Day 285 Fear of speaking The behavior of commercial speak

I am rushing and thus I am missing what is here, as this consumerist society advertises promise, the promise of more, the promise of being more should one have what is offered and then that promise , the thing gotten does not satisfy as it was not the thing itself that was bought in practical common sense of what is here, but was promised something more. It is really being addicted to the “mystery” of the promise offered, and the excitement of this promise is the drug, a total separation from being one and equal to here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate within the excitement of the “promise” of more, my words directed towards this promise unless I listen to what it is that I speak in absolute detail.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to get caught up in the promise of “more,” to exist within the whine of wanting more as a behavior instead of remaining here in common sense.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the promise of more, is just this, the energetic high of being within a dream/promise of “more” which is a total separation from reality, from being practically physically here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to compare men to one another, not seeing realizing and understanding that meanwhile I am constantly told that all men are the same, yet when I date a man, there is all this criticism about the man I am dating, thus, the drive, as what I am told to do, is to find a man, and that all men are the same, and then the switch to the criticism of the man and what he lacks, when a man is “found” , so there is this switch from “ all men are the same” to criticism of the man then chosen, all a driving force of name calling within limitations moving through different dimensions of life, with out addressing the life itself in practical common sense of what is here, enjoying the very substance of life here, from the small to the large, and thus the limitations of what is accepted and allowed and the process of criticizing those limitations is really ourselves telling ourselves of the very limitations we accept and allow, as the limited ideologies we accept is what we have become, the voice of what we allow being thevoice of what we are, and thus become we, the human, a limitation, and thus a stagnation, a separation from life here, ignoring the detail of here, separating from the actual physical world as its parts and the whole, and thus missing the very substance of what is here, the gift of life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when ever I criticize I am not actually here unless I move any and all label directing, immediately into and as what is best for all, in common sense, the moment I call something a less than and expect this less than to suddenly magically become a supposed “more than” without consideration of what I exist as or this system exists as, I am existing as limited judgement and demand only without awareness or directive capacity, as what is here, accepted and allowed is not in fact supporting this world.
Within this, I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I am not in fact here, realizing that everything that is here is myself, equal and one, on a planet, a physical world. where the development of what is here is known and yet not followed, as profit for the few, the few seeking a “more than” scenario, themselves absolutely in separation from life, chasing the promise of “more” are literally mentally deranged within and as the illusion of the “ promise of more” that supposed material possessions will bring, when the gift is this actual physical world, where the process of self development and nurturing care of life, as what is needed to nurture life, to allow life to thrive and be an expression of life, is known, and thus this “state of being” that is “promise” of more is an illusion and this illusion is being broadcast through the media diverting the life here into and as the same distortion existent as those who have the control of what is presented by the media, as this system of money is a system of inequality and thus separation from here, economic inequality is a crime against life and a separation from the known needs that allow development of the human child, born without religion, without language, where the language taught as the various cultures of selected limited values, where the values are not good or bad, they are simply limited and warped into justifications of the limitations being a more than, when no culture on this planet has created a world that is best for all, thus the parts to build a world of heaven are here, yet the existent cultures are too busy ignoring what develops absolutely in favor of creating limited role play to allow parts of this world to have a more than, not seeing realizing and understanding that all life must develop and be a total expression of itself absolutely, as what is best for self is best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that this charade of “more-than-promise”, was created by each and every human, as anacceptance and allowance is what is used in each of us as a creation, and this, allowing a system of limited values that embed within as images and made huge as mind, isabusing the total capacity of the physical common sense of what is here, this seen in children at a young age when they rapidly learn, which is then shut down as the resonanceof limited ideas, beliefs and opinions of a promise of “more than”, this which is not aligned within the principle of what is best for all, of forgiving of self as life in expression as life, this resonance is the human physical body littered, polluted with the same limited ideas as images plastered all over this planet, and the existences of those that are living where resources are taken from the earth, places where the currency is systemically