to being equal and one in understanding how the physical world functions. 
The elite, as the corporations and our governments need to understand that this is the only way out, that control is only found in developing self control, self responsibility of each part. Here is an order of the world that allows a world that functions. Actions that move towards reacting to behaviors of lack, and then placing limitations as a belief that this is controlling such behaviors of lack does not understand that the one thing necessary to end ignorance, as this is what this is, is to remove what prevents total development of the human. This means that trying to control an undeveloped human is futile, as this system of inequality leads to greater disparity with life, as the lower levels grow in the life that they are being is of suppression and the inability to order the pent up non-directed life will explode, as the frustration grows, where the numbers are too great to control. Hiding from this will not work, life is too clever, it will find a way, just as water finds its way into every crevice. That water can be pure, or it can be polluted and thus destructive instead of nourishing. The human must be allowed to develop into its full capacity to become like clean pure water, and then this world will function. The inequality, this pyramid scheme, this ponzi scheme, must end, must stop. It does not work, is not working, and cannot work. Corporations can try and  order everything to ensure that profit, but it is based on a law of inequality, and this will not work, as suppression is denial, is limitation, just as the idea that one thing is more than another is a limitation. The only solution is to prevent behaviors of lack to be what is here on earth. All life must be allowed to develop to its full potential, as this would order this world into life, and life would what is best for all. Its so simple.
An act of trying to eliminate competition is to deny self self’s expression of life. I mean to think that eliminating all competition by offering foods that do not sustain life, and having one product on the market that is cheaply made to squeeze one bit of profit out for a few, and only allowing a natural resource - one that we do not even understand, affects the earth symbiotically as the oils under the skin of the soils that sustain us - forced into imitations of nature and claimed through patents to supposedly provide all our needs as the petrol-chemical industry,   an illusion taught,  is all based on a “ mad” desire that there must be a god, that there is a “ thing” that is a more than outside of us. When there is no “ god,” there is the physical- here. A god is a belief in a “ more than” which is simply not wanting to be self responsible which is using one’s common sense of which our physical bodies are the perfect instrument. The expression of life, this is the gift, and within this, each part working in full capacity, self directed, as itself as life, is being life, and this allowing and accepting and being of self as life, nurturing this, being this, allowing this, is the answer. It is to order a system that gives absolutely, that ensures that every human understands this physical world and how it functions absolutely, that every person can speak in clarity, that every person, every animal, every plant is healthy, every inch of this earth is in full function able to direct itself in awareness.  What is owned is an awareness of this actual physical world and how this actual real physical world functions. The one way out is the thing most feared, and that fear is only illusion composed of ideas that are limited and thus when scrutinized found to be ambiguous.
Every prisoner is the fault of all of us, it is the fault of that prisoner, it is the fault of suppressing life. The only solution is to prevent  lack of self responsibility. A monetary system of lack, where some have and others do not, is a system of destruction, it cannot work. 
Especially now, that so much is automated that there is not enough work. This would mean that the human who has been trained to work in factories that no longer exist ( which in itself was a suppression of life) have no where to put themselves within what they have learned to be and to do, and thus to blame these individuals who have no money to go back to school and retrain themselves for jobs that are not available is to deny this nonfunctioning system and all because a few at the top don’t want to give up the illusion that having more and excessive physical comforts is somehow the end of the world, when it is not.  This is absolute denial of common sense and it shows that the elite are as programmed as the factory worker programs that are no longer needed in America - for example.  Within this, if the elite think that they are “ gods” and have ordered this world, clean up your mess, the program changed because the profit margins were not enough, so the programs left behind as the worker are not to be cast aside, I mean, be responsible if you want to play god, or get out of the kitchen!  Creating games of destruction, as war, is not life, it is not a solution as it is destroying all playing fields as this earth. It is useless , wasteful and toxic, and disrespectful of life. I mean admit that a mistake was made, come down off your high horse, and stop suppressing life, because this in essence is what you are doing and it does not work, will not work. Realize that if it is not working for every single thing on this planet, it does not work. Face it, give it up and stop. Admit that a system of inequality does not work, and never will work. The belief in a polarity of more than and less than is a separation from life. There is only life in expression.

The solution to this crumbling Ponzi Scheme of inequality is a Basic Income Guarantee, which is standing and realizing that life is the value, and that our present system is not working. 

