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Monday, March 17, 2014

Day 523 A culture of division and a missing plane. The manipulation of an ability to measure here.


I had a dream the other day, where I walked with a man to a pool of water. The water was deep and down in the water was a cobblestone type of street,  a perspective view of a city, like there were cities upon cities in the water.  It was like the water was a glass ball and I was looking in. 
I remember reading years ago about another culture, how qualities were divided between the male and the female within this one culture. What fascinated me was that this was done at all, that the measure of qualities were distributed between the males and the females. I asked myself why this was done, and then I started seeing all cultures as this, as a decision to divide certain characteristics into the make and into the female.  How did cultures do this overall.
I was interacting with this couple, and I noticed that the man would move around in the background, flirting in and out, around what I was doing, but paying attention the whole time. At the end he came forward and wanted to see an aspect of what I was sharing. So I sat down with him and showed him. He could do one section, one way of division, spatial division, but we got to another and he stopped. I laughed, and said, do you know this way of measure as well as the other. He was silent. A stunned silence.
It really is like we have a lens in front of us, and that lens only measures in learned patterns of measure, and slowing down to see our own constructs of measure to deconstruct them and/or build on them to become divergent in  a rapid manner - so to speak, is our responsibility, each of us, and it is our responsibility with our children, to not do so is really a crime against life.
I mean, when one does this with a child, with a musical instrument, that child actually becomes calmer, and focuses on the instrument and begins to self direct and does not hesitate to play. The whole volume of the child expands in some way. Interesting, that in educational studies, across the boards, children who study music perform better in school, overall, and even companies like to hire people who study music, because they make good managers, I think it is that they have a more developed ability to measure space and time, a more divergent thinking ability. But I ask myself, how far can we go, is this just the tip of some “ ice burg” and we humans do not even realize this, so lost are we in a magic glass ball of limited measure?

We have these studies that say this, and yet we allow only 50 minutes of music in our schools per week ( average according to my local school district). And, we turn the music teacher’s position into 80% and cram the classes of a whole school into that 80% position. I have to say, it was more exhausting teaching music than in the classroom, because, at the time, I taught 5 classes back to back 3 days a week, and 3 classes back to back two days a week. I later found out that many musicians I knew did this for a short time, they said it was back to back teaching, for less pay and they did not have the students enough each week to really be able to develop them. The situation was too tragic and they got out.
For me, I realized how much awareness could be taught through music, and how this would help the children in other areas. I realized that music is a way to teach children to divide space as their bodies, instead of just in their heads. It was frustrating to not be given the time each week to do this.
But this brings me back to culture.
I woke up this morning thinking about leprechauns, as it is St. Patricks day.  And I realize with having moved to the Massachusetts area that I am more and more dealing with the Irish culture, one that I really have had very little to do with. Then it hit me, with the water dream of cities in cities.
Me with my cultural loving family, tend to measure in terms of culture and even use it as a segue into understanding the nature of people, the measure of people, you know , where one says, for example “ he is so Irish.”  I mean, there is no harm in this, but to make this an end game and to move into thinking one is more than another, when it is just a measure of character on a “ national/tribal” background  and that that in itself is limited, confining overall even though some qualities are open and giving, and how people are divided and controlled, and - on a personality level - used as a self definition in lieu of common sense in relation to realizing we are all the same as humans. When  such organizing is done with self interest - or common sense is only allowed within the confines of the divisions that define the group who accept and move within the divisions of character, and not what is best for all, bubbles of separation happen as each culture as the individuals holding this in place,  begins to fear losing the web of definition, not realizing that the starting point is that they are humans, equal and one, physical beings on a physical world, so the values learned are just this, awareness to some degree of values as insight, as qualities of being here, but not all qualities, and as such, are extremely limited.  We can end up becoming the voice of our own culture, and stop an innate ability to understand all life. It is not to become a walking tele-vision show of one’s culture, but to realize it is simply a measure of organization and to use this to expand understanding. I mean, if we started from day one realizing this, where would we go? Instead we teach children confines of measure, they become stuck in this, instead of realizing the ability to do this, to build this, means that, the human can build understanding within about the world without, and that that building must become equal to the actual real physical world. In this, a direct seeing here, of what is real all around us, as the physical is the starting point. Perhaps, if we realize this, we can see how limited our constructs within have become, and that this is done on so many levels. but the ability to have direct seeing is there right in front of us.

