Day 747 My own structural resonance and emotional firewalls.

My own structural resonance and emotional firewalls.

I recently interacted with what I saw as a very large emotional firewall. I have had enough experience in my life that I realize in moments that it was not so much what I said, but more in how I said what I said. What I mean by this, is that there have been situations where I called something out by name with a calm, with an intent of making something clear more than some gain for myself. When I did this, I noticed I was more effective in my communication. 

Conversely, there have been similar situations where I spoke up and called something by name, but my starting point was more colored with a desire, or a self interest motivated of and as fear.  In these situations I had to face the consequences, because that color , or desire, or emotion was still present, it would either be sorted or allowed to accumulate further, as to allow such, was to not address what had within the law of compounding remained, as it had not been balanced out. This is within the math of what one resists persists. 

I also notice that I tend to be very hard on myself, thereby creating my own emotional firewall of self doubt and self blame, leading to a sense of self unworthiness. Then within me, anger grows and I begin to become frustrated and lash out, creating that which focused more on a lack, instead of remaining calm and balancing, or sorting myself out, realizing a mistake as a means to learn a more correct balance, leading to a consequence of more effective communication. Emotional ‘ firewalls’ are an imbalanced resonant inner structure, one of denial of self wholeness, or being focused in awareness of all things, as all things are self in another life because the substance is the same in all of us. When becoming emotional, instead of looking within myself, and resolving the math of me, as polarized and warped values, I notice I start to blame and spite objects around me as the default - often moving into using label - when it is myself who is not focused and in respect of life, calling things by what they are in their physical relationship. 

Within this, I realize that I continue to have some fear of this, within myself and facing this within others, facing that storm of imbalance,  an emotional firewall, as a way for me to call this by name and begin to sort this out within the point that I am at in the moment, here.   I must realize to a greater degree that this is a process, one that is concomitant, meaning that balancing things out will have moments of mis-take.What is always right there, within and as me, as that ability to speak within calling things by name with that more clear voice that can be heard through imbalances as emotional and feeling energies. I have experienced the difference in my life in moments, thus this can be done, so to not be too hard on myself.  I realize that we are all capable of this.

Also, we cannot know what we do not know. Because of this, we cannot move past our inner conceptual indexing. Meaning, we cannot move beyond the level of our learning balance scale. Yet, we can practice referencing the practical, knowing the score of reality, respecting it and building a more direct relationship to/and towards it. This ability to reference reality, is more natural, and it is what children naturally are able to do, this which is somehow lost. Our children are a product of the math of their environment. And this starts in the womb.  They absorb the colored  state of conceptual lack  as the very signature of emotional firewalls, as mis-informed constructs of information, causing a distraction if not sorted out, slowing down a natural ability to realize the magic is in the physical doing. If we look at our society today, there is so little opportunity to actually do things, most exposure is through media and/or from memorizing information- this a direct disconnect from reality, by design. Even early books on education realized the need to  build relationships to reality. In this I am personally glad that President Trump is formulating apprenticeships as an alternative to high school, for example, because we as a society have lost a connection to living relationships in the learning process. Even such a situation can be manipulated, thus there is the need to understand overall, how we are formed, and to recognize emotional ‘ paranormal’ firewalls, because this is what such is. It is also necessary to meet a person where they are at, within, and to move froward from that point, as physical relationship building can accelerate learning. Also, through practical living applications - which is to say, one must bring the children back into building direct relationships to reality- this being done through words having a direct relationship to reality without the clutter of pictures. One must forgive the inflammatory polarized values of self interest, often visible as manipulation in space and time, and realize the only choice is to consider all things, and take what is good and does no harm. War is conflict, and it is used for profit, it is an emotional firewall on a grand scale, a form of manipulation that is conceptually separate from the living reality around us. War is a reflection of what each is within themselves, and the system is actually a protection for a lack of self responsibility in each individual.  It is a loss of insight into the absolute purpose of life, that absolute purpose being the living nature of taking what is good and does no harm. This is being/moving in harmony.  When two minds meet that understand a level of mastery that is so balanced and expansive, few words are needed, as just being in the presence of such, and recognizing it, is such a state of joy there is no expression that can be that, as that state is both fecund and silent. One could say it is the meeting of a level of inner structure that realizes we create who and what we are. 

Day 654 Returning to Common Sense.

Returning to common sense.

Last night, as I was driving back from a second presentation for the week, I wanted to go into all manner of self doubt and give up. The problem is that the drama within and as me, had no common sense. This was myself looking at lack, instead of the very measure of the world around me. I had to stop, as I do so often these days, in terms of the beliefs, opinions and ideas that swim around in my mind, as what my own mindfulness is, filled with a measure that categorizes things within values of more than and less than, ignoring the practical right in front of me. I live on and as a physical beingness, and this physical world has an order of creation, built of parts, as cells, and probably even smaller particles. And these parts, collectively form me, here. It is a magnificent thing for sure. 

And yet, here I am imagining all manner of doom and gloom situations that bear no witness to this practical living measure. Instead, I am in an imaginative construction of limited ideas, made larger than the life around me, the physical life around me. I have accepted and allowed what is usurious as a verb, and pyramidal as a form, composed of limited values that are metaphysical, because they are not in common sense of this physical means of expression, which would be to include all life!

Within this limited construction lived in an imaginative state, I have become a mind consciousness and not a life consciousness. I have allowed a bubble of limitation to define who and what I am.

