Day 617 The measure of myself here.

The measure of myself

In dealing with people and presenting the measure of my understanding, I react. It is as though the patience to follow through, to let go and to move with the measure of what is here is not fluent. This means I am getting stuck on beliefs, opinions and ideas in and as the measure of my experience, the measure of my awareness. The gift of life is placed right in front of us, as this actual physical world, and I have abdicated that life in believing that what I think, as the composition of my thoughts as the measure of my experiences is more real. Really astounding- which is an interesting word, because it has the word sound imbedded within it, and the letters a and t . Like the alpha and the omega, where the a is the starting point as the alphabet, where I use the letters to create words to bet with others, to win, when the gift is already given, as the physical as life which is the value. And, the t is the choice, the crossroads of my choice, the apple of my eye, where I decide to respect the tree of life as the physical, or a belief in a good and or a bad in and as value judgements in and as the process of believing that one thing is bad and another is good which is creating a relationship to myself as my idea of myself as an accumulation of my experiences that I allow to begin to define me, as direct me, and then I, if I do not realize this, begin to blame the outside world because it is not moving as my experience manifest as my thoughts, created from comparison. Comparison is not necessarily a bad. When comparison is used in self interest and not realized as such, what is moved into is value judgements in defense of one’s experience instead of for what the qualities as the characteristics of what something is which is evident in the utility of the form. Thus, it is astounding that I sound my inner experience turned value judgement over remaining in equality to and with life, as the physical to sound in accord with this physical which is the means of life, the gift placed right here in front of us, as life would be and do, because this is how it would work in all practical common sense.

Thus, when I worry about rejection, or what someone might or might not say, I am separating myself from being here. I am not realizing the very gift of myself as life in practice in measure, in awareness of using this sense that reads/senses my experiential memory and directing this to practical physical reality and realizing that I can as this that can move from mind memory to here awareness is always right here in all ways, it is fluid, it is mutable, it can sense time and space, here, it can move with limitation, accept it, speak up, cross reference, double check, slow down and ground me back here, to as myself as life, realize the volume of practical reality - and the divisions and limited information of our present accepted and allowed system that dis-regards this in self interest, as this system is simply a reflection of the separation from using self as life to common sense physical reality as the formation of life. I am not going to go into this here, one can investigate this systemic form that is a smoke and mirrors show bullied through a media ( my god)  using the quality of human nature that takes in information and utilizes it- like being programmed- until it defines self, or, one could say, is believed to be a truth, and then the physical is forced into the limited construct, which overall is very destructive and cannot and will not work. Just think about how unpure the very air is in our world, and our waters, and realize that ripping apart the physical to fit into an idea about  what is more and what is less, is an abdication of self as life. Period. Can’t work. The sooner we realize this, the sooner we can change and equalize to life and work together to get this destruction cleaned up.  We have essentially allowed the majority of humans to serve the building of a pyramid. The moment a laborer is no longer useful they are turned out, and, as we can see, the laws are geared towards criminalizing the homeless- those who have been turned out. So, basically, if you as a human serve no purpose in the building of this pyramid, you are compost. lol Yes, that is basically what you are useful for. That idea of yourself as your mind, it is a sitcom that has become a program that is no longer wanted. Can you blame the pyramid? No, they are just another program, one that is in separation from life.  

Thus if I take the measure as another television, program, personally, I am fearing to not have my program, my television, my experience accepted. Yet, in understanding that I can change, because what I am within is only a measure of what I belief, I can reformat this and cross reference what might be the understanding of another and become a relationship to practical physical reality as my starting point and ground myself within all this to direct, with investigation of that which is good and does no harm, because nothing can define me unless I accept and allow it, and the physical is always right here, standing with me, always was, and always will be, as the physical is life information, it is the sound of what can withstand the test of time, it is the technology of life in formation.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to respect life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize the value is myself as life equal and one to and as the physical here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that what I am within as a personification of my experience of reality as the physical need not define who and what I am here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not let go, with every breath, in every moment, what I have accepted and allowed to define me, as value judgements of one thing being more than another, an act of comparison and competition which is ultimately an illusion, and myself in separation from myself as life, and for this I forgive myself for allowing myself to believe that what exists as myself within as a reflection which is a shadow of reality, defines who and what I am here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to move into self pity, when and as I have no agreement with another in thought word and deed.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to slow down and ground myself here in practical reality, and to allow myself to not resist what is here, as what is here can change and move into understanding form and function as the practice of living in a physical manifestation of life as life would.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to life, believing that what I construct as my experience as my inner selective value system, to be greater than life itself as life is physical and here, where I can live in the moment and become equal and one to and as it, to express myself life here, to focus here and direct myself in ways that do no harm.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing my experience as though in losing this I would not have any memory, like photo albums to show off my experiences to tout as what I  am, in fear that I would not survive in this system, when in all practical reality the value is being here, equal and one with and as life as the physical, because this is creation information, here.

When and as I find myself beginning to move into protection and self defense, which is myself constructing myself with in, as though I am grabbing onto my experience, memory that I have allowed to define me,  I stop and I breath, I slow myself down and I asses what measure I have accepted and allowed that is of energy, and I forgive that which I fear to lose, and I see, realize and understand that I am here, that the value is being physical as life, that what is within me can change and ground here, into and as what is of sound mind and as such can withstand the test of time, and become equal and one to the measure of space as the physical as life in expression that is eternal, and to then not fear change, as change is the process of transformation only, which is actually fun.