What I have accepted and allowed, and been trained to do to remain within a certain level of society, is to be aware of this division and to realize who is who within my world. But this can become a carrot on a string, like a sign post to protect myself within a system of survival that uses this to create borders of division, and overall creating the separation from practical common sense of physical reality. 

Again, is not that looking at this is” bad” , but when limiting me from seeing the life within the person, I hurt myself overall, because I separate based on a collection of values, instead of seeing the life that is within that is using these measures of reality as a self definition. At the same time, this is an opportunity, from my accepted limitation, to direct into realizing that this is a measure of here, and not the use of that which builds this, which is an ability overall to become aware of all measure that forms creation as this physical world, that is THE expression of life through structure and form, and that this is how, life exists. What does no harm is how life is formed, and transformed,  and that this is the overall “ quality of life,”  this is the absolute purpose of life, to build and express movement here. So, earth is like a huge machine that is understandable, that is composed of the same substance as life, and is in expression, and yet we believe in our bubbles of limited qualities.
I mean, look at the media, this story of an airplane missing. This is a story to make the masses believe that this world is too vast to manage and understand. In all common sense, this goes against what the NSA is and does. If we can realize and measure everything that is here, and we can suddenly send aid after much devastation, then what is here is being controlled through ideology. I find it hard to believe with all the technology we have, and all the people on this earth, that that plane is simply gone. Thus perhaps, this whole drama is a psychological manipulation to diminish what this age of knowledge and information has done, which is open up the world to becoming aware of everything that is happening all over this earth, thus the need to change the measure of understanding, and to place an idea that things can be lost, which impulses an idea that this earth is too big to be aware of. The misinformation game of limited awareness as the misinformation and cognitive dissonance media impulsing, is busy at work. Each really needs to use their common sense here, because the whole NSA thing is a contradiction of this charade.

Can we begin to see how stories can divide and limit, how knowledge and information can be used to limit awareness and development?
It is such a subtle manipulation, one that uses fear of loss, in direct contradiction of a practical physical world.

I would suggest walking the desteni I process lite, to begin to deconstruct one’s bubble of measure, that is not good or bad, but used as being good and bad in relation to a game of survival, a control mechanism that is over all accepted and allowed by each of us, as we are the starting point of this division in fearing to stand as life, here. It is like the thing that is feared the most, is the very thing that is what is needed to live without fear. Thus the solution is to realize self as life, and that this is the starting point and it is the same in everything that is here a this physical earth.

There is no god coming, it is us as life, this is the gift, and this is the ability of each. Look at the constructions of measure as your mind consciousness system and realize what is good, and equalize self to life using what is the substance of self that built the ideological character, and forgive the limitation so that life on earth can begin. Forgive yourself your accepted and allowed limitations and expand your awareness of physical reality. It is in becoming equal to the volume of life, here, as the physical that one finds full-fill-ment.
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Monday, February 24, 2014

Day 515 The worth and quality of life is earth in equality.


I was looking at the word ‘judges.” and the verb of this word is ‘ to estimate worth or quality.” The noun being an authority who is able to estimate worth or quality. To judge is to form a critical opinion of something.
So, our authorities set these laws to follow because they have critical skills and authority, which means they see and they author what worth and quality is, and the form playout of this on earth.
Earth/worth. They sound the same. And the word ‘quality’ is very similar to ‘equality.’

