I realized that we live in a practical
physical world. I realized that the thoughts I have are of opinion,
idea and belief. I learned that these thoughts are often a judgement,
in itself not a good or a bad, but when allowed to be a final
definition in a physical existence, a limitation, and that allowing
of limitation being a behavior of resistance and a fear to change,
which overall is rejecting this world around me, this world that is
life in expression.
I realized that what another thinks,
cannot define me unless I accept and allow it. I realized that what
another thinks, is a thought about what is here as life, a thought
that one thing can somehow be more than another, when a cup, for all
practical purposes, is a cup. That some people are tall, and some
are short, that a dog is a dog, that what is here as a form has a
function that reveals its nature more than any idea about a thing.
I realized that the arguing of
limitations are all based on ideas, opinions and beliefs. I realized
that this thinking has communicated a system that is the likeness of
this limitation, and that this has been accepted by men to be what is
real, when it is not. Yet, this started with each of us, within each
of us, as we believed we are defined by ideas instead of what is
physically here as life. I realized that the thoughts of another, are
composed of the parts of what exists, as the qualities that describ
the actual physical world. I realized that what is negative is the
lag that I accept as belief that is what mind is and does.
I realized that I am negativity when I
force an idea on another without cross referencing practical reality.
I realized that what is real, is myself as the very matter of
beingness here, in expression.
I realize that an idea about what I am,
is not the same as being here, practically with physical matter. When
I allow idea before matter/physical, without cross reference and
undersanding that matter is built of what I allow, and that what I
allow must only be what is best for all, because what I am is
dependent on all of the physical, as I am a part of a whole, of which
the whole is who I am as I am the very substance of life, so I cannot
lose anything. What I believe I am losing is only a thought in and as
my mind, and it is a letting go of one idea and moving into another a
reflection only, and that this is mind, and that I have been only
looking at shadows on a wall, a techno colored wall of shadow that is
the mind. When the mind as shadows directs me, defines me, and I move
as this limitation without reference to here as the physical, I cause
consequences that consume me as I get caught up in putting out the
fires ignited by lack of respect for existence as the physical world.
I realize that I have allowed the
projection of myself as mind, an abstract of the physical, built of
the physical image, to define me, where I reject qualities and push
them away, creating a negative as I want my idea to become a
positive, as an accepted and validated image and likeness that I
desire for myself. I realize that I am overall, a negative, a
destructive force in existing as a projection of one thing being more
than another as I walk in comstant mis-association as self definition
composed of ideas, and beliefs and opinions, as thought that
accumulated as I allow them to spin and generate an emotional feeling
body that I then call my intuition, all of which is an entity that is
in separation from practical physical reality. I then allow this
limited value system to define me, and I am then lost in negatives
and positives, composed of ideas, accumulating into a limited
character. So, I accept and self forgive these self definitions as
thoughts, and I realize that my emotional/feeling body is my past of
value creation to define me based on my exposure without
consideration of the whole world around me. This is myself accepting
the negative and the positive and bringing this back down to
practical reality, here.
This is how, I rebuild, through self
forgiveness and self corrective application, done in writing to place
my creation of separation, a negative to run from and a positive to
define me, an act that is an ignorance of practical reality overall.
As this I forgve the negative as the fear of simply being here, and
accept what is here, and build self trust, which is an ease in moving
myself here. In essence, I became a practivist, because as this, here
is not negative, there is the acceptance of the gift of life, and the
practical means to direct in respect of this life here that is
physical.
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