devalued to allow the profit monetarily to be transferred off shore, where some then present an idea of philanthropy on top of this, hiding this “first action/step” within then presenting philanthropy as “help” AFTER taking, and even here aligning the tiny amount given after taking within what will bring a profit, and thus are the lives existent on the earth not considered and only given a “commercial” voice as a story of doing supposed “good” to create a picture ONLY of a “more than” for the takers, a perpetual state of the promise of “more” for the few, a state of distortion and abuse of what is real, this actual physical world, which must stop, as this is a state of disease and it is causing disease on the ground to plant, animal and human, a crime against life, and yet, when each and every one of us chase an idea of a “more than promise” we are one and the same as this abuse, thus it is the responsibility of each and every one of us to stand and to realize the only choice is to create a system of equality, where all life is considered within and as the common sense of what is best for all, until what exists on this earth is a state of ease, equal in everysingle thing that is on the face of this earth.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be and become the role play dictated by a consumerist profit driven society of promise, or a heavily religious society of promise should I only follow, and then will my rewards be “great” which is another illusive “promise: causing waiting and hoping and charity in the face of being self interested in gain for the “promise” and the development of the actual physical existence here, is ignored, which is so delusional, so abusive, so ignorant, and so unacceptable, as the value is life, and it is to realize within this that there is no other choice, there is not excuse, no reasoning that can deny that the value is life, that to deny life support is to deny life, and thus is a crime against life, especially when that denial is based on some idea in and as the mind, as belief, and opinion based on some illusion that no one has ever seen.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that within this consumerist society, the promise of an object elevating a human is a separation because it is being human as being physically here that is the gift, and yet a picture of the human as this or that, has been taught as being more than, instead of the fact that it is being here physically that is the value, and yet the imagery of the human all dressed up and/or sitting next to some elevated person as an image “promising more” in some supposed after life” is what is taught, so busy is the human with this ideology, a supposed charitable giving, as the advertising all over this world is “free” in that one can walk down the street and see this, thus the dictates are all over the place seemingly “free” when in fact they are not because one cannot live without money, and how we are allowing money to “flow” is allowing all this - ( I was in a communist country when I was 10 or 11, and it was very quiet, no pictures all over the place, thus it was peaceful. It took a while to realize the difference) we the human have allowed the shit that is plastered all over this planet, we have allowed the limitations that are sent across the screens of the technology and the screens of the mind, and thus we are the cause of a separation from life, here this actual physical world, that is what is real that is what supports us, we have programmed ourselves and are programming our children with a limited program that is in separation from common sense of the actual physical world, which is a crime against life, and it is becoming obvious that nature is no longer going to put up with the human, as the human has not proved themselves worthy of life, just go and research the viruses beginning to develop.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand where and how I started to separate from myself into and as a promise of a more than, instead of enjoying the actual physical world in common sense, which means being one and equal to and as this actual physical world, respecting all of this world, as this physical world is life, and thus what is real and the very gift of life.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that any and all speaking and giving of words that are misleading the human away from common sense of this actual physical world are a crime against life.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that speaking up about how words used are misleading, will cause massive reactions within and as people around me, and yet there is no choice, as the chasing of the promise must stop, must be brought back to common sense of this actual physical world, as this is standing up for and as life here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding, that there is running but there is no hiding, so forget about this, and forgive yourself to what is best for all, equal and one, as the value being life here, and thus all life here, as earth must be cared for as this is the way to life, in all common sense.
I commit myself to, instead of making decision for another, to stop and to breath, and to direct in such a way that common sense of here is what is used, to the best of my ability, as i have been taught to chase after the “promise” of more, and keep this in secret, not for the hope of it, but because I know, and we all know, that what we are doing is a crime against life, thus present silence is really shame for accepting and allowing an addiction to a promise of more, instead of being here, equal and one to and as life, thus reactive behaviors are really the exposure of the running to a promise of supposed “more”, and our silence is laden with shame, instead of a silence of peace, as ease, as being present equal and one, to and as life, in equality and oneness, here.