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Day 386 Paranoia of the Unknown: Associations within words creating the Unknown.


I was looking at my words today and noticed that I missed the word “ cocoa.” I noticed a voice in my head, as the word crazy. I did self forgiveness on this. Then this old television commercial I saw as a child came up - some might remember this: “ Kookoo for Cocoa Pops.” These are the words from the cereal commercial, here with me, a ghost of paranoise from my past, influencing the words I speak, creating a word with a past, and adding a relationship that is an association with the word, and thus idea, of “ crazy.” This is what we as humans have accepted and allowed. And we wonder why, as we get older the idiosyncrasies within our characters become more prominent, and we have a more difficult time interacting with others, and as this, remain limited within small circles of people, fearing to change.

This added association is a ghost in the machine, a projection, that is in effect insanity as it is separation from physical reality, an idea out of sync with here/reality where a cup is a cup, period. Thus one could say that what is placed as ads on television ( is, lol, as the words imply, ad ons) within a profit based system, is creating a cognitive dissonance, polluting the words within clear meanings as how the natural learning ability of the physical body picks up what is presented during childhood and that this is what remains: a pollution of associations carrying destructive meanings as the connotations - the notes in the chord as the conscious, subconscious, and unconscious- that become what we are, as what goes in is what comes out. Thus, we cannot blame the objects as life as the human for the behaviors of the human, as we have all accepted and allowed what is sounded here as words creating chords that are associations that create ghosts in the machine as the physical body that occupy our thoughts consuming ourselves as life and thus separating us from life here, from being equal and clear as life here.
So, when I see the word cocoa, the back chat as the memories brings up the word crazy, and I will have a reaction and no longer see here, as I will fear being considered crazy, as this is a potential threat that I will be cast out and excluded from the system and then I will not survive, as I will not be able to earn money and thus be able to be self responsible. I allow myself to be so caught up in this emotional storm that I can no longer see what is here in clarity. Obviously, this leads to a mess.
What delusions, as paranoise, as ghosts in the machine as mind as words with destructive meanings, do our so called “ leaders “ have that perpetuate an idea of them being a “ more than” another, when they are the same as you and me, physical bodies that require certain physical support to live in dignity?  Do they have certain ideas that living outside of the nap of luxury, of excessive luxury, means that they will become some idea of a “ less than”? All of this absurd as this earth in totality can be a heaven on earth, where every part is cared for, living in full potential, where no matter where we go, we are surrounded by life in expression as life? 
The pollution we have all accepted and allowed begins with the smallest units of ourselves, that point of nothing, of no-thing, to life. The associations that we learn as children, if not clear in meaning, if not understood, and within this, the way the physical body functions in mirroring its environment,  and that this leads to a ghost of paranoise of emotional values attached to the tools of communication as words, blinding us from seeing what is here, just as I could no longer see the word cocoa through the ghosts of the past within my mind as pictures and attendant emotions and feelings, based on a commercial and the experiences i have had in life that sometimes can be ideas presented in early family life, as stories told about relatives, that then become threatening within a survival based system, what happens to the behaviors of men? And can this actually be used for control?
And, if we look at our world, what is happening as the outflow of this? There are up to 200 species  becoming extinct every day. There are children being born with gross deformities. There are forests dying at unprecedented rates, these trees that produce the air we breath. Oxygen is depleting in our atmosphere of at most fear that is the behavior we have accepted and allowed on earth, a system of inequality to life, as life is not what is here on earth. What is here is destruction, the outflow of associations to values of more than and less than within our words, as we are the creators of what is here, thus we are to blame, each of us for what is here on earth. We are responsible to clean up this earth, to get this earth in an order that supports and respects all life. Life is the value.
And all of this started with an idea that was a separation from life, that one thing is more than another. Judgement. Were we not told to not judge? Have we not been told to become a living word? Is not being here, the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow mean being here, equal and one to and as life, forgiving of oneself as life, here?

