Day 547 The inner-rest of interest in separation from physical life.

I am looking at my heart, an what is happening there. I notice that I have what feels like a solid “ block” in my left calf. It is getting better, but I have to slow down and breath, and “ read” the construction of belief that I have accepted and allowed within that is the cause of my own lack of circulation. For years I have followed what we are accepting and allowing within our health system of beliefs, and what never made sense to me was the fact that our cells are replaced every seven years, so I thought, if our cells are replaced every seven years why do we age? It is not something anyone can answer. Would I want to remain as a human forever Probably not, I would probably, like humans are apt to do, even if it is in small measure, become more effective, transform, learn new things, so remaining as one thing, as an idea of living forever, is not necessarily something I would want. That is common sense. Life is so many things, thinking of staying just one, makes no sense.

My mother was a school teacher. With her pension she has a cost of living increase. But, this increase has not been coming. It was suddenly stopped for some reason or another. I think it comes form the State of New Jersey, and if we realize the kinds of things the governor of New Jersey is doing, is it no wonder that the coffers of teacher’s pensions are suddenly in a state of lack that cost of living increases are no longer being given?

I also notice that in American cities that laws are being passed on homelessness. Where any support given by a citizen, such as giving a homeless person food, is being allowed to be written into law as not being acceptable.

So, if we look at this, and we realize the information that is available about the transnationalization of corporations ( sounds like something out of the movie Brazil, or BladeRunner) where money as the profits that are the wealth created by the hands of many generations of men that were the parts that moved the resources, and developed the automation overall as it is impossible that one person, or a few could do this, and those municipal workers who believe that their pensions are going to take care of them for the rest of their lives, municipal workers, and teachers who don;t even realize that their pensions are invested in what is the source of the wealth as money from the processing of freely given natural resources, that are now “ off shore” and funding wars fought by the children grown into young men and women, the apparatus of which is built from what is really slave labor of prisoners that were children who existed in such economic suppression that they never learned any structure or communication skills and as such never did well in school - for which we cannot thank the media- and are building all helmets despite the fact that taxpayer dollars are paying for their upkeep, so the war industry “ owners” that are really the biggest welfare recipients because they are sucking off the nipple of freely given resources and deciding that humans are expendable. Even I get to the point where the spin of this is so insane I don’t want to write about it any more. This is because it is a form that supports life in no measure. It is a form that actually has no regard for life, no connection to life, no understanding of life. And most of us, don’t even look at it, we are so stagnant from a school system that spends years talking about themes such as friendship, or how “ special needs children “ are special. None of which is bad, but when recited and made THE theme, it is a mechanism that slows down a natural perception ability that in itself indicates a natural conceptual ability. This is an ability to conceptualize, but the focus of that conception is being placed into a very narrow box, and a very lively - or I would rather say, “ deadpan” debate is carried out within these very very very narrow confines. This makes it very difficult to argue against, because the “ topic” is not untrue, but it is very narrow and those who are making a living preaching it, have no real spatial development, so their definitions are only able to go so far - and they do not even realize this. Which brings me back to the point of myself.

If I become a belief system within, one that has a inner belief system that is very narrow, that has been taught to JUST think that our schools are doing “ wonderful jobs” as what is said at every school meeting, then the gamut of my perception will remain within this narrow discussion. Would I have the conceptual ability to process more than this? No, I would have remained in my chair within these narrow confines, to “ get along and go along” and to not appear to be impatient, and or, “ difficult.” If I had spoken up, without emotions, as the frustration because of the narrow confines being discussed or touted, I would cause a lot of friction, because I am not moving at the speed of the limitation, this narrow window of topic that is not a good or a bad, but simply a tiny measure of reality. In doing so, when I stood up and taken what was being said into a broader spectrum, the very inner “ record” of this limitation, would begin to reveal itself in the very physical manner of the person, because if one takes insight to another level, and the insight level of another person is limited, they have to reconstruct their inner imagery/perception, and to do this takes an inner transformation. If one has been a recitation of a very limited dictate for a long time, then change becomes more difficult. Physically this changing will cause a subtle shaking within the person, and if they are not aware of this, they will become frightened and just not want to “ go there.” The physical shaking appears to be unnerving. But what it really is, is a change, a reconstruction of belief.

One will also want to remain within what one believes, if this change within appears to be scary. And if one has lost spatial ability, because a broken record as a belief system is held onto, then it is even more difficult to change. Especially if one’s access to money is determined by one’s limited belief system. ( for this reason alone , a Basic income guarantee must be implemented)

So, if I have tension within my physical body, it is an indication where I am not moving in common sense of what is best for all, I am not moving with life here, I am not equal to what is being spatially equal to what is the very movement of life here. Where I am  thick within, such as back constriction, or pressure, means that I am stuck in some limited insight. Which means that I have allowed myself to believe that some belief, some measure defines, me, I have allowed this, and this that I have allowed is not aware of what gives as what I am as life receiving, I am not equal to the very movement of life here. And life would move in ways that are best for all, and the all is here because of the physical structural mechanism that enables life inFORMation.

Some where in all these words I write, have I answered my own question, voiced my own quest. I mean words in some ways are limitations, but in all they are the measure of our conceptual ability that is needed for communication between humans that overall are in separation from reality, were we not then a building diminishment of pensions and laws that make helping those without  money would not be what is forming within the present system, especially on a planet that gives resources freely.

Our words reveal our ME- LODy. Words reveal the construct of our inner belief. And since we are individual entities, what we LODE ourselves with as the tools of words and what they build as a belief picture, indicate the scope of our conceptual development, which is our conception of the physical reality that is the formation of how we exist, without which we cannot exist.

