Drowning in the imagination Day 803

Drowning in the imagination

We spend 13 years in a box, being told stories about this world, a general scaffold of information in separation is imparted through a direct instruction model without real direct access to the real movement of this reality. We practice this in our minds ONLY. Because we become what we practice we automate and get stuck in, thinking that is of association to limited information without any real practice development. We are drowning in our imaginations. Like too much water or too little water, we kill an innate absorbent ability to see the qualities of reality and work with them effectively. 

The insecurity such a state creates is a loss of real focus. That spin in the mis-use of the imagination gets in the way and causes problems in our interactions with reality, as the very SOUND as the words we speak are all tied to that which we have practiced as ordered ourselves as, within a limited set body of information that becomes a spin of values of and as limited information, that we associate to and with when using words, because our words, our language has been practiced in relation to processing limited stories about things, that are not the whole story and thus, cause language to have no relation to reality. Thus we are drowning in our imaginations and it causes polarities as value judgements because it is insecure, it has no real living substantial thing to stabilize it. Then one is inferior to reality and cannot communicate and then spends focus on trying to sort that out: one’s words, one’s language is not in synch with reality, with the place of real doing. Our schools are bringing forward social/emotional templates which is social engineering necessary to balance out a lack of real focus that is caused by a mis-use of the imagination as an overuse of the imagination, without any real direct interaction with reality. It is the kind of situation that is of doing the same thing again and again and expecting a change. There is a reason why this is called insanity. AND, this in tandem with one of our most respected and famous people being a doer, who is saying the same things! Elon Musk is saying that public schools indoctrinate , and in being so busy doing so, they are not allowing a child to discover how things work! 

How did we get tho this point of being afraid to do, to be, to get the instrument of ourselves, as our bodies so out of whack with real and effective DOING? Obviously our children can learn because they can remember all the names of the movie stars, thus the problem of not that children cannot learn.  

I had a friend visit yesterday morning. He talked about things that had happened in his life in relation to sexual accusations. This is all over the media at the moment. My visitor came with stories of accusations in the past that had no reality, and he was worried that accusations would come out within my relationship to him. The spin of fear, the spin of stories and possible stories coming at me, that had no relationship to the common sense of the situation. He is a client of mine, and he comes to talk over a cup of coffee, that is all. He point blank asked me is I would do something like accuse him of sexual misconduct? At that point what can I say? He was so in a spin of fear, that all I could do was remain calm, as I also know from experience that these storms of fear, of a lack of real presence, will pass. At this point I said to remain in common sense, seeing that this was not what had happened, and that I did not have a history of being such, and to realize the use of glom and doom, as fear, that can become so blinding because in terms of processing information effectively, fear has one move in slow motion, in a state of thick invisible uncertainty to the extent things appear to be heavy and not what is real. This becomes  a practice if focused on for too long and then expedites as information, meaning one processes it faster, just as when one learns a real skill and becomes more capable within that skill over time, and pretty soon, that information is a small movement, like a ghost in the machine, to the extent one cannot remember and read that info correctly, and it becomes a trigger into itself as some vague emotion, in a way, causing a resistance to reality, and a suppression of common sense, and pretty soon, one no longer knows why one cannot move in this reality! One has a forgotten resistance to something that is simply a moment of making a value judgement in fear, that is then a part of the information of one, that one uses because one has practiced drowning in the imagination, and cannot understand how the movements in the machine were built. The person standing there, telling a story of inflamed information that is not grounded in reality, and filled with hyper polarized ideas made larger than life. And yet, it is so small, as to be invisible, much like a ripple moving through the machine, and loud through the mis-use of words, all tied through association to that imagination filled with mis-information from an extreme scenario also made larger than life through our media. Our media is a reflection of a mis-use of our imaginations.

All of this spin of separation from reality must be reverse engineered, and ourselves grounded back into correct use of our presence, our absorbent ability, to become solution oriented to this living physical reality that involves practical actions that is a state requiring we be focused here. To turn the tide takes the effort of recognizing the spins into misinformation that is always colored with fear, that state of accepting an angle of response as the lesser evil instead of being present and realizing in every action what does no harm to this physical reality. This means taking the good, and respecting all things, which would by design get one out of centuries of passing down a seed of information to the next generation that is more of the same as that mis-use of the imagination through an imbalance of making what is in one’s mind larger than the reality around us.  No one can recompose what is in the self but the self. One must recognize a movement into fear, and how such practiced repetitions of fear can lead to the most subtle of resistances to reading the reality around one. It is all a math in plain sight.

The mechanisms of separation are the churches - as it has been said - to control a human, one places them in a box, and fills them with stories of a better life somewhere else all the while the resources are slowly controlled into a false and limited construction via a paper castle owned by a few. What is the military industrial complex but a false construct desiring control, but a reflection of what each desires, which is self control, which is self mastery, which is being able to move one’s self effectively in this reality. What behaviors do middle school students reveal but a desire to participate? The actions of acting our showing us to ourselves, as the information within is not structured in ways that lend a direct seeing, to place a correct use of an innate absorbent ability into building skill sets that have a living relationship to practical reality? As humans we desire to participate, as humans we are most happy and most calm when we are communicating with this reality. An inability to do so simply reflects our right and left brains are not in synch, our focus mechanism, is not in line, in focus with this living reality. It is the most simple of things, what is complicated is the practiced movement of judgement of right and wrong, within self defining movements, within, causing an elevated and hyper inflated-of-limited-values resonance within, distracting a natural ability to move though the eye-of-the-needle of an as self as presence, as sentient nature, a life nature, into reading and thus reeding/sounding/reciprocating  life, which is in plain sight and physical. At present, this mis-use of the imagination, is but a ripple of ideas, beliefs, and opinions, circling in various stages of grief, initiated as fear, within the self that ends up hoping for a greater life somewhere else, and begging some invisible authority to forgive one for one’s transgressions instead of self realizing that self embraced fear over seeing directly as respecting this reality and focusing here, to instead always move in ways that do not harm. This is building real presence. This is synching with self mastery into the small and the whole. This is realizing a living breathing wholistic equality to all things that are here, as they are so much more substantial than that ripple, as a whirling string of mis-information composed of limited information, separating one from a real focus where one would find real happiness. 