When and as I find myself moving into a stagnant self protective act of blame and spite, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I cross reference my accepted and allowed measure as belief, that has embedded into the physical through repetition, and I forgive and change as direct in common sense of practical reality, to and towards that which is good and does no harm and becomes an expression of respect for all life as me in another life form here.

Day 604 Despair and Space and Time, Self Forgiveness

Despair, I have been talking with my son about relationships and reactions when facing other people.

I gave him some perspective. I realized  later that the perspective I gave him I had not applied myself, or had applied recently and discovered something about being patient and gentle, within the understanding that being patient moved me through into a mutual understanding with another instead of a reaction leading to a mis-understanding.

Within being patient, I was not reacting, but standing the ground within what brought solution, which gave direction.What I found in this instance, specifically was that in repeating myself when talking with another, often lead to a point of understanding. Structurally, this patient repetition, a spaced repetition, through a storm of resistance, the argument of limitation as what one feared or believed that had no real stability, meant for me to remain within being gentle, humble and consistent in my words through this storm of reaction as belief that was in essence not clear, as it was based on some inner desire instead of what made sense in a physical world. Interesting that the physical world is always here, all ways here, bringing the practical movement, holding one gently if we only accepted it and allowed it because it shows the way of no harm, the way of creation, and all the parts that order in ways that are good.

I had spent time with another person, and it took time, with many moments where I felt uncertain, believing that my words were not getting through, as though I made an idol of my words, wanting instant and immediate understanding without realizing that reaching through automated self expression meant working one’s way through this to a point where this exhausted itself and an opening appeared where that point of vulnerability arrived and one stood there open because all had been said, because all had been exposed and either one resisted another or accepted them. but it is this point where within that vulnerability a connection can be made. For me, it was more like, “ yes I have listened, taken the good, and I am here, and I am not rejecting you, I am still here” Overall, this created a situation of calm, of acceptance, of a seemingly safe place to be where each could be themselves.

In the space and time measure, as the rhythm of things moving here, on this earth, conceptually the length and duration of these movements can be understood and timed within a practical application that considers these things, and yet if we have not learned to interact with all of this conceptually, like listening to an orchestral piece, we do not develop the means to direct ourselves here, and our memories are not of the practice of becoming aware of this space and time construct we live in.

The very use of time as a measure as our system, is what places a rigidity into our lives that separates us from practical reality, and yet the measure of space and the duration of the expression of what is here, is a measuring that self empowers each of us. So, the parts are not bad, but when used to separate as control into limitation of being aware, are such means a distraction from reality. And yet what started this? Was it each of us, because we chose to ignore one thing over another, not realizing what in essence what we were doing was comparing apples to oranges instead of seeing creation for what it is, an expression of which we were the same, and of which could change, so one form was us in another form, and that that other form could direct us into more understanding and discovery to the point where we could further play as creators of life information?

So, when I despair, I essentially have believed there was no way through, but here I have to ask myself to where I was going through to? I had to slow down and become equal in understanding with the moment, which means looking at reality and not the shadows of belief in and as my mind, from a system that propagated thinking over cross referencing practical reality, because being caught in thought only, was being in a metaphysical construction, a paranormal existence that forgot reality, and lost the movement of forgiving to the physical total state of being to cross reference what was for real and this being all of existence.

In despair I have lost a sense of space, and become the measure of my belief system, one that is extremely limited as mind. As mind is dependent on the physical, it has its own space to exist, and as such it lasts in bursts. As it has no real substance, and as it exists in the wobble of limitation, which is denial, and then moves into justification, it reaches a point of play out and then opens the silence, and thus the space to assess and realize separation. Structurally, if I stand as what is best for all, and repeat this, in the moment, if my words are clear, and I am open to change in subtle degree within that which is good and does no harm, that can remain. This need nothing other than being gentle and patient, because the strength of what can withstand the test of time , need only be gentle, much like the water on this earth is gentle. Even water can be gentle when frozen, all fluffed up as snow, and even steam can be gentle, washing around one warming the skin. lol.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to despair

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to use my own common sense as who I am as life to sense space and the imposition of time as a regimented system of control based on a belief stuck in comparison moving into competition because of a separation from creation as life information, as sound formation that just as water can change.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that an idea defines me.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I cannot change.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to accept what is here in this moment, and to stand here in this moment accepting what is here, understanding it and enjoying it as life, as it reflects me to me, where I then can change in my understanding.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to criticize another in support of my own self interest as idea believing that something will be lost if an idea I have about myself changes.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that creation is always creating, and as such, changes, which means I am in constant change, and yet this is the way and the means into understanding creation here, accepting life information.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to be patient, without fear of change, as the physical does not change in an instant, but transforms, thus change is a process, one that moves in ways that I can understand and participate within and as myself as the very words I know, to commune with life as the physical, to participate in creation as what I am.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to become patient and gentle and humble, in my interactions with the physical life around me, to slow down and equalize with this creation, to see directly the muse of creation, of which I am an equal substance of and as, and as such to not despair, but to join in the community of life as the physical here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to rush within the game of survival, as ideas, beliefs and opinions as mind, a metaphysical existence of self interest and self aggrandizement in separation from remaining equal and one in conceptual consideration and respect of all life, which is the physical.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to slow down and remain within and as my common sense, gentle and humble as what sense here is and does, to see realize and understand the measure of here as the physical and the mind in separation that cries limitation - that runs out of steam, that compares and within comparison fears a loss of self definition and competes to validate a self definition that is overall a separation from self as life and creation.

