I realize that this is what we all are. We are, as our beliefs, opinions and ideas, our thoughts, emotions and feelings the voice of these collected “notes” the chord of what we are, where this “chord” is believed to be what is real, and this “chord” is real because it is all that we sound/see/hear/here as what we are. And our chord of singular notes gets out of tune as the devil and the angel on our shoulder within this singular relationship as belief opinion and idea that is the chord of our projection as personality - the characters the “notes of the chord” - so to speak.
Within this- going back to how I learned to play, I realize that I was also developed to sight read notes. This means that I needed the notes to read in front of me. Which means I became this pattern of sitting in front of a sheet of written notes that I then played.
When I had to generate notes myself it was very difficult. I had no guide, as I had always had the notes in front of me, I had always only played within reading notes in front of me. I had become fixed as this as it is not something really developed within classical music, one is always reading other’s notes. Perhaps the younger generation is stepping out of this more but I have not seen to much of this, as there is also learning standards, meaning classical jazz or pop tunes. Now these can be played from memory, but in another way playing from memory is also reading notes written by someone else, or even learning embellishments to chord structures as standard sounds and repeating these stylistic embellishments. Some like one kind above another, when all they are are turns around the components of a chord.
When I started to try and generate my own sound, it was really hard. I would freeze and not have any idea of what to do. I had to LOOK a different way. And I had to practice this “different “ way of looking. It was really shocking to see how much I was programmed to be one way ( and this way is not “bad”). It was that the repetitive way of being as how I was trained was limiting and became a habit and thus automatic. The automaticity of this went on for so long that should I confront something different it would obviously be seemingly disruptive. It is like driving along as one thing ONLY and suddenly this being as “one thing” no longer works.
If I didn’t understand this, it would seem extremely disconcerting, and as the words say, I would no longer be “in concert” with my learned behavior that had become so automatic.
Obviously, this means that the human is a trainable entity, an organic robot really. Which means, that this can be used if one has control over what is programmed into this human. It means that the human can be set within limitations to be kept within automized habits through creating a venue where there is repetition setting the “chord” of the human as what they are and NEVER having the human realize the notes, the sound as the building blocks of expression where the human can then generate with the building blocks of expression.
So, this is an unequal distribution of awareness of building blocks of expression. Within and without.
Understanding this, means that an awareness of the whole must be understood, and then the human can stand alone as the value as this. One does not exist without the other when this value is realized, it cannot.
So, ego is your chord, dependent on and constructed from what was repeated within your environment. when this meets another of different “chord” there is conflict, it becomes cacophonic seeming and instead of looking at the sounds, this friction is what is seen and not the very substance of what one is composed of, where one is not more than another, just a different configuration. And our “configurations” become a self religion, what we rely on to survive. But since there is no connection the the whole, as this being some of the whole, this separation becomes bigger than the totality of the whole, and it automizes self, as it becomes habit over time, and then this automatic behavior takes from the whole as the physical as the human physical body and transposes this physical self, composed of the whole as it works perfectly together in replacing all cells every seven years, into and as this singular chord of limited awareness of the substance of which the expanding repeated personality that is a composition of beliefs, ideas and opinions based on the past, held through pictures as memories as a belief that the Me More EYes are ALL that is real when it is not, it is a program, and this over time becomes automized and uses the resource of the physical, which is whole, to maintain this resonance/personality of a singular chord, as beliefs, opinion and ideas, as emotions, thoughts and feelings, taught through family, education, society to be what one is in order to survive in a world system that is the outward manifestation of this inward state of limited being. And so, what we, the human, are doing to this earth is one and equal to what we are allowing within; a personality of limited design that becomes automated and then consumes the human physical body, where we end up burning ourselves up and dying of disease and old age, which is really a personality consuming the flesh. Sounds like the stories of hell and demons does it not? And we believe because we cannot - supposedly - SEE this, that this is not real, but it is what is happening all around us, we can SEE this if we pan out and realign to the whole through the physical, one with and as the physical.
I don’t know is not an answer, it is an avoidance tactic. It is an “end game.” It is the voice of the limited program. It is part of the singular chord. And a state of dis-ease as the word as the sound reveals, that is, has something to do with no longer being at ease. As “ease” IS being one and equal to and as the physical, this physical that replaces every cell every seven years. How does it do this, and is what we “resonate” as what we have learned as what becomes automatic, just like a robot, that which burdens the cells causing disease?
Within this analogy, it is time to wake up, to see what self has accepted and allowed and to de-resonate idolized/made huge ideas, beliefs and opinions, as thoughts, emotions and feelings, that are a limited design in separation from what is the basic sustaining component of what we are all as the substance of life, manifest from the darkness as nothing - no thing more or less than another. To walk as what we all are, in equality and oneness as the substance of life, where the only respect given is to the value which is life, thus the practice of giving as one would like to receive.
If we are so programmable, we are de-programmable, and thus, we can diminish the sound of ourselves as limited singular ideas, beliefs and opinions and realign ourselves in equality with and as the no-thing as the one thing that is the same in all, the substance of life, here, which can only ever be directed here and not be memories from the past, as these memories are only images in and as the mind.
Let go your “religious halo” and equalize yourself to life through walking the desteni i process of self forgiveness, writing and corrective application so that we/you/I can get this world in order with and as what we are as the substance of life, as this is the value.
There is not time for guilt, and shame, and regret, and and and, there is only cleaning up the destructive expression that is this system of inequality. Understand what you are as aQuantum Mind, a biological programmable organic robot, composed of personalities as a collection of beliefs, opinions and ideas for survival within a monopoly as money made god, that is the positive actually running from the final outcome, as the negative, which is death of the made huge personification that never made it through the eye of the needle, never realized self as life in self honesty, self direction, self responsibility as life.
Check out Equal Money. We have the means to organize this world in such a way to support all life. best practices exist, but they are kept at bay through agencies in service to a castle of more than that also includes pensions, that disallow research to enable limited statements of “ there is no proof” and bullying actions despite a precautionary principle that states that there is enough evidence of probable cause, but if this evidence of probable cause and independent research is not allowed to be placed on the table, then our supposed governments of the people for the people- governments that are bought by the few who have managed to play the game of monopoly very well ( through brutal action as denial of life), thus only presenting and allowing what supports their survival from a central chair we all allow ourselves to be bound to as we hold onto the strings of a web, where we are each dependent on this web and believe that this is how we survive, when all it takes is to look at this web, within and without, to see realize and understand that we are life, and to stand as this, to become the cells of life collectively creating heaven on earth. That web is like an illusion, but it is here, we can use this to support life, as the “tracks “ are in place to distribute the resources of a freely giving earth to stabilize what is here as what we have accepted and allowed. Support a Basic Income Grant and an Equal Money System, walk thedesteni i process. It is time to come home to life, to be life, to give as you would like to receive, as what you are, as what is the value, which is life.
Forgive yourself back to life, here.
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