And, because I learn through spaced repetition, I become what I believe as a measure, I program myself with a metaphysical ideology, that does not fit into what I am, causing a dis-ease within my physical self and with the world around me, hence instead of seeing directly here, I end up in my car, driving down the road, imagining a lack, believing my inner measure to be true, and everyone else’s measure to be  the fault in comparison to my own. Yet, right here, right in that moment, is the obvious answer, I am in separation from common sense, and that common sense is right here in front of me, all the time, has always been! Thus, it is only me who can be the blame, because I accepted it, I allowed it. I am the cause of my own separation and I am the only one that can change this lesser measure that is chaotic because it does not fit into reality, as the physical. I am the cause of friction as the conflict within composed of self pity, and spite towards the world around me. I am focused within a construct of lack. I have, because I learn through spaced repetition, accepted limited measures about reality, again and again until I have believed them to be true. Hence when I race as my own measure of expectation, and that expectation is not lived exactly as my inner picture show stories, I crash. 

As I drove, I stopped. The blame and spite in my mind, sometimes blaming  a lack without, and/or a lack within, judging another and/or myself as not being enough, has nothing to do with using common sense, realizing that we all are doing this, and grounding what is always right here, as the solution of bringing everything back down to earth, as in moving into a common sense measure with the means of myself being here, which is the physical world. The means of this is always the simple. And that simple is always right here in front of me, it has to be, or the ubiquitous media shower of a ‘ good’ that is a false positive would not be so effective in causing a metaphysical society in separation from earth as mankind! 

That ever present and constant media uses a spaced measure of constant remeasure to ensure common sense is not used, to distract one from what is real, as the physical world that is creation information. LOL, the media uses a limited information and repeats it again and again, to induce, or divide the within measure of each person from what is real, the physical world that is creation information.

Someone said to me this week, as I brought up what is called the ‘ harem effect’ that this was only showing the preference of a person. Yes, this is true, yet it is that preference when used to define a person, as a set of values preferred, that the rest of the many wonderful values as qualities of the physical world are ignored, hence an expansion within one’s awareness of the qualities of the world around us, are denied, as those limited values that are not bad values, are chased to serve one’s personification of oneself. That personification when made larger than the physical is a limitation. If one decides to be that measure, because it is a measure, that is cool, yet remember that one is ‘ trying something out’ and within this to respect all other measure as being of equal value, where not one is more than another. And remember that if one remains within one measure, it can become an illusion of truth, which leads to becoming stagnant, where that truth becomes a comfort, and change appears to cause a death of one’s habit or measure which appears to be uncomfortable, and is really only un- com-forting one’s value system composed of qualities in a moment. Thus, it is as though one took on some values in a moment, and within that forgot, or dismembered one’s self from everything else in this physical world. If one remembered this, then change would be a transformation instead of a death. 

Yet all of this shows how much we are creators!  If we look at how fluid children are, how they absorb and change and develop, we can understand that this is our real nature, to be able to change and take in form and function! Our within is really just like water, we can take on the form of the world around us, and come up with new ways of doing things! In all common sense, this is how men, as their real nature, can come up with new ways of doing things that improve our understanding of the means of living as the physical world around us. And, this is when we are most happy, because we are using all of ourselves to sense the world around us! This is the gift of life, within and as us. This is the instrument of the physical world as us, moving in fluid constancy as change with creation as the physical world as life information!

It is only because we have allowed ourselves to believe an inner measure for a moment to be more than the world around us, as the physical, that we have become stagnant and interior to life. We are living in fear, we are allowing a false evidence to appear real! And that false evidence is composed of qualities that are inflated values ignoring all values as being a part of life! It is really very simple. Hence, spiting and blaming another’s value system which is self blaming and spiting self’s value system because it is all composed of values existent within the physical, is really only a paranormal event in one’s mind and not an act of respect for life. It is not self being self as life, it is a disconnect from one’s real nature, which is fluid and changeable like water.

So, as I sat in my car, I realized that all the fear moving through me in the form of believing in a lack and blaming that lack, within and without, and realizing that the expectations I held based on limited values that missed a common sense of reality and the separation that exists as the minds of men, I have to slow down, and realize the hue on men, is a measure of limited values believed to be more than reality, that have become one’s greatest weakness as false evidence appearing real, a meta-physical construction of values that are great strengths because they are aspects of reality, as the only thing that is real, is the physical world as this is life information.

The warning here, is that the imposition of a false god, as a limited meta-physical construction of beliefs, opinions and ideas, to define one’s self, perpetually made larger than life, will destroy life, render it shattered because that imposition of lack, does not fit into creation, cannot and will not. As life takes that which is good and does no harm. Unless each man, removes the hue of self interest, and respects the physical world, which means working with the physical in ways that do no harm, using one’s real nature that is fluid like water and considering all things, within each moment, the physical world will shatter and disintegrate, as we see happening all around us, especially in the state of health of our trees. We are, if we continue to allow hierarchy, destroying this earth and creation, we are destroying the means to being life in expression, as nature is the product of what works in the physical, as what works in the physical is what fits in symbiotic ways.

We have one chance, one life, we can realize equality, as everything being us in another form/life, or we can stagnate in a mind consciousness that is a limitation forgetful of the real creation as the physical world guiding us towards what works as in what does no harm, taking that which is good as this is the action of respecting all things.

Day 497 A Difference by Degree: Bridging the Judgement Gap

A difference by degree: Bridging the judgement gap

Within a limited value system, as what the human has accepted and allowed, the units of measure in total are minuscule - mini-school - as the gamut of what is used to direct self. I mean, we just need to look around and we can see, realize and understand the limited visual ideals we all accept and allow. Think of the rule that the lawns in front of our houses should be green lawn, and that having a vegetable garden is a taboo on a front lawn; or that a person is only attractive if they have a certain size and measure in their features and a certain color to their hair; or think about how dogs have been bred to bring forward and exaggerate certain characteristics without any consideration for what that eventual frankenstein extreme has on the function of the physical form. Many of those breeds have all kinds of physiological problems. If you would not want to suffer such monstrous physiological problems then why, just to have a certain look, would you wish this on another form for being life on this earth?

The limited values, that are then used in comparison against one another, to compete for an ideological picture, just like that green lawn, really bear no witness to the actual balance within the physical world.