When and as I find myself reacting to limitation and self validation, within and without, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, and I ground myself here, to become patient and gentle, which is to fear no loss, to place myself within what holds me as the silence of eternity, to stand in cross reference of physical reality within and as what does no harm, and what self empowers another to understand the practical measuring of here is forgiving of and as common sense to see function and form which  gives answers when questioned to look at the parts and understand, taking the time to realize physical creation to then move in ways that do no harm.

When and as find myself moving into resistance as to what another says as idea, belief, and opinion, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand that nothing can define me but what I accept and allow, and that form can be understood, assessed, examined and considered and then directed in practical common sense ways as this is the capacity of myself as life here, as this is with all men, as physical being on earth, when given the space and time and support physically to do so as each is the very substance of and as life here.

When and as I find myself believing that all is lost, I stop and I breathe and I slow myself down, and I realize the nature of myself as life is like water, that the common sense of me as me, is gentle and can cross reference reality here and understand the space and form as the physical in creation and investigate with the innate ability of and as me to cross reference and take in information here, to self empower me to take that which is good and does no harm.

When and as I find myself moving into despair, I stop and I breathe and I forgive myself to practical reality, understanding that with spaced repetition I can stand in thought word and deed within and as what is best for all here.

Day 594 The resiliency of silence

Trying to cover too much ground at once.

I notice that I don’t always “ pan out”.  I tend to focus on one thing, and forget to notice the world around me. But this is like a tunnel vision, one that zeros in on what catches my eye. So, how do I slow down and pull back and take in more of the actual world around me, not fearing to “ not” focus in a narrow way, in a tunnel way?
It is not that narrowing in on something is something that does not have benefits,  but when this becomes a behavior that can not in a moment change from that narrow focus to the sum of the parts, that mistakes through ignorance can accumulate, because not everything is considered.

Physically, I notice that I am becoming far sighted, because my near sightedness is not as good as it used to be. It is like my physical body is telling me to look outward more, because I am burning out the use of near sightedness.

This must be from a desire to control, and yet it is the opposite of control, because real “ control” of myself as I live life here, is to consider that which is near and that which is far, and all that is in-between.

This moment here, can be eternal, meaning there is enough space here, for me to change from a narrow focus to a broader focus within this physical world, in flexible ways. I am the stuff of resiliance, which is somewhat like re-silence, meaning to move from a point of silence, as no judgement, and gently, without reaction, accept the world around me as the physical. In this I do not resist and as consequence see directly with resolution in every breath.

But what was it that I wanted, as was the intent of the narrow focus, an ignorance of the sum and the parts as one?
The narrow focus was about ideas I looked for, something exciting that would open some kind of magical discovery.  I mean this in itself is a distraction. 

What if the real self as me, was naturally resilient, as resilient as water? And it was only belief  that was myself  in resistance to change? And, would I not be, if I became like water as the real substance of me as life, really really living the most “ amazing” multidimensional physical full sensory “ video” game ever ever ever?

Did not someone say, one had to pass through the “ eye of the needle” and could he not walk on water? What does one do when one changes from swimming to hiking, or playing an instrument, or meeting a friend? Are these all not changing the measure and form or direction of oneself within? Have we, a humans, not become extremely limited in our abilities as this? Is it not time to realize the full spectrum of this ability and realize our full potential? Would this not create heaven on earth? It is time to change our economic structure, to one that actualizes  a systemic form that leaves no one behind, and supports all life, as life is the value and the fun.

Day 578 Moving through the limitation of " I am uncomfortable."

 I had a conversation with another person, where they began to use statements such as “ I am uncomfortable with this” as part of what I was speaking about. I have to realize that they are within their existence existing as a mind construct that is of belief, opinion and idea, not bad, but caught up in their values and directives/motivations that can be caught in a limited view of the whole, even though the desired outcome overall is really no different. 

Another thing this person said was “ but we are trying to do this.” Here I realize that of course they are “ trying to do this” and that in so being this an entity of desire has been constructed to motivate, to seek, to be in a state of seeking.  I have been caught up in such a desire, and as such, missed what was right in front of me. This is because of the construct of this entity as accumulated questioning and attempts to fulfill a want based on realizing a lack existentially. The race within this can be so consuming that, as though one is moving so fast in a train that the reality can no longer be seen as it passes right in front of us outside the windows of our desire, like the windows of the train moving/racing past the physical landscape of earth. As our minds are imaginative machines, this can become greater than what is real, as the physical, that which we have moments of realizing as a form that moves and becomes limited in movement because of a separation into becoming mind subjugating matter, when the two must work in equal understanding, as the mind is ultimately dependent on the physical world, as each of us, in common sense is a point of perspective of practical reality, which means that we are all tools, in some ways, to give insight to and as creation here. But out ability to sense the whole, the commons as the physical is askew, and the lag creates a suppression of the capacity of life in formation to move with ease. I mean, there is a reason why eastern religions especially suggest to stop the mind. It is overall said that in order to see, one must stop the mind, a difficult task easily understood when we realize the imaginative capacity of the mind. On another front, it has been said, to bring heaven to earth, and in terms of the statements I heard from a person caught in their immediate existence, our mind constructs can become uncomfortable when asked to slow down and consider other perspectives, revealing how our mental constructs that are our imagination, become entities of comfort/acclimation in separation from reality manifest as a conceptual lag one may call an emotional reaction.