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate from here, into and as becoming unknowning of here into and as idea in and as my mind, as a belief, as an association to an idea of being kookoo, which is a fear of survival which is a belief that one thing is more than another, the “ more than” actually creating a less than, as the polar opposite where a distortion of reality is what I allow myself to exist as not looking here at what is real as how the physical world functions in practical support as life, as life will life in all common sense.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define cocoa within crazy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to connect cocoa to  the word crazy.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from the word cocoa and from crazy through defining the word cocoa within crazy in separation from myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have the words as a memory from my past “ kookoo for cocoa puffs” in and as my mind, and to allow this to be associated with the word cocoa.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to exist as a family story that was told to me as a child, where my great grandmother was considered crazy, and I associated myself with this because I was told that I looked just like her.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself within being the same as associations made about others, as relatives from the past, as what i am here, based on an idea, where I was not there, physically there and actually do not know the whole story.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand this layered definition behind a word that I have accepted and allowed to define me, and thus become an idiosyncrasy within and as myself as what i am here, all based on ideas, as ghosts in and as myself, as paranoise where the words as the back chat in and as my mind define what i am, or so I believe, as I was not taught how the mind works as information network of no intrinsic value that takes in what is here, without judgement, as it is simply like a computer that is able to be programmed, and not understanding this, I become the program with all the associations and relationships that i use to define myself and thus which creates my character here, as a human, that is actually myself in separation from here moving, motivating myself as limited values, which is what has been created into a world system that is separate from actual real practical reality as a system of survival as profit based for a few which is destructive to life as it is the outward manifestation of what each of us is allowing and accepting within and as us as knowledge and information only without practical application.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within a system of inequality, a profit based system, where it is insane to believe that ownership of resource has any foundation as a support of life, as any resource on earth is a part of life, as is the human, thus to deny this for any person, to deny full potential development of anything here is a crime against life, absolutely.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that creating television commercials that suggest a state of being as ‘Kookoo” within a system of inequality - where a fear of survival exists- as idea as mind as picture as paranoia lacking any practical common sense of physical reality is to feed the insecurity that is the nature of existing within mind as pictures as ideas only as more of a reality than the physical world, this that has been accepted and allowed by each and everyone of us, including myself because I have existed as this as well, where layers of divisions as ideas are created in all aspects of our society, relationships and ideas related to more ideas, all as a mind, as consciousness, a disease from what is real, what supports us as the actual real physical world, and this existing for so long there was a separate “heaven” created, so vast was the separation from reality, where in existence there were all manner of ghosts which are all manifestations of our separation sometimes called by its “ rightful” name as being insane, which in effect it was, but the degree of separation from physical reality was so vast that what is not insane is the realization that the ghosts in the mechanisms of the physical were a misplaced creation of ourselves as life, a play-out of delusions of grandeur turned sour as what is the outcome of believing that one thing is more than another, as mind as idea only , as consciousness. 
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that there are two problems not understood that must be realized on earth, that humans are instruments of life, if that instrument is not understood as mind, and not supported physically, behaviors of lack exist creating discord from life, which is what poverty, sexual abuse, animal abuse, environmental abuse is the consequence of as ignorance of physical functionality by design, as those in positions of comfort as lacking in equality with and as self as life are lost in paranoia/fear of loss of themselves as mind only as idea of more than, becoming only this, and busy fearing the competition through using governing bodies to ensure their continued comfort which is a separation from practical common sense of the actual physical world, a delusion so intent on itself as mind a separation from reality becomes a paranormal reality on earth for which we are all responsible and must stand and stop by becoming clear in standing and organizing a system that realizes the support of physical reality is valuing and respecting all life, this earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the present monetary system, as how money is being used, facilitates separation, buys commercial space to perpetuate a cognitive dis-sonance as mind, as consciousness in homage to an idea of one thing being more than another, this ideologue made huge as consciousness, in itself the separation from life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to want to look at what i am as mind, to understand the depression, the anxiety, the overwhelmingness I exist as, as being myself as mind only, as consciousness, where as I am in separation from the actual real physical world, the limited scenarios voiced as ideas in and as my mind cannot sustain me, and thus these separations as ideas become the paranoia, the paranoia of myself , my own accepted and allowed unknowingness, that personification that wants only happy postings on facebook, this character that fears itself as a self created unknown, believing ideas to be more than physical reality, and thus to stop the voices in and as mind as associations and relationships of measure of judgement to ensure survival it is to realize this as the separation, and to bring myself back to earth in practical common sense of the physical here, and within this to realize that the present system is an outward manifestation of what I exist as within, as myself as consciousness in separation from life.