Slow dow and breath, realize even the smallest movements of resistance to what is here. Remember past actions and forgive them, see where one gets lost in the sequences of grief, and call these things out by name, to recognize them and redirect one’s focus back into reality as the physical, understanding how all of this works. Reverse engineer the within to be in synch with life, as life is physical and in plain sight, which is common sense. This is the reason for the living word, to align one’s words, with a correct practice, to not only see the mis-use of the imagination but also to realign one’s innate presence back into being grounded and whole, as being equal and one to the physical creation that is the gift of life and all around us. Imagine an orchestra being in tune, being in synch, being in communication, all parts hearing all the other parts, and realizing that all parts help define one, help place one into being in synch and creating a sound world, one that flows in an expression of life, as that would be heaven on earth, just as we were told. 

There are tools to help one do this. There are tools to recognize the practiced patterns within, and how to rebuild a focus without. Distraction is used to separate and yet it can be used to distract one from a mis-use of the imagination, to the extent one can see the timed lines of information whirling around within one, that have a quality of pulling one into a polarized value judgment, and not a specific action that lends correct self direction in this living reality, to the extent one creates and builds effective communication with what is here, which manifests in ways that live doing no harm, as one would want for one’s self. 

One must stand up, and  call out by name the constructs of separation into hyper inflated value judgements. The anecdotal stories are all around us, they are of ripples and they are a state of being out of synch with reality. They have the nature of not being calm as that absorbent state is and does. They are of sequences that are the same as the sequences of grief, and they distract us from seeing directly here and have us live as beggars for some authority to come and save us from ourselves. Yet only the self can bring back in the fractions of separation resonant within and projected without, and reverse engineer one’s natural presence to mirror the living physical life in formation in plain sight, a physical life that is getting sicker and sicker, because the real life is being pulled from it into the opposite of life, which is fear. One way is to realize, in the most simple of ways, that at present, in the United States that the minimum wage is not a living wage, whereas since the 70’s this through a movement of gradual layers of justifications has become a difference of a high school student being able to work a summer job and attend college, to that no longer being financially viable. This limits real doing, and real opportunity that leads to a resonant seed in synch with this life in plain sight. 

One must recognize that emotions are a movement into loss, into fear, into not-enough-information. And that feelings are often false positives, that are justifications for the emotion that is an absence of effective presence in reality, and a movement into insecurity and fear as a loss of holistic presence. That such practices can accumulate into and are composed of, a resonant time-line of and as a story of sequences of movement as events that come to define the self through acceptance, and distort through a veil of mis-information the real and physical living formation around us that is physical life. One must realize that placing children in a isolated environment to memorize information, is a mis-use of capacity, and the reason for increasing levels of cognitive dissonance with each generation, as what we generate in one life resonates into the next, unless we stop. All religions have the golden rule as their base, in this we are all the same. When we give as we would receive, and take that which is good, as that which does no harm, by degree it means being focused here, respecting the physical reality, realizing that our resonant constructs are products of the environment as we learned to work with here yet made the mis-take of believing our within is larger than the reality around us. In so doing, we made our environmental practices into cultures, that then forgot how we were built, and made idols of those resonant experiences, and created borders based on that resonance, to the extent we fought for our resonant constructions that were all composed from the culture of the environment, yet must be able to live transformative change in every moment which demands a direct focus and respect of the physical reality. The loss of authority precipitated the need for authority, showing ourselves to ourselves, which so many of our stories reveal. There is only one choice, to forgive what has been generated and to reconstruct, as reverse engineer our resonant information to become in synch with the living reality. This is the only place where life can exist. And, it makes sense, as it is the means to being life here. 

One must correct one’s presence and focus onto life, as it is here in plain sight. 

Day 693 The system mirrors what I accept and allow over time.

The night before last, I reacted to some information. I had to breath and slow down, reforming my  value judgement into a practical measure that realized an outcome that would be what is best for all. I have to realize what forms I am within, change and reorder over time. What appears as one way, can change in the future, and as long as things are supported under the current paradigm/structure, to remain in place.

I noticed the next evening, at about the same time, I suddenly felt uneasy, and I realized it was the residual emotions of the subsequent evening.

Also, the other day, while working in my yard, I noticed movements within me would rise and then settle. I had walked so many of these movements, calling them by name, that I could call them out and say no. This is not who and what I am, this is not what I will allow to define who and what I am here. 

Also, in talking with parents, I notice that I fear calling something by name, as though it is an effrontery to call something out. And yet, there are moment when I did so and it was accepted by the parents. Other times I have had parents shut down, through up their arms and say, it is not my responsibility or, “ I do not have the time.” Even here, I have told stories, lines of form that covey an outcome.  I have walked the means in detail. It is that line where I still blame myself for not getting the horse to drink the water.  And it is this point that sometimes I forget that it is not what I have said, or how I have said it, is that that it needs to be said again, as the reactions must clear, and the ground seen, to use a metaphor here. This is to remember, just as I remember myself from my own storms, to ground myself here, in the moment, remembering how what I allow as measure, can become me if I allow it, and that the same means is to place that awareness into continued cross reference with the reality around me and, even the forms created in ignorance of what is real, the physical. In each and every breath, nothing can define who and what I am. I, as life, can become master of myself. This is myself accepting the gift that is life.

I read this article this morning, and for me it not only described how our systems are formed over time, it also describes how we are formed over time. It describes the means to the end.

Then, in this article, we can realize the deception that really mirrors what we allow within ourselves in self interest, how we protect through ignorance, how we allow something in one situation and not in another. We can use a ‘ bad’ an accepted knowledge about something to take something out, and yet, ignore that same information when it does not suit our goals. In this instance, the system entities ignore depleted uranium  ( go to  7:00 minutes)  and yet arrest a man for having it on his presence.  And, how this reveals the reality of the substance, ignored by those we look to because they have a piece of paper that says they know. They do know, they choose to ignore it, because they fear losing their job over the children of this world.  Within this scenario and realizing how we work, which is obvious if we take the time to look, it becomes obvious that what we allow informs the system. The consequences will reach through one’s self interest of protection and self defense in allowing ignorance to keep that job. 

It is revealed that our water in America is now filled with toxins as a consequence of drugs and pesticides. This means that that which was ignored, is all around us. And our children are manifesting the consequences to the extent it si becoming an elephant in the room. Those things we ignore to keep that job, the accumulate, just as my judgements accumulate in my body, revisiting me in space and time, as a measure, as a belief that is not equal to what is best for all, what is a measure that is equal to the present moment, what is a measure that allow me to focus myself here, in clarity. 