We have so much authority in our system, it is the process of writing laws, deciding what is of worth, and how to create a balanced quality of life.
Yet there are protests all around the globe at present. So, our authorities are not doing their jobs, and we keep protesting and asking those who are not doing their jobs to do their jobs. Which means that overall something is  missed ( mist=insubstantial). Our authorities are not seeing the worth and the quality that is here and ordering this in ways that sustain balance. Were there balance on earth then there would be no protest.
Can’t blame the consequence, can’t blame the protestors alone. Punishing the protestors is not addressing the reactive behaviors, it is just seeing all this reaction that is happening around the globe/earth as some annoying movement that will not behave correctly. It is like the supposed authors/authority  simply do not want to look at the whole and realize where the problem is, a picture/idea has been authored and they ‘know’ and if things do not fit into that ‘knowing’ then it is the fault of this thing not fitting in, when it is to realize something is not being looked at. 
The answer is always in the sound, in the words. Worth. Quality. Earth. Equality. All things of this physical world must be considered. Humans can be ‘happy’ with enough food, enough room to become aware of this earth. Basic Income studies show that they will send their children to school/educate their children, and will take care of their homes/shelter and will be creative - meaning solve problems and find innovative ways of doing things when at ease, and some point out that humans work less with a basic income, a mis-take, because there is more to life than work that brings in income, there is the work of practical living, and in our present system, practical living does not always bring in money. So more attention is given to family. A basic income does not stop men from working, and what we have allowed to be work as bringing in money, is not the only ‘work’ of life.
We can look at our production capacity, it over time becomes more efficient, freeing one up from that aspect of reality.This is the process of creation, understanding and fine tuning new forms. But if a human cannot be this and is confined, naturally the life within will protest, will seek new forms to expand, will survey its world and realize the limitations. This is the nature of life, even greed uses this to move forward. Because creation is a physical manifestation, as it would be in common sense, creation would self regulate, seeing what has formed and how to form new things that are efficient and author full potential of life expression. 
So, one cannot suppress life, it will inherently protest and seek expression, but at the same time, it does not need excess to be itself as life.So, our authorities are stagnant and blame the consequences of life being itself, which makes no sense.
Our so called authorities have to give up the ‘golden egg’ and let it hatch. The structures of our government system must allow the potential of life to develop. This is life in self regulation, and the protests will end.
The worth and quality of life is the quality of life information as the physical world known as earth. It is each point of the physical manifestation of life that when allowed its life expression would regulate earth. It is the limitations imposed that are of limited values that thwart and cause discord. These values are not good or bad, but limited and as such suppress life because we need only look at earth and see that there are many many many values. If we ignore these values, and call them externalities than why can’t we see that these externalities will protest and that were they not protesting life as this physical manifestation of life as earth, would be in balance, self regulating as is the real nature of life because life would creation!
One cannot create a limited image and likeness of what man should be and then try to force that form as man into a monocultural ideology. It will not work. Moving all the capital of earth, as the resources into this ideology will create massive protest from life, of which men are a quality of and as.
Our authorities have to give back to all parts of earth what is needed for men to live in dignity, where each man has what allows the life that is that man to fulfill itself, and an environment that is cared for and allow men to self sustain themselves , which the human machine is capable of doing and being. It is only suppression that causes the expression of life that is that formation of life to react and become behaviors of venting limitation. LImiting life will end up as all focus being regulating that suppression. All expression moves towards regulating suppression and consumes the principle that is life in the process. We see this happening all over the earth. This is the consequence of a limited idea of what worth is, a selection of values that are not all values, and the physical is the value because it is the manifestation of life.
If one cannot see this, then one has become zombified with limited values, One must begin to see the limited values accepted as a self definition, an illusion as a belief that these values is all there is. This is an inner construct that pushes away anything that is not that monopoly of a limited collection of values. And our authorities are blaming life for not conforming to these limited values, when life cannot do this, it simply will not work.
Practically speaking, money must be allowed to all, enough to meet basic needs, to give life its expression back, because this is the best regulation of life. 
Regulation of the environment can only happen on the ground, someone in an ivory tower, built of the tucks of elephants ( thereby destroying the elephant), cannot see what is needed on the ground, and data that uses a means to decide ignores all aspects because it defines through division into what appears to be a common denominator on paper but not on the ground. This is simply trying to move earth into easily controlled bits, which is someone playing god, and one, or a few, cannot be a god, because ‘god’ can only be that which creates, is creation and creator at the same time, which is the manifestation of life, as the physical, composed of and as creator and creation in equality as the gift of life, in movement, breathing, sensing, being, here, all of this substance working in tandem as all as one as equal, where each part is individual, yet one at the same time. A measured  limited value system as being a worth of quality is limited,  life and creation as men regulates as self awareness capacity allowed full expression/comprehension, which is each individual part respected and individual yet one in respect of all values, as this is how one value can exist to join and create an expression of life, here.
I suggest those in ivory towers, come out and equalize with the ground as the physical earth. the story of the tower of Babel ( a babel of limited values - many call ego) is ourselves revealing to ourselves what we have accepted and allowed that is ourselves in separation from life.
Each human has an innate ability to see what sustains and as such what is of worth and creates quality, which can only happen with direct interaction with the physical world. 



Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Day 258 Consequence Dimension, Abdication Character

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to bring near what I had made distant within and as myself here, in separation from myself.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to want to control that which I had made distant and brought near in and as a desire to control what I feared.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that that which I project, persists as I have rejected it as myself, placed a positive persona in and as protection within and without in self interest in fear of self honesty, in absence of common sense within equality and oneness in and as life, as what I am here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that any want, need and desire is a separation from being equal and one in and as, with, life, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become impatient within and as this, to not see, realize and understand that I have the tools of breath and slowing myself down to use myself as life, in common sense of what is here in and as the physical to realize resistance is myself as energy, as limited insight, as judgement, as what has been taught within and as a consumerist, fear/survival system of dissipation into and as energy in separation from and as life - this being life that which is constant within and as what is best for all, as the principle of oneness in equality in and as what is same in all, which is the substance of life.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the friction and conflict within and as me, has become habitual, within and as the development of myself from childhood, where what was taught within a mind/physical relationship, was a mind made huge, composed of dictates serving a system of inequality, of more than and less than, creating an environment of survival/fear and thus directive within and as self interest.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that what was taught was preconceived notions of what values would enable survival, passed down through generations , education and media, social structure as class, nationality, gender.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand my own protection and defense mechanisms within self interest in fear of loss, and lack of common sense of equality and oneness in and as the substance of life, equal and one in all existent on earth.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how in not being self honest, within and as life, here, I in effect was the source of supposed hurt, as my own notion of hurt that I projected without within allowing and being self abdication of self as life.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all thoughts, emotions and feelings, were of my own creation, through acceptance and allowance in separation from what is best for all.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that my own desire for comfort and praise, sympathy and tenderness was a separation from myself as life, as something that can be what self is as life, and thus something that self can gift to self as life, in being here, equal and one to and as life here, where within the principle of equality and oneness, in “give as one would life to receive” the gift to self as the gift of life, in and as self forgiveness in and as self as life, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in allowing and accepting myself to be and become fear, in and as abdication of remaining equal and one within and as myself as life, I become a polarity within judgement of good and bad, more and less, and thus create friction and conflict within and as myself, losing common sense of myself as life and thus become spite and blame and abdicate myself within communication with and as life, here, which is myself allowing a separation within a mind/physical relationship as the instrument of life, as my human physical body.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the consequences of defensive communication lacking equality and oneness communication - this being the realization that we are all the same, of the same substance, this being the substance of life, here, in and as the actual physical world, here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear facing the energetic storm of and as the mind, as consciousness, of inequality, of greed, of a bullying nature in and as fear of survival, of facing my own protection and defense mechanisms as personalities and characters, where I disperse myself as life into limited values unsupportive of equality and one awareness in and as life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand my own self judgements of existing within lack, in and as beliefs that I am not good enough, or that there is something inherently wrong with me, all of which is myself within and as judgement, disrespecting myself as life, here, and thus abusing myself as life, here, as such action has no practical common sense of this actual physical world, and thus such judgement gives no direction within and as practical solutions within supporting this physical world in and as what is best for all here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see , realize and understand that anything other than self honesty within and as myself here, is the source of perceived hurt, and thus I can blame no one but myself for what i have accepted and allowed within and as myself here within this actual physical world.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand how much I have behaviors of control, a personification of protection in separation from myself as life, here.

