Showing posts with label mechanism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mechanism. Show all posts

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Day 481 What have I accepted and allowed as mind? What am I as mind?


How is the system  without what I have accepted and allowed within and as me? How have I accepted good and bad, instead of what is best for all? How have I limited myself into a dichotomy/polarity in a bubble limited picture/data association making  instead of equalizing to the physical substance, sound substance, sound mind and directing from here, always cross-referencing with physical reality, using common sense and critical reasoning? Is this an act of separation and thus limitation as a fear of life when I allow mind only, and free associate within this only? What are the learned associations I use that are limiting myself being an integral part that moves in ways that cause no harm and as this respect the whole of life on earth?

  In reality, at present, this inner made larger than life/physical existence,  has manifested a group who are few in number in relation to the whole, who are the belief/ideas touted as superior, and the impoverished  the inferior, and as this both are in separation from equal, respectful, interaction with physical existence. One is a few humans with an abundance of “ stuff” and the other is an abundance of physical humans that are in extreme lack - is this what division is and does, the very nature of judgement reflecting itself, an indicator of imbalance over all, which makes the physical a gift of life as form and function in balance? And the discord is the force of a separate mind as each human? Which means it all started with the human, believing an image as mind was more than that which they were, as the substance that they are as the physical, and this is being forced onto the physical world. This will not work. The physical is of so much more integrity, it cannot be forced into a more limited design. Humans  must  accept earth and align with it.  We either live our own self created destruction as what is happening on earth, as the consequence of our self interested idol as idea worship within that has accumulated great abuse to the gift of the physical without to the extent that the physical is becoming weak as we burn substance to maintain the picture show as mind. We need only look to the greater and greater extent of disease with each passing generation.

And yet,  a mechanism of parts divided does not exist, as all parts are integral to the whole: humans do not apply what they create in principle as is created/modeled in technological development to the very order and environment in which they live. Overall, as mind, humans/myself accept a more-than over the value being life itself; this is idea over substance.  This separation in total, as the polarities are us as a state of lesser being within because of this separation, manifesting a lesser world without, evident in the growing abuse/devastation/behavioral blame game on earth. 

In all this is how we are developing our minds, because a child is not racist, a child is not obsessed with sexual behavior, a child is not immediately aggressive and disrespectful of animals. And we know our education system brings a child into grade school at the age of seven, when a so called “ concrete mind” is formed. Thus, the mind is the reflection of what is the social information. And since children are not born as the limitations adults become, what we are informing ourselves as, can change. That “ inform” can either relate to all life, as the physical, or it can become hegemonic with its beliefs, then moving as constant comparison and measure of worth, instead of looking at what works practically,  the parts of the whole and as this to respect and understand each form.

What we are as how we absorb, as the imagery/construct around us creates/ news-feeds as mind, means that the mind is a tool, a map, and as this, the mind can be programmed to be understood as a map, and as this, who we are as that which takes in the form, can remain as this. It is up to us, all of this to change this. Within this, we can retain our ability to absorb this world, and how it functions and use ourselves to solve the inequality to life, because in all, one judgement, of another human being, an animal, anything as being less than us, is a separation from being equal and one to and as life form as earth here. 


And this begins in each of us. This realization and correction through forgiveness, writing out what we have accepted and allowed, and correcting this with a guiding principle, as the physical/including the physical, within what is best for all, as what does no harm, absolutely, because it is aligning ourselves as this that we find ease with and as life as what we are in essence.

So, if I judge another as less than me, I am not looking at that person as me, as the same as me, and looking to what was the consequence that brought that person to what they are as what they have lived and as what their parents have lived etc. First, I must do this for myself, understand all the values I accumulated as my world and have a look at how this defines me. Within this, to then realize how this has occupied myself to such an extent that I have lost connection with the actual physical world as what I am here. Then, I walk myself back into equality with the physical, as this is life, as me, one and equal. Then, will men, begin to realize creation , the gift of life here, that is us, as life would share absolutely.