I remember my husband skiing. He was extremely graceful, so much so it was really a joy to watch. To this day, and i don’t watch skiing so much, I have not seen this kind of graceful movement in another skier. I have watched skateboarding videos, because my sons like this, and sometimes a skater comes along with this kind of fluid grace. Others have a completely different quality, in the last week there was a video of a skater that had “ force” as I would call it. He skated with this very directed aggressive speed force. Really hard to put into words. The quality was cool, the expression was cool. I mean, how much are we missing in all of us, when we don’t see the unique quality in every human as the way they express themselves in what they do, where there is probably an inclination in some areas as opposed to others, and what discoveries would be made when all life on earth is valued and our ability within being aware physically of movement and form and expression in and as not only the shape but the way that shape moves. If we look at this, had more awareness in the detail and expression of the physical, instead of imposing ideas as pictures onto how things should be without equal consideration of the physical in total, what would our world become?

The point is that if we take the time to look, we can realize that our values are extremely limited and that within this the degree of difference is tiny. And yet the human is walking around comparing these tiny differences to ascend to …where? The irony is that it is being that expression in-form, and balancing this all out in total as the expression of earth as life as a whole that is the fun and the value.

What we are doing is rejecting a united whole, as this physical earth that would be the most fulfilling life experience beyond any thing our limited value system can imagine. And all because we fear what? Losing ownership of a front green lawn? So, one has that front green lawn and spends years protecting it, watching it and then what? Death? Is that lawn a badge of success worthy of its value? No.

Within the chaos on earth, in a bubble, this appears to be a gain when compared to a possible life of poverty, but this gain in itself is a poverty of life expression. One just as a small degree of more comfort, but within this, the increase in cancer and other diseases, suggests otherwise. Is one really comfortable sitting watching that green lawn as cancer invades and old age and the physical body corrodes over time instead of a quick death because of lack of food? If one stood back and looked within a context of eternity, the two lives would appear to be the same measure, meaning such a slight degree of difference that no foot note would probably be given. This is the measure of the difference, which is really no difference, it just appears to be this way within the limited perspective humans have come to believe is truth. And all the while, the physical is what allows expansion and expression and self awareness into becoming life, a life as the physical that can become what never settles in limitation and instead stands strong within  a value that incorporates movement and expression that is not stagnant and is rather filled with ease.

Our present money system is the expression of a collective accepted and allowed limited value system. And it is wreaking havoc on all of our lives. And we are so caught up in our limited value system that we cannot see the forest through the trees. Yet, we are here as physical beings that have the ability to see, to sense, to move, to create, to organize , to balance out what is here to allow what we need as physical beings, and this earth, to allow the expression of life and enjoy the way in which each expresses themselves. 

Like the action of homeopathy, the outer misalignment, as our money system must change, and we , as humanity have to stand and do this.  As this will enable each to relax and slow down and breath, to stand outside of stress and begin to then look and organize this world together, in ways that support all the physical form of life, because this physical form as the whole earth is us, it is each of us, we are it. It is only an imposed cognitive map in our heads that is our separation. As this accepted and allowed map built of limited values, an energy field within and as us encircles us, and it oscillates with conflict because it has no real substance to exist as, because it is extremely limited, and its measure of value moves as judgement of what is good and bad in accord of its limited insight, because of an idea that something could be lost, when it is the lack of movement with the whole that created the sense of loss. Yet this can be corrected back into the whole, where there need be no sense of loss. And the directive that is very simple, is to give as one would like to receive, which is to realize self as a physical being on a physical world, where one moves as ways that do no harm, and that in being this, in focusing here on what is real, as a physical form with the faculty to focus here, and see, one is able to direct oneself in ways that do no harm, and that this allows self to position self here absolutely, in a movement of self in full function, utilizing self in total, which stops all stagnation and thus dis-ease. This is a gift we can only give one another when we all work together with the physical world. To do this we have to clean up the bubble of limited values as our accepted and allowed cognitive maps , that we need only look to the media, for example, and the banking system, to see, realize and understand.

In many ways, fear if being inferior to this. That is all it is. And yes, the consequences of this are rampant all around us. But, changing this is the way out. And as we walk ourselves out, with each breath, with each movement, a lightness of being, and an ease of breath, will become the movement of us. I mean what else if there? Just give it up, stop the judgements, use your innate common sense and let go the limitations, to stand as what is best for all within and without. Support a system that supports you as life. Support a Living Income Guarantee. Walk the awareness of your generational cognitive map that is of limitation - which means that what is of value will not be lost, and what is of inferiority to life will be equalized to life, thus what appears to be a loss will be a gain. It has been said, that in stopping the mind, all will be lost, and thus, all will be gained. What will be lost is that map, which has been made bigger than life, and what will be gained is life. It is that simple.

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Day 481 What have I accepted and allowed as mind? What am I as mind?

How is the system  without what I have accepted and allowed within and as me? How have I accepted good and bad, instead of what is best for all? How have I limited myself into a dichotomy/polarity in a bubble limited picture/data association making  instead of equalizing to the physical substance, sound substance, sound mind and directing from here, always cross-referencing with physical reality, using common sense and critical reasoning? Is this an act of separation and thus limitation as a fear of life when I allow mind only, and free associate within this only? What are the learned associations I use that are limiting myself being an integral part that moves in ways that cause no harm and as this respect the whole of life on earth?