I commit myself to seeing , realizing and understanding all energetic movements within and as my human physical body awareness, to see realize and understand that such movements are judgements within and as protection and defense based on limited values, a separation into fear and thus self interest, where i can use the tools of breathing, writing, self forgiveness and corrective application to bring myself back to self, and no longer separate myself into inferiority and image projection onto of something other than myself being capable of self direction, in and as myself as life here.
I commit myself to no longer allow myself to fear looking at what is here, within and without, to look at what behaviors I accept and allow within and without and to stop and to breath and to bring myself back here, equal and one to and as the physical, a process that takes practice and patience, to face and correct, to align within the principle of what is best for all, as this is what is best for self, as this is self as life, in self honesty in and as life here, where self exists within and as a constant in and as life, that which is best for all, that which is eternal, directive.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding through and as being aware in every moment , in and as breath, to slow way down and realize I am equal and one to all existent, separations included, to self forgive in and as life, here within what is best for all, to take fear into and as myself here, as my own accepted and allowed separations in protection and defense, behaviors of competition and comparison, and to stop and to breath, and to become one and equal to, to direct myself within and as what is best for all, as myself in self honesty in and as life, here.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Day 218 physical constriction signifies separation

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that constriction in and as my physical is due to thoughts as the judgement of good and bad in and as consciousness, as how themind works, through separation into polarities of judgement, where emotions are the negative and feelings a compound of the negative into the positive, always the devil and the angel, the acts of separation into judgement from what is physically here, as this has been made huge by a system as the mind of men, this that is called god, a belief in a more than and less than in separation from equality and oneness as life.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing, understanding what I am as mind, and to expose this system as mind as what man has created outwardly as systemic abuse of this earth, of the physical, as the movement of myself as thoughts, emotions and feelings is a separation from life.
I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding that I have validated myself as my thoughts, emotions and feelings, not seeing, realizing and understanding how the mind in fact functions, not having learned how to see the separations, and myself as life, in common sense of oneness and equality to this physical world, where the value is life, and yet, the value of more than and less than is what is lived, manifest in and as the present system of money, where money determines life, and thus money is the manifestation of the god man has acceptedand allowed, where the choice is to stop and create a system that supports life, realizing life is the value on this physical world to manifest heaven on earth.
I commit myself to no longer validate myself in and as emotions, thoughts and feelings, recognizing the separation and the possessions of thoughts, emotions and feelings through remaining here , in and as breath.
I commit myself to realizing that constrictions within and as my human physical body signify compounded thoughts, as emotions and feelings, of which I have made huge, as beliefs, opinions and ideas, I have created personas, where this persona is the possession and directive in and as energy and thus is the real devil as this is separation from and as common sense.
I commit myself to seeing, realizing and understanding that movement as thought, emotions and feelings creates consequences as this is a separation from life into and as energy, to stop and to breath and to become a movement in and as common sense as what is best for all, as what i would want for myself, which is to give as I would like to receive as this is self in common sense of life, that which is the substance as sound of which is one and equal, in and as what all of earth is, which is a constant, and thus the constant has always been here.


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