Day 385 Self forgiveness on the para noise of my mind

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to listen to my mind.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be a walking listing of items in and as my mind at the exclusion of all else, worrying and fretting about how i look, what i am going to do/believe I need to do next.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare myself to others around me constantly instead of directing myself here in common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want comfort, to believe that I need comfort when I am here on earth which has air to breath - if it has not been polluted by acts of ignorance and separation from reality as the physical that sustains and is the gift to allow us to be here experiencing life, here, being equal and one to and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become an idea of what it means to be here, as this is thought and thus not being here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become the violence of thought, the violation of thought only in and as making thought more than life, more than equality and oneness with and as what is here as the physical world that is what i am as life, this which is visible, here, real, 

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that thoughts of comparison within a limited morality, an idea of what makes me a more than within a system of profit where money determines life, is so limiting in its directive it is astounding that this has been propagated just so a few can live in comfort, this desire to live in comfort a separation from reality, the extreme play out of what we have all accepted and allowed in separation from being here, equal and one to and as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist doing “ paper work” administrative work, such as taxes, and bills, and organizing all the bureaucratic filings that need to be done where it seems that when one thing is done another thing is sent to fill out, as those who are the paper pushes living a diminished life of pushing papers have to justify their jobs and thus layer endless justifications  that are really meant to eliminate so that money is pooled to a few, which is a crime against life when not made efficient and done with common sense which means looking at the present system and realizing it is not efficient and what is best for all in that it is not supporting the life that is here and obviously supporting more of the same that has been going on for a long time which means it is not structured to be supportive and solve inequalities, as the only answer is equality and oneness which is to realize the value is life and that systemically the only choice is to create a system that supports all life, as life being the value, and in common sense every point of this grid of inequality, which is separation from life, acting in self interested survival without questioning and taking steps to be a directive change that realizes that what exists on this earth as a system created by men, is not in fact supporting life and thus is not supportive of life, because if it is not working for everyone than it is not working and any resistance to this is simply self resisting common sense of the physical actual real world that enables every human to breath.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become blame and spite about objects and systems within this world, as this is anger, as this is fear, as this is paranoia , myself in separation from and as common sense of this physical world, this dialogue, this log of “ die”/death in and as the voices of my mind of a limited morality leading to death as a life never lived, is designed to navigate within a system that in itself is in separation from supporting and realizing equality and oneness with and as life, the physical which in totality is a separation from myself as life here, as life is directive, interactive, giving expression of life, as it would like to receive as being life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my mind, as the voices in my head are a GPS as an order of the system created by men as mind as being in separation from the substance of what is here as life, which is sound, gentle and forgiving, moving within and as an absolute purpose as life would life, thus the voices in and as my mind are my separation from life when made “ god” as being more real than what is actually physically here as how life works as being what is best for all as the only choice is what works for all, here.

I commit myself to realizing that the flow of money can systemically be organized to support all  life that is here as men, within taking the value as men working with their hands in various ways, and giving a basic income to all men as the resources of this earth are given to support life and that support has been developed through generations of men, thus no one man/human has created what is here as life as the system of the human and even here what is here was created by a reptilian as the manifestation of what we have all accepted and allowed as ideas of more than and less than within and as ourselves, all of this the substance of life here, and thus nothing can be owned as all that exists is the gift of life, thus it is to order a system that supports all life, as life being the value, which means creating a basic income grant to support all life, to allow life to no longer exist within and as limited and destructive survival behaviors that are simply life in lack, and to stop blaming the object as the human and the animal and the plant for its limitation when the very substance as earth as life is denied and thus creates a behavior that is destructive as a limited expression in lack for which we are all to blame as what is here is us,  of same substance , thus what is here on earth as the present system is the sound of life manifest as separation  as energy ignoring itself as life, thus all abuse is a separation from life, a crime as it is destructive of life, for which there are solutions, which at the moment is to stop what we are allowing and to stand as a system that realizes all life has value and that that value can be expressed when the physical world as life as what is here is supported absolutely, which means standing and structuring this system of money to flow to all men, to provide the basic means to live a life of dignity within and without, to create a chord of stability as life physical, and expressively, in thought word and deed, which means an education as to how the mind functions, how the physical can be at ease with proper nutrition, and how the human needs interaction with life, with the society of life that is here as the physical, as life on earth is very mush an orchestra of life, each part needed to support the whole where no one part is more or less than another as all life is equal as life in expression here, thus we are one yet individual.

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Day 346 Local Events in a System of Profit before Life.

I went down to the local market which is like a meeting place for locals. Today the oystermen where there. The state is imposing new rules on oystering. The rules have no real research behind them and no awareness of the oyster. They want “ certified ice” placed on the oysters immediately as they come out of the water. This is taking a live organism from one temperature to another, the ice being much colder that the water environment from which the oyster came. This colder “ certified ice” environment shortens the life of the oyster. So, the oysters will die sooner and restaurants will have to sell them sooner, and /or have dead oysters they sell which will lead to more disease. The opposite of what the proposals were made for.
The cause is a virus in the water, and this is based on a partial scientific paper used by the state, the paper read in its entirety shows that this virus is not in the waters around the Cape. Also what is not addressed is the effluence from the outfall pipe off of Boston. ALl of this is a state system that does not look at details, circumnavigates what it does not want to change because it would cost money, hiding reports that would question choices made and then making choices that have no common sense of the environment and how the environment works.
On top of this, when the men involved go and question the official, the official gets so mad he threatens. The last time, as I heard in the talk about this, was that the official said, “ We are no longer a democracy.”
All causes and outflows of a system of profit before life.
Cannot go and look at the cause of the virus showing up in warmer waters.