Day 284 The Story of Inequality, No sustainability

http://www.outlookindia.com/article.aspx?280234
Is is an interesting thing to realize that there are times when I was calm, and did not let the politics of greed bother me. I remained calm as though I could see a pattern that would eventually end, as there was no sustenance within the game being played.
I suppose I saw this within the politics of an orchestral group. And this existed within what was needed to hold oneself steady, that which had to be learned , or rather simply followed, as one had been burned to many times within becoming fearful.
Sometimes I would lead a section. And inevitably there came competition to usurp my spot. Sometimes I fell because I allowed this to get to me. Other times the whine of the competitor drove the administration and the conductor to give in, just to stop the incessant complaint.
But what would happen, is the complainer had no sustaining ability, the learning to complain had taken all sustenance out, the character had been set, and the desire to win had taken over. So, once something was won, off they went to another battle. And I was put back where i was, until the next aggressor came along. It took time for me to learn this.
The really nasty ones, who also eventually left- much like the stories of the kings and queens of medieval court- sought to eliminate, to remove the face of their desired place. Sometimes I was removed, only to sort out my own feelings of having lost something. I was not raised to be aggressive. And in the course of watching such, knew this was not an option I wanted to emulate. Yet, those times I came to believe myself inferior, I lost my own directive capacity and fell.
And this is not to say that i am better because I was not raised to be aggressive, it is just what was. There are moments when I digress and think that maybe it would have been better, but this pondering is crying over spilt milk, and there is no point in this. It is not what would sort out the existence of competition that is not supportive of life, the expression of life here on earth, meaning the absence of a need to eliminate, or abuse, or smother another voice.
I learned to remain calm in the face of the loud aggressive screaming for dominance, and waited to allow the drama to play out, as the actor of this proved to lack staying power, as is the nature of the breeding of such behavior. Similar to the aggression for power on earth, in the end there will be no staying power with men, unless they realize this is not how life can sustain itself on earth. It simply will not work, and it is not working. It is destructive, and the destruction from this is happening all over the globe. Support is sustaining, not the seeking of power. And the plants and the animals and the soils and people on earth are not being sustained, they are being moved around for power and supposed profit of more than, an illusion, as the value is life, is being, is interacting with this physical world, learning to express in and as the very substance of life, here.
So, I am reading this article today about what is happening in India with the grab of privatization of resources, where a few get a piece of paper saying they own something freely given by earth, and ignore all life in an effort to reap their supposed rewards, and to play dress up with a value given to blingy possessions, meanwhile there has been noeducation as to how to be life, to move as life, here, to transcend death, in becoming equal and one to and as life here. Whole peoples are moved off of vast stretches of land and armies are called in to stop the protest of these people who are forced to live in poverty. Is it any wonder why the poor continue protest, what else do they have, there are no other options for them really. And the media does what a purple pro does best, give the dispossessed a new perception label and tout it all over the media until it is believed. Thus do the poor who have had everything taken from them become, in this case, Maoist Gorillas. I mean really. This is as bad as the worst cartoon ever created. In fact it is a cartoon. Unfortunately, it is, as is a cartoon, an imagery so devoid of any depth of reality, with the promotion of stereotypes of good and bad, it is no wonder that few have considered how married the good and the bad are, as the two in totality being the problem, that this is really the play of inequality existent on earth that is the problem. The good and the bad, the more than and the less than, is a drama of inequality, endlessly running on screens all over the world, and so caught up in this drama is the human, that they cannot see this for what it is. We are being banged over the head with what we are allowing, and still we cannot see it. Incredible. The polarity game of inequality, the source of all stories, and no one sees that it is one entity so caught up in itself that it realizes its own destruction NOT. The snake eating its own tale/tail.

Mankind is the story of inequality. It is the story of destruction, it is the story of what not to allow. It is the story of dis-ease. It is the story of the separation from life.

Will there come a day, when children born on earth are told the story of man existing in inequality? That the monster under the bed was simply a belief made so huge as inequality that life was lost.

You decide.

Day 283 Fear of speaking Reaction dimension

Fear of speaking Reaction dimension

How do I separate myself from here when i speak, what are my words considering, what assumptions am I making, what division of more than and less than do I answer to in fear of creating personal division from the minds of others, themselves existing in separation from the physical, as being a product of a mind generation as being reality as product of fear and separation, as reaction, when not answering to this mind of limited selected beliefs, opinion and ideas following wants, desires and needs, the consumer info of culture that is in totality in separation from life? What is the double speak coming from myself in protection and defense in fear of loss socially? And this in a society in separation from life? Is there really anything to lose? What does exist is common sense.
Here I go again, relating this to something in my life. I have a relative who believes in the health industry. They take all the pills proscribed. I have for years said to read what independent people/doctors/chemists are saying about the present drugs, to step back and take another look, to question and look into alternatives. The answer is no. Total faith in the system. Now the side effects are manifesting, but this was refused to be questioned. Perhaps the outcome would have been the same, but then at least the illusion that a profit based system has our best interests at heart, would not have been supported. but this is all water under the bridge, because what is unacceptable must stop, and this system is not taking care of this earth or life.
In the world of news article, I watched a discussion on how loans are formed by banks simply adding digits on a computer screen and then charging interest. The commentators said that this is the system and what is needed is faith that this works. That people need houses and thus loans to get the house. Again the blind faith. What was not looked at here, is that the interest paid back to money created from thin air, means that not all loans can be repaid, as the money created does not cover the interest paid back. Thus, for this interest to be paid back, war is created, as Peter must steal from Paul because all there exists is “the original amount” in circulation, thus where does the interest money come from? So, not only does the money exist as digits, each loan has to take the “real imagined money” and find this to pay back the interest - the more than, which means there are many who simply cannot, no matter how hard they work, have the money to pay back their loans. So, eventually the debt gets bigger than the real “valued” money. One must remember that it is a game of monopoly, there can be only one winner at the end. Unless we stop, and reform.
If common sense is ignored, then all real freedom as life is lost.
In the end, one cannot blame anyone but oneself for having given up common sense.Even self pity and punishment does nothing, the only choice is to be what self is as life, common sense of which the physical world, as the substance of life, is the gift to realize self as life, through becoming one and equal to and as it.