Remember, as within, so without, as above, so below. We as physical beings are the pivotal point of life, as the physical is life information.  Real abundance is being present here, taking that which is good and does no harm. Everything else is a separation from life. 

Day 595 Heaven would be Earthed.

I recently had some problems with my identity and my bank account. During the process, there were a series of steps to take to stop a certain action from happening. Unfortunately, the sequence as the minute steps taken caused the undersired action to happen.

Looking at the steps and wanting to realize what and where such a thing could have happened, I had to slow down and look at the form, and the parts of this form and see how they moved, like looking at all the different rhythms moving in a musical piece. If one step was a tiny bit off, then the whole lost its footing. Each part has to be able to hear the other parts in order for the overall sound to be steady and even.

In this instance, and this is the present state of bureaucracies in this system, especially with the conflicting forms as what government say they are, and the very nature of the structure of a usury, rent seeking, wealth accumulating system as our financial system, the parts are not connected and  as such not in sync with one another causing delays and mis-steps and any number of imbalances, and then being so busy putting out the fires that synchronization moves very slowly, or never is reached at all.

Ironically, the within, as what we believe we are as the words we tout as this system, and the form with which each has access to needs, as this financial system, are not in sync, they are as a consequence, in separation.  Structurally, things are in place to correct, but this is slow and occupies resources, labor resources, so progress is really slow, and in reality, there is too little done to make use of technology to automate corrections, which could be done. But then again,  if technology could monitor how things move, then the financial system would no longer flow in rent seeking ways because the tech could be used to distribute and cover all costs, and the end of wealth accumulation would naturally ensue. We could vote to have carefully crafted programs govern us, making sure that what we created from resources would include all costs to maintain the environment, of which the human is a piece of the mechanism that enables a process of ordering this world.

Yes, technology could be used to synchronize all physical material needs, without human intervention, ensuring that the physical world were in an order that caused no harm to any living thing. Sound like a sci-fi novel, but considering we have power addictions, resplendent in our so-called representatives, it would not be a bad idea to have a governing system that distributed our goods and services and monitored the synchronization of distribution and the required care of side  effects of resource extraction on earth, for example.

Since we humans have allowed separation from our own common sense, we can use technology to refocus us back into what would be best for us and this physical world that is the manifestation of life, because the technology could be set on one level, to order the flow, as money, to and towards supporting what supports physical beingness  before any excess that polarizes  circulation and causes  suppression that is simply a lack of what is needed to reach a full potential inherent in form, ensuring the symbiotic/structural rebalance of each environment, to keep earth in sync in terms of making sure no harm comes to any life form. The outcome would be a product that humans would stand and wonder why the value being life had not been the principle followed from the beginning of time. It would be like waking up from a dream centuries and eons long. To put it simply, heaven would be earthed

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DAY 529 The drama of ego upon structure.

I had a talk with my son today and he said that he learned to remain calm and follow the structure of a process and in so doing he ended up being an exemplar in his responsibility. What he noticed was the ego game going on around him, the others making things into big issues and competing to be important. In the end my son realized that drama so-to-speak going on around him and how unnecessary it was. In all, I have to say that that “ drama” is a form of entertainment also.

The conversation started because I had talked about how I had realized this within the music profession. The same ego dramas happen. Clicks start with a peer group, and the combat begins. But what I noticed, even when I fell within this, that the one’s participating within the competition and need for recognition, did not have the capacity to remain consistent in their playing, and within myself, remaining within the structure of the music foremost, I moved up to the front, and began to remain there consistently.

Still, I find myself allowing uncertainty when the competition comes in with spite and off putting accusation of blame etc. If someone feels that another is a threat, they attack with little measures of things. But then again, ego is a little measure of things. lol

In all, this is about how I continue to react to competition that attacks, even when I have faced objections and walked them into a structure that calms the reaction. 

Now I have to go and face some people, walk with them for a moment. I find myself having some dread, but I realize that this is a lack of structure, I am looking at myself becoming inferior to here, as it is here that I am the director of my own executive function  and that I can move myself as a working memory if I have scripted the simplicity of what I am about in regards to the principle of what is best for all.

 It reminds me of seeing a man who turned into a demon, where the demon part was the emotional storm, and that storm seemed of no substance, so I realized that this man could have no effect on me unless I allowed it, and that behind that projection was that man, who was kind, and gentle, confused and lost. So, when I talk with others, I know this is there, because this is the nature of life, this is an innate desire to participate with the total fabric of this actual physical world that is the structure of life that enables the expression of life, and that it is the awareness of how we are also physical beings and not only a mind that imprints an understanding of physical reality  and that it is this function through which we are controlled and that ends up creating a projection instead of the equality to here, with ease, that is that which we seek. Thus, do I face the storm, to reach the joy, through walking the objections to here, using the principle of what is best for all as my constant, as this is the real “ angle mark” ( Spelling on purpose) Because, it is a mechanistic uni-verse of life expression that is a measure that the very substance that enables up to learn to crawl and walk and eventually talk,  that builds an executive function that is of a working memory that is equal to here in measure and precision and that that which builds is that which must remain in awareness to perpetually cross reference with that which enables awareness, which is the physical world.

It is interesting, because within the eyes of people one can see the fog, a layer of cloudiness and also the whole musculature of the physical in tension. And I suppose I see this because I have had to be aware of it within myself within playing the violin. I also notice that things come up in adults, and that this is not as thick in children. With a child one can reach a clearness at time, greater than with an adult. And all of this helps me to realize that within and as me there is a fog, and it sets me shaking ever so slightly. This is where I allow myself to become inferior to here. I am no longer at ease. And I realize that my lack of ease, is a belief in a constant protection and defense for survival. The irony is that I cannot survive all, because the all that is here as the physical, is how I exist, so if I eliminate others I eliminate myself, thus the only solution is to face the projection, as belief, opinion and idea, the sins of the fathers as the key board of DNA where such has been passed on because it has not been cleared by the collective of men on earth, it has not been equalized to that which enables life, which is the physical. It is as though we men, have been given the gift of creation and we have abdicated that gift because we held the object more precious that the formation allowing the act of creation as being the real value. Our real museum is the physical world around us, where we are the muses, creating life in expression as the physical.