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Day 72 Rolling with to transpose role play




I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to feel that dealing with the emotions of others is tedious and difficult.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to  hide myself from others in fear of being myself as I fear facing what i have accepted and allowed inside and I fear facing and standing up to the same emotions and feelings in others, not realizing that these emotions and feelings are based on beliefs , opinions and ideas that are insubstantial, meaning, that emotions, thoughts and feelings, are devoid of common sense of the totality of self as life and this physical world, and thus the directive is to become aware of the totality of this physical world and how this physical world in fact works, as what we have on this earth at present is not a working, living, breathing earth, as can be seen with a minimal amount of investigation, this world is slowly but surely becoming devoid of life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that any amount of self pity is not going to change this world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that any amount of blame is not going to change this world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that any amount of feeling tired is going to change this world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that the moment I feel a resistance it is the accumulated ideas, beliefs and opinions, I have accepted and allowed, resonant within that are myself not actually being here one and equal with this physical world in and as breath, directing myself as what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that there is something that I can lose,  not realizing that the value is the moment here, in and as and with this physical world, and that I can only be here in this moment, which appears to be slow and inconsequential in relation to all the incessant rantings of my mind that I have existed as and allowed, that never seem to go anywhere and are the cause as I have made them huge and not realized the mind as  a collection of imitations of what is real, what is here, and thus an imitation is not the real thing.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow the mind to intimidate me.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow emotions, thoughts and feelings to intimidate me.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that the intimidation of the mind is real.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe  that the mind is my in time date that I must dress myself up for and serve.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to realize that the mind is always dated as it is based on the past, and thus is not what is actually here and present, thus I cannot prepare myself for what is here, as what needs development is a common sense of this physical world and how this physical world works to communicate with what is actually here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that no amount of knowledge and information collected and absorbed will enable me to utilize common sense, as common sense requires that I be able to “read” this physical world and not some ledger of filed information in and as my mind.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that in utilizing breath I bring myself into this physical world, and any deviation from breath, any non awareness of breath, is a moment where I have separated myself into and as my mind.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that practicing being physically aware in and as breath in common sense of this physical world is going to take practice, always bringing myself back within the principle of what is best for all, without a moment of fear of loss, as there is nothing to lose but oneself in and as the mind, lost in beliefs, opinions and ideas.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my mind will take what is kept as knowledge and information and create a fantasy story as entertainment.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize when I begin to do this folding of ideas, beliefs,  I have breath and the ability of myself to direct myself , to say stop and to realize myself here with what is real, this physical world.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that the emotions and feelings and beliefs of others are one and the same, the existence of a story as what is real within another, unresolved, able to be resolved and cleared as what is directive within the principle of what is best for all, done with patience and  no expectation of gain, as the  only real gain is to be the directive principle of what is best for all.
I forgive myself for  not allowing and accepting myself to realize that sympathy has a place, yet is not the end of the story, as it is a path of emotional, feeling, sameness in each and every human that must be directed in common sense towards a world that supports all life, where what must be understood is how this physical world works in fact, how the human physical body works in fact.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that emotions , feelings and thoughts can only “touch “ me, meaning affect me, if I allow and accept this.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that as myself in and as breath, as a note of life, here, I am able to transpose myself into and as and with the key in and as the principle of oneness in equality, as what is best for all, beginning with myself here, with every step i take I become the breath of life as all as one as equal here and forgive all ideas, beliefs and opinions of believing myself to be special, as the real value is life.


I commit myself to realizing there is nothing to fear in emotions, thoughts and feelings, except that I allow and accept them as being fixed and unchangeable.
I commit myself to stopping all thoughts, as thoughts are of the mind and the mind is like a beacon of spite and blame and imaginings all geared ( a gear/a mechanism) of fulfilling the limited design of the present hubris of man believing itself to be more than this physical world, believing this world is in the service of men, when men are an expression of life one and equal to what is here as life, as this earth is an expression of life, and this is the value.
I commit myself to realizing that this earth is of a technology beyond anything the human has achieved, and that the real being of self as life is to become one and equal to this physical world.
I commit myself to showing that the division and conquest of the resources of this earth is working against this physical world and placing this physical world into limited designs that are not supporting the life that is here as what is the support as it is what we are.
I commit myself to realizing that all my wants , needs and desires are based on a belief that I am in lack and therefor in want, need and desire, when I am here as life, where all that I need is given to myself freely, as myself here as the physical, just as this earth gives freely, and that is is only the behavior of men, lost in mind, that divide and separate this physical world into a system that creates lack instead of support.
I commit myself to realizing that I can roll with life, one and equal instead of becoming a role of infinite repetition suckling relationships  that do not consider the whole as this physical world, where the “relationship” is a means to transpose the story into and as, within the directive principle, what is rolling with what is best for all.