                                                  Faith                Hope              Charity

                                               Speak                     See                 Hear
                                                                         No Evil
                                                             
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear speaking up in common sense, to fear the faith of the blind.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing something should I speak up in common sense of what is physically real.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to look through the roto of belief , opinion and idea, knowledge and information, as the selected limited values of the culture in which I live to give a safe answer/response in fear of having to explain myself within possibly getting the stubborn resistance of blind faith, hope and charity.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that perhaps I will receive resistance of the blind, and would this not be any worse than discovering that perhaps I was the one being blind, which is to realize that all there is, is common sense of what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge another according to their faith, hope and charity and to answer in accord to this, not seeing realizing and understanding that in answering to this faith, hope and charity my response is in reverse; a re-verse of separation into and as belief, opinions and ideas lacking common sense, such beliefs, opinions and ideas collections of limited values turned into personalities of dictate of what is better than, or more than, and/or how something other than self is lacking in what is believed to be more than, or better, completely disregarding directive physical development and the needs of the physical world to exist and simply be, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to address the blind of ignorance that is faith, hope and charity.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that dispersing/illuminating faith, hope and charity for the limitation that it creates, is being difficult or non-complying, where in fact what is really being done in addressing blind faith, hope and charity is taking the div/diff-from cult, and non from compliance in and as facing reality, the actual physical world as what is real here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that faith, hope and charity can only exist within the development of self trust in and as being here, equal and one with and as common sense of this actual physical world as the gift of self realization in and as life, here, being equal and one to and as the physical, including all life , as this physical world as being of equal value, is where self trust as life exists, and thus is this physical world the actual doorway, eye of the needle, away from separation and division/fear, into and as becoming equal and one to and as life here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that the answer in common sense is right here in front of me, as real life would place itself right here as it would have no need to hide anything, as real life would want equal and one understanding of and as life, thus the gift of life is here, where any and all struggle is an indication that one is not equal and one to and as life, here, where any suggestion/propagation of/ belief in/ presentation of an idea, suggestion, law, allowance of anonymity is in and as itself a contradiction of the very substance and nature/mature of life.
I commit myself to slowing myself down and breathing to answer to blind faith, hope and charity, to bring such separations as self abdications as life, back to what is real, as the physical, as the gift of life, to become equal and one in common sense that what is here as life, which would make sense , as life includes all life, as is the nature of life.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, when and as I notice I miss a breath, I notice that I become tense and “gasp” for air, as though I have missed a breath, which I have seen children do when they are moving into reading, or have a moment where they are uncertain within and as reading, they seem to tense up and have a behavior where they gasp for air, which is a physical indication of separation from here into and as fear and yet at the same time a movement towards finding breath, stabilizing self here.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding what my human physical body is speaking, indicating my own separation from being here, where just as the children can stop and breath and slow themselves down, so can I as I am equal and one, in and as a human in a physical body, here, being given the gift of life, and to add to this, what would such gasping and fear manifest over a long period of time? disease?
I commit myself to allways/always slowing myself down, to take the time to look and breath, to bring myself here, to place myself within common sense, in detail, as much as i am able with continual practice, equal and one to the physical, to align myself in common sense with what is here.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing to realize where I separate from here, into and as a rotor file in and as my mind, of beliefs, opinions and ideas, that answer to happy face behaviors masking separations/fears that are an inner energetic gasping of fear/separation into and as polarities as a story of inequality fearing it’s own shadow that is self abdicating common sense.
I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing, where, breathing is the means to slow myself down, here, and to see, realize and understand that silence will not remove the fog ( fear, obligation,guilt) of faith, hope and charity that is the mask of fear/separation in the self interest of ego, the energy in and as the mind of thoughts, feelings andemotions as taught beliefs, opinions and ideas.