  In reality, at present, this inner made larger than life/physical existence,  has manifested a group who are few in number in relation to the whole, who are the belief/ideas touted as superior, and the impoverished  the inferior, and as this both are in separation from equal, respectful, interaction with physical existence. One is a few humans with an abundance of “ stuff” and the other is an abundance of physical humans that are in extreme lack - is this what division is and does, the very nature of judgement reflecting itself, an indicator of imbalance over all, which makes the physical a gift of life as form and function in balance? And the discord is the force of a separate mind as each human? Which means it all started with the human, believing an image as mind was more than that which they were, as the substance that they are as the physical, and this is being forced onto the physical world. This will not work. The physical is of so much more integrity, it cannot be forced into a more limited design. Humans  must  accept earth and align with it.  We either live our own self created destruction as what is happening on earth, as the consequence of our self interested idol as idea worship within that has accumulated great abuse to the gift of the physical without to the extent that the physical is becoming weak as we burn substance to maintain the picture show as mind. We need only look to the greater and greater extent of disease with each passing generation.

And yet,  a mechanism of parts divided does not exist, as all parts are integral to the whole: humans do not apply what they create in principle as is created/modeled in technological development to the very order and environment in which they live. Overall, as mind, humans/myself accept a more-than over the value being life itself; this is idea over substance.  This separation in total, as the polarities are us as a state of lesser being within because of this separation, manifesting a lesser world without, evident in the growing abuse/devastation/behavioral blame game on earth. 

In all this is how we are developing our minds, because a child is not racist, a child is not obsessed with sexual behavior, a child is not immediately aggressive and disrespectful of animals. And we know our education system brings a child into grade school at the age of seven, when a so called “ concrete mind” is formed. Thus, the mind is the reflection of what is the social information. And since children are not born as the limitations adults become, what we are informing ourselves as, can change. That “ inform” can either relate to all life, as the physical, or it can become hegemonic with its beliefs, then moving as constant comparison and measure of worth, instead of looking at what works practically,  the parts of the whole and as this to respect and understand each form.

What we are as how we absorb, as the imagery/construct around us creates/ news-feeds as mind, means that the mind is a tool, a map, and as this, the mind can be programmed to be understood as a map, and as this, who we are as that which takes in the form, can remain as this. It is up to us, all of this to change this. Within this, we can retain our ability to absorb this world, and how it functions and use ourselves to solve the inequality to life, because in all, one judgement, of another human being, an animal, anything as being less than us, is a separation from being equal and one to and as life form as earth here. 

And this begins in each of us. This realization and correction through forgiveness, writing out what we have accepted and allowed, and correcting this with a guiding principle, as the physical/including the physical, within what is best for all, as what does no harm, absolutely, because it is aligning ourselves as this that we find ease with and as life as what we are in essence.

So, if I judge another as less than me, I am not looking at that person as me, as the same as me, and looking to what was the consequence that brought that person to what they are as what they have lived and as what their parents have lived etc. First, I must do this for myself, understand all the values I accumulated as my world and have a look at how this defines me. Within this, to then realize how this has occupied myself to such an extent that I have lost connection with the actual physical world as what I am here. Then, I walk myself back into equality with the physical, as this is life, as me, one and equal. Then, will men, begin to realize creation , the gift of life here, that is us, as life would share absolutely.

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Day 404 The flow of a Living Income Guarantee

I talked about the Living Income Guarantee today and it was cool, because in walking through my understanding, the very order of it, I walk the ordinary and build to having an extraordinary understanding of how this works and thus gain insight into how much of a win-win situation a Living Income Guarantee proposal is in fact.

The point about LIG, Living Income Guarantee, within how it allows currency to flow makes so much common sense. This flow being nationalized resources that are priced mathematically to ensure a living wage for the human where they can purchase their basic needs and have a roof over their heads, and the incentive to double that living wage through working. The effect  stabilizing the be-HAVING of the human ( a human cannot be, at present, without having certain basic needs to RIGHT the human in harmony with earth )  

Humans have allowed themselves to become so separate from the nature of ourselves as life, that the abnormal is normal,  a belief generated  subsequent to suppression of life. Funny, it is like we define backwards. This would be the story of a smoke and mirrors existence.

If the natural life sustaining resources are nationalized and  sold at a mathematically determined price that sustains the human, eliminating a competitive greed price,  this would be a win-win for the product makers needing the resource. It would also take care of wages and thus spending power and also allow development by the people for the people. It is like releasing control, removing stress and allowing flow as the very behavior of the human, while still allowing profit for those who create the products.

At present, the accepted restrictions probably create more of a burden. Where is the cost effectiveness in this? This is an unnecessary difficulty. And, ironically, humans as life are a program of life, which is a  program of what is best for all. Allowing this would remove a threat of the masses competing for the “ top” profit spot as life nature, much like the animals in the wild, simply want to enjoy being here, being with others, physically expressing themselves. Thus the fear of loss is illusory. 

We really have to turn around and reverse ourselves into what makes sense, as this is the answer and a win-win situation for earth, and it could exist within a short amount of time..  Once a human practices returning to what is before the survival character, each return happens at a faster rate as the human can learn to move here, in common sense, and thus, though it might appear slow at first, that point where it appears to not be working is the point of change. Anyone who has had some opportunity to develop themselves knows this. Thus, it is a crime to not allow this discovery for each and every one of us.

 A living Income Guarantee would “ grease” the machine of the physical and get life flowing/ supporting life. Common Sense, as this is the natural ability of the substance of life, here.