Somehow I am defining myself in some limited way, and I am not walking in common sense, hence the tightness in my calf. And, there is a “ block” in my heart area. I have been trying these last months, because I began to notice this in the fall of 2013, to sense this form I have accepted and allowed, and to clear this up, to get this to circulate with ease. But since this has been constructed over time, it takes me time to slow down and see the measure of this as the back chat circulating as thoughts in my mind, and the emotional/feeling body welling up from my solar plexus area, settling in my heart, as what I forgive that is not in equal measure to what is best for all, as this “ best for all’ is myself as life, here.

Since I talked about creating friction in another, and I often feel frustrated and impatient with dealing with limited constructs as what people tout with lively debate in a very narrow window of belief, there remains within and as me, a frustration within addressing the limitations of belief in others. Somehow, I have not moved in a forgiving way, one that circulates with a measure of  creating change in digestible measures addressing a starting point of limited measure. But perhaps, I expect a greater “ return” and this is due to conditioning, as well, where there is really no return, there is only standing in common sense, as this is the return, just remaining here, steadfast with a measure of common sense. It is not so much a lack, as a rushing, and the rushing is the block as a movement within and as me, here.

Collectively, such allowances within, as what each is doing over all, is each of us not considering what it means to be physical entities on a physical world. Each must flow in common sense of what it means to be the physical form of life because this is how life is. Life is a gift, it is not something that is ignored through placing a belief in a heaven, an after-life as being more than what is here as the physical.  Heaven was the separation from being responsible as life, it was in total ( with the hell being those who had more realization that something was amiss and yet had not realized the problem) a lesser dimension of life, clinging to earth to survive, it was the matrix of our separation from accepting the gift of life, as the physical world. This is why Christ said we had to bring heaven to earth in order for life to begin, We had to order ourselves equal to the physical because the physical is the formation of and as life. Thus, what is here must flow in common sense of what is best for all, respecting that which enables life, which is the physical.Is it no wonder that the physical is belittled? What is the real value is hidden right in front of us. It has been said that the truth is hidden in the best place, right in front of us.

The amount of my separation from life is equal to the amount of blame and spite, that i allow within and as me as what I am. Thus, the amount of rejection manifest as a compound of suppression within, which is a behavior of not knowing where to go - so to speak- which is an ignorance that does not move in what would be a fluid manner as common sense of the whole as the physical. This would move with ease, would be directive, as the principle of give as one would like to receive, the principle of what is best for all. This is realizing that the principle is the physical world, and that this principle is what is the real value, one that cannot be moved into the hands of a few men, to become the interest of a few, via a system that takes through a measure we call interest lending. Ironically, when we allow a system of interest lending in monetary measure, we allow our interest as life, to become the interests of others, which creates a system that serves the interests of a few, and a few cannot be equal to the measure of the physical on the ground, because they are not there to see directly the consequences of what is practiced. As this, each unit of measure as each human being, must be given voice and as such, the means to see clearly. This means physical needs must be met, to create an entity that is in a state of health, because this is the wealth that enables life to exist, this is the web of the physical, that which is the formation of and as life, here.

So, I must forgive myself through writing self forgiveness to see the measure of my separation, and then write the self correction that is in equal measure to what is best for all, as this begins with each of us, so that many can stand as what is best for all, so that life can begin on earth. We decide.

Day 431 Heaven is Waiting

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In watching this video on the consequence of economic practice dome by governments and  transnational corporations I see what is happening within the local industry where I live. All the burden is placed on the people that are simply trying to live a decent life on the ground: enjoying their families, having food on the table, developing themselves , maintaining their homes, having pets around, basically simply enjoying life, the physical world. 

And yet there seems to be this chess game of war going on around us. We are really just the pawns in the way. And yet, how does this come to pass, where does this originate? Does this beg the question of what cam first the chicken or the egg? Is the way of this world a manifestation of what each of us accept and allow? And do we only look when the consequences of what has been allowed that is not right in front of us, suddenly show up in our lives?

Just because someone is starving on another part of the world does not mean that it has nothing to do with us. Life would life, as this is how live can be. So, life would become what supports life absolutely, thus, is earth really a place where what has become separate from life, be given the opportunity to become life? And would an entity that is separate from life, create an imagination that is as what is that is in separation from life? Would not the idea of a better life be the manipulation of  life?

We have spiritual systems that tell us that we have to stop the mind to realize life, and we have religions that tell us to not judge. Is there a connection between the two? And we have the idea of the devil and the angel, polarities that are of a good and a bad, arguing with one another. So, is it so far of a stretch to believe what desteni is saying, that the mind must be equalized back into practical physical existence, as the physical being real? And would it not make sense that the meaning of the words “ bring heaven to earth” means that the idea of a separate reality is false, and the imagination that is this, must realize that the physical is what is real, and as life, as what we are, must take care of this earth, and that this standing equal with the physical, taking care of this earth no matter how distant, is the opportunity to create heaven on earth?

I mean all of this makes sense. 

So, the people on the ground, acting like they are being picked on by corporations are not seeing realizing and understanding that life, no matter what, is the value, and that what happens on this earth happens to each of us, because this earth is life and it is when the collective realizes this, that mankind has generated enough awareness of the value being life, to allow life to begin. The real savior of men, is for men to realize themselves as life. It cannot be done by one or a few, it will physically take many men to come back down to earth, show that they will accept nothing but what is best for all, as this is the way to heaven. We all know that simplicity is usually the best answer. And this one is real simple.

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Day 409 Self Forgiveness for Separation from Common Sense.