Change means to reconstruct within, and as that train racing in a track of belief, slowing down appears to be a discomfort, a turn from a construct of belief, but this is really all this is, a change. And within this to realize the physical is here as the gift of life, to stabilize and give order, with all the parts there to show the way. We need only look and see, that it is being all one, the within equal to the without, that is the way and the means to establishing a creation that is heaven on earth. A gift we need only accept in order to put an end to wanting a morality as mind as a lack , as imagination, as a collection of ideas, to be more than the whole of life in formation as the physical. 

I will write some Self forgiveness on my reactions as my own pre-emptive beliefs based on ideological goals as mind, not necessarily good or bad, but limiting in that I raced within myself at times, and as such missing the total landscape of the situation, which would be an action into solution with each thought, word and deed.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate myself from being here, equal and one with the words of another, my own ideas as thoughts and emotions and feelings, and an awareness of the whole, where I fear not the change within and as me to take that which is good and build the value of that in practical terms, something that may need to be repeated as allowing the dis-comfort of another the opportunity to slow down and reconstruct, as this is how understanding is built.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become a belief only, of failure, of having made a mis-take, and within this to look at the whole and the parts,  my own beliefs and desires and wants, and those of another, taking into consideration their daily existence as their schedules and self interests as this, and to take the time to reconstruct the limitations and address them into solutions as building insight into the space and time of expression as mind and practical physical existence here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I hear the words  “ I am uncomfortable” that this is a red flag giving insight into beliefs, opinions and ideas, as the self interest of a constructed awareness in lack of practical living as a whole, here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I as life have the ability to be compassionate and to sense the whole, and as this to realize solutions through simply looking at the forms that exist and realizing the flexibility of the mind as a mechanism of being a facsimile of reality only, and as such requires a constant cross reference to the whole as the physical.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to race within and as me, to not slow down and take the time to see, realize and understand the constructs of the mind as just this, a construct, and as it is something constructed, it is something that has the capacity to deconstruct and reconstruct, here.

When and as I find myself beginning to race, into and as a belief, opinion and idea, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand solutions through looking at emotional inequalities and bringing this back to a practical insight as to what considers all life as physical beings existing within creation as the physical, here.

When and as I find myself tensing up, I stop and I breath, especially in my chest area, and around my shoulders, I take in the parts and the whole, this being looking at the words of another, as the words of another are the human describing their concerns which are indicators of belief lacking understanding of practical existence.

When and as I find myself resisting the words of another, in and as addressing the words, but not seeing realizing and understanding that this simple state of being in and as understanding takes realignment, which means practical understanding of how the mind works as a mechanism of picture taking - so to speak- where the picture has movement, yet is in separation from practical reality when not cross referencing what is here as the means of existence which is the actual real physical world.

When and as I find myself listening to the words of another, I realizethe associations being built lending insight into limitation, and I stop and I breath and I slow myself down, as it is only within being equal and one to and as the physical that I have the common sense capacity to see the whole and the parts, and within this to realize that this must be practiced as this was not what was taught from the beginning as a starting point.

When and as I find myself reacting, especially in and as my chest area, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand that I am here, that there is no place to fall, that the physical is visible and the mind is visible through words and as such can be practically realized as separation and solution, as the problem of limitation into the solution of practical common sense within the principle of what is best for all here.

When and as I find myself becoming angry as a reaction, I stop and I breath, and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand that I am disallowing my own innate ability as life to see he train and the physical landscape, so to speak, existing there right in front of me, and as such to also, see the practical form and function of reality where solutions and understanding can exist as the within being equal and one to the without, here.

When and as I find myself resisting practical reality as a racing in and as my mind, as a motivation as desire to attain a certain goal, I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I see, realize and understand here, as it is only here, that I can address myself, as the value is life as me in form here, as the physical.

When and as I find myself facing the words, “ I am uncomfortable” I stop and I breath and I slow myself down and I look at practical existence in space and time, and I see, realize and understand that as life I am fluid and can deconstruct and reconstruct comforts of belief, and walk them, as standing equal and one within the principle of and as what is best for all, here.

Day 572 The Slow Motion of Entities as Mind Constructed of Thoughts.

Substance is a fluid thing, one that can take many forms, and even become something less than that of a solid sound structure. A thought is such a thing, and it has not real self directive relation to practical reality, though a thought can be a directive, but this is all, as it is an abstract of reality and not what is real.

I can be tense when talking with others, and I do not even realize this within myself as what this is practically. It began in childhood, one tiny moment and I am in a rush to follow, where following is not a good or a bad, but a measure/movement of something. So, what I have accepted and allowed as what I follow is of my own volition, meaning my own volume of measure/movement here as life.

If I separate myself from the practical, from here, I can miss what is here, and lose my footing and then cause my own vertigo , which leads to consequences that build and take my attention, and meanwhile, life as the physical, as what is real, moves on, and I am no longer a creator but catching up within trying to “ right” myself . This can become a morality show, where I want to impose what I believe in an effort to correct but in essence this cannot and will not work, as this physicality that I am, that enables me to be here, is ignored and in not wanting to admit this, I create a wall of protection and self defense, and only let that through which sustains my separation.

So, a slow thought that I noticed was a shape of something huge, but in measure tiny. And as this was as huge as I made it, in my initial act of separation,  it became like a extremely slow current within and as me.  It was like, lol,  a current event of inferiority that I carry with and as me, allowing this to define me, my own supernatural, paranormal, self created event. One that became something I did not catch up to and bring back down to the practical, which is the physical reality.