Day 451 Subsidizing is a from of control as sub-sizing.

http://www.salon.com/2013/10/15/how_fast_food_poverty_is_bankrupting_american_taxpayers/

http://www.nationofchange.org/us-court-transcanada-s-keystone-xl-profits-more-important-environment-1381847056

Our present structure, as our governing system, our regulating system is not working. The fact that we have war means that there is a problem. The fact that war is so profitable for a few reveals why it continues to exist. We have soldiers standing up and saying that they realize all they are doing is killing people just like them.

We have corporations building pipelines with hoards of lawyers manipulating laws, that were meant to protect nature, in favor of control and gain for a corporation. The corporation has become something considered equal to life, when the corporation exists because of life. A corporation is a group of men, because the systems are made up of people,  who ‘s law is profit. We need only look around at the abuse to life on earth, to see that the law of profit before life does not work. To measure profit gain next to the physical earth is a form of insanity, it is a state of separation from common sense. When this judge measured the costs of the pipeline in loss, he did not consider all life, he did not consider the beings in the soils, the beings in the rivers and the streams, the marshes, he did not consider the animals who lost their homes.  Equal consideration of all life was not done. Without all the parts to the machine of earth, which are all interconnected, earth cannot exist. Just like our computers are made of so many different parts. A structure that divides the gains of earth unequally, as we have allowed money to be used as, acts in self interest only, because it is disconnected from practical physical reality. 

A system that allows the same corporation to not pay its workers a living wage, and has the collective pay taxes to pay for that which the corporate worker cannot afford because that worker is not payed a living wage, is really a from of control. Why, because then a system has control of choice. If a worker has to get food aid and health aid through the governing system instead of directly within their environment, being allowed to make choices within  their income- even trial and error- what will work would naturally be the choice. Take away that person’s choice through economic limitation,then that person can be chemically, and within lack of proper food in choice, suppressed. So, we have to admit that our present structure of regulating earth’s provisions is not one that is of support of the life that is evident within each of us. This is a system of control based on an “ over arching” idea, an allowance - despite the obviousness of how this admits to the capacity of life within each human - of some human bodies believing, being within a BELIEF/OPINION, that they are more than others.

The fact that taxes are subsidizing corporate worker’s lives means that the many are supporting this system of suppression of life.. We are, each of us, allowing this control.

How money is circulating within the present accepted and allowed system built by men, by people, is stifling life, is killing life. This circulatory system of how money moves must change. it is not working. In order for life to exist within out bodies, what supports us must circulate to all parts. It is the same without. The choices cannot be controlled, because a human will choose what works and withstands the test of time over what does not work. Taking life’s choice away is an obvious form of control and it is a control that is suppressing life. DUH. Thus we cannot blame that worker when behaviors of lack exist. These behaviors of the physical world are such because life as our physical needs is not circulating within them/to them. 

 The solution to this problem is obvious. A living Income Guarantee. a basic income that allows each person to support themselves. This does not mean some pittance wage, like what was given in Nambia, that did not work because it was not a LIVING wage. It was a supplementary wage that did not support absolutely what was needed to create a healthy functioning human. A living wage allows a human being to support themselves as they are able to do given the chance. This does not mean “ extra” luxuries.

Within this, so called subsidizing has become sub-sizing for control, for suppression of life. It is a competition of gain for a few, and it is diminishing a common sense structure as physical reality that functions in parts that are not of a value of more than and less than, but of a value that is equal in and as the substance of life in expression as life where all parts must function in full potential for life to exist, to continue to exist.

It is time to take that which is freely given, and to circulate this in such a way that all parts on earth function in self directive capacity as life, as what we all are, each and every part of earth. It is time to reconnect in common sense with earth. Living Income Guarantee. Time to get life circulating on earth.

Day 346 Local Events in a System of Profit before Life.

I went down to the local market which is like a meeting place for locals. Today the oystermen where there. The state is imposing new rules on oystering. The rules have no real research behind them and no awareness of the oyster. They want “ certified ice” placed on the oysters immediately as they come out of the water. This is taking a live organism from one temperature to another, the ice being much colder that the water environment from which the oyster came. This colder “ certified ice” environment shortens the life of the oyster. So, the oysters will die sooner and restaurants will have to sell them sooner, and /or have dead oysters they sell which will lead to more disease. The opposite of what the proposals were made for.
The cause is a virus in the water, and this is based on a partial scientific paper used by the state, the paper read in its entirety shows that this virus is not in the waters around the Cape. Also what is not addressed is the effluence from the outfall pipe off of Boston. ALl of this is a state system that does not look at details, circumnavigates what it does not want to change because it would cost money, hiding reports that would question choices made and then making choices that have no common sense of the environment and how the environment works.
On top of this, when the men involved go and question the official, the official gets so mad he threatens. The last time, as I heard in the talk about this, was that the official said, “ We are no longer a democracy.”
All causes and outflows of a system of profit before life.
Cannot go and look at the cause of the virus showing up in warmer waters.