I  am being the image and likeness of my separation, this is my superstition on reality inflating my points of insecurity here as I did not investigate here in common sense, I took an idea and made it larger than life, I separated myself from common sense, my own common sense, my natural ability to be equal and one with and as the life that is the physical here, where I read the physical, and not the idea, as a picture in separation as mind, and allow, and accept, that within of judgement as separation to become larger than life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to inflate an idea to be more than life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to create a more than as an idea within, pushing anything away that is not equal to my accepted and allowed within as an idea, my own inflation in separation from life here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow myself to not see, realize and understand that I am, in this process of inflation within as idea, as limited value, being negative about this world, believing a superstition to be more than life, this that has gone on for a very long time, for generations, and thus was a heaven created in separation from life, until a man came and said that  heaven must be brought back to earth as the superstition was creating a state of suffering in the physical, life, and this division was based on an idea that an object as a god was a leader, a state of separation from existing as a symbiotic relationship where one gives as one would like to receive, a state of being where the value is being self as life, self in common sense, the natural learning ability of a child before it is taught values of more than and less than.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the behaviors of the child into memory as the within being made bigger than life, being inflated, create an alternate reality that is life in separation from itself as life, from common sense, where the beliefs, opinions and ideas of what i am as a character, as a survival personality is the signifier of my separation, where my within is not equal to my without as the actual real sustaining physical world, thus what I am as thought, emotions and feelings is my inflated inner self, the halo of my separation as this halo can be seen, even within how the eyes of the human move, as the human is reading a screen as the memory , a within in separation from the without, replendent in the words a human speaks, the behaviors in thought, word and deed, as the human is expressing what it has built, an within that is not equal to the without, thus there is no escape from what we have accepted and allowed, as it is visible here, and thus this separation must be brought back in equality and oneness without for life to begin.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to become inferior to life, through believing that one thing is more than another, manifest as complaint, as comparison, as spite and blame, as the storm of self in separation from equality and oneness, from the within being equal to the without here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to  compare myself to another when I do not have a pre-desired outcome and/or when I do have a pre-desired outcome, an expectation, thus I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself within interaction with others instead of looking at the within and the without that is often another and myself lost in the mind as limited values as belief, opinion and idea, a collection of values, and thus limited as this is not reading the physical world here, where this inequality, as the lack of understanding equal to here, is bypassed to inflate what  limited ideas that support a superstitious separation  as a me-mory consciousness for survival, this that I allow that creates an inner movement as a reaction, an emotional reaction or a feeling reaction to hide the negative reaction as energy which, through breath, I slow myself down and bring myself back to equality with here, and from here direct myself within investigation as the physical world around me to live the principle of what is best for all absolutely, this becoming common sense, the natural ability I am as life as the physical being respectful of here absolutely.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be inferior to here, reacting emotionally, allowing myself to become a belief that something can be lost when all that can be lost is an inflated idea only, as the physical moves in common sense practical symbiotic ways, in equality and oneness, where all life is supported, and thus is nature not a monopoly of limited ideas, which we can see playing out on earth, as the animals, like bears for instance are coming into human areas and searching for food, as the human has allowed the devastation of nature , trying to force nature into limited monocultures not seeing realizing and understanding that this is not working and cannot work so evident in the pollution and disease existent on earth.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to  become a reaction of inferiority, to believe myself to be less than another because I have an expectation that  I am not being understood, which is myself in separation from here, as an emotional reaction, and thus I separate myself from the principle of what is best for all, from directing, from following through with every breath, as the solution of what is best for all, where I investigate how this system within and without is not in equality and oneness, which is self being forgiving as life, being respectful of all life in every action taken on earth,  to absolutely stand stable here, where no emotional storm moves within.

When and as I have a movement within that is not myself moving at ease, I stop and I breath, and I look at what I have realized as accepted and allowed limited values used to direct myself within survival and I bring this behavior back to myself and direct within the solution of becoming equal and one to myself as life, here, which is to give as I would like to receive, to be what is best for all realizing that nothing can be lost if I am equal to here in respect of here as the physical, aligning myself to being equal and one to and as life, as the solution of what is best for all is best for self.

I commit myself to seeing realizing and understanding what thoughts, emotions and feelings come up within as an energetic reaction, a movement within that is not of still, calm, nothingness,  and I investigate the thought, the imagination, the emotions and feelings, as the reactions as my physical body the accumulation of thoughts as value judgements as survival behavior, I have used to direct myself in self interest creating a consequence of instability that is myself believing a superstition of a more than as mind to be greater than life here, where I am reading my self aggrandizement in the order of survival before life, and within this abdicating my power as myself as life, choosing powerlessness over life, as the only real power to be life is being equal within to the physical world without, as this physical world is the manifestation of life, on which our accepted and allowed projections of more than and less than ride, thus the only choice is to stand equal and one with and as the physical world here, to become equal within to the without, which means every movement of self as life is what is best for all, which means looking here at this physical world as what is real, absolutely, being forgiving in every moment to here the solution to being life.

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Day 366 What is a prophett, the prophet of a system of inequality known as profit?

Day 366

What is a prophet? Someone who uses some common sense within looking at patterns of behavior, the limitations as a collection of ideas , opinions and beliefs, creating a limited form directed by its selected dictates? A collection of values made huge, warping the substance of here as it takes only parts and builds a construct as a road map of directives and in the process separates from the physical world here? Creating an alternate reality? Much like the present use of technology in tandem with the form and function of usury? Usury being a form that funnels money into the hands of a few, who also have road maps built of values, an inner quantum map made bigger than life? The memories, as stories that are the imagery built of play out of the limited values selected? The machine as the form of usury via the hard-drive as the banking system? Driving that money hard to a few for control?

So a prophet is simply someone that begins to read the map, this map as mind as consciousness, its own separation projecting a halo/bubble/around each of us, that upon death the edges of which pop like the surface of soda pop in a cup? The energy release of the “ gases” of built up energy as the vapid life lived feeding off the physical, and upon death evaporates as it has no equality with the substance of life as the physical?  The outflow of this pattern here is that if you have a halo, you are standing on hollow ground and you have wasted your life as a lesser being, thus heaven is hell and earth, well many live in hell, is the only point where heaven can exist. And we were all told this by Christ, that we had to bring what we called heaven to earth. So, we cannot blame anyone, as we have been told, we simply did not listen. We made our memories of more import than physical reality. I mean, how can a picture in the mind be more than what is physically real here? In all common sense!