And then, the skimming begins, and accumulates, and I separate and am on a tread mill of my own acceptance and allowance. I am no longer walking here as the gift of life.

It is like a movement of a sudden attention lost, and the shift from one to the other, is like a falling , a shock, and that shift, is disconcerting, but it is only an illusion, I remain here. But the memory is  retained, and as an abstract believed to be real, unless aligned in common sense of practical reality. And so it goes, on and on until one ages and dries up, lost to the mind and not here, equal and one with and as the physical. So, each must deconstruct mind and come back to earth, to clean up this house of rooms, as mind, with boogey men under the beds that are just a thought, and not self moving at ease here, enjoying the physical world as the means of life in expression. We decide, and that is the power and the gift of life here.

I can slow down and begin to realize the thoughts as mind are a separation from practical reality, that very thing I seek that allows me to discover the act of creation as the gift given, and that every single person, every single animal, every single plant, every single thing that is of the physical is the form to discover to realize creation information here. This is the way and the means of life in expression, this is the joy, this is the win win situation, here. We decide, we stand we change the system, we begin to be thankful for all that is here, embrace it, accept it, and build heaven on earth as is the gift we were given to  “ right” ourselves here.

So, when and as I find myself standing with someone, another person at this point, I slow down and I breath, and any and all senses of falling, or losing something, or missing the gain of something as a self definition, I forgive, and I bring myself here, and I begin the practice of coming back down to earth, here, where ease is a visible thing that moves with a lightness of being that we all seek. It is  a practical, common sense measure as what we are capable of and as as life, here. Everyone can do this, and if we work together as this, it will align much much faster.

Two or more in my name, this is the way, standing together, equal and one to and as life here.

We decide.

DIP lite. Begin your journey to life, to birth yourself into and as the physical. Everyone can do this, it is only a matter of making the decision to walk, and many are here doing just this. We forgive our thoughts, as ideas, beliefs, and opinions, and we align ourselves equal to that ease that is the source of life, here, the gift of life here, one’s self in expression as life. This is the joy, here.

Day 524 Leaving a dog to starve and the American Congress. Time for a change.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2584432/Pet-dog-starved-death-horrific-conditions-trainee-lawyer-specialising-medical-negligence-locked-animal-kitchen-week-went-work.html

Okay, this story really got to me. I wanted to go into statements like “ she should he imprisoned for life.” Or “ she should be tied on a chain and left, without food, I mean she is certainly fat enough.” So, really nasty statements like this. I could even go on. There is no excuse for a grown woman, who holds a degree, to have allowed an animal to suffer like this. 

But, what does this do? Nothing. Does this solve the problem? No. Yet, how could this woman not realize that her dog was trapped on a leash in a kitchen? Why could she not call someone and simply say, look would you go and take this dog? Or, even let the dog go outside, where at least it had some chance of care. No, she left the dog tied up in her ktichen and went and stayed with her mother, for a week. Where else, are we humans so blind to common sense?

Are we blind to an American Congress that earns 174,000$ a year, plus expenses ( and so many being millionaires) while only working 113 days in 2014 while 1/2 of all Americans earn only 25,000$. Obviously, our American Congress is as ignorant, and as blind, and as disrespectful of life as this woman who left a dog to die in her kitchen and went to stay with her mother for a week.

American waters are being polluted, our children are dying from cancers at rates higher than  20 years earlier ( though this has been denied once stated) . The sperm count in our males is down and hidden by changing the accepted ratio of healthy sperm to unviable sperm as a norm. What is the difference here? There is no difference. Both are negligence and abuse of life, a delusional hoping what is inconvenient will somehow go away. It does not just go away, it suffers, horribly.

Such is not the behavior of a leader. I mean look, do you think that this woman is a leader, someone to give responsibility to in any way? Why are we allowing millionaires in a profit based system to make decisions for us, when it is very obvious that the decisions being made are shutting a door on life and walking away? Even actively killing children for self interested gain?

I think it is time to take collective control of our freely given natural resources, and our banks - as Iceland did- and create an economy that respects and cares for the ecology in ways that do no harm, and  as such gives everyone what is needed to live in dignity.

What imaginations would have a woman fear a dog that she had put on a leash? What would become so huge within that she could not face her dog and allow it to die of starvation, a horrible death? What is in her mind has nothing to do with practical physical reality, and our own disbelief tells us that this is so. 

What beliefs are in the minds, the very self direction within making decisions , of our congress men. I mean can they actually really believe that they are somehow different from another man? I mean, just because you can read and write, and do simple math ( because I can’t seriously believe that our congressmen are very good at math) does not mean that a lack of such training ( and it is training - even though most know that when you cut an apple in half you have two halves)  makes one man suffer less than another when not having any food, or any water, or shelter. What we are as humans is a fabric of cells and water, and many other substances. We are organic bodies that require certain things to maintain what we are as this. In this we are all the same. Even dogs and plants and everything of the earth are this. Anything else is a value judgement in accord of a comparison based on a decision to aggrandize one thing over another, and then tout that as being greater, in the face of what is right in front of us, that this earth works because of the different interactions of elements and plants, and animals and their functions. The very fabric of what is here is what holds this together. Thus, the ideas of one thing being more than another and the addictions to these things that are impulsed to be more than another instead of realizing what is here as being functional, is the delusion of men.