Instead create supposed band aid fixes as a drama to the public to place in some report of ‘ having done something” to keep the bureaucracy justified.
The bureaucracy so removed from the physical situation that when it is noted that placing ice on oysters has never been done because it kills them as it is not the temperature of the water and that the oysters are eaten alive, is not even dimensionally realized by these officials and when it is mentioned, in all common sense, they just bully and react because they don’t want to have to change their direction taken because they are not looking at the real cause because the real cause of probably going to cost a lot of money to change, which would mean cutting back or taking money from somewhere else, and no one wants to give up their money because it determines life. Also, when something of common practical sense is noted the automatic response is, “ there is not scientific proof of this” which is not allowed even if it were done by some independent source. In total a common sense denial of life because it questions the directives of ignorance that fear standing up to the mechanisms of profit for fear of losing their job, and thus choosing profit before life. So, just as that official is ignoring what is practical and of common sense, so are all of us, none of us are willing to give up our idea of money as life, because we fear no longer being able to take care of ourselves because money represents life. This being a relationship that can change into one of giving as one would like to receive. And it is us who have accepted and formed this system of profit. We are all to blame for the harm and atrocious abuse on this planet, and we are destroying ourselves as life because we are ignoring life. And the solution, the one solution to change this is the one point we all fear giving up. The irony here. We must face the one thing we fear the most to turn this world around. We must give as we would like to receive. We must respect life. We must create economic equality so that the value is life, and not one life considered more than another, because in fact this is what is real. Not one of us is more than another. The judgements of more than and less than is the psycho-path as consciousness as mind in separation from life, and in this separation life is not being what is lived here on earth.
Another problem in the waters of the Cape, is that the horseshoe crabs are basically gone. Thus the muddy bottom of the marches are not being “ rototilled” and thus the nutrients from this mud are not circulating up into the water to feed the sea life that then exist within a cycle that inhibits predatory worms and viruses. The clams here are evidently sick. There is some worm that drives a whole in the clam and the clams hate this worm so much they jump out of the water to die in order to avoid the worm.
Another thing that happened is the local oystermen were no longer allowed to sell the oysters directly to the sellers, they had to go through a state certified “ middle man”. What has happened here is that that middle man, who is a big fish in this town, decides to pay the oysterman less per oyster because his costs have gone up. What about the costs of the oysterman? have they not gone up too? ( well considering that that license to be a middle man is about 75000 $ the system actually forces the division of money, all liability being placed on the labor, to the point where the oysterman can no longer make a decent living, and then the frustration behaviors start and the confrontations with the state official who are not looking at the real causes because this costs too much within making best-for-all changes. And the circle of abuse goes round and round and round. Profit is a circle of abuse, not a circle of life.
Are we going to have Mexicans coming to work the oyster fields with an eventual corporate take over? A take over that hides under the auspices that they know how to take care of what they created as destruction in disregard of the environment to suit what made a profit for a moment before it was destroyed? This is just a series of divisions and conquests for profit. Anyway, that Mexican who lost his livelihood because his country was flooded with environmentally damaging non true cost corn that uses pesticides that the EU - for example has banned? Is that Mexican going to work on very cold water environments for too many hours a day? WHile some government official and some middle man sit in a restaurant eating raw oysters thinks that their shit is somehow better and different that someone else’s when all they did really is take from Peter to pay Paul? The only conversation left for such zombies is anodyne: blame, spite, sex, apology in the from of “ this is the way it is ( because I have accepted and allowed this)” , “ what else is there to do, the other is ignorant ( and so am I because accepting and allowing ignorance is ignorance)” , “ it is not my fault ( because I don’t have the decency to stand with what is equal to me as all men on this earth to realize what supports life absolutely , sone one else has to do this, when what it will take is ME AND SOME ONE ELSE AS ALL MEN!)” , or “ I am not a hero ( no , no one can be a hero, this is an idea to create a limitation propagated by a hollywood of the one’s with more who are inferior to life, and believe they must control those “under “ them who are the same as them)” And I was the same as this, I blamed everything for why I am what I am, because I was not willing to realize myself as life, as being equal and one to and as all life here, I was a product of a system of inequality. When I point this out, the spite and blame pour out in a bullish manner, as any moment of blame or spite is being a bully, is abdication of self as life. it is as simple as that.
Meanwhile the horseshoe crabs are basically gone, and the state officials are ignoring what really is the cause of the problems, while state reps. decide they need their salaries or the system will fall apart. The very same people who are not being responsible in taking care of the environment, thus what is being done is maintained pay in decreasing budgets for those who ignore how the physical world works.
Obviously within all this is that there are people working, there are people aware, there is interaction, yet it is the stops that disregard what is happening in the interest of profit that is the problem. Men will work and solve and stand up and communicate, but if all things are not allowed to be addressed and looked at and changed and this does not happen because of someone fearing to lose monetary profit, the system will not work. Thus the structures here can work, but if profit for the few who are not present, physically present within the environment, directly involved and are only interested in what makes a profit, life is not considered and cared for. Thus, profit for a few must be removed and a system of equality, economic equality and direct democracy, as this will remove the reactive bullying behaviors of survival and educate the people of what is best for all, as what sustains and works with the physical environment. The monoculture of monopoly does not work. And we all know it if we take the time to look.
iI is not that difficult, but all those emotional polarities consume self as focus as life, and one cannot see here. Just look at yourself, can you breath with ease? Can you not have reactions to others? Can you be directive within every moment here as a constant in joy? Or do you go up and down from one energetic polarity to the next, from one emotion to a feeling and so on and so on? Can you sit and focus enough to read? And is what you read confined to a limited genre? Can you take the time to understand the reactions of others, and look to the whole as the system and realize that we are all living within the effects of inequality where the support is what is needed as life is not given thereby inhibiting the development of self responsibility as life?

Day 345 Drug Culture is Profit. Organized Profit?