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Day 385 Self forgiveness on the para noise of my mind

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to listen to my mind.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be a walking listing of items in and as my mind at the exclusion of all else, worrying and fretting about how i look, what i am going to do/believe I need to do next.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare myself to others around me constantly instead of directing myself here in common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want comfort, to believe that I need comfort when I am here on earth which has air to breath - if it has not been polluted by acts of ignorance and separation from reality as the physical that sustains and is the gift to allow us to be here experiencing life, here, being equal and one to and as life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become an idea of what it means to be here, as this is thought and thus not being here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become the violence of thought, the violation of thought only in and as making thought more than life, more than equality and oneness with and as what is here as the physical world that is what i am as life, this which is visible, here, real, 

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that thoughts of comparison within a limited morality, an idea of what makes me a more than within a system of profit where money determines life, is so limiting in its directive it is astounding that this has been propagated just so a few can live in comfort, this desire to live in comfort a separation from reality, the extreme play out of what we have all accepted and allowed in separation from being here, equal and one to and as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist doing “ paper work” administrative work, such as taxes, and bills, and organizing all the bureaucratic filings that need to be done where it seems that when one thing is done another thing is sent to fill out, as those who are the paper pushes living a diminished life of pushing papers have to justify their jobs and thus layer endless justifications  that are really meant to eliminate so that money is pooled to a few, which is a crime against life when not made efficient and done with common sense which means looking at the present system and realizing it is not efficient and what is best for all in that it is not supporting the life that is here and obviously supporting more of the same that has been going on for a long time which means it is not structured to be supportive and solve inequalities, as the only answer is equality and oneness which is to realize the value is life and that systemically the only choice is to create a system that supports all life, as life being the value, and in common sense every point of this grid of inequality, which is separation from life, acting in self interested survival without questioning and taking steps to be a directive change that realizes that what exists on this earth as a system created by men, is not in fact supporting life and thus is not supportive of life, because if it is not working for everyone than it is not working and any resistance to this is simply self resisting common sense of the physical actual real world that enables every human to breath.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become blame and spite about objects and systems within this world, as this is anger, as this is fear, as this is paranoia , myself in separation from and as common sense of this physical world, this dialogue, this log of “ die”/death in and as the voices of my mind of a limited morality leading to death as a life never lived, is designed to navigate within a system that in itself is in separation from supporting and realizing equality and oneness with and as life, the physical which in totality is a separation from myself as life here, as life is directive, interactive, giving expression of life, as it would like to receive as being life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my mind, as the voices in my head are a GPS as an order of the system created by men as mind as being in separation from the substance of what is here as life, which is sound, gentle and forgiving, moving within and as an absolute purpose as life would life, thus the voices in and as my mind are my separation from life when made “ god” as being more real than what is actually physically here as how life works as being what is best for all as the only choice is what works for all, here.

I commit myself to realizing that the flow of money can systemically be organized to support all  life that is here as men, within taking the value as men working with their hands in various ways, and giving a basic income to all men as the resources of this earth are given to support life and that support has been developed through generations of men, thus no one man/human has created what is here as life as the system of the human and even here what is here was created by a reptilian as the manifestation of what we have all accepted and allowed as ideas of more than and less than within and as ourselves, all of this the substance of life here, and thus nothing can be owned as all that exists is the gift of life, thus it is to order a system that supports all life, as life being the value, which means creating a basic income grant to support all life, to allow life to no longer exist within and as limited and destructive survival behaviors that are simply life in lack, and to stop blaming the object as the human and the animal and the plant for its limitation when the very substance as earth as life is denied and thus creates a behavior that is destructive as a limited expression in lack for which we are all to blame as what is here is us,  of same substance , thus what is here on earth as the present system is the sound of life manifest as separation  as energy ignoring itself as life, thus all abuse is a separation from life, a crime as it is destructive of life, for which there are solutions, which at the moment is to stop what we are allowing and to stand as a system that realizes all life has value and that that value can be expressed when the physical world as life as what is here is supported absolutely, which means standing and structuring this system of money to flow to all men, to provide the basic means to live a life of dignity within and without, to create a chord of stability as life physical, and expressively, in thought word and deed, which means an education as to how the mind functions, how the physical can be at ease with proper nutrition, and how the human needs interaction with life, with the society of life that is here as the physical, as life on earth is very mush an orchestra of life, each part needed to support the whole where no one part is more or less than another as all life is equal as life in expression here, thus we are one yet individual.

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Day 342 There is no escape from facing what has been allowed on earth. Period.

How can we have a system that allows a few to decide they own the resources of this earth? How can we sit and talk about what “ they” the corporation is doing, what “ they” our elected officials are doing without realizing that we voted these “ they” in” We allowed this, thus when we find we have to pay for out water, we have no one to blame but ourselves, as we ignore what is happening here on earth.
The “ they” is us, the people, and the “they” is us not looking at this world and making informed decisions about what we as the “ they” are doing. In this all abuse existent on earth is the fault of each and every one of us.
Thus the debt that is the outcome of usury, of interest lending on principle, this debt that will inevitably become greater than the principle as the interest can never fully be repaid, will become the burden we bear as we have accepted and allowed this despite having been told by a man with common sense, Christ, that this was enslavement.
So the corporations seeking profits, within and as claiming ownership of natural resources to create a constant profit, going and grabbing the land in their name purporting to develop the land, in the interest of profit, removing the life that is there, simply disregarding it and not paying a living wage, in the interest of profit, is the fault of each of us.
Those children sold into sex, are the fault of each of us for accepting and allowing this form to exist on earth.
Those children starving, they are the fault of each of us, as we have accepted this system of inequality, and turned that corporation into some ambiguous entity, not realizing it is composed of us, of men, of people, as we distort reality into objects of unclear understanding to become ignorant and abdicate our responsibility.
Our children existing in unstable homes and thus becoming the expression of their surroundings as instability, our schools unable, though many teachers try very hard not understanding themselves how the mind and the physical function in detail. Then, this is turned into a profit as America now has the largest prison population, where these prisons are supported by tax dollars as these prisoners are now cheap labor for the companies that make helmets and some appliance parts, a win for profit a loss for the development of that life. And we the people, accept and allow this. Thus we are to blame for all the abuse existent on earth.
The human is the outcome of what is provided for by a system that was created by men. Men are trainable, able, capable, as we see all children are able to learn rapidly and when exposed to stable environments and an education, they can become self perfected beings able to express themselves. We take away through non support and lack in the self determination development of others to feed a system of profit for a few. Thus our ignorance manifest as greed, a crime against life. and we are all to blame. Greed is a form of fear, because being removed from that value being life, being separate from this is a state of lack, and because this is a state of lack of awareness of the value being life, it has no self responsibility within the whole, within considering all life and respecting life thus this lack becomes an expression as energy in its limitation, this limitation breeds behaviors of fear, such as greed.
Just as the debt in the construct of usury leads to a greater debt than principle, is our disregard for this earth as being equal to us, here to support us, going to grow as a debt of pollution, the effects already here with the number of children born with birth defects and autism? Is this what we want for the life that is here? Do we really think that when we die we will be removed from this, from the consequences of this? Do you really think that our actions are not going to be faced by each of us?