                                                                          EMC

Day 282 Stereotypes are the story of Predictive Programming

When I practice and I am having a problem not producing a sound that is “tight” - so to speak- I have to slow down and feel the space, every bit of it. Sometimes this feels like I can’t do this. Which does not make any sense. And just as the words I wrote suggest, it is me not allowing any sense. I am skimming the surface and not being common sense here.
What would cause such a behavior within myself? A desire? An idea of outcome before practice? A dream of a polished performance before having walked the common sense of the string and the bow? Like I am rushing to a vision instead of simply being here, equal and one, calm, sensing what I am doing in absolute detail?
I was working with this child who was having problems with reading. He would look at a word and under his breath, in a whisper say the word. And then he would speak something aloud completely different. I got to the point where I looked at him and said , “ you say the word under your breath and then you speak something else.” So, I had him breath, become calm, and listen to what he had said under his breath, to even remember what he had said under his breath. It took some patience, because he would have to spend a moment looking back, and then he would say the word. He got better at this. Most of this was simply calming down, becoming quiet. Where was he “rushing off to”?
One time, there was a friend on a computer in the next room, and, as this child said to me, “ He is playing my favorite game.” I thought “ great” we are really going to get something done today. How am I going to keep him here, if in the next room is a temptation he wants to “rush off to.”
The point is that the child was sensing the space and then somehow “jumped” into something else and came up with something other than what is here than what he registered that was equal to what was on the page. And, that he could be brought back to what he had registered through slowing down and being aware of himself indicated awareness not developed.
It is not different within practicing the violin. It is simply a matter of being here in common sense with what is here, the space of what is here.
Wow, this just brought up these dreams I was having just before my husband died. A whole slew of them. I was chasing him, my husband, trying to catch him - so t speak- and I can’t remember why. Do I need to follow my own advice and slow down? They flashed by so fast! It was this sense of chasing something, running and looking for something, and as with this child, the answer is known, right here, to slow down and be common sense of here. It is like we are this and then we move away from this, chasing something.

What if we look at this present system? Does it not promote chasing things? Is it not a program of “ Look at me!” ? Why do we allow all this media that promotes things for us to want?
Is it to keep us away from our own common sense, just as this child who could see the words and speak them under his breath, and then in a normal “ out loud” voice, his “presentation voice” say something completely different?
Is this action from common sense translated into something different like sleep walking in a dream? Is what is spoken the wash of a dream? A fear, an alternate idea as mind, a film of fear? Obviously, there was a form of separation going on here. The process of which was happening right in front of me, is happening right in front of me, with the child and with playing the violin when I am having a hard time “getting” something I am trying to learn, and slowing my self down so i can “ speed myself up” within moving here, being here, communicating here.
It is only when I am wanting, or following a desire in and as an idea that I would be in separation from here, in lack of common sense , here.
Obviously, if money were the means of getting the resources of earth, the products of earth in order to survive, this is creating a system of chasing to get what is needed to survive. And, as I have shown above, we are all chasing, and following ideas of what it means to get money, as what is presented by the media, learned by generations of people, then we are born into a world that teaches us to chase, as this would be a way to control the very common sense of each human, to divert attention away from being here, from using what the human is as life, the very focus of life, away from actually looking and responding and moving with, what is actually, physically here, to blind seeing what is real. I mean, this is criminal, and destructive. It is like taking common sense and diverting it in self interest. So, the few who have control of this are actually in separation from life themselves or this would not be done. Wanting a supposed “them” to change and demanding it, is not going to work. All that can be done is to slow down and be here, in common sense of here. Ironically, it seems like stepping back, but it is not, it is stepping forward into and as life.


Within this, getting frustrated with a child or myself when not moving with what is here, is reacting to the action of separation, which cannot direct back to here. The thing of separation, the emotional/feeling, thought as a distraction taught/accepted and allowed that is a judgement of some experience being a more than, is removing oneself from here. And the starting of this begins in childhood, through being told what to look for ( easter egg hunts- keep the eye locked onto the symbol) and avoiding what is mis-understood. Is the separation one and equal to the fear? The limited values taught are qualities made huge, distorting reality, selective, the predicate of ( to affirm, state, assert something about a subject in a sentence) how to focus, negating what is physically real. This already denying actual self discovery with the tools as the human physical body being able to see what is here. Remember, children are able to learn, and they have no religion, no language, thus what is being accepted and allowed on earth are many varying systems of belief as to what is more than and less than, and none of them have considered the physical as what is real, as equal and one, of the same substance, as life in everything here, despite the fact that practices that work with the earth and the forms of what is here existing as that form functions is symbiotic with earth, maintaining a working system. What is being allowed, in the name of profit is not working.
We have taken all these qualities of life, divided them into cultural role plays, even within each culture, qualities are divided between the sexes, to the point where we make jokes about stereotypes, which means its all predictable, and thus there is no fluid movement in and as life here. It takes all of the qualities as self as life, to move as life here, to be here. This is the gift of life. This is common sense. Thus, all the qualities are not necessarily good or bad, they are simply caged through division, and we have accepted and allowed ourselves to run after the cage, instead of being here, fluid with and as life, a life of non -divisive characters.
What judgements does this child have as separations resonant within that distort what is initially read? What fears as what un-clarified events brought ambiguity - more than one interpretation, meaning the creation of a ‘double meaning” which in essence is a lack of common sense, a separation into selective value directives that are a run from separation/fear? What is creating the constriction within physically ( as this child has a problem with constipation), and the expression of this in the words “ I can’t” as they slump in a chair?
I think of the teenage girls I met in New York, wanting to become models, watching the transformation from a certain individuality into the image and likeness of what a “model” is, something being lost, to become a stereotypical image, flat, limited, behaviors of stereo - type, the broadcast and blueprint voiced in cultural jokes of predictive behavior.
This is a human creation, that can be stopped, through realizing what has been allowed in separating ourselves from the value being life. Such transgressions from life are alive, as thoughts, emotions,and feelings, the judgements as the voice of the selected values masking the separation/fear from self as life, that which is, in common sense, able to be here, and thus direct as life, here, able to see, here, to exist one and equal to and as life, here.
To stop the behavior of running away from ambiguity that is one and the same as chasing one’s own cage of stereo-type, is to stop a system of division into more than and less than as what is the system that provides the needs for a life in dignity, this means taking what is here as the resource to support the profit being life, and to move this on this earth in such a way that all life is cared for, all life is supported equally, to get this world in order and functioning, meaning flourishing, all of it, not just some parts, all of it, every inch of it. Within this, the only choice is to be this, which means to give as one would like to receive, to do what is best for all, to take what supports life and to practice this. Stability, sustainability, security is in equality. This is common sense.