It really is all backwards, and it has to stop. Prophets simply stand back and look at the patterns of our accepted and allowed behaviors, and thus then read the pattern. Rarely, if ever, has there been a solution. The solution is to look at the pattern here as the systemic form is the dictate of how here is moving, and to realize that this form is not being supportive and then, in all common sense to change it. If one cannot see this, then the road map of memory has become very big, thus one has to slow way the fuck down, give up the memories, and look at what is here, right in front of us and how it is moving, without any fear of loss, and realize what is here must change how here moves what is here, the very structure of our system is not supporting here, not working with here, in some ways yes, not all is bad, there is good here, but this must be reformed. Those who are benefitting from what has been accepted are only benefitting on limited levels, as they are not life either, they are limited, stuck behind their desks, monitoring their “ more than” and also in separation from being equal and one with this physical world. Yes, they can go and get in an airplane/jet when ever they want, and fly off to their islands whenever they want, they have food, comfort, shelter whenever they want where ever they go, but have they developed themselves, used all of themselves as their human physical bodies, or do they spend all their time maintaining their wealth and having all the toys, which I would think would become boring after a while, because in a way it is limiting? Is there any real substance in their lives or just toys, big ones?

The point is that what is here can be used to equalize us with and as the physical to develop ourselves into a full potential as in moving with and as the physical here, but in order for this to happen, we must all be equal to the physical, which means we need a system that supports life absolutely. It is like the REAL “ toy” is earth in all her physical aspects, and we are ignoring the BEST “ toy” around! It is so ridiculous when one realizes what will be said is WTF was I thinking! And, lol, as usual the answer is in the words, “ You idiot! it was that you made thinking HUGE! More than life itself!”

I think, therefor I am an idiot. Our history is made of incomplete sentences. If there is room for ambiguity there are questions to be asked. If a person reacts when the walk is through the ambiguity, then you know that person is lost in memory, and the quest through the incomplete just is not on their map, so the answer might be ( which I have gotten A LOT) , “ we don;t go there”, or - and this is a good one, “ we don’t like people like you.”  Here the demon in me wants to start laughing. This is self abdication in placing an idea onto an object and then blaming the object for a movement in common sense, it is hating life because life is an expression, a movement, from nothing to something, in each moment, the map holders don’t want to let go of the map, and throw a tantrum when anyone suggests looking up from the map. So, laughing at someone who says something like, “ we don’t like people like you here” triggers the behavior of self interested salvation, and then naturally the response to laughter is “ You hurt my feelings” and yes, I am looking at more than what is on your map, and that will hurt that energy focused on that limited value map, yes it will, but this “ hurt” is really to stop the ‘hurt” of self in separation from being equal and one to and as life, to bring one back in common sense of what is real, the physical, where hurt does not exist.

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Day 180 What is physically actually HERE

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that all there is is HERE.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to always bring myself back to HERE.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to have a relationship to HERE.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I become ansi and restless in the face of a rant, my own or from another, the onlysolution is to stop and to breath and to bring myself here, to look at what I am ranting about and what the rant supports as an idea, belief or opinion, want, desire or need, and to stop and to come back to HERE.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow ideas in and as my mind, which are always judgements, upholding a moreal as what I believe myself to be as reactions in fear of myself as life, separating myself from here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to allow relationships that are in separation from what is actually practically here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that having “faith” is existing in total abdication of what is actually physically here, which within a system of inequality would be what is taught as this takes what is real, the very resource of this earth and diminishes it in the eyes of the labor force as the human, to make this resource believe in something else being real to allow what is real, this physical world, to then be owned by a few.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the idea of faith is an opiate of the masses, that leads to a fantasy and a separation from what is real which is what is here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that creating a dream, and building an idea of “faith” to and towards that “dream” and saying this over and over again until it is believed is the perfect guise to control what is here.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the development of relationships being made so huge as being more important than another, is also the same thing used to separate from here, as this is making a part of all that is here, bigger than another part of here, and this is a means of separation from here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that if I become separate from HERE, I will no longer be able to see, here, and thus I will lose my sense of space HERE, which is what happens to so many humans as they age, they lose their sense of here and can no longer walk on this earth, this physical real world HERE, or even stand for that matter.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the lack of communication between individuals is also revealing a separation from HERE.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have voices in and as my mind, that are myself thinking, “ I have to get away from here”, which is what I am doing when I do not want to hear the rants of another.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to say to someone telling me about their past, “ What does this have to do with what is right HERE right now?”
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think, “ I want to get away from this.”
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to say to myself “ I don’t want to hear this” which as the words suggest, I do not want to HERE this, as this seems like a burden to me, and I immediately want to protect myself from bringing HERE the “hear” as the words being spoken.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to imagine escape, to think of ways to escape, to not have to HERE the thing being HEARd.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to imagine no longer having to here the HEARd.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see, realize and understand that the only way out of the HEARd is to HERE the HEARd.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the HERD as the sheep as the human is separated from the HERE through the HEARd.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I become ansi, I am a reaction to the HEARd as wanting to escape instead of bringing myself here in practical common sense of what is here, as it is here that I move myself, it is here that supports me as life, as the mind cannot exist without HERE, which is explained within the Heaven’s Journey to Life blogs and the History of Mankind series at Eqafe, among others.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that within my human physical body I become restless and ansi, and become a behavior of wanting to escape, which is a behavior of separation from here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in wanting to escape I am not facing that which is before me, that is me, here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to trust myself as life here, and to stand and to be here and to realize that all there is is here, as this is the answer to the ego as the rant as the story that, as ego, is in separation from here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in not bringing what is said, here, I separate myself from my own self hONEsty and do not allow myself to develop common sense of what is here in practice within and as myself here and only prolong my separation from life here.
I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the very act of comparison is myself within limited values, as I am not here, accepting what is actually physically here, understanding the very form of what is here and investigating what is here, simply as what it is and how it functions in and as support as life.
I commit myself to see, realize and understand that there is no running away, as all there is is here.
I commit myself to breathing when I feel myself becoming restless and ansi to center myself here, and within this direct all that is being spoken, as myself as mind as the voices in my head and the HEARd words of another to here.