So, how does one solve delusion? It is simple, just come back down to earth - if we bring our mental delusions back down to earth, and equalize them to realizing that they are just parts made bigger than life itself, then our little very abusive and destructive humpty-dumpty world will be put back together. So, our little “ heavens” of delusion, that are energetic because they are of lesser dimension and as such a separate reality that must be constantly charged through validation in a game of good verses bad,  must stop. They are meaningless.

So, when someone comes and says “ I can’t” or ‘ I don’t like…” or “ but it is dirty” or “ they have no talent” or “ she is stupid” or “ I can’t bear to take care and face my dog” then know it is not the dog, it is not the other person, it is you, you are lost in your energetic mind of limited values, and that this is a complete lack of responsibility to life. You have in essence rejected life. It is that simple. Why should another suffer because of your separation from life?

It is time to realize what you have accepted and allowed as belief that separates you from life.

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Day 522 The missing Limb and what we build in our children.

I came across an article about how someone who has lost a limb can continue to have “ feelings” that seem very real about that missing appendage. This is how strong the inner ideological map can be and become. So real, that despite all reality, one feels that what no longer physically exists is there as though it is real.

We have a media that impulses so much, and the values are carried into our way of expression, a sudden excitement about one dimension of value irrespective of the volume of values that substantiate physical reality to the point where an emotional/feeling body is built that is believed to be real, despite the damage that entity does through ignoring inclusion of all that is the physical world in form and in function. This is to say that the inner emotional/feeling body is in separation from being equal to a common sense of physical expression on which that parasite/ limited sight exists. 

Presently, in our world we have children that are disconnected from reality, they sometimes cannot speak, and manifest extreme physical agitation, clenching their arms and their whole physical form. A moan comes out like the sound of duress. What has been resonantly imposed that could cause such constriction as the behavior of the child? Is it a possession that is unequal to practical physical reality. I mean, if we look in this way, it simplifies things, and it means that much of what we do in treatment of these children has to change. When it comes to children there is always the child before the salary. Anything else is really a crime against life.

I was talking with someone who described young children as being  either more outward and explorative or more fussy as though this is character. Already a child is labeled as a character when just learning to walk. but this is accepting a justification without any practical application. A human is an instrument, built to be able to sense the world, to explore with sensation. If that instrument is caught up in being uncomfortable, then something within the instrument is not clear, at this age it can be what the child is being given to eat that does not sit well, and as such the discomfort taking the attention of the child. The human body is composed of the same things as the plants; water, minerals, vitamins, proteins, lipids, enzymes, cells,  etc. . Which brings to mind  one time a Pharmacist leaned over the counter and told me to walk out of the store, and never come back, in a whisper.

So, not only are our children not being fed properly, they are also not being connected with practical reality, this physical world. And, in America, the number of children below the poverty line has increased. Thus, this is how we are treating this world, this earth on which our ability to exist is determined. And, we become a belief that one person is more than another, without looking at how we have never respected the actual physical form of life, and have instead measured this physical world with an emotional/feeling entity that bears no witness to what is real and is even at present at cross purposes with being an absolute purpose as what equalizes to the physical so that the physical can move equal and one with the inner construct of movement as that which imagines that lost limb to still exist, to be equal with the physical world, as this is the way through the eye of the physical as the proverbial “ needle.”

It really is that simple. And the common sense of it, can be the guide that can withstand the test of time, and is the principle of oneness and equality, the principle of give as you would like to receive.

Day 497 A Difference by Degree: Bridging the Judgement Gap

A difference by degree: Bridging the judgement gap

Within a limited value system, as what the human has accepted and allowed, the units of measure in total are minuscule - mini-school - as the gamut of what is used to direct self. I mean, we just need to look around and we can see, realize and understand the limited visual ideals we all accept and allow. Think of the rule that the lawns in front of our houses should be green lawn, and that having a vegetable garden is a taboo on a front lawn; or that a person is only attractive if they have a certain size and measure in their features and a certain color to their hair; or think about how dogs have been bred to bring forward and exaggerate certain characteristics without any consideration for what that eventual frankenstein extreme has on the function of the physical form. Many of those breeds have all kinds of physiological problems. If you would not want to suffer such monstrous physiological problems then why, just to have a certain look, would you wish this on another form for being life on this earth?

The limited values, that are then used in comparison against one another, to compete for an ideological picture, just like that green lawn, really bear no witness to the actual balance within the physical world.

I remember my husband skiing. He was extremely graceful, so much so it was really a joy to watch. To this day, and i don’t watch skiing so much, I have not seen this kind of graceful movement in another skier. I have watched skateboarding videos, because my sons like this, and sometimes a skater comes along with this kind of fluid grace. Others have a completely different quality, in the last week there was a video of a skater that had “ force” as I would call it. He skated with this very directed aggressive speed force. Really hard to put into words. The quality was cool, the expression was cool. I mean, how much are we missing in all of us, when we don’t see the unique quality in every human as the way they express themselves in what they do, where there is probably an inclination in some areas as opposed to others, and what discoveries would be made when all life on earth is valued and our ability within being aware physically of movement and form and expression in and as not only the shape but the way that shape moves. If we look at this, had more awareness in the detail and expression of the physical, instead of imposing ideas as pictures onto how things should be without equal consideration of the physical in total, what would our world become?

The point is that if we take the time to look, we can realize that our values are extremely limited and that within this the degree of difference is tiny. And yet the human is walking around comparing these tiny differences to ascend to …where? The irony is that it is being that expression in-form, and balancing this all out in total as the expression of earth as life as a whole that is the fun and the value.