Walk the Desteni I Process Pro and/or Desteni Lite to bring the divisions of self back into equality and oneness with self as life in common sense in and as life here.

Stand and support a system of equality, as Equal Money Capitalism, to get this world existing in dignity, every inch of it.

Day 281 The Sabotage of Predictive Programming: Not Enough Food to Feed the World.

Genetic Roulette - The Gamble of Our Lives


The Problem

It has been stated again and again, that science has found ways to feed the growing population of the world, via the use of petrochemical pesticides, which were developed during WWII. This was the way to take care of the growing populations in the world.
Here we are more than 60 years later and still, starvation and nutritional deficiencies remain and are even becoming more extreme, affecting the next generation, where it has been predicted that the present generation of children will not live as long as the previous generation.
The initial use of multinational developed agricultural products fell short after a few generations of crops began to show signs of more and more pesticide need in order to produce.
Meanwhile, practices that sustained the soils and the plants in tandem with nature started to outperform the petrochemical agricultural developments.
All the while, what was being programmed was that this new science of agriculture was going to feed the world. This is the program, and this program has led people to believe that there is not enough food in the world to feed the people and animals of this world.
Not only, does such impulsing create a level of fear, that there will not be enough food to feed the world, as an undercurrent idea, it also suggests that there is only one way to produce enough food to feed the world. This is the presentation of one way only, and thus this is what is believed as a solo belief in the minds of men. Unless men, investigate and question this program. There are many who have stood up, and because of this have lost their jobs, so brutal is the greed for profit. If the populace listens to a singular presentation without question, even in the face of evidence against this, and this behavior within being able to program a human, is known, then there is not much hope for mankind. What men must realize is how programmable the human as mind really is, in order to be able to stop and look and question everything we have accepted and allowed.
Within this, we have the physical world. The physical is what is real and it tells us where we have misaligned ourselves within the choices we accept and allow. In all common sense, the very presence of a dictating voice, indicates that something is amiss, as this is a directive to a voice, away from what is physically before us. The simplicity of the solution, is to actually look at what physically exists on this earth. The physical is the real story, the physical is touch with all sense of self, moving here. The physical world if a sensation far more aware than what can be planted into the mind as imagination.
Within the imagination the future is blissful, yet somehow, the reality of the future when the future is reached never is what the imagination promised. And this should be enough to start the questions coming. The promises presented have not manifested.
Of course, on another front, if it is known that the inhabitants of the world need food to sustain themselves in dignity, then this can be withheld, and what is of the land can then be grabbed to serve more greed, which is what is happening on this earth, deliberate abuse to serve some having more than others, and, again, we are all the same, we are life. A life able to be developed when given what is necessary to life in dignity.