Everything that we have allowed on this earth will be faced by each and every one of us, and this is how it should be. There cannot be any escape, as it should be, because we must all realize our ignorance, what we ignored, as this is the only way to become life. There is no other way, in all common sense. If we wait, the consequences of our ignorance are only going to compound until we wake up and follow through with a directive principle that shows us to ourselves that we are all willing to stand as life here, to realize ourselves as life, and this means being aware of what is happening on this earth in totality, on every inch, to making sure that what is here as life, is allowed to be life, here.
We all want our children to become responsible human beings, we would rather this than having to take care of them for our lives. We would rather our children learn to direct themselves, as being self determining is a joy, but in order for this to happen we, each of us, must realize that the present system is not allowing this and that it is a reflection of what we have each allowed within ourselves, we have chosen fear instead of life and until we choose life, the only choice, we cannot be life, we only pretend at life. Which is what we are doing here on earth, pretending to limited values and ideas instead of facing and standing up as life, realizing life is the value and creating a system that is the mirrorof what we are as life within, without.
If the greatest gift were life, would not you have your child face the consequences of the lack/ignorance so that they would realize themselves and become the greatest gift there was? Yes, you would.
Thus death is not the way out, as the consequences of what has been accepted and allowed on this earth that has not allowed self responsibility, self determination, self expression for every bit of life on this planet will have to be faced and worked with clearing up until it is done.
This is the only choice. And that is common sense.
Walk the desteni I process lite and pro. to get what you have accepted and allowed in being less than life, as what you are, cleaned up so that you can stand as life and begin to realign this earth into a system that supports all life realizing the value is life.
Consciousness was the outflow of our separation from life, as our thoughts that compound into emotions and feelings, our limited insight/values that are parts of life, that are what we pretend to in self abdication as life, collections of beliefs, opinion and ideas based on where we were born on a grid of separation into race, class, nationality, religion. We have become parts, collections of divisions that are reflected as mind, as consciousness. Consciousness is the signifier of our ignorance and thus it is the gift of showing us our ignorance for which we must forgive ourselves, bring back to ourselves to face ourselves as life, to stand up and accept ourselves as life.
Consciousness as mind indicates where we have not followed through in common sense of life of which the physical is the gift for and as. Heaven as an afterlife is a fantasy, what is real is the physical world. Thus what is real is right under your feet. Time to remove the hallow halo, it is the product of your separation from life. It is your hell, it is your precious pretend ring, it is the projection of our ignorance.
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Day 336 Rammed Earth House

The rammed earth house

One way of building a home is to take the soil directly from the site and pound it into forms that when removed leave behind a wall. This is a building material right under our feet, and it does not require as many trees to be cut down and moved great distances. This method of building has been in existence for thousands of years. Parts of the Great Wall of China were evidently built this way, and remain standing to this day.

The walls of a rammed earth house can be two feet thick, creating what is called a “ Thermal Mass” that collects heat during the day and releases it at night. These homes areenergy efficient using anywhere from 1/2 the heating costs to a 1/3 less in heating costs. They are also acoustically pleasant, fire resistant, insect resistant, and have longevity, and probably less toxic than many modern building materials. Also, one can build this one’s self.

The rammed earth wall is very much like a concrete wall, except that they are made from pounding earth down until the dull thud of pounding the earth begins to ring, then one knows the earth has been pounded down. What is produced is something like the sediment that creates limestone on a river bed.

There are so many ways to do things on this earth, ways that work well with the different environments. Ways that can support the human on earth, simple ways to provide homes for all, and the materials are right here and freely given. Thus, why are there so many without homes, when this is a basic need for men? There really is no excuse for any human not to have shelter and food and self development, as this is what we are, here as life. It is time to realize that this earth provides to support life and the materials are right here under our feet. It is time to take our heads out of the clouds and look down, at what is under our feet, and realize this is the ground, as earth, that supports us as life, and it is in being the haptic beings that we are, that allows real happiness to exist on earth. All humans are capable, with education that leads to understanding what is here and that we are the creators of our world and spending our time here on earth to realize life is the value. Anything that does not allow this is a crime against life.

Take yourself as life back, stand up and support a system that develops life on earth, that takes what we are as the dirt of this earth and creates a home as earth, that takes care and respects life. It is up to us to create heaven on earth. Would you really want it any other way? This is the gift of life, for you. Accept the gift of life, join desteni and support a system that supports life, Equal Money.