Instead create supposed band aid fixes as a drama to the public to place in some report of ‘ having done something” to keep the bureaucracy justified.
The bureaucracy so removed from the physical situation that when it is noted that placing ice on oysters has never been done because it kills them as it is not the temperature of the water and that the oysters are eaten alive, is not even dimensionally realized by these officials and when it is mentioned, in all common sense, they just bully and react because they don’t want to have to change their direction taken because they are not looking at the real cause because the real cause of probably going to cost a lot of money to change, which would mean cutting back or taking money from somewhere else, and no one wants to give up their money because it determines life. Also, when something of common practical sense is noted the automatic response is, “ there is not scientific proof of this” which is not allowed even if it were done by some independent source. In total a common sense denial of life because it questions the directives of ignorance that fear standing up to the mechanisms of profit for fear of losing their job, and thus choosing profit before life. So, just as that official is ignoring what is practical and of common sense, so are all of us, none of us are willing to give up our idea of money as life, because we fear no longer being able to take care of ourselves because money represents life. This being a relationship that can change into one of giving as one would like to receive. And it is us who have accepted and formed this system of profit. We are all to blame for the harm and atrocious abuse on this planet, and we are destroying ourselves as life because we are ignoring life. And the solution, the one solution to change this is the one point we all fear giving up. The irony here. We must face the one thing we fear the most to turn this world around. We must give as we would like to receive. We must respect life. We must create economic equality so that the value is life, and not one life considered more than another, because in fact this is what is real. Not one of us is more than another. The judgements of more than and less than is the psycho-path as consciousness as mind in separation from life, and in this separation life is not being what is lived here on earth.
Another problem in the waters of the Cape, is that the horseshoe crabs are basically gone. Thus the muddy bottom of the marches are not being “ rototilled” and thus the nutrients from this mud are not circulating up into the water to feed the sea life that then exist within a cycle that inhibits predatory worms and viruses. The clams here are evidently sick. There is some worm that drives a whole in the clam and the clams hate this worm so much they jump out of the water to die in order to avoid the worm.
Another thing that happened is the local oystermen were no longer allowed to sell the oysters directly to the sellers, they had to go through a state certified “ middle man”. What has happened here is that that middle man, who is a big fish in this town, decides to pay the oysterman less per oyster because his costs have gone up. What about the costs of the oysterman? have they not gone up too? ( well considering that that license to be a middle man is about 75000 $ the system actually forces the division of money, all liability being placed on the labor, to the point where the oysterman can no longer make a decent living, and then the frustration behaviors start and the confrontations with the state official who are not looking at the real causes because this costs too much within making best-for-all changes. And the circle of abuse goes round and round and round. Profit is a circle of abuse, not a circle of life.
Are we going to have Mexicans coming to work the oyster fields with an eventual corporate take over? A take over that hides under the auspices that they know how to take care of what they created as destruction in disregard of the environment to suit what made a profit for a moment before it was destroyed? This is just a series of divisions and conquests for profit. Anyway, that Mexican who lost his livelihood because his country was flooded with environmentally damaging non true cost corn that uses pesticides that the EU - for example has banned? Is that Mexican going to work on very cold water environments for too many hours a day? WHile some government official and some middle man sit in a restaurant eating raw oysters thinks that their shit is somehow better and different that someone else’s when all they did really is take from Peter to pay Paul? The only conversation left for such zombies is anodyne: blame, spite, sex, apology in the from of “ this is the way it is ( because I have accepted and allowed this)” , “ what else is there to do, the other is ignorant ( and so am I because accepting and allowing ignorance is ignorance)” , “ it is not my fault ( because I don’t have the decency to stand with what is equal to me as all men on this earth to realize what supports life absolutely , sone one else has to do this, when what it will take is ME AND SOME ONE ELSE AS ALL MEN!)” , or “ I am not a hero ( no , no one can be a hero, this is an idea to create a limitation propagated by a hollywood of the one’s with more who are inferior to life, and believe they must control those “under “ them who are the same as them)” And I was the same as this, I blamed everything for why I am what I am, because I was not willing to realize myself as life, as being equal and one to and as all life here, I was a product of a system of inequality. When I point this out, the spite and blame pour out in a bullish manner, as any moment of blame or spite is being a bully, is abdication of self as life. it is as simple as that.
Meanwhile the horseshoe crabs are basically gone, and the state officials are ignoring what really is the cause of the problems, while state reps. decide they need their salaries or the system will fall apart. The very same people who are not being responsible in taking care of the environment, thus what is being done is maintained pay in decreasing budgets for those who ignore how the physical world works.
Obviously within all this is that there are people working, there are people aware, there is interaction, yet it is the stops that disregard what is happening in the interest of profit that is the problem. Men will work and solve and stand up and communicate, but if all things are not allowed to be addressed and looked at and changed and this does not happen because of someone fearing to lose monetary profit, the system will not work. Thus the structures here can work, but if profit for the few who are not present, physically present within the environment, directly involved and are only interested in what makes a profit, life is not considered and cared for. Thus, profit for a few must be removed and a system of equality, economic equality and direct democracy, as this will remove the reactive bullying behaviors of survival and educate the people of what is best for all, as what sustains and works with the physical environment. The monoculture of monopoly does not work. And we all know it if we take the time to look.
iI is not that difficult, but all those emotional polarities consume self as focus as life, and one cannot see here. Just look at yourself, can you breath with ease? Can you not have reactions to others? Can you be directive within every moment here as a constant in joy? Or do you go up and down from one energetic polarity to the next, from one emotion to a feeling and so on and so on? Can you sit and focus enough to read? And is what you read confined to a limited genre? Can you take the time to understand the reactions of others, and look to the whole as the system and realize that we are all living within the effects of inequality where the support is what is needed as life is not given thereby inhibiting the development of self responsibility as life?