The Solution

There is enough information present on the internet to realize that the beliefs imposed by a profit based petro-chemical industry have not in fact lived up to what was touted as an absolute. And yet, there is a lag in belief, a resistance to not accept the products created in accord with these supposed scientific based agricultural practices that will feed the world, as these products are sold at a price that does not reveal their true cost, effectively enslaving the people to a limited choice in what foods are purchased.The web is lowered and making a change seems impossible, yet this must be done, as what practices exist within this limited petrochemical endeavor are creating consequences of extreme abuse to plant, animal and human.
What is amazing is the amount of bullying that goes on behind the scenes, especially towards people, trained people, using their common sense to stand up and say, wait, this is not working, it is detrimental to the earth, the animals and the children. So rampant is greed that in the face of harm, the voice of greed hears nothing else but its desire. Thus, the programmers are stuck in their own program. A product of their own words, and all for the desire to have money, to have more money.
Thus, standing and accusing the programmers for the problems in ignorance of physical consequences is not going to change the program. It is the collective that will change the program, many people standing up, basically outnumbering the bullies that are essentially lost in their own words, their own gluttonous imaginative desires. They have been running after the dollar bill for so long they see nothing else.


The Rewards

No more blissful dreams of the future, where the future never seems to be what was imagined. Instead being here, equal and one with a physical world that functions within what is best for all. This is real actual living. THis is directing one’s self here, in totality instead of being an aching body lying on a bed dreaming. This is not life. Life is being here, at ease, equal and one with all of self and not just an imagination that never lives up to its promise.
I am not saying that all science is bad, I am sure there are things within scientific discovery that can be used to build a world that supports all life in becoming an expression of life absolutely, down to the smallest particle within self as one’s physical body, functioning optimally. I am saying that here is enough evidence that what is being practiced within a system that allows more for some and less for others, does not work, as it creates behaviors of greed, and imaginings of superiority in the face of the fact that we humans are all physically the same and require certain things to exist within dignity. This system of inequality has not developed life on earth, it is abusing it, thus it is not working.
So much is spent on indoctrination and grabbing for a few that if this effort and money were spent simply taking care of life, here, then all people, plants and animals would have lives of comfort and ease, interaction and discovery of understanding the physical world. I believe that if all the people of this earth were placed in one spot on earth, they would fit standing side by side on a piece of land the size of California. This tells us that there is more than enough space on this earth for humans to live and breath, and walk and exist in dignity. How about we rewrite the program to actually create a world where all life lives in dignity. In common sense, this can be done, just stop and breath and start questioning what you have been taught to believe.

                                                             Equal Money Capitalism
                                              The Capital is the Value of a Life Lived in Dignity

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It has been snowing here where I live. There are many locals who make some income every year by plowing away the snow.
Evidently, this year, they have not been making the annual expected amount. Instead, the state, in order to save money, meaning to pay these men to plow the snow, have decided to go against the state regulations. Only so much salt can be placed on the roads, as this salt is detrimental to the soils, yet certain amounts are allowed. So, in oder to save money, with having to pay money to men to plow, it is cheaper to simply place more salt on the roads, despite this amount of salt being above environmental guide lines of the amount of salt allowed to be used.
Thus, our own state, our own supposed officials of the state, those who are supposed to be for the people, of the people to do what is for the common good before profit, are having more salt than what is environmentally recommended, placed on the earth here in order to save money.
Meanwhile, it was recent that the salaries of the top administrators, were given their annual percentage increase because it was believed that if they should not have these increases ( as some state workers did not get their increases), lesser able administrators might step in and take the current positions and then the state would be run by incompetents. Well, these very same supposed competent s are choosing their money over the health of this state. Which, need I say is not taking care of this earth, of the ground on which people live, on the soil where animals and organisms exist and allow each one of us to breath air and walk within this physical existence .
What has been chosen is a cheap alternative, profitable for the one’s who own the chemicals placed in the salt, but not for the people of the state who need money to exist and pay taxes. This does not support the local people, thus it does not support the local schools, the locals stores. In the long run this is expensive, it ends up costing more, as the soils diminish, and the people and plants and animals become weaker, as this physical earth is not taken care of, the effects of which have consequences that will end up costing the state more than if they had hired locals to plow the winter snow.
But by then, that official will be gone. What does he care but for his own self interest. Lets just hope that his pension will be around, and the money for this pension, not changedand directed by some other official wanting to save money on labor and placing these funds onto some account to pay for the rising health care costs caused by too much salt placed on the roads by some previous idiot trying to save money with a supposed quick fix.
There is a way out of this. There is a way to do what is best for all, to remove practices of greed and ignorance of foresight and consideration for all actions made. The choice is to do what is best for all, to do what is for the common good to prevent consequences of abuse in favor of profit. The choice is to share what is of this earth that allows the profit of life to exist in realizing that the profit is life. This is Equal Money Capitalism, where all life is taken care of from birth until death, as life, existing, is the value - that simply being is the value. What is here, as this earth is to realize that life is the value, what is here can be used to provide what is needed by all to live a life of dignity and expression, absolute expression of self as life. There is no other choice but this. We know this, we have stated this within our laws. The structures are here to implement this, and the awareness of this is here, what has been placed onto this is an ideologue of profit, where money determines how resources are controlled, and the controls have taken this and abused this in self interest without regard for life. Too busy are they pretending a throne, when this supposed throne is simply a limited story, a fairy tale, archaic, limited, blind. There is no “more than” or “less than” except as belief and ideas and opinions as the mind made ruler in separation from common sense  equality of this actual physical world.
This present system is not working, it is not working on a global scale or a local scale, it is not taking care of this planet. The placement of money being more than life, pieces of paper being more than life, is creating a consequence of abuse of this planet and this must stop. Remove that which is dividing us from common sense, from respect for this physical world, through standing up and supporting a system that realizes life as the value and functions accordingly.
Equal Money Capitalism. Is your vote for life, or your own self interest, where a piece of paper, a value placed on a digit determines your existence? What is going to be cut from your existence by some government official acting in his own self interest? What if your child becomes sick, and you find out this sickness could have been prevented, yet some official chose a known detrimental action in favor of saving money before life?
It really is time to wake up.