Day 318 The Innate sensibility of the human physical body and the image holder as the mind

There is a boy in this small town where I live that is aware of the animal life around him. One day he was at my home and a bat was flying around in my yard. I spoke up about the bat being out in the middle of the day, because it was not something I had seen, and he looked at me and said that it was a baby bat, and was out because it was just playing with itself in flying, in testing its wings. I was surprised that this boy had the awareness to even make such a remark, if the remark was correct or not. This boy was already introuble with the law, was already failing school, and was already taking someone’s credit card and buying lingerie on line for “girl friends” as the consumerist, sex maniac warp of reality embedded itself as the only directive that would become this boy as an adult. So, here was a boy with an awareness that had no value within a consumerist society, an awareness, a “noticing” of the world around him, that was being redirected into a limited view point, a limited obsession, a warped reality where somethings, some aspects of life were turned into huge things to run after, to obsess over, to become possessed with, deny other qualities that noticed values that were parts of this existence, that were expressions within this existence.
I watched a movie last night about family life. The concerns within the family were not in and of themselves something to be denied, but the focus on the interactions as therelationships and the wants, needs and desires of each individual in relation to what our consumerist market directs the human into and as. Emotional values become synonymous as self as entertainment lived as what we are, and each person within this further warping these already limited values believed to be real as all self is. Is this what develops friction in the family removing an ability to communicate. The validation sought within each person within this already warped scenario is simply a desire to have one’s warped obsessions and possession validated, fed, justified. Thus our movies, popular movies, are about relationships between humans in a bubble, an energetic one at that, so unstable because there is no real relationship to here. Our consumerist society promotes this, because what is created that can be sold, not only consumes how we focus ourselves, it also limits awareness, shuts it down. Meanwhile a few then control the very focus/expression of each person on this earth and do this control through fear as what they themselves exist as.. This really is messed up, and once realized so simplistic. When and if humanity woke up, the shock of accepted and allowed ignorance will be astounding. And who am I to speak in such a way, because I was/am the same. Some tiny thing happened that sensed, without an ability to express this ( which probably still needs work), that just stood back and had this “overview” thought that something was very messed up about existence. And really, it does not take much to realize this, we all know it.
What all this means is that mankind is able to sense the environment. It also means that man can be programmed. So, if we know man is capable of sensing the physical world in tandem with being able to be programmed, then we can begin to step back and really look at what we have accepted and allowed. To look at what is being programmed in, and what is happening to the physical world we are able to sense as what we are physically as a “tool” to sense this physical world. And this “tool” also has the capacity to hold pictures/movies that are pictographs of ideologies placed in image memorized, and the image can be a part made huge, a distortion, where limited aspects are what is fixated upon.
The question then is how to balance this, how do we equalize the sensing self, with this understanding - that is being used- that images - as memories are held within- that can compound to the extent they actually start directing us? How do we move from this separation into life alignment as the actual physical world around us? How is it that we function in directly sensing the physical in equal consideration because this is what we are and what is the real support of us? Any action or development of shutting down, creating ignorance as conditioned blindness/non-development beingness/focus, of men that does not place /include the tool of the human physical body as individual “sensor” of the actual physical earth into full “sensing ability” is a crime against life absolutely. The blame is ourselves as we are the ones as what we are -allowing pollution, habitat destruction, ecological destruction, this that is needed to support the physical world.
The answers are here right in front of us, even within our constitutions. We have placed the principle of “ for the common good” within many variations, and coupled with this the illusion of profit, of a more than and a less than, this concept in and as itself an illusion blind to life as the value, there can be no one thing that is a greater value than another. The ideology of profit is illusion placed onto this physical manifestation. Inequality creates the behaviors as what is here, as the physical world, as nature trying to compensate for the imbalance. We are the creators of here, thus we, the human, are the creators of the existent abuse on earth. The bodies, as the humans in power, who benefit within comfortable lives are merely the extreme of this ideology onto creation, and each of us are caught up in the illusion of our own demise because we have removed ourselves from ourselves as a physical tool that is of the same substance as the physical world. This tool is the gift of sensing the form as life in expression that is earth here. This is what is real, this is the “cutting edge” of life. There for, heaven and any “invisible” hand are the illusion, all imaginations that in essence manifest as a lack of communication.. Memories are memories, imagery, not real. No one has seen “god” because there is no god.
Our behaviors show us our ignorance. Blaming an object for the action an object on this earth moves as, will do nothing within realizing why what is here is moving as how here expresses itself, because everything that is here, as how here is in expression, is due to what systemic confines are placed that create how here as earth is within movement. It is like trying to turn the electricity on in a house from a broken switch, or a malfunctioning switch and then blaming that switch and asking the one singular switch to “fix” itself. Can’t be done. Impossible. That switch needs the awareness within the sensibility of the environment, to reform it and connect is to the whole. It is to understand our extreme individuality promoting consumerist profit based ethos limits life insight and we do not see our own habit as this. A misdirected focus into a limited awareness, and all the while, the human, as a physical expression, as a tool can become aware of so much more, to the point where this awareness can be itself and allow the parts of this physical world to be themselves as well. How can one immediately grasp this if illusion is a taught reality? I mean , why are we filing into steepled buildings to beg to a vapid form unseen, in denial of a “part” of existence as the physical? The real question is why does equality not exist, in all common sense? The lack of communication shows us our resistance, our separation our loss of sensibility. Blame shows us our separation, spite shows us our separation. Conditional giving shows us our separations. Equality does not deny order, but it does reveal a present order that is based on division into limitation as a control as more than and less than which is judgement, as forcing into one size fits all within brackets of class, race, culture, that become obsessive within how a woman should be, how a house should look, how resource should move, resource serving only parts of existence.

TIme to stop, time to bring ourselves back into realizing the physical world and aligning ourselves equal and one with the physical, to remove the projections, to realize the mindas image maker, emotions thoughts and feelings as the compound of incessant thought that are ideologies describing a part and not an actual physical sensibility of life, because only physical and self interaction can determine what is real. A thought is just a picture and profit for a few is an ideological picture as mind in separation from life. The illusory third, an imagi-nation dividing life from itself.