Day 140 Walking the Desteni I Process, the correction of self back to life

Cover of Feelings

Homeless (Photo credit: pedrosimoes7)

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A chord in music is composed of tomes on a spectrum. One can learn to hear the individual notes, and recognize the chord, be it dissonant or assonant. We, the human are composed as well, we are collections of ideas, and beliefs, and opinions, and they create a “chord” as what we are that is our persona, our personification of what we have been exposed to. Our memories show us what we have beed exposed to, our reactions based on our past, the stimulus of our persona. Our family/parents,  education, society, religious beliefs all are a chord of what we are, as though our experiences build, or are the blocks, or notes of what we are. This is why we have archetypes, and/or characters we can recognize in the people that surround us, why we can place a label on a person, and place them within a certain class or group and/or profession. That we are able to do this suggests that the personas are actually built, composed based on… what i listed above. We can loop around in this, but standing back and slowing down and breathing, we can stand outside of this and see this persona as the signs we follow to move us around on this board here on earth, within a system that uses this, a system where money determines who lives and who dies. Within such a system such “sign posts” as personas are the rules (rulers) of the game of getting money, of survival, as we read them to manipulate them to survive, or some might say, to get what we want,. If we take this “get what we want” even further and do not just accept the face value of these words, as an end game, we will. as we stand back and breath, and slow ourselves down, see that the getting of what we want is what is needed to survive. Within this, the are variations of structures as personas, as chords, as compositions, that have a past, socially and within class as family, that believe their survival needs a degree of comforts, and anything less is a loss. Regardless, if this means that others have nothing, because all that is being “sounded”/personified as one’s composition, is all that exists, so busy being this personification and filling this embedded, impressed upon composition are we, the human, that we are no longer able to practically see this physical world.

So, I am going to look at asking questions here. Sometimes I will ask a question and I will get a happy feeling response, where the person will say something like, Oh, but they are doing a good job. And, the human has been trained to not go against a “happy face” energetic , meaning energy response, meaning e-motion-al, response. Now this is emotional because it is not looking at the question asked, it is side stepping this question and placing a happy face value on what exists, where if one- as in the social etiquette, should stand up and “kill” that happy face response, it will upset the human’s happy face presentation and that person that gave a “happy face” will feel rejected, as the “happy face” persona has been ignored, disqualified. Oh no! Terrible, so terrible! lol.  : )  

On the other pole, a question asked that, in effect, does not want to be answered as this might open a pandoras box - of practical consideration- can be met with bullying. Here, the answer is something like, “that is the way it is.” Both of these are endgames, simply avoidance tactics to not look at all the consequences, or recognize what is able to be done as the potential. Looking at these means changing what is here, and that persona will have to lose some of it’s criteria as what upholds it. The chord will have to  change, transpose, reconfigure, look at itself. This will involve some deconstruction, some depth perception, a reality check, looking at what is here in totality. 

But if one has followed one chord for so long, the grooves are so embedded, it is going to take some work to change this, to transpose this, to reconfigure this, to change this, to thus be able to answer the question instead of  becoming the bully or the happy face. Emotions are energetic movements, not actual physical doing within what would build a society of value, where the supposed exception to the rule becomes the norm, the exception being what has reached a level of potential beyond what the majority reach. 

Thus we know we build our personas, and we know that the exception shows us the potential, and we know that emotions and feelings, as bullying and happy face talk are avoidance tactics. And we know we have an economic system on this earth that is not supporting life as the norm.

As we age, our personas get so NOISY that we can no longer hear anything else. So, if someone comes and asks a question, the questioner will get this diluted, compounded, no longer seeing potential accepting a supposed “norm”  answer where the respondent will not even see anything else, and expect the questioner to see what they see! And within this, the respondent will become emotional should the questioner not MATCH their composition.

This is really fucked up, yet this is what the human is.

Imagine children facing this? Imagine children standing up to this? Children who have no “chord” ringing in their ears, and no developed vocabulary with which to express themselves to face the  separations as the personifications the adult has accepted in loss of depth perception, in loss of hearing, here-ing, practical common sense, as they have accepted enslavement supposed “norms.”

Not to mention, the adult speaking in assumptions the child cannot fathom, the happy faces and the bullying, as what is no longer able to perceive and who has not developed potential, thus has not become what is able to sense and perceive this world as all that is seen is a simplified image as persona where the construction of which is no longer fathomed, meaning no longer remembered as the notes that composed the image, as the notes are so distant that the pixels, as the parts, are no longer seen.

This separation must stop, as this separation has created this world of abuse, as within so without. Thus it is the responsibility of the human to stop and breath and see self as what self has allowed and accepted, to clean this up and realize the composition as self, and what is on this earth, is of our own creation. We are the creators, we have created this. This means our potential is great - so to speak, yet we are not living this. It also means, as the composers that we are, that we can compose a world that is best for all, and allows full potential to be the norm. 

Right now, we, the human, are existing in reverse, we have impressed the supposed “norm” with the exception being an exception, where it is the opposite, the exception is the norm as life, one and equal, the exception is more in alignment with life being in expression, lacking abuse.

Thus this world has no justification for starvation, for sexual abuse, for animal or plant abuse, for homelessness, for ill health. All of it is of each and every one os us and what we have accepted and allowed. There are no excuses, and realize that any voice that comes up in opposition to this, is self lacking the use of self as life, of the ability of self as life to perceive life as the value.