What we are doing is rejecting a united whole, as this physical earth that would be the most fulfilling life experience beyond any thing our limited value system can imagine. And all because we fear what? Losing ownership of a front green lawn? So, one has that front green lawn and spends years protecting it, watching it and then what? Death? Is that lawn a badge of success worthy of its value? No.

Within the chaos on earth, in a bubble, this appears to be a gain when compared to a possible life of poverty, but this gain in itself is a poverty of life expression. One just as a small degree of more comfort, but within this, the increase in cancer and other diseases, suggests otherwise. Is one really comfortable sitting watching that green lawn as cancer invades and old age and the physical body corrodes over time instead of a quick death because of lack of food? If one stood back and looked within a context of eternity, the two lives would appear to be the same measure, meaning such a slight degree of difference that no foot note would probably be given. This is the measure of the difference, which is really no difference, it just appears to be this way within the limited perspective humans have come to believe is truth. And all the while, the physical is what allows expansion and expression and self awareness into becoming life, a life as the physical that can become what never settles in limitation and instead stands strong within  a value that incorporates movement and expression that is not stagnant and is rather filled with ease.

Our present money system is the expression of a collective accepted and allowed limited value system. And it is wreaking havoc on all of our lives. And we are so caught up in our limited value system that we cannot see the forest through the trees. Yet, we are here as physical beings that have the ability to see, to sense, to move, to create, to organize , to balance out what is here to allow what we need as physical beings, and this earth, to allow the expression of life and enjoy the way in which each expresses themselves. 

Like the action of homeopathy, the outer misalignment, as our money system must change, and we , as humanity have to stand and do this.  As this will enable each to relax and slow down and breath, to stand outside of stress and begin to then look and organize this world together, in ways that support all the physical form of life, because this physical form as the whole earth is us, it is each of us, we are it. It is only an imposed cognitive map in our heads that is our separation. As this accepted and allowed map built of limited values, an energy field within and as us encircles us, and it oscillates with conflict because it has no real substance to exist as, because it is extremely limited, and its measure of value moves as judgement of what is good and bad in accord of its limited insight, because of an idea that something could be lost, when it is the lack of movement with the whole that created the sense of loss. Yet this can be corrected back into the whole, where there need be no sense of loss. And the directive that is very simple, is to give as one would like to receive, which is to realize self as a physical being on a physical world, where one moves as ways that do no harm, and that in being this, in focusing here on what is real, as a physical form with the faculty to focus here, and see, one is able to direct oneself in ways that do no harm, and that this allows self to position self here absolutely, in a movement of self in full function, utilizing self in total, which stops all stagnation and thus dis-ease. This is a gift we can only give one another when we all work together with the physical world. To do this we have to clean up the bubble of limited values as our accepted and allowed cognitive maps , that we need only look to the media, for example, and the banking system, to see, realize and understand.

In many ways, fear if being inferior to this. That is all it is. And yes, the consequences of this are rampant all around us. But, changing this is the way out. And as we walk ourselves out, with each breath, with each movement, a lightness of being, and an ease of breath, will become the movement of us. I mean what else if there? Just give it up, stop the judgements, use your innate common sense and let go the limitations, to stand as what is best for all within and without. Support a system that supports you as life. Support a Living Income Guarantee. Walk the awareness of your generational cognitive map that is of limitation - which means that what is of value will not be lost, and what is of inferiority to life will be equalized to life, thus what appears to be a loss will be a gain. It has been said, that in stopping the mind, all will be lost, and thus, all will be gained. What will be lost is that map, which has been made bigger than life, and what will be gained is life. It is that simple.

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Day 442 - A CONGRESS of limited parts, misunderstanding life.

So, we spend our growing years in classrooms and in front of Television sets and in front of parents introduced to the physical world in the same way, parents that are taught to see the parts of the physical made huge. And yes, there are those who specialize and come to know some of the mechanics of here,  and/or this varies by degree. And how here works is often taught through a spread out theory, through theory, without practical application.  It is believed that one must have some “ theory” some scaffolding, some built background as a map - which is exactly what it is- as a picture, as mind before any real practical application. 

All of this admits that each human being creates a picture, a map, an outline, a structure as image, as “ internal form”/map within. Which means humans are capable of inner structure. Which means the inner can be structured, which means that any human that lacks any inner discipline does not have a solid, “ full,” complete, stable etc. etc. inner structure. Which begs the question as to why and/or what would allow such a movement, such a development, especially since there are patterns to the behaviors of lack in our world. Obviously, there are patterns to development, thus the form, the social form is the mechanism for what is accepted and allowed, for what is created.