I realized after I went to this meeting about guns in my local town where the mental health expert naturally decided that what was needed was more money for mental health services, and the person defending guns stated that what was needed was more education leading to more self responsibility, that what is being said is that more support is needed to allow a person to be self responsible.
A system of economic inequality does not breed self responsibility, and lack of self responsibility does not breed happiness. Usury naturally leads to economic inequality because the debt will grow bigger than the principle, as is the form of usury or interest lending. The very nature and form of this allows some to eventually own everything which means that a few decide for everyone else how things work, which is a few being responsible for the many, which is taking self responsibility away from the individual, which is in itself a lack of self responsibility and an ignorance of how the human , with education, sustaining food, shelter and clean water can become self responsible, as humans are like organic robots, in that they can be taught, and they can direct themselves as what they are composed of, which is the substance of life, which is equal and the same in all life on earth. It is only ideas that are taught that separate each of us from remembering that we are all the same and this is how the mind functions, as consciousness, as the manifestation of our accepted and allowed separation, and it is fear of survival that separates us from ourselves as life that we as mind are in and as fearing ourselves as life, fearing to stand upas ourselves as life, thus, we are not stable and equal within what we are, instead we become inferior to here as what we are, we become inferior to life.
Children that are raised in unstable environments take on the resonance of that environment as they learn the words that are used within that environment, thus if they are born into an environment of fear, economic fear, because there is not enough money as the parents are lacking in having a living wage and sustaining food, an education as to how here functions as the physical world to allow self responsibility, then this child is exposed the the state of being of those parents, and learns the same. The instability as being fear and all the behaviors as fear become what they are. This self development into fear is the product of an inability to express this as the tools as the language as the words are not enough to be able to be self responsible. If we do not have the words to express ourselves how can we understand here? I think of words as being like paint, if we do not have them how can we define what is here? On top of this, if we are born into economic inferiority within having the ability to purchase what sustains us, and or we are in constant worry about having what sustains us, we learn that state of being. So, and this varies by degree, the children that are born into economic and educational lack are the products of what we collectively have accepted and allowed, thus we are all to blame for the instability of others and the behavioral outcomes of others. And/or it is to ask the question that perhaps we are all within this same conflict, yet we exist within comparison within relatives in separation from seeing the whole. The behavior of competition is the consequence of this. Competition is a state of constant comparison to survive in a systemically allowed state of instability as a system of debt from usury as interest lending which was made clear to all of us many years ago. Usury is a crime against life. Period.
This allows some to profit more than others, as the values of what is here on earth, that was here before mankind, is bought by those who have held the principle while creating an ever growing debt as is the consequence of usury, they buy the space in the media, they buy the land , they buy the science, they buy what is here and they warp it in order to maintain their principle, as they are as separate from what they are as what is equal in all that is here, which is life, a respect for life, this that is the value. If what is the value is not what is supported , then that is lost. Given what is happening on earth, the value, the real value is clearly lost.
So this system functions as a profit for a fear, without consideration and development of the whole, thus the outcome is a whole, as the parts, that cannot function, as there is not the means and the way to be self responsible, and the environment of this creates more of the same as a reflection of this.
Some learn about and are stable enough and healthy enough to understand parts of what is necessary. Such as our gun control people and our mental health experts, but they are in separation from understanding the system in totality as well. And economically, if their positions change then they will lose what sustains them, so they are as lost within an accepted and allowed state of economic instability and inferiority in comparison to others, thus the competition to survive as how money is being used for profit for the few is the nature and form of the system. This form does not work and our state of fear for survival is a behavior made bigger that ourselves as life, this that is equal and thus this has the capacity to understand what is here as it is the substance of what is here.
So back to this meeting. A man stands up and complains about the ubiquitous drug culture permeating all of American society. Obviously, drugs bring in a profit and diminish the capacity of the human to become self responsible as many choose to escape the worry and fear of survival, which we all do to varying degree or alcohol and sugar would not be on every shelf and in what is local in all towns.
Which brings me to an article about Afghanistan, where the American military is present. This machine built by those who have the profit, the principle in a system of debt known as usury, which we all accept and allow.

Would you grow wheat at .43 cents a kilogram or poppy at 203$ a kilogram if you were a farmer with a family?
And what makes this difference in price? Why is what sustains not monetarily supportive and what destroys and separates from reality so profitable? Why have American children been sent to kill and be killed for this outcome? Why are Afghanistan children living in cities of rubble for this outcome? If a few own the principle, as the value given to money, a piece of paper, where did the guns come from? The debtors are in debt, they are in the negative and thus don’t have the money to produce the guns, and if anything will take a job building guns even if guns are against their principles as beliefs, because what is the bottom line, as the lowest rung on this pyramid scheme, is survival.
Self responsibility does not work in a system of inequality, as profit , where money has been accepted and allowed to determine who lives and who dies, a behavior of no respect for life, and thus a system that does not support life because it has made money a god instead of life being the value.
There is a ubiquitous drug culture in America because we accept and allow it, each of us. Our so called “ policy makers” as what our politicians are, are not creating a structure that respects life, supports life, gives the right to life, gives the response of and as life as what we are.
In abdicating our self responsibility we have formed a system that takes our self responsibility from us, showing us to ourselves what we have accepted and allowed, and also showing us that we as a collective have created this, and thus we as a collective must change this to put an end to our states that are a lack of self responsibility.

Imagine trying to play in an orchestra where the flute player has lost a finger in a drone strike? Or imagine a Bass player who’s instrument is cracked because the worker that transported it had a hangover because he did not have enough of a living wage to give his son lessons in a discipline that child loved and his anxiety and sense of hopelessnesswas so great he did not pay attention when he was at work - I mean wouldn’t something like this upset you? What each and every one of us accepts and allows hasconsequences that effect each and every one of us. Within this accepted and allowed systemic inequality via self interested profit using the tool of money as the divider, taking the ownership of what is here to support life and allowing a few control of this, and thereby taking our self responsibility, which we have accepted and allowed because at this point we are afraid of change, is self destructive, and this is not a choice. What is needed is the removal of such a system, and the placement of a system that supports all life, realizing that life is the value. The way and the means are here, we know how to grow food, we know how to keep water clean, we know how to build sustainable housing, we know that education and a stable environment produce capable children. To not stand and support a system that respects and cares for life, that gives the right of life, as what life is, what is needed to sustain itself and become self responsible, is a crime against life. Thus there is one choice, and that choice is what is best for all, which is what is best for self.
Mankind has orchestrated abuse on earth through blame and spite through self abdication as life within self. Self forgiveness is about bringing self back to and as life as what self is, fearing not to stand as self as life. This is the way to birth life, to stand as life in support of life, realizing this is what is equal in all that is here. Taking time, as the past and bringing it here, stopping projections in to the future and bringing this here, equal and one with the physical, as the physical is living here. the physical changes and through aprocess lives and does so symbiotically. This is the gift of life, this is the experience that is self realizing life, to withhold this gift through fear of change is to deny life.
Support a system of Equal Life, Support Equal Money. There is no real life until all the instruments of the orchestra of life that is here as earth as the physical are performing with ease and self awareness in self responsibility. This is why the only choice is equality. With one dictating what is created is a monoculture, and monocultures do not work because they lack dimension. Just look at the state of our waters, and our animals.
Remove the resonance of the past imbedded within as this system of inequality that is each of us in a state of irresponsibility chasing and looking for something else to stand and be responsible for us (of which is manifest as consciousness as mind), which cannot be done as it does not work, the interest of you is to be yourself as life, this is the principle - you as life is the value. Gift yourself your birth right, the right to life as what you are, and this means the right to an education, the right to sustaining food, the right to clean water, the right to proper shelter so that you are a member performing with the orchestra of life as earth, as one as all as equal. The few who have managed to be the most brutal in taking more, are as afraid of each of us as they are of themselves as they are as separate from life as each of us by our own acceptances and allowances.

It is time for Equal Money and self forgiveness to clean up the self interested resonance of a morality in separation from life, and to create a system that develops and educates all equally to become self responsible. Direct Democracy where all vote as a human right to understand what is best for all, to give to you would like to receive, a life of equal measure realizing life is the value.