Thus, the way out is to walk the process of slowing self down with breath, self forgiveness, and corrective application, as practical tools to realize the separation into and as what has no substance, that which manifest as energy as emotion, as this energy is self dissipated into no longer looking at consequences, no longer considering all life and only hearing/here-ing one singular desire - as what the advertising world promotes, thus this world is without, what we have become within.

Take the desteni I process walk, pick up the tools, realize self, lose everything to gain everything, live the principle, as what we know as it has been given and spoken many times,  to give as you would like to receive,  to become self as what is the actual norm, the potential of man to be and become creators of life. 

It is time to stop the mind, through breathing, through self forgiveness, through self corrective application, The desteni I process is simple, walk it, one step at a time, to reveal to unfold the personification of self fitting into what is same within and without, to enable self to hear life, to begin the process of taking what is here, that is not good or bad, and realigning it to support life, to allow life, within full potential becoming the norm, to exist.

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Day 129 Morality Character

Day 129

Today I was driving in my car when I sensed this rigid “stance” of myself, in judgement of myself, it was, as being inferior, as though another judged me as being rigid, as being too full of morality as the defenses I have been taught in the guise of being cultured, where the individual developments of what is cultured and not, are simply stages of development on a continuum, something all should have, something that reveals the capacity for development, and thus what we as humans are able within, even indicating how much we do not know, and the limitations existent within the forms as systems of development that is in essence not developing each and every one of us.,This is how I saw myself, I judged and this is judging me, as me being less than me, as this is what I fear, and I judging am being indignant. The morality play based on limitations, or as I like to say these days, an endgame, the taking of what is here and going into defense through combat, in hiding from another where fear hides the fact of a non sequitor, as energy takes over, a desire as a belief, opinion and idea, perpetual want and need, the illusion as all is right here,  accepting here, is all that is needed, as simple as this.

Going into a non-sequitur is going into hiding. Braking the conceptual ability of self as life and choosing fear and blocking communication, blocking communion as life, stopping the flow of self as life expression. 

This bothers me, to let something, to let two people not be together because of lack of communication and a morality hiding being-here, simply being here.

A mass of beliefs based on values selected without an understanding of the totality of existence, life being lost to what actually substantiates and choosing a veil where lies are slowing down one’s self into a mirage based on fear.

The veil is the storm of separation.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that when I go into insecurity and fear I cling to the veil of my own separation.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my access to a morality in relation to measuring myself against another, is a rigid line of defense, in and as judgement to create a positive judgement of myself in relation to another and to ignore my own fear of loss, this being an idea in separation from life and not what is real.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge anther based on manners and an inability to be direct, as this is what I am myself in fear of becoming vulnerable as speaking up as myself would mean stepping into rejection, a memory from childhood as I did not know what I am/was and was given no direction within the development of the substance of myself as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that all can be seen.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge another based on their development.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to have any thought, to have any momentary belief that I am more than another, as this will not and cannot direct what is here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to not have realized this moral defense code as what it is, a separation from life, as it is a defense and not what is in consideration of what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to stop when I become this, and to breath, and as well, to instead of judging, look at what I am as this moral defense code of supposed ethics, and to take the principle of what is best for all, in hand and forgive this back chat as line of defense, and utilize what is directive and substantive and stand, even if I fall, until I am able to stand one and equal as life here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how my “moral compass” is in self interest and not in the interest of life as what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when I feel disgust, I am in essence in disgust of myself, as what is here is me, one and equal and thus what is best for all, is to realize the being of myself in a combat suit of moral superiority as being self defense in separation from what is here as this physical world, that which is real.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to step into a character of morality, filled with value judgements of more than and less than, instead of actually practically looking at what is here as life, as this physical world and directing myself within what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand, how the tunnel vision of the mind, separates me from what is here, from what is real as this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that in becoming a moral compass in self interest I cast shadows of ignorance upon this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that  remaining in and as breath, I can breath beyond the limited space of this moral compass, and direct within and as myself with and as what is physically here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize and understand that I actually have little awareness of myself as a physical being.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to actually realize how that previous thought made my left thigh ignite a small web of needles within the flesh, and fuck, I just judged myself, which is to say I have just blamed myself for my own ignorance.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that any moment of blame is not a moment of self direction.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand how such a moral compass can lead to bitterness, as the back chat of the mind will judge and become bitter, that self within such morality will become a belief that no one sees what this moral compass sees as what is a value that is superior, where there might be insight within this, yet the totality of this system has not been understood within being a system that does not support development in and as the human in becoming an expression of life, and thus one and equal to life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the human has no idea of its capacity to become aware of this physical world, as this has never been developed, even perhaps developed to some extent with a few, very few at that, what would happen if all of mankind were developed to their full physical potential in common sense of this physical world? Would mankind become man kind to one another, instead of a defensive moral compass?

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, that my own moral compass is a shield, hard and brittle, that requires the substance of myself as life to be maintained, and  thus is my accepted and allowed separation from life, and thus from here - as what is here is life as what I am in substance, and this one and the same as all that is here.

I commit myself to recognizing my own tunnel vision in and as the culture of my past as my moral compass in separation from oneness and equality here.

I commit myself to breathing, to taking all judgements as slings and arrows created by self and thus separating self form equality and oneness here, back into self, realizing this is a protection defense mechanism, and breathing through the fear as my survival suit, as this suit is of substance in separation from here, able to be brought back to self, and to direct myself as what is best for all here.

I commit myself to stop, when I realize I am becoming a moral compass in separation from life, and I breath and I allow myself to realize the storm of emotion, thought and feeling cannot affect me unless I accept and allow this, as this storm of energy has not substance, and is in separation from life, and thus is unacceptable.