Day 279 Fear of Speaking Internal Conversation Dimension

Fear of Speaking Internal Conversation Dimension

Every time I judge one thing as ugly or more than another I am in essence no longer looking at what is here. I have lost direction. What is direction? What does this actually mean? A judgement of good or bad where understanding of how the physical world functions within what is best for all life, if not taken is a crime against life. Period. Simple.

To not look at the choices we make that do not fulfill this simple principle is a crime against life.

The slightest thought of comparison, of competition without direction within and as what is best for all is a taught morality of no substance in support of life. The mind as morality, is a game of dictates of good and bad that is in itself a separation into a  life in service of a false idol of limited ideas, beliefs and opinions, the devil and the angel born of fear, this being the burden we carry, our own crosses we bear, a weight unnecessary. Our memories have become emotional/feeling crosses carried that are not aligned within the nature of a life that can only be expressed here with the gift and belief that everything here is life, this physical world is the gift of life, it is here, There is only being here equal and one to and as life. The existence of a past and a future is the distortion of self as life, where self is not here, self is taking something personal in fear of loss and then ad-libbing a false positive, which is a behavior in and as judgement and thus non directive as self as life.  Consciousness is the map of this distortion, this fear, this separation from life, from being directive.  Fear is like a state of vertigo, it is a bubble of vision of unseeing hereness, and the picture show it presents is the dialogue of self interest/inner-rest  and thus self ab-dication of and as life substance.

If I am in fear as ego/self interest emotion ad libbing a false positive I am taking things personally in fear of loss, as this is what I am allowing myself to focus on instead of focusing on what is here within and as directing myself within an understanding of how this physical world functions and exists, of which the human is the perfect machine to exist as, and yet the present mechanisms built by a man in separation are now reverberating back to us our own separation, and this is affecting life on earth, thus this must stop as this is destroying this planet and the opportunity for man to become equal and one to and as life.

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to  fear facing and answering to and as what is here, what is physically here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that there is nothing to win or to lose, there is here, expressing, as in communicating, with and as what is here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear existing within and as common sense of what is here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing  emotions of separation from here and the ad libbed false positive that consumes the attention of self dividing self from common sense of what is here, as this physical existence, as this is what is real.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how the physical in fact functions, that to move with and as what is physically here takes patience and a process if integration with and as how the physical world functions, which can only be established within self direction in gentle application here, thus criticism and praise are unnecessary as it is the integration within being as in walking this as in doing that is the reward, where there is no need as praise as it is the being of self integrated that is being an expression of life, which is in and as itself the “praise.”

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that within this there is no need for protection and defense as this is a focus of myself in separation from what is directive equal and one to and as this physical world with and as myself as life.

I commit myself to slowing myself down, to breathing to realizing, seeing and understanding self direction in self honesty with and as life here.

I commit myself to slowing myself down, breathing and recognizing my own emotional crosses and ad-libbed false positives that are limited moral values of self interest ignorant of this actual physical world.

I commit myself to breathing, to slowing myself down, to become and speak as myself as life within and as being self directive with and as what is real as this actual physical world, this carrier of the projection as the personalities men have made as mind and how the mind functions in separation from equal and one consideration of what is best for all on earth.

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding that  to be equal and one to and as life, exists here.

I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that attempting to speak as what is best for all, as in communicating with what is here, takes practice and time, as I have existed in self interest as a personification as a character in self interest within a system created by men in separation from self as life, not having learned to be equal and one to and as this physical world as the substance of life, here.