Day 280 Equal Money Capitalism Will change local and global practice of money before life.

"• People: Aside from its threats to wildlife, road salt also poses a danger to many of the same people it helps on the road. Excess salt doesn't hurt humans as much as it does frogs and ferns, but it can be bad for certain folks at risk for high blood pressure. The CDC's recommended averagedaily intake of sodium is about 1,500 mg, but the average American actually gets more than 3,400 mg a day. For people at risk from hypertension who already get twice as much sodium as they should, even small amounts of salt in the water supply can thus be significant. City water supplies are sometimes contaminated with so much road salt that they must be temporarily shut down, a problem that has recently surfaced in Ohio, New Jersey and other states. And while the sodium ferrocyanide that's added to road salt isn't highly toxic on its own, it can produce toxic cyanide compounds when exposed to heat and acidity, posing yet another health threat. Hydrogen cyanide, for example, is also found in cigarette smoke, where it's known to paralyze cilia in the lungs. Chronic cyanide exposure has also been linked to liver and kidney problems, and according to some research it may increase cancer risk, although that's unproven. High levels of overall sodium have also been tied to stomach cancer in humans."

http://www.mnn.com/earth-matters/translating-uncle-sam/stories/de-icing-dilemma-do-streets-need-salt

It has been snowing here where I live. There are many locals who make some income every year by plowing away the snow.
Evidently, this year, they have not been making the annual expected amount. Instead, the state, in order to save money, meaning to pay these men to plow the snow, have decided to go against the state regulations. Only so much salt can be placed on the roads, as this salt is detrimental to the soils, yet certain amounts are allowed. So, in oder to save money, with having to pay money to men to plow, it is cheaper to simply place more salt on the roads, despite this amount of salt being above environmental guide lines of the amount of salt allowed to be used.
Thus, our own state, our own supposed officials of the state, those who are supposed to be for the people, of the people to do what is for the common good before profit, are having more salt than what is environmentally recommended, placed on the earth here in order to save money.
Meanwhile, it was recent that the salaries of the top administrators, were given their annual percentage increase because it was believed that if they should not have these increases ( as some state workers did not get their increases), lesser able administrators might step in and take the current positions and then the state would be run by incompetents. Well, these very same supposed competent s are choosing their money over the health of this state. Which, need I say is not taking care of this earth, of the ground on which people live, on the soil where animals and organisms exist and allow each one of us to breath air and walk within this physical existence .
What has been chosen is a cheap alternative, profitable for the one’s who own the chemicals placed in the salt, but not for the people of the state who need money to exist and pay taxes. This does not support the local people, thus it does not support the local schools, the locals stores. In the long run this is expensive, it ends up costing more, as the soils diminish, and the people and plants and animals become weaker, as this physical earth is not taken care of, the effects of which have consequences that will end up costing the state more than if they had hired locals to plow the winter snow.
But by then, that official will be gone. What does he care but for his own self interest. Lets just hope that his pension will be around, and the money for this pension, not changedand directed by some other official wanting to save money on labor and placing these funds onto some account to pay for the rising health care costs caused by too much salt placed on the roads by some previous idiot trying to save money with a supposed quick fix.
There is a way out of this. There is a way to do what is best for all, to remove practices of greed and ignorance of foresight and consideration for all actions made. The choice is to do what is best for all, to do what is for the common good to prevent consequences of abuse in favor of profit. The choice is to share what is of this earth that allows the profit of life to exist in realizing that the profit is life. This is Equal Money Capitalism, where all life is taken care of from birth until death, as life, existing, is the value - that simply being is the value. What is here, as this earth is to realize that life is the value, what is here can be used to provide what is needed by all to live a life of dignity and expression, absolute expression of self as life. There is no other choice but this. We know this, we have stated this within our laws. The structures are here to implement this, and the awareness of this is here, what has been placed onto this is an ideologue of profit, where money determines how resources are controlled, and the controls have taken this and abused this in self interest without regard for life. Too busy are they pretending a throne, when this supposed throne is simply a limited story, a fairy tale, archaic, limited, blind. There is no “more than” or “less than” except as belief and ideas and opinions as the mind made ruler in separation from common sense  equality of this actual physical world.
This present system is not working, it is not working on a global scale or a local scale, it is not taking care of this planet. The placement of money being more than life, pieces of paper being more than life, is creating a consequence of abuse of this planet and this must stop. Remove that which is dividing us from common sense, from respect for this physical world, through standing up and supporting a system that realizes life as the value and functions accordingly.
Equal Money Capitalism. Is your vote for life, or your own self interest, where a piece of paper, a value placed on a digit determines your existence? What is going to be cut from your existence by some government official acting in his own self interest? What if your child becomes sick, and you find out this sickness could have been prevented, yet some official chose a known detrimental action in favor of saving money before life?
It really is time to wake up.

Day 263 Are we aware of the Water Wars? War is about Self Interest Not Life.

This following article makes it clear that support of life on earth is secondary to profit, though it appears that this is the concern, the measuring of what is here on earth is in self interest as profit, before life.

Published on Saturday, January 19, 2013 by the Institute for Agriculture and Trade Policy

Water Grabbing to Follow Food Speculation?

Where are the checks and balances?