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Day 124 Bearing no witness to what is real.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see that following emotions, thoughts and feelings that bear no witness  to how this physical world actually functions will become a storm of insanity, unsanitary, as in being against life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to look, see and understand how money in fact functions within and as this world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the present system if based on survival and competition, as money determines who lives and who dies, thus money has become the support of life on this earth, disregarding actual life itself, as it only considers what is profitable as this is the law, in separation from life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that talking with organic robots that follow without investigation of what is being followed will demand repeated direction within being told to investigate how this present system works, in detail, in order to begin to understand what is in fact existent within a system that does not consider that the value is life, and that the use of money to represent resource within a capitalistic system, where capital is accepted as life sustenance, what has in fact been ignored is life, the substance being used, as what is primary, to create a secondary starting point that determines life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that education is the means to place the imposition of ideas, belief and opinions that are in separation from life, and that this separation must be forced, which means that what is here must be molded through a forced separation, and thus what is here is forced into a limited system, which begs the question as to why a belief that the human cannot change is even considered to be what is real, as the human is changed during the first seven years of existence through forced means, thus does the human contradict itself every time the statement, “it is human nature” is spoken, as this is a statement in separation from life, and the following of an idea taught within a system of inequality, as a system of profit and competition would teach such a belief to support itself, to divide and conquer what life was in the child, a forced conquering, in order to support what is a fear of life, this that has never been, as all that has ever been is fear, and thus what has been created is an earth atmosphere ( at most fear).

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand the extent in which, as a being and therefor as the very substance of life, how much I am a creator within the totality of what I am as life, where life is me, and thus the source as creation, which I am as I am life and therefor one and equal as life to what is in fact here as creation, thus I am the creation of what is here.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand my own addictions to my own paths of separation as my emotions, feelings and thoughts are the indicators of my separations, my addictions to what I have not faced in and as myself in common sense of what is best for all.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not trust myself as life, to utilize breath and the principle of what is best for all, as I have become an addiction of self righteous anger and frustration instead of remaining here in common sense of myself as life, as what is best for all is best for myself.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to slow myself down with and as breath to allow myself to exist with patience instead of believing I need to have an answer, where if I believe I need to have an answer, I am already in separation from life in and as being an ego in want, as this is what ego is in fact, a separation as energy as directive, myself not listening to myself as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that there is something to win, where there is nothing to win, as the gift is given, the gift as self as life one and equal as this physical world, thus what I am, as life, needs nothing given, as the value, as life, is here.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge myself, as this is the back chat in and as the mind, as the voices in my head that are what has been taught/forced in childhood by patents of like mind as belief, opinion and idea in separation from self as life. enslaved to a system of capitalism that does not value life, as what is valued is profit, as is the law, that a corporation must make a profit, which is placing value on money before life.

When and as I see reaction within and without I stop and I breath.

When and as I exist within and as reaction, I stop and I breath and I look to what is accepted as belief, opinion and idea, that is in separation from what is here, and I speak within common sense of what is supportive of life as what is best for all.

When and as I face complacency and contradiction, I stop and I breath, and I trust myself to speak in common sense of what is best for life, what is supportive of life, within the principle of “give as you would like to receive,” as this is the only choice, as this is life, the action of life, in realization of self as life, life answering as life, here.

When and as I become ego, I stop and I breath, I slow myself down and I answer as myself as life, as what is best for all, walking through all contradictions that are polarities in separation from life.

I commit myself to realizing that all relationships are connected, where the connection is of a starting point of separation from life, as this is the image and likeness of what exists in this earth, manifest as a system of money, where monetary gain is placed before life, as life is not seen as the value and that which is what is real as what is the very substance of what is here.

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Day 70 Suppression of common sense begins in childhood

Day 70 Suppression of common sense begins in childhood

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that as a child my own common sense what rejected and ignored.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that in “shutting down” my own common sense I lost the ability of myself to communicate.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand , that there is no common sense within this world and what I am as what I have become to fit into a world that does not consider and respect and work with this physical world, is a reflection of the shutting down of my own common sense that happened over the number of years it took for me to become an adult, and that the adult I have become is devoid of common sense.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear using my common sense for fear that I will be ignored and attacked as this is what happened to me as a child, and thus this memory is  based in fear of attack attached to myself resonantly as I am programmable, as self one and equal to an awareness of this physical world as what I am as life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear being myself for fear I will not survive in a world that attacked me, as I was a child and it was believed I had no sense, when this does not make sense as children can rapidly learn things, more so than the supposed “developed” adult.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not realize that what I was seeing happening to the young girls who were models in NYC when I was a teenager, was their common sense being shut down as they stepped into and as a limited design in and as the “perfect” looking woman, as a role, trying to fit into the media image idea of what a woman “sould” herself as to survive, as common sense does not fit into a system that only serves profit for the few.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the soldiers committing suicide, one a day at this time, are doing so as they are being forced to go against their own common sense of life, and thus of their equality to all life, where they have been lead to believe that they are not fulfilling the perfect male “dominator” role and thus are a failure to their country, a country of politicians and corporations composed of people who allow and support the rules dictated through their participation, saying they are just doing their job and not realizing that it is the actions of each and everyone of us that create the “water the fish swim in” as what this society has become in totality - a society in separation from a common sense of this physical world.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that our soldiers are in conflict with their own common sense as life and the “G.I. Joe” image and likeness they played with as children, a doll sold to practice the boy into being sould to a system that supports the flow of money to a few and to being a limited means of making a living - as this is all that is offered- while all this effort and development could just as well be used to provide clean drinking water for this world, to provide the means to live a dignified life where children are allowed to become adults in full capacity of their common sense, an existence of heaven on earth, where fathers could actually spend time with their children without the stress and anxiety of financial indebtedness hanging over their heads and causing the manifestation of anxious behavior.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting a system that continues  an existence of war when the sons of this earth are committing suicide, a clear indication that life is not being supported.