On the side, it is also to note that the financial structure is what allows flow of needs. And, the substances that support the physical body in the very  deliberate division of them suggests an ability to understand thus what exists is a deliberate misunderstanding, a lacl of any real respect for physical existence. I mean, we all know at this point that our food is composed of , generally, about  five ingredients pressed into different shapes, with vegetable oils that are not meant for the tropical environment of the human physical body, this physical entity on this physical earth that moves as a mechanism that requires lipids, and proteins, and enzymes, and minerals and vitamins, etc. etc. etc. in order to be a proper functioning machine, as the physical is mechanistic, which a creation as a form would be, parts of substance taking on a form in order to become a “ shape” /form to build to become and express what works as a shape that is able to move, to be, which naturally -  would be visible and thus able to be understood. Unless, that image maker as the mind, was made more than the whole, and used to divide awareness from physical reality, because some had pictures in and as their mind, their para-sight, their before “REEL” sight/halo site, which is to say like a “ secondary sight” was not only made bigger than life, but also  a collection of partial truths, which is another way of saying “ lies by omission,” a program/words/structure that - and they would probably have “ more” structure taught in relation to others - that; lead to the belief that they were more, and, that the program was that they were more than another. And to realize that we are all doing this.  All of this in the face of reality, as reality, the physical, would not have a more than, as the physical, the form, the structure of the manifestation of the substance of life, would be to create expression of life, which would be a mechanism of parts working together, where no one part could possibly be more than another, because the point would be to enjoy simply being life, realizing that one part could not exist without the other, and life would create something that allowed understanding of all parts because this awareness would allow the parts of the “ machine” to realize how the whole came together. I mean this would be maintenance - the MAIN idea being that life was the value, expression as life would be the value.

So, that GPS system, that image maker, could that image maker be the “ idol” maker, this being the image maker/map maker, inner structure ( perhaps a separation in totality) lead to idolization that is really the human being idle with self as life here, lost in limited parts seeing only, lost in lies by omission? And this creating a hierarchy in and as this imposed limited through part seeing only inner structure? Our addictions are monopolistic, and this is separation from common sense! And perhaps did this start because each of us chose this “ lesser god” this partial map, this ideological picture self over what was real? And, as this, are we denying what we really are that is forgiving this ideological self, to ironically give up everything as this partial imaginary self to gain EVERYTHING as that of us that is of the very substance of life creating the form to be that which is same in all form which is the substance of life, this substance aware of itself in totality, where each of us is a unique part of this total?

Lets go back to what we are exposed to as we enter this system of partial understanding passed on for generations of men. How is the partial truth built into us? Would sitting in a class room memorizing partial stories create a partial inner structure, and if actual practical, direct movement with the actual real physical world  not be allowed/experienced/explained/lived what would become the directive of us in the absence of ever having any real practical understanding? Can this be considered a “ false god”? One that is confusing because it is not NOT false, but not true either. The answer being that it is really a separation from understanding, a misunderstanding because it is self not being equal to self as life. And, if this had been going on for so long that such a thing, such a state were so in separation that conceptual understanding of this is simply not present in one being able to speak up as this clearly, even though each of us to some degree realize that somehow we are not complete. The confusion, is self not being able “ to put a finger “ on this state of lack. 

We need only really look at the form that is being fed to us, as children sitting in classrooms memorizing limited knowledge and information without practical application. We need only really look at what foods are being sold to us. We need only really look at our accepted and allowed financial system. We need only really look at the systemic form of what is here, and at the same time look at what are  our beliefs, ideas, opinions are within, seemingly so real, but the effect of making the mental inner GPS bigger than, or unequal to, physical reality is because this aspect of ourselves has been all that is allowed, and as this, each must realize that because we are as entities builders of our inner structure, we cannot really blame another for what we have accepted and allowed, and also - and yet- realize that as children standing up against this is very difficult, so in the end being angry or spiteful is simply not how this is changed, the only thing to do is to forgive this, equalize ourselves back down to earth, and forgive this inner GPS that is touted as a heaven, when it is not, it is our separation.

The solution is to remove the economic stress, which means changing the form of the financial system to give the basic needs of ourselves as physical beings that have developed an inner system of separation, that is not to be rejected outright, simply placed back into the whole, to allow the removal of the game of survival that is based on ideas that one thing is more than another, and to allow change and flexibility within physical existence. I mean we have systems that have become elephants in the room, they are barbaric, and non supportive of the physical world. What is keeping them in place is the few who have been feeding off the dividends, siphing off profits, that are a crime against life based on a system as an idea built from a limited understanding based on a limited construct as an inner belief system- meaning an inner collection of ideas that are parts built of refulgent pictures as memory that burn the very substance of the physical in self maintenance as this “ lesser unequal self” is a limited parasitical awareness that like a “ spoiled child” wants it way, or drives itself forward as this is how it exists. It is like the projection can only exist if it is continually projected - just like a movie. This is not heaven, this is really the “so-called” fires of hell. lol And ironically, we name our addictions, our limited ideas that motivate us and also separate us from participating fully in life:, as power, as lust, as greed, as envy all a fear of an imagined loss or a respite from a fear of loss.

Our separation must be realized, looked at deconstructed and equalized with life here. This means that yes, the elephant in the room must be brought back down to size so the real elephants are no longer shot and destroyed for an idea that ivory tusks are more than simply enjoying being an expression of life as physical forms on a physical earth. If we truly want to live, want to become creators, we must equalize ourselves to physical existence because this is the whole story, the is the real form, this is creation, this is the gift of life, this is the formation of creation.

Come on people, lets get this world in order, the order of life. It can only work - as the opposite of what is touted, that as an idea of a superman- as all parts working collectively together. This is the joy, this is life, each standing together understanding the physical as life, direct, here, equalizing the WHOLE story as the physical. Nothing will be lost and all will be gained. If you feel that no one understands you it is because no one has been understood in equality and oneness in and as life here. You are not alone, we have all become “ alone” instead of all one within and as a separate reality as mind where the parts are simply this, a part of what is real and as being a part only, unstable, inconstant, changeable in understanding here creating an associative game of parts that have no connection to the whole as the physical, that which is real, has been made less than a lesser god as an inner construct that is only a picture show.

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