by Shiney Varghese

How can “land grabbing” be something that exists? The idea in itself makes no sense. This is a planet covered in life, this life has needs to exist, as the very form that it is, composed of mostly water. And now, evidently this water can be owned/grabbed. All buried under some premise that this is organization, as sustainability, yet the words are really about profit making.Yet, it is the practices of multinationals as private profit entities that have polluted and diverted the water disrupting the lives existent on this earth. As though these lives are somehow in need of less than the men who are the people that make up the multinational. The crime against life is this hierarchy, played out as profit, of some grabbing more than others, and then pretending to play god/big brother, when in fact, this is simply greed, which is fear. This pyramid of profit is fear. Fear is blind, it distorts, it is so busy grabbing that it no longer sees life. It becomes a character of spite and blame, as in fear it no longer can respond with absolute insight because it sees only its fear outflow, this a separation. To want more than another, to speak words that justify having more than another is the disease of fear. Thus, this system of division into more and less is the voice of fear, it is actions of grabbing, it is actions of disregard, it is action of abuse.
If we all stop and look, we will realize that this is not what we want to be, each of us want to be life, long to be life. This longing is ever present, the undercurrent buried beneath the fear - this division and separation from self as life, here.
Is the grabbing of water, hidden at present though war for oil, through land sales in countries with the most resources that are the poorest, moving into grabbing the water? Was Gaddafi killed because he was trying to develop a system for the people on the land they stood to actually take care of themselves as life? And the fear mongers pissing the fear that is what they are, did not want this autonomy to develop because they would then have nothing to grab?
In South America, those countries who started to develop autonomy, self sustaining practices, attacked by the war machine of profit? War is profit, War is the spreader of fear, so the grabbers can come in and grab. War is bullying in self interest, the bully at most fear. The greatest criminal the bully, hiding behind a presentation of purpose called “ development”, this being the farthest from the truth, the farthest from sanity which is equality, from self as life, giving as one would like to receive.
Any act that does not have the common sense of what is best for all, is laced with the self interest that is the manifestation of fear, as this is a separation from self as life. The life of self as fluid as the water now being grabbed in self interest only, this self interest an interest of accumulated fear, a dividend built on fear.
Given the amount of information about the human body and how it functions, what foods sustain, to think of owning the greatest substance of life, as water, and hiding behind managing this in a profit based system makes no sense. This is allowing a system of division where no responsibility has been actually LIVED in sustainable maintenance of this world within any action of prevention. Presentations of sustainable practice within a hierarchy of profit are laughable. The very presenters the cause of the abuse.
There is serious disconnect with reality here.
If someone drinks water from a river and then this water is in the body of that person, does this mean that person is owned? Is the human going to be taxed or fined if they pee on the ground? where the water in the pee evaporates and is no longer able to be treated in a sewage plant and then resold? I can see where lots of questions can be asked, absurd ones, and then the “owner” will bully and react because they cannot answer. Irritation is really not having an answer, meaning being at a loss of common sense! Check it out, it is more than likely consistently so. Common sense is poison for the absurd.
Land grabbing and water owning is absurd.
We are “grabbing” something that is a given! Thus there is no sense in grabbing.
There is no sense in a hierarchy in this day and age. What the life that is here needs to exist in ease, in health, in development is known. Denial of this is total criminality.
Monocultures do not work. Obsolescence is wasteful. Consumerism programs obsessive compulsive behaviors.
The glitch in the system is profit. Which is acknowledged in that government is to ensure that what is for the common good comes before profit. Thus, profit is the glitch, the great disruptor, the distortion within the system causing the abuse on earth.
That profit entities are the cause of pollution and now run and grab to turn this into a “cash cow” indicates a serious illness on earth. It is the illness of self interest. This is what profit breeds, self interest. And, the nature of this self interest does not see life as it is fear.
Thus, the boys with their toys must stop playing and grow up. Time to leave fantasy land. Time to take that pacifier out of your mouth. As this fantasy ignores life. Time to face those monsters under the bed. Time to stop the story board of memories from the past, they are ghosts in the closet as what the mind has become and bear no witness to reality, to what is actually physically real, here.

The solution is a system of equality, to take the capital that is what is here as earth and to use this to sustain life, as life is the value.
The solution is to give what is given.
The solution is to administer this capital in ways that are best for all, absolutely.
With the technology and the automation available, there is no more need for competition, what is here, all of what is here can develop its full potential and actually live, everything. All the committees created cannot function within best practices, absolute practices if the salaries are paid for by the grabbers acting in self interest. This will not work, has not worked as long as a system of profit for a few exists. Just as in the game monopoly, in the end one entity owns everything. This is a system of inequality, that by nature does not work. It is archaic and functionless, and this is what is happening on earth. Just go and look, investigate. There is what is good here, thus this must be used to support life, as anything else is a crime, and profit for the few is a crime, and the ignorance it breeds with liberal ideologies as its facade, are acts lacking responsibility if the ideas are followed without practical application, meaning if the words presented suggest the action, and this action is not carried out and monitored by all, then what is presented is other than what is created. Thus it is the responsibility of each of us to vote, to create a system that supports life, to no longer want representation. The technology is here for each of us to participate directly, to be a democracy, the voice of the people directly and absolutely. We even have the technology to educate ourselves about this world directly in our homes, to see what is on the playing field in fact, on this earth.

The rewards are so numerous and so simple to see, ignorance is no longer an option.
No more dis-ease, no more pollution, no more worry about that huge debt.
No more desire obsessions, no more fantasy, instead reality, actually living life and not some dream land scenario. Real tangible life.
No more worry about how many more miles your car is going to last.
No more worry about the education of your child.
No more worry about maintaining a personification.
No more fear of taking care of yourself in old age.
No more worry about getting the roof fixed, or that dental problem taken care of.
No more complicated tax paper work.
No more fear of losing your job.
No more fear of losing your pension.
No more disconnect from your physical body.
No more, meaning the stopping of a “more” that is ignorance.

This world can be organized to support life. The system of men are here, thus the structures that are here, can be arranged to support life, as most of the people on this earth are the labor creating the present system, thus it really is worth it to use this labor to support this labor, no need to divide and conquer anymore.

Even taking what is used in war, in terms of money, and resource, is enough to support what is here. The effort placed into the technology of war, being done by men, can simply be directed towards what sustains and supports life. It is so simple, and not as difficult as one might think.

This only takes a large collective to stand and support this, to place a system where the capital of this earth is used to support life. Where the value created by the hands of men is given to these hands equally. What is here has been developed by generations of people, thus no one person, or small group, can claim a title of being more than another, as it is all men that contributed, all hands that built what is here. In common sense, one person could not have practically done this, one generation would not have done this. Thus what is here was developed by man ( plural) and this development of the capital of this earth belongs to all, thus what profit is derived from the capital of this earth belongs to all hands of men. And all that is here, is a part of this development, and should be respected for this. This means the animals and the plants, the soils and the water. Treat all of this as you would like to be treated. There is no other choice. Become the life that surrounds you and sustains you.
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Support Equal Money Capitalism. Become responsible as life. Bring yourself back here to reality, forgive your fear, as it is fear that was the separation from self that was the falling from self as life, that turned Humpty Dumpty into a thousand pieces, and it is only your self as life, that can piece this back together again, thus we all know what needs to be done. Our stories tell us.
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