I forgive myself  for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that not only is it a crime to go into another country and kill children to obtain freely given earth resources, but that it is also a crime to send the sons of this earth into killing fields to become puppets to a few who believe they have a right to more than that which is one and same as them, all that exists on this earth that is life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that the children and wives of these men committing suicide are left to a world that cannot explain why suicide exists as all common sense has been shut down, where if one really has a look at this, suicide is a clear indication that this system existent on earth is not supporting life.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to not see realize and understand that the suppression of myself is the suppression of life, and that what I am being taught by this present system, as evident with the existence of suicide on this earth, is not what develops and supports what it is that I am, which is life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that until suicide no longer exists on this earth, life is not what is being lived on this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that when some man with a degree tells me that the suicide of my husband is not my fault, this supposedly educated person is only giving sympathy, and not telling me anything of any value or explanation as to why suicide exists.

I forgive myself  for not allowing and accepting myself to see realize and understand that the very existence of myself as not being able to explain suicide is my self telling me that there is no explanation, as suicide is the very manifestation of a lack of common sense as what this present system on earth is in fact, and as how the human has not been allowed to develop in common sense, thus what exists on this earth is a system of limited design, and not of common sense.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that a child is gentle and giving and thus perhaps this is the nature of the human as life, where within and as this nature is the ability to learn rapidly, and thus this ability would be the presence of a child in and as common sense, as common sense is the ability to sense this world to a greater degree than what that child turns into as an adult, where the adults of this world serve a system of limited design, and thus become an e(nergy)go that serves a system that obviously does not support life, as if life were supported, there would be no starvation, no rape, no suicide, no child sex trafficing, no disease, no  ADHD, no cancer, where all of these things are growths of destruction and SUPPRESSION of life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see , realize and understand that advertising spends billions of dollars a year to influence the public, and that they continue to do so because it works, tells me that the human is programable and thus, the stories and images all over the media are doing the same, and thus everything that is propagated by the media is the dis-focusing of common sense, thus must the billions of dollars a year continue to be spent in order to keep the separation from and suppression of self as life, as self in common sense of life.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that my obsessions and addictions are one and the same to what is plastered all over this earth by media.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize see and understand that the only way out of this separation from life as what this system allows is to change this system to one that supports life where the answer is  “to give as you would like to receive,” as does this earth.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to sit down and look at how much of the federal budget is spent on war, how much is spent on alcohol, how much is spent on advertising alone and to realize that this could be spent on supporting life, thus is there no excuse for not implementing a basic income grant to support life first, where it would soon be discovered that crime would come to an end, that many of the abusive behaviors that exist are caused by accepting the unacceptable simply to survive and that this must be done to stop the sons of man from committing suicide.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that soldiers committing suicide is the child unable, in common sense , to support and maintain the accepted and allowed world system of profit/greed and survival.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to see, realize and understand that this system of greed and profit is so indifferent to life that it sends the sons of man onto battlefields to clean up bombs made of depleted uranium where it is known that this substance will lead to a horrible death as this uranium is radioactive.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that this same depleted uranium is subtly labeled as “depleted” to misinform and lead astray as it suggests that somehow it is no longer uranium.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to research what this depleted uranium is doing to the children being born in the areas where this depleted uranium was used and all in the name of grabbing resources to support the existence of a few on the top of a pyramid that need not exist, as this earth is able to support life in dignity for all.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to see, realize and understand that I accepted and allowed the rush of energy that leads to obsession and possession, all of which is one and the same as myself as I became and desired to be the image and likeness as that which is promoted by the media and advertising.

I forgive myself for not allowing and accepting myself to realize that I have allowed myself to separate myself from my common sense and thus suppressed myself as life, thus am I as much to blame as the people on the top of this pyramid, and thus the only solution is to deconstruct this pyramid by standing up and supporting a system of equality - an Equal Money System and/or a Basic Income Grant, which can only be done through coming together as a group and developing a majority to stand and place, through a vote, a system that supports life as the value, to remove the evil - living eye as a centralized power that suppresses self directive autonomy, as self is capable of when common sense is allowed to develop as what the human is as life.

I commit myself to showing the human how programmable the human is through revealing what has been accepted on this earth to the extent the human no longer can fathom any other existence than what has been propagated.

I commit myself to revealing that the desteni i process is about deprogramming what is resonantly held within and as the human physical body that is the self separated into and as energy, where the energetic addiction has consumed all the focus of the human, to the point where it is believed that nothing else exists and to the point where many of our children can no longer read.

I commit myself to practice standing in common sense, again and again and again , no matter how many times I fall, until it is done, until there is heaven on earth.

I commit myself to pointing out how advertising spends billions to indoctrinate and enslave to energetic fixes that need constant sustenance to survive, where the movies and words in all media, including the stories sould are essentially the same thing, as that the media is paid for by those who have control of money and thus what is propagated by media is configured in such as way to keep the addictions fed and not to sustain and develop a self directed human in common sense of what is real as this physical world.

I commit myself to asking questions that cause friction within the program of energy as polarities towards my fellow men and  to no longer fear the cognitive dissonance as the mind seeks an answer in singularities that have no answer as a sense of the whole and totality of existence has not been developed.

I commit myself to no longer wanting to win something, or becoming righteous, as I realize that in a system of equality, I will not be known or become famous or have more than another, thus is there nothing to win in promoting a system of equality as what will be won/one is myself as life much like the smile of a child before the tantrums of energetic desire consume and begin the separation of myself into and as wanting to be special when the value is simply myself here, being life.

I commit myself to explaining to others that the idea of self direction, as self expression, as self honesty, as self responsibility will seem like a huge fearful thing when seen through the eyes of a mind that has been made huge and addictions that seem insurmountable as nothing else has been taught, and that the physical is here to support as this is what is real as this is what is supporting all of us, as what is real is what has been allowed to be owned by a few, who themselves are in separation from life.

I commit myself to realizing that what desteni is saying is that the configuration of this world can be reconfigured to support life, and that the tools are here, they just need to be directed, by the hands of men, to support all life and to end this world system of profit and greed.

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