Day 140 Walking the Desteni I Process, the correction of self back to life

Cover of Feelings

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A chord in music is composed of tomes on a spectrum. One can learn to hear the individual notes, and recognize the chord, be it dissonant or assonant. We, the human are composed as well, we are collections of ideas, and beliefs, and opinions, and they create a “chord” as what we are that is our persona, our personification of what we have been exposed to. Our memories show us what we have beed exposed to, our reactions based on our past, the stimulus of our persona. Our family/parents,  education, society, religious beliefs all are a chord of what we are, as though our experiences build, or are the blocks, or notes of what we are. This is why we have archetypes, and/or characters we can recognize in the people that surround us, why we can place a label on a person, and place them within a certain class or group and/or profession. That we are able to do this suggests that the personas are actually built, composed based on… what i listed above. We can loop around in this, but standing back and slowing down and breathing, we can stand outside of this and see this persona as the signs we follow to move us around on this board here on earth, within a system that uses this, a system where money determines who lives and who dies. Within such a system such “sign posts” as personas are the rules (rulers) of the game of getting money, of survival, as we read them to manipulate them to survive, or some might say, to get what we want,. If we take this “get what we want” even further and do not just accept the face value of these words, as an end game, we will. as we stand back and breath, and slow ourselves down, see that the getting of what we want is what is needed to survive. Within this, the are variations of structures as personas, as chords, as compositions, that have a past, socially and within class as family, that believe their survival needs a degree of comforts, and anything less is a loss. Regardless, if this means that others have nothing, because all that is being “sounded”/personified as one’s composition, is all that exists, so busy being this personification and filling this embedded, impressed upon composition are we, the human, that we are no longer able to practically see this physical world.

So, I am going to look at asking questions here. Sometimes I will ask a question and I will get a happy feeling response, where the person will say something like, Oh, but they are doing a good job. And, the human has been trained to not go against a “happy face” energetic , meaning energy response, meaning e-motion-al, response. Now this is emotional because it is not looking at the question asked, it is side stepping this question and placing a happy face value on what exists, where if one- as in the social etiquette, should stand up and “kill” that happy face response, it will upset the human’s happy face presentation and that person that gave a “happy face” will feel rejected, as the “happy face” persona has been ignored, disqualified. Oh no! Terrible, so terrible! lol.  : )  

On the other pole, a question asked that, in effect, does not want to be answered as this might open a pandoras box - of practical consideration- can be met with bullying. Here, the answer is something like, “that is the way it is.” Both of these are endgames, simply avoidance tactics to not look at all the consequences, or recognize what is able to be done as the potential. Looking at these means changing what is here, and that persona will have to lose some of it’s criteria as what upholds it. The chord will have to  change, transpose, reconfigure, look at itself. This will involve some deconstruction, some depth perception, a reality check, looking at what is here in totality. 

But if one has followed one chord for so long, the grooves are so embedded, it is going to take some work to change this, to transpose this, to reconfigure this, to change this, to thus be able to answer the question instead of  becoming the bully or the happy face. Emotions are energetic movements, not actual physical doing within what would build a society of value, where the supposed exception to the rule becomes the norm, the exception being what has reached a level of potential beyond what the majority reach. 

Thus we know we build our personas, and we know that the exception shows us the potential, and we know that emotions and feelings, as bullying and happy face talk are avoidance tactics. And we know we have an economic system on this earth that is not supporting life as the norm.

As we age, our personas get so NOISY that we can no longer hear anything else. So, if someone comes and asks a question, the questioner will get this diluted, compounded, no longer seeing potential accepting a supposed “norm”  answer where the respondent will not even see anything else, and expect the questioner to see what they see! And within this, the respondent will become emotional should the questioner not MATCH their composition.

This is really fucked up, yet this is what the human is.

Imagine children facing this? Imagine children standing up to this? Children who have no “chord” ringing in their ears, and no developed vocabulary with which to express themselves to face the  separations as the personifications the adult has accepted in loss of depth perception, in loss of hearing, here-ing, practical common sense, as they have accepted enslavement supposed “norms.”

Not to mention, the adult speaking in assumptions the child cannot fathom, the happy faces and the bullying, as what is no longer able to perceive and who has not developed potential, thus has not become what is able to sense and perceive this world as all that is seen is a simplified image as persona where the construction of which is no longer fathomed, meaning no longer remembered as the notes that composed the image, as the notes are so distant that the pixels, as the parts, are no longer seen.

This separation must stop, as this separation has created this world of abuse, as within so without. Thus it is the responsibility of the human to stop and breath and see self as what self has allowed and accepted, to clean this up and realize the composition as self, and what is on this earth, is of our own creation. We are the creators, we have created this. This means our potential is great - so to speak, yet we are not living this. It also means, as the composers that we are, that we can compose a world that is best for all, and allows full potential to be the norm. 

Right now, we, the human, are existing in reverse, we have impressed the supposed “norm” with the exception being an exception, where it is the opposite, the exception is the norm as life, one and equal, the exception is more in alignment with life being in expression, lacking abuse.

Thus this world has no justification for starvation, for sexual abuse, for animal or plant abuse, for homelessness, for ill health. All of it is of each and every one os us and what we have accepted and allowed. There are no excuses, and realize that any voice that comes up in opposition to this, is self lacking the use of self as life, of the ability of self as life to perceive life as the value.

Thus, the way out is to walk the process of slowing self down with breath, self forgiveness, and corrective application, as practical tools to realize the separation into and as what has no substance, that which manifest as energy as emotion, as this energy is self dissipated into no longer looking at consequences, no longer considering all life and only hearing/here-ing one singular desire - as what the advertising world promotes, thus this world is without, what we have become within.

Take the desteni I process walk, pick up the tools, realize self, lose everything to gain everything, live the principle, as what we know as it has been given and spoken many times,  to give as you would like to receive,  to become self as what is the actual norm, the potential of man to be and become creators of life. 

It is time to stop the mind, through breathing, through self forgiveness, through self corrective application, The desteni I process is simple, walk it, one step at a time, to reveal to unfold the personification of self fitting into what is same within and without, to enable self to hear life, to begin the process of taking what is here, that is not good or bad, and realigning it to support life, to allow life, within full potential becoming the norm, to exist.

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